pov: you tried your best to stop your friend but couldn't // [playlist]

[@JUICEBOXOFFIXCE]

I remember being sat on the floor of my bathroom, it was 4am and everyone was asleep except for my best friend who lives 2 hours from me, he video called me for 40 minutes about his Minecraft world, he had no clue what I was planning on doing…he didn’t know he saved me until I told him about it just last week. I would have been gone in 2020 if it wasn’t for him. Thank you Jayden, I love you ❤

[@Carina09...]

I'm so glad you're doing better

[@ibelieveinmikasupremacy]

I wish you the best in your life

[@Simsyjane]

I'm glad you're still here ❤❤ don't give up. There's more to life. Coming from a christian.. who has considered this.. it's not what God has planned for your life. We don't understand it now. But you're not alone. I wish I understood that earlier. I love you. You're awesome and so strong..

[@elijahwest2134]

maybe someday youll have to show someone your minecraft world.. and just maybe youll save their life too..

[@ItsRandom-f8g]

Thanks man..

[@Realguyedits]

“So.. Are you afraid of death?” “No, I’m afraid of the effect it leaves on the people left behind.” - Conversation with my Mother..

[@bsfswher.]

stay strong and pls dont do sh.. dont give up 🙏🏼🤍

[@nobld]

I just read that... and that prob was the most hardest hitting quote ever...

[@axel22inspect60]

real

[@Tomi010.]

Yeah the one reason I'm still here is I don't want my mother to have the pain of losing her child

[@AwesomeSonicFan05]

Underrated quote🔥🔥🔥

[@712_lif3]

i am crying rn bc i read the title and it reminds me of how hard i tried to save my best friend jay... he killed himself tho... miss that man... hope he rest in peace... never forgot you man it's been 5 years already... (november 11 is when im gonna see his grave im scared it's been so long already....)

[@Ino_Onpawzz]

I'm so sorry for your loss, hope life gets better for you..

[@712_lif3]

@@Ino_Onpawzz still crying ove rhim can't believe he's gone... he was really fun to hang with...

[@mericalslayer]

R.i.p

[@712_lif3]

@@mericalslayer miss that dude he's funny always cool to hang with

[@712_lif3]

@yigit-nh2vn

[@Maxisliqu1d]

my ex-girlfriend had my heart. She was the sweetest, most genuine girl i knew. We had almost a 3 year age gap, she was younger than me, therefore nobody supported us being together. One night, i was at my grandmothers, helping her around the house. i didn't have my phone on me, so i never saw her calls and texts. i wish i wouldve been there to stop her. she overdosed on 13 different pills, including medication from each of her family members. i still love and miss you, macey. like we used to say, "please let us forgive eachother, for be might not see eachother again one day. i love you❤"

[@Shadow_the__hedgehog433]

I'm sorry for your loss man, I hope you get better soon and everything is alright....:(🙏

[@simpledog14]

I'm really sorry to hear this, losing a significant other is one of the worst pains especially when they make you feel so special, I can only imagine the guilt you feel, I'm here to support you in anyway and I hope you don't let this effect you too much and believe me it's not good... farewell now

[@Tae_ur_bestie]

God bless you bro I’m so sorry for you god has you okay

[@ethanmanuelramirez8216]

I cried beacuse of your comment bro... I'm sorry for your loss

[@NIXA-t9q]

Omg Man U made me break down matey

[@sophiadevereaux-j4w]

my bestfriend was getting bullied online. she would call me everynight about it. and post suicide notes on her story but never do it. and one night I never picked up any of her calls since I was busy. the next morning her brother texted me that shes gone. she was my only true friend I really love her.

[@TheLuminousGuyFr]

I kind of feel this because it feels like every time I write another note but never do it and someone finds in I feel like in the back of their head they’re calling me a faker for not actually being depressed (I am and I’m not self diagnosed)

[@TheLuminousGuyFr]

Rest in peace to your friend

[@leahoded1163]

My biggest sorry for your lost, dear. This also happend to me, so It shatters my heart to think we understand each other... I bet your friends had a beautiful soul...!

[@higar-ow4wb]

Womp womp

[@sophiadevereaux-j4w]

@@leahoded1163 aw I know your had a beautiful soul to. I glad im not alone. rest in peace to your friend

[@Julieartiga]

"What is going to stop me? EVERYONE HATES ME NOBODY EVEN HAS SECOND THOUGHTS ABOUT ME EVERYBODY JUST WANTS ME DEAD... I will do them a favor with this." I miss you man, I cared. these were the last words of my best friend before he died back in 2020... He jumped of a building. Rest In Peace John...

[@Aronia_WCUE]

💔

[@Colz207]

🕊fly high RIP. Sorry for you loss

[@MM2COOKIES-zz8zb]

same...

[@jaiksx]

my bestfriend wanted to die so bad. I called her when I heard she had taken an overdose and we talked for an hour. I remember that she said she had already written the letters, but I told her that she doesnt need to give them. I told her that she can go to her favourite school and that we need to paint again. She told me not to call help, because she had trauma from the hospital. I was so worried, but thankfully my other friend called help for her. when help was on the way, I talked with her for a long time and I calmed her down, I gave her hope in that moment. me and my other friend went into the hospital for 4 hours, we never got to see her but we felt her presence. she survived, but after that she tried many times again but always survived. me and the other classmates made her a get well soon-card and when I finally got to hug her, she just cried and thanked me she told me if it wasn't for the hope I gave her, she wouldn't be here anymore i'm so grateful that she's getting help now, she means the world to me

[@Tyzuken]

what a story man.. what a story..

[@waishanoor7239]

hey any updates?

[@jaiksx]

@@waishanoor7239 not right now, I keep seeing nightmares

[@țħinġ1]

You need a break…your friend is having a bad time and it’s affecting them hard….take some rest…have some fun.

[@jaiksx]

@@țħinġ1 thank you, I needed that

[@Tbhk.fan-.-]

A few months ago my friend attempted. It failed and he ended up in a mental hospital. I haven't seen him since. But this playlist reminds me of him. Stay safe everyone :)

[@Infinity4ever414]

you shoulg go see him, that way he knows that there is someone who cares for him...to give him hope.

[@Tbhk.fan-.-]

​@@Infinity4ever414 thank you for the idea. I will for sure try to see him soon.

[@GasolineOnBread]

​@@Tbhk.fan-.- How is he rn?

[@thatonealienflower1112]

Im going through the same thing. You and your friend aren't alone

[@carterbarnhill1587]

This is what i did back in march I tried to commit with a knife my mom caught me and sent me to CHKD inpatient hospital I was in there for 2 weeks I got out march 13th I was fine for a bit but i had to go to court because my dad went back to jail for illegal substances and he never contacts me we had to go to court but as usual he didnt show up IDK what to do with my life anymore

[@kitero_yamamoto]

Im looking at all theres comments and Im crying...Im sorry that happened...no one deserves that pain that you or that person went through...I wish i could take everyones pain...im a very sensitive and emotional person but this...this is just...i cant explain but my heart hurts alot...I hope your all okay...Im sure that the people you are all talking about are in a better place, living a happy joyful experience. Still smiling and giggling, saying everything is okay now...that you can be at ease...

[@AmericaCountryballlover]

Real.

[@blue_skyz00]

your amazing ml

[@TeoLaiT]

I read and read again i’m crying too i feel exactly Same as you

[@flash3254]

I’m actually getting choked up reading this... thank you, i dissociate horribly so it’s so freeing to cry... it helps me heal...

[@sleafy9615]

I want to ask you, because I know. Are you okay.?

[@Boris._.15.]

I remember seeing the text "thank you for everything you were the only person who was ever nice to me. I'm sorry."

[@starrynightoutside]

i’m so sorry for your loss.

