"you fight to survive, cause you made it this far..." No words can be truer, this was an amazing verse
@Ari-hc1vr6 жыл бұрын
sunk cost fallacy
@tydye7316 жыл бұрын
@@Ari-hc1vr dang that's kinda dark 😂
@katiebug84635 жыл бұрын
plastic bag that’s what motivates me every day now that I’ve heard this song
@Tatchiaz5 жыл бұрын
@@katiebug8463 it motivates me so much, I actually got it tattooed a few weeks ago. With "its just the beginning this isn't the end" as second line.
@elsienaranjo50915 жыл бұрын
I find this song sort of like the dad had cancer. Or at least that's how I want to find it because my dad died of cancer. I just love how it makes me remember him. And the gunshots are like the gunshots at his funeral.
@devanshae40518 жыл бұрын
Owl City is the only music that I can listen to and feel like crying while also feeling so peaceful
@Falcon35628 жыл бұрын
That is the most relevant owl city comment I have ever seen. It's so true
@saschan39228 жыл бұрын
ikr
@RoseRamkellawan46678 жыл бұрын
I so agree with you Devan Shea.
@VizslaHut8 жыл бұрын
Me too
@astral12358 жыл бұрын
Im glad you didnt do it
@emreylmaz59828 жыл бұрын
For the people who don't know background of this song; Adam's mother's dad commited suicide and left Adam Young's mother as a young kid. The girl having panic attack is Adam's mother, and the man is Adam's grandfather.
@littlegreenproductions75777 жыл бұрын
Where did you learn of such a story? I mean, I sure don’t doubt you, but I’d like some concrete statement or something.
@littlegreenproductions75777 жыл бұрын
Ah, I see. Just watched the video. Thanks.
@uselesvideo6 жыл бұрын
I had a strange feeling that this would be the story behind it.
@yesim69944 жыл бұрын
Thanks for information and I’m Turkish too🇹🇷
@Just_wolf_thingz4 жыл бұрын
I believe you but. Damn that's like jeez
@connorparkin755710 жыл бұрын
I first heard of Adam in 2009 but in 2012 I went through many family troubles and really started listening. Constantly telling myself that if he could sing such optimistic lyrics, then there was a reason for living. He's the only reason I'm still alive. My family, friends even my councillors don't help me. Adam does. He gets rid of my suicidal thoughts, my need to hurt myself, my need to die. Just for a little while. But that's far more than anything else has done. Adam doesn't have a clue how much of an impact he has on people, please help me get the message to him. He deserves to know how many people he has saved.
@WickerBasket1910 жыл бұрын
This comment was already said but thank you for re-posting it so everybody could see (originally posted by Libby Siefker
@connorparkin755710 жыл бұрын
I didn't repost anything.
@WickerBasket1910 жыл бұрын
Chloe Parkin No not saying you did but Libby Siefker said the same thing is all i'm saying.
@connorparkin755710 жыл бұрын
Yeah, I understand.
@wfl_9910 жыл бұрын
Chloe Parkin I think that is beautiful, and i'd agree, Adams music does make you feel a lot better when you're down, clearly that is proved by you :)
@KenForceKevinS8 жыл бұрын
My dad died at Aug 28, 2014 And this video uploaded at Aug 29, 2014 I just feel this video is made for me... Thank you OwlCity. RIP dad :')
@SKGOStudios8 жыл бұрын
Praying for you.
@syedaimnn8 жыл бұрын
may god bless your dad
@cjyay34498 жыл бұрын
Praying for you. Just remember that you'll see him again when our lord and savior Jesus Christ comes back to save us all. But for now, may your father rest in peace.
@ca0104068 жыл бұрын
Ken Force it's okay I feel sooo sad I lost someone too stay strong
@notasquid61106 жыл бұрын
May he be happy and peaceful in heaven
@solideogloria1644 Жыл бұрын
As a father of two little girls and who struggles with suicidal ideation, thank you for this song, Adam. I’ve promised my wife I will never go through with it and we’ve had some tough moments, for sure. But by the grace of God I’m still here
@rosannaberckley5515 Жыл бұрын
As someone who was once a little girl who lost her dad, thank you for staying❤
@maryj74238 ай бұрын
Hold on, I believe in you. Praying for you! You're a good dad. Take care.
@alexperson45037 ай бұрын
You got this man! Your kids love you! Hang in there, and God bless!
@oliverebbing6637Ай бұрын
I do not kow if you will read this, but i am struggeling with the same problem. I had a breakdown wich was hard. It got even harder when my girlfriend left just after, because of that breakdown. Seeing the comment of someone who has become a father and is married even with suicidal problems gives me very much hope in this dark time. Thank you so much and i am certain that you are an amazing dad!
@atomicman101Ай бұрын
I can relate to this as I’ve been through it went through a lot and put a lot on my family this song hits hard I didn’t really know the story until I saw Adam’s video explaining it.. I’m glad your still here and I am to god I believed told me to stay
@dan907169 жыл бұрын
The best thing about Owl City is that he adresses real life problems and sends messages of hoope through his songs, unlike other artists who usually sing about sex, drugs and partying. Adam you are truly awesome!
@dan907169 жыл бұрын
Diana Alexander *hope
@sammywally79659 жыл бұрын
+Diana Alexander he really gives me hoope
@robotick76949 жыл бұрын
+Diana Alexander This is literally my favorite band cause I HATE rap, and rock I like bands like this, No Drug references, No Sex or anything like that :D
@lordstumpy29459 жыл бұрын
+Diana Alexander I totally agree I think adam is a *true* musical artist :)
@robotick76949 жыл бұрын
And this song is really sad, She does not have a mom, so her dad takes care of her. Im guessing she went to a foster home
@mb5tudios2658 жыл бұрын
Other musicians would have sung about the pain only but Owl City sings about Hope and "Life-is-going-on" as well. And taht's why I love him. Cause he always thinks about what he's writing and why he writes this
@Jenneth4 жыл бұрын
He's such a unique musician because of this. You can absolutely hear the joy of his faith and the strength he gets from God in every song he writes, so even the sad ones are filled with that peace and hope all his fans crave. We just don't hear it anywhere else.
