Quadeca's I Didn't Mean To Haunt You - An Emotional Ghost Story

[@jsonmusic_]

Quadeca just mentioned that fantasyworld is technically the first song chronologically. He calls it a flashback and thats why it is so clear and raw sounding. Everything I said about the song still stands though. The order doesn't really change much. The only change to the meaning would be not him wanting to return to his old life but instead it was before his death. Giving a reasoning to his suicide. It just proves more of a fmty reference!

[@dinogt8477]

npc

[@Hellobub]

​@@dinogt8477 knob

[@lb128scout]

Can't believe a youtube rapper made one of the best albums I've ever heard

[@jsonmusic_]

KZbin rapper isnt the right term. I think he earned his right to be called a true artist!

[@user-vo5ux4fi6f]

@@jsonmusic_ he took that label off him years ago tbh

[@jsonmusic_]

@@Anunnamedtank not a diss track fire till this day!

[@mpp-killer299]

Quadeca is slowly getting rid of the "youtube rapper" title, Just like Joji with Pink guy, i think this album will help him a lot with that.

[@explosivestar1156]

@jasonemmerson yeah you should've heard from me to you. Which is his last album which is personally maybe a little better. Also is a story about a long distance relationship and them falling out of love and feeling like a failure

[@daniellantzsvensson]

4:40 Quadeca is saying three different beginnings to classic stand-up jokes without the punchlines. Later in the song Quadeca reference this, and says he was the punchline. Quadeca never had a wife lol

[@jab5395]

Correct

[@jsonmusic_]

I feel like it was still possible the way he pieced them together.

[@DHawkBeats]

You’re correct but it could also reference like a girlfriend maybe but yeah I think it’s mostly just what you said

[@jsonmusic_]

@@DHawkBeats yes but this could also be in the future. Like maybe they got married between from me to you and this album. idk just a theory. A MUSIC THEORY

[@cracksmoker2]

@@jsonmusic_ im pretty sure it’s satire of how some comedians have those “my bitch wife” routines

[@Bluekin-Ibok]

There's debate online that Quadeca actually failed to kill his mother during house settling which may re-contextualise some of the aspects of the later songs. It hasn't been confirmed yet but I believe that this is what happened. His recurring words in cassini's division about "letting go" leads me to think that he is still trying to talk to his mother and other family members through the afterlife while they're still all in the real world, mother included.

[@kftheboyz3425]

In knots he also says that he “had to turn the oven off”

[@Deniisaur]

@@kftheboyz3425 LITERALLY WAS BAOUT TO COMMENT THIS SAME EXACT THING, QUESTIONING IF HE HAD ACTUALLY GONE THROUGH WITH KILLING HIS MOTHER BASED ON THAT LINE. WOOH YA'LL ARE GOOD

[@joob6262]

personally i interpreted it as he TRIED to kill his mother but didn’t succeed as in knots he says “had to turn the oven off” and in cassinis division he says he’ll “make that void a bit brighter for when you see it” implying she isn’t dead yet… but maybe i’m wrong 🤷‍♂️

[@jsonmusic_]

Nah its definitly that he killed her.

[@archiewall124]

Quadeca confirmed that Danny brown was carbon monoxide and if you know anything about carbon monoxide you know she is dead.

[@hughmungus4730]

@@jsonmusic_ Bro has made it so clear he can’t accept any other interpretation from people. u lame 4 that

[@jsonmusic_]

its music bro. interpretations is literally what makes it special to everyone. if music had the same meaning to everyone it wouldn't be good. it wouldn't have an emotion impact.@@hughmungus4730

[@waggley]

beautifully analyzed. the story behind this album is incredible

[@jsonmusic_]

Thank you so much ♥️

[@deviateedits]

