Pregnancy Anxiety After Loss | Rainbow Baby

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I have had 2 miscarriages in the past but now I am 15 weeks pregnant and I am sharing what feelings I have dealt with over these few weeks. Hopefully my story of pregnancy after loss can help those who are going through the exact same thing.
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[@WISEPATHHUB]

“Those two lines don’t mean anything until I see the baby and hear the heart beat” that really hit home. That’s exactly how I felt three days ago when I found out I was pregnant. I really want to get excited about this pregnancy, but I’m so scared to miscarry again. 😭😭😭

[@DaysofMay19]

Sending love your way 💜

[@chinyerefregene2179]

I pray God carry you through with a beautiful and successful story at the End. Please stay positive. Wishing you and everyone a beautiful successful pregnancy. Love y'all.

[@tyranicemoore1445]

god got you every step of the way...

[@CrystalEstrada1]

Just found out I’m pregnant after my loss last year, and I’ve been so scared, and after hearing that statement now my anxiety went into overdrive.

[@obehianita4938]

How did it go?

[@Prettybrownie77]

I went thru 1 blighted ovum 1 mis carriage and 1 ectopic with tube removal and now I’m pregnant with rainbow baby. I’m happy and I decided to let the past be the past. I’m taking 1 day at a time and I’m giving all my anxiety and worry to God. I felt all those emotions you were talking about but I told myself to not have doubt just be happy just live in this moment and keep going. Thank you for your courage and love you help me realized I’m not crazy for feeling like this. I also wanted to say this is my rainbow baby and I mourned my last 3 so I could push thru and give this baby inside me the love and courage it needs from me. ❤️🙏🏾 🌈

[@DaysofMay19]

You are so strong!! Congratulations on your rainbow baby 😍

[@Prettybrownie77]

Days of May thank you so much so are you!! Telling story of loss takes courage! ❤️🙏🏾

[@Ami-xf6ry]

You message gives me hope.I had a miscarriage at 5 weeks in June 2018 and an ectopic pregnancy May 2019.I am so scare to the point that I am not planning on telling my partner if and when I am pregnant until I hear the heart beat. It's not a nice feeling at all.I Pray for strength.

[@salwaawadh5576]

@@Ami-xf6ry same here... had 2 miscarriages. 1 last year at 5 wks and the 2nd this year at 14wks was so depressed and disappointed... and am also scared of trying again but when I do I also said that I would not tell anyone until I hear a heart beat.. but I really pray for every woman who wants to be a parent to get there rainbow baby... good luck to you all

[@sophiecoleman8085]

I lost my first baby at 15 weeks and I never imagined the pain that came with it. It seriously broke me, but it seemed a lot of people around me expected me to get over it just because I hadn’t “met it yet”. Whether or not I hadn’t met them, they were so real to me, and I loved them more than anyone in my life. Six months after losing them, I found out I was pregnant with my rainbow baby. I was terrified all throughout that pregnancy. He was born at 38 weeks, and he is now a healthy, happy little boy that will be 3 in October. We have also recently welcomed our second little boy into the world 🌈❤️

[@kgatlego]

Thank you for this. Gives hope and very encouraging for me especially during this time.

[@annamilenamariani3751]

Congratulations on all three of your babies. They are all real and loved.❤ I am so sorry for your loss. I just went through my second miscarriage, and this time it was twins. It is heart-breaking and devestating. I have one very earthly strong willed 4 year old girl and my three heavenly bound babies, hopefully watching after us and sending a sibling down soon.

[@SurinaLynn]

This really gives me hope! I had a miscarriage 2 months ago and am now freshly 4 weeks pregnant with another angel. hoping this one goes well!

[@DaysofMay19]

Congratulations and good luck 💜

[@CalmEnchantment]

How did your pregnancy go? Would love to know updates a year later x

[@yasminxo9955]

Girl how did it go for you after your first miscarriage

[@LizAkyxll]

Same, how did you pregnancy go? 🙏🏼

[@jacquidewet8369]

I needed this video! Healthy son - Oct 2012 Healthy daughter - Jan 2014 Loss - Sep 2017 Loss - May 2018 Loss - Feb 2019 Currently 7 weeks and my first ultrasound is next week Wednesday. The last few weeks have dragged by so slowly. The anxiety is so terrifying.

[@AS-nd5gf]

I am sure your baby was OK?

[@irmaebochs-homeloans6597]

Hi Jacqui, Went everything okay with that last pregnancy?

[@melissarodriguez3097]

My husband and i tried for 3 years and finally on the 3rd year mark we found out I was pregnant. I told my bff and she told me she was pregnant too! We were 2 weeks apart. Unfortunately a few weeks later I miscarried. It’s been 5 months since then and it doesn’t get easier. It’s so hard going through all of it alone. My obgyn office was so careless about it too, which made me feel worse. There’s days when I just feel so sad about it. But then I remind myself that our baby is in heaven with the best care, considering everything happening in the world.

