This almost BROKE ME!!! | Falling in Reverse | LAST RESORT REIMAGINED | Rapper Reaction | COMMENTARY

[@tcopeful]

Even papa roach thanked him for this song saying he delivered the message that they wanted to in a way they couldnt.

[@pauzeandrewind]

Oh wow

[@LophiusAiam]

the video when he shows it to paparoach in person and asks for permission is so cute@@pauzeandrewind

[@Ericsaidful]

@@pauzeandrewindPapa Roach was on set for the song. I know the look, and the movement, when I see it. The people who have felt it know, and they know when they see it. I can see it in you and how you sort of look lost in the moment and I appreciate you for wearing that on your sleeve. It’s helped me watching this a few times to let those doors open and let the emotions out that I shut up just to make it through each hour. Hope you’re good man.

[@TheGrinchStoleMyBong]

​​@@LophiusAiamhe was so nervous he was shaking

[@stephanirichardson6890]

agreed ​@@LophiusAiamyou should watch the youtube video of Ronnie showing Jacoby from PapaRoach the song for the first song. The emotion between the two of them legit made me cry

[@Chiefs65tpt]

one of the best things I've seen describing Ronnie Radke is - "We get it Ronnie you can Music"

[@johnmartin9854]

Coined by my dudes on Ryker Road!!

[@stephhatch9646]

I absolutely love Kyle and Eric!❤

[@lorriredmon8212]

I have their T-shirt with this saying! @@johnmartin9854

[@donnasilvio3974]

THIS

[@KIdek-TR3PO]

I was just gonna comment that he reminds me of them and your comment was the first I saw,its awesome others thought the same thing

[@sally8704]

I’m so happy that you appreciate his work because this guy deserves all of this positivity and respect

[@pauzeandrewind]

His talent is really something special.

[@richtherocket795]

You should watch the video of Ronnie showing Jacoby the rough cut for the first time. It's really a beautiful thing to see how nervous Ronnie is that it won't live up to Papa's version, and Jacoby's reaction to him and the song!💙

[@stefaniebrauer128]

💯

[@MixOfAwe]

Watch I am not a vampire (original version) and right after I am not a vampire revamped. It is pure perfection. First one also shows the style they used to do back in the day. Great reactions btw. I will stick around.

[@JoelLloyd-hr7cq]

Second that. You will again be blown away! Love your reactions bro!

[@Danny_chew]

3rd that^^^

[@stephhatch9646]

Yes!!!!!!!!!❤

[@jimjungle8488]

💯

[@Blackey92]

This^

[@thetalantonx]

That primal scream of joy and grief resonated as deeply within me as the song itself. It's something special when a song clearly connects with someone else on the same depth and intensity.

[@heathercreel6349]

I look for reactions to Ronnie songs to find people I’m gonna enjoy because if we feel it on the same level then there has to be a connection

[@sarahsmith8780]

Ronnie watches reaction videos... I really hope he finds ur reactions & ur music... a collab would be phenomenal!!

[@pauzeandrewind]

A collab would be insanity!

[@luckycachingmama19]

I was trying to tag him in this video so that he could see it but it didn't work...

[@stefaniebrauer128]

Same

[@CornholeWithAdrenaline]

11:45 is the best reaction I’ve ever seen. Props to this guy. Ronnie deserves that kind of respect. Just got yourself a new subscriber.

[@pauzeandrewind]

Thank you!

[@sherrileffel4523]

Ditto🤘🔥

[@jimjungle8488]

The craziest thing for me... There's a ton of people who think this is trash - I mean, each to their own, but, are you watching and listening? Like, at all? My man said it - this is EPIC!

[@pauzeandrewind]

People think this is trash? I can't even comprehend that.

