Only Believe // 23.06.29

[@matt.mp4]

Thank you for all your love, scripture and support. It means a lot, you guys are such a blessing.

[@timothydavidhill2117]

Hey Matt, you could have your video as weekly video that could have chapters for each day of the week and even chapters within each day.

[@jlad2925]

Matt listen it was so cool to learn you are such a godly person and honestly with me being younger I have looked up to you a big chunk of my life so thanks

[@levijf0957]

get it tattooed

[@lucisdiary01]

Dont push it 💙 upload when you feel like it❤

[@armybrat1976]

"Live Like You Believe" is a good one I've heard as well! I'm not the same denomination as you but I Love everyone that is willing to show that God is important in our daily lives.

[@agverner2618]

Wow, I never could put into words what I have been struggling with. You put it into perfect words. Believing that you aren't receiving and feeling forgotten. You are not alone in that feeling for sure. Clinging to what the word says has helped me a lot (even if I cant wrap my head fully around it which causes doubt). Especially Psalms 34:17-18. It's a verse that has gotten me through tough times.

[@IsabellaL82]

I struggle with believing I've received what I pray for as well. You aren't alone in that.

[@CarolinaSchmeed447]

“I have trouble believing that anything will happen when I pray” you’re so real for that. So many Christian’s struggle with this and for some people it’s the reason they lose faith. What I’ve learned is that it’s impossible for nothing to happen when you pray. It’s impossible that God wouldn’t hear you. If all that happens is that your prayer life shows God that you have big faith then that’s what will count and in that building of faith you will also build favor with Him, you will start to see God release blessing over you and your family as time goes on 💚💚

[@connorrhunterUK]

The Lord makes firm the steps of the one who delights in him; though he may stumble, he will not fall, for the Lord upholds him with his hand. Psalm 37

[@forevercatholic243]

Wow. I love your reflections. You're saving my prayer life, man. Thank you.

[@AngelVids7]

I find keeping a prayer journal helps me keep track of when things actually get answered

[@icedimages]

I've also struggled like you have - particularly recently, as I've been burnt out from life. I've been watching Project 863, and the episode where they turned off the Spire really spoke to me. The devil wants to have control over our minds, and it's our choice as to whether we let him. Sin is a bit like the serum. It taints us, and gives the devil access. We can choose to put our carnal nature to death, by feeding the spiritual man (praying, reading bible, worshipping Jesus, etc). Whichever side we feed will be the one that grows and has control. "Submit to God, resist the devil and he will flee" Either God is in control of our life, or the devil is. We choose. So recently I've been trying to choose Jesus and feed the spiritual side. Words are creative (God spoke the world into existence), so we have to watch our words as they will impact our faith. Words of unbelief, doubt, etc will in fact create negative things in our minds and open a door for the devil. Speaking words of faith help shut those doors and put out the fiery darts that are trying to get into our minds. I know this is a year late, but I'm praying for you Matt. For you and your family. Love your videos and your sense of humour. It's helped me a lot in trying times.

[@jonburney]

The more focused and vocal your life becomes for Jesus, the more focused and consistent come the attacks from the enemy and the temptations from within even my own heart. Every obstacle overcome makes you stronger for the next obstacle. Having been in vocational ministry most of my adult life, I still find myself daily praying like the dad in Mark 9, "Lord, I believe; help my unbelief!"

[@Steffey2009]

It's not easy when you struggle with intrusive thoughts. I have a lot of battles in my brain over faith and what I believe. I can't commit 100% one way or the other because I don't agree with everything taught. I commend you Matt for your openness and thank you for sharing your struggles with us. More people need to see humanity and that not everything is perfect online.

[@ju1ce108]

Matt, I gotta be honest, I NEED to see this kinda video again! This is so wonderful; being able to meditate on scripture with you here and hear about your own struggles and how you’re combatting them via scripture. You’re one of the first people on my “want-to-meet” list, but the coolest thing is that I know that if God doesn’t want that to happen here on our temporary home, I’ll get to see you in our eternal home and ask you all the questions about your life here ❤️ You make me very happy, Matt. Thank you for being so good at making people happy.

[@lydiastormberg1075]

Isaiah 41:10 Do not fear for i am the lord. This is one of my favorite scripture in the Bible when I feel forgotten I repeat this in my head. I know even though I fear of beginning forgotten by god the lord will always be there.

[@gabirobertson2219]

2 Timothy 1:7 is my go to verse. I have always struggled with fear, feeling undeserving, or as a failure to God. This was the verse I would resight to myself everytime the intrusive thought of gluttony would come into my heart. I have an eating disorder, and this has saved me many times through the struggles. It is encouraged to keep The Word in your heart because it is your weapon. Always remember, the Lord can do tremendous things with those who have faith even the size of a mustard seed.

[@tehe.taylor]

I recently went through a HUGE wave of loneliness. I would cry every night, wondering what was wrong with me. I completely forgot about God! One night last week, I realized that Jesus is my best friend. It's took me a while to come to terms with the fact that Jesus is there for me, and He really does care. I was already praying constantly that God would open my eyes to a friend that's around me or send me a friend! Then I realized I'm going about this wrong. I prayed that God would give me peace if I remain friendless forever. I asked Him to relieve my stress and help me to be okay through this spell of loneliness. I went to His scripture, reading about loneliness and Jesus' friendships. It helped me be okay with where I'm at. Although I do still wish that I could have Christian friends, it doesn't rule over my life anymore! Romans 8:28, "And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose." God is amazing and prayer does work; my life is evident of that.

