Re- Evaluating My Boat Life

[@BernieFreeman-yc4xj]

That wasn't just a seed. It arrived to bring you peace, love, beauty and reflection. It patiently stayed dancing and shining in its moment until your were ready to take its leave. You are not alone, and you are loved ❤

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

That is such a kind and lovely comment. Thank you so much.Take care 🦋🌻

[@buffplums]

I know this is your personal grief and time of reflection Vanessa but thank you for sharing your poignant moments with us, it is an honour to be allowed to share these moments in the video and think kind thoughts for you ❤

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

You are so welcome. Thank you so much.Take care 🦋🌻

[@Graygramma]

They come to us when we need them most. She was giving you a beautiful sunset to let you know you she is always with you.

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

I believe that too. Thank you so much.Take care 🦋🌻

[@yvonnephillips4680]

Thank you so much for sharing in such a beautiful way your very personal journey. Particularly loved your poem.

[@ibhayirob]

Hi van. Do you meet people on the canal and in the villages. Make friends etc

[@daidavies6210]

What a load of tosh .. It’s a Sunset nothing more. It happens every day.

[@Lamberth65]

Beautiful, wonderfully beautiful. Our loved ones never leave us, we just have to watch for them. Their love never ends. Your friend is reminding you of how important your work with nature is to everyone. You are a blessing.

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

That is such a kind comment. Thank you so much. Take care 🦋🌻

[@johnmccann1960]

Beautifully put and I wholeheartedly agree.

[@marjorie8648]

Dear Vanessa, I think your video is the most moving and beautiful I have ever seen. Your drawing and poem… I haven’t the words to tell you how much I was moved. I am so sorry that you have lost your dear friend. That wonderful day you shared with us will always be a comfort to you. Bless you. 🌷💕

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

Thank you so much, Marjorie for such thoughtfulness and kindness.Take care 🦋🌻

[@sianwarwick633]

Vanessa thank you so much for sharing what your friend meant to you.❤. I know it cannot be easy carrying on, filming and doing what you had promised yourself to do. You found some very beautiful moments to share, and as always thank you for your care and attention to the wide world. A blessing, as always

[@denisemeredith2436]

I am a believer in signs to show of a passed loved ones presence. The stunning sunset was Francesca's gift to you. After my dad passed away, mom and I saw the most vibrant rainbow we had ever seen and figured that it was his gift to us. Some people will think that this is strange. The seed was like an ethereal being floating through the duck hatch and then exploring your home. Thank you for sharing the beautiful villages you visit and the nature that surrounds you.

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

I have been looking for rainbows too because whenever the sun gave way to the rain, Francesca would always say "ooh, we might see a rainbow!" Your rainbow sounds like it was a special one and definitely a gift from your dad. Thank you so much for your lovely comment.Take care 🦋🌻

[@peterwillis4239]

When my beautiful sister Sandy passed away very young, I saw the brightest of stars in the night sky. I kept going out into the garden to catch a glimpse of her. That was 25 years ago, and I still see her in the night sky. I miss her dearly. Your friend will be in your heart for ever and ever. My deepest condolences to you. ❤️

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

I am so, so sorry to hear that you lost your beautiful sister so young. That is utterly heart breaking, Peter, but what a wonderful and powerful way to find her- in the night sky like that. Thank you so much for sharing this with me.Take care 🦋🌻

[@sylvianblue]

The sky always answers. When my sister lost her dog, three days later I lost my beautiful old spaniel too. I was so used to the routine of walking my old boy every morning that two days later I had to just go and walk at the same time that we used to. Just around the corner from my house, I looked up. In the sky, clear as you like, the clouds had formed into the heads of our two dogs, ears flying, mouths open, playing. I didn’t have my phone with me to capture it. But I can recall it to mind whenever I think of it, because it was so clear. It made me cry but I was so happy to see it - the sky was showing me that they were together again and watching over me. 💙

[@emeraldphoenix9229]

It is such a relief that you are back, if you will pardon my selfishness, Vanessa. Your videos, filming, voice,, drawings, poems, observations & presence are such a balm to my soul & spirit, always calming me & reminding me of what is sacred & beautiful. Im so sorry for your deep loss & sadness. Thankyou for your bravery & authenticity, as well as the beauty , peace & gifts you bring. Be gentle & extra kind with yourself.