I always thought that house settling was about him debating with himself whether to kill his mother or not. The phrase ‘house settling’ has two meanings as the song progresses. The first is in direct reference to quad’s mother assuming quad’s ghostly presence is just the house settling, and his outrage upon hearing how she’s seemingly used this as an excuse to ignore his attempts at communication. “Rationalise me away, if it helps”. Of course, she has no way of knowing that he’s trying to communicate. But quad can’t see that, he’s essentially blinded by his emotions in this moment. He thinks she’s intentionally ignoring him, and he’s trying to find a reason to kill her. “Dead to me. House settling?” During Danny brown’s verse, quad is faced with the realities of what would happen if he follows through with his plan of killing her. He eventually reconsiders and turns the oven off (which is mentioned in knots). He now takes the phrase ‘house settling’, and twists it to imply that he’s settling on his choice to remain unreachable, because it’s better than the alternative of having his mother dead with him. However he still can’t leave his mother alone and he remains in her home. “Can’t let you be. House settling”.

[@jsonmusic_]

I thought that's what I said in the video lol

[@Autumnnnnn1]

@@jsonmusic_ no in the video you said his mother was killed however this interpretation suggests that he only thought about killing his mother similar to NEW MAGIC WAND where he doesn't actually kill the person but merely thinks about it

[@adenvue4310]

I feel like I was so caught up with the change in sound that I entirely forgot that Quadeca has a background in lyrical rap. The lyricism on this album is crazy, and it feels so catchy and natural! This is a more mature album, but he still has fun with it. This album must have a running for the album of the year.

[@esauce797]

I really hope the album gets more publicity, this has a chance to be the gaoat

[@Decamnev]

Great video! Extremely well made. However fix the title to ‘An’

[@HxH94]

Indeed

[@bigmfzack]

Indeed

[@alphabetlord5590]

Indeed 🤓

[@XtraBees]

typos in titles are often easy and free social media interaction it was probably on purpose lol

[@vinytoonzmusic]

Indeed

[@DomesticBeast_]

This video was very helpful. Also this album is way more meaningful then I thought. I also realized that in Sisyphus quad says “i just wanna to live in a mu fuckin log cabin. Where i never have to call back never have to log back in.” Maybe because of how big that song was he wanted to make an aftermath of the song as a whole album.

[@jsonmusic_]

what...

[@DomesticBeast_]

@@jsonmusic_ i meant to say how maybe he got his wish of not having to do anything else in his life or never having to call back. But it backfires

[@Deniisaur]

@@DomesticBeast_ THE IRONY!! maybe in retrospect what makes that idea of the log cabin/no contact so tantalizing is that at the end of the day you have that option to reach out if you want to. In this case, quadeca would still be able to reach out to his mom if he wanted to... but after kermit-ting he doesn't even have the choice to do so, and regret on top of that. wooh, heavy.

[@DomesticBeast_]

@@Deniisaur exactly. At least you understand 😭

[@ratmrage]

This is an excellent video. You are clearly very talented at making this type of stuff so please do more!

[@jsonmusic_]

Thank you so much!

[@JoshFromBeyond]

I think on From Me To You, he was expecting death after his suicide to be nothing. He would fade to black, and simply cease to exist rather than having to live on. Maybe he thought he wouldn't regret it if he didn't have the chance to think about it afterwards, but he ended up in purgatory anyway. Now he is in static rather than black.

[@bsatxx]

In short Quadeca is truly the most beautiful/bestest song maker and it should win album of the year

[@baggypunk]

never had a song actually make me tear up before this is a first. to the melodies and structure of the songs is just beautiful

[@benthadragon]

My name is also Ben and one of my biggest fears is dying alone and forgotten so this album hits deep

[@randomdude1345]

Great analysis! I love this album so much. Every single re-listen I learn something new.

