My Cancer Is Showing No Signs Of Stopping! I'm Struggling Now :(

This Cancer Is Showing No Signs Of Stopping!
I am incredibly sick now from this, I am having a lot of troubles related to it all now and seems I have 12 - 13 palpable lumps above 1 - 2 cm which is crazy! I am seriously struggling today :(
I have a Go Fund Me setup if you would like to support me get research done into this and pass on tissue samples in the hope we find a way to treat this.
www.gofundme.com/peeweetoms
Or PayPal is [e-mail]
Find out more about the building of the community support hub and web portal for support so we can all support each other.
community.peeweetoms.com
#dontgiveindontgiveup
Don't Give In! Don't Give Up!
Due to loads of interest you can now pre-order the hoodie and T-Shirt now: goo.gl/RFUMmW
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My Deets
You can find out loads about cancer, my journey and the things that have caused me issues on the link below to my blog.
Blog: peeweetoms.com
Twitter: / peeweetoms
Facebook: / officialpeeweetoms
Instagram: / peeweetoms
Email: [e-mail]
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The Community & Support
If need help from like minded individuals and want to get support head over to this link and check out what is going on :)
community.peeweetoms.com
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Who Am I!
Name: PeeWeeToms (Dan Thomas)
Job: Software Developer
Age: 32 Home: England!
Diagnosis: Sarcomatoid Carcinoma (peeweetoms.com/glossary/sarco...)
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[@ninaslife5643]

It’s 2023 almost 2024 who all still watches Dan you are missed!🙏🏽💙

[@nutrianirvana6823]

I'm revisiting Dan's videos in February of 2020. We're going on two years since Dan left us. Dan said "I can't help if I'm dead". I must take issue with that statement. Dan, you are indeed still helping all who watch. Missing you, dear heart. Ta ta, buh bye for now.

[@britneyprice343]

I know you've passed away and while I'd like to think you can hear all of us somehow, I'm saying this in hopes that your loved ones can. My heart shatters watching your videos. You, were an incredible human being and you deserved so much more in life. The strength you showed is breathtaking and admirable. You must have been numb in some ways yet you were still able to be vulnerable and focused. I'm so sorry modern medicine wasn't advanced enough to save you. I know for sure that I'll never forget you. I'll always find myself randomly watching one of your videos and saying a prayer for you and your family. Thank you for all the blessings you bestowed on us.

[@PopcornManiac2]

An entire family of 12 saw this video today in Portugal. Everybody is sending their best wishes. Be strong!!!

[@martageraldes]

PopcornManiac2, I am from Portugal. I am were also. 🇵🇹☹️

[@tanknspankdaddy]

My heart is breaking for you.. sitting here in tears. You're a beautiful man.

[@meandhim3485]

I know this is old but I just came upon it. What an incredible human being. My god I wish the outcome were different. But he is amazing

[@aryautumn8873]

It is horrible to hear you in pain Dan. You are so loved by anyone of us. I know It is not enough.

[@aryautumn8873]

We love you so much Dan. I would do anything to heal you. Anything.

[@RCE1986]

Every word that comes from your mouth is breathing life into someone ready to give up. Please don't forget that. Love and light to you Dan xo

[@Ayztv]

bravest guy ive come across in my life

[@scipio6130]

To write “absolutely heartbreaking” is an understatement. We as listeners feel helpless. All we can do is sit by and listen. Good thoughts and prayers for you. Hate ur going through this.

[@robinphillips5208]

Ur my hero and the reason I got out of bed today. Haven’t been out of bed in week cause of chronic fatigue but because I see u up and dressed I did to. Thank you Dan and Thank you for sharing ur journey. Love from Florida USA

[@PurseTrippin]

7 days Daniel...7 days. Rest my boy it doesn't mean your giving up. We will begin again and get life started over in just 7 short days. We love you.

[@dianecandoflamtaps3688]

RIP Dan. You have opened my eyes to how precious life is and not to take it for granted. You were so strong till the end. You are missed.

[@EraLuna13]

Dear Angels, Please wrap your arms around Dan who is hurting today, Let him feel how much you love and care for him. Please bring comfort, healing, strength and peace to him. x

[@ididnsnn]

🥺❤️

[@mrizos]

Saint Dan. That’s how I’ll always remember him.

