Overcoming Overwhelm, Autumn Days & a Grocery Haul

[@emilysmith2449]

Another TSwift quote: “People throw rocks at things that shine.” You are doing AMAZING!

[@tasmiahtanjeen5548]

So true!

[@isisholt6615]

Thank you for being so honest and open. It is so special to be invited into these phases and moments of your life. I have been following you since I was 16, I am now 21 and you continue to be a big inspiration for how I choose to live my life. You are the reason I discovered a love for yoga and you bring so much joy and gentle energy into the world. Those people saying cruel things do not deserve your energy. Keep doing you Kalyn its a pleasure to be part of it, whatever it is you choose to share ❤

[@outdoorsyfam]

100% agree with this comment 😊

[@isadoragregorio5854]

Isis i make your words mine too! I grew up with kalyn and I get very sad and even angry to know that there are people making her sad. Thanks for being you Kalyn, thanks for so much ! 🌱🌱🌱

[@emilyhouston972]

I am usually more of a silent observer of your videos, but just wanted to pop in and remind you how proud we are of you, how amazing you’re doing, and how grateful we are that you continue to share your life with us, both the ups and the downs❤

[@KalynNicholson]

Thank you, I appreciate that you took the time to comment ♥️

[@astrostorm96]

Kalyn teaching taylor swift quotes to lil Easton, yes ma'am. I think I understand why some audience would miss the "old you" but at the same time they have to understand, you are a REAL HUMAN not a TV show character whose life stays the same season after season. I think its so important to recognise that and participate in your growth. and if not, they can always rewatch them old vlogs.

[@KalynNicholson]

That’s a really good way of putting it!

[@WakaMikuKawaii]

I love this era of Kalyn. I loved that era of Kalyn. How boring would it be if we stayed the same for our whole lives. Sending you love ❤

[@earthwitchnatasha]

GIRLLLLL. I seriously so appreciate the fact that you are even sharing your life still! most youtubers have ended doing youtube just because of these commentaries. And you are always going to have people in your corner that support you! when you share the good and the bad it makes me feel WAY more relatable to others. Don't ever forget that you are ALLOWED to feel sad, disappointed, stress, over stimulated etc. Love you cosmic friend. thank you for what you do 🖤

[@imthemaid]

As a woman in her mid 60s, I wish there had been someone like you speaking so openly and honestly when I had kids. People tend to gloss things over and only let you see the very best side of motherhood. Although it is the most rewarding thing I think you can ever do, there are a lot of dark days as well. By acknowledging them you are helping others. Tomorrow will be brighter!

[@kathrynlouise8399]

I agree so much with you! I’m a mum of (almost) 18 month old twins and she’s helped me feel like I’m not alone and crazy 👍 glossing over things and only showing the good parts, doesn’t help other mothers much at all. x

[@kaylaoconnell4276]

I love this version of Kalyn, just like I love all the other versions of Kalyn. For the people who have been around and still around, we’re all growing up too.. getting married, buying houses, having babies. 🥰 It’s like we’re growing up together. YOU’RE DOING A GREAT JOB ❤️❤️

[@hannahheavens]

I think sometimes people forget that creators on KZbin that are sharing their life are actually real people not a Netflix show 🙈 I personally have found it a privilege that you have chosen to share any of this with us, so thank you for being you no matter which phase of life your in :) xx

[@jfeebz11]

Ive never understood why we have to personally relate to something in order to like it or show it respect. You literally radiate love and joy and im sorry theres people out there trying to take that from you. Youre a strong woman / mother and nothing anyone says can change that!! Thanks for continuing to share your life with us and being my internet big sis 🤣❤️🧡💯

[@meadowsandmountain]

First of all, that little rhyme-song you made up sounded like something out of a musical! Secondly, for every person who doesn‘t like the new you, there must be at least 1000 others who LOVE the new you!! (Me, for example) I think there is a WORLD between who you were before the baby was born and after and it shows and I love it. You have such a fierce energy and it‘s super inspiring. Keep doing what you do 🔥

[@KalynNicholson]

Ah thank you 🫶🏼

[@dariakanska7259]

Thank you for this video! Hearing you speaking about overstimulation really hit home with me because that is exactly how I feel a lot. It always makes me feel like I'm overreacting and being unreasonable, but hearing you speak about it makes me realise that it's part of being human. Thank you, sending all my love!

