October Notes | A love letter to living in the mystery and not knowing what's next

[@saudade315]

Wow. This is exactly the chat I needed. I’m definitely the person that’s like “okay let’s wrap up this mystery season and get into the Certainty season” 😂. Silly me. Life is one big mystery season 😅. Thank you thank you thank you Sarah. This chat was healing to my nervous system. Hope you do more lil impromptu chats. ❤

[@Sarah_Vrba]

I am right there with you! I have had so many chats with my sister and we're always planning on how we're going to be in the season of certainty soon, but somehow we are never there 😂

[@mirisalivingstar]

your video on why you moved to Sweden is ONE of the things that opened up space for me to make the decision to move back to my hometown last year... a place i really REALLY don't like.. and there is much mystery for me in why it felt so necessary to do it and what is going to unfold for me here. i think as a scorpio sun i feel at home inside mystery, and while it is still difficult in its own way, i agree that forcing yourself to live inside a pre-made form is so much more stressful.

[@divinelydreaming]

love it ❤

[@patelsk78]

Wow…this is a really meaningful message for me. “Living in the mystery and letting go of shame and if we don’t know what’s ahead or going on with us” - so healing and wise. Thank you Sarah!!!

[@dewolf6836]

I like this. It makes my life seem so beautiful when I look back in this way. On the contrary I have experienced a lot of shaming and gaslighting because I resisted. I have allowed mystery because I've lived with people so scarred of fitting in or not being successful or feeling shamed by "failure." Somehow, God put this in my heart from an early age. Living in mystery is beautiful. Thank you for this talk, we need to know it's ok to be authentic, to be alive, and to fully live we need to allow things to happen out of our control...thats all mystery is.

[@mermaidlight5710]

Thanks, Sarah. I appreciate your chats. As a 55 year old chick, ha ha, life is still a mystery. Nature, silence, time with my dog and cat and those I love and who love me are what it’s about for me. Letting my mind rest is a big priority. Think you can relate .. .Peace.

[@amytomsick9409]

Sarah, this talk resonated with me deeply - it felt like having a chat with a friend who gets me. I’ve been through a similar journey, moving from the US to New Zealand with my Kiwi husband. It’s such a mysterious ride moving countries and I’ve realized how intense the self-help culture is in the US. It makes you feel that something is wrong with you and needs fixing. I don’t want to eradicate the mystery from life, the mystery makes life interesting and worth living, even with the bouts of anxiety. Thank you so much for sharing your perspective and I would love to learn more about what you’re discovering in Sweden. My husband lived there years ago & had a wonderful experience! ❤

[@trishchmelik7748]

I love this and feel that a varied format of videos can only add to the depth of what you put out into the world. I am often amazed how what you have to say (regardless of format) perfectly speaks to the most challenging things I'm dealing with at the time, and this video is no exception. Just keep doing you!!!! ...wherever that leads.

[@serenaoakley4864]

I soo resonate with this! I think since age 37 (I'm now 41), I've been in a season of uncertainty/mystery/letting go and am now embracing it- loving its raw potential, fertility, the feeling if being more open to life. Been having the Pluto square, the Neptune square, lots of Saturn stuff, and I think Saturn in Pisces has us all learning to be more comfy with less certainty, definition, more meaningful living and going with the flow. It's like swimming through deep water at night. Kinda scary but also exhilarating if we embrace it! ❤

[@reneemeijdam5643]

Love this! My life has also taken many twists and turns. No idea how I’ve ended up here and where it will take me next. Trying to figure it out using the mind is only more confusing. I think I’ll just surrender. I kind of love the mystery. Anything is possible 🙏💓

[@beeb88]

I'm letting go of goals. I feel like i make them for other peoples acceptance. I'm finding peace in doing things I'm really interested in without expectation and let whatever happen. My life is becoming enjoyable, I do more because Im not worried about my decisions, and I don't feel like a failure anymore so much.