[@louanon6773]

Dan you talk about wanting to do more but can we just take a second to appreciate how much you have actually done in a short space of time... You've raised awareness not only of this rare cancers but also exposed the difficulties you have faced with charity support, lack of specialist knowledge and lack of general awareness within health care regarding this rare cancer. By exposing all this you've already made it a little easier for the next person that goes through this. Be very proud of yourself. I hope you get your surgery very soon so that you can feel better and I can continue to watch you conquer this xx

[@nymom5751]

Dan I’m so sorry to hear this. My thoughts & prayers are with you. 💞

[@whelan1019]

Oh man, this is so heartbreaking 🙊😟... I wish you a better day tomorrow🙂🙏

[@melodytomasino5394]

I'm not giving up on you, still praying for Dan.

[@raynoldtok2461]

Everything will be okay man you’ve been trying your best please continue to be happy I wish you all the best!

[@MrRazorblade999]

And here I am complaining about my toothache...

[@inbalbenbenishty6801]

Your hashtag is so true; DON'T give in, DON'T give up. Sending lots of love. You are a fighter! xoxo

[@JamesWSmith-sj2zg]

Dan, I'm so sorry you're going thru this. If all our hopes and prayers could heal you, cancer would be long gone. Hang in there buddy! If I can help find a doctor in the states, let me know!

[@fluffysheepx]

Heartbreaking viewing, sending all my love and positive thoughts ❤️

[@naelyneurkopfen9741]

Just wish I could make the pain stop lovely man. 💔

[@stephroseblade4336]

There’s nothing more lonely than living in the world of “this is unique, we don’t know what to do, we can’t answer that question I’m sorry”. I feel for you, I really do, because I can see how much you just want to have a life and a fun one at that and that isn’t too much to ask for. Thinking of you x

[@Courtney-gq6so]

Don't be sorry for waffling. I'm glad that you have us to talk to 💕 you are a really funny guy and in between my tears, you're making me laugh. I wish we were friends xxx

[@katiesfarmhouse]

You are so lovely. Life is difficult. This will happen to all of us, in one way or another, sooner or later. Very hard.

[@unaka1983]

I wish I could send you healing. You're one cool dude. Don't give up and here's to a successful surgery!!! Augusta GA USA

[@bigdoglynn]

Prayers are with you. Please keep your head up. Your an amazing person.

[@juliachatwell]

I gave you a like on this video .... but I don’t “like” the fact that you are so unwell today. Thanks for the updates and for being so real and transparent. You definitely have the right mindset & attitude dealing with this cancer. Praying for you !

[@gabrielsnotdead6912]

julia chatwell .... I agree, but don't worry about the thumbs down all it does is get the video more attention rather than not liking 😂 I checked , so trolls can swivel

[@theresacarmody702]

I have just found this channel .What a brave man he was .All he went through .I wish they could have cured him so sad for his wife and family .At least he is at peace now

[@19th-Nervous-Breakdown]

I just found this channel too. He was so brave knowing that he was going to die. His cancer was so rare that doctors had no knowledge about how to treat it. Even for other cancers that are incurable, doctors have knowledge about how to prolong the life of the patient. This is so heartbreaking.

[@HWolfe]

Counting down the days til the 28th, both my brothers were born March 28th, both died as young men, and I want to rejoice this 28th with all those frigging tumors gone with good surgeons who get clean margins. You hang in there Dan...here's the daily hug, you hang tough hear me!?! Love from the old lady in Tx.Hunter

[@PeachyOutlook]

Keep fighting Dan, you deserve to get through this

[@madsue11]

Dan ... i can't imagine how you are feeling. Please know i think about you often throughout the day and i am sending you strength.

[@geoffjoffy]

You're so brave. Always thinking of you.

[@mandynelson8374]

Aww Dan my heart feels so heavy for you right now we all want to see you getting better don't give in don't give up chin up and lots of love praying for you xxx

[@cathybird9763]

You are a hero!

[@saracino217]

Thank you for sharing with all of us..I cannot imagine but please know we are all praying hard for you! God is good!😀💙

[@brandychambers6680]

You are strong.. Prayers are lifted...Thank you for sharing your story..😘

[@wisewillow5731]

So so sorry Dan that things are so bad for you at the moment. Don’t ever apologise for words of truth. The truth is the only way you can get your story across and that’s why we are all here listening to you. We love you 😘

[@lauraodle5816]

The rarest of rare Cancer always seems to get lost in the midst of other forms of this disease, known as Cancer. My daughter had to have a double mastectomy in 2016. She is young and vibrant and also an E.R. nurse. Being a patient opened her eyes to the endless pain, radiation therapy, surgeries and still living with the fear it will come back with a vengeance. You'd think that some doctors would see your cancer as an opportunity to jump in and help understand what this type is all about. It's frustrating as Hell. I'm sorry you're in pain and so sick. You can't be chipper all the time. Take care of you and know we are all here for you. Love to you ❤🌠

[@lc7858]

So raw. Love you Dan.