[@nichoelann]

Girl, this vlog hit me on so many levels. I'm grateful for you sharing all your phases of life! It really is beautiful to witness how you've grown into new versions of yourself each year with each phase and this is just life moving forward. Other people who expect you to stay the same for their enjoyment don't deserve any of your energy. So many of us have enjoyed seeing your life fill up with so many amazing things, new people, new partner, new baby, new home. I know that I'm a forever fan and will always enjoy witnessing every new phase and version of you that you decide to share with us! Keep bein' you, we're all still here loving you for who you are!

[@kaylalarson3349]

I have been watching your videos for years, around 7 years I believe! I have always appreciated your realness, vulnerability and ability to show everyone it’s okay to be open and to do random things like meditation/deep breaths/yoga. I was in undergrad when I first started watching and now I’m about to graduate with my master’s degree as a Clinical mental health therapist. I can see how much work you are putting into your mental health like grounding exercises and positive affirmations & positive self talk. I’m glad you are showing it in the videos because many people do not do it and you are normalizing it!

[@disabledshyah]

Thank you for sharing even these hard days, it's a hard one here with a migraine but I wanted to share some love and hella respect for how hard you've been working and how amazing you've been handling everything. Your life is your own and thank you for sharing the bits that you do, it's a privilege I am well aware of.

[@KalynNicholson]

Thank you Keziah ♥️ sending you lots of love and appreciation in return. Hope you’re feeling better today!

[@sarahharrison2657]

You're doing so good, Mama! All the good days will outshine the bad ones when you look back.

[@evaklazidou]

I am so proud of you 💕 people will never stop being mean when they see someone shining especially through all of those changes you've been going through. You are handling it all with such grace it's mind blowing. Thank you for still being here and sharing these moments with us ❤️

[@loveyourgrief8223]

I raised my babies without my moms support as well. And it hits different. The biggest thing that helped was repeating the word grace. Grace for yourself. Lack of sleep. Constant stimulation from a baby is a whole new thing. Sending you so much love from a felllow mom! ❤

[@HeatherCude]

From one Mama to another, let me assure you, it really does get easier. You are doing great!!

[@JocelynLehman]

I’m sorry people can be so crappy, I promise the huge majority of us are happy to see you happy and are grateful to get to watch you grow and see all the phases of your life! Been here since 2016 and love going back to re watch the different phases of Kalyn along the way ❤❤

[@rose281396]

Oh girl, don’t give that energy attention. As a subscriber it makes me so happy that you are growing as a human and you are now a mother. The most amazing feeling in the world is becoming a mom. Sending many blessings and positive feelings your way girl!! ❤ love from New Mexico!!

[@arfanaz437]

Oh kayln! I hope you know what a wonderful person you are. I'm a mom of an almost 2 year old son. And I remember those newborn days. I had sooo much help around. My sister was practically living with me and helping so much but I was still a wreck. My house was still a mess and my days were still all over the place. Newborn phase is sooo hard. Not getting to sleep is sooo hard. But look at you! you're getting soo much done all by yourself. That is amazing. You are so strong. And I'm not just saying this I'm genuinely amazed by your decipline and strength. I hope you know that it gets sooo much easier. You get a lot more sleep the days are a lot more structured. And babies keep getting more and more fun to be around as the grow. Sending you sooo much love and strength 🤎🤎

[@KalynNicholson]

Thank you so much 🤍🥹

[@LiteraryLDawn]

I used to watch you a few years ago and seemed to have lost your channel (yay algorithm and 173929 subscriptions) but I’m going to be an avid watcher again. I am child free by choice but I loved this video. I may not be able to relate on every level but I you radiate warmth and maturity and I can get on board with that! You are doing FANTASTIC!

