Etika Talks about what scares him the most

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Etika talks about his deepest fear
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[@olavthon5703]

Etika getting that ptsd from them minecraft cows

[@jsn593]

Someone trolled him like that yet?

[@astroshady4160]

ur fucking profile pic matches this comment

[@cdd4747]

Ninetails sama Its real

[@nevv1497]

Lol

[@totodilehits7079]

Ninetails sama nice meme hahahahah get it Minecraft

[@navivaldez6240]

There are so many highlights like this. Yet people love to claim that he was always loud and always overreacting.

[@kronillix2735]

Navi Valdez you know people dont like to do research.

[@Mark-xw5yt]

They only watched his nintendo reveals

[@thegodofsoapkekcario1970]

@@Mark-xw5yt Exactly, most of those people rather care for Etika rather than Desmond.

[@Mark-xw5yt]

@@thegodofsoapkekcario1970 good way to put it

[@luvvmochi]

KingM no, we watched for desmond, because he was real. I wasn’t watching for overreactions

[@Man_of_Oil]

I wish I was half as interesting as Etika ever was. Dude just had so much unique outlook and perspective on life that is just so charming to me. Miss you Desmond, wish you could’ve seen the love and admiration surrounding you before you passed

[@echospace7347]

Man Of Oil 😔

[@Charlie-hv3dh]

Desmond was such an amazing person.

[@clocked0]

@BoneFiend Congrats, you gave the troll what they came looking for.. you fed the troll. Lol

[@boredaf4880]

@JakeTheSnakeFromStatefarm fuck yourself idc if it was a joke, no one loves you

[@Hassan-zw9tb]

you can be like him, you just gotta improve your charisma

[@natedoggbruh]

Cow.exe is still running

[@somegirl4260]

Fucking amazing.

[@nintyfanr]

*jesus fucking christ*

[@entity5279]

connected, no internet

[@Atuami]

Windows.exe has stopped working. *_But somehow the message still popped up_*

[@krocodilian]

I’m so happy this was here

[@sasabojic7329]

Rip etika 1990-2019

[@mrseconds6333]

sale carss 😞

[@maxxpls]

rip cow

[@epicsal8505]

fortified mental attitude

[@Somegeneer]

RIP

[@Somegeneer]

R.I.P Etika

[@kelbingus2251]

the scariest part about getting your face ripped off, you still have consciousness, yes if you have a low pain tolerance you will most likely pass out and die before you even realize what happened, but if you have high pain tolerance, you wont pass out or die straight away, you will die as soon as you loose blood. that means you will be alive for at least another 20 seconds. think on that guys, just think how traumatic and painful that must be. jeez

[@ladder6954]

what really scared me is the part where he said it had no mouth, imagine having no mouth and having to scream, shit fucking terrifies me. also there's a short story called 'I have no mouth and I must scream'

[@TheTheThe_]

One of the only cases where being more tolerant of pain would make something more painful

[@mellowmelly9258]

Yung Ramen Wasnt it a full book? and it was turned into a video game, too

[@scoutiano4441]

If it makes u feel better, as soon as the skull is open, you automatically lose all feelings of pain, that's why people in brain surgeries don't feel any pain

[@legionnaire2676]

Das dat dirty

[@Wukong_-mw5rl]

I miss him so god damn much.

[@pizzahuttastesgood6446]

Me too.

[@Red_Heresy]

@[GD] Annoe i didnt understand, i never even got to go to one of his streams, im still a bit mad at etika for doing what he did to himself

[@Red_Heresy]

@Jordan Corrigan Well ill still be waiting for his dumbass to show up again so i can go to one of his damn streams

[@chrisnemat]

CorruptMuppet01 that’s not going to happen

[@Red_Heresy]

@@chrisnemat believe me i know

[@bruhmomentum1051]

someone said "it should have MOOOOOOVED

[@PresidentFunnyValentine]

DisasterMasterIsHere That someone needs to gtfo.

