Such a touching story! You’re not alone, even though I had my parents I had to live in boarding houses during my childhood until I turned 29. Experiences were immense (most of them were miserable)those made me stronger and stronger, now I feel all those bad things made who am I today, no one can stop me. Good luck with your future plans!! Hope government will listen and help the special needs community to improve their quality of life and living. Nature will bless you!!! Kind regards from Sydney, Australia 🇦🇺