[@SongsAndplaylists777]

@@Boris._.15. womp womp

[@fasthands5299]

​@@SongsAndplaylists777bro what the actual fuck is wrong with you? Show some fucking respect.

[@creed7855]

@@SongsAndplaylists777 check yourself

[@DHJT3663]

@@SongsAndplaylists777 bro 💀

[@OR0W0N_]

I remember that few months ago, February 16th 2024 was the worst day for me to experience, it was 1:34am, my friend texted me their suicidal note, I was begging for them to not to leave but it was too late, I was crying for 5 hours, completely traumatised from what I’ve just witnessed, my parents woke up from hearing me sobbing as they went at me and confront me, I told them everything what happened and they were shocked, they stayed at me in the bed, sitting on each side of the corner bed till I fall asleep from crying,

[@sarahsykes3540]

Rip man I hope ur feeling better

[@Devilghostface1]

Man that sucks I hope you feel better I'm here for you bro stay strong ❤

[@bsfswher.]

we're all here for you luv, stay strong and do your best, just remember.. it's okay not to be okay 💕.

[@flash3254]

Guess we both had a shitty February, I owe my friend Aaron my fucking life. Got dumped for a girl on feb 7th (guy btw), was gonna kms the next day, but Aaron did the 2 hour drive across state lines AND went to school with me instead of going back right away just to make sure I was okay. I want nothing more than to cry to this man and tell him how much he means to me, and that I wouldn’t be here without him. Getting genuinely choked up about this. Love you brother, and we can power through February together.

[@baileyboo4.]

stop these comments are literally making me cry- it makes me realize that most of us have all gone through the same thing.. but all experiences are different. just reading other peoples stories makes me feel so much more connected to the world, and it's reminding me of sad memories. i hope everyone is doing well, love you guys

[@Lexy-d2r]

I have a Bad life😢

[@Drugdigo]

I've only read 4 comments and I'm already crying

[@baileyboo4.]

@@Drugdigo i was literally balling my eyes out on my floor while reading the comments and something in me just wouldnt let me stop reading

[@baileyboo4.]

@@Lexy-d2r im sorry ml im sure it'll all get better soon

[@Lexy-d2r]

@@baileyboo4. Thx i have a Bad life when i was born to now(srry i'm french)

[@theskillet3054]

I have severe social anxiety, and all the teachers treat me like someone without a mental condition that makes them terrified of speaking in front of people. But there is this one teacher, who knows and understands me, a bit, but a bit is just what I need. He doesn't get mad at me for not to wanting read infront of the class, and when we were doing a group project where we would have to present he put me with my friends so I would feel less scared. I'm so happy for people like him :)

[@silly_lil_gremlin]

Literally me bro

[@Mizumii3-e4o]

Literally me, I have selective mutism and my french/Portuguese teacher is so kind, on a presentation she let me just stand there so I don't have to say anything and before she ask me questions to answer on the board she ask me if I'm comfortable it that, my fav teacher

[@canaldosky9668]

My love, on August 24, 2021, on my birthday, I received a letter from where the only person who loved me lived, she was my world, I went to visit her almost every single day, Until the fateful morning, at 4 am I got up to drink a glass of water, and I saw a farewell letter from her, in desperation I called her brother in an attempt to stop her from doing this, But it was in vain, when he entered the room, all he saw was a girl... Lying on her stomach still leaking some blood from her throat, it was too late, She passed away due to an overdose of antidepressants, since then, I can never take any type of those drugs again, And every 24th, I wake up at 4 am and always light the number of candles corresponding to my age on that day, minus 14, the age she passed away. I still miss you Pietra, I hope we meet again one day, even in other lives.

[@LowTyc_yx3]

I'm sorry you had to go through this. I'm sorry this happened one so.ething that was supposed to be special for you, I'm sorry this happened. I wish your life to only go up from here. I cried while reading this. I'm not usually sensitive

[@4stroketube]

This breaks my heart im so sorry to hear you had to go thrue this Rip i hope she is in a better place now 💔💔💔💔

[@GOOFY_AHHH_MAN]

I feel bad for you :( i'm sorry that happen

[@YuurDRK]

I had a friend who was my perfect girl, Funny, Caring, Loving but she was in a relationship. One day something happened and when i tried to talk to her she left me behind, now i live with the guilt of letting her know of my constant suicidal thoughts while she attempted to do multiple times. Now i find myself drowning in guilt as i might be the cause of her death.

[@ItsNotXY]

damn bro im sorry to hear that shes in a better place and one day you will both meet each other again in a better place

[@JdjdbvHdhdhdjf]

You're better than me. I would have done it if I lived in that much guilt. Hope you're doing okay and recovered ❤ I'm over dosing this night in a few hours. I can't bare this anymore, online strangers understand me more than anyone else in my life.

[@lukasxaviernicolas2117]

i miss my sister... fly high my sweet

[@vsp.janaxx]

i am a little late to say that but r.i.p! :(

[@Drugdigo]

Rest in peace angel.

[@gujab1273]

f

[@gamerkorauniverse2951]

[@bsfswher.]

im so sorry for your lose. stay strong, she'd want you to 🩷

[@Ef-fie]

I started crying in the thought of my best friend killing herself, she has told me she wants to die because she is 51 kg, calling herself fat, wich is normal for her height and age, and she doesn't understand, but the problem is that I cant help her, Im so scared, every night before I sleep I talk to god and tell him to keep her safe from her stupid thoughs, I would never want to lose my sister in law for some stupid thoughts, I love her so much, I hope she never does anything bad to her beautiful self, I wish she could she herself through my eyes, Im sorry for everyone who went through harsh times...

[@Lolli_Pop7]

Am so sorry your going through that! Its not easy. I've been through that road and it's hard and difficult. But for that age , she healthy and she has a lot of other girls dream body and she has that🩷 but ik it's very difficult for you my love! But tell her about the bright future ahead of her. Tell her about her pet? Her younger siblings? Who are they gonna look up to? But promise me that things are gonna get better!🩷 You guys are true soldiers for keeping on fighting! You matter 💗

[@DeatIsHere]

Don't worry. You both will be ok. Pray to god, as he always has his plans to make us stronger. Try and spend more time with her or motivate her not to kill herself. God bless you

[@TheNPCwhoasked2]

I have no personal experiences on any of my loved one or family members suiciding. But I have been considering to do it myself,but after all these comments I have read through I have realized how much of an impact it has on the people that love me(if there is anyone anyways).Thank you all for showing me that. I will always appreciate yal. Yes I am still suffering but I don't want anyone else suffering from the grief of losing somkne.But anyways I hope that none of yal go down the path I had taken and had just given up. I beg you all to not give up on life so soon. There still is hope!!! And don't try and help me,its gonna work out eventually(I hope).

[@Gooberdinkle]

It was my uncle,there he hung on the tree, rope around his neck and compassion still seemingly being emitted all around him while tears bombarded the ground beneath us.I saw him there for what felt like the first time, he didn't seem like the man I knew at all but I never got to tell him how much I appreciated him,how much I valued him, how much I cared about him,but unfortunately, he's gone.

[@bsfswher.]

stay strong, he'd want you to ml 🤍

[@Apollo-p7h]

sorry for your loss man, i know how it feels. Hope you get better!

[@Gooberdinkle]

@@Apollo-p7h Thanks man

[@Apollo-p7h]

@@Gooberdinkle you’re welcome

[@wheatlyguy127]

I'll probably meet him soon, I'll say hi and tell about your love to him :)

[@Kuromiwith_tics]

my bestfriend did save me....I was bleeding in my bed, half dead. She called 911, sensing something was wrong...im here 4 years later....cancer took her life...Rest in peace Katelyin....I miss you...4 years clean because of you...turning 15 soon. (edit) 15 NOW!!! ALMOST 5 YEARS CLEAN BABY!! Her life was not in vain.

