opening up about what I'm going through

[@SqueakyWheelMakesNoise]

If you want to know your viewers, well here is a little about myself. I am a new subscriber. But I love your content. I am a disabled firefighter. Ended up hurting my back and needed back surgery. If that wasn't bad enough after the back surgery when I was relearning to walk two people tried to end my life. It gave me ptsd and I get nervous around public. Hard to be a firefighter when I'm scared of people. I was never like this before. I loved being around people. But no matter how hard I try I just can't stop being scared around people. I am on disability now and living off of the minimum monthly payments from ssi. But I watch videos like yours to let me see places it might be hard for me to visit. So thank you for making these.

[@ft.rishikant]

Much love and support brother. Keep growing and felt so bad to hear about you.😔

[@SamNewton]

Well i'll be damned Ray. Thank you so much for being here, I'm glad you are here and a part of this community. Keep fighting my man

[@rescuegirl]

I am a former career Firefighter and Paramedic, and while I don’t wish to go into specifics, I too had a lot of mental health challenges after I left the fire service. You are not alone. Life gets better. ❤

[@David_Schwarz_DOP]

I´m 37 you'll get through this. You´re strong! And once you're reflecting on this in a couple of weeks, you're going to feel even stronger! And just a little personal note, if she has been a good person and you still love her, there is no reason not to apologize to her and start again. Love You! 🖤

[@benowa]

I think I like rooftop chats like these, in fact it has inspired me to do one right now to do a little update with myself! You have all my support Sam!

[@herrrodemann]

Thanks for your open words. When I was 30 the company I worked for was sold an we all got fired. When I was 32 I was diagnosed with testicular cancer. 5 years later and I’m a freelance content creator with a little daughter, I’m alive and I collected a lot of money for the movember foundation and spread awareness for men’s health. What I try to say is that there will always be tough times. But I’m pretty sure you‘ll always make the best out of it. Thanks a ton for your inspirational content. Ps: sorry if my English isn’t the best. PPS: I think i like rooftop chats

[@SamNewton]

This is beautiful dude thank you so much for sharing

[@rikimarizard]

You're a legend for getting through that and starting a family! I hope your content creation journey goes well, brother.

[@herrrodemann]

@@rikimarizard thank you so much! I appreciate it very much! All the best for you as well

[@ninefivers]

Hey Sam! Around when I turned 30, I decided to drop everything and pursue creating as my career, leaving behind degrees (and the debt that comes with them) and friends asking why I would want to start again. It has been several years now and even though I have a long way to go to be where I want to be the fact I followed my heart and decided to do exactly what I wanted to do makes all the struggles worth it. The thing about being a creative person is the way the mind wanders. How we can have such highs and lows in a very short time. The down days are when I write the best ideas for moving pieces and the ups are when the flow state becomes an easy place to enter. These times of being lost can be used to be the greatest moments, it's when you build yourself up, start new ideas, and open the door to new friendships/relationships. Use the feeling of being lost to take you to new places you didn't know existed. Really love how your channel speaks to a lot of us, being so open about the process, taking the piss on yourself and the rest of the industry, going and exploring and forever reaching new heights in your career. Been a pleasure to watch the journey, Stay creamy!

[@LisaNovembre]

Thank you for this video and, in general, for all the content you create. You always manage to touch me, not only with your visuals and profound texts but also with your talk videos where you share your thoughts with us. Here's my little story, which might shed light on why I understand you so well. After my 30th birthday, I went through a small identity crisis too. I had been self-employed for two years, and it was going well, but something was missing, and I had to be honest with myself that it wasn't quite right for me. Self-employment was fine, but I couldn't fulfill a passion, even though I thought it was my passion before. Then I saw your video about Iceland, and it was the moment I realized the passion I had suppressed for so long: creating films. And I wanted to do exactly that. I'm not much older now, and only two years have passed, but a year ago, I finally started learning and practicing. My perfectionism often keeps me from going all in, but I believe I'll slowly start putting my first real films online soon, and you contribute a lot to that because you inspire me so much. Sometimes I think I might be too old now to become a filmmaker, and I still feel this identity crisis, but I continue working consistently to fulfill this dream and hopefully explore and get to know the world with all its facets through this passion.