[@leahpintol]

This is going to help so many people going through the same thing! Your sweet rainbow baby will be here before you know it 💗💗

[@tianalondon8997]

Needed this. I just had a miscarriage after being pregnant for the first time and I’m terrified to try again even though we really want to. I still don’t know how to feel, but I’m glad I came across your page. New subbie❤️

[@divinesin89]

I had the same experience as you. I know that it's heartbreaking. We just started trying again and even though I'm scared, I know good things await us. Good luck! :)

[@tianalondon8997]

Natasha Contractor good luck to you too! It will happen for us✨✨

[@nicolevolcy3511]

I believe our rainbow babies will come!

[@jonnyponce1619]

Same here but we are trying again fingers crossed 🤞 persistence is the difference between success and failure

[@racheldivittorio9184]

I just went through the same thing and have the same exact feelings. How are you doing now, a year later?

[@jasminecoker642]

Found out I was pregnant with my second baby after I lost my first child on New Years Eve. Husband is surprised and excited and tbh I am silenced by anxiety and doubt. I feel terrible but thankful for the blessing. Such a weird state of mind.

[@breannscales8302]

After haveing my first miscarriage July 16,2020 I found out I was pregnant with my rainbow 🌈 baby yesterday❤️🙏🏾

[@mirandaoverton7834]

Thank you I went threw a missed miscarriage March 14 with be 6 months I’m scared to get pregnant again but I know the good lord above has got this I know with all my heart it will be ok

[@yaninaluppino2155]

I feel you. I went through a silent miscarriage at the start of Feb and I am now pregnant again. 6 week pregnant and holding my breath. Why is it so hard.

[@DaysofMay19]

I am so sorry that you are going through all of this. Sending love and good rainbow baby vibes your way💜

[@krispretzel]

Needed to see this. I just had an early miscarriage last month and (shockingly bc we said we were going to wait a few months) I took a test and I’m pregnant again just a month later. I’m only 3 weeks and 3 days and Im finding it hard to let myself get excited. Thank you so much for this. ❤️

[@lakeishionstreet]

I felt this video so much. I recently just went through this last month and I am waiting on my rainbow baby to appear. I’m just really nervous and scared to get pregnant again. That loss would have been my first and it really just saddens me sometimes, but I’m happy to know that I’m not alone and that there is hope. Thank you for sharing.

[@DaysofMay19]

I'm so sorry for your loss 💔 you are definitely not alone and I'm sending good rainbow baby vibes your way 💜

[@vernellguillory2959]

🥰A rainbow baby is a term for a child born to a family that has previously lost one or more children due to stillbirth, miscarriage, ectopic pregnancy, termination for medical reasons, or death during infancy

[@shamraelmore]

Congratulations 🎉🎊. I just had a loss at 10 weeks. Went for an ultrasound and peanut didn’t have a heartbeat. My heart aches. I’m praying God help us through

[@gabyandrade8312]

Had a miscarriage 9 months ago then ended up pregant again in October 2020 just to have a missed miscarriage at 8 weeks 🥺 currently hopping my story ends like yours by having my rainbow baby one day 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 thank you for sharing your story it really gives me hope. Thank You.

[@maricelamoy5803]

How are you now? Are you pregnant again? I also had missed miscarriage..

[@DaysofMay19]

I'm so sorry that you are going through all of this. I am sending you lots of love and good rainbow baby vibes your way!!

[@Brea890]

I was pregnant for 8 days and I was really sad about losing that little poppy seed. You start planning for your new life with that baby from the moment you get a positive test. Your life literally changes and then it gets taken away. Its hard no matter how soon you miscarry 💔

[@femijohn5832]

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[@miabrue5483]

I'm 10 weeks right now. I lost my first baby almost a year ago at 6 weeks before I even got a chance to have my first appointment. It was devastating. But from the start I felt like something wasn't right because I had absolutely no symptoms. This time we got to see the heartbeat at the first ultrasound (at 8 weeks) and I felt what you felt....but im still terrified. I had planned to tell my parents on Christmas eve (tomorrow) but because I'm only 10 weeks and haven't had an ultrasound since the first one, im extremely hesitant. And it hurts to have that lingering fear of telling people before the second trimester. Thank you for posting this video and showing us that we aren't alone.

[@kathleenkaaye]

I just had my first miscarriage and it was my first pregnancy. I feel so lost & shattered. Idk how to cope with it.

[@DaysofMay19]

I am so sorry for your loss 💔 sending love your way 💜

[@KatieMaehem]

I am so sorry for your loss... sending you so much love and prayers 💚💜💙

[@Bc61333]

Me too. Just had my first pregnancy and loss. It's so hard... It's very common for those pregnant for the first time. So so painful. :(

[@TheDricaK_]

Congratulations ❤️ I am praying hard for God to send me a rainbow baby. My first child 9.7.19 she was stillborn 💔 still so fresh to me, I’m so heartbroken, I’ll never forget my firstborn, I’m hoping for a 2nd baby to ease a little pain I feel towards my loss.

