success is a myth

[@4k51.]

"If I can't change all of this by 30, then I'll finally call it quits." That... that hit real close to my heart. A bit too close for comfort even but I guess it's reassuring I'm not the only one that had this thought.

[@ProfessorViral]

Looking at that note is what really kicked this all off. I thought about how impossible it was to be everything I felt I needed to be, including being young still, how all villains were that, how the rich could manage it because money, and the train kept going

[@jakariashafin1695]

​@@ProfessorViral great video as always. Can you make a fate stay night video next if its no issue.

[@copiumkiller]

@@ProfessorViral Growth in YT is not linear. You can have draught for a month getting only X subs and then the next month get X subs every day. Views can 10x increase for upcoming some reason. Sadly the reverse is also true. That is why enjoying the process is the key. To fall in love with experimentation and in this case that writing heals your soul. And even enjoy "boring" job with gamification.

[@copiumkiller]

@@ProfessorViral I too have noticed the trap. Also make more digestable content 8 - 15 min long, separating bigger idea in parts. It would give extra time for jokes and better editing, because for now you have only good analytical writing. Why I should watch this video giving 50%, if others give 100% of what I am looking for?

[@OneEyedreaper]

Same thought process. Been trying to change it to be more positive lol

[@Swiss816]

Youre the only other person in the world to summarize this feeling ive had for my entire life. I really love you and your work and you have a fan for life. Keep up the amazing work.

[@ProfessorViral]

Thank you, that really is so kind. I'm happy I could provide that summary. I did genuinly feel alone with my thoughts for so long, so I'm happy knowing I can help prevent that for others

[@AlexandreGarridoLopez]

Definitely not the only one, you just need to read marxists

[@Swiss816]

@@AlexandreGarridoLopez Im familiar but Prof V made me personally feel seen on specifically this beat for beat. Its a very specific feeling I cant really put into words but it felt seen and touched for the first time in my entire life after watching this video.

[@snowman5173]

Here I was about to say the same thing, glad to know we’re not alone at least

[@RainTheStrawberry]

"live as you want to live, because that is really what success should be" that hit harder than I expected it to, as a young, probably overly ambitious person, this is a really motivational statement.

[@ProfessorViral]

Thank you for your own kind words. I really hope I can do my best to make that statement one which is easier to follow in this world so it lives up to the motivation it could provide

[@Mahlak_Mriuani_Anatman]

​@@ProfessorViral but i wanna be a kryptonian :(

[@volpe2077]

Yet again, thank you for the realness and raw emotion displayed in this video. All these feelings I myself feel but...that I just don't externalize either because no one would take them seriously, or everyone would just dismiss them. All of what you said is the truth plain and simple, I no longer even feel human in a society that only wants its own monetary success and hates me for wanting my own personal success detached from the capitalist machine. I no longer feel human in a world that forces me to have NO free time for myself just to /survive/, not even live comfortably. And *taking* that free time for myself is always at a cost, and I always feel awful for it. Whether it's by neglecting people, personal projects, or even my own health by not eating or sleeping as much, there's always a cost to "taking care of myself" and that is SO incredibly wrong. And I feel everybody dismisses these issues because there's the sentiment that we can do nothing to change things, or "that's life, it's always been like this", so why even think about it. Everyone just ignores the problem, ignores YOU bringing up the problem, because *they*'d rather not think about it. I feel hopeless about all this, truly. I feel less human living in this society, and I'm even being gaslit into thinking I'm being unreasonable or whatever. Maybe we just need to wait for newer generations who understand the state of modern society to get into politics, but maybe I'm being delusional.

[@ProfessorViral]

The mention utilizing that free time being a cost is very real to me. I didn't it into those words, but I should have. I feel guilty for a day off because that mentality is what makes others the most money, so its what they push. The second section is just as real. I yell about these things because even my longest friends, whether with more or less resources, all have the mindset of "it is what it is," and refuse to even acknowledge the topic. Being aware of it makes life even worse, so many just dont think about it ever. But I hated feeling alone and weird for simply wanting to be happy. So, I decided to yell. I'm lucky to be able to do that, so I'll keep doing it for those who can't

[@marocat4749]

Yeah, why is it wht it is and what can b don to adres that no matter how minor, is such an important question.

[@colourwave3342]

I came into this channel because Makishima Shogo from Psycho Pass is one of my favorite villains and stayed because I thought I was the only who felt this way about the world and I’m glad that I’m not alone in it. Your character analysis of people in anime and being able to show how it reflects our real world speaks

[@ProfessorViral]

Thank you for the very kind words 💙

[@zafiruzoma6234]

He was too good of a villain they should've saved him for season 2 and have him team up with kogami to take down the Cybil system instead... Well you know the story

[@illumanuid]

Whatever happens, happens. - Spike Spiegel A phrase suggesting one's acceptance that an outcome in the future is uncertain or out of one's control.

[@ProfessorViral]

I'm much more of a control freak than Spike I guess. I want certainty in the things that society should be able to provide certainty for

[@hab0272]

I found it very touching when spike said that line.

[@dudep504]

Late, but. "This is this, and that is that"

[@astalidiot8559]

Thank you, that is really all I have to say. This one really hit me in the best and worst ways possible. It's probably the first time since I really came into being me that I can relate to someone on a personal level. I would have more to say, but it would it really long and annoying, so all I can say, one more time, is thank you.

[@ProfessorViral]

Thank you as well, you all provide me with a similar feeling, no longer alone in my head

[@algomi9280]

Mid life crisis true face, the peak of your career or life and realized that it not fulfiling. Or your simple dream is almost impossible. Which is a pre mid life crisis. ..

[@ProfessorViral]

Thats probably why we're all having crises earlier. Before, you'd get the basic life dream and then realize it wasn't what you wanted. Now, you don't even get that

[@reggierocklol333]

As someone who quit being a cop after only a year. This video speaks to me

[@ProfessorViral]

Hopefully the change found you better. I know something like that is much more stressful than it seems

[@nukal4338]

I got out of the army a little over a year ago and I’m considering going into law enforcement since I don’t like sales can you give me a run down on your reasoning for quitting

[@frederico-d3l]

cops are really underpaid considering all the things they must deal with daily. you made the right decision... probably you can find a private security job... with half the work, and double the salary.

[@madengineerkyouma]

Let's be the villains who laugh maniacally and bring chaos to the world. El. Psy. Kongroo.