[@Kristaldaniella]

❤thank you for this. I am turning 30 next month and got let go for the first time in my career. When you talked about that moment of identity crisis and gaining clarity on whats next...really resonated.Thanks for being open and vulnerable, helps others (like myself) feel less alone and inspired. ps: i think i like rooftop chats

[@fabvisions]

I think I like rooftop chats! We've all been through hardships, but I think the biggest hardships we sometimes go through is the battle we constantly have with ourselves and the mental strength we must have to deal with it all. And sometimes we just don't have that strength and that's ok to admit. We're only human in the end. I think the most important thing is to never give up and keep going. It's exactly those hardships that will make us stronger in the end. You should be proud of yourself for what you have achieved so far.

[@JoshSchorle]

THIS! This is the battle I constantly fight and is unfortunately the conversation I’ve repeatedly had with my boss who is an opposite personality trait than me.

[@MotionArrayTutorials]

Honestly, thanks for opening up and being vulnerable 🙏 I can imagine for lots of people, being transparent is actually harder than making great art. Thank you for not being "perfect." Thank you for being real and authentic. It's a huge example and we're incredibly grateful for it

[@wanderlustdiscoveries]

Mate I loved the honesty in this video, really hit deep. Changes in life are hard but it is the only constant thing we all have to go through. I really enjoyed this rooftop chats so yeah keen for more of these. Looking forward to seeing the next chapter of your life on here! 👌🏼👌🏼

[@deepintotravels]

Hey Sam . that was a great video! It really resonated with me. I remember feeling that way myself when I moved to the 30th floor (I'm 35 years old now). There's a definite shift when you enter a new decade of life. I don't want to be preachy, but for me, turning 31 was a turning point. I found a lot of purpose and fulfillment by deepening my faith. Thanks to Jesus I do not feel that much lost as I used to. Wishing you all the best in this next chapter! May it be filled with success and blessings.

[@jannineto]

I think I like rooftop chats ☺ Thank you so much for sharing your current feelings and emotions. It hits me so hard because I'm currently in an similar situation. I am 31, just lost my job, which I thought defined me, and have never felt so alone and lost as I do right now. Your openness gives me some courage and has shown me that others feel the same way in this crazy fast-paced time. We can do it and sometimes we need these setbacks to grow in our lives.

[@globaldreamteam]

I teared up. Thanks for sharing. Great reminder many of us don't know what someone else is going through

[@CharlieNaebeck]

Hi Sam, this is the first ever video of yours that I have seen. I have never seen any of your film or creative work before. I found your channel though because it popped up in my feed and I connected with your honest title. Hang in there though, man. Around your age I got out if an IT career with a stable job after getting laid off, and decided to go back to college to finish an art degree that I always dreamed of, but that I was told was BS. Something in me told me eff it though and to follow this with all I have in me. I did, and by Junior year of college I was doing first gigs for Conde Nast flying out to NYC on weekends and lining up internships with some of my heroes. I did not go to my college graduation other than making a quick appearance in cap and gown in the stadium to take a few photos and say that I effing did it! I had a small celebration with my family and moved to NYC the day after to a small cockroach and mice friendly basement space on 157th way up town. Found myself needing a steady paycheck when gig work for Conde Nast and others got slow, so I ended up teaching at a space for after work folks to learn photography. I found out I was great at teaching, and it lit something in me more than chasing gig work. So I applied to Adorama, NYU, and my alma matter of U of M. I taught everywhere while still doing gig work. In 2019, it all dried up and I hit a low, got a divorce, and moved 12 hours back to my hometown in Michigan. It was mere months before Covid hit. I was fortunate to be there to take care of my folks and let the emotional hell happen through cathartic means when I discovered woodworking and metalsmithing. These things forced me to pick up my camera again after two years of inactivity to shoot my creations. My now wife slid into my DMs on a random IG account that I created expressing her admiration for my photography and work, and we started chatting. Long story short, we moved to Colombia to get hitched, and have been here going on 3 years now. I reinvented myself teaching remotely, and pulling my tech skills out to front end develop for websites and such to make ends meet. We are going through the immigration process to get back to the States to the farm as it happens, but my point is that the road is full of twists and turns. How you handle them when you drive is everything! Gotta find balance I have learned. There are times for hustle, and there are lows, there are times of extreme happiness, and there are hell nos. The main secret I have learned being in my 40s now though is to keep going. Do what YOU have to do. And these things of being real and authentic are key too. We can’t just be robots and keep going. Burn out is real. Take the time to do what you need to recharge though, and get back on the horse in your time. If you want to see a video where I talk about some real shit also, it is pinned on the top of my channel. I used to think I had to be perfect. Now I know I just have to be human, and those that are meant to connect will. Hang in there, and I will now go check out some of your work! 🤘🏻📸

