Psychosis or Transcendence? Can Kundalini Ruin Your Life?

A lot of things happen as a result of a kundalini awakening, and psychosis can be one of them. We experience it to different degrees and for varying amounts of time. While it's a disturbing part of the process, does it define the entire experience?
The dark night of the soul and a kundalini awakening can be a very scary and disturbing experience. It's a transformational process that fully envelops you and takes over. It can happen abruptly and sometimes harshly. But there is a light at the end of the tunnel.
Wake up with me as I share and discuss this awakening with no holds barred. While transformation is beautiful, let's face it, it can be the hardest thing we'll ever do.
Everyday human account of Spiritual Transformation.

[@Kristen-ek9rz]

Thank you for this. My process has been brutal in many ways because I've been called to clear an enormous amount of past life trauma and Karma. Yet, as I go on this journey over many years, I am seeing a bigger picture and purpose to all of this suffering which does give me a bit of comfort. I plan on writing a personal testimony to share with the collective to help, as more people will be going through this process intensely.

[@athen33]

this is so wild…. so many people are getting this these last few months or so…. something makes me think that this is a bit of a bigger deal than we think.

[@kayleighcounsell8814]

The most terrifying but beautiful thing that can ever happen to a person. Who knew sheer terror and complete peace could exist in the same moment. Mine was spontaneous but I don’t know how anyone could prepare for this anyway.

[@wakeupwithkt]

Well said.

[@davidelliott9661]

I went through this for 20 years. I think I've had quite a rare experience. I began with reading Emmanual Kant's " What is Enlightenment?" and Rd Laing and Carl Jung and then ended with The Stormy Search for the self and being seriously schizophrenic to the point my whole mind was haunted. And I finally came out of it after being ripped to shreds. I ended up being homeless and couldn't work because my mind was so derailed. I told people I was being enlightened but no one believed me. After it was all done, I went back to being normal again and came out of my derailment. It was the scariest thing I ever went through because I was abandoned, and no one cared. For 2 years I couldn't hold a job. I had the full-blown shamanic awakening. Then my derailment began going away and I have been able to hold 3 jobs this past year. For 2 decades I fought for this. What a ride!

[@dbencic]

Well put! Same here!

[@Adrian-sl9zj]

I’m 15 years into my Kundalini transformation. The first 4 years were insane, full of terror like you wouldn’t believe if you didn’t experience it. It totally ruined my life, took my life savings to survive the storm. Ended up broke not able to do my job. Lost my position with the company I worked with and have never been promoted again. Parts of my health have never recovered. The trauma and stress that the actual energy awakening done to my body is still very much there. I still can’t heal that. I had to leave people that didn’t serve me anymore. I can’t act sexually like I used to either. It’s a very lonely path I wouldn’t wish on anyone. My family think I’m weird. With all that being said, I probably would change it. I’ve realized who and what I really am. There’s a lot of freedom and detachment from material world and any type of unauthentic behavior. After 15 years, there’s still some tricky events that seem to come out of left field. They can be very difficult to navigate. I feel for anyone going through it.

[@wakeupwithkt]

Wow, I can relate to this. Mine was similar but not quite as severe. The fear and dread was intense. Used up my savings as well. It does a number on the nervous system. I agree, I don’t regret it. It woke me up. Still have a little PTSD. Glad you’re doing “okay” now.

[@soprotivleniye7620]

I had a kundalini awakening in an ayahuasca ceremony in 2014. My life has been a living hell since then. I have lost everythig because of it. In fact, I am writing this from a homeless shelter. I am dysfunctional and bed-ridden.

[@lourdesvasquez4136]

@@soprotivleniye7620 keep going forward you are safe and let time heal you its a process and meditate

[@soprotivleniye7620]

@@davidelliott9661 Are you able to work now?

[@soprotivleniye7620]

@@davidelliott9661 That all sounds very difficult. I also lived in a homeless shelter for a year, so I know what it's like. But I am glad that you are able to work now. I still can't and my SSI and SSDI applications have got denied because I am not a US citizen. And I cannot go back home because I will probably be tortured and killed by my government there.

[@atis9061]

you must be pure to start the process. the more your karma is muddy-the worse it gets.

[@pesthlm]

I got to experience kundalini in controlled ways and with a very good therapist. The Kundalini was evoked via a special breathing technique and the therapy always lasted 40 minutes at a time (don't ask me how or why). It finally resulted in me getting rid of 40 years of severe stuttering and all my eczema on my body disappearing. I have been fully healthy now for 17 years.

[@wakeupwithkt]

Yes! When it’s done correctly it makes a huge difference. But some of us have the kundalini rise without us trying and we don’t know what it is at first. Thanks for sharing this.