[@ProfessorViral]

We must ensure the organization's plots against us fail!

[@lyr5641]

A life of a worker is tragic, for there is always more to do.

[@ProfessorViral]

It makes the dystopian stories where humans become lazy and machines do everything feel so far away. With every advancment we're made to do more, not less

[@kertheshima9939]

"The world is indeed comic, but the joke is on mankind" - H.P LoveCraft

[@undercore2677]

i struggle putting into words how much i appreciate your videos. they truly challenge my views with reason and compassion for others witch is something i struggle with finding in myself. so again thank you so much for making these

[@ProfessorViral]

No problem at all, I'm happy I can help in that way

[@RainTheStrawberry]

I truly hope that this channel will be able to support you financially, you're one of the realest, rawest people I've ever heard on this platform and you deserve to be able to be supported for it.

[@luckyowl10]

When I see a new video from ProfessorViral I usually save it to watch later for when I am in the right mind to listen to a deep dive into an idea. The video opened my eyes about success and how the top 10 wealthiest people kind of cheated their way into success by having a huge start in life because of their parents. We will struggle and never hit that benchmark someone else made for us. In the last years I am in an intellectual journey of understand the world around me better. I found out that many people just go thought life without knowing why they do anything, just what the society wants them to do. I start to like the villains and anti-heroes more, they many times have a point and the more you think, the more you despise how society uses you. "Ignorance Is Bliss" starts to hit home, but some people simply can't ignore all the real life problems like hitting a switch.

[@ProfessorViral]

Thats where I struggle to "give up." Yes, doing what I do hurts. But so does trying to live in ignorance. It would be killing a part of myself to try and simply make do with what I hate. When we could take a minimal amount from those cheaters and frauds to stop that feeling of pain, but don't, I don't think I'll make peace with the world

[@steelbulwark8094]

"Live as you really want to live, because that's what success should be!" God... The truth of these words is painful. Personal success brings sustainable meaning of life... But for so many in this cruel world, the pursuit of personal success simply isn't sustainable. There's something to be said for "that which is worth the effort is worth the pain." But... Why does happiness *have* to be painful? Viral, you can't possibly know what this channel has meant to me I've the last couple of months since I found you. I'm gearing up for the move I just made across the nation, I had to sacrifice a lot in order to reach for something I may never have. And this new start has isolated me in a way that even my paranoia never saw. But to feel your struggles through the words you've ushered into existence... I feel impossibly close to someone I've never met. I know that parasocial relationships are often viewed as creepy, but my own neurodivergence registers the vulnerability of your words and admissions as a symbol of friendship... And given that your discontent with the world mirrors my own, in another life, I feel we'd have been fast friends indeed. So thank you. For being real enough to affect me in the ways you've chosen to do so. For trying to affect the lives of others in a positive light. You may be a villain by the rules of the world at large, working within its systems to unsettle its foundation... But to me and those who wish we could fight outside ourselves, you are more of a hero than you may be willing to admit.

[@xixivespertine6959]

Wow, deeply profound. I am a gen-certain and my son, a millennial sent me this link. It expresses everything I’ve tried to share philosophically abt the nihilism of our society. As a retired high school English teacher and non-professional writer/artist, I have basked in the glow and privilege of teaching dystopic literature while pushing beautiful but sad and confused young minds to explore their innate selves in order to gain access and presence to a deep personal empowerment, evolving toward an emphatic collective empowerment so that the world might be saved through their eloquently expressed, emotionally inspired collective voice and actions born of internal and external transformation. I still believe in you all and I’m so proud to be a parent to a 30-something who feels and gets this. It will all be okay. I promise. Just keep being true to you…always. ❤

[@anlize3422]

The meat grinder must keep grinding and we, the meat, must be happy and honoured that we are going to get into that machine and come out destroyed, so someone somewhere up in the chain can get a few extra dollars. Lately I have noticed that are ways people "rebel" and "engage" in their own style of villany. If you look at stories of malicious compliance you can get a whif of that. Recently in media that has been that talk of "quiet quitting" or, to be put more simply, "only do your job well enough to not get fired". Maybe I am overshooting this, but I feel that you can put this movement in the same theme you worked over in this video. The "sole villain" act we all can take. Not getting neurotic nor getting workaholic. Doing only the minimum so you can focus in whatever is that you want to focus on. It feels almost wrong to "have time" to focus on whatever else that isn't the "daily grind", and that is the more enfuriating thing for me. You're supposed to feel guilty for NOT going 120% for your job, for for having time to kill in the afternoon, for taking a nap after lunch. This "hustle" culture and mentality that drives us even faster into the meatgrind is selfdestructive in the long run, but I have found that pointing that out is utter useless nowadays. Just take the point of climate change, everyone with functioning brain cells KNOWS that is a MASSIVE red flag, but to change that we have to move literall mountains of opposition. So yeah, fuck that. Do the minimum you can without getting beheaded by the system, direct your time to something else that matters to you. To be honest, I don't think there is a way to change things right way(or at all). Only when the entire system collapses on itself by some inner pieces failling or by external providence happening to bring everything screeching to a halt. If maybe we have another "french style" revolution with the elites getting headchopped in the townsquare can we reset this and maybe think of something new, but I believe this particular scenario is just a desilusion I find mildly amusing. All that to bottle away our revolt with the current state of affairs and to cut that violent impulse and urge off to not let it degrade us into simple violent thugs calling for deliverance by the use of violence. Ultimately, it would not do us any good to try to solve things with this way. Violence would only let to the affirmation of "might makes right" and I believe that path would lead us to the same situation we are right now. But to change that we would need to win the battle for the "hearts and minds" of the people (I feel a bit cringy using that phrase) but, to quote the matrix, _"You have to understand, most of these people are not ready to be unplugged. And many of them are so inured, so hopelessly dependent on the system, that they will fight to protect it."_ Not that I would argue that people would not fight the system, just that the chains are too heavy, the risk is too great and many are not willing to take that gambit. Heck, I would not be willing to take that gambit. The odds are massively against us. Hence my particular pessimism a few paragraphs above. Thanks for the video Prof, I hope I didn't ramble too much and sorry if my english failed me anytime during this writing.

[@danielbatista8760]

Most people themselves don't know what they want so they buy expansive fidget and fads to ease the pain. The system is also built on progression because it give us technological advantage against each other and other country. Honestly I want more money, a career, a house, and to travel am willing to work for it. Even if I cant have of those thing I find simple comfort on reading a book.

