REAL TALK: SEASONS OF DISCOURAGEMENT WITH AN OSTOMY

Hey ya'll I decided to just have some REAL OSTOMY TALK with. I truly spoke from my heart and felt like I needed to share these thoughts with you. I hope this is encouraging, and you enjoy this video about seasons of life with an ostomy.
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[@karenlangford7019]

I am 3 weeks post surgery, and very much have huge feelings of regret, sadness, and anger. I have ovarian cancer that got into my colon , causing a blockage so I too only had overnight to deal with the thought. I hate it. I hate everything about it it. I watch you and wonder if I can ever be where you are. It seems impossible now. But, I’ll keep watching, so please keep posting! I pray I can be where you are with this someday. 💙 Karen

[@gingerlong4157]

Hang in there. You learn something new everyday and it will get easier. I have a wall hanging that belonged to my momma that for so many years I saw it and didn’t see it. Now I’m living it. It says simply “Lord help me through the changes in my life”. My prayer for myself and for you dear is Lord give me the grace to get through this.

[@2caver]

I hope you are having a better relationship with your ostomy by now. I have had mine for over 27 years. You can learn to get along with it.

[@rebeccamagaline2845]

Karen, please read my comment immediately above yours. I hope it might help. Rebecca

[@fordrust1961]

Amber, you're young. At 60, I'm a new ostomate (August of 2021). In my time on earth, I've learned to accept things I really didn't want to. There are so many things that are so much more important than what you and I have been forced to endure. I praise you for coming forth, making the videos you make and for being so brave and bolden in doing so. You've encouraged me to do my research and figure out what equipment works best for me. I didn't have a choice. Cancer dictated my destiny- a destiny that included a wife of 40 years and the sweetest voices one could imagine, those of our grand children. As you quoted, there are seasons in our lives. Summer is upon you. Bask in it. Take it all in. Don't let your ostomy consume you. It's secondary compared to what a life, unobscured by illness, has to offer. Thank you for sharing your feelings. Your sentiments are shared by many, I'm sure. But keep your eye on the prize. It's so much greater than you could imagine.

[@michaelbozinovski9357]

Thank you for sharing I have had my Ostomy for about almost a year and a half..your channel is a tremendous help and encouragement thank you bless you

[@OstomyDiaries]

That means so much! I’m so glad my videos helped. 💜💚

[@sherylchua5420]

my son had his colostomy when he was 2 yrs old, now he is already 14 years old, and still had his colostomy, and he had 2 failed closures due to a leak. thanks for your videos - im from the philippines :)

[@OstomyDiaries]

You are so welcome! I hope your son is doing well. 💜

[@jillwilson8212]

Everything happens for a reason! Without having angiosarcoma, rectal cancer AND carcinoid, I would have never met wonderful people, like yourself, who have given so much hope, encouragement and positivity to others out here in KZbin land. Thank you for being real Amber!

[@OstomyDiaries]

Thank you friend! 💜

[@heatherhhouseholder9933]

Thank you for this video! I have Crohn’s disease as well. We’ve spoke on Instagram a few times. I need an ileostomy so bad but still hanging on by a thread. I seen Dr Russ today and he talked to me again about one. I’ve cried all day and I’ve had bad thoughts too but I have a 10 year old little girl that needs me so facing my future is something I’m gonna have to do, sooner rather than later I fear. But thank you for speaking out. I feel less alone listening to you.

[@royfisher9528]

Thank you for sharing. It meant a lot to hear how you put your faith in God. I’m 73 and had an ileostomy a year and a half ago due to stage 2 bladder cancer. I’ve learned not to dwell on what could have been and accept that God still has some more goals in mind for me. The same goes for yourself. I believe you are doing what God had in mind for you. Keep speaking and advocating. Good luck God Bless You Roy Fisher

[@OstomyDiaries]

Thank you so much for your kind words Roy! That means so much to me. God is the reason I’m here. 💜💚

[@rhondaoneal4264]

I had a colostomy surgery back in Sept 2020 due to cancer. I have watch your videos and they have helped me believe that it will be ok. Thank you so much for sharing your journey

[@OstomyDiaries]

You are so welcome! 💜💚

[@judithcurley7675]

Thank you for your channel and kind and reassuring words. I would like to offer a few of my own, if no one minds. I am 72 years old and in a very different stage of life than you. I will have had my colostomy for 2 years on Christmas Day. My surgery too was emergent. I had diverticula disease which had already destroyed my sigmoid colon and at the point of surgery, which was extremely high risk due the many other medical conditions I live with, I was dying. The choice for my gifted surgeon was let me die from the infection or proceed with the surgery. He did and even though I had a lengthy recovery and a new stoma, I am forever grateful. My stomach makes my life possible and I thank God.