[@Vromst]

Rest in peace to your friend I wish you the best I’m proud of you we all are we love you it’s going to be okay I promise 🫂❤️

[@Kuromiwith_tics]

@@Vromst thank you so much. Clean 5 years on december 5th.

[@Vromst]

@@Kuromiwith_tics great job your amazing I’ll be back on December 5th to congratulate you 🫂❤️

[@roeingairlines41293]

yk i wanna be nice and im glad that youre alive but wtf got you to that point

[@Kuromiwith_tics]

@@roeingairlines41293 POS dad who hated me so much that when I came out as gay, he beat me and threatened to throw me out. I remember every word he told me..Every goddamn word. ya know, people dont realize the POWER of words.

[@ForTheLoveOfTheGods]

Vent: I'm bad at showing emotions and showing if I care so a lot of people call me emo as an insult. I have two friends who are like my pack. We do everything together. Its like I have a stronger relationship with them than any other person I know. (Maybe even my gf) Anyway, one of them had a friend who tried to overdose while we were eating burgers at a restaurant and talking about life, goals, etc. Just, enjoying each others company. Seeing her reaction was devastating. She looked like the only thing holding her to the world was a piece of string. She said that she wouldn't know how to live if she died and would probably just end up killing herself too. My other friend said the same if one of us died but her reaction was slightly different. She had a half-sister that I knew she loved very much and said "I would too, but I have to live for her. She needs me." I had been thinking very suicidal thoughts for the past few months, debating whether or not it was worth it to keep moving forward. But I'm so glad I didn't. If I had jumped into those train tracks back in January, I would never have gotten a gf or even made some of my new friends. I didn't want to leave my sisters with my passing either. It would have crushed their core. I know that they love me and I love them so dearly but I just felt like giving up. If I had jumped, I never would have seen how much better my life got. Me and my friends all have our fair share of SH scars. One has a lot of knife marks and the other has nail marks while I would SH with a razor and burn myself with heaters. But, no matter what we go through, no matter how many hurdles there are in life (and there will be a lot) you just need to hold on. This goes to anyone. Suicide is a permanent solution for something that is temporary. If you or someone you know is going through a hard time, give them a hug. You are appreciated. You are loved by someone. Someone likes how you dress. Someone admired your beautiful smile. Someone cares. I care. I love you. I have been a few weeks clean and my life feels better. I cried while making this. I think I'm gonna go hug my sister for the first time in months.

[@HIIIPlssub860]

Bro this made me cry… Tysm I was about to commit a couple days ago but this, this message out of any of these hundreds, made me rethink, and I didn’t commit, you’re the best man❤

[@Nothing-n9k1q]

Im suffering depression and anxiety right now because my friend disappeared from society. I used to be extremely close to him but he disappeared. I hope some people could make me feel better because i cant talk to anyone

[@bsfswher.]

im so sorry, like- actually. and thank you for your words, i needed that ❤️‍🩹

[@tommistretta1725]

my mother was suffering from a severe depression she unfortunately passed away a week ago and i don’t now how i’m going to live thro this life without her i love her so so much

[@vi_anderson]

I am really sorry that you had to go through that. if you ever need to talk with someone I'm here.

[@Lolli_Pop7]

you did everything and tried your best and am so proud for keeping on fighting for your mama❤ ik am a stranger but I will always be here for you💗

[@EAGLETHEDEV-x1u]

I remember in 2020 February 6 my friend sent me “I don’t know how to feel about this anymore but it’s. It’s too late I’m sorry” I cried for a day and a half now I suffer from depression and anxiety. Now I have a therapist to help me Such a horrible experience

[@antihxro1419]

I miss my friend Zach, we met on rust back in 2021 and he took his life the same year. He was ex-army and was a father to a 5 year old daughter. I don’t think I’ll ever feel the same way. He brought so many of my friends together to this day and was like everyone’s dad. I’ll miss him so much. And I pray he’s ok in heaven now.

[@alessandra2790]

I decided to stay, just for my friend and my kitten. Thank you Gabriel for never giving up on me, I will never be able to express such gratitude (he's still alive, and so am I, thanks to him)

[@bsfswher.]

so proud of you!! 💕 take care of yourself and let yourself breathe and take a break every once in a while ~

[@JCGeography]

I'm grateful to have a close group of 5 friends. One of them makes subtle jokes about suicide or SH or just depression in general sometimes.. he's like me.. we're both big/chubby guys but I can never tell if he's joking or not.. He acts normal but I don't know if there's something underneath the surface with him.. hope all is okay at home with you Tom. Me and the others are here if ya need us man 👍

[@S1Gunner]

Yo gang its alright... it may get hard but always have a good mood...

[@atbkhaveiturway]

​@@S1Gunner what

[@Ghost.Toast.]

It’s been 6, nearly 7 years since they took their life. I tried, I tried to stop them, I wanted to scream, but I was afraid of waking my parents, I cried, I begged. I couldn’t keep them alive. Our call, the last thing they ever did, I was so young, they were so young, they shouldn’t deserve this fate. I still remember their face, their arms, the rope and the way they gasped out. The tears and the blood. the way they slowly swung from the ceiling. I should’ve called the police, but I wanted to help, it’s my fault. Their family, they came in, and saw their child. I still remember the way they cried. I never went to the funeral because their parents didn’t even know me. I miss them, I love them. I wish I could have saved them and done more. It was my fault and I hope they can forgive me. I love you, I will never forget you.

[@HappiGoober]

God, I felt terrible reading that. . . I often feel regret after doing something-even in soccer, for example. "I could have saved that goal because instead of letting the goalie who was on the other side of the goal attempt to get it, I could've run up and stopped the ball from rolling in. " I can't find a good example of what I mean because I haven't gone through this... I know you tried your best to save them, but ultimately, it was their decision. It's the sad way this world works - I feel terrible for the deceased friend and what they went through to lead up to that point. I hope you recover, stop blaming yourself, and think about the good memories.

[@lukasxaviernicolas2117]

i hope you heal from your trauma ml

[@Tyzuken]

its not your fault, its the people who made her feel like doing it.

[@Under_Lord-k1m]

i had friends that acted like i was a "THING" and when i told them i was moving they all the sudden cared. when i told them about how they treated me. there was one person that cared about me the whole time. and the rest looked at me like i was nothing but when he was there i felt like someone... when the people who called me a thing said it was a joke. i was mad, they saw it as a joke. i SAW IT AS THE TRUTH. I HATED MYSELF EVERY DAY AND HID IT BEHING A SMILE. im an idiot. my sister was right. "my existence is worthless"

[@flash3254]

No, you’re not worthless. You’re not a thing. You’re a human being, (hopefully) still living and breathing. You will get through this. I was convinced everyone hated me less than a year ago, now I’m really close to this one person, and we’re committed... its wonderful... I don’t want to make you jealous, I just want to use myself as an example of just how much it can switch around. I’m agnostic, but whatever exists, it’ll give you what you need when you need it most, you just need to look for it. If you ever need anyone to talk to, if I’m not too late, reach out. I’m surprisingly not on yt often, but I’ll keep an eye out for you. You are loved and cared for by someone, always.