[@ashleyyoung3169]

I found out I had a blighted ovum at 12 weeks gestation, my first pregnancy that my partner & I were so incredibly in love with & excited for, I had my D&C on December 11th, I feel like I haven’t breathed since that day, I love this video, I love your story, thank you for sharing, you have given me hope. I can’t wait for that day that I “breathe” again. ❤️

[@daniwhitaker8330]

I lost my son a month ago at 19 weeks & I can’t wait until I have my 🌈 baby.

[@mollie7463]

I cried watching this congratulations 💕

[@DaysofMay19]

Thank you 💜

[@tiffanytyler4829]

Me too, very therapeutic .. Thank you 😭💜

[@jackiedvarona]

Your story is so relatable. I had a missed mc in September and just found out I’m pregnant. It’s so sad that a loss takes away the joy I should be feeling. I have 3 children and never worried throughout their pregnancies. Now I am over analyzing everything with this one. You are so right, you never really feel out of the woods until that baby is safe in your arms. Congrats on your rainbow mama! And thank you for sharing your story 💕

[@tiffanysgottimetoday4589]

I know right...😥

[@latashahenson1761]

My son was stillborn at 18 weeks 2017. We tried for 3 years to conceive again, found out few weeks ago that I am pregnant again as of today I am 11 werks and 2 days. tomorrow is my first ultrasound and I am scared beyond scared. . I really needed this video so thank you and congrats on your lil boy. I'm sending lots of hope and faith n love your way.

[@DaysofMay19]

Congratulations!! Sending love and good rainbow baby thoughts your way 💜

[@tyranicemoore1445]

congrats

[@nailahmychele]

I know I’m two years late but I’m still right on time, I needed to hear the raw and honest emotions in this video so I know I’m not alone with the anxiety I feel some days

[@estelareynoso4768]

Juss had my second miscarriage i was 7 weeks on February 5th 😔 i am going to try again but i am so worried !!! 😔😔

[@samanthaduvall8504]

Oh my how I needed this. lost our last baby at 24 weeks and I’m terrified because I’m pregnant again and afraid of losing this baby too

[@DaysofMay19]

I'm so sorry for your loss 💔 sending love your way 💜

[@Virtuous9jababe]

This is my exact current situation. But I am hopeful this would work out

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[@msd7514]

Well I had a stillbirth on March 15, 2019 my one and only child died. I had to plan a funeral and everything. My baby was a full term. I don't plan on getting pregnant again either. I don't want to try again plus I'm single so I'm good. But, congratulations to you my pregnancy was unplanned though. I don't want to get pregnant ever again. You know loosing a child hurts that's not a great feeling. I am very sorry for your life I'm truly am sorry. I don't want a rainbow baby period I want my first child back.

[@DaysofMay19]

I am so sorry for your loss💔

[@msd7514]

@@DaysofMay19 I'm sorry for your lost too.

[@catwmn14]

I am so sorry for your loss, although I know those words are so hollow. I read once that when you are pregnant, a small amount of the baby’s cells and DNA gets into your bloodstream. So even after you have your baby, there is always a little part of them that stays with you, for the rest of your life. I hope you find peace and happiness again 💕

[@olgachekhova106]

Ms T ♥️

[@olgachekhova106]

Ms T I want my first baby back too

[@cryann8102]

I had a miscarriage at 7 weeks, only 6th. The doctor tracked my HCG back to negative and I got my two pink lines yesterday (August 28th)... I've taken 7 tests between yesterday and today because I keep thinking "what? Really? Let me check one more time." I'm calling my doctor first thing tomorrow morning. I'm feeling aaaaaallllllllll the emotions at the moment. And trying not to psych myself up too much just yet. 🤞🤞🤞🤞🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈

[@Bri-wc4ib]

Thank you for sharing. 💕

[@meganmullen6341]

Thank you for sharing, it’s such a comfort to hear others stories. I recently miscarried my first baby. I was ten weeks but my little bean stopped growing at 6 weeks. I am unbelievably heartbroken. We of course want to try again but I’m petrified to put us through that again.

[@thegirlymum]

Thank you so much for this video. I’m pregnant with my rainbow baby after a ruptured ectopic this summer. Feeling all the feels. I know this is an old video, but I’m glad it’s still out there. 🥰

[@rogue9760]

Currently five weeks pregnant and I'm having some really bad anxiety because of my miscarriage last year. I'm trying really hard to be positive because I just want to have a healthy baby😫❤

[@annettehannah8223]

I had a miscarriage 07-07-2020 because I have thyroid problems. I think my thyroid hormone dropped to low and I lost the baby at 5 weeks. Now I took a test yesterday and it came back positive. I am so scared that when I go to the bathroom at I am going to see blood. I come very close to a panic attack everytime I go.