@Jesusislord5433 жыл бұрын
I absolutely agree
@winter.soldier7213 жыл бұрын
another good example of a song with a similar theme is "Redecorate" by Twenty One Pilots, but you're right there's not a lot of artists that really touch on this subject the way Adam did in this song. and that's a big part of why it's so special to me.
@cosmictreason2242 Жыл бұрын
@@Jennethexactly right. His genuine Christian faith isn't irrelevant or adjacent, it's the whole reason his music is the way it is because it reflects his worldview, outlook on life, and daily thought patterns
@Abss09668 жыл бұрын
"Her dad was a good guy that everyone liked, but nobody knew he was dying inside" Those words touched me so much because that describes pretty much my life.
@DanielA-iz1eg6 жыл бұрын
People like you because you are probably amazing, believe in yourself!
@challenge55365 жыл бұрын
Abel James Thanks for being such a nice person in the comments! We need more people like you
@acc454604 жыл бұрын
Hello sir, how are you doing these days? I hope you're okay.
@HighTideSoaps3 жыл бұрын
I hope you're doing better now, everyone fights a battle at some point. You are loved, the world needs you.
@Dangrus_McPoyle3 жыл бұрын
Stay strong, King
@neonjays9 жыл бұрын
For those still wondering why Adam said: "the role of a father he never deserved", Adam officially stated that it was the dad saying that. Adam said this song is from the father's perspective, so the father himself felt he didn't deserve to be a father.
@maybeillridechangemylife5096 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much, I always wondered about this and I feel like i'm hearing the song in a whole new light now ♡ :")
@jonathanscott74129 ай бұрын
wow! thank you much! i was thinking he was completely wrong about this. Glad it turned out out to be beautiful like the rest of the song, and super relatable also..
@lizs.31309 жыл бұрын
IM NOT CRYING. YOURE CRYING.
@MrPoopMunchies9 жыл бұрын
+Alpha Liz GET OUT OF MY ROOM MOM
@spicywings46149 жыл бұрын
+Brett Edwards best comment goes to...
@AN7HROSwift9 жыл бұрын
+Alpha Liz LIAR!
@angelyanez33519 жыл бұрын
you're right I am
@thegamingkid90859 жыл бұрын
+Alpha Liz NO I'M NOT, YOU ARE.
@Tatchiaz8 жыл бұрын
This whole song happened to me. Only it was two weeks before my 12th birthday. I was sad a very long time. I thought I never could be happy again without my dad. And at some point I just realised that I didnt loose everything. I still have my family and my awesome friends. There's a lot to live for. And when I heard this song it just reminded me of all of it. Thanks, owl city. :)
@mypetisloveMSP8 жыл бұрын
God bless you. x
@Tatchiaz8 жыл бұрын
+KittyBread Thanks :)
@mypetisloveMSP8 жыл бұрын
No problem :)
@mattm26288 жыл бұрын
As unfortunate as things can be in life...I truly believe that everything happens for a reason...it's quite a life we live sometimes.
@xxgalaxyskyxx1416 жыл бұрын
Matthew Bunn i love u
@vannesacastino8868 жыл бұрын
The role of a father he never deserved He abandoned his daughter and never returned And over the years though the pain was real She finally forgave him and started to heal
@cjyay34498 жыл бұрын
Only Owl city could create something so beautiful.
@maika37858 жыл бұрын
this song is srsly relatable. lol
@koala87777 жыл бұрын
The strength it takes to overcome this must be immeasurable.
@mikeluss62133 жыл бұрын
I mean i understand his feeling but i think this lyrics condems his grandfather to much
@Evil_AnGeL203 жыл бұрын
@@mikeluss6213 exactly, he just condemned his Grandfather as a weak, fragile and undeserving Father like he knows everything he's been through.
@abii_birkett9 жыл бұрын
Adam, this song actually saved my life. A few months ago I wanted to die but then I heard this and it changed my life. God is using you and your musical talent!
@Olivia-ht7we9 жыл бұрын
I am glad you didn't, just keep the lyrics in your head. Stay strong. I heard this song after I had a bad panic attack and it helped me 😊
@rowinacoven96289 жыл бұрын
wow that happend to me to :( I'm glad you didn't :) this song helped me to stop cutting and I didn't kill myself although I still feel like it sometimes but than I just listen to this song♡
@FiftyFaceOfHuman9 жыл бұрын
+Abii Birkett Do You Know I Read your this comment with the bracket in Adam's U.S interview... He told that his song makes someone strong and saved someone's life and this was you.....Happy to reach to Read your this comment which I read on The Adam Young's Blog spot U.S interview....!! God Bless You Dear....!! Keep Strong & Brave...!!
@nukenation32189 жыл бұрын
How can it help you nothing seems to help me 😔
@TonyTentacle9 жыл бұрын
+Nukenation321 i know how you feel, i have almost been to the place before. I have been on the breach of suicide but music like this really helps me relieve my stress.
@bhargavpeddu27659 жыл бұрын
This song, in my opinion, encourages forgiveness and moving forward despite the past. You should stay in the present to prepare for the unseen future. This "is just the beginning, it isn't the end" meaning you should stay strong and prepare for suffering that may occur in the future. I love this song because it brings out my emotions and so strongly that I can't help but shed tears.
@TwentyPaphonies8 жыл бұрын
This song describes my best friend. Her dad was seriously abusive and eventually passed away, although he could have prevented it. One of the things she told me was that the last conversation they had was an argument, and she just wanted to say that she didn't mean it. That she was sorry. And not a year later, her mom shot herself. That alone is sad enough, but after that, my friend changed. She went from practically living at my house to not even talking to me. She finally came back after two years, and I cried after she left. Because she just wasn't the same person. I missed her the most when I was sitting next to her. I want to see her again, just to tell her goodbye.
@rickotel-45017 жыл бұрын
That's okay fren. I grew up without a dad until now, which still hurts. Stay alive I-/
@zackerylamb10457 жыл бұрын
My dad died August of this year... We still don't know how... My fathers mother just said that he died on a porch... And... I just got back to talking to him... After 6 fucking years when my mother kicked him out of the house...😰
@subjecttea98747 жыл бұрын
Twenty Paphonies Praying for you and your friend.