[@izutokydrz7026]

I remeber how I was walking around in my room, thinking if I should do it or not th night before I already wanted to it I self harmed myself in the bathtub in this night, and when I was in my room I hesitated a part of me wanted to live the other not I just knew after I took the overdose my inner voice talked to me concicing me to call my mother and telling her it whar i've done I called my mother and she immeditaly called an ambulance when she was here I was almost fallen asleep and she tried to keep me awake the ambulance was there fast enough and took me to the hositpal my heart was weak I had be checked every hour and was under control for 24 hours, it was my worse thing ever I remeber how a nurse said to me this wasn't enough pills to kill me I just cried the whole night, How can someone say that to someone who tried to take their life right after that, once I was dismissed I was relieved and I realized I wanted to live (this was a few weeks ago, sorry for my english is pretty bad)

[@ppt.8277]

The pain you suffer doesn't disappear when you do it... It just passes to all the people close to you

[@meme-jn4iy]

My best friend tried many times, twice I was there, but i"m glad she's still here

[@flash3254]

I was almost that friend... my school’s weird, sometimes we have late arrivals at 10:05 instead of 7:45, my girlfriend of over a year dumped me the day before. It was Thursday, February 8th, 2024 the day of the late arrival. I had plans to go to the local chain coffee shop with a friend at my bus stop. My best friend showed up in his car after I told him everything, the other one didn’t know, and he ended up being a half hour late. By best friend, he was a half hour early, 15 minutes before me. He drove from New Hampshire to Boston. He knows the pain of failing to save someone, but lucky for me, he didn’t this time. If that man wasn’t in the driveway, I probably would’ve. I had the method and means. I needed him real bad that day. I owe my life to that man. It’s sad because we never talk anymore after I got held back because of my overbearing and manipulative teacher. That man has made me cry before. I don’t cry. Even when I try. But despite all that, I’m still here because of that friend. I’m doing much better now, I’ve just met someone who isn’t eyeing other people the whole time like my ex did, they actually care about me. I want to spend every moment of every day with them like I’ve been doing for the past week or so... my parents’ flight just landed, so I’m going home tmrw. Gonna miss this. I’ve gotten sidetracked, but it’s been a whirlwind of emotions over the past month. Kept my friend from killing themselves, had my first kiss, learned to dislike my shitty uncle, lost a best friend over jealousy even though they’ve been in a long-term committed relationship over two years now. I literally consoled my current bsf because he just told me the only reason he hasn’t killed himself is because he doesn’t want his dad, his only surviving biological parent to have to endure two deaths in the immediate family within 20 years of each other... I hope that my friends do better, no matter what happens. I wouldn’t wish this shit on anyone. But more to the point, thank you Aaron for always being a friend I can lean on even though we don’t talk anymore. I’ve never told you, but I would’ve died on February 8th if you hadn’t made that drive. Ily bro, till timely death do us part. Brothers, forever and always. You’ve got my back, I’ve got yours. I miss you so much sometimes...

[@Da_BaddieSiyaw]

In 2022, I tried to end it all. I remember being on the kitchen holding a knife re thinking everything when all of the sudden my little brother who was 10 at that time walked in, he wanted to play Roblox with me and he was annoying me so I played it with him. Like while playing we both had an deep conversation. If he wasn't there that day then I wouldn't be here right now writing this comment. Even tho he is a kid he helped me alot. He is my best friend ever since

[@tutel_does_stuff_blitz]

Life is beautiful, but not always. It has lots of problems you have to face everyday. Don't worry though! All these problems make you strong, it gives you courage to stand alone in future. Life is full of moments of joy, pleasure, success and comfort punctuated by misery, defeat, failures and problems. There is no human being on Earth, strong, powerful, wise or rich, who has not experienced, struggle, suffering or failure. You have to work hard to reach to the highest position. Life is full of paths, you just have to choose the right one. Life is interesting and amazing like the stars up in the skies. With no doubt, Life is beautiful and full of celebrations. However you should always be ready to face adversity and challenges. There are difficult situations in life as well.Be careful!! You might get hurt too hard. Life is sometimes too selfish to think about yourself. Then life is too hard to handle. Falling in love! People tend to fall in love nowadays but i personally think the right time has to come... You might also get hurt in Love. You might be broken-hearted as the people say. Life is the place where people treat everyone differently, racism exists as well as bullying. People tend to say bad stuff behind people's back. There are millions of people using horrible words to call people, People use people everyday. Life is not that easy in my view. Sometimes, all you want to do is sit alone and question yourself with hundred of questions . Am I ugly as the people say? Why don't i have any friends? Why is the world so hard to live in? What do i look like in other peoples eyes? Why don't i have the same colour of the skin as everyone else? :'( :'( How can i make others happy? The questions does not stop. You ask those questions over and over again. When you don't have any answers, you want to scream out loud or cry. Bullying? Racism? What are all these?, I don't understand what people get from making others unhappy and upset. Every single one of you there in the world have your own beauty. EVERYTHING IS BEAUTIFUL! So don't sit there saying i'm ugly say i'm PRETTY or HANDSOME, who gives a DAMN about what people say. "RUMORS ARE SPREADED BY HATERS, CARRIED BY FOOLS AND ACCEPTED BY IDIOT!" Treat people the way they treat you! Be strong and face these sad people around the world. Haters are always around you. but it doesn't matter cause they are the ones who make you famous. So what? If you're not beautiful, pretty, you have life and thats the most of it. Not everyone gets to live and those who do are sooo lucky! People die, life changes, people come and go but guess what you have to go with it however much it hurts . You miss people who were in your life, that's the way they remind you that they still exist in your life. I know the feeling of that, I miss my handsome uncle as well but i know we can never meet again. I know he is not here anymore, So what i will still love him the most in my life. People say forget the past, life in present and save the future for tomorrow. I think that is true, but i cannot forget my past, it has all those beautiful moments which mean the world to me. It is the hardest thing but i just try try try and try. Don't give up or lose hope on anything. Live your life however you want Have fun! Dance as much you want! Take risks.. Trust yourself. Believe in yourself.... Damn care about haters! There is so much to do so stop faffing about. Life is too short to save it for tomorrow. Don't give up and Hope always! Love Forever!! Do what your heart says... DREAM AS MUCH AS YOU LIKE AND MAKE IT TRUE! YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE SO MAKE THE MOST OF IT !

[@Lolli_Pop7]

Thank you for your time for writing that my Love! I really appreciate that!💗 You really are inspiring to me and other people!🩷 Thank you! And I really mean it! And are you okay?💕

[@quentinchevrier2059]

I have depression and social anxiety, sometimes bad thoughts. My family don't know anything about it. I wish they would forget about me so I can go away... alone.

[@RoramZO]

@@quentinchevrier2059I know it's really difficult when you have depression and social anxiety. But remember there's always someone who cares about you. I hope you get better day after day.

[@Icedglue]

Hey I feel like this too but sometimes you have to tell the most trusted person you know and make sure you're comfortable sharing. Sharing helps you feel better just like crying does too, I know how you feel and it's okay. Not everyone is okay, and you know what, that's fine, that's okay, some people have the same problem some other people do, and the best thing about that is that is how you fix it. If you know someone who used/does feel the same. It's best if you share, and let it all out then bottle it all up, I always bottled my feelings up and it never ends well, so I hope you don't have to go through the same thing as me❤❤❤ I will pray for you okay ❤❤

[@AydenHerrington]

Go away and be alone no never say that again people love you so much and you don’t even know bc depression makes you blind and it hurts ik but depression is a sickness that people don’t take seriously just so you know I love you and you family loves you so love yourself and be happy don’t put a fake smile on and be truly happy ❤❤❤ stay safe and strong

[@flash3254]

No... listen, I used to feel that way... I had convinced myself that I didn’t matter, that nobody cared about me... I didn’t care if I died, I didn’t look when I crossed the street, I wasn’t afraid of anything or anyone. But there was so much I hadn’t done yet. I want to marry the prettiest girl in the world, and I want to have a son, share all of my goofy knowledge with him, teach him how to do anything he wants to do. And that can never happen if I don’t live long enough to see it happen... we all have ambitions, even if we don’t act on them all the time... you will always have someone there for you, and even if not now, definitely in the future. Stay safe.