[@pureheartvisuals]

Bro, I feel you man…..opening up is the best thing for the spirit.

[@KhristianVinca]

Thank you for making this. I've found myself feeling uninspired for YEARS. Beating myself up for it, comparing myself to others, trying to run away from it, etc. Do I need to be more grateful? Do I need to just put in the work and stop being "lazy"? Am I just making excuses? And in the midst of the ever growing world of amazing digital creators, no matter how many videos I'd watch, I would always be left with just a temporary high of creativity that would soon vanish before I could even pick up the camera. How could I call myself a creative if I don't create anymore? But this video... This video is on a deeper level of inspiration. One of hope. Something that I don't have to compare myself to -- but something that I can just relate with. And that's enough. Thank you man.

[@kinetichockey]

Thanks for sharing! I went through a mental break-down at 30, it will be Alright man! ❤

[@sauravus]

Opening up takes a lot of courage Sam and we are all proud of you. I understand things are difficult but I am sure you will be in a better place mentally soon. Take care. Keep inspiring

[@SvenVee]

Definitely like these rooftop chats. In a similar place myself now. Bit of success under the belt, relationship not feeling how it should despite loving her, and just trying to keep pushing forward with inspired and inspiring projects in my filmmaking, storytelling and entrepreneurial journey. Thanks for sharing your current state of mind and life, love the authenticity

[@chunger_shoots]

I like rooftop chats! Thanks for having the strength to be vulnerable Sam. It’s definitely inspiring

[@dylanjones2468]

hey dude, I like rooftop chats, Im relatively new to the channel but really connect with your videos. You've inspired me to create things for myself and work towards projects I'm passionate about. I'm 28 and moved to the other side of the world 4 months ago for a job. Chasing my biggest passions snowboarding and filming. But in doing this I had to leave my partner behind in Australia. Although I'm living out my dream job creating content for snowparks and ski resorts I cant help but feel lonelier then ever. In many ways I'm grateful for this experience, I've gain so much experience but also the most important thing. A chance to realise whats truly important to me and what makes me the bubbly and creative person I am today. Friends and family. Im looking forward to moving back home after the winter and creating more with the people that are closest to me. I'm excited for the future and look forward to watching more of your videos

[@claule11]

Thanks for sharing! I like the rooftop chats for sure. Almost everything you shared resonated with me (I'm 33 and lonelier than I've ever been in life). In some weird way it's nice to know that someone else feels how I do. You've probably heard this a million times but your work is inspiring.

[@GabeBult]

Love the video man! Definitely not the only one going through some stuff and i think its great to share not just the highlights but the BTS so to speak

[@Kyler_Ray]

You know what i think i like rooftop chats. Your videos are super inspiring to create in every aspect and still keeping yourself down to earth is amazing. Interestingly my birthday is a day after yours so hopefully ill be able to hit your film festival next year!

[@Projectltm]

I think i like rooftop chats! Thanks Sam, and yes i have been there, done that got the turtle neck lol. Life after 30 is actually great but at first it seems scary! I am approaching 40 and have no idea what lies ahead. I hear you on the feeling alone especially when you have a lot of friends and people around you that love you, break ups suck man but it's just a part of life. Life after 30 is really where you rediscover yourself. Just don't stop doing what makes you happy and don't be afraid to put yourself first once in a while. Keep dropping awesome content and say CREAMY!