[@ProfessorViral]

I question how much we actually enjoy things for that reason. They're often just a distraction from pain. Do we genuinely enjoy these gains, or are they what we've been told is the only solution?

[@izzymosley1970]

The reason why I'm subscribed to this KZbin channel is because I find your ideas interesting I don't agree with all of them I do with some of them but definitely not all and because you shared your thoughts with me and because I found them interesting I want to share my thoughts with you even though they may oppose yours but don't take my opposition for hatred. One thing I have to say before I start is that I am a Christian so that does paint my world view a lot but I am also autistic and I'm lucky enough to still live with my parents so most of my knowledge of the world comes from the internet I know I'm in a lucky situation but for whatever reason I also suffer from the one-two punch of anxiety and depression does not like my life is completely easy at least from my perspective so now that all that's out of the way I can start for real now. So I do think you are correct about the myth of success when it comes to the fact that money and material things in general will not make you fulfilled but I also think you are wrong when it comes to things like work and success being completely society constructed because the truth is every living thing needs to work to survive whether it be a plant performing work turning sunlight into nutrients or a animal finding food everything needs to work to survive and I as a Christian think this is a good thing because there is something inherently good about work or at least good work and that is the fact that good work brings more good into the world as well as doing the ultimate good in pleasing God the Bible itself says there'll even be work in heaven so I guess what I'm trying to say my point is that work is inevitable and not invented by society. and obviously as a Christian I believe the best solution to the problems you mentioned in this video is more people becoming Christian which I think you should become a Christian too there is a lot more evidence to Christianity being true then you would think the main reason I even became a Christian is because I was convinced buy the historical argument and historical evidence of jesus's resurrection so I recommend you start there but there's also a lot of good philosophical reasons to believe in Christianity you chould look into that as well. Anyway does comet has gone on long enough and the point of this comment is mainly just for me to share my thoughts I have a lot more in-depth reasons for my beliefs I'm sure you do as well I know this comment was long and probably hard to get through due to my lack of punctuation but I hope you were able to understand my thoughts and whoever may be reading this thank you for reading my comment have a good day and God bless you.

[@marocat4749]

Ther problem i ther are wa toomany people systemic tht use bing christian in a very unchritian way, to moralie without thmselves holding to any standard, or worse shaming peopl and spreading hate. You might ind more sucess in likeminded peoplle with yout values , and not i they are christian. Because there ar a lot people that are that and are not christian. Just that that arent jut christian values, an a lo chritians definitly arent valuing that in all but name. I ould go with regardless if people are christian i you want that better world, like people dont need to be christian, they need to be better (and if someone becomes chritian, good or them)

[@xm2895]

I relate with you so much, I love your work man, seriously. All the effort you are putting will payoff.

[@ProfessorViral]

Thank you, it honestly has so much already with all these kind comments 💙

[@RhythmLP]

As someone that is currently between jobs and just barely managed to pay their car note and rent, the "Ones To Hate" section hit home extremely hard. God dammit I hate this system. 😕

[@joshuaharris3039]

Feel you man; in a similar situation myself and just hope for things to get better

[@ProfessorViral]

It's hard to watch everything run based on the perspectives of those who live in a different reality, a much more comfortable one. I hope everything goes as well as possible for you all until we can make this better overall

[@darkmario720]

Omg i love your content! Lol i never say that about any other youtuber but i had to this time because you say the things I think about all the time but no one else "seems" to agree with. Whenever i talk about these things people are like "oh you are just thinking negatively you need help". Saying "oh I'll never succeed ever in life I want to die" THAT is negative thinking But Saying "I'll never succeed because I can't afford to fail." Is NOT negative thinking its just making an observation about life as you know it. I hate that people confuse this so much and so glad you appear to know the difference.

[@ProfessorViral]

I get that all the time myself. People tell me to be realistic, but then call me negative when I'm being realistic. I'm glad you gave the example though, because I hadn't explained that distinction myself, and that'll help me in the future!

[@derbruderweitz]

hey, my name is luzifer, I am a 22 year old artist in London. My current focus is on music and poetry, I just wanted to let you know that I am on the same path and that I am deeply, to the core of my heart grateful that you make your videos and spread your truth, and even more, simply that you exist as a human. Not because of what you create here and "produce", but simply because YOU exist. You enrich my heart, soul, mind and the world I live in, I could have not come up with you. Your realness, pureness and ability to reflect on your self and others is inspiring and admirable. My world (on a conceptual level) is a better place because you exist. I usually don´t write comments but I had to let you know that you´re not alone in this fight and that a community is forming, where artists can shine together and support each other, to form a new way of living the human experience, or at least to dismantle forms of oppression and cultivating community and care. I don´t have money to support you in what you do, since I am a struggling artist myself but I vow that I will continue to share your light as I get to shine myself. Because together we shine brighter. I wish you the best and would like to end it with, thank you.

[@nineonine9082]

I feel ya, we are forced to work our entire lives just to get by, those at the top just got lucky, hard work does not guarantee success only increases the chances. I always felt like I had a purpose, but I am unable to reach it, too high for me to reach due to being shackled by society, the world is twisted and damaged, I don't like the fact I feel myself becoming the "bad guy" but good guy does not always win.

[@ProfessorViral]

It's unfortunate that the only option avaliable may be to be "bad" because of the pasts failures. Doing so in a controlled way can still be rather ideal though

[@sethshepherd2191]

I jus happened to stumble upon your videos one day and ever since I’ve been a fan. You make content that,at least for me, has really helped me personally and gave me my love for anime and the medium back. Success may be a myth but you definitely accomplished something. That’s helping me and others. Much love mr viral.

[@ProfessorViral]

Thank you. It's hard to remember in the survival struggle that I've already done something pretty amazing. I'm not alone in these concepts anymore, and I have to thank you all for that!

[@Cosm0.artink]

As someone who’s training to be a tattoo artist and have always struggled with gaining compliments or sticking with things for long, I’ve finally found a love for tattooing that isn’t about being the best, I’m doing it because I love it, working jobs just to afford the course and being constantly exausghted trying to earn money to do what I love, I’m never truly happy but that’s slowly changing as I’m no longer focused on success. I’m glad I found this video I agree with it so much, good luck in your future videos!