[@ashmuller-hy3cg]

0:00 - 1:40 Wake up to reality. Nothing ever goes as planned in this accursed world. The longer you live, the more you realize that the only things that truly exist in this reality are merely pain, suffering and futility. Listen, everywhere you look in this world, wherever there is light, there will always be shadows to be found as well. As long as there is a concept of victors, the vanquished will also exist. The selfish intent of wanting to preserve peace, initiates war and hatred is born in order to protect love. There are nexuses causal relationships that cannot be separated. I want to sever the fate of the world. A world of only victors. A world of only peace. A world of only love. I will create such a world. I am the ghost of the uchiha.

[@Vinnyluvs_u]

This playlist is now my comfort zone

[@ATDL-c3x]

Today...i lost a good friend...i tryed to tell her not too...but she didnt listen...her friends told me its my fault...R.I.P julie...you will always be in my heart❤

[@КалинсаДавлятова]

oh, I'm so sorry. but know that it's not your fault. you tried to persuade her and that's all you could do.

[@LydiaPlank-j5f]

i lost my boy bsf yesterday too rip.

[@LissetCoronilla-l5l]

Rip.

[@bsfswher.]

im so sorry, it's not your fault and don't let anybody else make you think or feel otherwise, you're very much loved and cared for, so i'm so sorry for what you've had to go through, but just always remember Jesus is with you, even if you don't believe it 🤍

[@flash3254]

No, it’s not your fault. I never want anyone to think that. You tried to help. You did your best. It’s hard to accept, but you did all that you could.

[@sleepzzs]

My best friend always talks about ending it and it scares me so bad because I am afraid one day she will. Once she actually sent me a bye message and I had 3 panic attacks. (She is alive) A few days ago she dropped me to date my ex and told me I was never there for her, I haven't been the same since that day. I told my bsf and he talked to her just for her to tell him, she never liked me and just used me the full 3 years I had known her for. I don't know what I did wrong, I tried everyday to make sure she had the biggest smile every day/night, never letting her see me sad, cry, and etc. But this is what I get back. Pain.

[@aver661]

i think i found the hidden message! its the first letter of the first ten songs :)

[@1ndonlytabitha]

i found it as well

[@strawberry-mochi1427]

That's,..so fucking sad.

[@FiveMinuteTrash]

Dang... I didn't see that

[@Icedglue]

...I do too NGL :l

[@clayedaze8129]

What’s the message?

[@DeadPoolGaming_YT]

I was in a relastionship with a girl then suddenly she broke up with me, i didnt know what i did wrong to her but she broke my heart where i was no longer stable and wished it never happend [For my future self: Please Try Your best]

[@Lolli_Pop7]

It happens for a reason! Like probably for the good?! But trust my hon , some day someone that you truly deserve will come to you!🩷

[@DeadPoolGaming_YT]

@@Lolli_Pop7 thank you :)

[@Lolli_Pop7]

@@DeadPoolGaming_YT ofc 💗💖

[@flash3254]

Hey man, I went thru that back in February. Woulda killed and died for her, but turns out she was eyeing someone else the whole time. We never did anything physical, never kissed or even cuddled. I had to force her to once, and I felt bad afterwards. But life gets better. Just got into a relationship over the past several days, and it’s give me so much hope and confidence for my future. And I hope that you find that someone, your other half, the one that keeps you going like they are for me. You are loved, even if not by your ex.

[@DeadPoolGaming_YT]

​@@Lolli_Pop7 guess what... i have gotten a better girlfriend and she is coming to my place tmmr :)

[@Nothing-n9k1q]

I tried and tried but i couldnt.ive been through so much that i cant begin to comprehend pain. Ive been through pqnic attacks, anxiety attacks, ptsd, depression and now seperation anxiety. Every time i tried to comite suic1de it didnt work. Tried jumping off a building but my best friend saved me. (Thanks eli❤❤❤) i continued to cry for hours on end even though my friends werent there. (This isnt now its a month ago but) i starved myself for days or even weeks. Ive only lived off water. Then my friend called and noticed my eyes were red from tears He ran over and gave me the best hug of my life. He hugged me for hours until i fell asleep and hed fall asleep with me sat next to him. (Were still really close friends) and i wanted to give up. Then i realised how much people love me. My friends, my family. Everyone. Please uf anyone reads this entirely please dont suffer the same mistakes i did. Be safe amd i love you ❤❤❤ ( edit: everyone please be safe i dont want anyone to suffer anything like this. Please i care about you. Stay safe out there strangers❤❤❤❤)

[@LiamLovesVaping]

Im the friend that is close to dying, no one noticed that i was so depressed that i started to do SH, no on ever noticed, I have been depressed for 2 years now, struggling with everything and everyone, im so close to giving up, i hope i wont be the friend that needs to be saved..If i do take my life. i love you all..

[@gooseissoepic]

Hey man, how are you doing?

[@bsfswher.]

🤍🤍 im so proud of you, don't give up

[@the_appl3]

Don't go.

[@roeingairlines41293]

this feels like a suicide note tbh, i have a strange feeling about this

[@flash3254]

Hey bro, not worth it. Only reason I did t is coz my bsf was in my driveway that morning. Absolutely not worth it. Only had a thought once since then. Showed me that people care enough to drive 2 hrs over state lines and ignore a family vacation to make sure you’re safe and stable. You’re loved, always and forever.

[@Sage.-mq8ms]

The title reminds me of the fact the girl I loved who loved me back committed the day before her birthday and I was asleep so I couldn't save her the one who told me she was dead was her own sister who answered her phone when I called her in the morning. Her sister told me her dying words to me were "tell ray I loved her more then anyone could imagine and that ill always be watching her" right before dying in her sisters arms I missed an entire week of school and stopped taking my antidepressants for a month. she tried to call shortly after cutitng her wrists but I was asleep I could've saved her I could've told her I loved her but I think though somehow she knew I loved her though

[@BlueDecay-k5l]

This reminds me of when I got Intoxicated by my Best friend on the last day of school, we haven’t talked to each other much since the incident, but she has Apologized and fixed our Relationship, anyways Have a nice day yall.

[@AubreeRoost-mh9yr]

i remember about a year ago my sweet boy committed i miss him everyday i remember his beautiful smile his goofy laugh his silliness he was perfect but i didn’t know he was suicidal bc he would never open up and i will never forgive myself for not knowing. I got a text from him one night but i wasn’t by my phone and he basically said he loves me and he’s sorry it was like a paragraph but i got back by my phone and it was to late. i miss him so much im only 15 but i remember sitting on my bathroom floor c^tting myself and trying to overdose which i woke up in the hospital but i was okay but i just want anyone who is reading this that i love you and your strong and you should know your worth and don’t ever let someone bring you down because you are so much better then that and you will get through whatever your going through you just have to believe i know it might be hard but it’s so worth it! don’t ever give up!🫶🏼

[@KyleUrgentrousePack]

2020-my friend a good mate commited..he was a type of friend that would never get angry or get into arguments with you..I was on call trying to get him to not commit but he said and I quote; no matter what happens I’ll be in ur heart forever.buy it’s too painful to deal with parents fighting,drunk dad, it just hurts…) rest in peace..you’re in a better place now..rest your mind and remember the happy memories that we made for the past years thank you for making me happy once again when I was upset or nervous for things u made me feel like I over myself thank you for that..

[@kaii2535]

Last week, i was crying while everyone was asleep, it was 4am and i was about to end it..but i got a text from my friend asking if I'm okay, he said i deserve to be loved and i was having a panic attack at that moment, but im grateful he saved my life that day..❤ ily ____

[@bsfswher.]

so proud of you, and not only do i love you, but i love your friend for keeping you grounded. stay strong luv ❤

[@kaii2535]

@@bsfswher. omg you're making me cry, thank you so much girl! Ly❤

[@bsfswher.]