@AQ-uy6dx7 жыл бұрын
Wow.... and I thought that I my life was messed up.
@AQ-uy6dx7 жыл бұрын
Deepest condolences.
@chrishenry587 Жыл бұрын
Who would've ever thought...Owl City is the critical piece of holding society together.
@kidatash8 жыл бұрын
i dedicate this song to my Dad who always made everyone around him smile and who will always be in my heart RIP dad i'll miss you so much you'll always be in my heart and Adam thanks for being such a inspirational role model to me and many others with your beautiful music you really inspired me to carry on drawing and doing what i love no matter what thanks Owl City for being such a amazing role model :)
@sundancent22028 жыл бұрын
Oh my god, that must be so hard for you. :(
@joo66668 жыл бұрын
kida tash hear, hear
@sleepypuppies33817 жыл бұрын
kida tash Im same to all the difficulties of your life but the only difference is that its my mom that died. btw God bless you :)
@pbr5567 жыл бұрын
rip my dad too he was a good man :(
@philipb74004 жыл бұрын
godbless you!
@KickTheCJ10 жыл бұрын
I listen too alot of music. Everything from Fall Out Boy to 5SOS too Panic! At the Disco. But Owl City is special too me. When I was 11, I started high school, like most British kids, and I knew it wouldn't be a breeze. At the time I was obsessed with Owl City. I got bullied alot, more than alot, and everyday I'd go home, curl up in a ball and just listen too Adam sing. Mainly because his voice was the most comforting thing I'd ever heard. After a couple of months I started on one of Adam's old projects, Aquarium which led me into screamo music and I didn't listen too Owl City for about six months. however in may 2012 I attempted suicide. When i woke up in hospital I didn't speak for two days, I was too upset I hadn't died. However on the second day I just asked for my phone, I wouldn't tell them why, I just stayed silent until they gave it too me, and I plugged my headphones in pretended I was at home and listened too Adam singing again, and it gave me strength. Listening too him paint the world in such a beautiful way, it gave me hope for myself. And that's why I love Owl City, that's why i love Adam. because he's simply beautiful and he saved not just my life, but also my will.
@WickerBasket1910 жыл бұрын
Dude that story gave goosebumps and owlcity does that to a lot of people so don't stop listening to him, and so glad he gave you hope... live on
@KickTheCJ10 жыл бұрын
Corey Meier Thank you. He's done so much for me, and for months at a time I'll drift from band too band but I always come back too him y'know? He's so special, and I hope one day I can meet him and tell him myself.
@WickerBasket1910 жыл бұрын
KickTheCJ Your welcome and you have my back for you to be able to meet Adam some day, and when you do tell him all of the people's heart's he's changed and tell him your story.
@KickTheCJ10 жыл бұрын
Corey Meier I will. It would be my honour.
@wfl_9910 жыл бұрын
KickTheCJ That's an awesome story, and I think Adam will always be different to other musicians in a good way :)
@jeianagtas36998 жыл бұрын
this is my "STAY STRONG DAMN IT!" song
@PCEngineer2007uk3 жыл бұрын
Stay strong.... Always. X
@kendall128210 жыл бұрын
Ive been listening to owl city since 2009. And his music never gave up on me. I got made fun of because people think im weird for listening to music like this because im black and i dont listen to rap. Ive always been judged for it. I could never quite fit in with other black people. always felt like an outsider. People dont understand that owl city has helped me through some tough things in life. Bouncing from one place to the next in foster care, wanting to kill myself because my existence never made me happy. anti depressent pills never worked, suicidal thoughts lingered over my head every night and the lost of my father stayed on my mind. I felt dead on the inside.. And i always saw myself crawl back to Adams music. He paints a picture in my head. Very beautiful and positive thoughts. Because of Adam, Im free. He healed me and so did God. I love his music and the way he portrays himself. Im so glad im here to tell my story because without his optimistically talented music, I would be gone.. Love you Adam
@cricantrail10 жыл бұрын
i love you too man, smile always. (:
@kendall128210 жыл бұрын
;)
@kendall128210 жыл бұрын
:)
@kendall128210 жыл бұрын
***** yes thank you
@kendall128210 жыл бұрын
***** your comment made me feel good inside im glad you see what i see in adam. Thanks!!
@josiahmcelhinney16737 жыл бұрын
I'm not a father or anything but I can really relate to what he say about the father in this song. Keeping feelings inside and pretending to be fine. It really hurts to think about who would be affected if I did leave and this song really helps me see it. Beautiful song, Adam. Thank you
@rlviolingirl Жыл бұрын
My brother passed away two weeks ago today (Aug. 26, 2023) It crushed my heart so much, but this song as brought me so much comfort. “Her dad was a good guy that everyone liked, but nobody knew he was dying inside.” This speaks to me on a different level, it’s like this song is meant for my dear brother. Thank you Owl City.
@markusbuhler818110 жыл бұрын
To all who accuse Adam of being hard on the dad for committing suicide, here's a theory: take the line "The role of a father he never deserved". Throughout the video, did you ever see a mother? I think this line is to be taken as "the role of a single father", which would mean that he didn't deserve to lose his wife (you can see one tombstone in the old cam footage, and two in the present). The title of this song is not only addressed to people like the daughter dealing with depression and anger, but also people like the father, who are dealing with the same emotions and contemplating suicide. Btw, I shed a tear watching this.
@Xankar110 жыл бұрын
I imagine tha tline as being the daughters feelings for a while. Until she was able to heal.
@markusbuhler818110 жыл бұрын
Kaze Steampunk Yes, but most people think that. I cant be so mainstream;) I gotta come up with unique ideas.
@KrazyKing179 жыл бұрын
He didn't deserve to be a father because he never returned to see his daughter, not because he committed suicide. What Adam is saying is even if the parents got a divorce the father should have still been there for the daughter.
@thewittyidiots16299 жыл бұрын
KrazyKing17 "He promised his family he'd be fine, then with a gunshot he left them behind". Listen next time yeah?
@StupidZombs9 жыл бұрын
The Witty Idiots *he'd be alright, listen next time yeah?