[@ProfessorViral]

Thank you, and to you as well with your efforts! Even if it seems like just a moment, you'll be the reason people have those meaningful symbols to carry with them. The ability to provide that is really something special

[@teasinghorizon7290]

I.. have no words... i most definitely fit the mold of hitting the medical emergency, hell even a car repair will put me in a financial nightmare where i might as well go back out living in my car again. Probably without the car if it needs a repair. The world breaks down the creative everytime and holds the rivh up an higher pedestal each day.... its... soul crushing... makes alot of people feel like why bother? While its cliche to say this, you deserve hapiness... same as all others. Keep being you man.!

[@joshuaharris3039]

Thank You! I wish I had better words but I simply lack the ability to express how much your content touches me, makes me think and pushes me to simply be better but on my terms! I wish I could do more to express my gratitude but this is about the best I can do, at least for now; so, again, thank you so much 😊

[@ProfessorViral]

Don't worry, finding the words is very difficult. This one was a process of months of rewording. I'm glad I can help, especially as you put it, on your terms. That's the kind of growth I always wanted to achieve for me and help with others

[@sheepyluvsyou]

found through “existing only to exist” loved these since

[@ProfessorViral]

Thanks!

[@hab0272]

Thanks for making this video and questioning the endless chase. I think financial succes is worshipped because too many people experience scarcity. If (lack of) money is the biggest theme in your life it could make you believe that financial syccesful people basically aced life and that life revolves around financial success. But life can be about anything, so why money? Also people tend measure their succes by comparing to others instead of having a personally set standard. If money is the lifeblood of society then it should flow to all the cells of entire body in the right amount.

[@ProfessorViral]

I love that final part. That's what I always try to say; if we're going to base everything on money, then we have to get money to everywhere, or else it's not really a society. It's just the image of one

[@NQG420]

You have easily become one of my favorites people to watch because of the way you go into characters explaining them

[@blacksesamecandies]

The ending monologue of you speaking from your heart about passion,success and just the struggle to live was geniunely making me tear up. I know this video is about a year old at the time of me writing this comment but the message you spoke still rings true. I've heard other KZbinrs talk about such things kind of briefly, but not as raw and unfiltered. It's a struggle we all face and it just feels so.. comforting? To hear someone else verbalise it. I do hope maybe you are in a better place a year out, maybe you are more proud of the content you make and the people you've touched. It certainly helps to hear it. I suppose in life all we can do is strive and try and make our little marks on the world. Some will do it with much more success and luck, but just doing *something* has value too. Anyways, it's quite late and I probably should be asleep but I just want to thank you for making this.

[@Appl3sandgrapes]

Your stuff brings me hope. Thank you.

[@IAMV021]

Ive always been interested in everything because i enjoy the process of learning and discovery, and also it helped distract me from my depression. Ive self published a book, became the go to guy in my field in half the time, succesfully achieved multiple certifications, etc. Its weird though because those should be measures of success, but it always felt like a "well okay i did this... whats next?" No joy in completing it, and as time goes on those things just seem like a thing i did, not a success ive had. I think i learned that most of those things, like you say, are a product of the systems we are in. You can do something you are passionate about, but it may not make money or get views so was it really success or just a hobby. Real success, in my opinion, is living free of those societal restraints. Unfortunately, we still need money, but if you have the free time, make videos, or sketch in a book, or watch anime or play games. Play games on baby difficulty if they are giving you trouble. What pride will be lost? Make music, even if it isnt popular. Experiment and make whatever you want. If you are enjoying it, and its what YOU want, then that is success.

[@Peppybead]

It takes a lot to say those things out loud and for a lot of people. I think your cool for saying the things you said.

[@hostage5560]

Watching this video made me realize how my form of "Success" really changed. First it was trying to get as much money as I could to buy what I wanted, then after a lot of years of hard changes it changed to be something more simple, I define my form of success with what I currently have and focusing on people who matter to me. I'll be truly successful in my own eyes once I start a family of my own making, something I can pass on and constantly build on to make not just myself happy but others too

[@hiddenonesson857]

Thank you, I'm sorry, I relate a lot more than you can imagine and in some twisted way I'm glad

[@ProfessorViral]

Hey, I'm at minimum glad the video could make someone feel less alone

[@Kefkafish]

HOW DO YOU DO FELLOW VILLAIN?! Legit. Thats a big part of why I went with the moniker I did, theres a touch more to it than all that, some kind of esoteric, some personal, but there reached a point where I realized that a great deal of philosophy becomes being able to stand your own moral ground when against the "VALUE" that other ideas have. Its rough, but I know everyone down here in the comments and the eightyfold who watch your work have an appreciation for it. It has value even outside of the self assigned.

[@strategicowl192]

I agree that Lelouch's vision was accomplished, but not completely. Also I think he didn't deserve to die. Not because he is such a good person, but because he caused so much suffering. Which is why I really like Lelouch of the resurrection.

[@ProfessorViral]

I don't think he deserved to die, but I think it was really the only thing he could do. His spiral of lies was closing in, and the hero needed to be passed to someone else. I have yet to see resurrection myself though, i'm weary of continuing from such a great ending

[@Naturenerd1000]

Success is a Mirage. Run towards it and no oasis.

[@erzascarlet7304]

One of the biggest questions I've had is "what is happiness?", not just the emotion, but a fundamental ontological reality of that word. I still don't know.

[@pink_monster21]

Hello, Maybe this video could be of help to you: kzbin.info/www/bejne/n5ilmIeCjr1of7c I do wish the best for you and you can figure out what you are going through.