[@gmddeathangel3008]

Fucking inappropriate lolllll

[@TheTheThe_]

LOL

[@JavBarcaCoppiSol8]

Another dude said that the video was JAW DROPPING

[@steeezyjesus]

KDizzle i saw that to

[@rubberduckdebug]

If there is one thing about the dark side of the internet, there is always worse.

[@yapy326]

There's always a bigger fish

[@-da_]

Yeah isn't there live torture and murders online, like I don't watch it but I could just imagine how horrible that would be

[@clocked0]

@@-da_ No, live torture/murder is a myth about the deep web that originated in sensationalist media articles. TOR is too slow for live streaming, and live streaming would require javascript to be enabled which would be a security risk and leak personally identifiable information

[@clocked0]

@Moises Hernandez_Portillo Yes, you can also find gore videos on clearweb. A video in case you haven't realized is not the same as live streamed interactive torture

[@clocked0]

@Moises Hernandez_Portillo Again, Red Rooms and Gore sites are two very different concepts. You cannot say they are the same thing, they aren't. And logistically it doesn't make sense to put red rooms on TOR, which is notorious for its slow speeds

[@loganrcooke]

At least he’s not thinking dark things anymore in heaven r.i.p Etika 1990-2019 😭

[@Lukyan]

Yeah...sorry to say but suicide gets you into hell...

[@B1GN1K]

@@Lukyan your lack of sympathy and shallow perspective of suicide furthers the issue of why people like Etika are no longer with us.

[@marcus8889]

robert brown Hell isn’t real

[@grahamcracker8319]

whatever you believe in, no matter if you believe or dont believe in hell, suicide WILL get you into to hell according to christians

[@B1GN1K]

@@Aunos1 your lack of sympathy and shallow perspective of suicide also furthers the issue of why people like Etika are no longer with us. shame on you.

[@thewonderfulMRnoob]

Holy cow.

[@cdd4747]

TheWonderfulMisterNoob 👏

[@niconathan6701]

good job

[@featuredprophet6787]

You are gangster.

[@Alxinho959]

Smoothie babe

[@legomopmotions6860]

Not so fast, I saw someone say the same thing in the live chat, nice try.

[@IvyLeaguePodcast]

9:49 That was perfectly time holy shit

[@oscarteaa]

True

[@IvyLeaguePodcast]

boigitgud 224 what do you mean? If something that’s in the video

[@Blacksnyder]

One of the worst videos I've ever watched was actually from this year, it wasn't even graphic. It's from out of Venezuela. Basically about 3 or 4 men kill a woman in front of her 12 year old daughter and mother. Like I said, the video itself isn't graphic, the quality isn't that great, but it's the audio. That poor girl's screams, fuck. I can't even comprehend what was going through her mind. As if currently living in Venezuela isn't bad enough, she watched her own mother die in front of her eyes. Just fuck, man. People are such goddamn savages. The sad part is shit like that is happening all over the world all the time.

[@ivory3776]

Ive seen it too by now hell...

[@aokiji9701]

it is very sad, every video with killings are almost always from south america....fucking gangs

[@DokuNekuon]

@@ivory3776 may i have the link

[@veryloudreefs3703]

billy_ could you send me it?

[@suankem2875]

Lavender Rose oh man I wanna see it. Shit am I mentally crazy? 😨

[@Meltdownlv100]

Truth is stranger than fiction, but it is because Fiction is obliged to stick to possibilities; Truth isn’t.” ~ Mark Twain

[@yagottapaythetrolltoll3127]

I feel so bad for the cow.

[@maximilianmiller1963]

Etika was lowkey one of the greatest storytellers I've ever seen. rest easy :(

[@TreeColor]

The worst thing I ever watched, was an old couple. They were crossing the road, but the old man tripped, taking his wife with him, causing her to get run over by a truck. You could actually hear the pop when she died. What a way to go though.. Imagine spending your whole life with someone, and you become responsible for their death. I wouldn't be able to live with myself.