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

Thank you for such a beautiful comment. I am so pleased that you enjoy the videos like that.Take care 🦋🌻

[@markd3250]

In a world that's losing it's collective mind, your videos are such a blessing. All the things you show us, in nature, the quaint villages, things you spot on your walks... all of it is special. Whether you realize it or not Vanessa, you are a gift to all of us. The birds, the thistle seed, everything you saw around you... God is speaking to you, and letting you know... you have a purpose, and that's to show us the wonder and beauty of God's works, in the special way that only you can. That's priceless really, when you think about it. The beautiful sunset you featured at the beginning of this video was God's way of letting you know he has your friend, and all is well. Carry on.

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

Mark, you write so beautifully and I am so grateful to you for such a kind and heartfelt comment. The thought of God looking after Francesca is such a comfort. Thank you so, so much.Take care 🦋🌻

[@claridee0765]

I’m so sorry for your loss. My daughter passed away last summer and just when I need her most one of her fave songs plays, or dragonflies and butterflies appear once in a while. I’ll even have a feather. It’s just been a year and I need those signs. Believe in them as they will help you because each day they are gone is one day. We are closer to being with them again.❤

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

I am so, so sorry to hear that your daughter passed away. There must surely be no greater pain than losing your child. Francesca lost her son when he was just a toddler and she set up a garden called Butterfly Meadow for other bereaved parents to visit in order to find some comfort in nature. She has helped so many to try and come to terms with their grief. The way that your daughter is still there for you in music, dragonflies, butterflies and feathers is truly beautiful.Thank you so much for such a kind comment. Take care 🌻🦋

[@Basaljet]

@@themindfulnarrowboat Cemetery reflections for those who deserve to be remembered... (Greenwich Catholic Newsletter) British funerary monuments have always fascinated me. They tell us in part, both of the progress and failure of Christianity in the UK. By the early Victorian period, burials in London and all the major cities had become a significant health hazard and a public scandal. The historic church yards could no longer cope with the demands brought by the industrial revolution. Seven Magnificent Cemeteries were established on what was then the outskirts of London. First came Kensal Green (above) in 1833 then shortly; West Norwood, Highgate, Abney Park, Brompton, Nunhead & Tower Hamlets. They are still lovely contemplative places to visit. My own family has burials at Nunhead (on Dad’s side) & Highgate (on Mum’s side). I remember my Father’s Mother had a photograph above the fireplace, of a monument. It was an image of her first husband’s grave. Charles Ryan had a pub along the Old Kent Road called “The Magnet”. Long since gone, he died prematurely for uncertain reasons related to the “Great War”. It showed a grand stone column with a square capital on a pedestal beside a main thoroughfare. Sometime around 1992 my father and I went to find it. The image seemed so imposing it would surely be easy to find, but no sign of it. Only by applying to the office were we later able to discover the location. The column had disappeared but the kerbstones & inscription were still visible. It was concealed under decades of bramble & soil deposits. With garden tools we cleared the site, gradually revealing that all the fallen parts remained, embedded in the soil. That “great column" was little more than 5’ tall. Between us we were just about able to re-erect it complete with the capital. We scrubbed it down & cleaned it up and proudly stood to say a prayer for Charles & first wife Caroline: “God’s Finger touched her and she slept”. Years later I returned to investigate our handiwork… the entire thing had been removed. Perhaps it was deemed unsafe. At Kensal Green as a student I used to meander marvelling at the macabre mausoleums, for the once rich & famous but now long forgotten. IK Brunel is buried here. Having died a pauper, he lies under a simple stone in the grave of his father. Can you believe there is still a dividing wall between Catholic & Protestant burials? The division is broken down now but the contrast of images either side seems to betray some uncertainty across the way: Mary, Saints, Sacred Hearts, Crucifixes, Angels, Celtic Crosses abound on one side whereas, Broken Columns (a life cut short) Doused Flaming Torches (life extinguished) Draped Urns (Greek Antiquity) Egyptology (? - popular at the time) hopeless weeping figurines draped over the Rocks of Ages, very occasional plain crosses, strange fat Cherubs, Shaking Hands (farewell or reunions?) & Masonic symbols. Soon the outer parts of London had their own municipal cemeteries: Along Enfield Highway this poignant image cannot be avoided. It says more about whoever erected it than it does about the deceased. Somebody must have loved this woman very much… Olive Nora ZALA (a Slavic name) died on the day she gave birth aged 44 in Oct 1930; her Son Anthony followed 3 days later. There is no further inscription. 8’ tall, she has stood here serenely with her baby for 94 years. But who meanwhile will remember the mother’s, babies & children who are dying right now in Gaza 100 years from today? Maybe that’s Olive’s job or so she seems to say! “Rest Eternal Grant unto her O Lord…” Bazalgette