[@lagronemikal]

@@pauzeandrewind You know those folks who are too cool for everything yet they ain't never made any music of their own in their lives, but judge the shit outta everything. Haters basically. Glad you found Ronnie. Dude is pretty much unmatched. I'm a 46 year old punk rocker who used to tour the southeast playing tons of shows and I recognize unbelievable talent when i see/hear it and this dude is God-tier for sure. You're going to love several more of his songs. Can't wait to watch bro. I'll submit a few suggestions- you mentioned "The Trilogy", it consists of 3 tracks, "Losing My Mind", "Losing My Life", and "DRUGS." The videos and songs are meant to be viewed/heard in order as they tell his personal story (Heroin, violence, jail, etc). It's definitely super good. He has an old song from like 2011 called "I'm Not a Vampire" and it's his old genre. Way different from what you've seen. Still very good tho. Ten years after he made a "Revamped" version. It's simply incredible, song and video. Same song, totally different version. Lots of reactors will do both in one video to discuss the contrast. Highly recommend! Then two individual tracks that are newer and consistent with his newer sound (rapping, smooth ass rock parts) "Popular Monster" is incredible and I believe his biggest song to date. Also "Voices in My Head." Sick song, sick video. Can't go wrong with any of those dude.

[@andreamajchrzak3475]

The people who think it is trash are just Ronnie's haters! They will never appreciate him because they are jealous!

[@thenamesmack]

Ronnie's version put the emotion into both the music and the vocals that the lyrics truly deserved.

[@offroadkitty6218]

His mother was an addict and walked out of his life when he was still a child. He references it a lot throughout his music.

[@katarinafiebelkorn8171]

The lead singer of papa roach actually asked Ronnie to cover his song for the ten year anniversary. Their is also a video where the lead singer is presented the reimagined version before it was completely finished where Ronnie took the song to Jacoby

[@pauzeandrewind]

Woooow! That's cool af!

[@katarinafiebelkorn8171]

Please react to chemical prisoner by falling in reverse or superhero by falling in reverse

[@sally8704]

I had know idea that he was asked to cover this song. For some reason that makes it even better!

[@sally8704]

I’m so happy that you appreciate his work because this guy deserves all of this positivity and respect

[@devildog0711211]

Ronnie was so nervous when he played the Song for Jacoby that his hands were shaking. He respected him and idolized him so much he was just hoping that he liked his version of it.

[@whanitabothma-yq5qp]

Your reaction gave me CHILLS! Thanks man!

[@pauzeandrewind]

This one was heavy, I had goosebumps, and I dont get those. Lol

[@TheGrinchStoleMyBong]

​@@pauzeandrewindit brought tears to me as I've been there. I am still there, but won't kill myself. I have a daughter that would devastate her as I am her world.

[@Amehdion]

Your reaction is so cathartic, that yell when Ronnie begins to rebuild the world symbolizing his choice to not give up. Such raw emotion can't be put into words, I felt the exact same way.

[@thetalantonx]

13:37 - Jensen Noen deserves allll his flowers, man. He did the MV for this as well as Watch The World Burn which you rightly recognized as the prequel to this video. After his rage exploded and burned the world... Ronnie was free to walk the ashes and honestly confront his grief. When you hit rock bottom, the only way to go is up. And I like how you phrased it as "almost broke" you. The world nearly crumbled completely before the moment of peace and the cathartic rebuilding began.

[@pauzeandrewind]

Amazing!

[@jaredpickrell8310]

This song has always had such an impact with me since i was a kid (think i was ten or so when the original came out). When i saw FIR release a reimagined version i was really hesitant, as it was my second favorite Papa Roach song (between angels and insects being number one). After i heard this version i broke down, i always knew the subject matter of the song was deep and i could relate to the feelings... But Ronnie made them hit home so much harder. There's a video of Ronnie showing Jacoby (singer of Papa Roach) his early version of it (FIR toured with Papa Roach and Ronnie had asked Jacoby for permission to do a version of the song) and in the video Ronnie is visibly nervous showing Jacoby the song, demonstrating how important it was to him not only on a personal level, but a basic feeling of how his friend would react to it. Everything surrounding this reimagining is deeply human, which is beautiful in my humble opinion. I just discovered your reaction videos about thirty minutes ago and I'm running my way through your FIR videos (sorry, just a mega fan and i promise I'll get to your other ones, glimpsed a Saw movie review so bet I'll be there). All i want to say is I love your energy, your insight into lyrics and your overall breakdowns of the songs. You have earned a fan. I also saw a clip of one of your groups songs at the beginning of your reaction to Watch The World Burn and you definitely hooked me, im for sure going to check it out. Much love, keep doing what you're doing.

[@pauzeandrewind]

Thanks so much, I appreciate this comment a lot. Thanks for taking the time to check me out. Much love, and I hope ya stick around for a while! 🙌🏽

[@DEEZYGamingYT]

Bro, I gotta let you know. I watch a ton of KZbin videos but you'll hardly catch me in the comments. Your reactions are hella organic and just straight up next level. Keep on doing this.