[@ramnikenroute]

I love rooftop chats! I have been journaling about this feeling of being alone in spaces that shouldn’t. I know I am loved, but sometimes it’s hard. 20s are hard. I have no idea what I am doing, and what I should be doing. I have no idea what I want. I love so many different things and haven’t been able to merge them just yet. I love it when creative people talk about their feelings because it’s SO relatable. Thank you for being vulnerable Sam 💗

[@Dan_photo]

This was so good! I loved this. I needed to hear this right now. I appreciate you man! I hope you are doing well by this stage and I can’t wait to see more. I’m only just getting in to making videos and have loved your content. 🤙🏼

[@DarrenJSpoonley]

Your honest and endearing personality is what many keep coming back for Sam!! Yes you make banger videos and content but underneath it all you’re a human going thru the many different stages of life just like us all and that’s what makes you you !! 👏👏

[@brittneyjohnson5272]

I like rooftop chats. Thanks for allowing yourself to be vulnerable and feeling the feels WITH us. Right along with you in the alone but not alone and surrounded by all the love and support. Know there is so much greatness on the other side of isolation. There’s so much clarity and so much peace

[@NikkiTomlin]

I think I like rooftop chats! So much of what you're going through I have been through or am going through right now and resonate with so much of what you said. Thanks for sharing!

[@SebbyClemens]

Praying for you brother. Thank you for putting that film fest on and having it be such a highlight to all of us who attended. I’m going through similar things and having that community and inspiration helped brighten everything up. Much love bro, God bless🙏🏼

[@kristinwalton7]

I think I like rooftop chats - seriously loved this!! Thank you for sharing. 30 was intense for me too.

[@AaronDanielMilbourn]

Thanks for being real man.. stay true to yourself! I'm leaving a W-2 / 9-5 job to pursue full-time filmmaking. Nervous as crap and fear sometimes gets the best of me.. but I'm going to push through and trust that the best is yet to come. Here's to pursuing our dreams!

[@ag.imaging]

I think I like rooftop chats! It´s kinda "nice" to see that everyone struggles once in a while. You are an absolute idol to me and I follow you for over 4 years now. And since I saw a video of you I wanted to do the same. I´m 25 now and I finally made the decision to go travel the world and make videos like you do, after I ended a longtime relationship a few month ago, because I felt the same as you do. I still struggle and don´t now where I end up. And it´s still hard for me to manage how my first video is going to look like in case of planning and so on. But I bought some equipment and I already booked a ticket to go to Sri Lanka in the end of April. Yet it gives me security that you as a big filmmaker doing this over years you still have similar thoughts and that overall we are all humans. I wish you the best and I´m looking forward to see more videos of you!

[@SamLionCachet]

Feel incredibly privileged to have met you and been able to document you in this stage of your life!

[@mikewiththecamera]

HEY MAN!! you are an amazing human being! Thank you for this, thanks for showing what the human experience is really like! Keep your head up! ❤

[@JPWineberg]

I think I like rooftop chats! I made a video today. It publishes at 10am. I’m 58 next month. I’ve been doing this for many years now with little success. I, for whatever reason, feel the need to create. I feel like a breakthrough is inevitable. Maybe just creating is my success. I took the time to make something, to be vulnerable and put myself out there. Thank you for this! We all hurt sometimes, at least that’s what REM says. We all get through it in our own way. Thank you for sharing yours!

[@bodendorfer]

Thanks for doing this. It's great to see the human side of who we are. Some times it's hard for us to be honest about where we are at.

[@WeDidItOurWay]

Thanks for the update Sam. Sorry to hear about your break up, but so happy for how great your film festival seems to have gone! Been loving watching your channel and you grow over the years and can't wait to see the new video! This rooftop session was great!

[@Levisrad]

Thanks for this honest and real talk. These things are hard to go through, but they shape us into the people we become and help us become stronger, more complete versions of ourselves. I think I like rooftop chats.