[@keek0389]

Damn, Sarah. You spoke right to my soul. In early June, I moved 500 miles away from my hometown, my family, and I've been in a state of expansion and trying to surrender ever since. It has been strange to say the least. I needed this so much. Thank you

[@celticfairyofeiru]

loved this. i feel you and i see you sister. feeling this lately. life can be confusing especially when moving away from old way of living where there was certainy. now i am in a space of not knowing and thats scary but also really exciting. i love how you put it in regards to playing in the mystery where there is no bound of identification rather just exploring the moment and what comes up within ourselves & without. i love it and i love that, i trust all will work out but how it will i dont fecking have a notion but thats not up to me its up to spirit x i would enjoy many more videos like this sarah its beautiful to see you being yourself & sharing these fears w us, x

[@MeditationMeg]

Thank you for sharing this rich wisdom, Sarah! It resonates so much, swimming in the deep seas of uncertainty fuels our ability to SURRENDER. It's a beautiful reminder, we are humans can not escape the mystery! 🤩

[@florahelix]

Your imagery and music at the start is beautiful. It really sets the tone for coffee and chat time. And your relaxation helps me relax, so thank you.

[@jessenoelle262]

Love this. ❤ Love you. ❤️ Keep growing, wild child. P.S. I'd love to see more of Sweden, too! I live in a place where-apart from the 2 or 3 months out of the year when we get our longed for, coveted cold snap-summer never ends. I do miss some things about seasons (esp. weather so cold you can comfortably wear long sleeves and layers...And hoodies!) But honestly tho...I do not miss shoveling snow 😂 Thank you for sharing this. You have an amazing gift for articulating the heart of what I find myself going thru but can't find language to converse about. And I'm super grateful to you for that and for being your beautiful, space blob self. ❤

[@LovingHypnoASMR]

Very helpful ❤ thank you 😇

[@cesarchavez2613]

MYSTERIOUSLY DELICIOUS ……. WE THANK YOU BEAUTIFUL EAGLE SISTER🍁🍁🍁🍁🍄🍁💫⭐️✨ LOVE THE IMPROMPTU……..

[@clarissahallowell5436]

Sarah, This video is magic. I have working with the idea that this is the journey all of it. The ups, the down the questions, the grief, the Sadness, the laughter, the joy. And getting to the other side of any of it seems to be an illusion. There is no other side it’s all Incased inside the journey. So since there’s no place to strive for it really frees me to be here inside of me. Another thing your not the only one on KZbin that is changing it up. I have heard others saying they are tried of editing so they are doing live streaming on Instagram to stay connected, but no editing. Later they pop it up on KZbin. It seems to working for some. I think showing up in the way we need to Inspire’s others to give way to their higher selves as well. Sending ❤and 💫. 🙏 for your poetic self. 🙌

[@Sarah_Vrba]

Love this! Thank you, Clarissa!

[@megandixon372]

Couldn’t agree more! 💫

[@rondaczarneke8349]

Thank you! I love this. I am going through some big life transitions and embracing the mystery is the perfect reminder.

[@alilsunshine7172]

Really enjoyed this one! LOVED the cozy intro!! May I share one suggestion, or at least how my body reacted when you called your session/offering/class/hangout/ whatever it is, a "masterclass"? I didn't like it - the word is so overused lately, and to me feels like pressure, demanding, "level up", "learn hard", another thing to "achieve"...the term "masterclass" denotes another "goal" to complete, and feels more yang than who you are and what I'm imagining you offer in your "course". I had a great word but it just slipped my mind...but something "gentler", that expresses comfort, community, exploration, gentle growth...rather than the "learn and master everything there is to know about X subject". I truly hope you find my thought on this helpful, rather than critical! 👩‍❤️‍👩💗

[@davidbarajas12]

You dah blob ! We are super blobs!! Do I want to eradicate mystery from my life…..hell yes. Ok then give up deep awareness & growth, and the richness of being fully present. Certainty is the enemy of change….and change is the only constant in the universe. I sighed, I laughed, I paused this video so many times. I’m selling off my cookie cutters !!! Thank you. SVB

[@jasminella94]

Sooo grateful for you finding this beautiful, uplifting words to 'the big mysterious / the openness / the uncertainty ' ....feeling it deeply... uncertainty to me is way more poetic!! Soo much love to you💛✨️

[@ovirago8314]