[@pauzeandrewind]

Damn G, thank you. I really appreciate you taking the time to say that. Much love, homie.

[@marshagrebjohnston8669]

Never listened to the lyrics until Ronnie slowed it down and made me hear it!! Absolutely beautiful ❤❤❤

[@natalieallen1311]

That is 100% raw emotion all the way through! I feel this version in my soul with the way it is delivered!

[@Emilie-one]

That first pause and his drop at the words “I’m fine”… That kills me I cried the first time I heard this.

[@stefaniebrauer128]

I don’t know if I’ve ever felt such genuine 100 % heartfelt emotion and appreciation for a song then I did watching this man. Just wow. So happy to see someone get it and vibe with it so hard.

[@pauzeandrewind]

🙌🏽

[@stefaniebrauer128]

@@pauzeandrewind 🙌

[@lindseyanne316]

Love how genuine your reactions are! You DEFINITELY need to check out I’m Not A Vampire (Revamped) … it is an absolute masterpiece

[@XCBen]

One of my favorites

[@joeski6999]

This has a “my heart will go on” kind of feel. With how big the song sounded & Ronnie’s delivery.

[@Sheildmaiden957]

The original comes on , be head banging in my car - this one comes on and I gotta pull over because I’m crying so hard. Hits the soul and possibly has saved my life. Great reaction 🖤

[@ryannelson3220]

right there with ya, this song hits hard

[@Sheildmaiden957]

@@ryannelson3220 ♥️

[@gusswier3952]

Great reaction!!!!!!!!!!!

[@christina_ellis]

❤❤❤❤ holy crap your reaction moved me to tears jesus that was unexpected I thought I thought I'd seen and heard Ronnie's version enough to not cry anymore like a big ass baby. Nope lol. All my love to you my friend. Fantastic work as usual ❤

[@pauzeandrewind]

❤️❤️❤️

[@jimjungle8488]

Same... (grown ass man here) !!

[@jmm5304]

Zombified, The Drug in Me is You/The Drug is Reimagined, Voices in my Head, Popular Monster, I'm Not a Vampire/I'm Not a Vampire Revamped 💯🔥🔥🔥

[@stephhatch9646]

I definitely cried hearing this cover. And i love how much Jacoby Shaddix loves this cover.❤

[@lisac.4094]

I'm 60 & have heard a lot of music, but when Ronnie released this version, instantly became my #1 fav. Ive been in that dark space u spoke of most if not all my life, so can really relate. Have watched a lot of reactions to this & have to say, by far, this is the best! 1st time watching a video frm u & didnt kno what to expect and WOW! U killed it! I was screaming YES right along wth u! I felt You feeling it. Wow, jst read last cpl sentences... u kno wht im saying right?lol it's all about the passion the for music & the way Ronnie delivers is truly amazing. All his reimagines are epic. Looking forward to checking out more of ur stuff. Take care!

[@pauzeandrewind]

Definitely, I know exactly what you're saying! Thanks for rewatching that with me, I appreciate the comment!

[@yoannerhard9450]

DUDE , Ronnie sublimed those beautiful lyrics 🤩😇🥰🤯🤲🤲

[@EastBoston617]

I'm not crying, your crying. 😢 this hits me right in the feels everytime I hear this

[@terrimanus2038]

That's the reason I love Falling In Reverse.. His songs are full of emotion and you can find yourself lost in emotions.. And yes def watch I am not a vampire both versions

[@saintekristoff7437]

I also lost my mother as a teenager. And that line you started speaking about also losing your mother is one of the most powerful lines in the song. "It all started when I lost my mother, no love for myself and no love for another, searching for lovers on a higher level, finding nothing but questions and devils."

[@Cassienka]

I explained somewhere else that I really appreciate the difference between the original which emphasized how we felt as teenagers and the rage. This here is how we feel as adults and the desperation made real. It's an incredible visual and musical explanation into the changes we go through and how our interpretation can change.

[@davidebusonera6303]

Loved your reaction!!

[@sarahelizabeth7389]

Popular Monster!!!! ❤❤❤❤

[@jamesclark5093]

This song hits you in places you thought you had buried.