[@OstomyDiaries]

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[@marciahudgins3783]

Hi Judith my name is Marcia and I am the same age you are and I also had diverticulosis for years. I finally had to have 24 inches of my sigmoid colon removed and I now have an ileostomy for 3 months so far. I am terrified of learning to change my bag and someone else has been doing that for me but I know I have to learn for myself. If you get my message please let me know how things are with you now.

[@judithcurley7675]

I won’t mislead you, it never gets easy or seems natural. But it gives you life! I try to think of “ostomy maintenance “ just like my husband’s daily diabetic management, not pleasant but necessary. Good luck to you!

[@victoriawilliams3119]

Darling Amber You saved my life. I am a grandmother of two always vain up until last year I still dated I was proud of the way I looked and felt. Until one day my lower colon perforated. Poisons went through my body and I came into the ER just on the edge of death. I would get through this thanks to God. Then I found you. This particular video touched my heart. You have a wonderful life and husband. You will be in my heart forever. I'm a retired RN and thinking about going back to the hospital and volunteering to assist new ostomy patients acclimate to the changes that they'll be going through. You are a true angel thank you so much.

[@mariemarieb3250]

Amber, you are truly an inspiration for people who watch your channel and have ostomies. My daughter had ulcerative colitis and ended up having a illeostomy in 2020. She had her colon removed and a J pouch was created. 4 months later she was able to have it reversed. We used soooo many tips and tricks from you! You truly helped her to see that she was not alone. She’s doing fantastic now and we still wait in hopes that you will continue to post. You have so much to look forward too. You seem to be doing well and will be getting a new home! I’m so happy for you! Hope we hear from you again soon. God bless. 💗

[@OstomyDiaries]

Thank you for sharing and for supporting me! I’m so glad my videos helped your daughter. 💚💜

[@tammypatten5138]

I have been so thankful for your Utube and Maggie Trettons utube. I have learned so much. The frustrations that go along with iliostomys the way the hospital sends you home with no knowledge on how to do anything. Thank you for all you do for us ostomites. You're a God send.

[@OstomyDiaries]

You are so welcome! Thank you for your kind comment my friend! 💜💚

[@mln5917]

Amber, I have thanked God so often for the wonderful young people, like yourself, who have selflessly and boldly put there stories, advice, reviews, and encouragement out there to help others. In 2021, my 64 yo healthy husband ended up with an ileostomy after a simple robotic surgery for early prostate cancer. He was septic with c-diff and had his whole colon removed. All this occurred right as hospitals were shutting down again for COVID. He spent 41 days in the hospital face timing with me. I spent those days and nights praying, and researching and watching you tube videos instructing me on how to take care of an ileostomy!!! He was very close to death after the surgery-so the ileostomy is a reminder of GOD’s goodness and mercy. The greatest lesson I learned from our experience is how ever-present the LORD is and as I struggled during those scary nights He reminded me that HIS will is good and perfect and I have to trust his eternal plan. That’s where to Peace lives. Thank you again❤️

[@hockey6173]

I am a week away from my surgery, I was diagnosed with Crohn’s 21 years ago, and now I need a colostomy. I was very positive about it, but for the last 2 days, I am starting to be nervous and scared. I have been watching your video, because you are helping me stay positive and teaching me, so I am not clueless after my surgery. Thank you so much for all you do!

[@2caver]

Having my ostomy for over 27 years I can say that is a love/hate relationship. The longer you have it the more you love it over your disease and less hate for the appliance.

[@blastoff2022]

you are an amazing women....I'm so glad I found you on YT. I don't feel alone on my journey now. thank you :)

[@sharonmurillo-black9179]

Thank you for sharing that you struggled in the beginning. You are always so positive which is wonderful but sharing you struggled in the beginning and that it is a process is inspiring. I’ve had a colostomy )due to cancer) for 7 months and although I dreaded it, I’ve adjusted and it doesn’t bother me most days. Your overall message about everything is a season will stay with me as I continue to battle cancer. Thank you so much for all you do.