[@machboltmc8926]

I actually take this video as a sign from God, my mom has a lung problem that could take her life, and lately I’ve been extremely fearful and I’ve also, to an extent, started doubting my faith. This video definitely restored my belief in him, and it felt like he was clearly telling me to believe in him despite the circumstances. For this I wish to thank you Matt, it was a blessing 🙏

[@brockstephen6210]

Wonderful video Matt. I’ve struggled with faith before as well. What I do is three things, and i’m sure you do similar things. 1. Worship, worship, worship. Constantly praise God, before you ask for help ask that His will be done and His kingdom come. Give him all the glory 2. Hide scriptures that pertain to where you are struggling in your heart and repeat them often 3. Faith is a gift from God, it’s not by your own doing. Ask specifically for stronger faith in your prayers, and tell God scriptures where He has made promises to you about faith. The best way to get answers to your prayers is to “remind” God of his promises, because God cannot lie or contradict himself.

[@DrummingG20]

This is very encouraging!

[@bethanilacoursiere8473]

“For the word of God is living and active and full of power [making it operative, energizing, and effective]. It is sharper than any two-edged sword, penetrating as far as the division of the soul and spirit [the completeness of a person], and of both joints and marrow [the deepest parts of our nature], exposing and judging the very thoughts and intentions of the heart.” ‭‭Hebrews‬ ‭4‬:‭12‬ ‭AMP This is how we fight! Speaking out the Word of God. The enemy tries to get us by wearing us out. Keep pressing in. I have also been struggling with faith in some areas and have just been asking, Lord help me with my faith. He already know and when we ask we receive! He is faithful and trustworthy, He never wavers or changes. Thank you Matt for sharing ❤

[@jennathompson1470]

I relate so strongly to the feeling of fear and that my prayer will amount to nothing. I'm 18, about to transition to college and more consistent in prayer and bible study than I have ever been. About a week ago I let the fears about my future become larger than my faith. I stopped reading consistently and only prayed at church. Obviously a huge mistake. I let fear rob me of joy and this video has pushed me to try and change that this week. No matter how far the deceiver pulls us away our God is right there to lead us back. God Bless.

[@emilyj8437]

Isn’t it awesome to be encouraged and challenged by other believers! Praying for you in your efforts to get back into the word. I’m working on this too…it’s such a struggle for me.

[@nightshadeisis2263]

We had a guest speaker at our church once that pulled a 20.00 out of his pocket and asked who would want it. Everyone raised their hand. He crumpled it into a ball and asked the same question. Everyone again raised their hand. He then took the bill, threw it down, stomped on it, and ground it into the dais with his shoe, and asked the question again. Everyone still raised their hands. "So if that bill is still valuable even when clean, even when dirty, or even when crushed from life or fear of lack of faith...how are YOU any different to Heavenly Father?" That moment always stuck with me.

[@matt.mp4]

Thats a strong one. Thank you for that.

[@felicity_mafua]

Thank you for having the courage to share this. I have been finding myself in similar situations. I have some words if you or anyone will hear them. And I'm sorry if it is a lot lol. The first thing that came to my mind is in Matthew 14:28-31. This is when Peter the apostle walks on water through the power of Christ. However, when he began to focus on the storm about him and the "boisterous" wind (when he began to fear) he began to sink. It was his focus on Christ that helped Him upon the water and, similarly, if we maintain our faith in Jesus Christ, we will not be overcome. Now this doesn't mean we won't struggle. Goodness, we are all meant to struggle even when we are faithful. It is by our pain and our perseverance through that tribulation that we are made stronger in Christ. It is through Christ that our weaknesses are made strong. Paul talks of this in 2 Corinthians 12:9. I know that as I struggle, I always find what I need in Christ and as I pray to the Father about everything that I'm struggling with. We all have weaknesses that we need to work on, and that is exactly what He wants for us. To grow as a better disciple of Jesus Christ, to grow closer to Him, and to grow more like Him. Christ's Atonement is infinite. There are no bounds to His love and Mercy- I have felt it. Fear is something that I know many struggle with, including myself. What has helped me combat this is knowing that, "God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power and of love, and of a sound mind" (2 Timothy 1:7). Fear is not of Him and I know He doesn't want to see His children in this state. But with Him our fear is replaced with peace. We are not to understand the meaning of everything. But one of Satan's greatest tactics is to make us think we do. That we need to know why this or why that. I do not fear what I do not know because what I do know is enough. I cannot deny His love for me. When I pray, I know it is God that knows what I need most- not me. As I have prayed to see His hand in my life, I have been blessed to feel His love for me and to see just how much He is in the small things. I commend your bravery once again. And I know there is power in the Scriptures- I can't think of a better tool (or "weapon" as you said) that strengthens me more during my times of struggle. Whether its me finding spiritual solace in Psalms or other scripture. Another weapon that has helped me during these times is the music and media I watch/listen to. Filling my life with uplifting media, especially that which points to Him has blessed me tremendously. For me, music has a huge impact on my life. I've been raised on Christian music whether its contemporary or gospel or whatever- it has been an anchor during the good and the bad. A few songs for those interested that I love is "Believe" by Blessing Offor, "Hold On to Me" by Lauren Daigle, "I Trust You" by Jonathan Traylor and (my favorite hymn) "Abide with me, tis' eventide". Thank you again Matt. I've been struggling with a weakness of my own and your videos always point me in the right direction. Sometimes we just need a little push in the right direction in order to receive the help we need and to be reminded of what we should do during tough times- and you've certainly done that for me today so thank you. I do not take credit for anything I've shared. And I don't even know if what I said made any sense, but I pray it will at least point you and all else who reads this to Him. God bless and I'll pray for you that you may receive what you need. ❤