[@pauzeandrewind]

Damn, facts!

[@bringerofpane2072]

The two greatest moments in that song were the second verse talking about the downward spiral and his lower register kicking in. Second was the scream being the internal scream as you're trying to rebuild your world while grieving

[@Spunky62]

Jacoby's reaction was PRICELESS! You should watch it!. J/S😏❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥💯

[@LinnaeWillis-pf8ul]

I have always loved Pappa Roach, they're version got me hyped up. Ronnie's version, pulled the emotion out of me. I finally understand the sadness behind the lyrics. Definitely shed some tears listening to this version.

[@texanmetalhead1]

What baffles me the most is that he recored this whole song in one take!

[@kathleenclark815]

I don't think that's true lol

[@2byforge]

630am here in OZ and of course I am gonna watch this with my breakfast. You're genuine appreciation for music and your ability to understand and breakdown not just the lyrics but the visuals etc.... this is why you are quickly becoming one of my favourite reactors. Well played Sir. There is some good Australian bands/groups you might need to check out. Especially a couple amazing hip-hop crews

[@mihaiadrian4038]

I fucking loved thiss reaction. I am waiting 38 years now to have that fucking release likeyou did at the end.

[@deniseduncan7363]

I love your vulnerability and reaction to a phenomenal reimagnation of this epic masterpiece and song. Both versions have meant the world to so many people.❤

[@VineyardWarrior]

I was able to take my 7 year old daughter to the Syracuse NY show back in September, her first concert and our favorite band. Was such an amazing time seeing Ronnie and all of this live, Ronnie is his own genre, you have a long and wonderful rabbit hole do dive in to 🤘🏻

[@pauzeandrewind]

Man, that's awesome!

[@RoxyKandyKoRn55]

Ronnie had the blessing of Jacoby Shaddix/Papa Roach...Ronnie was really nervous about having Jacoby listen to it...That is one hell of a complement to have the orinigal luv the updated version...Much luv to Papa Roach n Falling in Reverse for the amazing song...Side note, I took one of my daughters, 2 of my granddaughters, n one of my daughter in laws this past (Jan 19th 2024) to Falling in Reverse concert☺️🤗🎵🎼🎶💝

[@Nyarlah]

I just love it when an artist breaks the boundaries, suddenly people that never see each other gather and enjoy the same kickass moments. Music does that, teach music to your kids, you'll give them more verbs.

[@TheSwede9]

This is up there for my favorite cover of all time. Such a cool reimagining of the song. Killer reaction as always

[@andydavies4018]

Absolutely every time I hear this I get chills and things get a little blurry. It cuts deep and so close to home. EVERY time

[@april6058]

I think this is my new favorite reaction to this song! Ronnie is such an amazing artist- he can create such emotions with his voice. There are two videos where Ronnie is showing Jacoby from Papa Roach his version- he's so nervous. And another of Jacoby watching this video; really cool. Glad you notice that the end of this song is reversing the end of Watch the World Burn?

[@tinatrombetto2888]

Exactly like you said people didn't know what this song was about. I'm an old metal head so I knew what it was about.

[@danielmeola3651]

Yes man, the Best reaction ever to this song, i've lost the number of other reactions i watched. Thanks for the great moment you make experience

[@pauzeandrewind]

Thank you! I appreciate your time, fam.

[@austincreppel]

I’m sorry to hear about your mother. I have gone through some dark times but my deepest condolences to you because I could never imagine what it’s like to lose a parent ❤

[@pauzeandrewind]

Thank you, that means a lot. Much love to you.

[@LuciiDixon_Tattoos]

The loss of a mother line…. It frickin hits 😢 I lost my mum 1st September 2022. I’m still devastated and I’m still struggling this song hits hard for me the way Ronnie has done it ❤❤

[@topdoggjb]

Incredible reaction man! I know Ronnie checks out people's reactions and I hope he sees yours! From your knowledge of the original to the appreciate of FIR's remastered version, everything. I'm glad KZbin finally recommended me to your channel.

[@pauzeandrewind]

Thanks so much!

[@gracebreen427]

Best reaction to this video I’ve ever seen. I’m new to this group too and I can’t believe I hadn’t heard of them before. He was with the lead singer of papa roach showing him this and he loved it.