Thank you so much for sharing this! It hit really close to home, as I’m about to immigrate to another continent and have been feeling a lot of fear and anxiety ramping up as the move gets closer due to uncertainty about what the future there will hold for me. It’s funny because throughout my life, I’ve noticed the pattern of having a lot of negative experiences when I’ve put a lot of planning and consideration into different actions and moves I’ve taken, possibly because with more thoughtfulness and preparation comes more expectations that can be hard to let go of when the reality doesn’t end up aligning to the preconceived notions. The best experiences I’ve had have been when I just dove in and went for it, even if I didn’t know exactly what would happen or where I’d end up! So I’ve been trying to remember that with this transition, and give myself some grace. I appreciate the space you hold here, and the content you share giving us some insight into your own adventures and story as it’s being written.

[@Sarah_Vrba]

That stage right before a huge move can feel really intense. I can really relate!

[@suzannerobertssmith2612]

✨Just relistened and realized that the Mystery=The Divine Feminine and that true and grounded 'certainty' or 'clarity' makes room for and embraces the subtle and not so subtle Mysteries too. That inside the Mystery, all can exist. Thank you for all you have the courage to share... It's been a relief and a truly magical blessing finding your Work and I have been listening, following and receiving your insights for a while now and it's helped me and others I have passed it onto tremendously. Will explain more soon but in the meantime THANK YOU✨

[@bdavis9891]

Hey love! ❤️ That was a great message 🫶 This Year has def been that. No certainty whatsoever for me. So, it has gone back to the Be Here Now adage and just living that everyday. It’s a truly wise perspective and makes our lives much richer for it. PS You should add your Venmo or whatever for people to donate to you. I would def send something to you as I watch these regularly, but I don’t subscribe to many things. 🤗❤️

[@serenneceleste]

Your energy and offering is such good medicine. I love listening to you. Always realigns my soul. Thank you!❤

[@lilyromaineshank8649]

I love these talks! And I love seeing your life in Sweden! And I’d love to hear more about how you are adjusting to life there and your spiritual path! Yes, please keep doing these!!! ❤

[@shellycottrell433]

I enjoy listening to you and being in this space ❤ I can’t afford to support you sadly my health is so bad right now I can’t work. Don’t know what the future looks like it is a mystery for sure. I can only hope for pain free days atm Thank you for shining your beautiful light 🍄☮️🥰

[@nellyngigi3593]

I love all your content,.everything resonates and I get through life with more understanding of spirituality and all these themes. I'm definitely excited for these kind of chats. This in particular has really provided clarity around mystery. Everything would be so much easier if we embraced mystery as the beauty of life.

[@Osaenfuego]

Love this, thank you. I am an Earth blob stuck in America, who has always been resistant to the American way, and made wrong by nearly everyone around me for embracing mystery. I’m definitely in my second half of life now and pretty done with anyone telling me how to live. ❤❤❤❤

[@nancywiley5224]

I love this chat and would love to hear more about your journey. Like you said… chats outside astrology , something different , please share more

[@annakucher1017]

Beautiful... Both you and the message... It seems we're learning similar themes, at very different transition points in our lives... But the themes of sitting in the mystery are very relevant I think for all who care to listen right now. Have U heard of bayo akomolafe? He tells the story of sitting in the discomfort and from a very different and equally beautiful perspective.

[@NhiTran-zd8um]

Deeply healing, thank you so much for this video ❤️

[@karenharley3143]

Blessed be on the next chapter ~ yes, hydrate and stretch:) sage all our energy away, don’t carry it, it’s just a vibration to flow in ~ enjoy 🎉❤

[@carerealtyco.19]

You have spoken to my experience and current understanding exactly. Sending a virtual hug from one sister to another who is accepting living in the mystery. Much love to you on your journey!