[@RabbitsFunWorld]

I struggled with Christianity as a whole for a good portion of my life. I’m 34 now, and since 2018, I follow a new religion. To be honest, I had trouble worshipping a god, needing to follow rules of the straight and narrow, and believing only what the Bible says. I just couldn’t do it. Nowadays, I worship no one, and yet everyone; I believe everything is real, down to the magic, ancient Greeks, and dimensions, while being true to myself. Before I speak/write, I think of all the angles and perspectives. All of this has helped me make mistakes, learn from them, and grow. I love it. 😊

[@karigenbenavides5466]

Psalm 19 is the perfect scripture to tell you how the Lord can keep you from you original sins and stay in the wisdom of the Lord. This is a perfect chapter in Psalms to remind you what to do to stay in the right ways of your Holy Father.

[@gabrielkristine]

“For it has been granted to you on Christ’s behalf not only to believe in him, but also to suffer for him,” ‭‭Philippians‬ ‭1‬:‭29‬ ‭CSB‬‬ I always thought that in my blessings where things that felt good to me but in the past couple of years, I’ve learned that my struggle was even more so a gift. I don’t have much but God has taught me that it’s not about what I do or don’t have but who I have. My life was turned up side down when my previous pastor destroyed my reputation and I lost everything and everyone. My mind was a wreck, it’s still hard at times. What I’ve learned was that I’d been invited to suffer for Christ. These last couples of years taught me that no matter how great the tempest Jesus has never left. So when I struggled mentally with my thoughts, sin, regrets, hurt and pain. Jesus reminds me that He’s right there, never leaving or forsaking me. I can believe that I have received because what I’ve received isn’t based on my merit but Christ. That makes the believing easier because though I’m not perfect He is. So I go to the throne of God humbled by my sin but grateful because Christ imputed His righteousness to me. Whether I receive what I pray for in this life or next, it’s still an answered prayer. And if God says no, I believe that He’s sovereign and knows how to Lord over my life. Whether that be pain or blessing for the believer they’re both working for our good. God bless.

[@anico7173]

Thank you for sharing your journey, struggles, and accomplishments. I completely relate to the intrusive thoughts, self pity, and doubt. It's something I've personally been trying to work on for a few years. With so many thoughts, it's very easy to go down an unwanted rabbit hole. One of my go to verses whenever I catch myself is psalm 94:19 In the multitude of my thoughts within me thy comforts delight my soul. Another thing that helps me is really keeping those Christian songs flowing and in my head. It keeps me centered and what really matters. Praying that you continue to grow closer to God amid all the thoughts the enemy tries to put in your head.🙂

[@Ransom747]

Matt I can honestly relate to a lot of this. You putting this stuff in a video and publishing it encourages us who relate to you to focus more on God. Thank you!

[@meganandbisk7218]

Matthew 21:21-22 is a good verse about praying for things with faith and I had another but can't find it but it goes something like; whatever you pray for, thank God like you received it. When it comes to thinking about not having enough faith, I think of faith of a mustard seed and how that's enough when there's so much going on.

[@kevinschutte5938]

God always gives us more than we deserve because of His abundunt grace.

[@Chishi420]

LETSSS GOOO!!!! Have a wonderful day wherever you are!

[@The.Real.SunDrop]

I understand, I’m the same way even though I’m just a kid watching these are really helping me with my faith and helping my point of view on being a Christian ❤so thank you for doing these it’s inspiring to watch ❤

[@aaroncooper7110]

Bryan also bury the head because it can still bite for 24 hrs and the venom is still powerful for 24 hrs.

[@tiffywinked]

I resonate a ton with what you said in regards to intrusive thoughts and how a big imagination can amplify them and coerce us into sin. I could sit here and dream up an entire novella about what-if scenarios and allow them to physically paralyze me. Back when I was twelve and I first started to notice that I had competing (and frankly terrifying) thoughts, that's exactly what I would do. I had massive anxiety attacks that would have me fear leaving my own home. Even though I was raised in a Christian home, I didn't actually come to Christ until three years ago during the height of the pandemic. I don't know if this will help you in the same way it helped me, but this was a key verse in helping me recognize what it means to fight this particular battle of mine. The passage is long so I'll be quoting the end of it (2 Corinthians 12:1-10): "...Three different times I begged the Lord to take it away. 9 Each time he said, *“My grace is all you need. My power works best in weakness.”* So now I am glad to boast about my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ can work through me. 10 That’s why I take pleasure in my weaknesses, and in the insults, hardships, persecutions, and troubles that I suffer for Christ. *For when I am weak, then I am strong*." (verses 8-10) Lord knows I've prayed for some kind of override in my brain to stop it all-- and maybe He will one day, I'm not denying that. But as for right now in my walk, I've realized that while this is probably not what the thorn Paul is describing of course, treating my anxiety like the thorn has done more than I could've ever imagined. Surrendering it to God and boasting that I, a weakling who could barely climb a flight of stairs four years ago, am a vessel of the living God. He is faithful to renew us, not just in the times we _feel_ strong in our walk, but in the times we are holding onto a _thread_ of faith. Because He's just that good. Hope that encourages you! I pray that this trek through the valley will end at the top of a high mountain. God bless you!