[@WriterAly]

Oh Kalyn - I think you are so gracious in the content you share with us, especially as you said, this is a time of change and excitement in your life and we are all so lucky to be along for the ride! Something resonated within me when you mentioned those folks who were lamenting the "old" versions of you and how you navigated that is incredible to me. Maybe it's the changing of the seasons that has me personally feeling nostalgic for other "eras" of my life, but like you, like everyone, we are constantly transforming. Just your nod to the fact that those previous versions still exist- they are safe and experienced and we can tap into those memories at any point- felt like an act of forgiveness toward myself for feeling a longing for those previous times in my life (which were in retrospect incredibly lonely and challenging periods, but with time and space always look comforting and safe). I love following the changes in your life because it feels like an invitation to fully embrace the changes in my life, too. I think that must be what community is all about. Thank you for sharing the good and the bad- and goodness sorry for the long ramble :)

[@kellied4731]

I’ve watched you since the inception of your vlogs and KOZE and it’s beautiful to watch your growth. I remember the heartache you went through. The bouts of depression.. the yoga, the hard work and dedication even through those times. It’s beautiful to see how far you’ve come. To see Easton. To see your amazing relationship and your beautiful home. Like you said, the more you shine, the bigger the shadows. When the sun is at its highest peak in the day the less those shadows will appear. Be at your peak momma. You shine so bright that those shadows disappear from your view! You are doing great. Even when you don’t feel like you are! You got this! I say to myself daily “you’ve made it through 100% of the things you never thought you could, and you’re still standing today.” Like trees in a storm, they bend to withstand the winds.. all the outside forces that are trying to penetrate it. And the next day when the sun is shining, it’s standing and it’s still beautiful. Blessed be my dear!

[@melissakrueger7506]

I love and appreciate how authentic you’re being in your motherhood journey. Watching you evolve over the years, and presently, is so neat. You’re doing an amazing job navigating it all!

[@diorluvv8243]

That genuinely makes me sad that people are trying to bring you down in these ways. You’re doing your best, & we see it💜 you’re doing AMAZING. Thank you for continuing your channel even through all the stresses in these moments 🫶

[@atc35012]

When I am frustrated or over stimulated (just like with everything in my life (good bad or unusual) I take it to my journal. Next year will be 30 years journaling for me. I love it. It is the only thing I have stuck with over the years or has stuck with me. My journal represents the freedom, acceptance and friendship that I will never find in a human being. I send my eight year old self love and gratitude for starting to journal, because I don't know what I would do without it.

[@MichellePayneGale]

I started watching you when my son was very young. He is now 11. 🤯 You're doing an incredible job! 👏🏾 You're absolutely right, none of your precious time or energy needs to go to those commenters, they don't even deserve your back catalogue. If we didn't change and evolve, we wouldn't be doing life right. Leave folks like that to marinate in their miserable ruts, while you devote your time to enjoying your baby, your family, your pup and your life.

[@hbr6507]

Hello Kalyn, I've been following you for years now and your videos have always been very comforting, giving me plenty of energy and motivation and good vibes but also sometimes allowing me to feel my not so positive feelings, embrace them and allow them to exist. Your life may be different from mine now, when before I could easily relate, being in the same situation, but I actually enjoy seeing you go through all these beautiful things, it also gives me the opportunity to think about how I would do when those things happen to me one day. To these people unable to cope with their frustration or jealousy : YOU ARE WATCHING SOME FREE CONTENT ON THE INTERNET. The people creating the content are not actors in a series, they're not your friends either, and you are not entitled to expect things from them in any kind of way (and making the same comments to a friend of a family member would be equally awful and pathetic). Now, the fact that you regret the time when she was in a particular life situation or that you wouldn't do things in the same way is YOUR problem. At what point do you feel entitled enough to complain to someone for the fact that you are unable to cope with a feeling you're having ? That's a giant sign of emotional immaturity. You're obviously not feeling good enough about yourself and seek realisation and validation in other people because your needs are unfulfilled, or your boundaries are not respected, or you're not chasing the things that you want. So when the persons or things that you rely on to feel less bad disappoint you, you lash out on them instead of looking in a mirror for a second and realise you are responsible for yourself. No one is harming you here. No one is attacking you. No one is disrespecting you. At least not the people making videos on the internet that never met or talked to you. Get a hold of yourself and start working on the real causes of your discomfort. Heal your wounds instead of bleeding all over people that didn't cut you. It's not an easy thing to do. But it's a simple one.