[@S7E_Siriel-Privat]

I have the "luck" of having about 14 hours a day to do whatever with since Cov began in my last year of school. Couldn't find permanent work since then, but I had a lot of time to think about what I want to do with my life and even got to test some of my ideas like live streaming. But with all that thinking about my ideal future I always came to the conclusion that I'd either need more luck than I could ever hope for to change things myself or someone else to change the world so much it wouldn't be recognizable as the one we live in right now. This ended in me writing page after page of plans and notes of ways to get there, but in the end of all this, I reached my final conclusion about 5 months ago, when I got no further than what can be summed up as: We need a societal collapse and complete rebuilding including basically brainwashing half of humanity for everyone to be able to live a happy life. I also can't live with the fact that there are actually people, including in my own family, that just... except this reality. Like, I was creating a Pen and Paper campaign set in the Cyberpunk 2077 world, but as I was describing it to one of the players, they said, they wouldn't see the appeal, that it was just, well, shit, but when I told them it's just like the world we live in right now just turned up half a notch they refused to belief me, literally saying "what you're describing, putting price tags on peoples lives, is bullshit, nobody does that", when I then told them what Nestle is doing in Africa and the CCP did to its people in the late 20th century, they again got into a complete defense stance. At this point I'm just sad that people are that blind or whatever I should call it, that they can't be human beings in my eyes anymore. It's like talking to lifeless husks, zombies maybe, just living for lives sake, not wanting anything but to live until they retire, no ambitions, no willingness to do anything that could be going against societies ideals... The few videos of yours that I've seen since I found this channel a few hours ago really made me happy though. Just having the knowledge that there is a whole community of at least 50k people out there, that think at least vaguely similar helps a lot. It just gives me this feeling of not being completely detached from reality, confirmation not to be insane basically. For this I want to thank you Prof.Viral, for building this community to discover and sacrificing your time, to make ours that much more meaningful through, if nothing else: affirmation that we are not alone.

[@johnlogan7810]

This is amazing bro, this taught me a lot about my own experience, gave me some insight into a lesson my parents instilled in me without even teaching me. We aren’t rich, but comfortable, and are immigrants to the US as of 2017, but my parents always put me in different extra curricula activities because he knew a lot of people, never forcing me to pursue anything specific and reassuring me at it’ll be okay if I chose not to. From a young age I took coding classes, music, tennis, basketball, soccer, track, a ton of stuff. Wasn’t a natural at any but persevered out of respect for my dad. And I didn’t realize having that mental Safety net growing up gave me the confidence and joy to fail over and over at different things despite how stupid the odds were, and my peers called it balsy, but I didn’t understand that I was raised “affording” to fail. Out of school started a videography business instead of going to college after working 3 jobs to save up for equipment, after it made me some decent money became a flight attendant for American for a bit, then realized that pilots make way more money so now I’m an airforce C17 maintainer getting my A&P license while getting my degree to commission and fly fighters. Even though it all boils down to luck and well placed hard work, I can’t help but feel lucky that I felt safe to fail and get back up as a kid, and to have achieved and found a lucrative path at only 21

[@codychapter6308]

This'll be a rant, but I want to speak about this. I found your channel through black lagoon, because for me that show was a reflection of my own life, despite the many connections people made of me to Revy, I was closer to Balalaika, I grew up in a family that saw value in worth, and if you couldn't prove your worth you weren't worthy of life, I fought for my life and did what I could to succeed. But then I met what others call the "villains" of our world, I met killers, conman, people that we are taught to hate, but yet they gave me what I wanted, they gave me companionship, they gave me love. When I fought for them no matter what I did I felt right in my decisions because they loved me. But then I met someone who skewed this, who made me see more than myself, and I was punished for it. I lost friends, lovers, my own sanity. And I didn't know what to do, what was my home was now gone, what was my freedom restricted. I became lost, and despite I'm still dealing with it I have started to fight for a simple goal. One that I don't care what I have to do to achieve. I want to make my stories, my life, my dreams, all of it a reality. I don't care if I don't make any money off of it, I just want to succeed there. Because to me I want to use my money to give people a choice something I never realized I didn't have. A choice to live your life as how you see fit without needing to look back. And if I can achieve that? Then I consider that everything I went through, all my pain, all my injuries, all the blood worth it. I want to see the world created by artists not money. Where your worth is your own. I pray one day we all get there, that maybe we find a way to stand together and bring a brighter future than we were dealt. That's the end of my rant. But all of you, all of us "villains". Live your life, for we are the stones that will eventually build the mountain that'll crumble the world that has cut us. Be you. Be Human.

[@AdamGentry211]

Your content is very relatable and I appreciate how personal and candid you are (particularly in the last segment). A lot of it is relatable, and I definitely think there is that recurring issue of "working way too hard in service to the goal of creating a life one actually wants to live." We see the pattern and because we see it, we have a desperate hunger to change the pattern.

[@glassper6002]

I felt everything that you said at the end. I've come to realise that is my struggle right now after all these years. I wish i could come over to have a drink with you if it would help to lighten the pain together.

[@commanderbash9033]

I thank you for putting into words what's often difficult to covey about society at large. through a decade of therapy and medications I've come to terms with the false dichotomies of success, pillaging planetary resources, and passing the buck when it comes to clean-up. I wish I had the courage to speak up about it more, even though the platform wasn't really there over a decade ago. While I don't enjoy your suffering, I appreciate you being vocal about it and the many injustices we've incorporated into the fleeting hours we have. Please don't grow complacent, it's not ideology to want people to live better.

[@ProfessorViral]

To be honest, this is just how I seem to be. When people tell me how to "make peace with it all," the logic seems nonsensical. I can't ignore what's really behind all these "normal" things. So, I guess I have to continue, for better or worse. Might as well yell it a bit to hopefully make a change

[@commanderbash9033]

@@ProfessorViral yell, for as long as you have a heart to; better to try and fail than grow complacent imho.

[@rickshady4122]

Love your content man. Sucks your channel is on a downturn, but your videos are the best. Keep up the grind!!!

[@ProfessorViral]

Thank you. I know it sounds corny, but getting back to comments more recently instead of looking at numbers has helped a lot. I'm still doing what I set out to do in helping others, and that can't be taken away at least

[@rickshady4122]

@@ProfessorViral Just a thought, but have you thought of starting a patreon until the channel is able to support you?

[@misterhim7380]

​@@rickshady4122 He already has a patreon.

[@rickshady4122]

@@misterhim7380 guess I missed that part lol

[@mihailcioinica]

You have no idea how much i relate to this video. Or you do, since you made it. I find myself in an extremely similar position to yours ahving the same relationship with success your video explores, never acheaving it, not being able tu risk for it and being too busy with... surviving. At least i felt understood and not alone wathing your video. So thanks a lot for making it. Love your channel.

[@kyuubivr2220]

Especially the end of the video is so on point relatable, that I am buffled that I just found your content by chance and can now discover all those videos one after another. Thank you sir, for being out there and creating these gems of art, philosophy, the pain of life and all the other topics you touch, much appreciated.

[@rezx1003]

Love your videos! I am lucky where I am despite the downfalls, thank you for this video! I have been blessed with time to work on art despite medication making me a zombie or having a mental disability, I atleast have canadian health care and despite just scraping by doing odd jobs, I still have time which is very important!