[@matt.mp4]

Thank you for your powerful story and words. Brought tears to my eyes. God bless you.

[@Dreyfusxano]

Thank you for your thoughts. I have definitely spent some time organizing my brains thoughts and putting my own anxieties at ease. I empathize as much as my digital voice will allow me. I believe that God loves you infinitely. That said, I believe that he wants to push you to be better. When I was younger, I never knew what the term “mental health” was, I knew what being anxious was but I didn’t know what anxiety was. I have had many internal fights with myself about failure and perseverating thoughts of failure that try to spiral outside my control. After many fights of this nature, three things that help for me, I sing myself a hymn in my head a few times, I watch something that makes me laugh, like a good Try Not To Laugh challenge or take a nap. Those naps help. I think what helps is acknowledging that fear and those negative thoughts and dismissing them from your head, like you are watching a parade. Just let those floats pass by. Sometimes good thoughts can be tweaked ever so slightly and eventually be turned into negativity and anxiety. The devil does not want you to succeed, he wants you to be sad. I could gush over how much you have influenced me Matt, and you have influenced me in many ways. From Team Edge, to Hi 5, Dope or Nope and 863. You have inspired me and I hope I can inspire you. You matter. You matter so much. You have infinite worth. This is something I believe about myself as well. Matt, thank you. I hope this helps.

[@MathbarThapa]

Doing this thing does help a lot. I also read ecite mahamrityunjaya mantra to my self whenever i get overstressed throughout the day.

[@kara_haight]

Awesome. Seriously perfect timing. Thank you. God is so good!!

[@CheeryRedJade]

You are heard, seen, and loved by Him, Matthias. I’ve gone through years of those same struggles. Thank you for your vulnerability in sharing honestly with yourself before the Lord, but also with your audience. I’ve struggled with many of the same things my entire 26 years of life so far. Diagnosed, from intense childhood and life trauma, the whole shebang! God has just recently been showing me more on this for as I’ve healed and grown in my faith and life in general (especially the last 5 year and certainly the last 2 1/2). The last several months the Lord has shown me that my fear, anxiety, worry, overthinking etc, struggles stemming from my early trauma life walk has lead me to want a certain amount of control (but not in a “bad” controlling way of people of stuff). Just the desire to control certain things, outcomes, feelings, places, etc. It was this giant loop exhausting loop and still can be some days. That’s where we can get stuck in a sin nature, as you mentioned. Sin nature coming out from unbelief and doubt but masked in a sneaky way! The revelations, personally, have been the fear and anxiety are not JUST fear and anxiety (for me). While those are both very real things/emotions/diagnoses/etc. He’s shown me the cycle of them and what drives thoughts/actions/reactions from me is actually out of sneaky unbelief and doubt that He has my best interests at heart. It’s interesting. Behind that doubting is a desire for control to help me feel “safe/secure/peaceful/calm/less anxious” when all of that can only come from total dependence on Christ alone to begin with. And that in effect, for me, runs deeper still. He’s gently (he is SUCH a loving Father) opened my heart and eyes to see that behind/beneath AAALL of that fear/doubt/unbelief… is a pride issue of wanting to know. Wanting to know the details for all the plans for all the things so I know what to do, where, how, when, with/without XYZ or this person or that, or for how long and on and on it goes. Which had felt SO weird and kinda gross, because I am not someone you’d consider to be “prideful” or “haughty” or “arrogant”. But that’s what it is- a different weird kinda pride issue (at least for me). It’s been a hard journey and a good way to exercise and grow my faith further. Really poignant and powerful. Even so, the reality is that God has always been faithful. He’s always been faithful not just to everyone else… But he’s been faithful to me. He has been SO awesomely faithful to ME on a deeply personal level. He has never abandoned or forsaken. He has never gone back on his word. He has never twisted anything. He’s never made it feel like I misunderstood something he told me or that he just taking his sweet time and doesn’t care about my current position in life. People may do those things, but God never will. He is the one, and only, the alpha and the omega, the one true Lord of all the world, and the Lord of my life. How could I not continue to move in faith and obedience after He’s shown me time and time again how much he cares for me and loves me? As Dr. Charles F. Stanley would always say, “Obey God and leave ALL the consequences to Him”. As far as verses go Philippians 4:4-9 is a fantastic passage of verses to memorize. It’s longer so takes a little more effort but it covers it all! And since it is longer, it gives you time to regulate as you recite mentally and/or verbally. Others to note that I love and you might find helpful to arm yourself with mentally and on sticky notes and cards when anxiety, fear, stress, doubt, and such arise include; 1 Peter 5:7, Hebrews 13:5-6, Psalms 94:19, Nehemiah 8:10, Joshua 1:9, Jeremiah 29:11, John 14:27, Isaiah 41:10, Psalms 139:23, Psalms 62:1, Matthew 11:28, Proverbs 3:5, 2 Timothy 1:7, Psalms 56:3, Hebrews 11:1, James 1:5, James 1:2-3, Romans 5:1-5, Proverbs 16:3. There are many more we could list of course but these are ones that have been impactful in my life. Apologies if any are repeated from your list, I tried not to rewrite ones you covered (although we do love us Romans 8:28). I hope this message is an encouragement to your spirit. Prayers and Christ’s Love to you and your family! 💛🙏🏻 - Jade (a long time viewer and fellow Christian)