@bobbyfunderburk12888 жыл бұрын
This song is so special to me. I had a Uncle that committed suicide when I was young and then his daughter committed suicide about a year ago. I wish I had found this video before my cousin took her life. I suffer from depression and I too have concerned taking my own life, I even bought a gun and I hate guns. But I chicken out with the gun pointed to my head. I was in therapy for weeks after that, my therapist wanted to put me in the hospital when I told her but I promised I would not hurt myself. You just don't know how bad depression is until you have experienced it yourself. Be safe and give your love ones a hug. You would be surprised the power a true hug really has on a person.
@KaiKXL8 жыл бұрын
Well said my friend well said and if you feel like harming yourself just private message me on KZbin if I don't see it comment on my video saying you sent a DM and we can have a chat :) and you might feel better even tho I don't know you everyone deserves respect kindness and a helping hand if you feel depressed again or if you are still depressed just talk to someone even if it's not me just know my offer to chat is there have a good day.
@bobbyfunderburk12888 жыл бұрын
+Knife X Lizard Thanks so much for the words of kindness and understanding. The lyrics that really stick out to me from this song is "no one knew he was dying inside". That is the way I feel a lot but I try to look at it that all of us are always dying, I guess with depression thought you can actually feel it happening.
@philipb74004 жыл бұрын
Amen and godbless you!
@thisisjoel6912 жыл бұрын
How u doin now
@stormix57558 жыл бұрын
Adam you are a hero and an inspiration. Keep making brilliant music.
@TrevorJrHotkiss118 жыл бұрын
@williamjake57438 жыл бұрын
what u mean by keep making brilliant music exactly
@simstories88679 жыл бұрын
I love this song. not because of the song, but because this made me feel feelings I haven't felt in a long time. this made me cry and a song has never made me cry before. So thank you Adam and keep making beautiful music.
@chatgptnewslive20239 жыл бұрын
Sim Stories I KNOW! I preordered his album and it came up to my music playlist. I was playing some kind of fun song and I've never heard it before. Then it played suddenly on shuffle mode after the happy song and I was crying while walking...
@ara-nv4dj9 жыл бұрын
Very sad ;(
@nikkiarmstrong21987 жыл бұрын
Sim Stories I feel the same
@musicpoetryart9710 жыл бұрын
Adam Young, I started listening to you in 2009 or 2010. I was going through depression and suicidal thoughts. I wanted to end my life so many times. And I used to turn on your music and cry because during certain moments I couldn't take hearing anything else. I went to your concert in 2011 and I have loved you and your music so much. You'll never know how you had an impact on my life, but you did. You brought me closer with Christ and also opened up a world where music helped healed me. I can't thank you enough. You inspired me to write out my feelings instead of hurting myself and to keep my mind off of things. I love you Adam Young and I hope that your fans continue to show you love. I'll always be a meatball. :)
@beckygodber48694 жыл бұрын
"he promised his family he'd be alright" whoa. That hits like no other.
@andrewmillarmedia9 жыл бұрын
When i heard the line "With a gunshot he left her behind"...
@leongrooten40339 жыл бұрын
the feels train started rolling when i heard it
@kittykatluvso41299 жыл бұрын
The second I heard that part I started crying
@Ren-qv5td9 жыл бұрын
+bengiAnimates this is the story of me and my dad. i cant stop crying, he made a permanent solution to a temporary problem
@kingsunnie49999 жыл бұрын
+Rachel Marshall thats true for my friend too... Her dad died from suicide... And this story is exactly like it
@lucy-kg4ll9 жыл бұрын
+RandompandaStudios Yeah. My father is moving to another country because he wants to start new. Yet i still don't cry when i hear this.
@McLennonLover9 жыл бұрын
My sister opened her phone and found this song in her browser. She has an 8 year old daughter and a 4 year old daughter whose father committed suicide recently. No one can explain how the song got there other than that God wanted her to see it. I didn't even know this song existed and I love Owl City.
@elliesantamaria1439 жыл бұрын
That's amazing 😊
@lordstumpy29459 жыл бұрын
+McLennonLover a true sign that god was there for her :) send your sister my best
@lordstumpy29459 жыл бұрын
***** Lol
@ss_jeriks9859 жыл бұрын
that's depressingly beautiful
@liamarbuckle16828 жыл бұрын
yeah i think that that is amazing but sry i do not feel that god is real. i feel that suicide is one of the most distressing causes of death because both my parents commited suicide. thanks
@cazmayt28868 жыл бұрын
1.Lie down 2. Try not to cry 3. Cry a lot 😢
@avinashlaiphrakpam75634 жыл бұрын
Owl city is criminally underrated.
@paxk812110 жыл бұрын
I'M NOT CRYING MY EYES ARE JUST SWEATING
@WickerBasket1910 жыл бұрын
Just let the tears flow, just let them flow!!!
@deselise10 жыл бұрын
Corey Meier Let it out, let it out. I won't judge!
@totallylegittrash278010 жыл бұрын
Let them go! Let them go! I know you cant hold them back anymore! Let them go! Let them go!
@turtlebees7454 жыл бұрын
When I was 11 I walked into my dad's room because everyday around lunch time we'd eat lunch and watch TV. When I walked in I saw him take his last breath after over dosing. That image of his lifeless eyes still haunts me years later. I've thought about ending it multiple times but then I stop and think about how much pain he left behind and how much pain I'd leave behind on my new foster family. They've gotten attached and want to adopt me. I miss him everyday and talk to his ashes about how my day went. I always tell him about how school is going and how my social life is. If only he could have fought just a little bit longer. If only I could've seen what he was going through. Since that day I haven't failed to be there for someone who needs it. I have saved some lives because I refuse to let anyone feel alone
@skydivertyler10 жыл бұрын
When I was 12, my dad had to legally leave because he did horrible things to my sister. He was not a good father. I forgave him, but my sister, my mom, and I went through a lot (But now, we are as awesome, and going through it made us stronger...). And also, Adam skydived/skydive and I have wanted to skydive since I was 5. I feel like he is a soul brother to me.
@okok866310 жыл бұрын
....what did he do?
@skydivertyler10 жыл бұрын
I don't want to get into detail...