[@DaysofMay19]

I am so sorry that you are going through this. Have you been able to get to your doctor to make sure everything is going ok this time? Sending love your way 💜

[@Nelliejellie22]

I’m glad I came across your video I had a missed miscarriage back in April and now I’m pregnant again and I just ask god to protect and keep me and my baby healthy

[@camilleabella2122]

Thank you for this video! 🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍

[@femijohn5832]

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[@hannahmoore4032]

Thank you so much for this

[@sandracintron1214]

Last year I lost my baby at 22 weeks and It made me depressed. Now im 14 weeks pregnant with my rainbow baby but I am having soooo much anxiety i dont know how to not be afraid...Im just soo scared to go through that again 😣thank you for this video ❤️

[@vervain15]

I am so thankful for your post. I am able to start grieving for my loss as I almost tried to bounce back to my normal life. I am actually extremely sad with my loss but weren’t given an opportunity to grieve. I am crying right now because maybe I needed to hear what you said and it helped me release my extreme sadness and know that I am not alone. 🙏🏽🙏🏽🥺😭😭😭❤

[@aylinjenniferyepez1474]

I’ve gone through miscarriage & I’m currently pregnant again & I have my first ultrasound on June 9th & I’ll be approximately 8 weeks as well... my last pregnancy the baby didn’t have a heartbeat when I went in at 8 weeks & 2 days & it stopped growing at 8 weeks sooo I’m supper nervous having to go & lay there praying for a heartbeat.... but I have faith everything is going to be okay this time around

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[@Xquizitdayah]

I am going through this and feel the exact same way. I am almost 6 weeks and I’m terrified, constant burst of emotions and sense of helplessness. It feels as if no one around me understands my fear. This video is a blessing. Fingers crossed this pregnancy is healthy. I just need to hear a heartbeat and know the baby is not ectopic this whole feeling that should be joy is fear, this is the longest wait until next doc appointment which will be next week.

[@Revan_Onasi]

I had an emergency C-section at 32 weeks and lost my baby boy the next day. I'm trying to prepare emotionally before trying again. I'm still freaking out even from the single thought something could go wrong again.

[@DaysofMay19]

I am so sorry for your loss. I can understand that was probably the most traumatic experience. Sending lots of love your way💜

[@yaminishrivastava9207]

Hey , i hope you are doing well now ..i had similar experience and don't know how to cope up with all the feelings. Few questions are still unanswered for us ...

[@latoyalynkew9402]

Last year I have a miscarriage and now am 19 weeks pregnant am so scared

[@mrezola]

I want to applaud you all for supporting each other & sharing your stories. This would’ve been invaluable to me years ago. My rainbow baby is 19 now & thriving, but my pregnancies were harrowing. 19 years ago my son was born at 23 weeks, weighing under 1 lbs. I was diagnosed with an incompetent cervix (yes that’s the textbook name 🤦🏻‍♀️) Surprisingly I got pregnant immediately after. It was a terrifying 9 months of bed rest & near losses. Thankfully I gave birth to my daughter at full term, she’s almost 18 & amazing. In 2001 no one talked about these things. Amongst so much negativity, it’s heartening to see channels like this. 👍💕

[@testingbrandacoount149]

I had the same experience..my baby was born jan 21 of this year..for only 21 weeks and 4 days..its very devastating and anxieties are filing up..how long have you wait to had ur next baby after the miscarriage?

[@noemychacon4417]

I’m going to start a miscarriage 🥺🥺 I have a blighted ovum and I don’t know what to feel

[@smashandcreate]

This is kind of similar to my story. We’ve had 2 losses in the last year and a half. I’m currently 28 weeks with my “3rd” but 5th pregnancy. I started doing much better after feeling her but recently I’ve had a return of the anxiety that something will go wrong. This pregnancy has been hard on my emotions. It helps to hear that I’m not the only one and to see how things all turned out for you. 🌈❤

[@terrortube6593]

I am a rainbow baby

[@treasurelutters9246]

I lost my baby at 11 weeks and it was my first pregnancy my water broke and I was waiting to deliver it even with it being so small it broke me

[@diserellabrittany]

I recently miscarried really early and I was just telling my husband how i'm so scared to get pregnant again because I'm already have anxiety about miscarrying again. It's so true how no matter when you lose a baby even if it's early, it's such a huge loss. It was so difficult especially with me being so early on because no one knew except for my husband, so it was very isolating and made the pain ten times worst. Appreciate you putting this video out. It definitely has helped me to hear other women's stories about their pregnancy losses.

[@mashayaskitchen8792]

Lost my baby over 3 weeks ago just had a faint line I want to be excited but it's always in your head..