[@skyyevermore]

I just want to say first off, God is okay with you doubting. He knows you are aware of it, and that matters so much. You have to look at your intentions behind everything. I am still in a trial, but at the beginning of it months ago, I knew that God COULD do anything, but WOULD He do it for me? Over the past few months, I have dug into God's Word, listened to so many sermons/podcasts and only listened to Jesus-centered music, journaled out prayers with 100% honesty.. I put post-its of verses all around my room for constant reminders. It was a dark time but I refused to go into the same dark place I had been in the past, so I completely surrounded myself with Him. This has allowed God to transform my mind and rewire my brain to throw away all the lies of the enemy. I have found so much joy in the mess these past couple weeks and have finally actually fallen in love with my Savior. I know breakthrough is coming. I just need to worship Him in the waiting. Matthew 7:7-8 Keep on asking, and you will receive what you ask for. Keep on seeking, and you will find. Keep on knocking, and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks, receives. Everyone who seeks, finds. And to everyone who knocks, the door will be opened. I hope this helps :)

[@KittyEh25]

Everything you received from God, is given out of love, not because we deserve them. Our only purpose is to follow, obey and love him in turn.

[@acinvicta6534]

Hey Matt thank you for being so real and allowing us to hear your struggles. Remember your not alone, even the "best" christians struggled with stuff like this, for me I found the psalms and found it really comforting that God knows this is going to happen in our lives and gave us all the psalms to see how David was is constant anguish or struggles. From what it sounds like you know what to do, but I want to remind you of the power of prayer . With personal experience I have found that God can change where the heart and mind is a a moments notice we just have to believe:)

[@camerongolinvaux]

Matt, you have done something so courageous that many Christians struggle with: To admit that you struggle with sin. How amazing that is! That you're so devoted to God and you have the desire to let the Holy Spirit work in your life and sanctify you. Use the failure from sin to keep learning what the Lord commands. You've got this! We believe in you. Keep running the race and finish strong!

[@matt.mp4]

Thanks man!

[@SpadGame]

We will often never know what God wants for us fully. When we ask for something, often times it either never gets given to us in the way we expect, and almost NEVER as fast as we want it. This is where faith comes in handy, we have to trust that no matter what we want or think we need, he knows what is best for us. Like a good father, you don't always clue in your kids to why you're doing things a certain way or not giving them what they think they want/need. This is why growing closer to God is (one of the reasons) we need him. The closer we grow to him the more we can learn to trust him, and sometimes even clue ourselves in to what he would be wanting for us. Kinda in the same why a child hopefully learns to trust their father when they give them weird instructions like "Don't touch that!" We may not understand, but we know out father does. I hope this was actually helpful lol!

[@bnrocke]

Proverbs 3:5-6 has been my anchor in times of fear, lies, and anxiety. Verse six I think is pivotal. "In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your path straight". When we acknowledge him, we are guaranteed our paths will be straight. That is because we are willing to align with his will, not ours. This is where God always answers prayer. When it aligns with his will. In addition, Ephesians 6:10 is so critical in our walk. We wrestle not against flesh and blood. Putting that full armor on. Being in the word, praying, having faith, meditating on what is true. The more you know what God says is truth, the easier it is to extinguish the arrows. Where do we find truth? In the word. How can we have faith in God completely? If it aligns with his word. Man...there is so much I could say on this. All I can conclude with is God IS good and we CAN trust in him and we have authority through Jesus. We find perfect rest and peace in that. God bless you. Thank you for sharing. I pray God uses you to influence thousands for Christ, especially this younger generation (I'm 33 😂)

[@jwhi828]

So encouraging to see you be so open with your faith and the things you struggle with. I love how you are sharing your heart and the things the Lord is teaching you. You have encouraged me in my faith and desire to memorize scripture. I will be praying for you!

[@dailyrefining]

I can relate in a similar way, sometimes i can pray and doubt that God will answer my prayer, my remedy is to remember all of the things the Lord has done in my life, he saved me and my husband, He saved our marriage, He has sustained me going through health scares and health issues. When those thoughts arise, I take time to reflect on things the Lord has done. We are praying for you Matt, blessings to you and your family!

[@jennieb9000]

I think there isn’t anyone who doesn’t feel like their prayers weren’t answered, I also know that sometimes God answers with no like he did with the Apostle Paul (if interested you can find Paul’s story in 2 Corinthians 12:7 - 10). Yet, no matter what, God says in Pslams 55:22 Throw your burdens on God, and he will sustain you. I remember hearing a sermon on this scripture, and in it a point was made that once we throw our burdens on God we don’t want to take it them back but rather to leave them with God.