[@adriandayphotography]

Just got round to watching this! As I’ve been in hospital with some life changing news and future is very uncertain.. but I’m trying to grip on to positive things… life sends us people, like your good self .. Been following you for a while and love your content. it’s so natural and easily relatable sorry to see that you’re going through something so difficult and life changing. It’s never easy. But doing things for the right reasons is way more important and in time will feel right. Stay safe and keep the faith

[@LaSalleProductions]

Sam you are a HUGE inspiration especially to me as a filmmaker! God Bless

[@davedemille]

I've been going through a lot of similar things. It feels great knowing you aren't alone in loneliness. Thank you for sharing

[@MrRipley]

Mr. Sam Newton, it's truly heartening to connect with you, my brother. Your openness and transparency are truly commendable. In a world where men are often expected to suppress their emotions, your willingness to share vulnerabilities is truly inspiring. I recently found myself at a crossroads, grappling with burnout and experiencing the debilitating effects of a Hemiplegic migraine, which has been quite challenging. However, your courage in sharing your own struggles serves as a beacon of hope for others, reminding us all of the power of resilience and empathy. Sending you immense gratitude for being such a remarkable human being. Keep shining your light, Sam. All the love G!, Luke.

[@MerlinVisuals]

Never be afraid of crying Sam. Thank you for the great inspiration coming from your videos and your passion.

[@joshuadotson9281]

Lets keep this going, here is a little bit about myself. I'm a outdoor adventure photographer who is trying to do video as well, lol. I try to watch all your videos because they help inspire me to push myself creatively. A lot has changed for me this year though. I lost my dad in March. I stopped creating. I lived each day on repeat doing the same thing over an over again. Last week I went on a trip that sparked a little creativity in me again. So, I thought id keep that going by watching one of your videos, clicking on this one first because I wanted to know what was new with Sam. You got me crying at work man, I connected with that feeling of being alone. Thank you for being so real about your life, I'm starting to feel more creative an inspired as time goes on an this video has helped. "I think I like roof top chats"

[@LancashireLadWalks]

Awesome update Sam! I must have been a sub through another channel I once used, but so glad the old algo has recommended me to you AGAIN... but through this video of all videos, not the turtle neck music videos or your awesome travel compilations... it must know Im a big fan of you or something! 🤙 Keep up the awesome work and hope things turn around once you've been able to move passed your breakup. Never easy 😢

[@fcreativeimaging]

@samnewton My man… I have followed you for half a decade and have watched your videos from your first Vietnam travel vid. You’ve been an inspiration to my life along with a few other creators that led me into a career in photography and video. I went through a breakup and very similar thing last year and dealt with the emotions you’re going through now. I then in January crashed my bike and have been unable to walk or hold a camera with the left hand since. I’m getting better now and am on my healing journey which is why I say from the bottom of my heart you’ll be ok. You’re in it and healing, you have an awesome following and you’ve taken the right step by making this video and reaching out, and again trying to inspire others. You’re doing what you do best, being an inspiration, remember that. And if you’re stuck for content remember your followers, connect with some of us, book a trip, and come make some sick content that’ll inspire the next generation of creators. Focus on that and I reckon your problems and the pain will fade. - Tristan 9:49

[@FernwehChronicles]

I think I'd like rooftop podcasts! Might be another channel "Rooftop Chats" (no matter the weather). Anywho, thanks for sharing, really inspiring that you're doing these raw talks. 🔥

[@stradiottol10]

Hey brother, I feel you. I’m going through something similar at the moment. I am 1 month off work due to burnout and stress, except the break up, I had that a couple of years ago and it was incredibly hard to get over it, good news is that nothing you can actually do to speed up, we all have our own timing to deal with it so don’t pressure yourself. I hope you feel well soon brother and keep it on creating.

[@jakobimedia]

I think I like rooftop chats! This video was so honest and I loved it. Feels like therapy for me :)

[@InfinityShotsRealty]

Rooftop chats are always great! Life isn't easy and that's ok because as you go through these experiences it makes you into who you are. Enjoy your journey no matter how hard it gets. Love your family and friends and hey we may never be who we think we should be, but if along the way we can just inspire each other and help one another that goes a long away. We all go through identity crisis at some point, heck Im trying to be a content creator/realtor/youtuber while still being a good father, husband, brother and son at 38 but its the latter that I know is most important. Stay creamy! ;)

[@SebastianSteiner]

Completely feel you! I think almost everyone had to go trough something like that (breakup, ...) including myself ! Even though it's hard and can even destroy your whole confidence! However thanks for opening up! Helps so much to see that also really successfull people like you go through things like that and that it doesn't mean the end! Keep going! No matter what! THANKS FOR YOUR VIDEOS!