[@Sub-515]

You don"t waffle Dan, you speak your truth and I for one love to listen ... with you all the way. Love Thoughts Prayers as always.

[@debisusan1037]

I am very sad for you. You are so brave. All I can say is my thoughts and prayers are with you all the time.

[@nancyhill6952]

Waffle all you want. I love listening to you. You're so genuine and real. I'm so sad that you're suffering so badly. It hurts my heart! It's a very helpless feeling, to feel so helpless to do something for you. So I'll pray. I don't know if you're religious, but I'll pray for you. 💓

[@bridgetr6334]

You are so right about being a fighter. You are strong as hell and tough as nails. I'll be interested in reading whatever research you get published too!

[@motherofmany_4414]

Keep strong darl, I too live with chronic pain every day, not nice Sending lots of love and prayers xxx🙏🏼

[@ffffrancis]

Whichever god up there and is watching now, please bless this man with good health. He deserves to be well again. It hurts to watch and listen to him talk abt his situation. Please help him.

[@terisumpton4199]

We are your extended KZbin family Dan. Here to listen and offer our love and support. Got my arms around ya giving you a mahooooosive hug. Xxxxx

[@caffed]

We are rooting for you Dan! Keep your chin up! You're an inspiration.

[@susan8000]

Never stop believing you can beat this! Thoughts and prayers for the surgery and for you to be pain free as soon as possible! Rooting for you from the States!!

[@Jilliiette]

I’m sorry about the pain. cancer is ruthless. I’m proud of you. I love “Don’t give in, Don’t give up”.

[@elizaswedenn6136]

I have no words... I just wish I could swing a magic wond and take away all the cancer and pain. Praying for you❤️

[@lisachan728]

It is hard to find words to show you support... It is hard to understand and feel your physical pain. It's difficult to explain how I (we) would like to share and relieve the pain from people suffering from any type of cancer. Best wishes for you ❤❤❤❤❤

[@spendynana6858]

I'm so mad that you're sick. That there's not something yet to help you. Read these comments, look at the community of love and caring you have built. You are an amazing human. I hope all of our love, prayers and good wishes can sustain you till surgery. Stay strong Dan, fight with all you've got, we love and adore you 💙

[@georgiabelle9812]

I'm sorry you're in so much pain, that really sucks to hear. :-( you're such a strong man, honestly, you are! God bless you. xx

[@Dstew57A]

Sometimes words can convey depths of anguish and pain other times not so much but....you do a pretty damn good job. This is a real side to life most people don’t wanna see. Good on you mate...you are creating a blueprint of your journey for others in life to see. Maybe someone, somewhere won’t feel so alone or afraid because of what you are sharing now. That’s not giving in it’s just real frickin living. We only have today and you are using this moment in time to connect with others who eventually will be on a similar journey. Life is a story. Death is not the end of your story.

[@jpsolveyra3498]

Much much much love and support to you. Never give up and keep up the fight altough its very clear from your video that you already know that, and will keep doing so. Please keep on uploading this videos, look at all the feedback and all the people who are sending love your way. I really hope that these videos and comments help you to feel even a tiny bit better emotionally, if so, please keep keeping us updated!! My thoughts are with you!!

[@ritacooke3175]

Dan, you're so adorable! I wish so badly that you could be as healthy as you are handsome. Prayers for you.

[@LoveeeeelyM]

I hear you when you say that you want to beat it and I believe you will. I just believe you will because i see the fight in you. I could never pretend that I know what you are truly going through and there’s no words but I believe you. I’m here for your fight. And I want to be here to hear you’ve gone in remission.

[@sherrys.96]

Love & many prayers Dan!

[@rosehannaroberts747]

Praying for you.Its OK to say how you feel so don't apologize. .You should never have to feel alone with all of these people tuning in and showing much love.Hugs to you ,we here care.