@okok866310 жыл бұрын
SkydiverTyler ok im sorry
@skydivertyler10 жыл бұрын
Anna Skoglund You are okay, it just makes me a bit sad... But I'm SO much better now! :)
@okok866310 жыл бұрын
SkydiverTyler so glad to hear
@MrFUNVID1238 жыл бұрын
This song, I personally don't relate too.. but for anyone who it does, I am sorry you had to go through something like this. I hope you're doing good, and you got through it okay. Much love, and Hugs
@lukelindsay18875 жыл бұрын
Scotteh my dad killed himself when I was young. The day before my moms birthday
@mm-xr7jw7 жыл бұрын
"This Isn't The End" An eight year old girl had a panic attack 'Cause the father she loved left and never looked back No longer the hero she counted on He told her he loved her and then he was gone She tried to look happy in front of her friends But knew that she'd never feel normal again She fought back the tears as they filled her eyes And wanted him back just to tell him goodbye When the rain falls down When it all turns around When the light goes out This isn't the end Her dad was a good guy that everyone liked But nobody knew he was dying inside He promised his family he'd be alright And then with a gunshot he left them behind When the rain falls down When it all turns around When the light goes out This isn't the end When the rain falls down When it all turns around When the light goes out This isn't the end, no. The role of a father he never deserved He abandoned his daughter and never returned And over the years though the pain was real She finally forgave him and started to heal How close is the ending, well, nobody knows The future's a mystery and anything goes Love is confusing and life is hard You fight to survive 'cause you made it this far It's all too astounding to comprehend It's just the beginning this isn't the end It's just the beginning this isn't the end
@mysticarts7569 жыл бұрын
I'm crying. You're crying. We're all crying or maybe very sad. If you lost your father, or mother, you'd cry? This is a song, we feel the emotions, we feel sad too.
@ryanspoon88869 жыл бұрын
I was writing about 9/11 when i was listening to this song, and the double sadness just broke my heart. I practically sobbed the entire time I was writing.
@vincelam19989 жыл бұрын
+Ryan Spoon ;(
@nothitler43279 жыл бұрын
+Ryan Spoon *ALLAHU AKBAR*
@scottmoran87029 жыл бұрын
+Not Hitler no, not in this comment section.
@JonnyDramma9 жыл бұрын
I can just imagine how many people died during the that, that had families, and they expected them to come home...
@nothitler43278 жыл бұрын
+Jonny Dramma those jihadists were brave ;(
@PhilipThrosselMusic4 жыл бұрын
Adam is unbelievably inspiring for me; he's one of the main reasons I started making music and i genuinely hope to be in the same conversations as him one day. So much love and respect for this guy.
@colbyjcobain82828 жыл бұрын
My Uncle years ago now left my family due to depression. Took his life and left many pieces behind. As well as today my Grandmother left due to her old, frail body but one thing always remains. The memories will always last even though the pain subsidies. I miss them deeply and will forever rock my heart to the core. RIP to anybody that has dealt with the loss of of loved one.
@Jonayofsweden9 жыл бұрын
He promised his family hid be alright. And then with a gunshot he left them behind... :(
@AG-iu6pv9 жыл бұрын
So sad..
@MrGrayWolf9 жыл бұрын
+Jonayofsweden *he'd neadst Well, I tried. :p Thanks though
@neadst9 жыл бұрын
+Gray Himakar He'd* ;)
@lordstumpy29459 жыл бұрын
+Jonayofsweden choo choo here comes the feels train
@dylanchew70799 жыл бұрын
😭
@justinkramer6714 Жыл бұрын
🥺😭 My lil sister committed suicide this year, day before St. Patrick's Day. We used to listen to fireflies growing up. I miss her so much. RIP lil sis I love you and miss you 😭😭😭❤
@mariakirstininamendoza28569 жыл бұрын
Is Adam Young the only singer who has no bashers in any of his KZbin music videos?
@sammywally79659 жыл бұрын
what's a basher
@Harreh20009 жыл бұрын
+Hotrod 68 haters or trolls
@sammywally79659 жыл бұрын
Harry George oh. thank you!
@Harreh20009 жыл бұрын
+Hotrod 68 No prob
@varun2920009 жыл бұрын
He does but those are just people who don't know how to appreciate synth pop or constructive melodies!
@swedishdogs33277 жыл бұрын
I haven't lost any of my parents but this song just speaks to me so well. A friend of mine left me without saying anything, I don't know if she's alive or not but I still miss her. I've been suffering from panic attacks since 2014 and never found a song that i can relate to as much as this one. Thank you Adam. Just thank you. Thank you for making this song. For singing it. Thank you for helping so many people.
@reggiebrousseau528310 ай бұрын
The more I explore this band the more I give them props. Not a one off fly by. Hats off for real
@s1l1c0n28 жыл бұрын
I always have to scroll down to hide the visuals. The first time I listened to this song, I watched the video and literally started crying. You make this world better. I take my hat off to you, Owl City.
@steVENOM9 жыл бұрын
I'm not crying. My eyes are just sweating.
@videolover20039 жыл бұрын
˓˓(ᑊᘩᑊ⁎) I'm fine. My mascara... is just... leaky! Yeah! That's it...
@BigcatTVGaming7 жыл бұрын
Sure
@bestusernameever65184 жыл бұрын
I love how it leads you to believe it's just about a father abandoning the family, and then it becomes clear when the word "gunshot" is sung right before the chorus.
@Renoht29010 жыл бұрын
Can someone please tell me why "Anaconda" and "All About That Bass" have hundreds of millions more views than this song? As a normal human, I prefer inspiration over degradation. Please, someone, explain with something legitimate.
@igotpixelated78299 жыл бұрын
Maybe because they are more promoted by Radio stations?
@Renoht2909 жыл бұрын
***** Yeah, probably. These songs aren't as recognized.
@pfchan90529 жыл бұрын
Maybe because people have no conscience this days : / and prefer silly songs that may be perv in a way...
@MisterIchabod9 жыл бұрын
Because, this video is about death and people do not like to think about our own mortality or realities that remind us of how short life can be. The songs you mention help us to forget that reality, if even temporarily, by enticing us to focus on our more baser desires.
@Renoht2909 жыл бұрын
Sacerdos33 If you ask me, I think this song deserves more views than Nicki Manaj's "Stupid Hoe". Just sayin'.