[@janinafranke99]

I don't usually comment because english isn't my first language, but I just felt so understood. I've been watching your videos for over 5 years and now I'm sitting here crying with my 7 day old daughter because breastfeeding isn‘t working and I'm in so much pain. Seeing you and your little one at the same time puts a smile on my face. thank you so much for existing and greetings from Germany!❤️

[@MessyMountainHair]

I was actually just talking to a guest about this concept today. And I just want to say it's been a pleasure watching you grow into the woman you are today. You know how in cartoons characters stay the same age for year's and years and forever. Your not a cartoon. Also you just being you made me weep. I love watching you step in to this new role!!!

[@Lady074]

You are doing a wonderful job Kalyn! ❤ I already commented this some time ago, but it's amazing to me how pregnancy and now motherhood seems to come so naturally to you. Idk if that makes any sense, but I just see you with the baby (and before pregnant) and go about your daily life and it just seems like you've always known how to do it. You're truly a great role model and we love you ❤

[@KalynNicholson]

Thank you, it has felt very natural 🥹

[@hannahoverbay1772]

You’re amazing. People are crap. But that doesn’t mean you’re less amazing. I’ve followed you for years and find your content, in all it’s forms and shifts, as very comforting and uplifting. ❤

[@valeriebernal6542]

Thanks for being honest. First time mom to a 4 month old baby girl over here. It is so overwhleming and I love her so much. It does get a little better when they start sleeping through the night, but I'm still struggling with the lack of me time. I hear it gets easier. That first smile/ laugh will carry you through the rough times. Solidarity, we've got this!!

[@Fiaaa.]

I have to say, I am so grateful you upload still. I am also a postpartum mom. My little love is 3 months old. You showing us your honest, real life is such a breath of fresh air. Seeing constant highlight reels of others’ lives and comparing those to my life isn’t helping me with mental health struggles right now. Especially as a mom with 3 kids, one being a baby. I have watched you for years and years. Seeing you become a Mother has been absolutely beautiful. I look up to you in so many ways. I will never meet you, or know you on a personal level. But the video content you create, what you show your viewers, and the energy you put into the universe is Inspiring.

[@jackiemyers4548]

I’m so proud of you, I think you’re doing an amazing job, you’re handling things so well. I’ve been a fan of yours for years you’re Koze brand and your GYST day have been with me for years. Keep being you queen! Love you ❤

[@tajashania]

anyone saying that ‘i miss the old you’ is so pathetic, they can’t seriously expect you to be the same person for the rest of our life!! yes single and independent kalyn was iconic, but cottagecore mum kalyn is an icon too ❤❤ the only reason people should be watching you, and why i watch you, is because YOU are YOU regardless of what era of your life you’re in, and i’m absolutely loving seeing you live a new life and seeing you so happy 🥰🥰

[@SADEONTHERUN]

Amen! Loved her then and still do now. It’s been a joy watching her evolve ❤

[@shelbifavre]

I get that people are nostalgic for what your channel used to be, but also you're not a person that exists solely for content! You're a real person whose life changes and grows!

[@California92122]

Kalynm I haven't been around lately and just wanted to catch up. Even though my boy is 14 now, I can very well remember "these days", and can I just say, you're handling yourself super well! Keep shining!

[@krystalcutrubus9264]

Sharing the evolution of your life for everyone to follow and learn from is vulnerable and so appreciated! I assume the people wanting the " old" you are afraid of change, and you are just highlighting their fears. Thank you for giving everyone that watches you the permission to constantly uplevel,change,and evolve. Much love to you!!!

[@robynkurdek4873]

Adding a new baby to your family is always a huge adjustment. My daughter wouldn’t let me put her down for months. It gets better. Gives yourself some grace. You’ll find your groove. You’re doing a good job!

[@aliciaratz8726]

Newborn life is crazy. Give yourself grace, focus on you, and the amazing job you are doing to raise a human! I believe it’s the greatest achievement of a mom’s life.