[@prarieborn6458]

And fill her soul with splendor, Amen🙏

[@allan9603]

Vanessa often times the key to healing, be it from a physical condition or a mental challenge, is to continue doing what you enjoy doing the best. Only you can make that choice, nobody else. Be well, for the dusk always turns back to dawn. Allan, Columbia, South Carolina USA

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

Thank you for such a thoughtful and wise comment, Allan.Take care 🦋🌻

[@katashley1031]

Ah, as soon as I saw that magnificent sunset I felt it was Francesca, letting you know she's with you always, and to continue to do the things which being you great joy. It just felt like love.

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

It really felt like love, Kat. It just made the tears tumble and my heart swell. Thank you so much.Take care 🦋🌻

[@georginar763]

My mum died last year, I feel her through many things most of all nature. It can be such a comfort. The scene with the seed head was stunning. Thank you x

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

I am so sorry to hear about the loss of your mum. I hope you are ok? I feel so lucky, like you, to be so close to nature because I think I am going to find Francesca and Jenny there a lot. Thank you for your lovely comment.Take care 🦋🌻

[@bondbug73]

Being back on your narrow boat gently cruising down the beautiful waterways in amongst the wildlife, and a huge mushroom in your kitchen is what your dear friend Francesca would have wanted for you Vanessa. Take care. 🌼♥️

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

Thank you so much. Francesca was so supportive about my narrowboat life.Take care 🦋🌻

[@CathyPinner]

That was so beautiful and I loved your words: "new life only starts to grow when you are ready to let go"

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

Thank you so much, Cathy. It suddenly made sense to me just as I released the seed and saw the beautiful display of birds in the sky; that if I wallowed in my sadness and kept looking inward, I wouldn't notice the beauty in the world and that beauty reminded me of my friend too. I will need to keep trying to let go of the sadness because that it going to take me a very long time, but letting go of the sadness won't mean that I let go of Francesca as there are so many wonderful reminders of her everywhere. Take care 🦋🌻

[@stevea9604]

@@themindfulnarrowboat So beautifully stated…You are our gift and your friend was yours…

[@semperbufo152]

Thankyou for continuing to give us beautiful vlogs.I Will stand with you in yet another bereavement...we must all share each other's grief, in order to get through it all.Thankyou.Thinking of you.❤

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

Thank you so much for your kindness.Take care 🦋🌻

[@Peter-ef6ut]

Mother Gaia has a way of reaching out to us when we need her the most. Time stood still for you when that seed entered your life, you were caught in the perfect moment. Our loved ones never truly leave us, whilst we hold them in our hearts and minds, they are always with us..pax et lux dear lady…Peter. Bristol. UK🙏🕉️🙏

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

Thank you so much, Peter for such a beautiful comment.Take care 🦋🌻

[@nicklemming2556]