[@ericavero23]

I think today is a sign of believe and have faith. Honestly I have received good news today and you uploading this is like wow never give up have faith have lots of beliefs of your prayers and to god. I love it honestly its just full of joy💙

[@natsu9594]

I am going through a similar thing on my spiritual journey Matt. So i am excited to continue watching these vlogs so i can learn with you in a sense.

[@roydavis5155]

Something that helps me is knowing everything is with Gods will. So I know when I pray , Gods will, will be done. If something don't go my way even though I prayed about it, Its his way of saying no or not right now.

[@terriberri555]

I completely agree with what you say, i have been there and even as you push yourself out of there you will have those days where you feel like you are going back but when you look at yourself a month ago or even 6months ago you will see that you are doing the work to get where you want to be even if it is the simplest choice like get out of bed. It is hard to believe in yourself but easy for those we love so look at yourself and remember i love myself and i approve of myself.

[@tcstudios6372]

This video is relatable to me on many levels. I've been struggling with dealing with temptations and several forms of fear as a college student, but something I've been reminded of not to long ago is faith and perseverance. It has been a struggle resist those thoughts and fears, but with sharping my faith from the help of others, and ultimately giving my burdens to the Lord through prayers and giving some time of the day to him; He has pulled me through those dark days, which reminds me of King David whenever he was struck with fear or when he was struggling with sin. You'll be in my prayers Matt, and may God guide you through. P.S. I wouldn't have guessed, but Bryan is a certified snake slayer now. :)

[@scribscrib]

Also, “Bondage Breaker,” by Neil T Anderson. Good read

[@connorrhunterUK]

Wow. This is where I get back on the Matt train again. I am so here for this. Always happy to have another KZbinr talking about their Christian faith. I need this. Thank you.

[@lindseythomas7935]

Dear brother in Christ, I am praying for you. I am in a season on waiting and suffering. And there are moments I doubt too. God is faithful and patient, reminding me of His promises and who He is. I have learned to be more intentional with prayer. Even finding ways to increase it. And ask myself how is my worship currently. Usually a lack of sleep and poor worship contributes. So I play worship music more and spend time reflecting on what God has done and send up thanks. Remember we can be honest with Him and like scripture tells us about the man who asked Jesus to help his doubt. Keep looking up little brother.

[@RosheenQuynh]

I have doubt like that, too. It's honestly super annoying... Believing shouldn't be this difficult when God is so big...

[@eriklaughman2252]

Hey man I don’t know if you’ll read this but I feel like you need to hear this.. your human your made in his image you do deserve his love his strength I mess up my sister reminds me daily at work about going to church and leaning into his word and that’s hard for me that and prayer I haven’t always felt like I do today I was giving my kids and my wife it’s our job to lead them as a godly man and father you got this brother and we will keep you in our prayer

[@anniemouse3853]

Thank you for sharing this Matthias, I really relate exactly to what you've been going through. My anxiety and fear, getting stuck in a cycle of thoughts. This just further shows me that God is looking out for me and I'm not alone. I really appreciate you. We'll get through this, we belong to God 😊 Jesus is with us ❤️

[@RideDirtBikes]

2 Corinthians 4:7-12, Ezekial 36:26-27, Romans 8:28-29. These are just some references I hold on to with all my strength. I don't just stand on the promises. I have to hold on with hands and feet. Hope this helps Matt. :)

[@jaredgiganti9634]

I love the new vlogs and i honestly completely understand what your talking about. Often times for me although i have had lot of my prayers answered. Sometimes i still feel like i dont get what i asked about. I have to remind myself sometimes its just a flat out no. Sometimes its yes ,but most of the time its not yet. I believe he opens the doors for certain things. Then when it comes to certain topics it can be a immediate response. Like last week i ask to be used and i aksed for financial support. Less then 10 hours later one of my buddies texted me saying there was a church wanting help with worship ,and ontop of that it was a paying position. So he does awnser prayers im trying to remember to put Gods kingdom and will first. Not my own! Your doing amazing Matt! With these new vlog its helping so many people,and its absolutely amazing!

[@chareve1]

The Breakup Song Song by Francesca Battistelli u need to hear this

[@squiishybones]

I watched this when it came out, but wanted to take time to know if I should respond or how to respond if I did: I have never spoken this out loud, as I still struggle with it and it’s a difficult thing to know I feel this way, but don’t understand how to change it… Ever since I can remember, I have had a way I pray that is like down to a script because I feel like if I don’t do it that way God will be angry or I don’t believe I’ll get an answer… As a kid I would kiss my hands and blow it up to the sky after praying because I felt that was the only way God would receive messages…so when I would forget or I was too distraught to do it after because I was just a crying mess, I felt it didn’t go through…almost like it was the stamp on an envelope and it would get thrown away or sent back if it didn’t have it… I just now am starting to remind myself that God doesn’t care if I pray in a specific order, or worship Him in a certain way…He will help in His time and He is happy to hear from me, no matter what is being said or needing helped… He may not respond in the time I am hoping, or His response isn’t what I was wanting, but He does respond when He knows the timing is right, because it isn’t in my time, but His…and just because our timings don’t match up, all the time, it doesn’t mean He doesn’t care or He doesn’t think I’m worthy of His help/love… I hope I worded this correctly…and I hope you find some comfort in being reminded that God is there for you at all times…whether you’re angry/questioning Him, or you’re seeking His wisdom and comfort…He is around and He can handle it all…

[@karigenbenavides5466]

Yeah Matt when I feel that I’m getting away from the Lord I just pray the enemy which is the devil pulling me away from The Lord in my head mostly. So what I would say is to pray and talk to The Lord and ask Him to strengthen you with His word always and stay in His word. Yeeees Matt I love the idea of that on your arm only believe.