[@jsonmusic_]

Im still learning I think xD

[@SmoothMcGlue]

Fraction of infinity has a lot that you missed bcuz in fantasy world and Fractions he's letting everything he has left to say out. An in fractions he's accepting things now . - Also the 3rd verse of fractions has a lot of meaning about how he says his life was a like a movie and could be hinting that the fame is what added to his depression when he was alive. So on these two songs quadeca is letting everything out and just venting all he has left to vent. The end of the instrmental of fractions represents accension . 4And. - also the last track Cassini division has a lot of meaning in the lyrics and instrumental thay you didn't mention. The song is him talking to his mother and finally accepting his fate as a ghost and tell her everything he has to say and the last words of the song he's telling her that he'll be waiting in the after life for her to join him bcuz that's the only way for him to "let go without letting go" . - You also missed the whole radio static concept to the album. The little interludes at the end of some songs where he's just talking represents his voice coming out of a radio just like how they try to communicate with ghost is movies, through the radio static. And cassis division the whole song is him speaking out of the radio static to his mother that's why his voice sounds just like the interludes where he's talkingr

[@badandslo]

Left for some air, tied to the wind Out through the vent This might be the first metaphor for the way of suicide. Left for some air, tied to the wind; tied as in hanging and wind referring to the wind around his floating(hanging) body, I visualize a body hanging on a tree. Out through the vent, him venting from life through suicide.

[@jasperborggreve1047]

Left for some air, as in he couldn't catch his breath during his difficulty in living so he escaped to be able to do so

[@JoshFromBeyond]

I've also heard a lot of people just saying this is his first action as a ghost, he left the house using the wind through the vents to guide him out. Both might be right though.

[@jcjuy]

Damn youtube recommending me a fresh upload lets go!!

[@jsonmusic_]

♥️♥️♥️♥️ we love youtube

[@TroymakeMUSIC]

This album was amazing especially if you've been thru similar things it feels like the music understands how you feel

[@octopoos8443]

I don't know why but I thought Knots stood out a lot. It sounds so different to anything else in the album. Like if the rest of the song was Quad crying for his mother, this was him screaming for help. Like the entire album was building up to House Settling, and Quad just broke. Not to mention the song is incredibly catchy, seriously I don't know why I like it so much.

[@jsonmusic_]

He broke bad (breaking bad opening theme plays"

[@jsonmusic_]

and knots is a top tier song.

[@octopoos8443]

literally true

[@Charlie-uc1he]

I hope you feel encouraged to make more videos because you should be! This is an excellent video, you should be proud!!

[@jsonmusic_]

Thank you so much man, the support has been so unreal!

[@PEPE-yb3ft]

i dont know how people believe he actually kills his mother. this whole album is about letting go but not forgetting the people that we lose, keeping their memories intact. his mother succeeds at this as we learn early in the album, she keeps his vase, goes through pictures, makes collages. but eventually lets him go keeps him in her house in a vase. ben still loathing himself even after death cant let go, this resentment and feeling of inadequacy eventually makes him poison his mother. in knots all of the anger gets released, he realizes that he can't keep tying new knots. he leaves purgatory having learned to let go and finally finds peace, going to his fantasy world and becoming a fraction of infinity eventually drifting off into the static. quick little edit :) so quad said fantasy world is a flashback this only support's the idea that after knots he reflects upon himself and is able to like go.

[@AidanTheLoserkid]

yeah i don't really think he killed her either

[@jsonmusic_]

nobody knows

[@tloz7]

can't believe quadeca making me cry bruh

[@jsonmusic_]

THOSE WORDS DONT DO YOU JUSTICE!

[@doma367]

FINALLY A BREAKDOWN!!❤

[@jsonmusic_]

♥️♥️ same thoughts xD

[@neelsolanki5840]

QUAD 🐐

[@apollo8347]

this made me wanna cry

[@arielsantos1332]

Goated video

[@bristow4784]

Man watching my Mom grieve my brother everyday then Quad released this fucked me up

[@jsonmusic_]

Praying for you bro I hope things get better!

[@bristow4784]

@@jsonmusic_ Thanks man

[@jsonmusic_]

@@bristow4784 ofc!