The smallest thing can give us comfort when we most need it. When my grandmother died, one of my aunts was understandably very upset. She was talking to us about a butterfly broach that my grandmother used to wear, and as she was doing so, a live butterfly flew along and landed on her coat. It only stayed a few seconds before continuing on, but the sense of comfort and consolation it gave my aunt was palpable. Take care. xox

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

Oh my goodness, your story gave me goosebumps, how special that must have been and what a beautiful sign too!Thank you so much for such a kind comment. Take care 🌻🦋

[@lyndaturner6686]

I also lost a very dear friend , way before her time , you have to live and enjoy every day because you owe it too your friend to do it in their memory , thank you for sharing and reminding us of the beauty and peace in simple things.❤️

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

I am so sorry to hear about your friend too. It is so hard to bear when it is so premature and unexpected like that isn't it? I hope you are ok? Thank you for your kind message. Take care 🦋🌻

[@johnlawson2984]

The thistle seed was a sign from your departed friend that all is well. Beautiful sunset. Cheer up, take care and safe travels! 🦮🐛

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

Thank you so much, John.Take care 🦋🌻

[@angelomia6691]

If ever I saw some one in their rightful place(for now😅) it's you and what you give out from there is a blessing for so many of us. Thank you❤

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

That is so kind. Thank you so much ☺️ Take care 🌻🦋

[@beautifully_wonderfullymade]

Your poem about grief helped me with my own grief. Understanding the importance of cherishing, acknowledging the loss and pain and then coming to that place of realising you need to let it go.

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

It’s so hard though isn’t it? I am sorry for your loss too. Take care 🌻🦋🤗

[@beautifully_wonderfullymade]

@@themindfulnarrowboat yes it is hard. Mine is the loss of my health due to Long-covid, which has affected my dreams and relationships. A different reason for grief, but still grief. There has to come a point where you feel it ie the loss, acknowledge the blessing of what was, but to continue living you need to let go. Grief comes in waves, but slowly I am finding a way of emotionally moving forward.

[@georgehorning7027]

It is more than just a seed. I felt it also. Many of my good friends and family have been on my mind as well. Thank you for sharing that with me.

[@barbking286]

Oh I TRULY believe in 'Signs' & 'Messages sent to guide us. All friendships should be treasured but Girl Friendships are magical. Follow your heart, your dreams and your intuition. Embrace every day and just know that .........Francesca is with you, always. Much love & Best Wishes from Canada 🇨🇦

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

That is such a kind comment. Thank you so much.Take care 🦋🌻

[@chriscm6461]

Thanks Vanessa for such a lovely film. I'm so sorry you've lost a dear friend. I lost my best friend of over 40 years a few years ago, just potter about on my motorcycle on my own now. Folk say you'll get over it in time, I'm not so sure about that. All you can do is hold on to happy memories and carry on. You have your family, the lovely Zeph, Mr. Mindful and majestic Alice Grace.......and, of course, all of us armchair cruisers thinking of you.

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

I'm so sorry for the loss of your friend, Chris. It sounds like you made some great motorcycle memories together. I don't think I will ever get over losing Francesca either, but I will hold on to all of the special times that we shared.Thank you so much for such a kind comment. Take care 🦋🌻

[@stevemendenhall6284]

Dear Vanessa I want you to know that was the first vlog of yours that made me cry. I mean that in a good way. When you lose someone you love you can only hope they have gone to a better place. Thank you for making the world a better place to live. Steve

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

Thank you so much for your kindness, Steve. I really appreciate it. Take care 🌻🦋

[@stevea9604]

I’m so glad I’m not the only on in tears 😢

[@johnmact5548]

Losing someone special is very difficult but as long as they are in your heart and thoughts they are still with you. I find your channel very serene and calming. Thank you

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

That is very true.Thank you so much.Take care 🌻🦋

[@iannicholson5107]

Grieving is perhaps the most difficult journey we humans undertake. It is possible, necessary even, to live and experience beauty whilst knowing our life will never be the same again. We walk with ghosts and honour them. My condolences. Friendship, however cruelly abbreviated sometimes, is a true gift. Travel well.