[@cutfundrug258]

depending on what you want to do, I would like to thank you for your thoughts. I find them wonderful and peculiar (which is amazing, because one's own thoughts can change and add to something, whether it's you or someone else.) so thank you for everything, and have fun, time, and your extraordinary conceptualization. (I can't wait to hear more) 😊

[@LeviathanJoho]

Great vid! Keep it up!

[@ProfessorViral]

Thank you!

[@fifilulu5999]

You know, the more and more people repeat a single word, the less meaning that word holds. I think "sucess" has become just another one of those words.

[@ProfessorViral]

When that happens to a word, do we recontextualize it for the current world? Or move away from it? I'd argue when it stops to lose meaning, those with a vested interest will just shift the concept and repackage it, ie hustle culture, "the grind," being sold as good, even though they're just subsets of success

[@shakenbacon-vm4eu]

You’ve helped me, bro. Truly. I really thank you for that.

[@marquisstewart2904]

I recently found a push to try and live a life towards my personal ideals. I want to life a life where I can indulge in worldly pleasures. Not to just indulge in it selfishly but to also share them with others. If I can't live in a world that makes me happy then it's a world I don't want to be in. It is a world I can't allow to continue

[@rezx1003]

I am always excited to see your videos!you are definitely on the right path!

[@xxsnow_angelxx3953]

I like listening to somebody's rambling so I feel good about venting too😭

[@jiwazuro1515]

I feel you, we will get through this..

[@aaronoman6460]

Nice clip from Flobots - Handlebars at the start. That takes me back. 🙂

[@NitroVortex]

This might sound strange but I relate so much to what you said in this video Prof In some messed up way at least.

[@ProfessorViral]

It means we're not alone, at least. And that means the feeling is valid, and that we can be right to push for change

[@MithCypher]

“You Either Die A Hero, Or You Live Long Enough To See Yourself Become The Villain” - Harvey Dent in The Dark Knight (2008) Change impacts all current thoughts and cultures, the growing pains of any society for you to (during your lifetime) to come to the realization that change is the only constant in any time period. What is true today could be a lie tomorrow (from a populist outlook). that is why i take the villains example to heart whenever i see them depicted in any media. Their story, background and values its what makes them relatable. All this assuming that if you thrive for success you become a hero, even if for yourself alone...

[@badassproductions4734]

Something I always said too myself was I'd be so far ahead in life if I just had money, if I just had a leg up in life. This truly encourages me, as a light fan getting rid of my foolish pride and truly aiming to understand. What a ride.

[@the4dperspective....738]

Success is the ability to fly whenever you feel necessary...

[@chaoticlucifer]

Ah excited to find time to watch this this week :3 I feel so behind in your videos!

[@ProfessorViral]

Don't worry, I'm behind on creative works from my friends as well. Take your time!

[@indrajith2460]

I've never heard words or emotions more real than what I have found here. Thankyou....

[@kynhaunmaddox2954]

Hey man I know it’s not much but your videos really put life into perspective in a positive way you are the only person I have found that does this by using the negative things that consume us and this world and showing us the negatives and positive of it all life sucks ever second is spent on survival and it sucks every day we have to eat to live every day we have to work to live and there is no other choice you will simply die most days I wish I was not born here and could leave but I told myself I would take life one day at a time and your voice and videos and ideas really help keep me positive when faced with the un winnable fight of life I hope this comment helps and don’t stay negative you will feel it ever day but tru to enjoy it when you can

[@jinchuriki7022]

"Personal success isnt profitable". No truer words were ever spoken. Id rather spend my time gaming and maybe starting a streaming channel but its just not in the cards. I dont have the equipment and the environment to do it. My week is spent waiting for the next shift to start and scrambling what free time I have between sleep and trying to hang out online with people I met from high school years ago. Making new friends and establishing a romantic relationship feels impossible. My life isnt that bad compared to say a homeless person but im tired of living a barely sustainable life. Something has to give sooner or later.

[@ProfessorViral]

That constant cycle of working hard just to maintain something hardly enjoyable is what gets to me. Its almost impossible to improve a situation, only to perpetuate it, because just keeping it from getting worse takes all the time and energy

[@NieJestemzPolskiPL]

I have no words, such a good work here... 43:11 SOOOO TRUE!!!

[@King_Of_Curses_09]

around the end and i just wanna tell you what you have done for me. You've helped me develop as a person and further flesh out my ideologies. im a rather priveleged brat who has all the time he'd need to do whatever he wants. yet i sometimes find the world not worth living for. these ideologies that im learning about and the concept that i can live in a way that will mean something to me helps me to.. well keep living haha

[@elios7623]

i'm pretty sure this video will be valid for the rest of life...... until the end of time

[@ProfessorViral]

I hope not, at the very least. I hope one day this video looks absolutely wrong and silly

[@elios7623]

@@ProfessorViral ik me too....

[@WolfszeitYT]

Thanks you changed my life long time ago. it was getting me startet on my youtube grind to get success now 2 years later. i totally understand that success is what you make of it and not what other people think success is. Thank you man. You kept me doing my youtube grind and i never regreted it xD And I wish you party hard xD I came for the black lagoon videos years ago to your channel and that changed the path of life. And I just wanna say a big thanks to you :)

[@ProfessorViral]

I'm glad what I make could have that positive force. Thank you : )

[@CFlandre]

Just recently, I thought about The Dark Knight, which I haven't seen in a few years. I've discovered that, as the years have gone on, I've found myself agreeing more with the Joker, than with Batman; not in the sense of being a mass murderer, or believing that everybody is evil or savage at their core, but in the sense of society seeming to follow a plan, and society pushes that plan onto its citizens, through cultural mechanisms such as religion, media, advertising, and consumerism. It feels good to watch the "good guy" overcome the odds and make it into the promised land of riches. It feels good to watch the anti-hero enact his vengeance upon those who've wronged him... and we conveniently ignore all of the cautionary tales of the ones that came before, the ones who fell trying, or left to pursue other ventures, because their stories don't feel good and don't always have happy endings. While the Joker is the "bad guy" in the Dark Knight, he's interestingly the most "successful" out of the characters, in that he (for the most part) accomplishes his own objectives very simply, and without much complication or effort on his part. So much so, in fact, that it makes you think that he lucks into a lot of these situations. While Batman "wins" in the end, I think The Joker really speaks against this idea of what I would call "Grand Design", or "ambition". In every situation that the Joker successfully twists in his favor, he specifically targets the grand designs or ambitions of the people around them and turns that into a weapon. The mobsters, in their desire to get rid of the Batman plaguing their business. Harvey, in his ambition to have a life with Rachel. Bruce, the Batman himself, and his own ambition to make Harvey a symbol of hope for Gotham. And the Joker's final scene in the film is about the closest thing to a happy ending in the entire film. This got me thinking about how we can sometimes enslave ourselves to our own ambition and long-term desires, that we end up suffering unnecessarily for it. How we might be better off living more simply and "free", and enjoying what little pleasures come our way. I think we are very poor predictors regarding what kind of effect our actions may have long-term, and it's better to be skilled than it is to be ambitious. To DO and not to (over)plan. It's a dance, not a race.