[@yuviareyes4513]

Same situation, was pregnant in 2019 ended being an ectopic and loss of a tube, got pregnant in 2022 it was a girl lost her at 15 weeks very heartbreaking 4 days after her gender reveal I miscarried her 😢, 8 months later found out I’m pregnant again with twins 😭😭 I am 16 weeks and feeling anxious all the time, I just want God to make a. Miracle in my life and help me have This Babies , every time I go to the bathroom I can’t help but look at the paper so there I no blood 🥹

[@Star-33]

I’m going through this rn. It’s hard Loss: January 2023 Pregnant: Today (August 7th) 4 weeks 5 days

[@flybeautyashley7183]

Hey I had a miscarriage last year around July 2020 now I’m 5 weeks n 3 days it’s around the same time I had a miscarriage n I’m so scared because I had the miscarriage at 6 weeks n I make 6 week Monday n I’m so scared I’m trying to be stress free but it’s so hard 😩😩😩😩

[@haileybirdwell304]

I go for my first ultrasound next week for my rainbow baby. I am beyond scared but I don’t want to wait any longer, I found out last week and it’s felt like forever waiting on that first ultrasound. So happy for you & your rainbow. 💜🌈

[@DaysofMay19]

Thank you!! Sending love your way 💜

[@lilmissshorty66]

I'm currently going through my 2nd miscarriage right now, my 1st one was 9yrs ago and I have had 3 son's since but tried for no.4 and sadly having another miscarriage :( my husband and I are going to try again but I'm so scared and don't want to experience this again :(

[@gayathrisrinivasan4555]

I am exactly experiencing this too much. We lost a baby last year after 20 weeks due to a severe heart anomaly. This time having a rainbow baby now crossed 13 weeks but we will be cleared all doubts on 20 weeks. I am feeling so much anxiety at times and during the NT scan I felt trembling inside as they took more time due to the last condition. But for now baby is okay everything is fine and I really hope this time God helps us with a healthy baby. I would do anything to just hold them in my arms. This video made me realise I am not alone and we are seriously praying so things work out well this time ❤ Hope is the only things that keeps us going❤

[@jihar.9196]

I recently found out 3 days ago that I’m losing my baby when the baby’s heartbeat was not detected. The world crushed on me and my husband and nobody can prepare us for the grief that came with it. When you found out you’re pregnant, you can’t stop from already imagining the change that would happens in your life with tiny hands. And the fact that it’s not happening, we’re devastated. I’m praying for the best and praying for everyone who’s going through the same thing 🤍🤍

[@Divine-one77]

Me and my husband are going through the same thing right now😥🙏

[@Lmapstore]

I im today 14weeks after 14 miskaregs and i im verry happy but i im alsof verry worried, i really Wanna be a mom, i always was pregnant with twins and now i im prgnt of 1babe and i im also hartbroken that is One baby 🥺😔 but really happy that God give me One now i hope i see my baby soon

[@celinegonzales1158]

I am 20 now but i miscarried last yr in August i was suppose to be 10 wks but the baby stopped growing at 7 wks that was my 1st pregnancy ever I think the hardest part was this was the 1st time my boyfriend went in with me and we were gunna hear the heartbeat for the 1st time when i started to cramp and bleed and there wasnt a heartbeat i went thru the misscarriage alone bcuz he had to go out of town to wrk i want to try for a baby again im jst scared But i love this video you are a strong woman and it made me feel better to hear ur story thank you

[@DaysofMay19]

I'm so sorry for your loss💜

[@celinegonzales1158]

@@DaysofMay19 Thank you

[@beewise8879]

I don't comment but I need to... I had a missed miscarriage. Baby stopped growing at 8 weeks but only found out at 11 week ultrasound. No heartbeat but there had been one at the first ultrasound. Seeing baby there but no heartbeat after I'd seen one before killed a part of me. I am blessed with 4 healthy kids but I still feel the pain. I am scared to try again but I still want another baby... I am not a very emotional woman but it was traumatic to go through. All the blood and "clots" and the pain and fear. I did it at home in my bathroom overnight while my family slept. I seem to be ok physically now at 3 weeks after but the emotional toll is worse than I thought it would be. The fear of it happening again or of complications from it if it doesn't work out is terrible. I don't know if I should not try again and just count my blessings or try for another baby to add to them? I am sorry for how long this is but I don't know what to do. I am sorry for any one who is reading this if it's too detailed. I know this is an old video but I just needed to finally let it all out.

[@azbaer123]

I think I'm pregnant again because my period is late and I have brown spotting but I'm so scared to test because I don't want to be disappointed, and I feel like if I am, I'll be happy but so scared that It will have no heartbeat. It was my first and I miscarried in August.

[@hollybains4383]

How are you doing?

[@keepingupwitha3301]

I love this , soo relatable 😓 I lost my son Adonys jr. at 27 weeks last year may and now I’m 23 weeks in my second pregnancy with another baby boy 🙏🏽 it’s been so stressful and scary just how your explaining, it’s scary to get excited after losing a child . And even more now getting closer to that date is so nerve wracking even as hard as you try to get excited for the pregnancy it’s soo hard with all the trauma and fear... but I’m slowly releasing that fear and accepting it and enjoying the pregnancy 😇🙏🏽

[@nataliesanders3064]

I'm so sorry for your loss. My son was born at 24+1 in September and lived for 24 days. I am now 5.5 weeks pregnant again and I am terrified! Prayers for you and your sweet baby boys!