@@kaii2535 of coursee !! ilysm🩷🩷

[@roeingairlines41293]

haha this is beautiful, i love this

[@firewolfeena_theanimallover]

This is long- I remember when my friends lost their uncle to suicide. I only knew him by name and the selfie he took before he did it. His brother-in-law found him after having gone missing. It was so hard to see the family in pieces. I couldn't even go into the auditorium the funeral was in. I remember sitting at a table watching it through a tv in the lobby holding back tears hugging a plush (they have helped me through a lot of rough times). My heart breaks knowing how many we have lost to suicide. It's hard to say the feeling I have when I hear about someone losing the emotional battle we all face at some point in life.

[@superlavendercupcake5169]

My online best friend. I miss you jaria

[@jannahkhan]

the songs in this playlist are so gut-wrenching and so perfect.

[@DonesOliveros]

I want to change..I don't wanna be depress anymore...I want to turn my life around for good.

[@supravietuitoriblog547]

Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?

[@DoopyDooperson]

same as for me.

[@bsfswher.]

same tbh

[@star30.12]

Depression isn't a choice you can't just wipe it away. Its a painfull feeling and sometime I ask if it ever will go away will I ever enjoy life as I did before will I ever laugh without overtihinking will I ever be happy

[@ExcuseMe411]

I couldnt stop my friend from saying "Yabba dabba doo!" when his crush agreed to go to prom with him. He hasn't heard from her since 😔 But on a side note, I hope all of the people who're posting actually sad stories are doing okay. God bless yall

[@RedAnimates-w9b]

I feel you dawg my friend said what the sigma and ruined his chances with any girls 😔

[@A_TOTALLYYrealNormal_Cat]

I got un-alpha 😢😢😢

[@GIGACHAD-dk7zs]

Lol

[@mikashipz_bakudeku]

*stop bcz i was acc sobbing nd this made me giggle . thank u /srs /gen .*

[@adictedtomoney]

[@theowhatmough]

im glad yall are happy to have who you have :D when someone dies they put trust within you thats why i have so much trustin me i wanna finish theyre goal even if they die they remain in my heart rip my family

[@RayYYE531]

I wonder if maybe this would happen to me, or maybe I’d be the one saying goodbye. Honestly, it’s eating me slowly day by day and the visions inside my head just get worse and worse. I feel myself dying, rotting. I feel like when I do die, I’m not going to tell my friends. We don’t talk much, anyways, so I feel like it’d just be better if they don’t know. I feel like they don’t care at all, so why would I bother? Short lived happiness sucks. Happiness, anger, sadness, and then repeat. It really sucks and it’s hard to keep on going. Sorry for the little rant :) Have a nice day to whoever’s reading this. Even if I say goodbye, I will remember your name.

[@atlas_th3_d33r]

me and my girlfriend are both people with really hard stories. My family is abosulte shit and extremely toxic. Both of our lives have been filled with confusion and pain. We find safety with eachother. Shes the only person thats ever loved me. Shes attemped many times. So i have ig but anyway. She was drinking way to much tonight and was texting me about it. I watched as she nearly slipped away and there was nothing i could do about it. nothing i said would get through. Shes still my favourite person. ill love her forever. I think we will both be okay. (shes alright now, shes going to be okay.) oh and we are 14....

[@Infinity4ever414]

Hold on, always hold on, together, because once your 18 you can leave and escape. Look for God too, maybe try going to church together, a lot of people find hope there. I pray you both stay safe, keep supporting each other and you'll make it. Look for hope, for light (you'll find in church, or at least that's what happened to me) i wish you well from a fellow teenage stranger. Stay safe.

[@byte__]

lil bro is 14😱 god be with you

[@atlas_th3_d33r]

this playlist is slowly healing my soul

[@Preppy_hadz]

My best friend used to cut herself and I was the reason she stop which make me want to cry because she was doing it for about 3 months and when she was thinking about stopping she told me and I gave her a very long pep talk and then she stopped❤❤

[@Ghost-wm1ry]

I hope I start living my life and let everyone know how important they are to me, even if it's embarrassing to just say something like that it could be the things like that that could make people feel loved, I highly advice everyone else to do so too, you could be saving their lives in the long run ❤

[@Leyuh00]

I used to have genuinely really bad anxiety and it got to the point where I WANTED to end my life and tried too. But here I am still alive, and I’m so proud of myself for getting better and seeking out the help I needed. To anyone out there struggling, it DOES get better, it’s not worth it

[@CarterWynne-ms3pu]

You ever play with your online buddy and the last words was, it’s getting late I’ll see you tomorrow,ok bye, you get back on but it’s not your friend it’s your friends dad 😢❤

[@KOPZZZH]

I dont ever wanna experience these stuffs as seeing these and peoples life thoroughly makes me feel empathetic and leaves me telling myself life is cruel to many without a reason. For that reason i always try to be here for the people im with acknowledging their presence and efforts, admiring, complimenting them to let them know im here for them. Its really nice to hear people laugh and smile. It warms my heart.

[@RixxyVRC]

this reminds me of when one of my best friends called to check up on to see what i was doin (not knowing what was going on) at last moment, then stopped and then we played FN and COD for that rest of the day. So if it wasn't for him, i'd be gone since 2022, then that best friend became a brotha. Thank u so much Clyde, luv u man..❤️❤️

[@KC3Lay]

I had a friend who died a year or two ago. It wasn't on purpose. He was happy. His entire life was ahead of him. I wish I got to know him better. He had an allergic reaction to some new medication he was on and passed peacefully in his sleep over the weekend. Unfortunately, even months after the fact someone kept taking about him like he killed himself. He never even knew him. A full-grown adult who heard the news through the grape vine and continually spoke of my dead friend in front of me claiming it was his choice to be dead. Me and my parents told him the truth and to stop talking about something so painful for me. Unfortunately, he didn't even care though he's made me cry multiple times in public. I'm so glad he and his family moved.

[@MickaelBelmont]

This video only remember me how lonely i am right now on my life, no friends, no girlfriend, no one in my family like the same things as i and they don't actually loves me and think that i'm a worthless son, i literally have nothing and no one.

[@short....257]

I have tried many times to see the good side of life...but always when I make mistakes or everything is pointless, we come to the conclusion that you can hate people the most but you also love...

[@Iaintgivingmyinstaout]

Have my like friend, life sucks, you just gotta find the people to make it worth while :)

[@w.oooxzw]

She was my best friend for almost 3 years, and he was my best friend for 5 years and my boyfriend for almost 1 month. My best friend became cold to me, and my boyfriend spent more and more time with her. He was becoming closer to her than me. Recently, my boyfriend left me by simply saying: "I think we need to take our distance", with a French (because yes I am French) not so well written or anything. I don't think that adolescence is really good, but it's not completely bad either. Everyone is just trying to find who they are, without often knowing what the consequences of these actions will be. They are not stupid, they just need more time to find the way they like. Yes there are stupid people, but most of the time, they just don't think like us. And it's stupid to think that I think like that just because I lost a trusted friend and my boyfriend. Thanks to Mia for making me understand this. Have a good night or day

[@_little_sheep_http8411]

Tbh, idk if anyone would try to stop me if they knew me irl, I am a horrible and disgusting person, I make everyone's life worse, i make everyone's life miserable and horrible, I know that and I know it's true, bc I see it in every person eyes and face when they are around me, even my family. I make people feel like they should just leave. I don't belong here, I don't belong in no ones family or no one's friendship groups, bc as I said, before even I come in their lifes, their lifes were much more better and happier, and now when I'm inside it, it made their life worse. I make everyone feel ashamed, I make people feel miserable. I am a bad person and not a good person, my personality is sh-t and I feel like I'm the outsider in everyone's life even in this world. I feel like I have been put in the wrong life or universe.