[@melissacatherine7197]

People need to realize that you are a real person and that as adults, we evolve. You post your life online but at the end of the day, it’s a life and not a static show like the Simpsons where everyone stays the same age and never changes. :) You are doing an absolutely amazing job and I love to watch your evolution and growth. ❤

[@samkcatladyaks]

Viewers need to remember it’s a privilege, not a right, that you decide to show us glimpses of your life. People need to calm down. I’ve watched your content almost from the beginning and honestly it’s nice to see you grow through different phases in life and I feel like I grow with you in ways and look up to you often. I think you’re a great mom and you’re doing so well and I’m happy for you, Easter, your BF and Bentley. I think you’re a wise courageous strong woman and we’re all lucky to be a little part of your life. Take care Kalyn, the real ones will have your back and only want the best for you.

[@kailee704]

That's so rude for anyone to say that ! I'm happy for you and your little family ! I've loved watching you grow and progress in life ! Ryan clearly makes you happy ! And that sweet baby is the biggest blessing ! I do love your old videos and I love your new ones too ! Theya re more relatable as I grow in life as well with my little family ! Don't let others bring you down ! Your content is always 🔥!

[@nikkidiniz]

Honestly, I’m just so happy that I get to see you grow as a woman, as a partner and now as a mom! You’ve come such a long way and even though I’m just a viewer ( meaning I don’t know you in person ) I’m so proud of you!!!! We all, as moms, as people in general, have those moments that you shared in the begging and it’s ok, you’re human! Be kind to yourself always and that is all that matters! And please KEEP SHINING BRIGHT!!! 💜

[@jessiecastillo5779]

I love seeing you as a mom and being real how life really takes place. Keep going no matter what we love you and everything that comes with you and makes you. Thank you for always being real ❤️

[@happinesss2]

I'm sorry your day was rough but thank you for being so openly frustrated and overwhelmed on camera because I can relate so hard. Especially today. I'm not having that bad of a day but I feel oddly anxious, despite the morning starting off well and strong. I just always love how honest you are as a KZbinr. There definitely is more of a natural camaraderie between you and your viewers. Thanks!

[@lifeisatreasure]

Sending you positive vibes, energy, and love! You ARE doing an amazing JOB as a MOM of a newborn! So many transitions to go through now. I love the scenes of the laundry all over and then you holding Easton! There will ALWAYS be housework, chores, work etc. but you will never get each second back with him. YOLO!!! Let everything else wait while you tend to what matters most...the heartbeats of life!! Those are the treasures and you always find them. Have a blessed weekend!!!

[@morganbruce8090]

I have followed you for yeaaaars at this point. And the second you said there were negative comments I almost went off. I will never understand people who post such negative comments. You are a real human who post vlogs which is based on YOUR life. I love seeing you grow as a woman and I appreciate you being so open.

[@snamna]

I've said it many times in many different videos, but I'm saying it again: I love to watch your videos and whenever I feel bad in any ways, somehow your videos inspire me to be better version of myself. I've been having difficult time for past few days, but watching this video makes me feel like I can survive whatever life gives me.

[@lilyparker6143]

To be honest there are KZbinrs that have changed and I was upset but left them to grow in their own way. I’m not entitled to their life at all. While you were taking time away for baby, I watched a lot of your old videos and was amazed at how much you have changed. But for you, it was inspirational and beautiful and I was so proud of you. You’re a big sis for me and your growth is your own :) don’t let people crap on your beautiful adventures. ❤️

[@kortneycorrea8446]

Kalyn you are really something special. I’ve been watching you since 2015 and although we may not have as much in common now than we used to, you still continue to inspire me. Don’t let strangers on the internet hold you back from developing further. Sending love to you, mama❤

[@Carmen.Urciuoli]

I got into your content when I was still in high school, looking forward to my 20s and having a place etc. Now I'm at that point in my life, and I go back and watch your old content because it's extra relatable and gives me nostalgia, but I'm also really enjoying the new chapter. It gives me that same feeling of looking forward to when I get there in my own life :)

[@icedcoffeeandbookss]

Yes! People change and grow and that’s beautiful! You are not just a content creator, you’re a human like the rest of us.

[@Takemetothepines]

I’ve been following you for a while and I appreciate you being so honest and real with us. I’ve never been a mom but I know many people who are and seems like one of the hardest (but rewarding) jobs in the world. Give yourself grace. You are such an incredible mom! Sending you all the love and support! ❤

[@Fluxcin]

Thanks for sharing your journey into motherhood with us Kalyn. I feel like it's a privilege for everyone to even have a peak into your life and your presence as a sisterly figure. I am thinking of having children within the next few years and really appreciate when you show both the good days and bad.