[@Delta225]

After something like that I'd probably straight up commit suicide.

[@Mossgiel]

It's painful to listen to this with his suicide in mind. He was talking about how he wanted to see the cow fall over, so he'd know it was at peace. Instead of seeing it suffer like that. When he fell from the bridge he most likely didn't die on impact. Drowned panicking splashing around with a broken back, kicking broken legs to get to shore. Etika suffered a horrific end like the cow did.

[@BlackSalamander439]

Drowning is one of the worst ways two die

[@BS-ic8gx]

did you really have to fucking describe it? holy shit that made me feel horrible..

[@darwinmukiryoku]

Well it was confirmed he died from drowning....

[@elxsia3665]

Wow that made me so sad thinking about his death like that

[@CleverCheats]

@@elxsia3665 yea suicide sucks. If life was that bad I would shoot myself. R.I.P at least he is not longer in pain

[@ABitofEpicness]

I have never seen this cow video in my life but ever since I first heard Etika talk about this and describe it in such detail, I haven’t been able to forget about this story and its been in my mind for years now

[@marcelahernandez369]

I watched the cow video and they really shoulda put it down immediately so it wouldn’t have to keep feeling that. Btw RIP KING ETIKA

[@SSantanapng]

Link?

[@will-ys4li]

Saul Castillo dont watch it bruh

[@SSantanapng]

@@will-ys4li I will, I already made up my mind though.

[@user-gc8we1ht7f]

I’ve seen someone jump to kill themselevss into a train and his body was twisting over with half of his torso crushed and twisted by the train and the man was calling out in pain saying kill me and moving his arms as the train slowly swallowed his whole body when you started the story I started catching my breath as I remembered that crazy

[@user-gc8we1ht7f]

ibraheem إبراهيم idk if that counts as ptsd but yea that still freaks me out

[@cameronthomas5242]

Oh shit I remember seeing that ages ago. The train was moving slowly wasn't it? And he was trapped on the side. Fuck man that was disturbing

[@daermani]

MrOak22 seriously

[@SpanishDuck]

TriHard 7 I wish people didn't kill them selves like that, or in front of people really, it will traumatize them

[@Crackers0106]

irl?

[@davethechipmunk8699]

11:26 changed my out look on life. The way he explains his thoughts on reality is crazy. Rip Etika

[@senpai8129]

Rest in peace man

[@happysackboy29]

All of you people saying "ItS nOt ThAt BaD" should know that not everyone feels the same why about these kinds of things

[@brodonamus]

Stop ackin like a bitch

[@jigos1234]

ItS nOt ThAt BaD

[@lucasgeorge2900]

69 likes

[@xxdcwolfxx836]

Lol I found it funny

[@arthurm4012]

It scarred him but its pretty average to someone who sees gore regularly.

[@MartyAraragi]

I just feel bad for it. Like God damn. It's surreal as fuck.

[@NextinHKRY]

Mask OFF

[@NextinHKRY]

No problem, I am too

[@gabrielceballos8789]

Windows Red FUCK IT MASK OFF

[@treylandon5775]

Lol

[@_guy123]

Cow on his Majora's Mask shit

[@rogito2437]

Ffs lmao

[@Random-ti4lu]

G R A Z I N G

[@loafofbread97]

Random A G R O N A M Y

[@swaggawagga5235]

flying fox Slap, S T A R G A Z I N G

[@jobbonez4799]

Poor cow now it probably looks like a nomu

[@jackleech7274]

there is no way that it lived after that

[@thatoneguy2494]

+Tacomain well it did.after the video it was alive

[@jackleech7274]

chickens run around after their heads get chopped off but only for awhile before they die

[@akiraj02]

Now the whole head is chopped of only the part below the snout and the snout itself, brain is intact

[@KanaIzumiya]

Nomoo

[@danieluzumaki14]

i miss etika

[@Rimzu]