[@michelle_nolan]

I think I like rooftop chats! I also love the mix of highly produced and these more intimate ones. As you look at your next steps, I hope there’s room for both. 😊

[@RoiCaluya]

Thank you for your vulnerability and strength, Sam. Thank you for this rooftop chat.

[@Rockin.Bakken]

I think I love rooftop chats 🥳 I’ll be 30 next month and I completely understand what you’re saying. More people need vulnerability like this. Thank you for being honest and sharing your heart 🙌

[@nolanoconnor4828]

Went through a breakup in October, I broke it off as well and it was incredibly difficult, one of the hardest things I've went through as it was a 3.5 year relationship.. I can relate - stay strong my G, thank you for sharing .. I think I like rooftop chats

[@cwTheDrummist]

I dig the rooftop chats. I'm in my 50s and still rediscovering/reinventing/pivoting who I am. It's all good. Life is a journey.

[@soyJulianR]

Thank you for such a vulnerable video Sam. Community is everything and there are still a bunch of great people in this world. Don't worry about this new stage in your life, the 30s are pretty awesome, I promise you (I just turned 36 :) ). Whenever you're here in FL let me know and I'll treat you to a coffee my friend. Keep going!

[@CreatingwithKaya]

Ah Sam-thank you always for sharing yourself. The feelings are so real, I think the weight of 30 I brings on a lot of reflection for a lot of people. I think there’s a lot of pressure around it-on the “positive” end people say it’s the the start of the best years of their life-they are feeling so much more stable and sure of themselves, they don’t give a sh*t about what others think? Etc-but if you don’t feel that yet then it’s like what am I even doing! And then there’s the traditional pressure to to be at a certain point of accomplishments, to have marked off certain milestones, and that also evokes so many complicated emotions. Not sure if any of that resonates, but you are absolutely not alone I think I like rooftop chats. ☺️

[@swakhavan3471]

I think I like rooftop chats. Thanks for sharing your reflection. Yes, that loneliness of our own path, especially in times of deeper reflection and change. I like to say, “Each to our own journey but never alone.” [swa]

[@adamsenior5504]

Epic video Sam - I think having the ability to make hard decisions is admirable. I think for you to be the best version of yourself, you have to do what you feel is right at the time. Living life this way, you'll be able to look back when you're older and be confident in that you don't wonder "what if" - Life is amazing and scary, keep focusing on your successes and everything else will fall into place.

[@ned2349]

Love the realness bro, can relate 100%. I think i like rooftop chats and keep inspiring

[@Hov3rr]

I think i like rooftop chats. I just turned 29 but can definitely relate with you. I hope that Better days and many more opportunities find you!

[@nickmcdvtt]

I can relate, man. I just turned 31 at the end of last year and I'm at a crossroads too. I have no idea what the path forward is. Just trying to lean on my faith and sort through it. We're all just figuring it out as we go, right?

[@PearTreeKing]

I think I like rooftop chats! This video is what I needed to see and hear at this moment. Feeling stuck at a crossroads and not knowing where to go from there.

[@TreyFowler86]

Much love for this video! The fact of you being real on the internet is I'm sure hard for you so its very much appreciated !

[@ElijahWilson-j3i]

I’m a musician struggling to find his way into his passion. I’ve also felt super lonely, lacking the people / community to work with. I don’t know where they are. Thanks for sharing man. I think I like rooftop chats.🖤

[@mr.j_thestoryteller]

I think I like rooftop chats. And I definitely like you and your content. Sorry for what you're going through... chin up, you'll make it through, you rock!

[@aiddiem]

I just started my channel and you are one of many who have inspired me to create. I really enjoyed this video and there are some things that you speak on that I can relate to - It's comforting to know there's at least one other person out there who gets it haha. Thank you for creating and for inspiring me, I love your stuff

[@thereinventionofericleeburch]

One of the things I truly love about your channel is your willingness to be open, honest and vulnerable. Your films are awesome, but its videos like this which hit the hardest. I can definitely relate. On many levels actually. So thank you for posting this. Its nice to know I'm not alone.