@mymidsummersunshine8 жыл бұрын
Every time I watch this I think I'm gonna make it through without crying, and every time I'm wrong.
@latira68737 жыл бұрын
I wasn't prepared when I first heard this song, honestly, because I was listening to the album without paying attention while writing a short story and I like to listen to Owl city to focus....I actually had to stop and just stare blankly at the ceiling until it finished, because it both made my throat and burned my eyes with a thousand onions. I don't even really relate to the song, but the way Adam sings it somehow made it hit home like an arrow on the bullseye. I just put it on repeat and laid back in the bed for a few minutes. Its such a beautiful song, I've never had a song that literally made me cry just from listening to it.
@iambutterpuppy11433 жыл бұрын
6 years later and this song is still amazingly good compared to everything else
@cosmic30048 жыл бұрын
This song hit me really hard. My cousin killed himself and my best friend left me. I ended up crying throughout the whole video.
@talondiwisch52068 жыл бұрын
My cousin recently killed himself as well. It's quite sad.
@talondiwisch52068 жыл бұрын
+Matthew Bunn I didn't cry but thank you. But I love the message in this song however.
@nikkiarmstrong21987 жыл бұрын
idk what i'm doing lol same
@sentientdovah36617 жыл бұрын
Adam, thank you for writing this. My dad passed away last December from sickness, and I relate to the girl so much. I thank the Lord for you, this song has helped me quite a bit.
@WickerBasket1910 жыл бұрын
Brought Tears to my eyes! Love the song, love the video, but the story behind the video was soooooooo sad!!!!! Adam, please, make more videos that change people's hearts like this and Beautiful Times because you are the only band that i know makes music like this that has a meaning behind the video!! Hope you guys don't stop!!!!
@WickerBasket1910 жыл бұрын
Spoug7FAN Owl City is a band
@BirdSonglmao10 жыл бұрын
It's just him, he's not a band
@WickerBasket1910 жыл бұрын
Everybody put your comments to newer first then scroll down till you find a Libby Siefker then read it because i believe it!!!
@WickerBasket1910 жыл бұрын
TheLyros The Reason i say "A band" is because he is good enough to be a band all by himself!!
@HARARoblox10 жыл бұрын
He said "Adam", which implies he knows he's only one person. Technically, Owl City is a music project, not a band, but band is so commonly used it's easy to see where the confusion comes from.
@Fuzzcherry10 жыл бұрын
THE TEARS ARE REAL
@WickerBasket1910 жыл бұрын
;_;
@brightamiii7 жыл бұрын
This song really helped me deal with grief. This May I lost my grandmother. This was the first ever time I lost someone close to me and I took it really hard. The line "she wanted him back just to tell him goodbye" really speaks out to me. My grandmother lived in South Africa and was planning to visit this August. I haven't seen her in over 5 years and now I'll never get the chance to. I relate to this lyric so much, I just want her back, just for a moment, just to apologise for anything I've done to her, to tell her goodbye and that I love her. I don't think I would've been able to deal with her loss as well as I did if it weren't for Adam's music. I hope he knows how much he and his music means to me, and I want to thank him. Only God knows where my mental state would be if it weren't for him. ❤️
@SyntheticReign10 жыл бұрын
You can FEEL the emotion in his voice at 1:22. Adam, you've saved so many lives, including my own. Thank you for all that you do, and please don't ever stop. :,)
@rhettgedies746710 жыл бұрын
I TOTALLY understand what you are saying but.....on the scale of raw emotion in vocals...that was pretty weak. Listen to "This Is The End (If You Want It)" by Relient K (the lead singer is ironically one of Adam's very close friends and songwriter companions). You can literally hear his voice crack as he lets out a struggling scream. Tops the emotion here hands down. I love this song but all I'm saying is, the vocals don't come close to the "raw emotion" given by many other artists. Jason Brown
@SyntheticReign10 жыл бұрын
Rhett Gedies Oh I know, I'm just saying. His live songs contain some more emotion, but overall his songs just make me happy.
@foziatariq313010 жыл бұрын
I'm crying! This song is so sad! Am I the only one who is crying?!
@piederbeeli63519 жыл бұрын
Fozia Tariq No.
@giuliaviglianti76339 жыл бұрын
Fozia Tariq No.
@cpblasterdark9 жыл бұрын
nope
@charmanda96359 жыл бұрын
NO!! *sobs*
@PaintedBleucats9 жыл бұрын
Noooo :(
@speedbird15988 жыл бұрын
One of the few songs that nearly makes me cry. I know this guy is a pop singer, but I just love his music.
@sandygehrmann63098 жыл бұрын
I agree on both points :). Another is the music video for Say Something by Christina Aguilera and A Great Big World
@speedbird15988 жыл бұрын
I love this song but it's too painful to listen to.
@sandygehrmann63098 жыл бұрын
Speedbird :)
@axeltheredpanda8 жыл бұрын
Speedbird I listen to music a lot but this is the first song that has ever made me cry and i actually had tears rolling down my face through the whole song
@yazminl.irizarry34738 жыл бұрын
This song makes me cry everytime i hear it because it reminds me of my past when my parents were together there divorced now , but still i like it 😢
@Mari-jv2le4 жыл бұрын
To the 1% who reads this Your skin isn't paper, don't cut it Your face isn't a mask, don't cover it Your body isn't a book, dont judge it Your life isn't a movie, don't end it Your heart isn't a door, don't lock it You're beautiful💓 Be you... Now please spread this message to the other 99%
@michstan8 жыл бұрын
This song is my life story. I've never related to something more and I listen to this song on repeat and cry because it is touching and I've not had the best childhood considering I relate to this and I thank you guys for making this.
@EarPlugTV Жыл бұрын
This is one of the most beautiful songs ever made. ❤
@aritramaity35297 жыл бұрын
How can 316 people dislike this amazing song? This song is a beauty, the theme is magnificient and the meaning that it conveys just can't be described in words.
@SUKU_SAGHE Жыл бұрын
Because they can not speak english
@ness47684 жыл бұрын
"Her dad was a good guy that everyone liked But nobody knew he was dying inside..." 😢😥
@Cjjj_1997 Жыл бұрын
This song always made me cry.