[@miranda9919]

Kalyn, you are doing great mama! I've been following you for at least 8 years and we are the same age living in Canada 💛 I became a mama 3 years ago and lost myself for a long time, especially with my spirituality. This past year going through a separation and getting myself back has changed me for the better. You are such an inspiration and I look forward to all of your videos. Thank you for being you. Sending you love and light! 💛💛

[@kathrynlouise8399]

Thank you!! The first three minutes of this video made me feel not alone!! I’m a mum of twins (almost 18 months now) and mum overstimulation and overwhelm is SUCH a real issue! Thank you xx

[@jennhendrikson2189]

Hey mama, I’ve been a long time subscriber but I got away from watching KZbin for a while - seeing you in this phase is refreshing. As a new mama as well, your openness about overstimulation is everything I wish I had when my babe was younger but I can confidently tell you now that he’s 17 months old, it gets SO much better. My husband is active duty in the navy, we live away from family, I own my own salon while working another full time job on top of being the primary parent. It is ALOT! It’s something you aren’t warned about and then made to believe it’s shameful to speak about. Your feelings in this season are so valid and the growth you’ll experience will bring you to tears before you know it. With every new milestone, your Bub will gain more and more independence, leaving you more time to reflect on how you even managed just a few short months ago. Ours didn’t sleep through the night until 12 months old and just last night my husband after laying him in the crib awake to put himself to sleep, said “I never thought I’d see the day that we would be able to just put him in his crib and watch a show or relax or just enjoy each other”. It made me teary because that light at the end of the tunnel seems so dang far away after a (or many) sleepless night. You’ve got this and enjoy all of those little moments because of you blink, you’ll miss them. Much love to you!

[@joanasolposto2598]

Girl, I love you. I'm single and even though our lives are so different right now I still love witnessing you doing this thing called being human and also one day I will have a partner and become a mom and watching you go through it makes it feel more real and less daunting even though motherhood is so challenging. As always, thank you so much, you got this. Lots of love 💕💕💕💕💕

[@kalynnowens]

Let out those frustration cries girl. It IS frustrating. Learning complete selflessness is HARD. I’ve always related to you and I’ve always felt we’ve had similar struggles. Now here we both are with our first babies. I’m so proud of you.

[@mcclainfamily8258]

This is the first video I've watched since you have been a mom. Partly because I don't get much time to watch KZbin and partly because I've been watching you old videos from years ago because they got me through some tough times and I've been feeling down lately. I'm feeling better and was in the mood to start watching new stuff. I love seeing you as a mom. Thank you for being honest because all us mom's need a reminder that we all have hard days and it's OK.

[@tnishadawson2065]

I've personally really enjoyed seeing so many different seasons of your life watching you change and grow. I look at you more like you're one of my friends and these videos are just life updates and chats about real life things going on that I would talk about with any of my girls! We're all growing up and experiencing big changes in our lives and what a gift each one of those new adventures is!! 🤍 I'm always rooting for you and all the beautiful things that life has given you recently! How boring life would be if we stayed exactly the same. Keep sharing what feels right to who you are and what you feel today. There are SO MANY of us who are still here loving every moment of it! Sending you so much love ✨️

[@brittanybarrera9923]

You are a beautiful and strong person. Showing you real life and showing other people out there that daily life is real and struggles come and go, it is how you handle them. You are doing amazing and sharing a life with a significant other and your child is an amazing thing. Keep the wonderful content coming.

[@rachelbaker960]

The koze crew LOVE YOU KALYN. In all forms, phases, and seasons of life. You're killing it ☕

[@danielleanderson379]

I've been watching you since I was a teenager and I'm 23 (almost 24 now). I've always looked up to you. Your transparency and honesty is inspiring. Being vulnerable is hard. I was so happy to find this video this week bc I too, was having an overstimulating week and cried for an hour and a half out of frustration. Everyone's feelings are valid! You're also going through the transition of being a mom-give yourself some grace boo :) Thank you for being an amazing example and it's been an honor to watch you grow up (and into a mom) as I am growing up too!