[@coreygray1872]

Hi Matt thanks for the video, I don't know if this will help but lately when i struggle with lust or anger and get frustrated, i take a moment slow down, pray to God and Jesus and ask him to tell satan to go away and take whatever satan is tempting me with and tell satan to take it and shove it, and I finally realized and remember when i don't believe and or think i don't deserve God's help and grace that satan is a liar and a murderer, a malipulator, a cheater, basically a snake in the grass. It is not easy but when i remember this and let God and Jesus work, satan goes away and his temptation goes away as well. Anyway i hope this helps you and possibly someone else. Remember satan is a liar, but the truth is God and Jesus loves all of us. God bless you all.

[@annettebeveridge6321]

Hope and joy god bless you Matt

[@ariellogan3108]

Hi Matt! I've been watching you for years now (that sounds kind of creepy lol), and it has been such a joy to see you become a believer and share your thoughts with the world. I can't stop smiling with joy when I watch your videos, knowing that you are building a relationship with God. I don't know what kind of music you like, but one of my favorite albums of Christian music is by a guy named Andrew Peterson. It's called "Behold the Lamb of God" and I love it for all of the beautiful lyrics. It is a Christmas album that tells the story of the advent of Jesus. My favorite song on it (The one that makes me cry😅) is called "Deliver Us". One other song by him that I also love is called "You Can Always Come Home" from the album Slugs & Bugs & Lullabies. Anyways, thank you for sharing your journey and being true to yourself. You are awesome❤

[@shamq7110]

you should tattoo 'Only Believe' on your other arm as a more permanent reminder

[@randomlyreese]

We're with you Matthias. Hebrews 11 is a great place to study faith. I love your content and I will be praying for you.

[@matt.mp4]

I appreciate that!

[@ShadinCaden]

I'm excited for what you have for us Matt 😁 Also Matt I thank you for sharing your heart to us as Christians we are a big family a huge family I don't know who you are in real life but all I know is your my heavenly brother and everyone that's a Christian that is part of the kingdom of God is technically family. So I'm glad you are improving in God I'm improving with God I have also been struggling with things that only me and God will know but all I got to say is I just need to put trust in God and focus on his word cuz that's what improves me and praying is such a good benefit. So I'm glad you're improving matt and I will pray for you and your family God bless 🙏

[@lucisdiary01]

Highly recommend hearing to Rob Dial the Mindset mentor or hire him if you can 💙

[@Any_beth]

I really want to know that digital brush you used for the graphics of the July vid. I love how it looks. Haha. Literally my first thought when the video aired on the 1st. Lol. That's just me.

[@matt.mp4]

I use procreate! I forget the name of the brush but its in the paint section.

[@Any_beth]

@@matt.mp4 haha. Good enough. Procreate is dandy. 🤙🏻

[@scribscrib]

3:58 Matt I think we all struggle with that. There’s a verse that was just put in my head. My grace is sufficient for you. 2 Corinthians 12:9 I have to remind myself on the daily that I cannot do anything on my own. Have you ever done Freedom in Christ? I did awhile ago and it seemed to really “numb” those thoughts down

[@Muhammadaain]

If you're a true believer, please do read The Holy Qur'an. It's a book by God Himself and it's the guidance for mankind. "This is a book that has no doubt, it is guidance for the God fearing". - the Qur'an

[@lastnamefirstname8655]

strength! or rest and peace. either way. good.

[@Dannosaurusrexx]

I don't know if it's good advice or applicable, but I remember a long time ago I had a pastor that said when it comes to believing and receiving. You need to know what it is you're after. If you yourself aren't sure what you really seek, then it's not in the plan for you. You need to have faith and understanding in what you want.

[@dakotasmoviereviewsunboxin5837]

Thank you so much Matt I’ve been in the same spot you are in for a long time thank you for this video

[@thatzoegirl992]

So I can't speak from the perspective of someone who believes in the Lord but I can speak from an anxious person perspective 😅 One of the key things with thoughts is to recognise them which I feel you are doing. I would genuinely take out your like notes app and even in short form write down the thought. For me I am very quick to dismiss my thoughts without actually analysing them. I will be like "ohh yeah that's my anxiety talking" but not actually work through the thought and then yeah the anxiety stays but I distract myself instead of actually dealing with it. Its important to think about the thought in a way where you look at reasons why it could be true and reasons it could not (and use actual evidence to back these!!). You could perhaps use scripture here too to show how the thoughts are not true in respect to the bible. You could if you feel it is too timely, write the thoughts down as they arise and then at the end of the day really go through them- write them down in a journal and maybe add stickers or post its with just the name of the bible verse to remind you what helped you with that particular thought at later times

[@mr.koffey8419]

Try reading "the book I will always" overcome by Shane winnings if you haven't already it definitely helped me with my faith a lot.