[@pesthlm]

@@wakeupwithktYes, I can really understand this as an unknowing being greeted by kundalini energy in the body can be a very frightening experience.

[@laracrespo5786]

That's not kundalini

[@derekpmoore]

People already in psychosis are attracted to things like kundalini awakening as they seek to explain their own experiences.

[@joannecooper]

In kundalini one must learn that you alone are in control of your consciousness. Idenify what thoughts are your own and reject out all unwanted thoughts or messages. Give no power to what is unwanted. Buyer beware. Remember that Jesus was approched in the desert. Just do what he did and you will trancend into the person that you were meant to be. Choose light.

[@chriswillis9775]

Don't do kundalini at all it is the light form of Satan, I did all positive affirmations and both my wife and I were attacked by demons. She had nothing to do with it. We prayed to Jesus and were set free. These practices are Satanic and are used to keep you stuck in pride and self works. It does not want you to come to understanding of what sin really is and the grace of Jesus Christ sacrifice for sins. These new age new thought practices are the first temptation , take this fruit for knowledge so you may be like God. It is a lie.

[@AlexKellogg-pv4qk]

Thanks for sharing

[@Darius1963-f2j]

It blindsided me, my external life is being ruined as we speak😢, but I am becoming internally transformed. I just hope that the traidoff is worth it.

[@wakeupwithkt]

@@Darius1963-f2j My higherself and soul definitely thinks it was worth it, my material life self hasn’t caught up. 😆

[@mindbodysoleil]

Thank you for diving into this. I caution folks that you can’t unknow and you can’t go back. It’s terrifying to realize nothing you knew will be there to hold on to and people will fall away. There is a sense that it’s necessary, but with no guaranteed time line it can be overwhelming to the point of despair. You just keep going; that seems to be the only thing to do at times. Good luck, y’all. It’s a hell of a ride.

[@lourdes1040]

I agree with you my son has been on this journey 3 years and it’s been awful with mystical

[@MultiMyNickName]

Calling it awakening, enlightenment is the worst kind of fraud. Its horrific, its the destruction of reality, its the crushing ruin of everything you ever knew, its a level of true isolation and detachment from anything. Its the death of everything you ever valued, thought was worth standing for, the end of every reason you had to exist. Lets brutally truthful and from where im standing it never gets any better, the truth is ugly, the ego reality we live in uglier and the sad fact is once you see it, your place in it becomes non existent unless you are willing to spend your existence as a hypocrite. It should be called anything but awakening and you are rigght about one thing, there is no going back and I feel sorry for anyone who experiences it, because its brutal beyond belief and once started, your entire existence is torn apart. You live a lie from that day on, not even existing in the same reality as everyone else you see and speak with. Enlightening my ass.

[@mariagraham7525]

I received shaktipat from my Guru, all went well till 7yrs ago when the energy became unusual strong to much for me to take, then one morning I sat up for meditation and all was quite then a energy shot up and burned top of my head, nerves were sort of electrified gentle at first then became stronger burning pain pressure etc: over this 7 years I have been unable to meditate, causing the loss of concentration and inner connection, unable to meditate, before this happened I was experiencing oneness with God and unbelievable bliss, I keep hoping it will stop, my life was meditation, now I am lost maria

[@Mantras-and-Mystics]

If you've been "fried" for goodness sake stop trying to meditate. This is the time for you to connect with the world and ground yourself. Your nervous system can only heal by allowing it to rest. 😊

[@pilarlago5162]

Thank you for explaining this process.

[@zendog48]

Ooh, such a great video. Thanks!

[@FernandoCapoto]

I've been living with this for 22years and nobody that can help me. I'm living my life inside myself and are totally disconnected with the world around me. Lost all friend and my family in the process.

[@soprotivleniye7620]

Are you able to work?

[@FernandoCapoto]

Yes work is what kept me going. Atleast it distracted me.

[@madisondixon6778]

Kundalini sent me into a deep psychosis. A literal hell and the lowest of lows with no light at the end of the tunnel. I was so desperate I cried out to Jesus to help. He told me “stop all of these practices” I came into agreement and demons left my body. I didn’t even know they were there. Then I realized how deceived I was. I believed the power came from within me. But the power came from the demons within me. When the demons left, I was filled with the Holy Spirit and filled with a peace and joy that surpasses all understand. Supernaturally healed within seconds. My entire life shifted and I have been blessed ever since. Seek Jesus and ask him to reveal himself to you. There are no negative side effects to being filled with his Spirit. Only love, peace, joy, and even supernatural abilities- casting out demons, healing the sick, words of knowledge, prophecy and angelic tongues…but most importantly an intimate relationship with the creator of the universe and everlasting life!! Please do not be deceived. Kundalini is the counterfeit to the Holy Spirit. Serpent on the spine = serpent on the tree in Eden. God bless! For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Jeremiah 29:11

[@nikicarrie4071]

❤

[@Veliccia]

Thank you so much for this.