[@supravietuitoriblog547]

Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?

[@ЛукаПивович]

You are what you make from yourself, try to do something about it, try to change yourself, if you know what is wrong about you, try to change it, it will be hard, but you must keep moving forward

[@CLUEL3SS-y3w]

Listen bro I want you to know that so many people care and love you and want you to stay alive if you EVER need to talk I can give you my number no matter what it is about just know that you mean something to somebody somewhere❤❤

[@Realguyedits]

no, you’re not, don’t say that.. You matter and someone cares about you in the inside..

[@roeingairlines41293]

lifes tuff fr

[@snowfox3186]

This is why I won't ever do it. I wouldn't ever want anyone to feel that they messed up and didn't see the signs. I love you M.

[@ConnerBlankenship]

Im not complaining but just want to type my thoughts out. My friend was a really cool guy that actually cares about other people and becoming better. Then he went through some stuff and everything changed. He stopped caring. I miss the old him. My brother. Just wanted to vent that out into words. Remember appreciate everything you have and always be grateful, I'm grateful that our friendship even happened. Life is great, much love to all!

[@olsadsh]

are u okay that he changed on u dude?

[@ConnerBlankenship]

@@olsadsh Yeah, I'm doing just fine, but I wish that he was still apart of it, you know? Appreciate you asking.

[@flash3254]

Hey man, this is important venting, not complaining. You never have to specify here. Complaint is over trivial and frivolous things that don’t matter. But venting is about something that really affects you. The more deeply impacted you are, the more you should talk, yell, scream your story from the rooftops. Don’t just fix yourself, use your story to lift others up and give them hope, as well as bring attention to the issue. Loved and cared for always brother.

[@Kai-sz5hw]

I remember a time when I sat down after playing a game, I looked at my hands then I reflected on life, and I said “what is life really about there has there has to be more to this world, right?”

[@destinygreen3721]

Its been 5 months since my last attempt my bestfriend of 7 years helped me through it all I couldn't ask for a better friend then him we were on call for 2 hours straight and I remember him begging me to stay I will never forget him for as long as I live

[@EneilaLavin]

I tried. And it almost worked. But the thing that stopped me was the thought of everyone I love crying and blaming themselves for jumping off. I never told anyone, I was too scared to do so. I stayed normal when Im with others. Even though its bad, I would always pile up some medicines, stare at the knife while washing and looking up to the roof. But I knew I couldn't just leave them alone. So I thank everyone I love for being there, even if they don't know what kind of held they gave me. I love you all!!!❤❤

[@INFERNALREQUIEMMUSIC]

I'm sorry i couldn't save you, Kieran.

[@bsfswher.]

i'm so sorry for your loss, stay strong and keep your chin up ml 🤍. i'm here for you if you wanna talk!

[@mikashipz_bakudeku]

*hey , ml . its okay . i bet Kieran is looking down @ u , watching u & smiling . u’re amazing . im always free if u need 2 reach out .

[@sillystar0-0]

i dropped my best friend of almost 5 years because i was have bad thoughts.. no one knows about them. just me. but i let go of her so i could stop hurting her, burdening her. but in the end i just ended up hurting her even more.. leaving an open wound on our once beautiful, now broken friendship.. i just wanted to make sure that if i did end up doing something.. it wouldn’t hurt her.. i try really hard not to disappoint people, but i always end up being a disappointment and burdening them..

[@flash3254]

No, don’t push people away. Seek forgiveness, and hope for it, but know that she may say no. Not to put bad thoughts into your head, but if you really open up, I’m sure she’ll oblige and become friends with you once more. I used to push people away. It’s not good. That’s why I used to SH. Don’t. You can and will be loved.

[@LIPOVZKEY]

I had a foreign friend who own a sport bike and we would talk about how he would go and see me when I bought my own so that we could drive around together. It was september 13, 2023 exactly 2:55 when he blew up my phone with notification saying how hes gonna go out and ride around the quiet city of his and how excited he was for me to get my first bike and then half way through that he kept saying how he appreciated me, that I understands him better than anyone, and saying that he loves me and will always be there for me even if hes not, at that point I started to get worried but I never told him I was, I reassured him that I'm always by his side too and that he could tell me anything without being obvious that I already know what he was doing. Then he stopped texting, I didnt sleep knowing its around 4 in the morning hoping hed text back saying hes back from his late night drive but no he didnt. It was 1 in the afternoon and I got a text from his phone, I really wished to tell you that it was him, it was his brother. He told me that he was gone. They tracked his phone and so him and his demolished bike on a wall and the first they saw was his phone cracked but still open and it was him texting me. You dont know how devastated I was, how I wanted to scream and cry. He was everything to me, he was my bro but we never met each other. I was really looking forward to meet him but fucking hell I lost him.

[@x-SpYcE-x]

I’ve scrolled through dozens of comments on this post.. mighty as well add one more story.. One of my female friends that I’ve known for around 4-5 years now.. I always knew she was suicidal as I was her pillow to vent to. The other day at lunch, she told me about how she’s moved on from c#tting, and now she burns.. she rolled up her sleeve and showed me parts of her upper arm where she had taken a metal pin, and burned small scars into her skin. Leaving indents on her skin.. That was the first time I lost my appetite and wanted to throw up because I had to imagine the thought of, “How far gone is she now..?” I almost winced, I have only one cut mark and it’s in my hand. I want to further help her but the thing is.. she’s the older person who groomed me during the first year of me knowing her. I’m currently a Freshman in Highschool, she’s a Senior.. If you’ve made it this far.. I believe you want an explanation on why I still care for her or why I’m still in her life.. I want to know it too.. Anyways.. there’s my story for this post, I hope life isn’t too rough on you currently. One last thing before you go Traveller.. Don’t think Suicide is the option, it’s taken me 3 and a half years to finally see my life is finally getting better. All the bullying won’t stop, but it will slow. In Highschool people are meaner, but you won’t see them much. Only in classes and the halls. Safe Travels dear Reader.. best of luck to you..

[@wallydarlingVA]

I was 10 at the time, she had texted me that she loved me. I went to her house to find her window broken. And a rope tied to her bed post. She had jumped from the window. She was only 13.

[@Jay_Jay00]

It's been 4 years, oh how I miss her. So much I always feel guilty for not being able to stop her that night I loved her so much, she was my first love

[@therealzack-m8o]

I recently found out my online friend from Thailand commited s*icide through Discord, her irl friend mesaged me about it. I knew her through tiktok because we both have the same interest, we would joke around and talk. The first time I found out she tried to commit s*icide was when I was able to talk to her about it. She said her life and her parents has been stressing her out. We talked for a while and she felt a bit better after. But then I had to take a break off the internet because my life and school kept me busy. A week later, I decided to chat with my friend since we haven't spoke to each other after a long time, that's when I saw a message from her friend. She/He told me that she had mental issues and a disorder they didn't want to mention and that she killed herself. The moment I saw that message broke me. All I wanted was to talk to her again, not to mention I used to have a secret crush on her (Just in case for anyone wondering, we're both the same age). R.I.P Mezzo 🕊You will never be forgotten and you will always be remembered. I'm s*icidal myself, but I try to live for my friends so they don't have to go through the same thing I did.

[@bakugo1889]

I remember being on a group chat and my friend said " hey don't blame your self i loved you"we were neighbors and i had asked her what she meant and she didn't answer me and i run outside hearing sirens and i go outside to see my girlfriend passed away in a scratcher

[@professional.lunatic]

Our first message was in November of 2023. I hate who I was back then, but you made it so much better. Y’know, it would almost be our one year “aniversary". And almost your birthday. I don’t know if you’re alive or not. You never replied back to me. I miss you, dude.