[@keepingupwitha3301]

Natalie Sanders thank you and I’m sorry for your loss too🙏🏽 we now have guardian angels looking after us and our pregnancy 👼🏽 I send my prayers to you and your family and I hope nothing but the best for this pregnancy🙌🏽❤️

[@martac2824]

Needed to see this today. I'm pregnant again after 4 miscarriages and some days I'm completely crippled with fear and anxiety. Thanks for sharing your story and I'm so happy you have your rainbow baby now ♥

[@DaysofMay19]

So sorry for your loss 💔 and congratulations on your rainbow baby ❤️ sending love your way 💜

[@kellycrielaars9143]

I can relatie so Much to this video. My first was a missed misscariage, my second was very early on. I also relate that the fear just now is fading with this pregnancy,

[@wifeyyy28]

Thank you for sharing your story and being vulnerable.. I’m 4 weeks with what I’m hoping is my rainbow baby after a missed miscarriage. This gave me hope

[@DaysofMay19]

So glad that this helped you 💜

[@gennimae3710]

Wow identical situation im currently in process of third try❣️❤️

[@Hranicalove]

I just lost my baby and I wanna try again so bad. But there is that fear…

[@joanskie2153]

The same thing happened to me. March of 2021 I got pregnant for the first time after 8 years of trying however I miscarried april 2nd week. That was heartbreaking 💔 I did not know how did it happened. I got pregnant again june of the same year, I was very happy at the same time scared 😳… and then alas! My 2nd pregnancy was diagnosed as blighted ovum and I’m 35 yrs old. I’ve got this feeling that I’m terrified whenever it flashes back in my mind and that i should give up because I almost run out of time😞… but here I am, we will be trying again for our 3rd pregnancy again, in Gods perfect time, I’m claiming to deliver a happy and healthy baby next year🙏🏻 , hoping to see 2 lines next week🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

[@jkatzkatz1983]

I loss a baby and had a daughter now 12 I think it's the same baby I saw a girl in the room look like my daughter I it's her

[@vanessaramirez8236]

I lost my first baby last year right before Christmas. Im currently pregnant with my rainbow baby,17 weeks and Im so anxious all the time. Im always scared that im doing something wrong, always worried. I feel like i haven't been able to enjoy the pregnancy 😔

[@catherinemorton3612]

I lost my daughter to sids 6 months ago she was two months old i had an early on miscarriage before her im trying for another baby im terrified

[@DaysofMay19]

I am so sorry for your loss💔 it must be so terribly hard to try again. Sending love and good baby thoughts your way 💜

[@christinasanchez4611]

I appreciate this. I am currently 6 weeks after 3 losses and I’m so so nervous! I had my first scan yesterday and there was a sac with a heartbeat! But today I was told my progesterone went down a little bit from 21 to 16. Still in the safe zone but nerve wrecking still 😩 my progesterone supplements got increased so I good that helps and I pray pray pray this is my sticky rainbow baby!!! 🙏🙏

[@irmaebochs-homeloans6597]

Hi Christina, how is your pregnancy going? 🙏🤰🏻

[@Lovecookies01]

Your video had me in tears, I have a 2 yo little boy who I love! I've had 2 misscarriages..we are trying again after finding out I have very low progesterone. Crossing our fingers hopefully this time everything is okay and I can get my rainbow baby!

[@baileyott4355]

I am 6 weeks pregnant after a miscarriage back in November. I had no idea how much anxiety I would feel about losing this baby. I don’t think I could handle it if I miscarried again. It’s good to know I’m not alone. Prayers to all you mommas going through the same thing. Hopefully we can all find some peace.

[@DaysofMay19]

I am so sorry for your loss. You are most definitely not alone. Sending good thoughts your way for you and your rainbow baby 🌈💜

[@ashaine241]

I’m 4 weeks. I can relate so much to you in this video right now. I’m not excited. I’m scared. I’m terrified. Right now I don’t even believe baby is there. After two losses. These 4 weeks need to fly by ASAP

[@DaysofMay19]

In time it will get better as you see and feel the baby but you are definitely not alone. Sending love your way 💜

[@ashaine241]

@@DaysofMay19 ultrasound last Thursday showed a healthy 7 week 4 day old baby. Right on track with my ovulation day. 🥰 I still dont feel like we are out of the woods. But the nightmares have stopped and it's starting to feel more real.

[@DaysofMay19]

@@ashaine241 congratulations!!!

[@carissawilliams6841]

Lost my daughter 2 months ago at 24 weeks. 4 weeks pregnant with my rainbow baby. Really don't know how to feel. I'm numb rn

[@ruthsoto1754]

Going through something similar. I had a dream my baby told me I’m coming back mommy. I started having nausea took a test and came back positive. I was so scared but I have decided to enjoy it and show this baby all the love I can for as long as I can. We have no control of what can happen next but we do have control of the now. Give yourself permission to feel happy and enjoy it for you and the baby. I wish you the best, sending lots of love and positivity your way.