[@nancyP7448]

Thank you for this information

[@sicast916]

I’m very grateful for the gift of kundalini awakening

[@charliegeo2779]

Hi. Your vids started showing up for me and I’ve watched several now. I really enjoy your style and am finding comfort in your vids. My entire life is full of spiritual connection yet I usually feel lost with occasional days of hope. Prophetic dreams, knowings, energy sensations, synchronicities up the wazoo, etc… but always feeling like I’m in a puzzle I can’t solve. I may be in the slowest awakening in human history! Have felt a greatness inside since I was 5 but can’t get it out into the world. Very frustrating. Anyway, thanks for your vids, they speak to me.

[@wakeupwithkt]

Thanks for your comment! I can relate to “a puzzle we can’t solve”, as I think many can. Start dipping your toe in the water. You have a lot to share.

[@samwell707]

It was a wonderful download for me. But i has gone through the dark night of the soul 12 yrs ago

[@lourdesvasquez4136]

IT IS TRUE THERE ARE MORE AND MORE STORIES OF KUNDALINI WE NEED TO GET IT OUT THERE

[@johnbooth1110]

yes , 38 years of kundalini i thought i had friends , nun now. how ever opening ones crown chakra i reunited with the collective consciousness, Talking about ones kundalini journey to people is a no no. health , exercise eat well

[@godsentchild]

U disconnected from the collective consciousness bro. You lost your friends. Dont turn away from others in disgust. Help others elevate or just appreciate them for the beautiful children of god that they are

[@andreawatts7884]

Seems to me blaming kundalini is the ego looking for something to be responsible.

[@manny3031]

Happened to me but i was thrown into a psychward

[@taradupree3792]

Me too. 3 separate times.

[@AlexKellogg-pv4qk]

Me too but said if they didn’t have non gmo food that I’d die because I’m allergic to GMO’s That worked Second time that failed so I took some ‘bad angel’ advice I told the lady that she must live around here and I may seem dumb to you, but I graduated 3rd in my class and engineering school was a breeze. “If you don’t let me out in 3 minutes… the next time you see me it will be me and you except not in a small room that you have the keys to…. It’ll be me and you alone in the woods and I’ll be in charge”. She let me out in immediately I felt bad, but she made a nasty threat first about me staying as long as SHE wants me to

[@badbeachindustry1615]

My kundalini made me insane. Made me destroy my life. I was 15-16 when it happened . Its not the kundalini awakening that was bad. I feel like the constant dark nights of the soul to be more damaging to my life than the awakening was. Dark night of the soul makes me that depressed i cant work. I cant go outside. Last dark night i was beginning to believe i had a serious medical issue because i couldnt leave my house and had no energy to do so. Very annoying but neccessary to becoming the true self.

[@thegodpopper8934]

It’s getting harder, my stomach is in pieces and my arms fly around on their own when I’m meditating. My face makes extreme contortions constantly - like my tongue sticks out and shakes and my voice goes low. The depression is unbearable. All I wanna do is be completely alone forever, even silent retreats with other people I find hard work. This is like the last 6 months, not sure I can handle years of this.

[@chrisbatten3647]

I relate, I hope this gets easier for you. How are you doing today?

[@thegodpopper8934]

@@chrisbatten3647 better, depression eased off but the energy movement is even more intense 🙏🏼

[@chrisbatten3647]

@thegodpopper8934 I went through years of very intense contortions, good luk my friend. 🙏. I found it helpful to breathe into the sensations. They settled down a lot. I found breathwork to be really helpful, and to know the movement is a clearing of collective pain that no longer serves you. On the other side of this, something wonderful is waiting for you.

[@foteinibokorou6657]

go see a Christian ORTHODOX priest...only he can help you...all these gods ih hinduism are demons

[@jagdhaliwal-zs2dk]

my heart is very heavy all the time

[@nvskishore4658]

I practiced astral projection a lot and triggered schizophrenia and lost control over mind, don't really understand what to do in life, finding jobs meaning less

[@wakeupwithkt]

It’s a tough process especially at the height of it. We need to find balance with the material world to manage the every day. Hang in there.

