Pregnancy Vlog Week 4: Pregnancy After Loss Anxiety (Chemical Pregnancy/Missed Miscarriage)

[@alexandrarankin3240]

I just went through an early miscarriage and every singe thing you’ve said is so validating and is exactly how I felt, from the roller coaster of emotions, the mixed feelings of being sad but also encouraged that you conceived and your body knew what to do when it wasn’t right.. etc. and to see now that you went full term in your later videos is giving me so much hope.

[@Titterteas]

im going through this currently with the chemical pregnancy. My thoughts at first was why is my body against me but for you to break down how amazing we are as woman and how our body finds a way to reheal and basically just grow to be strong again... THATS BEAUTIFUL and helped me respect my body so much more through this time.

[@nailsology_2019]

I’m just catching up on your vlogs & I’m so happy for you. When I was pregnant after my first miscarriage I did 14 tests lol. She’s now nearly 20! But you always worry regardless of your carrying or have an actual human that relies on you!! You will be amazing as a mummy xx

[@xameliaxYoutube]

I hope so, I really do 🥹

[@crystalisedangel]

Sooooo cute seeing how excited you are in this video. I had a similar experience fell pregnant within 1 month, miscarried at 11 weeks then fell pregnant after a month with my son who is now 13 years old. Keep the videos coming and congratulations again x

[@xameliaxYoutube]

It’s a rollercoaster isn’t it!x

[@fionaphan5301]

I got pregnant after chemical miscarriage, I test every single day to make sure the line still there and getting darker. I’ll have blood test next week to make sure that HCG double after 48h. I feel anxious, don’t wanna put too much hope. I pray every day and hope everything is fine!

[@kashmiridietitians9175]

I too had chemical pregnancy today😢.. When we try to conceive after chemical pregnancy? Plz reply

[@Pillowfluff_11]

@@kashmiridietitians9175after two weeks

[@MianQaiser-jp8uk]

Had you got pregnant​@@kashmiridietitians9175

[@MianQaiser-jp8uk]

I also lost chemical pregnancy.may i again get pregnant

[@prachi6802]

Was everything fine?

[@jahmealblain5315]

Congratulations i had a chemical pregnancy in November and tested positive this weekend. Super anxious but hopeful

[@xameliaxYoutube]

Sending you luck and love x

[@Kristalynchantal]

Updates? Had a chemical last month nervous to try again

[@carolinegibson2475]

Yay! I'm glad you recorded these. Can't wait to watch the next one!

[@xameliaxYoutube]

I’m so glad I did - it’s been lovely to look back!x

[@jenayward7909]

I just had a chemical pregnancy after my very first try... this video is giving me a LOT of hope. Thank you xx

[@michelleberryblog6872]

Congratulations! My friend told me was pregnant before 12 weeks and I was so happy for her but had to keep stopping myself from saying anything around people. Can't wait to see more updated!

[@xameliaxYoutube]

Haha yes friends and my mum in particular have been banned from telling anyone or buying anything until 20 weeks…now there’s no stopping them 🙈x

[@itscutiepieday3402]

I had the same thing happen to me with our first pregnancy.. 😢 it’s really really difficult to process all the emotions 💔 And the future you saw with that child. We got pregnant again about 6 months later and I now have a healthy happy 2.5 year old son 🤍 During the second pregnancy I worried all the way up until the last day before he was born. I looked up the statics in miscarriage for every week, and somehow that helped me to see the likely hood of a miscarriage dropping. At the beginning I also tracked my HCG with pregnancy tests to make sure the line was getting darker by the day. If you’re hormones are building that’s a good thing! It’s especially hard if you have to wait the 8wks for the first scan… ugh! Anxiety!! It’s also good to check your hormones to see if anything’s wrong because sometimes you can prevent something from happening. For instance if you are low on progesterone and the doctor can help so you don’t miscarry. Whatever works for you and keeps you sane through it the better. Just somethings that helped me as an over thinker and worry wart.