[@poptart4680]

Fire video. I was listening to the album trying to piece it together and its definitely confusing but it sounds so good

[@jsonmusic_]

feel that

[@CTSBeatsMusic]

i had trouble figuring out what cassini’s division meant and you explained it so easily thank you

[@mitchyyy18]

This guy has the quadeca lisp. I love it. ❤️

[@jsonmusic_]

I didnt even realize I did until this video came out xD

[@ramigebriel3427]

QUANKA DID!!!!!!

[@hubertthomas758]

in 12:31 i think he also refers to the topic of him going around, people speaking as if they knew him, making up things about him etc. great video!!

[@jsonmusic_]

So much deep meaning in just that one verse 😞

[@gioyt1530]

amazing analysis, helps connect each song from their point in time to the aggregate project while still seeing them in depth, and i don't think the sample at the end of dont mind me was meant to be christian or religious as ben is not religious

[@jsonmusic_]

It was not with religious intent. But it is commonly played at funerals and has a meaning that contributes to the album. Glad you enjoyed it!

[@braddiaz8487]

Would love this kind of analysis for something like JID’s Forever Story or anything, honestly you’d do a great job regardless

[@jsonmusic_]

oooo thats a good one. I just would have to find my way around relentless copyright holders lol

[@CaptainClub]

Amazing video

[@jsonmusic_]

thank you!

[@SmoothMcGlue]

Fractions of infinity is technically the first outro n Cassini Division is the second outro

[@jokolstad]

Wow❤ thank you for the video☺️

[@darshan2956]

this is really good

[@PeanutButterKing]

W video I hope Quadeca sees this

[@jsonmusic_]

me too :)

[@PeanutButterKing]

@@jsonmusic_ i tweeted ab it but im not really a big youtuber or anything but i tried

[@irxnsight]

had to sub this was an amazing breakdown idk how im late to seeing this lmao

[@johnricotta3422]

This really helped me understand the album. Thank you!

[@YeCurry0]

Great review man

[@hyakugan6112]

Yo I think this is a bit of a stretch, but I would like to think that the way he said his life was like a movie in fractions of infinity was a reference to Uh Huh from voice memos, where the line goes "I live my life like a movie, you live your life like a clip" lmaooo. Anyways I love this album soooo much it had so much hardwork and emotion put into it, and I do hope quad is doing fine now. Amazing vid btw!

[@fnnbr2]

this made me appreciate the album so much more, nice vid bro :)

[@jsonmusic_]

Thank you so much. I want people to enjoy this album. It is soooo awesome!

[@StalinNation]

Really good analysis man, keep it up

[@midnighttm183]

I hope ur wish comes true and quadeca sess this🙏

[@quadecamashups]

This is great man. I’ll probably make something similar at some point too

[@jsonmusic_]

Yo, mashups I love your work bro! Glad you enjoy the video. I'm always checking out your channel, glad to see you here!

[@aj8331]

One thing I noticed is that fantasyworld is pretty much Quad's suicide letter, if you look at the lyrics.

[@jsonmusic_]

Kinda. But I don't know if is call it that.

[@FlipuFlopu]

ty

[@d3oth3tris48]

In "memories lost in translation" what's one of the number 1 things you need to fully comprehend memories?.. A 🧠 which when he died his ghost doesn't have one so he sees all these memories flash at him only hearing a glimpse of quads depression "so what about me.." it's amazing even if it's just an interlude. And I love quads wavey aesthetics as him talking through a ham radio or station (since in movies and shows they say that ghost speak through said wave lengths) amazing album very stunning but I hope he is doing better and take his time to make another masterpiece (even if that's in 3yrs from now or longer).