[@Jessica.Lilian]

Just wanted to say that you are doing AMAZING! Don't be too hard on yourself (I know, easier said than done - been there, done that). Being a mom is hard work - even without a job. ♥

[@TheGummyjuice]

I love that you are not sugarcoating and i love that although big life change happened to you and your partner, you did not turn your channel to mommyvlogger that sticks camera to every part of their child and pretends that everything is sunshine and unicorns all day long. I appreciate how much you share and I think it is the right amount of content. 💗💗💗

[@anasotoco]

When I’m overstimulated I will take just two minutes and just take some deep breath’s and if I have to I just cry it out lol motherhood is hard I remember being a first time mama and feeling that way. It definitely gets easier once you settle into motherhood. You’ve got this! 💕

[@lone1299]

I have a 7 month old and this video made me feel the world better about my early day meltdowns. You are doing brilliant and don’t forget it. This stage will pass and you do get some sleep at some point and when that happens life gets much easier.

[@TrishyRN]

Love your vlogs. I’ve been a funk this week. Ugh. Please give yourself some grace. You just gave birth to a baby. You are doing amazing!!!!

[@cynthialynn14]

I’m glad you’re not gonna let people, whose lives are so empty that they need to depend on your vlogs for happiness, dull your sparkle. Having a baby, & moving in with someone are both major life changes! It’s an adjustment & you’ll be fine :)

[@doracantu8716]

Kayln love you infinite amounts! Thanks so much for still sharing your life with us! We all love you! Please keep following your heart and being you! Love you in all and every phase! 💕✨

[@WalkerFamilyHomestead2021]

I have a 7 week old and today was exhausting and I’m overly stimulated! Just taking deep breaths and reminding myself that the days are long but the years are short and I’m gonna miss her being this small❤ just a bad day, not a bad life!

[@alicek.4608]

Ahh i cannot believe these hate comments…. Honestly I get sooooooo happy to see you being a mother and you have always mentioned wanting to become a mom and this makes us feel happy and happy for you! You’re doing great and we’re here for you🧡

[@zeagenmeyers4823]

Jaclyn Hill just came out with a KOZE line and why do I feel betrayed haha

[@aubreyfrances1519]

I love and appreciate your video so much. You are one of my comfort youtubers and you have been helping me through a rough time lately. I lost my home and both our vehicles in hurricane Ian. I have been so overwhelmed lately but your videos bring me peace and sanity. It's been a breath of fresh air to have this sense of comfort to lean on.

[@ericaschnuck426]

Kalyn, you are AMAZING at being a mama. I’m so happy for you and your family. I had my baby 5 months ago and I can tell you everything will gradually get easier every day I promise. Also, hormones are the ultimate roller coaster. This gets easier too. I’ve watched your channel for 5 years and I am proud of the woman you continue to evolve into and I still love your content. Sending good energy ✨💜

[@j.s.2130]

I don't understand these comments. I enjoy your channel for years now. No matter on what journey you are. It's called life. You are my fav person to watch on Sunday mornings with a cup of coffee and you can do or talk about anything and it puts me in a good mood and headspace. Don't ever change girl and please don't let these ppl get to your head. We love you here!

[@dorakib5692]

As a new mom you will have many many days like today. In my 4 years since being a new mom I have learned to just take things as they come. You dont have to be everything and do everything every day. Take a step back and really soak in the baby phase it really does fly by. I also had no help when I was in that stage as a new mom. It's a lot and overwhelming but focus on one thing at a time dont think about your to do list. Always remember the days feel long but the years are short. :) You are doing great give yourself some grace.

[@michaelahradska7539]

Oh dear, don´t let those comments get to you. I´ve been your subscriber since like 2013 and I was 12 at that time, I´m going to be 21 in 14 days and I LOVE watching your videos and I still relate to you. Even though you live a completely different life. It´s about the connection you feel to the person not to their life. This is what still keeps me hooked to follow your life journey. Love you babe!