[@MB.77]

I loved this. I relate to a lot of what you talked about. You are so on point and always have the best most precise delivery to describe human nature and all of its intricate emotions and rhythms. Please continue exploring within this freedom you have found as it’s such a healthy space. I find it so inspiring, refreshing and so soothing. Like a spiritual balm that appeases the soul. It is such a treat and privilege for us to have you here in this space. Thank you! Much love and gratitude to you! 💛

[@bethdoublekickchick8007]

This message has come to me on the perfect day, I've had a sad day, I'm lost after many years of living in mystery, and searching for what's next and it hasn't come. Thankyou 🤘

[@linneahasselgren]

I'm saying it again, thank you Sarah. From Helsingborg ❤

[@hollymcintosh3971]

Love this resonates so deeply. I’ve come to trust and try enjoy the mystery of life. Have a beautiful October 🖤

[@jelenagojkovic3026]

I loved the piece on certainty, I never saw making decisions as being certain and what extra layers of certainty we need just to make sure things are as right as we can control them. But I too feel the softening, I've seen how chasing has not worked and taken so many moments away because I wasn't open enough. Great messages here, really feeling the casualness and it's so appropriate to make a video like this given its really about dropping the structures that we live by 🙏❤

[@LeticiaDuqueBeauty]

Thank you so much for sharing! It’s so important to feel like you are not the only one… everyone gods through this type of things, but we usually do that quietly 😊

[@mikaylagilman923]

I really enjoyed this. Very raw and real. I felt this deeply. Thank you.

[@gjcountry1]

You are holding the space for authenticity. Thank you so much for this.

[@kookaburrafabulous]

This felt interestingly different, Sarah. With you on this deep transitional, transformational era. Thank you for being a mirror to what a lot of us are feeling and surrendering to.

[@darriananderson3475]

Love keeping it casual, your conversations being me peace. Love visiting over virtual tea ❤

[@julieanderson7560]

Yes I am all in. Love the spontaneity. The message for me was so on point. The longer I am alive the more I see there is more to “shake off” more to put down. More of the layers that have tamped down my authentic self.

[@MishaThomas-k7p]

Pices Midheaven here: the mystery is where the magic is. Creativity requires that we release what we (think) we know.

[@k_a_g]

I just so needed to hear this and someone else who gets it. You always seem to come through for me when I need gentle reminders and realness in a sensitive time. Thanks so much Sarah ❤ Definitely would like more of these.

[@alisiademi]

I'm happy to share that these things are not even a worry for me since I trip mushrooms

[@IssaMas]

This message was a beautiful synchronicity of timeliness. Thank you ❤

[@shaunalouie]

watched this yesterday and shared it with a few close friends that have been feeling the same way. we appreciate the peace you bring in your intuitive messages sarah 💛

[@stephaniemlanier3816]

I love this! It resonates so much right now and I have been feeling similarly, that the point of all this mystery is to learn to live free in the moment.

[@AJConnors-xk2gw]

Fairly certain it’s Esther Perel, “certainly is the enemy of change” though she states her mentor said that statement to her.

[@tbeau6663]

It's my birthday this Wednesday and I've never felt so lost as I do today (1st)

[@michellebarge4527]

Living in the mystery… needed to hear this! Keep doing what you do.

[@Caitrionacake]

when we ask what is the meaning of life? I wonder what answer would be satisfactory

[@risapaige7579]

I absolutely resonate and look forward to these chats Sarah!

[@TheShivWo]

This message was right on time. Thank you for the heart you bring to the work you do. You are truly an amazing teacher and I am forever grateful for you. So much love.

[@CurioStAce]

This was so refreshing to hear ✨ thank you for sharing all this 💚✨

[@yesstar6307]

🌍 would love to hear more about your life and Sweden!

[@helloDonnaBella]

I have been feeling very disconnected, spiritually, but this came at exactly the right time for me. Not knowing what my spiritual, career, personal, mental health lives hold is so, so hard. And I have not been going easy on myself about it. Thank you, Sarah. Would definitely love to hear more discussions about this sort of thing.

[@nicolejennings4438]

This was right on time. Thanks Sarah!

[@innerauthority]

So incredibly resonant ❤

[@ElizabethBeasleyInk]

Thank you for describing my life, Sarah! You said it all. And I love the way you put it. Your truth telling & themes always resonate with me. More please! And I’m so curious about your mysterious life in Sweden. 😊

[@careymelanson4904]

Wow! I’m only 6 min into the video and THIS is why I just love this space you’ve created and the voice you share. I find it so fascinating and inspiring that you can take what we’re taught mainstream and somehow take the pressure out of it all and offer gentleness instead. Seriously gives me so much 💕💕 thank you!!