[@Zyenith]

Amazing analysis, this album is insane

[@elitetui]

Amazing video, very well explained

[@jsonmusic_]

Thank you so much

[@ortizgamers8000]

This was 🔥 and you’re definitely underrated

[@jordanevans7238]

incredibly well done deep dive

[@Xpert.Doge.]

amazing video w outro

[@jsonmusic_]

amazing comment w person

[@Dankyjabo]

Brilliant video my friend, I just can't get around the interpretation that he kills or wants to kill his mother. It's certianly possible, but we'll have to wait till the man himself explains what he meant :)

[@jsonmusic_]

I differently think he does. The lyrics do nothing but suggest that. He has a ton of guilt throughout every other song.

[@rednebula7612]

@@jsonmusic_ the only thing i’m not sure of is whether she actually dies. because he mentions in knots that he had to turn the oven off, likely because of the guilt that he seriously just tried to kill his own mother. and then all of the talk about him and his mom being unable to communicate and the guilt he feels could work just as well if she didn’t die compared to if she did

[@stijnvankempen9333]

amazing video!!!!!!!!!!

[@YesKaizen]

im your 100 subscriber!!!

[@jsonmusic_]

yoooo thank you so much!

[@DHawkBeats]

Bro just read genius explanations for 30 minutes 😭😭 but hey this is well made and the video will get these deeper meanings out to more fans so I still respect 👍

[@jsonmusic_]

I mean I didnt just read them. I listened to the album about 5 times and wrote down my thoughts and read over genius to get more that I missed. The script was originally writting without annotations in mind. I just wanted to make sure I didnt miss anything. I want this to be a full comprehension of the album! Im glad you enjoy it!

[@blakayy4429]

​@@jsonmusic_ i appreciate you for that. I thought the album sonically sounded good but thanks to you i can paint a better picture of the whole story behind it

[@gioyt1530]

this was more in depth than the genius annotations

[@DHawkBeats]

@@jsonmusic_ yeah bro great video, I was just saying I noticed certain parts were copied directly from the genius annotations (unless you were the one who wrote them cuz some parts were like word for word for the same) but it’s all good bro, I enjoyed it nonetheless. Maybe next time change the words up a bit to like your own wording possibly, Idk just a thought. Keep up the good work though 🙌🙌

[@jsonmusic_]

@@DHawkBeats literally credited them. Saying I just read genius annotions is just a lie. Wrote the script without them (as I said) factored them it. Did the voice over. Edited the whole thing. Made the thumbnail. Promoted it. But all I did was read genius annotations okay.

[@kiah]

😌

[@andrewdozier3920]

Not to be nitpicky but the very start of sorry4dying is definitely not an electric piano. I believe it’s some sort of synth or flute

[@jab5395]

Amazing video! Really enjoyed it. Cleared up some things I couldn’t grasp. 👏

[@jsonmusic_]

Thank you so much

[@Shiba-Verse]

Here as promised, somehow you wrote this script and made this good lookin video in one night… what? Okay wow there is so much broken down in this, I hate to say you were right butttt ima be checking out some of his music when I finish school😏 I also love how the whole thing has a creepy or eerie vibe that is also comforting in a way. I love stuff like that

[@zunzan]

incredible video

[@spirit9544]

you did an amazing analysis of this masterpiece!!! keep it up!!!

[@jsonmusic_]

thank you very much!

[@CrankOfficial]

ayye nice breakdown man

[@jsonmusic_]

Yooo Crank your video for from me to you inspired this video! Appreciate the comment man, love your content!

[@PlaneCobra]

amazing vid

[@fleetliftt]

great video!!

[@jsonmusic_]

Thank you!

[@fr0stypickle704]

Great vid bah

[@dojetunes]

Really amazing analysis. Although one thing i disagree is that Ghost Ben didnt kill his mother, as somewhere in knots he says that he turned the oven off. It would also give more context to his feelings of regret and distance as in the movie after House Settling, he isnt seen in any houses anymore, just a journey to the graveyard

[@jsonmusic_]

I explained how I think turning the oven off is guilt for the murder of his mother. Its all theories though.

[@doni8407]

goated breakdown bro, keep it going 💪

[@jsonmusic_]

[@KindagoodAtguitar]

Awesome vid!