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[@Fortnitemommy245]

This is my 5th pregnancy, second baby. I'm so anxious and keep seeing negative things on social media. I've had to result to watch happy things or things like this to relieve myself. I know because I'm farther along I am less afraid of losing the baby. But I'm trying so hard to connect with the baby. I know once she's here I'll feel much better, but until then I know it's going to be really hard.

[@DaysofMay19]

So sorry that you are going through all of this. I know it's hard and you won't feel calm until that sweet baby is in your arms. Try to stay strong and know that you are not alone. Sending lots of love your way💜

[@melodyli2332]

Hi there! What insurance do you have that covered all the tests? Thank you!!

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[@abigailwilson1601]

Hi! I am pregnant after 3 miscarriages and I just have to say- I've never heard of anyone who I can relate to on the pregnancy test thing! Like for me, a pregnancy test (I feel like) just means I will have another miscarriage, not have a baby. Sometimes I have to avoid watching videos of people taking tests because it just reminds me of my first pregnancy where I got a positive and just automatically assumed I would get to take the baby home.

[@CalmEnchantment]

How is your pregnancy going hun? Would love updates? I just had my 3rd mc 😢 now trying again. But I'm petrified of another mc I don't know how il handle anither loss but I have to try other wise we will never know 😌 praying for our rainbow babies x

[@abigailwilson1601]

@@CalmEnchantment I’m so sorry to hear about your miscarriage :’( I wish you a happy and healthy pregnancy in the near future. This current pregnancy is going well, I am almost 20 weeks with a little girl. I think it is because my doctor had me on progesterone and baby aspirin. Sending love to you!

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[@lakrishaignacio839]

Thank you for your videos! Our first daughter was stillborn at 32 weeks, then we had two healthy baby girls following our first loss. Our youngest is 6 now, and I was on birth control pills, but in December we found out we were pregnant. Everything felt normal, just like it did with my other three pregnancies. I went to the ER on January 10 for elevated blood pressure, and my doc wanted an ultrasound of the baby done, first ultrasound, and there was a gestational sac but no baby. I was having a blighted ovum miscarriage. I just had my D&C this morning, and I am so scared, but we are thinking about trying again.

[@DaysofMay19]

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[@justinekelly8528]

My daughter was stillborn at 35+4 weeks in 2019, we have been trying for our rainbow for 2 years, we were waiting for ivf referral and by miracle its happened naturally 🙏 We have a early viability scan tomorrow and I am going out of my mind with anxiety 😭

[@bettynix9047]

I watched your missed miscarriage video: I recently experienced this in august. I am like you wanting to know what’s going on tell me strait up because I’ve lost a baby. But my story is long and hard I never had a Ob or a chance to see any of the three ultrasounds leading up to being told I m/mc. So my story is I actually m/mc my rainbow baby I was 15m postpartum from losing my first son 😭 my third pregnancy to placenta abruption and cord being wrapped at 38 weeks to the day. There is so much I’m leaving out only because it’s so long. I just want to thank you for sharing your story. I hope for a 🌈double rainbow 🌈 🙏🏼 I’ve never experienced loss till my son and never a missed miscarriage until recently. I also believe women can grieve any stage of conception, and they all matter 🥰 thanks again for sharing your words just give me peace that I can try again later it’s ok to feel the way I feel and I just Feel that God is allowing me to see hope and that it’s ok how you feel going into the next pregnancy trying again that letting things unfold with doubt is ok. I haven’t watch your birth or update videos but I did see you had your rainbow Angel baby and I want to leave the comment here Congratulations🥰❤️‍🔥🙌

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[@JJ-zw3sm]

Yesterday had my second miscarriage. I was not thinking I would miscarriage yet again, not even i dreams I thought it was a possibility. But I was wrong happened again . Now I’m scared will I ever have a healthy pregnancy, how should I take precautions. Any help appreciated. It took me one year exactly after my first miscarriage to get pregnant again. Not sure why it’s happening

[@DaysofMay19]

Are your doctors willing to do any tests or send you to a fertility doctor? I didn't do anything different for any pregnancy. Honestly there is nothing you can do which is the frustrating/sad thing about it all. I'm so sorry that you are going through this 💔 sending love your way 💜

[@georgiehall2332]

Awww I’m literally 13 and I am obsessed with babies and love watching your videos. The fact that many people loose their babies dozens of times a year make me want to throw up. Everyone deserves a chance at life. Keep up the great work and I wish you best! Lots of love ❤️

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[@brittneyhensley138]

I just had my first pregnancy and I was 8 weeks when I miscarried. I was planning that baby so of course I want to try again but I dont know when to try again. On top of that I'm scared to death it will happen again. I was clueless to all the things that could go wrong till my miscarriage which was 2 weeks ago Friday. I did everything I thought was good or right as far as no caffeine and no one smoking around me. I had also just announced my pregnancy before it happened so that made it 1000x harder. Now I know to wait on the announcement. Thank you for sharing your story. Its given me a ton of hope on my journey for my rainbow baby.