[@michellereese1398]

I'm not a new mother, but I am in graduate school and I related to so much of what you were saying about feeling overwhelmed, and having bad days and good days and how it can feel like it's all going by so fast. I loved what you said at the end about being more present even when you're having a bad day. thank you thank you for making your videos and showing us your truest, beautiful self♥

[@vampiremistress]

I loved this video. It's been a tough day and seeing this really helped. I love how real you've been. So many people have kids and lose who they are. Youve become a mom and we still have the content that made us start following you and this new content with glimpses of the new addition to the Koze family. Youre absolutely glowing

[@nataliafox8652]

We love the old you and we love the new you with a baby. We love ALL versions of you Kalyn, keep doing what you're doing and don't let the haters win. You are doing an AMAZING job!!!

[@Findyourwaytoday]

In the beginning when you were overstimulated, I felt that so deep. It’s a big change girl give yourself grace and just enjoy. Also thank you for still finding time to do this video.. your videos get me through my bad days!!!❤❤

[@Shayla03]

The fact that you are working, wearing makeup, taking care of sweet baby...you are amazing...I love this new you! It's so hard I know I did it in 2020 and it's always hard but you are doing it. Everyday. I quit my job when I had a baby so I appreciate every video you can put together 💜💖💜

[@gabyintothewild]

Wow I can't believe how some people get triggered by your content... you have always been an inspiration, and it's just beautiful to be able to see you grow and follow you along! You are so brave for being your authentic self, you are SHINING Kalyn! 🙏❤✨

[@nikkijohnson834]

I ❤ the current you. You are a new mom who still finds time to share your journey with us. The old you is gone. You are evolving and it’s beautiful.

[@violetmorgan8931]

I've followed you and subscribed on every platform of yours for around 10years now. I absolutely love your spirit and your content. Ive loved watching you evolve all these years. You're truly amazing and I hope you always continue to thrive ❤️ you are doing great mama 🥰

[@roshnykoshy6011]

Some people are just so entitled! I have been following you for a while now and I'm just so glad to see your journey, your wins and life moments and just see you evolve and be more and more with time. Just you living your life and being. And that makes me happy and inspired. Listening to you chat when I have a crappy day makes it a bit better. And now I'm going through some crappy days and I'm so glad you are just there living, and sharing. It gives me strength and hope. Thank you for that. And you are an amazing mum, it just touches me so much particularly as a person with some deep inner child wounds.

[@feliciawilson2130]

I absolutely love this version of you. I have literally followed you from the time you were in college and shared a house with a bunch of guys to present. And watching you in each stage of life has been an inspiration and has opened my mind to so many things. Continue being you. ❤️

[@courtneyking6493]

Thank you Ms. Kalyn for your videos and for your complete and total realness. I have been watching you for years and I can honestly say that I love how beautifully you have transitioned from being single and making videos with Bentley into a courageous and powerful goddess that is now a wonderful mommy to a precious little boy. Kalyn, you are exactly where you are supposed to be now and you are doing a phenomenal job.

[@CharlanaJo]

It's so nice to see you vlogging again & as a mom 🥰 I understand where you come from about doing the mom thing on your own. As far as those negative comments go they are from unhappy people and don't deserve replacing your life. You are still the killing that I love and that inspires me to place peace and organization into my life.

[@Lina_5_]

My dear Kalyn thank you for showing us your vulnerable side. I love your vlogs and whatever you're showing us. YOU ARE OUR FRIEND, remember that ! I'm sending you courage from the other side of the planet !

[@gabrielle9873]

I've watched your videos for almost 4 years now and never have commented before now, but you're a light in my life when things feel low and down. You're doing great

[@TheNatalka4321]

I'm super grateful that you are vlogging even as a new mom. I do relate to the previous videos more just because I'm 22 and a student, but I love watching you grow so much as a person and have a family. Looking on how you nail the new role of being a mother is just inspiring to me. Love you!

[@miyapoehls2190]

I have a 7 month old and honestly fell out of watching ur videos because UGH MOM LIFE. So glad I’m back. I just wanted to say solidarity. My husband travels 80% of the year I’ve been parenting alone for months and I totally cried today. It gets better and different all at the same time. She gets fussy but then we click eyes and I melt. It’s so grounding. Best wishes I’m so happy to be back 🖤

[@GloriaStanley95]

Love you so much Kalyn! It’s been an absolute joy to see you grow through every phase of life and I’m so happy I get to watch you be a mom, and I already know when I get pregnant watching your videos is going to help me immensely! Keep doing you, your honesty and transparency is so refreshing❤️✨