[@xorrynhexblade9486]

I think the reason you've never heard of them before is because until the last 3 years FIR put out mostly fun but ultimately disposable little pop tunes (Bad Girls Club, etc) and it hasn't been until lately that Ronnie Radke decided to really show the world what kind of musical powerhouse he really is with songs like Voices In My Head, Popular Monster, Watch The World Burn, and his reimagined songs like I'm Not A Vampire Revamped, The Drug In Me Is You Reimagined, and more. He can sing, he can rap, and he can put those emotions out there in ways that are so beautiful they hurt like razor blades in your heart.

[@greyday4784]

"IYKYK", FACTS. Great reaction man! 👍Thanks for the appreciation ❤

[@deannafossen7682]

I am so happy I subscribed, I have seen thousands of reaction videos to FIR, I’ve been watching for many years, they are my favorite band. Yours is one of the best reactions I’ve ever seen, congratulations, great job! I also recommend the vampire duo, but since you like strings and piano, I recommend you react to the Drug in me is You and the Drug in me is Reimagined first because the reimagined version has strings and a wonderful piano solo by Ronnie. Make sure you listen to both in the same reaction, the songs are about 10 years apart. The same with the vampire duo, they are also about 10 years apart. You need to react to Popular Monster, Zombified and Voices in my head. I would actually react to Popular Monster before anything else, it’s one of the biggest hits, they were number one on the rock charts for many weeks with that song. I also agree with the trilogy, of course, but I would save that for last. I am looking forward to watching go down the rabbit hole further, you are going to go far with your channel because you are great!

[@pauzeandrewind]

Thank you so much! What you said means a lot to me, and I appreciate you truly. Thanks for taking the time to watch!

[@deannafossen7682]

Awwwww, thank you and you are welcome! I look forward to more! @@pauzeandrewind

[@cobbsrenee]

Falling in Reverse is our next everything! Ronnie's vocals are beyond everything!

[@TananJess]

Great reaction brother thank you we really appreciate all of y'all's work 🙏💯

[@tsr7245]

I have been in that dark space twice in my life, and I wish this rendition was around when I was going through both of them. One being when I lost my mother. Thank you Ronnie, for this beautiful rendition.

[@ginxreacts]

oh my god, i'm 3:40 in and already loving your reaction to this!

[@Thale-451]

That is artistry, emotion conveyed in lyrics and voice that basically punch you in the chest, the video just making it hit even harder.

[@devilcow82]

An insightful and honest reaction. 10/10

[@bladnasternaster8607]

LOL, dude. LOVED this reaction. When you said that a lot of people didn't know what this song was about and you can't help but hearing it the way he's delivering it, you hit the nail on the head. Papa Roach was my head smashing into the steering wheel while driving down the highway. When I first heard this though was when I really got it and I was just as blown away as you were when you recorded this. Love your energy man. Subbed up.

[@lsk040607]

I have to say that your reaction to this song is by far my favorite! Thank you for sharing ❤

[@steve.h..]

New sub, I love reliving this song through someone new, amazing reaction

[@BigFanOfManyThings]

Watched so many reactions to this song, you are the first to cheer at the moment of time reversing as if we were watching all the avengers assemble 😊 love your reaction.

[@pauzeandrewind]

That's what it felt like! 🤣

[@Charlotte.walker]

I'm late to the party with your reactions, found you because of Prequel and now I'm going back down the rabbit hole! Love to see someone discovering FIR and love your genuine reaction to this!

[@irenerodriguez1703]

la mejor versión de reaccionando a esta canción. When you know, you know!!

[@TaylorVonStrasser]

"You can play the piano!? Of course you do! Of course!" ~all of us in unison 😂

[@czajer]

I loved your reaction 🥹 Gave me chills. Waiting for more FiR ❤❤❤ Sending love from Poland!

[@Soulja4ChristWeAreAtWar]

THE TRILOGY (in order): Losing My Mind Losing My Life Drugs

[@mirkatch7175]

This!

[@therealmrsog1]

Yesss!

[@amberclark5533]

God bless you. Your momma is watching and she is proud.

[@pauzeandrewind]

🥲 thank you so much.

[@seanstevenson9891]

"If you know, you know." Tru dat.😊 Great reaction. Subscribed.