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

Thank you so much for your kindness, Ian. Take care 🌻🦋

[@taniayorgey]

Your message from the seed and your poem in return was just so beautiful. Tears in my eyes and appreciation for all life ... and the letting go. Thank you for sharing, Vanessa. Even when you are in a deep transition, you express so much love. X

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

That is such a kind thing to say- thank you so much.Take care 🦋🌻

[@yvonnebailey9973]

I would just like to say I agree with other comments . It's nice to be somewhere quiet to reflect and recover from the loss of your best friend. Always in our hearts. Take care and stay safe. ATB to you and Zeph. 😊 X

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

Thank you so much, Yvonne.Take care 🦋🌻

[@orchidhouse297]

So Soothing. Five minutes admiring a sunset, five minutes watching a thistle seed floating in the air! The loss of a friend can be painful - but - in time the memories will bring joy. Hold on to the joy.

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

Thank you so much for such a kind comment. Take care 🦋🌻

[@joanneowen4540]

My heart goes out to you as you deal with life's cruel losses. But you have no idea how your simple, yet profound words and photography heal our souls and inspire gratitude and lessons about nature and the soul. Zephyr helps so much. Thank you for sharing. That puff thing was a gift that so much was spiritual. Much love. Take care

[@mojobumbles474]

Oh ! Vanessa. Your grieving and it can turn us upside down and inside out. Please give yourself time and take strength from your loved ones, including the lovely, perceptive Zeph, stood patiently watching in your hatchway ❤️

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

Thank you for such a kind and beautiful comment, Joanne.Take care 🦋🌻

[@resurgem]

What a beautiful vlog, the spectacular sunset, the swallows, the seed (spirit). It never occurred to me that Christleton pond was an old quarry pit, but of course it is! I am so sorry for your loss of your lovely friend, and I am sending you a big virtual hug.

[@scottbrookfield6813]

I’m so sorry for your loss Vanessa. It’s hard to put into words the beauty, creativity of this vlog. You have the gift of captivating our hearts and minds providing us with escapism . You are so gifted in so many ways. Thankyou for sharing your journey. 🌅🤗❤

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

Thank you so much for such a kind comment, Scott. I really appreciate it. Take care 🦋🌻

[@ericstoever9577]

Sharing grief is harder than joy. Thank you for the gift of your sharing

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

Thank you so much for your kindness. Take care 🌻🦋

[@johnworman4825]

Dearest Vanessa, thank you so much for this latest video, I lost my beautiful wife this past March, your insightful feelings and outlook on life has given me new hope. Thank you

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

I am so sorry to hear about the loss of your wife, John. I really hope that you are finding comfort in the beautiful memories that you shared?Thank you so much for such a kind comment. Take care 🌻🦋

[@colettemccoy2921]

Thank you Vanessa I needed that . Very sorry for your loss 😢🙏💋and a hug for you and a pat for Zephyr 🤌🏻

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

You are so welcome, Colette. Thank you so much for watching.Take care 🦋🌻

[@lydialen6881]

I really think all those moments , the sunset; the fluffy seed and the birds were all for you to remind you that you are never truly alone and thoses we loved are always amongst us. Xxxx

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

Hi Lydia, thank you so much for such a beautiful comment. I really felt so comforted by those signs in nature and I am so grateful that I experienced them.Take care 🦋🌻

[@priscab7085]

I have been watching all your older videos and here you are in my present morning- I feel like you are right next door! I am so sorry for your loss - you have lost many friends - it isn’t right. The thistle was magical - thank you for including us and giving us such a lesson in letting go❤❤❤

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

Thank you so much for watching my older videos and still being here watching! Some of them require lots of patience with my editing and filming back then. I am so grateful to you for your kind words too.Take care 🦋🌻

[@PaulB-justme]

Watching this lovely video brings back memories of my mother. She died when I was in my 20's - I am now in my 60's, but still think about her. Her dream was to take a canal boat holiday, as she loved watching the narrowboats when she was evacuated during the war, and was near Leamington Spa. Unfortunately she could never quite afford it - but I still think about narrowboats, and want to have a holiday on one some day! Try not to be too sad for the loss of your friend - those that have moved on would want us to be happy for the time we spent together, and for the love and laughter we shared with each other! But I do know that we will shed the occasional unseen tear for them when we are alone... 😢