[@RolandBaker]

I think I like rooftop chats and it's amazing way to just be relaxed and vulnerable.

[@jamiemarlo8986]

I think i like rooftop chats! Always think your content both the cinematic and the less is always amazing to enjoy and to appreciate!!!

[@t6_blondie]

I think I like rooftop chats! Hope you are okay... It's sad to see people go through heartache as there isn't a cure for it, only time. Your talent is aspiring, and your films are inspirational. You have personally inspired me. Stay honest, stay you!

[@rprbeck]

Well 5:49 is basically the story of my life… I‘m sure there where moments that were different but that‘s basically how I‘m feeling since highschool. The rest from identity crisis to tryin to figure things out… I’m stuck in there too… i feel like most of us go through it right now. Sucks. But I wish you all the best buddy! You got this 💪

[@voidcall8955]

I have never related to a video quite like this ever before..... and its very new feelings to me as well. I hope it gets better for you and if you do and found what helped out please feel free to share, im sure it will help a lot of people as well. even if it works for some and not for others, at least its something. hope to be here long enough to feel better though , you got this! we got this ^^ (I think i like rooftop chats !)

[@panoctopus_production]

(I think I like rooftop chats like these.) Good to hear from you. I also feel sometimes alone and dont know what should be the next step. But every time i say to me: it is what it is, witch doesnt mean not to change it, but life gives certain fate and you have sometimes just go with it instead of being mad and wanting to chainge it out of frustration. I am not a content creator on yt but i would love to be one, I dont even have nowadays time to watch yt, but i imagine now and then how i would talk to my comunity in a video just like you did, i can definetly see how this "free" therapy helps you. My last year was perfect, i started with FPV drones and captured amazing shots that i am proud of, even if it doesnt get the clicks because of the algorithm. And as i said to me by the end of the year how perfect the year was, i got a little unpresent and broke my left arm completly. So 3 days after christmas my year ended in pain and the new year started with two months of surviving, frustration and no creation. I am not complaining or mad any more, it is just fate, i see it in a positive way, i had a thinking break and kind of a mind newstart. - I hope talking you to us helped you just as me writing this comment.😉

[@NKolakovic]

❤❤❤❤❤ Hit 30 in Feb, went through a similar thing. It's hard to feel apart of things when there's always a camera involved. I recently went on a trip and didn't;t use my camera. it was a great way to re ground myself with my friends

[@gokulpurushothaman3659]

Hey Bruh, I cant feel your pain but I definitely can relate to your situation. I was there in similar situation 2years ago. Trust me, follow your instinct , trust your believes and just take the next step. rest will fall in place 🫂 You'll be alright.

[@SeanLewisMedia]

Keep your head up man👍🏼 I’m almost 30 and have no clue either and that’s scary. I appreciate you being honest🤙🏼

[@fabiansimon3795]

Resonates a 100%. Can’t offer you perspective, but I can say, that I am going through similar emotions. Which means you’re not alone. So this is a note to both of us: keep going! And to you directly: thanks for opening up about it! May be one of the hardest things to do in those moments, but it’s vital. Oh, and that in itself proves, you’re stronger than you may think 😊 All the best for you.

[@dennishev]

Thanks for this. Been in a rut myself and your emotions are very tangible and real. nothing but love and respect to you. everything will work out in the end!

[@edmedina7502]

I think I like rooftop chats. Especially seeing the Century City skyline. So you probably you are on a rooftop in West LA or Santa Monica. Very cool. In any case, this was a very moving video since very recently I went through a similar situation. You are right. When you are feeling a certain way, it doesn't matter how many people you have around you, you feel an emptiness. You are also right, we need to continue forward and keep creating. Keep crankin' Sam. Thank you for the real talk.

[@Si_sharonne]

So cool that you’re showing your real emotions. Keep your head up, things will be better 👏🏼 hugs from Holland 🫶🏼

[@subveins]

man your voice is melody for me feel those frequency of crying. Like the odd one out trying to do his own things but something happen and it's feel bad really heart down moments but I prey for you I wish you're start your next chapter with same energy. And I think I really like rooftop chat

[@DrewShaffer]

You’re not alone. Thank you for sharing your story Sam!