Just coming back for some memories :( RIP Etika

[@blitz7563]

I've watched a lot of creepypastas when I was 6. I didn't get that much sleep for about 2 years

[@fourtyfingers]

Lookin back at creepypastas they were actually really cringe but jfc back when u were an unsuspecting child just browsing random sites, they were legit nightmare fuel

[@AR-24]

I remember seeing squidward suicide. Got his face stuck in my head I couldn’t sleep for days, but yeah just like Rah said, I look back and it’s the dumbest thing to get scared out of. lol

[@EbolaClown]

Rap Rat ruined me back then. Something about a life sized rat fucked with me. But, I still loved Chuck E. Cheese so, idk.

[@d3lta227]

4:54 some guy in chat goes "okay that's a little fucked up" lmao talk about an understatement

[@WoW-oq3od]

Etika smiles to us from above, may god take good care of him. R.I.P. Bless up y'all

[@KirbyLinkACW]

I once saw a kid crack his skull open in the 4th grade. He and another kid were pushing each other in line when he slammed into the brick wall. I remember the blood flowing down his forehead and the scream he let out, but the teachers rushed the rest of the students out the nearby door, which lead to the playground. I remember we were out there for what felt like 5 minutes because nobody wanted to play, so we went back to the classroom and spent the rest of the school day making get well cards. When he finally returned to school, he said he got 12 stitches, but I don't know if that's true or if that was a kid's exaggeration. Surprisingly, as well as I remember it (and, if it means anything, I'm 20 now), I don't think it left me with any major PTSD.

[@suankem2875]

KirbyLinkACW was it me?

[@s33king96]

🐄🚅🚃🚃🚃🚃 Rip

[@jcast1749]

R.I.P. You will NEVER leave my mind, Etika. Always remember.

[@YhugYug]

me:**sees video of etika** Me: *I LOVE ETIKA!*

[@zorion9294]

We all do, RIP etika

[@i.see.ghosts]

I LOVE TOTINOS. Love that video, rest easy Etika

[@datagoat4597]

Rest in peace etika we miss you so much

[@clarissarivera1472]

We often take people we see day to day for granted until they’re gone forever. I really wish he stayed with us, that he knew he was loved and respected

[@Auden.]

I miss etika

[@Xaralampos-ik5ff]

holy fuck this got wilder and wilder

[@dbv9134]

Etika was like the cool uncle who your parents didnt want you to be around because they thought he was a bad influence, he always had the best stories

[@zam50]

Finally I was able to watch it

[@outlasted4148]

I fucking miss Etika holy s... Such an inspirational figure and me watching his videos especially ones where he goes into deep talk like this one is amazing for me to listen again. Rip Etika

[@ravioli4601]

I wonder if the beheaded cow thing is what it feels like when Miis get their face stolen in Miitopia.

[@harveytherockstar1465]

Unholy Devourer Of All Worlds omg lol no That’s horrible

[@NeckJohnsonNash]

I fuckking miss this dude so much

[@XENON3120]

Curiosity can kill a man, Etika Desmond you were a talented man, It was my pleasure featuring you in my S.O.S video as I saw a spokes person in you, you are missed man. I always come back to your videos and enjoying for the time you were with us as you were. I hope you are living a good life right now somewhere else. Miss you bro

[@en0mad777]

Man...I miss him so much. I hope you doing well now, Etika. I still feel sad about his death.

[@pnksounds]

the way he describes it makes it seem worse than it was after I looked it up and it was less disturbing seeing it than hearing about it

[@racoonm45t3r]

I saw something similar and it still stuck to me till this day.