[@virginiabeauchamp1082]

God Bless you my friend🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 I understand and Praying for you. God be with you🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 No giving in and no giving up smile😃💜

[@charlee2149]

Remember what I said... you are an inspiration and sooooo strong, so loved and so awesome xx

[@justhannahbanana7381]

Dan you're incredibly strong and I'm so amazed. I'm praying for you still. #TeamDan 👍♥️💪🙋‍♀️

[@nubbyrose]

Thanks for your video. It helps me. I hope you can get some relief by sharing and knowing we care and want to hear from you.

[@patriciahill8091]

Dan you have such a good heart! I love you & will keep you in my thoughts & prayers!!!🌞

[@vanityfair5823]

Dan, that was an enlightening video and I thank you for that. Unless someone has been in your place they cannot truly understand the mountain you are climbing. I'm praying for you day and night and wish I could take your pain on for you. Hugs and love.

[@Naama178]

Gosh, i dont know you personally but I LOVE YOU and I care about you. Keep on fighting ❤️ i know you can make it!!! 💪🏼

[@lisamorris7491]

I just wanted too give him a massive hug 🤗 x

[@CrystalSaysSo]

Just remember, during times like these, live one moment at a time. I know you feel a million miles away from your own life. I've been there, too. And, I am sending you love, best of thoughts, some strength and peace for you. You take care of yourself now. I'm praying for you!

[@peeweetoms]

Okay! Lolz! Right! I have written a post on my blog peeweetoms.com/2018/03/22/the-common-misconceptions/ as some people still don't know what is type my cancer is or what I do this vlog for, so please check it out. Also if you want to stay informed while I am having surgery follow me in instagram instagram.com/peeweetoms

[@naelyneurkopfen9741]

PeeWeeToms Hey Dan! What do you call a gull that flies over a bay? A baygull! I'll leave now...

[@713tcb]

Everyone has their choice... Sorry I got involved, good luck with your journey.

[@pennycolley721]

You waffle as much as you like, we will all carry on being here for you. ❤️❤️

[@helendawson3482]

Much love Dan and God bless you ❤️

[@willirish2798]

I hope you get the surgery done soon and that you can start to feel better from it. Please grab your closest loved one and give them a huge hug :-)

[@sherrienewell2578]

Guess what Dan. You are only human. You are allowed to have these feelings. In my book, you have done an amazing job keep a good front. It does suck when the cancer you are fighting is so rare. My dad was in that same boat. You are quite the cancer warrior. Love and Hugs

[@Sandybeaches07]

I’m so sorry that you’re going through this, I really feel for you! I pray you start to feel better today 🙏🏻❤️

[@emilyirvine6762]

I am so sorry you are struggling Dan, sending love hope and prayers in abundance xxxxxxxxxx

[@stephaniep7566]

I am praying for healing and sending positive vibes to you from the US. You are very strong and having a positive attitude goes a long way. I hope they can rush your surgery and give you some relief soon.

[@iramaria_]

All the best to you, Claire and your family ❤

[@clairex9329]

PurpleBee thank you :)

[@thkb4uspeak]

I am so sorry. This is heartbreaking. I wish I could give you a hug. Keep fighting and never give up. I admire your courage. I have had cancer as well. Mine was quite curable and I am grateful for that. It could come back anytime though so its a life of worrying. I now am riddled from autoimmune disease as well. It is harder some days then others but I keep living my life every day in spite of everything. I am about to be a grandmother for the first time any day now. It is things like that that keep you going. Focus on the positive as much as you can. Thanks for the update.

[@cskiles318]

My words just empty. But maybe heavy warm blankets for comfort in this moment in time. So glad your putting this out there even though you feel so bad 🤗♥️

[@maryfox925]

Dear Dan. You are amazing. I totally admire your strength. That you are devoting yourself to help others is incredible. Thank you

[@mgal6234]

I can’t believe how aggressive and absolutely horrifying this cancer is. Yes, all cancer is horrible but my God, you cannot get a break. I am still praying and hoping...and there needs to be more research!! You are helping shed light on this. All my love, Tom...I am here for the long haul. I wish there was more I could do. ❤️

[@michellehopelamb5353]

I am thinking of you Dan. Every day. I wish I could do more. You are such a wonderful soul.