[@uphillradio]

God Bless you Matt

[@aceofstearns]

Matthias, you are walking with the lord. Doubt and that feeling of regression is natural in this world. We want to be in control of our lives. To give control to Jesus is not easy, especially in times like these where vanity and instant gratification are rampant in this world. You have to let the old you die, take off those old clothes you were wearing, and become born again by surrendering your life to Him. I don’t mean to pry, but I’ve taken a walk similar to you, but my one suggestion is to go out and if you haven’t, go find fellowship in your brothers in Christ. At my lowest times of self doubt I had a strong support group to lean on, and they are still there for me. Sometimes we can not (and really aren’t suppose to) take on this world alone. While I have gone through and led some incredible Small Groups that are very structured, some are just meeting up for coffee, but the enemy doesn’t fight fair, and when we’re alone we’re the most vulnerable.

[@MrDonkeyKIng77]

I can relate completely, even Hod has showed up time and again in my life, fear hits me when I am burned out and I start fear, my mind gets wild. Normally time with some my fav Christian bands help me put the thoughts away

[@jacobbailey2950]

Where did you get those cards from? As someone that gets similar thoughts they might help

[@matt.mp4]

Here! www.amazon.com/gp/product/B082FNPCPJ/ref=ppx_yo_dt_b_search_asin_title?ie=UTF8&psc=1

[@Taylordood]

James 2:17 What use is it, my brothers and sisters, if someone says he has faith, but he has no works? Can that faith save him?

[@matt.mp4]

Thank you!

[@Taylordood]

@@matt.mp4 May God bless you brother. I see you're kind of new to the faith in terms of being more invested and more vocal about it now than before which I think is cool and I'm very glad. I just want to remind you that even though God has been gracious to us that Jesus has still told us to be perfect as our father in Heaven is perfect, so just because we have an advocate with the father in Heaven we should not live our lives in sin. 1 John talks a lot about this and I recommend you read it. Again, God bless you and your family.

[@lucisdiary01]

Love love❤

[@Any_beth]

But to your point over belief and all that. It's something I've struggled with in the past actually. Praying and asking for things but not really believing I was going to receive them. One thing as an example actually that my brother had shared with me once was that if you're praying for something and you also go "and please give me patience" God might just choose to give you patience and make you wait for said thing. Haha. That set me to thinking about instead of asking for whatever it is, material things or spiritual, whatever it is. Go ahead and claim them. Thank Him for them. I think it changes the perspective of it. Anyway, just my two cents worth for now. Hope you're doing better today, brotha.

[@rj6thstreet]

So he wanted to watch that *good* content. It’s ok no problem.

[@jwhi828]

What scripture cards are those?

[@matt.mp4]

Here! www.amazon.com/gp/product/B082FNPCPJ/ref=ppx_yo_dt_b_search_asin_title?ie=UTF8&psc=1

[@zoethomas1407]

sorry I just couldn't help but think of the show manifest when he read out Romans 8:28

[@diegosaavedra2738]

Hello Matt, remember this: Proverbs 1:7 ¶ The fear of the LORD is the beginning of knowledge: but fools despise wisdom and instruction. Proverbs 2:5 Then shalt thou understand the fear of the LORD, and find the knowledge of God. Proverbs 9:10 The fear of the LORD is the beginning of wisdom: and the knowledge of the holy is understanding. Proverbs 10:27 The fear of the LORD prolongeth days: but the years of the wicked shall be shortened. Proverbs 14:26 In the fear of the LORD is strong confidence: and his children shall have a place of refuge. Proverbs 14:27 The fear of the LORD is a fountain of life, to depart from the snares of death. Proverbs 19:23 The fear of the LORD tendeth to life: and he that hath it shall abide satisfied; he shall not be visited with evil. Proverbs 22:4 By humility and the fear of the LORD are riches, and honour, and life. Proverbs 23:17 Let not thine heart envy sinners: but be thou in the fear of the LORD all the day long. KJV Joy or obedience? better is the fear of the LORD Watching from Argentina, and enjoying very much, thank you All Glory to the Lord Jesus Christ

[@thatguywholistens]

I will never be able to believe any religion like this - it just makes no sense to me. I don't resonate with what Matt is talking about at all here.. but, I understand that people believe this in a quest to be the best version of themselves, and I wish you all the best in that brother.

[@imawooo]

hello

[@ladybugrose2328]

Need a hug?

[@esthervargas11]

I'm glad you are open about this because some are afraid to be judged by others. We need to be open that even though we are Christians, we still struggle. My verses I go to are Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord is near. Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:4‭-‬7 Finally, brothers and sisters, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable-if anything is excellent or praiseworthy-think about such things. Philippians 4:8 Then I say thank You Jesus for fried chicken and cheese fries 😊 Praying for you and your family

[@tylermcgowan7258]

Helllooooo

[@Dannosaurusrexx]

Getting another tattoo??? Once you start it’s hard to stop haha. At least that’s what it looks like you’ll be doing

[@Dannosaurusrexx]

Now that i've watched the whole thing... I see what it is now. Still pretty cool!

[@rj6thstreet]

@yourdopesenpai8:54 he says it’s real

[@OverUnity7734]

That is close to what works for me. Instead of asking my higher power for things, I look around and say, "this situation is pretty shitty, but I trust the Universe will take care of me, the way it always has".