[@arunchacko6177]

I was feeling down and stuck today . I was thinking “ doses SN has any new video “ and here you go with a new one. Love your videos and inspiration. Whatever you are going through it’s temporary and you got this.

[@vlottje]

I think I like rooftop chats! I like how open and raw you are. You put it just right. You will thrive, my man. A few years back I fell into burn-out from working in healthcare (radiology) and a toxic relationship. Felt really lost. But after that I was able to rise up, become a professional volleyball player and create video's for a living. I want to start KZbin as well, since you and others have inspired me so much. Still a bit too scared. We'll see.

[@brittanybotsford1087]

I’ve only just found your channel and I just want to say thank you for your vulnerability and authenticity, it is so felt through the screen. Your videos look incredible, I can’t wait to keep watching more 😊

[@BigAlVisuals03]

Opening up the way you did and being vulnerable with us and letting us know how you feel and what you’re going through and giving us a little bit of your testimony helps you and someone else that needs to hear this….cause sometimes you need to hear yourself cry to know you’re still human…god bless brother 🙏🏾

[@dillon_berry]

not sure that random comment will make your problems go away but you're super inspiring and hearing your story and seeing your work is so cool! I watch them faithfully on my lunch breaks :)

[@SamNewton]

Love this man thank you

[@JonnyRoams]

Thanks for sharing this dude. Super sorry about the heartbreak. I resonated a lot with this and seriously appreciate you sharing, and I don’t just like the rooftop chats, I love them.

[@HAIRL0SSB0SS97]

I’m in a similar boat brother. I’m a navy disabled vet, discharged with PTSD/Anxiety/Depression. When I got out, went back to firefighting, then law enforcement. Lost my career in law enforcement bc of a girl that lied and made up stuff to open a case, after 2+ years and case closed, license lapsed, I had to start from scratch. Behind a camera was something that I’ve done before high school. It provides me peace and puts me into my own zone and head space. Currently going through a breakup as well. We have a 2 yo daughter.. makes it hard to. But it’s better to be happy ! Follow your dreams and only put yourself around others that WANT to see you be Successful! And have similar interest and life goals. The hardest thing for me was opening up and ended up writing a book. “Is it me” about mental struggles and the dark thoughts we get. Stay at it man🚀, and we can all have each others backs 🤙🏼🎥🔥

[@jasonstith390]

I appreciate your vulnerability. I don’t think this is just a you thing, I think this is a collective thing. I can resonate with what you’re going through. I actually flew down for your film festival this year and last. I love how you’re always creating community and bringing people together, but I could feel the heaviness you were going through. You’re really brave to push through when your heart is heavy. And really brave to be so vulnerable in front of the world. I’ve been following you since I first saw ”The Perfect Shot” and I appreciate taking us on this journey of ups and downs. There is a season for everything and like clouds passing by, this too will pass. You’re doing great things and you’re obviously being prepared for greater things. This is a time for us all to be brave and embrace change. So for what it’s worth, I appreciate you and I’m sending you good vibes. Thanks for your courage, greatness is coming 👊🏻

[@davidscottbowlesphoto]

Nice to know you are real... Going through something similar even though I just spoke at my first conference as an educator, but just got to push the negative away and focus on the positive... you got this! also nice 505 hoodie. haha

[@vinhsanity]

8:59 Sam just create for you brother - and relentlessly pursue what makes you happy. I’ve lived life by one simple phrase - if you don’t love where you’re at, try standing somewhere else! Thanks for sharing!

[@Alecsbear]

Out of all of the filmmakers out there, you are by far my favorite because you show compassion not only in the work you do but also in the audience that loves your films. You’re a big inspiration not only to me but I’m sure, you are to alot of us. Keep going Sam! We’re rooting for you!

[@mathiasdeppe]

I think i like rooftops chats. Thank you for open up here. You are nit alone. For everyone going through rough times: Every day it will be a little better. Never ever give up.

[@Chuvak138]

We are still here! Love your works, videos, and rap. Watching it sometimes on repeat. It helps my mental health to be in good shape. And give me hope that the best is yet to come. Life could be difficult but you should be strong. From Ukraine with love.

[@theTechNotice]

Bless you bro! Keep going, you can do it! 👊👊