[@lourdesvasquez4136]

do not let your mind accept mental diagnose. You need to ride it out with grace of God in faith you will be ok just do not give up

[@andrieavarner6969]

yes know i m dealing with ringing in the ears and mind

[@dbencic]

I’ve practiced Reiki and meditation for 18 years prior to my spontaneous kundalini awakening! Nothing could have prepared me for the terrifyingly beautiful experience of it , only one a person who had it happen to them told me that I was lucky to have practiced my reiki and meditation prior- because it could have been even harder!!! I thought I was in hell because I couldn’t turn it off no matter what I did- that lasted for 4 months. And the shadow work continued on… nowadays 4 years later I’m happy to not feel it anymore - and I’m scared of it ever getting triggered again- definitely not without a guidance of a legit guru !!! 😅

[@AlexKellogg-pv4qk]

Our ego fights hard to get us back If it didn’t you would simply die The ego isn’t as bad as we think haha I feel like preparing for it seems like it could make it worse Also, yoga and meditation and the guides and people who participate…. Are so fucking far from the people who started it There are places on earth that were filled with yogis… and now have tons of places to do yoga and are certified by an American organization LMFAO. And now the people who used to sit around and do yoga all over these places…. Are dead or straight up left because they got replaced by frauds who were trying to get attention from western women We live in strange times. The age of technology is just another nasty dark age I wish you the absolute best tho Life has more surprises for us all who are alive or we’d be dead

[@The_Stockfather]

Brutal.

[@ritagordon9859]

You have to deal with the dark to then bring it to the light. Once it’s ignited - it will change your life. If you regret waking up - you missed the whole point which is to awaken that you’re more than a body. Sometimes things have to get worse before they get better - this is the art of healing ❤️‍🩹

[@folushoasukwo]

The Dark Entities where treacherous to say the least. I thought maybe they where entities we had created through our fears that where now being exercised (killed)

[@forestsnow6508]

Ruin your life? It's all relative 😂 You might get totally destroyed over a number of years (7.lol) only to slowly rise up from near dead and become extremely successful. One thing is for certain - You wont be the same person you once were. Do you think the caterpillar has an easy time of it? But eventually, it has wings and can fly 🦋

[@domenicomy]

Maharishikaa:The answer😏

[@jazzyg6571]

I don’t think this is actually Kundalini you are referring to. I think it is the hard process that leads up to the Kundalini activation. I had abt 5 years of the dark night of the soul and have been consciously awakening for 14 years. My guides are letting me know I'm nearing the end of the process now (just another short burst of Karmic clearing to go). Hopefully my actual Kundalini activation will be very soon 🕉 ❤xxx

[@AlexKellogg-pv4qk]

Sounds like your mind and ego are very strong You think every human goes through life the same way? You think someone can’t experience this without guides Come on. Think about what you are saying Have you ever been brought to your knees from a feeling of pure love and gratefulness… and felt like all the pain in your whole life was washed away I’m guessing not And you probably have had many experiences that I can’t relate to We could argue for many lifetimes about it (maybe we have 😇) but that’s just using the mind. You have your guides and experiences I had a monk come find me when I was in a place nobody should have or ‘could have’ known I was. He was trembling and sweating because he was quite literally sprinting as fast as he could and don’t even ask me how he slid 20ft in sandals, to come to a stop…and gave me an EXTREMELY humble bow. Do you think your guides will help you get this experience? I’m going to go out on a limb and say you stand a zero percent chance of experiencing this. We all have our own path to the same final destination silly wonderful lady. You decided on taking people’s advice and using your mind and ego to the fullest of ‘their’ abilities My ego made me attempt suicide and find out the hard way… GOD will make an intervention simply from making that decision (things got strange on the way to the gun store) How could you even talk about a topic like this and have an ego about it. You should privately look in the mirror and think about your life… without guides I’ve done some bad things and have a lot to learn and deal with Acting better and smarter and further alone in whatever spiritual race you are in…. Is absurd and defeats the purpose of love and oneness and exposed how you haven’t escaped the traps that the ego sets

[@lourdes1040]

My son awakened his k 3 years ago and it’s been a roller coaster he has cognitive behavior is that part of the psicosis? He meditates almost all day with breaks

[@wakeupwithkt]

I’m not sure if it’s the psychosis or not but kundalini brings existing issues to the surface. Journaling helped me a lot, time and patience, being in nature. I also went to talk therapy for awhile which also helped. Hang in there.

[@lourdes1040]

@@wakeupwithkt how was your psicosis? How did you deal with it?

[@wakeupwithkt]

@@lourdes1040 I talk about it in all my video's. There's no quick answer.

[@godsentchild]

@@wakeupwithktjournaling is huge!!