[@DaysofMay19]

I am so sorry for your loss💔 it takes time and when you are ready you'll know. It was nothing that you did wrong. Unfortunately there is no way of knowing why it happened but these awful things happen all the time. It's never something that we think will happen to us and I definitely understand that. Sending love and good rainbow baby thoughts your way 🌈💜

[@nicolevolcy3511]

I hope you are doing well. When we had our first miscarriage we waited a while to try and got pregnant again a year after totally random. We just lost that baby this week but I am thankful that we were able to get pregnant again without assistance. I am reading now that it’s best to try writhing the first 6 months from a pregnancy loss. We will be doing testing of course and see what happens. It doesn’t get easier but trying gets you closer to your rainbow baby. It will happen!

[@brittneyhensley138]

I actually got a positive test just the other day!! I'm only about 4 weeks but it was exactly 3 months from my miscarriage that I found out I was pregnant again! I'm praying for my rainbow baby!! My prays go out to you also!!

[@DaysofMay19]

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@@nicolevolcy3511 So sorry for your loss. Sending good thoughts and love your way!

[@valerieb7295]

I just had a miscarriage at 7 weeks. It would have been my 3rd child. My first 2 pregnancies were really great and even deliveries were good. I just expected my third to be just as easy. Now I want to try again but I’m so scared to have another miscarriage.

[@DaysofMay19]

I am so sorry for your loss. That was the exact same situation I was in. Had 2 perfect pregnancies and then miscarriage. The fear unfortunately might never go away however it does get better. If another baby is what you want you need to keep your mind on that hope and cling to it. Good luck and I am sending lots of love and rainbow baby vibes your way💜

[@valerieb7295]

Days of May thank you, I’ve been watching a lot of videos like yours and they give me hope for the future. Congratulations on your rainbow baby!

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[@rainbowyellow7348]

I have had chemical pregnancy last week. I want to try right away for a second try. But even before getting pregnant I am so scared of ' What if it ends bad?' I am not functioning properly and I feel like a ghost. I don't have energy and I can not stop asking myself 'Why? Why that happened? What if it happens again?' But I have to have faith in God and to have faith that everything will be ok! I pray for a miracle!

[@DaysofMay19]

Know that you are most definitely not alone in this. I went through all those feelings too and it honestly will never go away completely. You learn to move on but never forget. Try to stay positive and not rush anything. Take time for yourself and hopefully soon you will have your Rainbow Baby!! Sending lots of love your way💜

[@reneejoseph5030]

Congratulations on your pregnancy. Safe journey. Us women go through so much but u are strong.

[@DaysofMay19]

Thank you 😊 it went perfect and I now have a beautiful 2 month old baby boy 💙

[@annatrumbo6891]

I lost my boy at 17 weeks. My heart aches. I am looking foward to my rainbow bb.

[@DaysofMay19]

I'm so sorry for your loss 💔 sending love your way 💜

[@staceyshann3674]

Im now 17 weeks pregnant with my rainbow baby. I had a missed miscarriage february 2019. Everyday I wake up with anxiety. Its good to know that im not alone. Thank you for posting this video.

[@elizabethparker2531]

Just lost my baby at 21 weeks and it is the most painful thing I have ever experienced. But thank you for this video because it does help calm my mind💖

[@karabosinoamadi8863]

I lost my baby in Jan 2021, I was also 21 weeks. I'm so sorry for ur loss. U are not alone 💜

[@DaysofMay19]

I am so sorry for your loss. Sending lots of love your way💜

[@elizabethparker2531]

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@@DaysofMay19 thank you so much ❤️

[@tracey6999]

Sending positive vibes your way I so needed this thank you so much 🌈 waiting for my rainbow baby ❤️❤️❤️ I s appreciate how safe it feels here 😢 thank you so much this is so beautiful 💜

[@keyanced849]

God Bless You and the baby! I could tell by your story you wouldn’t have been able to handle another miscarriage. Thank you for sharing you were so genuine and thoughtful. I just had a “ chemical pregnancy” and I hate that they use the word. Going forward I will never be optimistic again because of what we are experiencing!

[@iramsartgallary]

Hoping that All Of Us have healthy pregnancies with healthy babies.

[@mrskothari1775]

My baby boy just turned two months old in heaven.. I delivered a healthy baby prematurely and my baby had severe SEPSIS (Septic shock) because of amniotic fluid leakage left unconcerned..😔 And he was my second baby after my first miscarriage in 9 weeks🔮 There’s nothing that can stop me from getting my lil one back .. I miss him each day.. he’s my everything & positivity to all the grieving mothers✨

[@DaysofMay19]

I am so sorry for your losses. Sending lots of love your way💜

[@nicolereaves6943]

Omgggg..I’m going through this right now I just got a bfp and I’m so nervous to get excited..I’m going to the doctor tomorrow and I’m praying for great news