@Franticfolk8 жыл бұрын
This tells the story of me I am 12 now but I was only 11 when it happened my dad had drug addiction and in December close to Christmas we got the news he had passed away he shot him self to escape the earth and that really left a mark on me After that for some reason I wanted to die as well only then I started listening to you music I found owl city when looking through nightcore music I had downloaded all you albums but only then i saw a song titled this isn't the end I listened to it and I was crying so hard. Even though I miss my dad this isn't the end 🙂
@Draezeth7 жыл бұрын
when I first heard this song, the idea of forgiveness at the end of this song was strange. How could she forgive him for what he did? But as time went on, I learned that forgiveness isn't what most people think it is. It isn't about excusing something. It isn't about letting the person that hurt you go, it's about setting yourself free. Forgiveness releases the weight that holds you down. The weight of resentment and pain. Thanks for helping me learn that, Adam.
@gyino1 Жыл бұрын
we will always remember MUM AND DAD GREAT PARENTS - RIP
@Sophia-bf5fr10 жыл бұрын
THE FEELS
@WickerBasket1910 жыл бұрын
The Feels are Real.... ;_;
@OwlCityNewSongs10 жыл бұрын
I’m seeing SO many comments like: “Adam. Yr Dumb. What is a visualizer?” Well ladies and gentleman, it’s not quite a lyric video, yet it’s not a full blown music video that you’d see on MTV, VH1, MuchMusic, etc. It simply is a visual companion to the track itself. - From Adam Young Blog. Music video by Owl City performing This Isn’t The End. (C) 2014 Republic Records, a division of UMG Recordings, Inc. - From Vevo
@davidmu244310 жыл бұрын
What's this song about??
@davidmu244310 жыл бұрын
Plus, could you allow yourself to explain something this song?:D) We'll be so delighted to read it anywhere. Tell US!!!:D) (Since we cannot find anything explained about this song on Wikipedia or anywhere)
@OwlCityNewSongs10 жыл бұрын
David Mu As a reply to Facebook, he said that it was about 'someone special' That's all
@davidmu244310 жыл бұрын
OwlCityNewSongs Wait..just wait a sec. Are you the real Owl City/Adam Young?? Because if you are, then why are you talking in 3rd person!?
@OwlCityNewSongs10 жыл бұрын
David Mu NOOOOO!
@sleepypuppies33817 жыл бұрын
Theres a pain in my heart when hearing this song because when you take a time to understand every words in it, you'll realize the reality of life.
@prettypinkprince10 жыл бұрын
I lost my dad when I was three and I've never really cried about it till now.
@Fox_in_Thoughts8 жыл бұрын
I felt like crying :( I like how Owl City tells stories through his songs and he can make you feel happy or sad or even give you courage.
@ODiS337 жыл бұрын
i am a"primary school" graduate and i was really gonna miss my friends, but when i heard this, it showed me that i wasn't alone, and everyone is for me, and life is hard, and as adam said... *it's just the beginning, this isn't the end*
@hannah-3297 жыл бұрын
I've been looking for this song forever! Reading all the comments almost made me cry.
@BriansRainbowOverIreland6 жыл бұрын
This song came on my youtube mix. I had never heard it before, and if you had told me that somehow Adam had found some news article written on my dad and wrote this song based off it, I would have believed you. I was eight when he committed suicide, and, being a trans man, I would have been written as his eldest daughter at the time. His last words to me were that he loved me. Later, I changed my name to Rain ("...when the rain falls down..."). I can't believe how much I relate to this song, both in how it felt to lose him then, and how it feels now, healing and forgiving him and having had his depression passed down to me, trying not to become him and "fighting to survive because I've made it this far". Randomly discovering this song really does feel like one of those moments where the universe looks down on you and gently places something monumental to you in your hands.
@rosannaberckley55155 жыл бұрын
I don't know how I came across this song either but it's very close to my situation as well. I hope you're doing alright.
@hobbitrash78158 жыл бұрын
What I love about owl city is that he compares people that hold him dearly (in songs) with art and things he love, this is something mainstream artists has just started doing and it is not even comparable to the way Adam does it, the rest of the mainstream ones are usually cheesy and unoriginal not using a single metaphor.
@HanMew9 жыл бұрын
To anyone having trouble understanding: Her father had committed suicide via gun due to depression caused by reasons unknown, possibly because of an absence of a mom.
@itsskreed7729 жыл бұрын
The song say something about him not feeling like he should be a father or is not good for a father role . Since the song is sang on a father's perspective
@jellowiz19 жыл бұрын
its SKREED Not quite, almost though. The lines, "The role of a Father he never deserved, He abandoned his daughter and never returned." Is saying, it isn't very fatherly to leave your daughter to fend for herself. This verse is emulating the hate the daughter might have felt, like wishing that her father wasn't her father. At the end of the verse, "She finally forgave him, and started to heal." reflects her change of heart.
@HanMew9 жыл бұрын
"And with a gunshot, he left them behind" Remember
@Redcap009 жыл бұрын
Luxina Lavistria batman?
@deusignis75829 жыл бұрын
+Luxina Lavistria depression is the reason why
@budgaming10186 жыл бұрын
I can relate to this song. my parents have been divorced all my life, which still makes me feel distant from my mom. I have a best friend who i love so much but they were and might still be depressed or worse. this song means so much to me :(.
@sythirius427 жыл бұрын
"Her Dad was a good guy that everyone liked, but nobody knew he was dying inside. He promised his family they'd be alright, and then with a gunshot he left them behind." That last line hit me right in the heart.
@Ahmm10110 жыл бұрын
I play this Ultraviolet album everyday in my car. I'm heading home in a while, guess what I'm gonna be rocking my head to
@tupoiu10 жыл бұрын
Careful, doing that too much could permanently wreck your tear glands :')
@atishaybajpai19669 жыл бұрын
It remainds me of my days at kota...i used to hear this song.. My fav line is..."u fight to survive cuz u made this far.."
@irakatesingson56943 жыл бұрын
This song is very special to me, I am a Daddy's girl and I lost him when I was 9, some of its lyrics was accurate. My father died of Gun shot.