[@Coolguy-ok5fj]

@@sparrow_solas BRUHHH

[@sparrow_solas]

i dont even remember leavign that comment wtf

[@Thecodeinist]

Why did I find this guy like he makes me feel scared like it surreal but he calms us down

[@user-cc7xb9fb1p]

This reminds me of the time i saw 2 kids 1 sandbox when i was like 12 shit scard tf out of me i couldnt think after that it was in the back of my mind for days even though ive seen much worse. Rip etika

[@tamer3397]

im really sad to say this because i didnt know about etika until his mental breakdown, and now that i see that he was this funny im really sad to think that hes not here anymore

[@eqluid7042]

Tamer same

[@aaronbaggett2818]

R.I.P Etika

[@aminea853]

I’m actually going to miss him so much

[@AltenaYT]

I miss him so much.

[@Phocks]

press [f] to pay respects to the cow 🙏

[@thoggle]

Thing that stuck w/ me about the video is the fact that the cow's pain receptors had gotten fucked, so at one moment the cow is looking at the grass, and the next it feels a huge amount of pressure not so much that it hurt, but so much then it randomly went black. That's why the cow was stutter stepping. Shit like that happens EVERY single day, and like etika said, it's a dose of true reality.

[@-ramses-5183]

Thanks man i forgot he died for a couple minutes there thanks for that little moment i had God i miss him...

[@SkilletTom]

I saw that shit too, but something worse passed along my eyes and that shit is but a summer flashback :(((

[@camwha5904]

Personally I've suffered from PTSD from things I've seen on the Internet. Seeing Etika talk about it and how it's bothered him brings me some relief. No one in my life understands what I'm going through other than him. I miss him so much and I just want to thank him for all he has done for me and everyone else! ❤️ Rest in peace my man. You will be missed

[@HyperSonic777]

June 19th scares me the most.

[@gabe7278]

never really saw him when he was alive but i wished i had he was very entertaining 😔

[@devilfacethedarklord]

Ironic that this foreshadowing what happens to Etika in the present. RIP

[@Navi-mogli]

RIP etika

[@aIkaIi]

He didn't get its face ripped off...

[@mr.random7616]

What part of the story counts as irony?

[@walaakamy]

It wasn't foreshadowing he didn't get his face ripped off like the cow and the cow didn't commit suicide like him.

[@Print_kiwi]

This is on my recommend after his death

[@ryuk6272]

It's not scary or shocking it's just sad I feel so sorry for the cow

[@jovif.spemudaindonesia1841]

Yeah

[@sxl_mk8401]

RIP Etika we love u❤️🕊

[@baboon9564]

What scares me the most is that constant fear of being watched or listened too. What drives that fear is shit like this. The ad that popped up on this video. It was about taking a drawing/art class on Udemy. A few days ago I thought about starting drawing as just another hobby, but I only thought about and talking to a cousin about, not over text or anything but face to face. I haven't looked up anything about art or drawing or anything in the range of that. I haven't seen any videos on youtube about the topic. I haven't discussed anything about it online. I've done NOTHING but mentioned it to a family member. But now I've got ads about it. I understand google pays attention to what you look up in order to give you ads that'll interest you into buying shit. That's perfectly fine, it's just how google and companies make money. But as I said, I didn't look this up. Call me paranoid but it's shit like this that scares me. oh yeah and RIP Etika.

[@macho10101]

I feel bad for actually knowing the videos he is talking about..

[@Jack-zd3vr]

2:37 made me sad :(

[@itzAndy03]

I miss him already

[@atiddli8815]

how could we have been so blind man

[@Sumlikethat833]

The worst I seen that one kid told me to watch was “PAIN OLYMPICS” If you know... You Know

[@somedude8509]

Breakfast Club Power 105.1 FM Full Audio you really had to go there

[@g4bbn149]

Oh god,i try to forget about that

[@EpicMinecraftFail]

Not as bad as the spank wire videos

[@zenith8417]

I heard that shit was fake.

[@arthurm4012]

Yea I heard that they were fake but idk. My friend sent me a vid of it on kik then I sent it to another friend.