[@jsonmusic_]

Appreciate you!

[@hyperbrojo6194]

10/10...

[@skjoldmondrup3536]

Great video man!

[@jsonmusic_]

Thank you so much ♥️♥️

[@RFEnvex]

I feel like in tell me a joke when he says ha ha laugh to the grave it means that people saw him as a KZbin artist, and not as a regular artist, and they were laughing at him also, this could also be the case because then tell me a joke, he talks about him being in the public eye and the way that people see him.

[@josiahroot5505]

Great video! I agree with a lot of your analysis, but personally I disagree with some of your take from house settling onwards. I think he attempted to kill his mom, but then “had to turn the oven off.” I think that is some of the anger and regret in the song knots as well: he reached his breaking point, tried to kill them, and then realized it was stupid and and backed out. This causes him to be angry at himself. He then “flashes back” to fantasyworld, thinking back on his life. All of that is debatable though of course. The biggest thing I believe you missed was on fractions of infinity. I think the collab with Sunday Service Choir of all people/groups was very intentional. If you ever listen to old hymns, choir music, etc. refrains like “those words don’t do you justice” are extremely common talking about God. There are a lot of other lines (“divided divinity”) that imply the song is about God as well. I’ve already written way too much for a comment section so I’ll just summarize my theory of the end. After trying to kill his mom, he gets angry at himself, which leads to him reflecting back on his life (the “flash back” of fantasyworld). He then is finally able to let go and move on. We even see him “ascending to heaven” in the movie towards the end. This would also tie into the idea of him being in purgatory earlier on. As he has served his time in purgatory to pay for his sins he can finally move on to heaven

[@SmoothMcGlue]

You missed a lot about knot. Knot is about the regret and anger he feels about attempting to kill his mother. When he says I had to trun the oven off

[@frnone310]

Now u need to do scrapyard its just the law

[@huh9400]

wow.... i always thought that house settling was describing his way of commiting suicide. This new persepective changes the album entirely for me.....

[@jsonmusic_]

House settling is a very big changing point that kinda changes the whole narrative of the rest of the album.

[@huh9400]

@@jsonmusic_ very true, the story just got way more complex and creative and I love it

[@bigmfzack]

The start of tell me a joke where he says a man walked into a bar and shit. I thought of that as it was telling us that they are three seperate jokes?

[@ari333prod]

yea theyre jokes without punchlines and then in the chorus he says he was the punchline and the joke is on him

[@jsonmusic_]

They could be but I think there are reasons for each punchline.

[@bigmfzack]

Holy shit I missed the part where he kills his mother. Thats heavy

[@jsonmusic_]

It's wild 😈

[@Shiba-Verse]

15:18-16:50 Creepy…

[@krunkusmunkus1681]

Quadinki

[@Razzkel]

Great video except I don’t think quad killed his mother. When he says “can’t let you be house settling” I think that’s him saying he shouldn’t make her a ghost which makes creaks in the floor boards. Also when he said “had to turn the stove off” in the next song, knots, he’s saying he couldn’t go through with it because he felt too guilty. I also think she didn’t die because of the last lines on the album “So I can make that void just a little bit brighter For when you see it, until next time” I believe this is him saying he’ll see his mother when she passes away which wouldn’t make sense if she was already dead with him.

[@jsonmusic_]

In the context of the rest album it just makes sense. Fractions of Infinity wouldnt have any purpose without his mothers death. He also mentions in picking up hands that he wants his mother in a casket. Just down the hall. So they can be together again. He then in house settling says it breaks his heart but he will try. Then it builds into the chorus of dead to me and let you breath. Its not confirmed but it makes the album way better if thats the actual case. Way more importaint and unique.