[@quake_stan9051]

Dude everytime I see a reaction of this (sorry my English is bad I'm from Germany) it's just fabulous and great that everybody reminds their childhood and teenage times. 😢❤🎉🎉🎉

[@tonywaitkus]

Damn that was hands down the best reaction I ever saw!!

[@hayden_wp1688]

this is hands down the best reaction to this song, i like this guy

[@pauzeandrewind]

🙌🏽 thank you!

[@kReilly1988]

Hits like a sac of bricks when you listen to it for the lyrics and not the rock its made into. Good to see you back here. I mentioned Zombified in the Watch the World Burn video. I would say Voices in my head and Popular Monster are definitely up there with this one. And again, welcome to the FIR rabbit hole mate. Love from Huntsville Alabama.

[@BoredBro2zzz]

Dude at first I ain’t think your reaction would be wat it was but Damm u honestly are great how you explain everything is amazing thank you gives us hopeless hope thank you my guy. Appreciate it all

[@pauzeandrewind]

Thank you so much. Much love 🙌🏽

[@therealmrsog1]

I absolutely LOVE your reaction to this!! I have heard this song hundreds of times at this point, and I still tear up every time. Ronnie did something so magical with this.

[@pauzeandrewind]

It's amazing!

[@kelleyrasch]

Facts 🙌🔥

[@GM-in2io]

I had no idea what this song was about. This is amazing!!!!! Love your reactions ❤

[@laurahome1588]

Ya this song blew my mind too! Amazing!

[@tonymorgan4254]

That was pure genius is what dat was right there

[@AngelusNoctum]

Anything you can think of musical Ronni can do and do it at the highest level... so excited to see more FIR from you because forbso many of us this music saved us.. this is a cover of papa roches ...

[@simonedmondson8875]

I judge reactions of this song on whether or not people catch the world becoming un-burnt at the end. Well played. My guy Ronnie tells a story bro. Can’t wait to see you do more FIR Ronnie is a genius. Subscribed

[@mclendonclan1]

It brings me so much joy to see other people experiencing the genius of Ronnie Radke and FIR. Papa Roach gave us the teen angst - pissed off at the world. Ronnie gave us the man at the end of his rope. So emotionally raw! He gets me every single time❤

[@kodyblancet7413]

nothing better than the first time i watched and heard this song... what a great feeling i had after this song

[@nitoshashepherd5629]

Great reaction!!!! I agree with all the recomended songs...I can't wait to go on the FIR journey with you

[@mirkatch7175]

Came for the reimagined and stayed for pauze & rewind. Great reaction!

[@pauzeandrewind]

You a real one! Thank you!

[@Kim-vl3rd]

I loved your reaction! I’ve been a fan of Ronnie’s since 2006 and I love that more people are discovering him and Falling in Reverse’s talent 🤘🏻

[@donnasilvio3974]

You're right. Many ppl didn't really notice the lyrics when it first came out. I was a teenager when it came out on the radio. I'm certain I didn't quite notice all of the lyrics until I'd heard it MANY times. Granted, there were plenty of words I misheard in the song bc you couldn't easily find lyrics like we do today. Ronnie has made it an entirely new song, almost. Ronnie showing it to Papa Roach is the sweetest thing ever. Ronnie is shaking bc he's so nervious.

[@Sp1keSama]

amazing reaction bro

[@AronMillsaps]

Officially my new favorite reaction to this song/video. I felt your emotion. Loved it.

[@pauzeandrewind]

Thank you! Thanks for watching 🙌🏽

[@nadinegalus]

My niece found out i recently started listening to Falling In Reverse and she informed me she's been listening to them for like 10 years. I yelled at her for not showing me them sooner. Lol

[@pauzeandrewind]

I would have DEFINITELY yelled at her! How dare you keep that to yourself! 🤣🤣🤣

[@LuciiDixon_Tattoos]

Damn man, your reaction when the buildings were rebuilding made me lose a tear. The most genuine reaction I’ve seen. Thank you 🙏🏼 you’ve seen this how I see it. Going through something so dark and terrifying and also losing our mums… this version speaks so much volume. ❤

[@Mounddaddy]

Love strings too man. Gives a song depth and purpose.

[@norXmal]

With how you sell it, now I want to see her reaction.

[@wlprisbrey]

The first time I heard this version, I had to pull over to the side of the road. I was sobbing! This hits hard.