[@OstomyDiaries]

I was hoping that sharing my struggle may encourage someone else. Thank you for watching! 💜

[@almazmengistu8400]

My beautiful Amber! You are my inspiration. Because of you and others who is goes through this I wouldn’t be here. You helped me to see three is still leave normal life with ostomy. I was diagnosed with colorectal cancer one week before my 60th birthday. As you said I rather to be dead Instead of having colostomy bag. I pray to God to show me the light Gide me what to do. In the meantime I started to research and readying from a post from you and other wonderful people. I am a nurse dealing with these issues at work, but when it is about you it is a little hard. But I choose you live It is about 3 years now I am doing very well. When I have emotions at times I pray to God To give me strength. Thank you for all you do Amber! God bless!

[@doraavila3023]

I love your videos!!! Im still having a hard time accepting my situation, I had surgery 2 years ago,I have a stoma and I'm learning how to deal with it,thanks to you're great videos!! GOD BLESS YOU!!

[@OstomyDiaries]

Everyone’s journey to acceptance is different. There are some days now that I struggle with it and I’m six years post-op. Praying Gods blessings for you friend! 💜💚

[@karapalmer3248]

Wow! I watched your videos before I went for surgery and God used it to prepare me. So much so, that I was actually excited to get an ileostomy. Thank you Amber

[@OstomyDiaries]

I love this! Thank you for watching and commenting. 💜💜🙌

[@lolsarah1368]

I am almost 4 weeks post surgery. Struggling emotionally and mentally. I decided to go to KZbin. I typed in "coping with ileostomy" and up came your videos. I have been in a dark place and watching your videos gave me hope. That is huge for me right now, and I want to thank you for sharing your story.

[@abigailminett9317]

I had my ileostomy surgery on January 13, 2023. Thank you for sharing this video. As a Christian, this was incredible. I’ve been doing pretty good but there have definitely been moments of intense discouragement and grief. Taking each day as it comes.

[@joanryan7588]

Hi Amber, you just read my script!! I've had this colostomy for a year now & I fight accepting it every day! I hate it, but you inspired me to find a more positive perspective. I went through the exact same emotions & thoughts that you did & I fought getting this right up to the very time they took me in for surgery. My condition wasn't as serious as alot of people; mine was because of loss of control due to muscle & nerve damage from my son's breech birth. But as you said there is a reason for everything we go through & God won't give me more than I can handle. I have to let go of anger for the doctor for not doing the C section that would have prevented this from happening. But I'm counting my blessings & trying not to let this define me....but I'm still very much a work in progress. Thanks so much for sharing your feelings, you really helped me know I'm not alone. God Bless you for what you're doing!!!

[@deefreeman59]

I don't have an ostomy. I've always been fascinated with medical stories so I watch a lot of these videos. You are such an inspiration for others who are on your journey. Keep doing what you are doing. You are a beacon of light. Thank you for sharing and for being you.

[@Gimo76]

You truly are strong and I do appreciate you. You give me strength to carry on. My colostomy was an emergency surgery last June. I am scheduled for another surgery on Dec 3rd. He wants to reconnect me and I have decided that a temp illiostomy is not anything I can handle it could end up being permanent. I am finally comfortable with my colostomy and with all my colon issues I see more surgeries in the future so I have decided to just get the colostomy stoma fixed and just keep my colostomy. I woke up with this and it was shocking and the pit I fell into was deeper and darker than ever. The Lord has helped me out of that pit. It is weird but I was a preacher teacher and when I moved here I was going to start some lessons and bang I got derailed. I almost surrendered and then I said, I am surrendering but only to Jesus. It got better in my mind. Oh I am 70 and feel so sad that you younger people have to go thru this. Thank you for sharing ,….Lov you

[@OstomyDiaries]

Thank you for your kindness. I truly hope my videos help people! My ostomy has enabled me to do so much. Crohns Disease was debilitating to me. God got me through it all! Mine was temporary and I decided to keep mine too! 🤗

[@roxangemal622]

Greetings from Philippines Thank you for being such an encouragement. I love the Bible verse you shared, too. I had my surgery a month ago and new having an ostomy. Your videos are so lively and very helpful... yes, God makes beautiful in His time! Jesus ❤ His children. God bless you.