[@shortylove282]

Like to know how to reduce the pain in the body 🤔

[@soprotivleniye7620]

Me too.

[@Kundalini_Activated]

We got to feel it to heal it, best on the somatic level in my opinion. But we can also approach painful blockages on the energetic level , with specific yogic or taoist exercises like the inner smile meditation and or redirect the energy in times through a daily practice, but depending on ones ego structure and karma some pain may be inevitable. It's good to get comfortable with being uncomfortable and open to the the somatic aspect of the pain as in this way we can release it while staying on it, breathing into it, letting it flow out of the body and relaxing into the contractions for example. If we resist it it'll likely persist. Good luck ❤️

[@lourdesvasquez4136]

did you take medication or how did you over come ?

[@daryl9799]

Taking meds for this would be a huge mistake you have to let it ride out naturally you need to feel the pain.

[@lourdesvasquez4136]

@@daryl9799 thank you very much for your reply

[@Clautasy]

What can you take instead medicins im now using olanzapine otherwise cant sleep

[@chrisbatten3647]

​@Clautasy I find melatonin works well with skullcap. Triphala, Siberian ginseng, bacopa, withana, ginkgo. Breathwork helps with natural sleep.

[@chrisbatten3647]

@@Clautasy how are you doing now? Are things easier for you?

[@marleeshore1387]

Yes Kundalini can ruin your life

[@soprotivleniye7620]

Yes, it has ruined mine.

[@marleeshore1387]

@@soprotivleniye7620 I am so sorry to hear that. Would you like to compare notes?

[@OnceTheyNamedMeiWasnt]

Do you not believe in God?

[@simplegrl]

Yes. Demonic possession can very much so ruin your life lol but there is new life and hope in Jesus Christ.

[@deepinto134]

Every day thinking about suicide

[@wakeupwithkt]

It may not seem like it but it will get better. Don't let the darkness prevail.. Check out the videos about getting through the process. Dial 988 if you need to talk to someone. 💙

[@Gameking92888]

Nothing you do is by your control if your life is ruined by this it was your soul fault to agreeing to the term of reincarnation, people really be think they in control. You in control alright.😂

[@drycleanernick7603]

Come to Christ

[@hugoriquelme4712]

this process, is "coming to Christ" or the pre-conditioned higher you, the book of revelations is all about opening the 7 seals, or chakras. Going into the desert or wilderness and overcoming the ego "or satan" all happens in consciousness. Religion has not helped people liberate themselves from their conditioned structures, actually the contrary. If one doesnt accept their own divinity they will be trapped, there is no one coming to save you. Wishing you all the best :)

[@hellgato777]

I believe that Kundalini is the same thing Christians call The Holy Spirit. Your spine is basically a tuning fork , so to speak, or like a radio transmitter / receiver. The energy is built in to your anatomy but lies dormant at the base of the spine until activated & tuned to the right frequency. Activation depends on the individual and the energy is feminine in nature , as far as I can tell. The end result is an activated third eye & right brain /left brain synchronization. Jesus Himself said that "If your eye be single the body shall fill with light". The pineal gland releases melatonin when activated.

[@chriswillis9775]

​@@hugoriquelme4712wrong. When I came to Christ I was set free of all that crap. many others has as well. Just look at all the testimonies on youtube "new age to christ" where like me had demonic attacks doing spiritual practices. The higher self is a lie by the light version of Satan. He uses both the dark and light of self enlightenment to keep one trapped. As long one is stuck in pride and not looking at sin, he has them.

[@chriswillis9775]

​@@hellgato777it is totally not the same thing. It is demonic. Look for testimonies on youtube on how many people doing just kundalini and yoga practices came under demonic attacks. It is opening doors for the light versions of the demonic.

[@sausedo27]

Very good hellogato777. And yes while i had no idea what kundalini was or did I even do or know what meditation was. Kundalini led me to her. This was in 1981. The experience was amazing and would make a great movie or book.. The psychic abilities amazed me and I played with them allot. My 3rd eye and astral body were enjoyable the conversations and answers the " ancients" gave me were correct and wisdom. The lighting bolt up my spine knocked me out for about 8 hours but the journey I went on was peaceful mystical powerful rewarding enlightening and more. She came again 17 years later. And the visions were spectacular.. none of this in my control i just let things happen as the universe spoke to me and corridinate witm me led me through steps of journey. I spoke with God, Jesus, Mary, Joseph, Angels and apostles and many other. I asked Jesus why all this was happening to me he said because I have good heart while showing me his heart. And much more prophetic things some of which have come to pass. More ahead

[@angrysquirrelproductions9773]

It's horrible, don't do it.