[@careymelanson4904]

K now I’m finished the video and just wanna send you the biggest hug lol 💕 I get so nervous around Scorpio season because I know the deep stuff comes up - for the better, but still uncomfortable - and being on your patreon I know will give me the right tools. Thank you again! 💕💕

[@Jermy777]

You say Tenderness I say full on soul crushing anxiety and 😧 fear… I’ve been on this journey of life 46 years now and I was blessed with a child at 38 years old so my path became less confusing but still scary. I’ve been trying to quit cigarettes and with each failure I feel like a horrible mom racing toward some horrid disease yet I still hope every morning it will finally click! Thanks for your messages Sarah! You definitely get ‘it’ ❤❤

[@thriftingsuperstars]

this was exactly what I needed thank you so much🙏🏼 this has been one of the most unpredictable years of my life. I appreciate you showing up and just letting yourself be seen! I would love to see more casual chats like this💖

[@Sarah_Vrba]

Thank you so much! It feels really good to connect over topics like this that we are all sharing in.

[@MsRonnie85]

Thank you Sarah for your profound insights. Life has always shown Itself to be mysterious and unpredictable. It’s the guilt and Shane that I am trying to unlearn and heal from. ❤

[@tracymills]

Thank you for this chat. 2023 has been such a crazy year, I don't know if I'm coming or going. I have to admit to myself that there are some things I just don't know right now and I don't have all the answers.

[@adelejoy]

Really beautiful chat Sarah. Thank you. “Certainty is the enemy of change” Life is a mystery….ahhh (I exhale) phew. Thank goodness for the mystery…Break through all the systems Sarah go for it😘

[@yesstar6307]

☀️ I like this!

[@deborahrossum8264]

Brilliant! ❤

[@Kinga-Sokol]

❤❤❤❤

[@genevievehumenay3530]

This message was a balm to my heart. Thank you for normalizing this state of being, which sometimes can feel so isolating, as we spin in the idea that there is something wrong with us... Bless you for your vulnerable sharing. You are speaking to the hearts of many.

[@lamanoquesabe]

much love to you !!!!! hoping this single comment expands onto much exposure of your words

[@suwana]

Really relate to this. Thank you for the comforting message ☺️

[@mariaesmaralda8326]

Amazing❤ I couldn’t agree more. I really really needed that sharing💖 Thank you🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

[@Marion-tz5hb]

So excited for October on Patreon! I would love to hear more. Sounds like we are in a similar space. It’s nice to hear somebody else’s experience of the “mystery”.

[@radiantdaniela]

Much gratitude for you naming so authentically this universal ache ... Thank you.

[@elm9897]

Thank you Sarah! Feel free to break whatever (cultural) rules you want. (I said electrical blob, but I should've gone with 'sensitive plasma blob'. 🤣) elm 💜

[@tanyareed2142]

Thank you Sarah. I just love you and every time I tune into your offerings it supports and validates my experience. I’m grateful for your presence and the work you do🙏🏽🪬✨ ~from a fellow 8/18 sister💫

[@turmericpersephone]

Loved this, resonated so much. Perfect timing. Thank you! 🙏🏼✨

[@caprimoon888]

Despite it being nearly December , the title grabbed me of this video and I really needed to hear what you said here. I have been struggling with this for years and after making subtle but big changes , I was beginning to judge myself for not Moving forwards! Thanks so much Sarah. I will check out your Patreon. ❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@nataliegriffin9945]

I moved from the UK to Spain when I was 20 (37 years ago). At first I had nostalgia for the UK but every time I went back I thought I could never live there again. Spain is now my home, although I go back to the UK to see family. visiting is enough for me.....Home is where the heart is....