[@Lolli_Pop7]

What a lovely story!🩷 But don't give up! Remember how you made him/she feel! And ik you guys were incredible great friends! Probably a miracle will happen and he will answer/reply to you!?💕

[@Editz415]

Hey man or gal, don't leave us we need you here or else you may never have a chance to see that reply, right? It's going to be ok.

[@Zeeorkle]

This is the one thing I am afraid of. If someone I knew was going to commit, I would be one of the first people to try and get them to stop. But there is only so much I can do online and it scares me to one day wake up and find one of them gone. I hope you all are doing well

[@A_TOTALLYYrealNormal_Cat]

🤍

[@DasypeltisKing]

My best friend killed herself Halloween of 2021. I could’ve save her.

[@dallamalady0094]

I have attempted suicide twice this year and both times it failed and I'm too scared to tell anyone. It's currently finals season and every single night the urge becomes stronger and stronger. I'm losing friends and don't see a reason to keep going anymore, I just don't want to cause people around me to do something bad to themselves because of me. But I cant do this anymore.

[@AdrianaWilson-y1d]

I feel like the worst feeling in the world is hurting the one person you love most in the world because then you won’t have anyone. Anyways hope y’all have a good day and eat and drink water and (try) and get sleep, have a nice day, and you’ll get better eventually! 👍🙂

[@poatanalex-b7w]

i was just balling my eyes out over my best friend being gone. miss ya slipp and for some reason this playlist is calming me down yet still tears falling from my eyes, i miss u so much slipp wish i knew u were very happy before dying💔😢

[@NoraLovesDrawing]

I remberer crying on the floor as i c()t myself. Suddenly i got a video chat from my bestfriend, as i quicjly wiped my tears. I awnsered, she suddenly said "Are you okay?" I froze my eyes widening, when i suddenly realized. No one had ever asked me that before.. thank you izzy, you saved me from something i will regret in the future. Because of her im 6 months clean

[@RamenLover468]

I feel like I've gone insane and everything hurts. It's all the same every single day like I'm stuck in a loop. I wanna do something different. I wanna be free and I wanna have fun and not just hurt myself to make everyone else laugh. I just want to lie in my bed and don't get up. I just don't have the courage to do anything. What's the point, is what the voice asks me. I agree with it. I don't even know why I'm typing this. I feel like I'm wasting my time typing all this. The voice is saying stop. Don't. I said don't. I don't know what's going on. I just want to be aware. But I feel like I'm not. Why am I here. I need to stop it with this fantasy. I try to look cool but I don't. Why. Just why. I'm scared. Of tomorrow. I don't wanna go outside because I'm scared. I feel weak, broke, and ugly. I hate the voice. He tells me things. Weird things.

[@blacksnake-g4f]

The first one breaks my heart!..

[@CoCo._.N._.CocoNuT]

This comforts me after my friend committed suicide two days ago, thank you.

[@AxelThe_Wolf]

Hey dude I'm sorry abt that

[@AngelaKatarina-wi2ol]

My best friend was my siamese cat i came home from school with bike saw my brother digging a hole i didnt know what happened i gone inside the house called my cat ''Siimi!' 3 times nothing.. my brother came inside the house with his gf i told him 'wheres siimi' he started to cry and i just realized it was it i didnt find the last moments with my cat he had cancer i wished he was longer with me i wanted to spend the last moments with him i was late i was crying all night and day i gone to school with red eyes still having tears everyone was confused why was i crying, now i have a mainecoon cat.. though i wanted a siamese..

[@nemanjaceperkovic3676]

Bog je poslao svog Sina u svet. Nije ga poslao da sudi svetu krivim, nego da kroz njega spase svet. Jovan 3:17

[@Sncfan1121]

Reminds me of my friend who od in 2017 (she was 13 i was 7) she was suicidal for a long time, her parents were abusive, (her dad mostly) shed come over in the middle of the night and cried, to me i helped her calmed her down, that following week, her other friend lets call her alexa , said she "lace, lexi overdosed last night... she didn't make it..." im telling you, i miss you so much, lexi... fly high, my beautiful best friend.... i miss you every day.. im living for you, baby.....❤ just for you....

[@CurlyFromMouthwashing]

Don't even wanna die anymore just want to go to sleep and never wake up

[@tutifruiti921]

I would rather have the world hate me and i love myself than have the world love me and i hate myself - Suicidal person But what can i do now, it really doesnt matter if my parents love me, if my sister loves me, if my friends love me, if my classmates love me, if my church friends love me or even if God loves me.... Because i really hate myself and wish that i could find a reason to die and not have everyone feel bad and sad. Back then i told her i didnt care and i never liked her. Its true because deep down, i loved her sooo much more than anything. And i still do. The other person inside me is winning. He's like the tyler durden i never had but needed only for awhile. But now he's destroying me. Now i just want a reason to die. He's always asking me whether me not existing is better whenever i make a mistake or just mess up badly. He never ever comforts me or sweet talk. Instead he curses me, put in bad thoughts in my head, manipulate me. Its like having bipolar disorder and split personality disorder at the same time. But now that i think about it.... Is it really this "Tyler Durden" that's hurting me... Or am i just hurting myself... Now i even turned away from God. I didn't care anymore whether i died or not. I just wanted everyone else to be happy.

[@flash3254]

Hey man, you are always loved by someone or something. I grew up Irish Catholic, strict and old-fashioned parents so I know how tough it can be sometimes. If religion is what helps, go to church. If it’s something else entirely, do that thing. Hang out with that person. Just never bring someone harm, yourself included. Please, for the love of all things holy, don’t do it.

[@tutifruiti921]

​@@flash3254 I'm better now, God never left me. Instead I blindly left him. He never did forsake me, I did. He came running after me but I was blinded by the troubles of the world, not knowing that Jesus was the only thing I needed. HE was the SOLUTION. He came running after me and fortunately caught me. Without him, I definitely wouldn't be here right now. Jesus saved me from sin,death and brought me back to life. I'm so glad to know that Christ is with me wherever I go. Even when my flesh and heart fail, God is my strength and portion forever. He's my place of refuge. I can go to him unashamed. The AMAZING LOVE given to us by Christ. I'm super grateful that Jesus still cares about us even after all the bad things we do. If this message helped you please do not be afraid of praying to God and repenting. Instead I beg you to repent and surrender your life to Christ. Because with Christ, life's a lot easier.

[@marinafonsecagonzalez620]

One of my online friends died.his name was max,he overdosed I heard it and my heart dropped.i was sobbing for days.

[@NullHeel]

We moved schools together, thats where it all ended. Where he found someone "Better".

[@alexviall6007]

My love has recently been… having some self destructive thoughts, they’ve been cutting their ankles with scissors and every time they didn’t have scissors they would tear their skin with full force. Now that self destructive behavior has turned… suicidal tendencies. Always joking about death and how they would do a double suicide with someone and badazzle their ropes. But it isn’t a joke anymore… Almost every night I have to talk them out of death. They would say things like “oh I won’t commit because it will hurt the people I love so I’ll just hurt myself” or “double suicide anyone? We can overdose!” It’s very sad. I love them so much and I’m about to leave them thanks to me moving. I feel as if I’m abandoning them and I don’t want my love to die before their life as really begone. They also always say that they don’t belong in such a beautiful world, but is that world really beautiful without them? Alli, whatever you’re doing right now, know that I care about you and that if you leave this earth that I will always love you.

[@Soaring.dragon563]

My best friend is incredibly Sцcidal… like me, he keeps saying he won’t k!ll himself for another year or 2, he keeps telling me he’s gonna, he keeps telling me that it’s gonna happen and the thought of the only person who’s ever made me comfortable in who I am as a person is dead, and I couldn’t stop it, the moment I heard there’d be a knife to my wrist… I love him so much, and if he ever left, I’d want to be with him… forever