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

That must have been so hard losing your Mum at such a young age. I hope you get to have a narrowboat holiday one day so that you can live out your mum's dream for her.Thank you so much for such a kind comment. Take care 🌻🦋

[@TrishBailey-m1d]

I've been thinking of you all week...and missed your regular video.... lovely to have you back....be brave.. Francesca will never be far away,look at how she sent you the stunning sunset.Love and hugs from Walter cat and me xx

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

That is so kind of you. Please give Walter a hug from me. Thank you for your kindness.Take care 🦋🌻

[@brianclarke7169]

As you say, every day is a gift. Thank you for what you do. Welcome back.

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

It really is. Thank you so much for your lovely comment. Take care 🦋🌻

[@rew3103]

Condolences dear. A time of deeper reflection. Do and be you, what makes you happy. Life will continue... :)

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

Thank you so much for your kind words.Take care 🦋🌻

[@PaulWest_Videographer]

A really beautiful tribute to your friend. A time to reflect. Once again, thank you so much for sharing with us your loyal viewers, all of the aspects of life on a narrowboat, and your beautiful Sketches. Take care.

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

That is so kind of you, Paul. Thank you so much.Take care 🦋🌻

[@Grant-k7o]

#204. The best episode I have ever seen. Full of stunning images and wonderful facts. A truly beautiful dedication to your friend Francesca . "Just moor up and go for an evening walk into the village." Perfect!.....take care as always.

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

That is so kind of you, Grant. Thank you so much.Take care 🦋🌻

[@maireadmaguire7509]

Nature and Francesca in perfect harmony showing you in many ways how love always is. So beautiful to see your knowing. Look at all you do in oneness, nature, and vibes, it all leaned back in to hold you 🫂 much love fellow soul wishing you soothing peace. You’re a beautiful light, thank you for sharing it 🙏🏼

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

That is such a kind comment. Thank you so much 😊 Take care 🦋🌻

[@CoralBalmoral]

So moved by your introduction. I cried, for your friend Francesca and for you ...and maybe for my own lost beloveds ❤ thank you for inspiring and reviving connection with compassion and love and feelings in these times 🙏❤️

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

Thank you so much for your kind words, Carol.Take care 🦋🌻

[@marriettecharlton2143]

It is always such a pleasure to welcome you into my day ❤😊

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

Thank you so much.Take care 🌻🦋

[@leannesmuin6193]

So So Sorry about your loss and your heavy heart. Praying for you. And your in my thoughts every day.

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

Thank you so much for your kindness, Leanne. Take care 🦋🌻

[@michaelhiggins7365]

Vanessa, I am so very sorry for the loss of your close friend, Francesca. I hope when you reflect upon her in the upcoming days ahead, you will find both joy and peace within her memory. This vlog was bittersweet, but it was also so poignant, the floating thistle seed was not lost on any of us. May God bless and comfort you in this time.

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

Thank you so much for such a kind comment, Michael. It means a lot. Take care 🌻🦋

[@kennethdowdy1105]

This video brought tears to my eyes. Your friend's love of sunsets reminds me so much of a friend of mine. We went to High School together, but seldom spoke. She already had a boyfriend, and I was a loner. We reconnected on our 40 High School reunion. She is still married to her High School boyfriend, and I am still married to the woman that made the mistake of dating me twice. I now live 500 miles away from my friend, and she regularly sends me sunset photos from the walks she takes on her farm and trips she takes with her husband. Seeing the films of the sunset on your way back to the boat, and knowing why you were away from the boat, affected my tear ducts more than it should have for a 63 year old man. While we have never met, I hope that you can find some comfort in those that follow your programs. You have come close enough via your mindful program that, in an unusual way, you are closer than just a picture on the TV screen. In a small way, I could feel that you were hurting; and that brought up some emotions in me. I know that you will never completely get over the loss of your friends. But I hope that you realize that they may still be with you, only in a dimension that you cannot see. True love and friendship are not easily defeated by death.

