petty

Lyrics:
Cashing out my chips, I'm getting tired of the gamble
I might be too much to handle but she still ride on my mantle
Take a sample 'fore you buy, cause I'm not like the other guys
Never gonna capsize, so don't ever fucking try me
Not afraid of getting grimy
I'm going on a killing spree
You know this shit don't come for free
People feeding on my hand, and I stay in high demand
I don't need you anymore, but it's not like I did before
Throwing out my VCR cause VHS is broken up
Rewind the tape, I play it in my mind
I'm seeing signs; I'm tryna move
Going primal, in my animal mood
I ride smooth on any beat
I never cower in defeat
Moving in a different direction, I take a session with my therapist
Confess to everything
Temptation daring me, need clarity
I stare at the man in the mirror
Call me MJ, but not dunking
Moonwalking while y'all talking against me
Cannot blame, you have a reason to hate me
No need to justify
I seen it with my own eyes
Seen real eyes tell cruel lies
Been baptized
Don't think I'll ever capsize
I try hard
Don't ever let down my guard
Been there and back
I've had panic attacks
Giving in to my relapse, I'm bound to snap on anybody in my way
Don't care what anybody say, I'm narcissistic
Trying to see realism; caught up in a broken system
Kids are driven to be shooters
Laying low and never trying to grow
Showing off, making embellishments
These kids are shooting for the hell of it
The media still selling it like heretics