[@davidbouchard8963]

Goddamn I’m glad i stumbled upon this channel. This is brilliantly said! I could listen to you for DAYS!

[@isd-orangescarfedcat7645]

Thank you for this video. The way you put ideas Ive thought about myself into words so clearly is fk amazing.

[@so_far_away]

thank you for this amazing video. i recently found your channel and absolutely love your videos. i wish i found you sooner, this is the exact kind of discussion and analysis i crave and you articulate so many feelings that i've been unable to. this video hit really hard, because regardless of my hatred of capitalistic ideas of success and value it's all still so ingrained in me, it makes me feel worthless as someone who is too disabled to ever reach the type of success i've been taught to strive for. idk this was just very comforting i suppose. anyways keep up the amazing work 💜💜

[@windeen]

I have not watched the whole video yet. But, I wanted to let you know: I appreciate you. I appreciate your videos. Others do, as well. I usually lurk and don't leave coments because while I have a lot of problems, and can (at times) relate to a lot of your insecurities and fears and opinions. Though I could sometimes use the support and encouragement, I feel that telling you about my problems (despite you encouraging us to talk to you in most of your videos) would make people think I have a victim complex. Or that stating these things might give the impression that I think I am the only one (or am worst off than others) who has these problems. Recently I had 2 close friends just break down when I told them of a new problem. They both said (despite not knowing each other) the same thing to me: "When are you going to catch a break? It's been one thing after another since your mom passed away last year... God needs to give you a break from all of these bad things!" So, I don't comment, because I don't want to give others the opinions that I am selfish and don't care about others. Or that I have a victim complex. But, I could hear the concern and fear that people don't appreciate you, that you aren't helping anyone (ir that you arent providing something that others might need/like, with your videos) at the start of this video. So I wanted to let you know: I appreciate you and your efforts here. A great deal. I have watched (put on hold and dropped included) almost 2k anime. The completed ones alone number 1,300+ series/movies/OVAs. Yet, I had never tried Perfect Blue until I saw a video you did on it. Up until your video on it, I was under the impression that it was just mind-fu@kery based on things I had seen of it. I liked it. It was a pleasant surprise. Thank you for making your videos. I appreciate them a lot and look forward to more in the future. I don't know if I will leave any more comments after the video finishes, but I wanted to say this while it was fresh in my mind. Good luck.

[@edwardlivingston9651]

My advice too you is too choose, "if one holds an object or ideal in each hand inevitably one must discard one to preserve the other" this is ironclad, as much as I wish it wasn't so it is, it's not what are you willing to do to get "success" but what are you willing to let go of, and what can your conscience live with at the end of the day as you go to sleep or look yourself in the mirror the next day. I myself have looked for another way and yet the only solution I found is if you truly wish to hold both objects or ideals, you yourself become the "sacrifice" you seem like you have chosen to hold onto it all and if that is your true wish, you will invariably drown yourself, your empathy is strong friend but empathy alone isn't enough to tip the scale, at the end of the day a debt is owed and a sacrifice will be required, be it you or the object or ideal in one of your hands.

[@tonynightmare]

Not sure if you remember me - but I left a comment on your channel years ago - I can’t remember what about… but anyway… I’m ashamed to say I fell off - watching other KZbinrs that destroy my brain cells instead of watching videos like this. That provoke deep thought and emotion. I’ve been pulling myself out and getting myself into “emotional mucks” desperately searching for people who can sympathize and empathize, but that’s difficult (insert excuse here to why it’s difficult). I can’t tell you why I fell off from your channel, I respect you enough (even though I don’t know you) not to bullshit you. But I guess the answer I can give is life. I feel you on those 70 hour work weeks. Work has consumed my life and… I’m okay with that. Maybe it’s coz I didn’t have a career goal in mind. I’ve had career ideas, but they were never set in stone. I found my career - I’m currently in it, but I wouldn’t really call it success, however, fulfillment. I’m about a year and change into my new career and I’ve had a mental breakdown crying actual tears, daily anxiety pains dealing with an incompetent manager and dealing with bullshit that may be minuscule to most. But for what ever reason, I still fucking wake up at 3:30 in the morning and enjoy what I do. If my opinion counts for anything - I say screw those KZbin algorithm numbers coz 50,000 people still give a shit about what you have to say. You keep doing what you’re doing bruv!

[@AmaknightSAMA]

Bro keep up the awesome work and trust in the process. Your time will come where you will shoot to the top of your craft!

[@ProfessorViral]

Thank you, I hope so, but either way I'm happy with what I've done!

[@AmaknightSAMA]

@@ProfessorViral you’ve got so many absolutely amazing videos on your channel. All of them being high quality ideas and discussions.

[@baseddemigod1187]

You make great videos that I absolutely love !

[@ProfessorViral]

Thank you 🙏

[@alexmacdonald2000]

Thank you for your hard work and openness in these videos. It's always refreshing to see something like this.

[@ResidentWeeb]

"We are told that, in Spain, when Caesar was at leisure and was reading from the history of Alexander, he was lost in thought for a long time, and then burst into tears. His friends were astonished, and asked the reason for his tears. 'Do you not think,' said he, 'it is matter for sorrow that while Alexander, at my age, was already king of so many peoples, I have as yet achieved no brilliant success?'" (Plutarch, Life of Caesar, 11,5-6)

[@ZeroRyu7]

Should you ever find the time, The Fountainhead might speak to you. You are right about success. My whole life I have wondered why everyone takes it as commonplace to sacrifice their lives in the now for a bright, shiny, fictional future for themselves or their children. You’re called lazy if you can’t bring yourself to swallow what so many others do daily. You’re called weak for not participating. The American Dream has to be beautiful. It has to look achievable…if you just work hard and give it your all. It has to be a dream. Cause when more wake up from it, we’ll all see it for the nightmare it is. This might sound hopeless, but I’m quite hopeful that things are changing, just look at some of the comments section. I may not be here when it does, but it’s been a hell of a ride with all of you.