[@xameliaxYoutube]

Definitely lovely. There’s a website that shows you the stats in a table day but day and as morbid as it sounds it really helped me. It was lower than I thought from the start anyway but to see the % of miscarriage drop every day felt comforting. And another reason why we had the early scan, I just couldn’t wait until 8 weeks - two months is torture when you’re anxious especially after loss 😔 This is also why I bang on so much about tracking your cycle and checking hormones too, because knowledge is power and if you have that knowledge you can get ahead of things and sometimes can get help if you need it before experiencing the heartache. Obviously doesn’t always help but still 💕xax

[@itscutiepieday3402]

@@xameliaxKZbin I’m glad I don’t sound crazy 😂 While I was watching it I thought oh no maybe I’ll freak her out and then I heard you say you were tracking your hormones too and thought oh good I won’t scare her 😆 And you’re right, motherhood only brings on a different worry for them hehehe! We’re stuck worrying the rest of our lives 🥲😄

[@xameliaxYoutube]

No not AT ALL. There's no right or wrong way to approach these things and you just need to do whatever you need to do to get through. Some people seeing the stats would help them, others it would freak them out - we're all just bumbling through trying to figure it all out aren't we at the end of the day aren't we! :) xax

[@sarahvob]

Love that first excitement. Totally understand the whole conflict of excitement and anxiety.. it’s normal

[@xameliaxYoutube]

It’s a constant battle in this journey I find x

[@Joysteib]

So excited for you guys!! Thanks for sharing with us!

[@xameliaxYoutube]

Awww thank you so much Joycelyn 🥹

[@meeganerose98]

Not pregnant. But already love! Excited for more, huge congratulations 🎉

[@xameliaxYoutube]

Awww ☺️ I’m so glad 🥰

[@andreaamezcua5502]

Thank you for these videos ❤️

[@xameliaxYoutube]

🥹 you’re welcome my love xxx

[@msjnj9126]

Happy for you. Highly inspiring!

[@samantharitchi9104]

Congratulations!! I know exactly how you feel with the anxiety! Had a chemical pregnancy last month and fingers crossed that i wont be getting my period in 5 days but i try not to get my hopes up…. Its hard not to!! I also had s miscarriage before the pregnancy of my son 2,5 years ago. Also you seem like a very cool friend :) You have a nice vibe. greetings from Belgium!

[@xameliaxYoutube]

Got everything crossed for you my love 💕💕💕

[@zaraart2474]

Same…I had a chemical pregnancy 2 weeks ago. Trying again this month. I hope I’m pregnant again this time and don’t lose it. Best of luck to you ❤

[@samantharitchi9104]

@@zaraart2474 thank you, unfortunately I was not pregnant so hopefully this month. Should be getting my period in 1 day 😱 it drives me crazy! Best of luck to you too!!

[@haileycooper6252]

I was the opposite with my 1st pregnancy. I assumed we would get pregnant fast but it took almost a year. I'm looking forward to seeing ur pregnancy blogs ect

[@xameliaxYoutube]

I think because I’ve done Soooo much research for all the videos I’ve been making I was just extra aware of the stats and realities of this for a lot of people. But it just goes to show you never know until you’re in it I guess!x

[@haileycooper6252]

@@xameliaxKZbin I think because I had friends accidentally getting pregnant or getting pregnant fast I assumed it would be the same for me. I have 2 kids now 😀

[@TatianaTóth-w3t]

Oh my gosh.. same here. I juts found out yesterday💗...totally unexpected and after MA 6 month ago. 🥺

[@kellyinpink04]

PRAYERS TO YOU FROM HOUSTON TX. ❤❤💕💞

[@xameliaxYoutube]

Thank you Kelly 💕💕💕

[@jasvirdhillon2655]

Sending lots of love ❤️

[@xameliaxYoutube]

💕💕💕

[@strawberryunited91]

Omg can you cope with Toby, coming over to see if you were ok 😍

[@xameliaxYoutube]

He’s such a kind soul 🥹🥹🥹

[@fantoni23]

I watched this video last month after going thru a chemical pregnancy and now I am pregnant again and things are progressing great. How did you manage to feel confident and not give in to fear of having another loss?

[@jenayward7909]

hi there.. I am just getting through a chemical and wondering how everything is progressing for you now? Sending positive vibes xx

[@Johanna_1923]

Best of luck ❤

[@xameliaxYoutube]

Thank you 🥹💕

[@baharcheema68]

Lots of love

[@xameliaxYoutube]

💕💕💕