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

What a beautiful comment, Kenneth- thank you so much for your kind words. I really do find comfort in reading comments like yours. Your wife didn't make a mistake in dating you as you sound so kind and in touch with your emotions.Take care 🦋🌻

[@rivergladesgardenrailroad8834]

Finally, your poetry is so meaningful, it's peace brought a tear to my eye...

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

Thank you so much. Take care 🦋🌻

[@HarneyPhoto]

It's not just a sunset, it's a reminder that humans shouldn't be tied down to what society expects us to be. We are born free, we should remain free forever,

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

Beautifully put. Thank you so much for your lovely comment. Take care 🦋🌻

[@GeraldChantler-m7s]

I love all your blogs but this one is especially special as it shows you coming to terms with your loss, this blog and many others have helped me get through the loss of my dear wife of 46 years. Even our dog Alfie (westie) watches the wildlife and of course Zeph’s adventures. Keep up the good work Gerald and Alfie I am a good friend of Michael and India

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

Oh Gerald, I’m so, so sorry for your loss and the pain you must be feeling. There are no words that will make you feel better but I am pleased that you are finding some comfort in the vlogs. The messages that fill the comments section of this particular video are so helpful too. Alfie will be experiencing the loss in his own way so the fact you have each other is so special. I am thinking about you both. Take care x🌻🦋

[@isabelrafael2866]

Sending loads of hugs and love your way, a heavy heart is tough. That sunset was so very special, may memories of your friend be close to your heart as you walk your journey. Thank you as always for a special visit, your words and art always inspire. An incredible talent, thank you for sharing.

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

Thank you so much for your kind comment, Isabel.Take care 🦋🌻

[@tinaskipton1317]

Definitely a sign from the spirit world, watch out for feathers, robins. Certain songs that remind you of your dear friend 🙏 keep talking to her and about her, she will come close to when she's able too. Bless you Hun xx

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

What a beautiful comment- thank you so much 😊 Take care 🦋🌻

[@TheMakersCorner]

I'm so very sorry for your loss. Losing a close friend is devastating but you're absolutely right, it changes your perspective and every day is blessing. I never took my life for granted either but when my friend died suddenly almost 2 years ago, it shifted everything. I reevaluated everything, where I lived, how I worked, relationships and redesigned them all. You always miss them but they leave us gifts.

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

I am sorry to hear about your friend. You are right that everything changes doesn't it?Thank you for your kindness. Take care 🌻🦋

[@karensmith9662]

What a beautiful video in memory of your beautiful friend, Francesco. The thistle seed that didn’t seem to want to leave Alice Grace I believe to be a visitation of sorts. Take good care Vanessa and I’m glad you’ve returned to narrowboat life and your journals.❤

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

Thank you so much for your kindness, Karen. Take care 🌻🦋

[@Robertopontiac]

Vanessa, that was so moving i have tears flooding down my face. Whilst watching your vlog and reading the comments from over people. What can I say so sad and the music was so so beautiful and peaceful to. it’s very sad when you lose someone very close to your heart. ❤

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

Thank you so much for your kind comment, Robert. I was so comforted by people’s comments and I would urge anyone suffering with grief to read some of them too as I’m sure they would find reading the stories of others such a help. Take care 🦋🌻

[@andrewpetrie5395]

Dearest Vanessa, as I sit in idle comfort, my thoughts are with you. Much love from Vancouver Island.

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

Thank you so much for your kindness, Andrew.Take care 🦋🌻

[@benmassey531]

I’m sure your friend would have wanted you to carry on, what better setting to remember her in. Keep your head up x

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

I think so too. Thank you so much, Ben. Take care 🦋🌻

[@pastevens2577]

Such a beautiful, poignant, episode. I lost my closest friend, suddenly, just a few weeks ago and I found this episode particularly moving. My condolences to you.