[@yoavco99]

If I ever doubt pushing towards my life's passion (that being philosophy), I should rewatch this video. thank you very much. This is also the first case of philosophy about activism (idk what its name is, something like "philosophy of activism" or something else perhaps. stuff like karl marx and feminism I mean) which actually motivated me.

[@letsreadtextbook1687]

Prof really went "join the dark side, we have cookies" route 😄

[@bigboss6867]

Once upon a time (10 years ago to be precise), I went to college to try and become the next big thing in comics with a degree in graphic design; however, as time passed with the industry changing and after an unpaid internship at Dark Horse. My dream of success fractured before me as I realized the chances of publication in a toxic industry were slim. After dropping out and moving back home for a time, I'm better off with a regular job that pays well and has benefits. Sure, I could have gone independent and all but after the costs for ad space and having to work a day job to fund everything. It would have been more of a slog just to try and reach success and my dream would of easily turned into my worst nightmare.

[@gatorssbm]

Such a well constructed video and sad it hasnt gotten much attention months later, hope you do eventually find some success. I feel ya at the end having to balance time to the point of rarely having time to do stuff I want to do but overall I still feel more satisfied pouring into other people than myself in most time and even having a shitty job that goes nowhere I still feel like I contribute to something. Otherwise I wouldnt really call you selfish if youre more goal oriented hardly ever having time to be with people, I dont think itd be healthy for either parties for you to be burned out to try and keep those connections alive too forcibly. Its hard to enjoy life when you self guilt yourself but its easier said than done, genuinely took me months to stop being such a people pleaser and assert some confidence in what Id want to do while trying to meet halfway when I could. Really do hope for the best if things havent changed much since the making of this video.

[@oru_malayaleezombie7329]

It's like you put all the thoughts in my head to paper. People's idea of success is killing me in some ways and i feel guilty for even feeling bad about it. Im happy just being able to breathe tbh.

[@ProfessorViral]

That's what gets me. There's no way to ask for an amount proportional to what one wants. We're working by a one size fits all standard with minimal wiggle room

[@oru_malayaleezombie7329]

@@ProfessorViral true true,ty for engaging with me,my personal opinion is that capitalism has twisted the idea of productivity in a really bad way. And rest and taking time for yourself has been demonised to some extent. I don't know for sure tho,just some thoughts I have to myself sometimes. You're videos are awesome btw looking forward to seeing more of your perspective on other stuff.😁

[@bobchelios9961]

that hits home.. hard.. i am from the games indsutry and really struggling with regaining my passion, the current exploitative practices in the indsutry killed any love i had for this job, and not doing them is risky. It was easy enough taking those risks before i had a family, but now.. i am stuck in between doing something i hate or risking the future of my family.. and this whole situation feels wrong, its not like i am lazy, i did some awesome work, but i never maximized profits from it. And then on the other hand, i am lucky enough to work on games. so... it sucks... but crying about my still quite ok situation... ugh it sucks no matter waht i do

[@dntcare9472]

Bro…. That is how I feel man, I don’t know if I’m going to be successful when I get out of high school.

[@tevinwilliams]

I love this channel and all your topics dude. I can relate to you and your recent success because lately I’ve been seeing some great things happening not only from making music but my work life as well. I’ve been wondering when is enough really gonna be enough. Do I want to become super famous and crazy rich? Not really… even though my mental health is also connected to some damn numbers on the screen. I guess I just want to see how far I can take it and not give up because I know people would die to be in my position and it’s unfair to them if I don’t reach my full potential and waste it.

[@ProfessorViral]

I feel that last part so much. I think about how hard it would be to face all the amazing people I've met though this if I gave up, and wasted the luck I had. I know I shouldn't think that way, and no one would think less of me, but its hard not to

[@darkmario720]

***Gives you a Hug***

[@ProfessorViral]

Thank you 🤣

[@alextzou5011]

you know i kind of feel the same like you, in fact i hate you kind of, because you remind me so much of me, so much of me i don't want to accept. and yet again, i understand you so much and hate my self even more for that too. because i also think that no matter how successful i am i still am feeling unsatisfied with what i do. i also want to have a youtube channel that talks mainly about anime in correlation with philosophy, but still it's so hard and imposible to succed, not just because in greece anime are ostracized for being shallow, but also because i have to face changing the peoples' beliefs first, manage my resources to live and actually be able to make a good video to succeed "even more" , or should i say take/make a step forward. I actually believe in you and i hope that deep down you can be the pillar of success that will motivate many people to move on too. Anyway. hope you had fun enjoying reading this comment too, because it's one more of the fruits of your labor. so have a good day, and i hope you'll find that fulfillment too, as for me i am also running as well

[@misterhim7380]

I love this channel so much!!! I wish you the best. You deserve it!!

[@ProfessorViral]

Thank you very much 💙

[@johnhigh3914]

We are not what we have or what we take. We are what we give. Giving our honest understanding is a great contribution in a world full of lies. We can't change the world but we can change ourselves. The world can limit us but don't let it limit your heart. When the world gets dark and tries to erase and control our nature, be seen and heard. Be a light in the darkness.

[@vulcaire]

i think a good anime example of how it plays out for most non-succesful ppl is cyberpunk edgerunners. David started very close to the bottom, his only silver lining being his mother's good rep with the edgerunners. He put in all the effort but still ended up getting many of his friends and himself killed in a pointless battle meant to test out some new technology. sometimes if you not it, you not it. I like to think David died happy tho, much like how we must imagine sisyphus happy, though David reached the top and is pushed all the way down again (to his death) there is meaning in that suffering, and he found his peace in that meaning. Idk cyberpunk edgerunners is a rlly cool show yall.

[@rvolvr3650]

Man I love your videos. I know it’s hard to do these but thank you. I know it probably means nothing from some dude online but really. I’m happy that you’ve managed to come this far. I’m proud of you man. You’ve come so far. Take a break.

[@NaiChanify]

Thank you for this.