[@aektabandodker7322]

Thank you for expressing all of this so authentically! Fellow sensitive soul whose favorite season is fall (& then winter) but not yet "settled" in life & still a lot of loose ends untied in my life...A part of me enjoys & almost embraces the mystery because it brings beauty, meaning, & revelations of my creative potential to me...& I find myself getting more self empowered this way...while another part, the sensitive, raw human part & even some of my inner child I guess... really wants a stable and clear path. One thing a mentor of mine told me that has stuck with me though is this question, "what if the outcome is better than you imagined?" This prompts me to embrace the sense of holding and abundance that there is in the darkness (mystery) of the universe & notice how my conditioning might have me assuming a worse outcome if I don't "get 'it' together," with "it" being some vague thing that I'm not even sure of yet...because it's COMPLEX...but the truth is actually always working in our favor & giving us maybe not exactly the life we imagined or wanted in our "neat little box" or the linear timeline we imagined... but the life we NEED to TRULY get what we REALLY want, and more importantly...NEED. .to come to wholeness. Healing is not linear! Love your videos! It helps me get through the moons and embrace my cyclical nature ☺️💖💖💖

[@mollydonovan337]

Always appreciate your wisdom and musings! Thank you Sarah 🙏

[@moka91808]

What's funny is I keep hearing this song that says 'it's ok to be a little bit lost' [Lost - Acoustic By Jabob Neverhill, Nora Bart] and another song 'Don't worry' [Don't Worry By Leon Bridges] so I guess we're not supposed to know everything all the time and somehow find a way to be ok with that...which I too am really going in and out of accepting and moving through. Well timed video Sarah!

[@nicolehetherington5275]

Hey Sarah, It is January 6th 2024.. and I just wanted something soft. calm and gentle to listen to, to help me ground and focus while there is alot of noise..( of kiddos - running around and woooooo hoooing - which is great... 2 houses down..) but I just want quiet and a friend to sit with me ... and here you were. I've only discovered you in the last month, last year.. Thankfully! I am going to go back through your videos.. so I can get to know you more.. and maybe join the patreon at some point? I think impromptu.. chats are great.. as there is so much unsettling, death and destruction going on in the world and I need a counter balance of calm and gentle to soothe my frazzled nervous system. So much Love to you in Sweden! I am in Australia.

[@elavinder]

Precious precious sister! ❤ How I love you so much! How grateful am I for this message, these words, your authenticity, the softness... So many smiles and sighs of relief. Thank you so much as always. 🙏✨️🌹✨️🙏

[@kimw3784]

Earth blob, yes. Night-fears, 100%. I feel like I've lived in uncertainty for a long time; surrendering to it or letting go is a powerful message.

[@aubra_dash]

That's so cool that you moved to Sweden. I'm from California and I just visited Stockholm Sweden for a month last month, it definitely was a culture shock and opened my eyes a lot to my sense of home and what I'm looking for.

[@verucasalt6519]

Thank you Sarah! Definitely feel like I’m living in the mystery and have been since 2019… But I suppose one could argue that we have always been and will always be living in it so best to get comfortable 😂.

[@double.dsbigislandpov]

blob blob blob blob blob blobby blobbiness blob boobs boobles booblieness - swimming/floating thru the mystery = Hawaiian gridwork, but not trying to solve anymore of the mystery - as much as I Love Tom Selleck, I don't have to be Magnum PI. - I can just be the Ferrari.

[@akashajoti6456]

As a Leo Sun/Rising I always cringe when we get to the darker months of the year. This year I am facing a major health issue, and your chat really helps me embrace the unknown! Thank You Sarah! I appreciate your wisdom!!

[@sarahcollins1397]

This was so helpful Sarah, thank you so much for sharing your vulnerability and wisdom

[@gem7707]

Loving Sassy Sarah 😍 Keep em popping, YES PLEASE! This season has defo bought out your sassy side and it’s great! I need more of your support for sure, thank you hun 💖

[@jens.4858]

Loved this chat Sarah! Thank you for sharing & for rooting for all of us.☺ You're doing great too. Keep being you! ❤

[@janegleeson1894]

Love this so much, Sarah! Thank you. And yes please to more. I'm all for mystery and smashing a few walls🌸💮🙏

[@juliasteen1042]

Clicking the thumb up at 555... so much change in the energies lately and I love the quote you shared about certainty... So true! "When everything changes - let it".