@piederbeeli63519 жыл бұрын
Adam Young is a gift to mankind. He infuses levity into even the most real and daunting experiences. Adam Young is a Christian. He has got a great heart. He keeps it real. "She finally forgave him, and started to heal." It is a wolf bite to be without Mr. Young. This is the song that the music award community missed.
@bernadinemagnaye76139 жыл бұрын
Tru :P
@Olivia-bb6ug9 жыл бұрын
That's a bit inconvenient, including he's a Christian.. I'm atheist but I am a loving person. Religion does NOT matter! It matters what type of person you are, on the inside.
@AuraAbsorber9 жыл бұрын
ArcticShadows AJ I was thinking a that, I'm glad you said it x
@kaladin74879 жыл бұрын
ArcticShadows AJ Finally an atheist who respects others for their beliefs. Just with that sentence you have my utmost respect.
@puppythewolf67989 жыл бұрын
ArcticShadows AJ I really agree with you. It doesn't matter what their religion is, it matters on what they are, on what you are, on the inside.
@ohiobrownie58918 жыл бұрын
this song makes me cry every time...
@gabe-ri4if7 жыл бұрын
ohiobrownie idk same 😅😣😢😭
@Itsallawesome4 жыл бұрын
This song truly saves lives. It’s my reminder for when things get dark and I feel like disappearing.
@tacokat33358 жыл бұрын
My best friend and her dad was in this video. Very beautiful song, truthfully. Love this, teared up while watching.
@user-88188 жыл бұрын
OH THE FEELS 😭😭😭😭😭
@dragontatoes7 жыл бұрын
I see a lot of other comments with similar stories to mine. I was 13 when my parents had a terrible separation and my father left. After some of the worst months of my life, Fireflies became popular, and it made me finally happy again. For years, Owl City kept me optimistic through hard times and comforted me when nothing else did. When this song released, it reminded me of exactly what Adam Young's music had taught me all those years ago: No matter what pain I am enduring, there is still happiness in the world for me. It's just the beginning.
@ash-hj9eg3 жыл бұрын
i miss this song so much:( the best song ever!
@cinderelliepie23658 жыл бұрын
i sang this at my granpa's funeral : "This Isn't The End" An young girl had a panic attack 'Cause the granpa she loved left and never looked back No longer the hero she counted on He told her he loved her and then he was gone She tried to look happy in front of her friends But knew that she'd never feel normal again She fought back the tears as they filled her eyes And wanted him back just to tell him goodbye When the rain falls down When it all turns around When the light goes out This isn't the end He was a good guy that everyone liked But everyone knew he was dying inside He promised his family they'd be alright And eventually he left them behind When the rain falls down When it all turns around When the light goes out This isn't the end When the rain falls down When it all turns around When the light goes out This isn't the end, no. The role of a granpa he always deserved but he left his family and never returned And over the years though the pain was real She finally forgave him and started to heal How close is the ending, well, nobody knows The future's a mystery and anything goes Love is confusing and life is hard You fight to survive 'cause you made it this far It's all too astounding to comprehend It's just the beginning this isn't the end It's just the beginning this isn't the end
@cinderelliepie23658 жыл бұрын
he died from cancer
@pure-84488 жыл бұрын
+CinderEllie Pie Whoa. That's lovely ❤️
@losersweepers.6 жыл бұрын
"When someone end's their life, they aren't really ENDING the pain, their just passing it on to those, who were left behind..."
@gtxvayne34923 жыл бұрын
This Message for Owl city, I hope you start doing more songs for us because your songs changed our life for the better.
@reesesduckk Жыл бұрын
I can relate to this song in a different sort of way. I never lived with either of my parents due to them having drug issues. I've always lived with my aunt and uncle, they were my parents throughout my whole life. even still, I always looked up to my actual Mom and Dad as a kid, and loved them as much as possible. one day, March 31st, coincidentally this very day, my mother was in a car accident, and I hadnt seen her for years before the incident. my whole world came crashing down, I was only in 8th grade and after not even knowing much about her I was devastated. I remember my father didnt come to the funeral, and I remember hating him for it. I thought he didnt care, I felt betrayed and hurt, like he didnt really love my mom. "then with a gunshot, he left them behind." means something entirely different to me. I didn't hear from him for a while before he suddenly moved in to stay with my grandmother. he wasn't in the best mindstate, he would drink and do drugs and all sorts of stuff. "the role of a father he never deserved." I never felt very comfortable around him until my sister and my niece moved in for whatever reason, he changed for the better, and well "she finally forgave him and started to heal." this song means so much to me, it truly is a masterpiece and not only is it a lovely song, its from one of my favorite music artist who's helped me over the years.
@daleolimpia5 жыл бұрын
My uncle passed away just this morning, i don't knew him so much, but this last month we were more close of him. He had a conflictive relation with his only daugther, and just like the lyrics of this video, she wasn't forgave him yet. Now, i only hope change of mind and left the past behind. This song it's very sad but strong at the same time. I didn't can't hold the tears, and i usually consider myself as a cold man. I never expected find this song, i was eating now when i heard the words of the singer at the restaurant. It touched me a lot. Rest in peace now, uncle. Just fly. I will remember you always
@Brentjulz295 жыл бұрын
Condolence my friend
@DaveAndAlbertShow4 жыл бұрын
This song will stay close to my heart till I die. It helps me keep going. My sister was kidnapped on the day of my other sister's birthday back when I was on my 2nd grade. I was too young to learn that people come and go. I was always known as the brother of the missing girl, it was hard to be reminded every time someone asks about her. Growing up not understanding what's happening and seeing my mom cry every night not knowing how to help was my childhood. Seeing my sister tear up everytime her birthday comes. We still haven't seen our sister, but the case is still ongoing. I'm now 21 years old and the pain is still here, still getting more painful. It sucks but we can't even talk about it in our family, cause it still hurts. I've been listening to this song every now and then since 2014. The last few lines kept me going, it's just the beginning, this isn't the end.
@meowforcats66944 жыл бұрын
I feel the same way.
@soffedyr299010 жыл бұрын
My biggest concern was definitely that the visualiser wouldn't pay respect to the message of the song, but this really does. A very beautiful visualiser. Gave me chills a couple of times.