[@RenA-xx7hj]

what got to me was when Etika was found dead. RIP Etika

[@vnpyre]

Rip etika 🥀💔

[@nasthetoad6039]

I miss him sm

[@kimjong-un4334]

RIP Cow

[@cougaman]

I have no mouth yet I must scream

[@ironpanther9409]

Rest in peace

[@jaxonsmith-xf6ce]

Saw the video, and now I’m screaming in my head.

[@mint_1919]

8:30 that scared me. I was expecting a cow jumpscare

[@lilbroomstick2410]

Etika’s old mic was scary sometimes 😂

[@JayFoxer]

my biggest fear is a bit unusual. it's about finding stuff in the water, sometimes it good, sometimes... its really scary, like finding sink ships... and what if you found a crash UFO underwater or found a lost city?

[@EmptyHand49]

What?! I have a similar fear. I've always dreaded swimming in the ocean since I was younger and always have a fictional fear of swimming alone in a big pool and seeing something like a crocodile at the bottom of the pool.

[@FrantzesElzaurdia]

Azukay49 I have a fear of jellyfish.

[@mudkappin1426]

Dude! Same. Whenever i swim in water where you cant see all the way to the bottom i become extremly nervous because i feel as if some giant metal object is lurking below.

[@sgtwolf7391]

Buster-Pony If you found those things all the governments would be after you're ass.

[@IKIGAIofficial]

imagine going deep sea scuba diving at night.

[@aegis_knight]

Damn I wish there's like whole vods of Etika.

[@sweaterpenguinaj4965]

I just watched it and it looks... I can't even describe it.

[@LoganBoden]

I saw the video it just fascinates me

[@berko2243]

I saw the video... I guess my depression made me stone cold.

[@dakiitto]

its never too late to get help. you will be ok.

[@tf3confirmedbuthv54]

I don’t know a single guy who will see this and cry, but I know a lot of guys that will always think about that for decades.

[@aIkaIi]

Should not have watched this right before bed...

[@randomperson9051]

"Sometimes you need a dose, a dose of reality, but not too much" :(

[@TesuuArisato]

The reality is he is gone.. and I remind myself everyday he was alive. He lived on this earth was enough for me

[@Nerdperior]

this freaking discription upset me to no end

[@22crook22]

rest easy etika

[@buhhbuhhhbuhhh5964]

Yeah personally for me it isn’t gore that leaves that kind of feeling, I mean yeah it does make me sick to my stomach but I do get over it fairly quickly I’ll usually just be mad about why the thing happened and the reactions. But what gets me is other stuff that even just typing makes me think about and I’d rather not say it although some people might get it immediately

[@gengaartist19]

Same for me man, I watch videos of people getting hurt by others and it just makes me angry and crazy like ready to fight the people that caused harm to the victims.

[@soggy___389]

Evil

[@TheSNESGrounder]

I saw a video on Liveleak of a live Horse getting thrown into a meat grinder, poor thing :(

[@MikeDaddy]

TheSNESGrounder Got to get the arts and crafts material

[@Brandon-me2qr]

I watched the livestream of the New Zealand shooting

[@simpl5049]

@@Brandon-me2qr Links

[@noelfernandez1015]

damn i wish i couldve been his friend he seems like a great guy jus needs someone there to help him

[@carlos_ar]

Love this man):

[@tribopower]

Fk man... I should stop watching this vids, the sadness is real

[@zzeroara9511]

Etika should watch deep web browsing by Mutahar.

[@PresidentFunnyValentine]

Zesty Smith Didn't Muta helped Etika in a deep web stream?

[@TheLeader664]

Zesty Smith who’s Mutahar?

[@jerkinjerkyvsgaming]

eduardo ramirez look up someordinarygamer on youtube and you can see his deep web browsings

[@juannaym8488]

Some of the stuff is so damn interesting A lot of the extremely fucked up stuff seems faked but some other stuff is just so real and seems, as said, so interesting. It's like going out at night for the first time in your life. I don't mean

[@smashguides1232]

Juan Naym You don't mean?

[@YTshashmeera]

Legends say he is still stalling with i'm salt's dm's.