[@OstomyDiaries]

Blessings to you friend! 💜

[@rebeccamagaline2845]

Amber, I am 76 years old, and have had an ileostomy for 39 years. I had ulcerative colitis for 11 years, I was 100% incontinent, bled for hours every day, and was essentially house bound. I think it was the pain that was the hardest to withstand. This was 1984, and the only available medication was steroids. I write to you because I felt exactly the same as you did …..I would rather have DIED than accept the disfigurement of an ileostomy. My daughter was then 4 in 1984, and I could no longer endure the physical pain and complete disruption to life living with this disease, so I decided to undergo the surgery at age 37. In the 39 years since my surgery, I have not regretted A SINGLE DAY of living with my ileostomy. I think I had gotten to a point that I would rather DIED than live a life with colitis. Most, if not all, of the ways that I have learned to manage my Ostomy have been through trial and error. I so wish I had found someone like you DECADES ago. Thank you. Rebecca

[@paulsdrc]

You’re awesome, I’m 2 weeks away from surgery. I’ve had 52 “procedures” in 10 years the first one scared me, after that I was fine. But when they told about this one it was like when they told me I had cancer again. Thank you for the wisdom.

[@annebebee6764]

I had an emergency surgery too. I knew it would eventually need to happen but then my colon ruptured and I had no choice. Thanks for your honesty and acceptance. I am looking for the purpose in this.

[@sheripoole489]

Hello everyone! Well, I have been an ostomate for almost 35 years. I was 22 when I had emergency surgery. I just had a recent setback…two failed hernia surgeries which was caused by my failing ostomy. I had a surgeon who didn’t know what he was doing. I know I will need to go see a colo rectal surgeon to have it redone. I will be 57 in July. Just keep your head high you all! You can concur anything! We may be down for a bit but we are not out!!

[@reneetorres7361]

Hello! I'm watching this 1 yr after you posted it and it truly encourages me to encourage my 11 yr old daughter who is a new ostomate(10/1/22). Her surgery was an emergency too. Once the Dr told us she would need an ileostomy I broke down in tears. I'm a nurse so I'm familiar with it but didn't want it to affect her self esteem or her daily life. It took me a bit to get over my feelings of her image and I finally realized that it saved her life. Hers is supposed to be temporary but won't know until further testing is done. I do everything I can to keep her on a positive mindset and that this is temporary(a season of her life). I now feel that everything I've learned and continue to learn while she's had her ostomy will help me in the future. Thank you!! 😊

[@teresaklarlham984]

You are such an angel on earth...God was preparing you for your life's mission, which is educating and uplifting those in despair. You have touched so many lives that you will never know...your uncle is smiling down full of pride. Thank you for what you do...

[@mdawn74]

Amber, Thank you for the encouragement and positivity you bring to your videos. I love the Lord too and believe in the power of prayer. Thank you for sharing your heart.

[@suzyqmaietta6651]

You have so helped me through my emergency ostomy surgery that saved my life. I still didn’t understand what happened! I had acute divicuterlitis and my colon burst which uploaded an unbelievable amount of toxins, bacteria’s, septis etc. That was March 13, I have been fortunate in having an awesome stoma nurse and best friend who helps me every day mentally, physically & emotionally cope with this! My husband has truly stepped up to the plate in loving and supporting me too❣️ Now I can’t get rid of this ulcer inflammation right around my stoma. It’s been a very painful nightmare. Everything has been done to me the worst being the cauterization several times ! Went to see my surgeon and he said that the underlying stitches which were supposed to be dissolved by now have been coming up through the ulcer and possibly some stool bacteria got into it. Now I am scheduled for a reverse shoulder replacement surgery July 22. The tests I have to do before he sees I can have this surgery are frightening and have me praying 🙏 to god constantly. Has anyone had to do a colonoscopy procedure with an ostomy ? I begin Sunday July 10 to have a barium enema air procedure July 11 at the hospital here in Morristown New Jersey, radiology department @ 9 am. Plus I have a fracture right shoulder which was scheduled to be replaced March 31 from a fall on black ice end of January this year. But never had it done yet because of the emergency surgery I needed to even be alive. I am 69 years old and have never felt so helpless and fearful. I raised four beautiful children, had my own dance school in my home for 40 years in which I played the piano for my students . My kids all loved it and worked with me especially at our recitals. Now I am at a definite change in my life and hard to deal with. I love your positivity and support. I commend you for all your blessings and amazing support in being so real! Thank you for giving me a place to share and any advice I sure would appreciate!! God bless 🙏🕊 Susan xoxoxo

[@tygerlillee]

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[@myheartbelongs2mills310]

Thank you for your videos. This month is my one year anniversary of my ileostomy and I used your videos for information and inspiration. I was depressed at first and frustrated however a year in I feel like I am finally starting to get the hang of things. Thanks again.