[@SarahDiana40]

This is touching me so much 😥 keep being strong 💪 your a fighter don’t give up! Your in my thoughts and prayers

[@kystars]

I have seen so many of your videos Dan. I found you AFTER you passed. I also had cancer, but they got it in time. I miss you Dan

[@deniseberger1078]

I dont know what to say because words could not say who iam feeling now in this moment. The tears come. I hope the best for you and i pray for you since i saw this video. I wish you could live your old life , but dont give up.. fight until the end, you are the winner!!

[@susanwedell7627]

Love you sweet man, your still alive and we are here with you. Live in the moment Dan. Im so sorry that your pain level is high. God Bless you !!!

[@michellemoger4209]

I think you’re fantastic! My mum is in her last stages of cervical cancer. Your optimism and bravery gives me strength to help my mum. Let’s carry on the good fight x

[@user-gx4pq6jc7f]

Please tell me that you still believe in yourself.That won't gonna kill you!Please believe it.I pray for you and I wish youd never had that trouble.You are a hero❤You'll beat the beast❤

[@carola-lifeinparis]

Sounds like the right attitude to survive. Wishing you all the best

[@xoCrybaby]

You really help me keep things in perspective. Some of the things I worry about are so goddamn trivial in comparison to what you and many others are dealing with. I've been such a baby all day, for no apparent reason, but watching this snaps me back to reality. I wish I could help. You, as well as Emily Hayward, have made this huge, indescribable impact on me. So thank you.

[@thesilentsheep7573]

Feel you here , we don’t realise how lucky we are ❤️

[@richardmaynard1400]

Give yourself a break , don’t feel you owe anyone anything . You’re so incredibly strong and an inspiration to so many . My love and thoughts to you

[@lisaanne1012]

I feel like poo also. Thank you Dan for putting up the video. I don't feel so alone.

[@peeweetoms]

You are certainly not alone at all :)

[@michelezink8677]

Nothing is impossible. I have a relative who has the worst form of breast cancer - an aggressive type - and is still fighting 17 years later. If I had a dollar every time a dr. told us she only had a few months, we'd all be rich. We literally take a photo book every time she has to meet a new dr. so that they can see we are telling the truth on how many times she was so ill, then made a complete turn around and was well for a few years, sometimes only a few months, but she has never given up. She refuses to. Even when she feels the worst of the worst, and I've watched her, she will smile a little smile and say, "I'm not going anywhere" This time she's been in remission for 3 years. Last dr. said she had 6 weeks. Longevity is achieved by the right combination of drugs. Sometimes we went back to the very first drug, which they said wouldn't help because she already had it. It worked like a charm just like it did years ago. Some weeks are better than others. Some months are better than others, but she still looks at us and says, "right after I get my platelets tomorrow, lets go to the beach." I swear her mental toughness is what keeps her going. She just adapts. Keep pushing forward!

[@nashiPAGE]

Your relative sounds amazing and inspires me. Thank you for sharing. :)

[@PoeLemic]

That how we should all be, Michele. I also felt that way. I lost my Father few years back, and I had to find a new reason to live. He meant so much, but it took a while (good while -- if I'm honest and not shittin' you like I do so many people). But, he's the one who taught me to fight until you're underground -- then you have earned your rest. Fight every single situation with grace and dignity. Dad said, "Teach the Gods who Man is".

[@michelezink8677]

:)

[@samanthamcgill1973]

Sending massive hugs to you Dan. Do not go gently into the dark night; fight, fight, fight! And you certainly are a fighter. Kia kaha. x

[@tonymullenix9281]

Dan, I just found your channel a couple of weeks ago. Man you are so strong and have such a wonderful outlook on life. Take each day one at a time and be the fighter I know you are. I truly wish I had words or a magic pill to take this all away. God be with you my friend and prayers are coming your way. Give your mom a big hug from me. She is a tremendous lady and she raised an amazingly, courageous son.

[@lynndee9643]

Hi Dan...many moons ago when I was in grade 3/4, the teacher posted all these inspirational posters around the classroom for us. This one was very inspirational to me & I've never forgotten it. I am not sending it to you as a sad statement but rather an inspirational one. I believe in my heart of hearts that you will beat this thing, & I just wanted to share this poem with you, composed by Langston Hughes. "Hold fast to dreams, for if dreams die Life is a broken-winged bird That cannot fly. Hold fast to dreams For when dreams go Life is a barren field Frozen with snow" I have confidence in your strength & determination. Oh yeah....a horse walks into a bar. Bartender looks at him & says "why the long face?"