[@jsonmusic_]

Thanks you btw

[@nervousyoungspacecadet]

bro even cut to static 😭😭

[@Spendo]

“What’s the deal with airline food” Meanwhile in maybe another day… “I been in the sky on the runway, every plane hit the ground Sunday, who knows if it ends on the runway” and continues to talk about the stewardess bringing food

[@retnugnahte]

W Vid

[@jsonmusic_]

W comment

[@yblwan8872]

w video

[@ari333prod]

when u say electric piano its actually a flute-y synth and the "xylophone" is actually an electric piano

[@jsonmusic_]

Honestly most of the time on this album you can't even tell. It's just that beautifully crafted. I chose xylophone because he used it on most of voice memos.

[@ari333prod]

@@jsonmusic_ yea ig you need to have some production knowledge to actually have a better idea of what sound he used/how it was made

[@quadecamashups]

My interpretation of idmthy: The character of the album is a version of Quadeca who follows through on taking his own life. He was stuck in a life he felt was not worth living and he became fascinated by the idea of not existing so he took his own life. To his surprise he ascends into a ghostly form of himself and quickly begins to regret his decision. He watches over his family as they move on from his death and he becomes desperate to communicate with them as he feels like he is being forgotten. In a moment of weakness and selfishness, he sets off a carbon monoxide leak with the hopes of his mother being able to see him in the hallucinations. This attempt to communicate failed and he almost ended up killing his mother. He is overwhelmed with guilt, loneliness, and the idea of being forgotten causing him to have a panic attack. After calming down, he reflects on the moments leading up to his suicide with a newfound perspective gaining some amount of closure. “let me go but don’t let go of me”. He is then able to enter the void and become consumed by static as he achieves his original goal of not existing. Only this time he wishes he could be alive with his loved ones.

[@jsonmusic_]

I love that there are so many ways to interpret this album!

[@OfficialHelix]

2:25 - gatsby does not commit suicide due to loneliness, he is shot to death. good video otherwise tho

[@prodbymni]

@quadeca brooooooo

[@archiewall124]

It’s so complicated I just wanna know everything 😂😂

[@krunkusmunkus1681]

Quonka

[@nothlsispatrlck254]

do you prefer mustard or ketchup on a hotdog

[@jsonmusic_]

Both 😎

[@Gintokichad]

I think you've really misinterpreted the second half of this album. More particularly in house settling I don't believe it makes much sense for the ghost to go through with killing his mother. If he did, he would be making a mistake that he regrets and cant go back from yet again, just like he did with his suicide. Especially since the end of the first half of the album the ghost's regret for his decision has built up after seeing the repercussions of his choice. Killing his mother in house settling would be restarting his entire arc leading up to that point. In the following tracks, Knots, the ghost even says he "Had to turn the oven off". This interpretation causes a domino effect that causes you to look at Fractions of Infinity and Cassini's division as nihilistic when they are the some most optimistic tracks on the album. Interpreting any part of "Those words don't do you justice" as the few words Quad can hear of his mother in her own limbo / afterlife is an interpretation I DESPISE considering how optimistic and inspiring it's meant to be to the listener . Fractions of infinity as a whole is meant to challenge the listener to think if they want the pain of their depressive mindset, which is already death, to be permanent. Cassini's division is like a thank you and goodbye letter to the mother, he's glad she's moved on and is finally proud of her. "So let me go - let me go and don't let go of me" is even my favourite line off the album personally. Another interpretation I did like you did but disagree with is fantasyworld. His voice hasn't got that ghostly effect that it had in this track and in the track previous, knots, theres a poem hinting at fantasyworld being a flashback. Quad even confirmed this on twitter. This one is my personal favourite off the track and i think there are hundreds of ways of interpreting it that you could explain for hours each individual one but I really dont think one of these is that he's still a ghost at this point in the album. Still you had a very beautiful way to interpret "And i go, not in a rush" which I don't hear from many often and I really appreciated hearing your insight on this track regardless. Overall great analysis I just don't think the house settling ending did you any favours for analysing the final few tracks...

[@JubElectron]

So… ur welcome 😂😂😂😂😂

[@jsonmusic_]

What.