[@OstomyDiaries]

I’m so glad you are doing better! 💜

[@danaeadams2123]

Thank you for sharing this!! It was so encouraging!

[@davidchadaway6280]

Thanks Amber that was a really touching video and l can relate to a lot of what you said.

[@OstomyDiaries]

💜💚

[@ibdandme]

I only saw this video now, 11 months old. Oh boy whatvan amazing video. Thank you so much for your encouragement and for sharing your love for our Lord. I have my ileostomy for a year and 6 months and I am very grateful that this was an option, for the Lord provided so I can live. God bless you ♥️ ♥️ ♥️ ♥️ ♥️

[@gingerlong4157]

You are such an encouragement. God is definitely using you to talk me and so many others. I am praying for you.

[@OstomyDiaries]

Blessings to you! 🥰

[@cockeyedoptimista]

Wow, this is helpful. I had my surgery, and it was an emergency also and I was already in the hospital for something else and had no say in it really - and was not fully aware anyhow. But to know that you went through these same emotions and got past it is what is helpful to me. Because you seem so upbeat and at peace I wouldn't have suspected that you had these same feelings of despair and disappointment. I may not have characterized them exactly but, strange as it sounds, it's nice to know that somebody who seems so together had the same feelings at one point. And perhaps even now; who knows. You get strength from somewhere and it's a good lesson. Thank you. It's good of you to try to help people and anyway you're fun to watch.

[@sheripoole489]

You are an amazing person, Amber! Not one of my friends know I have an ostomy! Lifelong friends. I just don’t feel comfortable sharing my life experiences. Stay strong!

[@debbiekhoury4079]

Thanks for sharing this, nice to hear this message at this time. I’ve had my iliostomy for four years due to cancer and tomorrow I’m having a small surgery to remove mucus that has built up in my rectum. I’m very scared of the pain and waking up during surgery.

[@OstomyDiaries]

Praying all goes well for you!

[@TheKarahLife]

Hey Amber! Thanks for sharing your heart sister! You’ve been so helpful to me over the last few years of my journey and all seasons - I can relate on many levels! Part of my recovery from this has been to write and I started my own channel after lots of encouragement from my hubby as well. I am learning as I go LOL! Think Media has been so helpful and I’m hopefully getting more efficient with each upload 😃. We all have a voice and we all have a choice right? We can use it or not so I choose to use it even in the seasons that aren’t great. God uses it all - Romans 8:28. I just restarted my social media presence too so I’ll connect there also. Keep shining hon! 💜

[@OstomyDiaries]

Thank you friend! 💜💚

[@bettylee2004]

Thank you Amber. You touch my heart. Waiting for my surgery date also going to have to have a colonoscopy bag. I am learning alot from your videos. God bless you. You give me the fighting strength. Talk to you soon

[@OstomyDiaries]

You got this! Praying you have a successful surgery! 🙏

[@Astrid591000]

Thank you Amber I believe there is a reason for everything that happens I totally put my faith in the Lord because if it wasn’t for him I would not wanted to live or carry on with my life with my ostomy Although I’ve had it a long time I’m still learning about new things out there I love to educate anyone that wants to know why I have an ostomy Faith in the Lord is and has played a big part in my journey with Crohns and having my ileostomy which like you was an emergency. It’s made me more caring and understanding person for others with illness and trauma . Thank you for sharing your life story with your illness I was so touched by it 💕💕😊

[@OstomyDiaries]

Awww Paulette thank you so much for this comment! God is good! 💜

[@elizabethgregory9549]

Thank you for your videos. I am 40, just had ileostomy surgery a month ago and it wasnt what I was expecting until 2 days before emergency surgery. The plan is it's temporary but I'm trying mentally to prepare regardless of the outcome.

[@joanterciak2652]

Thank you for sharing. I had emergency surgery and it's been a rough road. Your words have helped me.

[@pattitaulbee7379]

So glad you’re hear for us Amber. Truly you are a gift.

[@vickijones7455]

I'm new to all this and it has been a challenge, however, with your videos I have been able to prepare and get a better attitude towards my new normal. Thank you

[@Southamk1]

Thank you for this post! I had the very same thoughts and emotions and your post made me cry (in a good way). I am your one. You have made my colostomy experience better. ❤

[@missyme2673]

2 years on and I'm still struggling. This video was so inspirational. Thank you for sharing and I wish you love, happiness and strength in your life. xx 🥰 PS I have just subscribed so that I UK

[@deehope6186]

Thanks so much. I have had moments of depression 😔 have had my ileostomy for 7 months now. Had some complications after surgery but getting ready to go back to work and a bit nervous. Thanks again

[@martarico186]

Seasons change. How true!!! Thanks for sharing your story in Jesus and your ostomy

[@OstomyDiaries]

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[@samii6445]

Thank you Amber. You just don’t know how Much you have helped me. I look forward every day to your posts. God is in this. Thank God for you

[@samii6445]

I was trying to comment but I don’t know why it says SAMIL? Maybe I made a mistake my name is Denta Morris. Looking for you on Instagram💝

[@ruthiecote7955]

I wish I could believe you. I had a colostomy in 2002. I had so much radiation from cancer, it destroyed my body. NOW September 13th I had to have a urostomy, now I have TWO sites. I've had such a hard time with one, and now I have two. I've been through tough times and family and close friends, some know, some don't. The depression has taken over my life. I don't want to deal with it anymore. I am ALWAYS having a problem; infections, kidney failure, dehydration because my body cannot keep up with the out put. My quality of life is crap. I have SIX grandsons and three children and married to the most wonderful, caring, Loving man, and I lay here wondering why I'm still here. I'm here because of them, and I still think about ending it all. I just had my tenth surgery September 2022 fir a fistula and the fourth reconstruction of my ureters and bladder. I'm here today, but don't know how much more I can take I've been in bed with terrible back pain for four days and I just don't care.

[@tygerlillee]

I'm so sorry you are going through so much pain. Sending prayers your way.

[@rebekahrussell7747]

Thank you-I needed to hear this today .

[@RobinMHeitt]

I am grateful for your positive encouragement it helps because some do not understand what a big adjustment it is. My worst scare is being out and having the dreaded blow out. Because of disability problems I have always had to change while laying on my bed. I am 67 and don't want to be house bound. Plus have wanted to change from Hollister to Coloplast. And I'm just not a fast changer. So any suggestions would be a blessing. I fought mine also until it was do or die. Not to mention the pain and sickness I was in. Thank you Amber for your encouragement 🙏.

[@cocotiger12360989]

Hi Amber thank u I needed to hear this. I got a ostomy 5 weeks ago & I'm having a very hard time with all of this!! Sometimes day's im good & other day's it's just horrible. I'm going to get through this I know I can & will. Thank u again 🙏

[@ibdandme]

Hi Irene, just checking in to see how you are doing? I am also an ostomate and yes it was gard in the beginning, but one day you wake up and realize wow, you can actually do this. Hang in there. 🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺

[@cocotiger12360989]

@@ibdandmethank you, I've been very down & low mood, I know it will get better thank you 🙏

[@tonyaturner2762]

You're truly amazing! I'm so thankful for you and your videos.

[@user-pl5xy6pm5g]

That's how I feel!

[@lynnmoore3265]

I fairly new to having a colostomy & I'm so happy to have found you, your videos are helping me navigate through this journey. I'm still having many times where I'm feeling why am I having to go through this ? How did you become so positive ? How do I stop feeling like I can't overcome this & lead a normal lifestyle once again ?

[@gbk1t]

Thankyou so much for your honesty.

[@lindalozano7489]

Thank you for sharing your story. Awesome

[@OstomyDiaries]

You’re so welcome 💜

[@lorijohnson476]

Your videos are so encouraging!

[@johnmiller9339]

Thanks for the info and sharing…. ❤

[@bernadettehynes-cafferkey3917]

Great video and informative, even through I'm a Roman Catholic, wouldn't be into all that love the Lord stuff, seems to be a big thing in American videos, not here in Ireland, i say my prayers and the rosary, thats it,

[@OstomyDiaries]

Thank you for your kind comment and for watching! Blessings to you in Ireland! 💚💜

[@IdkIdk-gw3qo]

@@OstomyDiaries 💜

[@garyowen6094]

Iive in ne

[@michelebreen1705]

Oh my word. This is good. I have damage from radiation. It has caused bowel incontinence. It is hard to think after all the treatments I need an colostomy. Thank you for encouragement ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🩹❤️‍🔥