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

I am so sorry to hear about the loss of your friend too. It is so hard to come to terms with isn't it? I hope you are finding some comfort in nature around you and your beautiful memories.Take care 🦋🌻

[@pattarrant8820]

Loved the way Zephyr was wagging her tail in the water. So happy. X

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

She loves the water so much.Take care 🦋🌻

[@plushypuppy2024]

your poem made me cry at the end 💕, that emotion couldn't have been worded better. I am so sorry for your loss, but in another time and place they are by our side, the seed is 'someone', checking in and bringing love. much love Vanessa x

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

Thank you so much for your kindness. Take care 🌻🦋

[@Esther-rehtsE]

Sorry for your loss, dear Vanessa. Much love to you💞💞💞💞 That sunset is beautiful!! Such bright colors! No wonder it ends up in your book😍😍😍The dandelion fluff was very special indeed!! 😘😘😘😘

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

Thank you so much for such a kind comment. Take care 🌻🦋

[@claridee0765]

Thank you as well and I truly enjoy your book, especially on the weekend morning with a cup of tea, listening to the birds❤

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

I am so pleased that you enjoy my book when you are listening to the birds with a cup of tea. That makes me so happy to know that. Thank you so much. Take care 🦋🌻

[@tracyirwin8681]

In so sorry to hear of your loss Vanessa, that was such a beautiful poem and drawing. The sunset and the floating seed were certainly your friend letting you know that she will always be there for you in spirit. Take care and look after yourself, nature can truly help to heal our broken hearts xx😢

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

That is so kind of you. It really felt like she was there. Thank you for your thoughtfulness. Take care 🌻🦋

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

That is so kind of you. It really felt like she was there. Thank you for your thoughtfulness. Take care 🌻🦋

[@tracyirwin8681]

@@themindfulnarrowboat your videos are such a source of comfort thank you xx

[@mattgordon9179]

Thank You Vanessa. Zephyr is looking so healthy and she loves you very much and her life on the cut. Stay Strong

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

Thank you so much, Matt.Take care 🦋🌻

[@christineprice5463]

Everything in life is a journey. We watch new life as we grow. As we grow older, we grieve our loss of dear friends. We know that love of others will bring loss and grief. I am so sorry for your loss of your friend. Praying for you.

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

That is so true, Christine.Thank you so much for your kindness. Take care 🌻🦋

[@christineprice5463]

@@themindfulnarrowboat Have a nice week.

[@1888starz]

I'm so sorry to hear the loss of a dear friend. That sunset was from her to let you know she will always be with you, and I hope you will find peace, love & happiness once again. Remember all the good times you shared together. Hugs

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

Thank you so much for your kindness. I am holding on to all of the precious memories. Take care 🌻🦋

[@1888starz]

@@themindfulnarrowboat I must say that you are so kind in always replying to everyone, with all the comments I see I think you are one amazing lady with a big heart. You are so loved by all here.

[@anthonywood8390]

We are in our 80s and have lost many of our long time friends we are sorry for the loss of your close friend remember you have your memories and every day here is a bonus enjoy every day with your partner Best Wishes ❤

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

It must be so hard to keep saying goodbye to your friends like that. I hope you are still able to enjoy the memories that you must have all shared together.Thank you so much for watching and commenting. Take care 🌻🦋

[@SiverBirch1234]

words cannot express the beauty and your feeling thoughts of that little seed,Love and Peace all around

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

Thank you so much for such a kind comment.Take care 🦋🌻

[@janettranter4909]

It was your angel that came to see you and give you peace it was lovely

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

That is beautiful- thank you ☺️ Take care 🌻🦋

[@JAB771]

Thankyou Vanessa for another wonderful narrow boat journey. It’s so easy to separate myself from everyday life when I watch your vlogs, it truly looks a beautiful way of life & I often think about doing just the same. Beautiful writing & illustration as ever 😊

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

That is such a kind comment. I am so pleased that you enjoy the vlogs like that. Thank you so much.Take care 🦋🌻

[@franmiller6270]

I’m really sorry to hear today about your dear friend Francesca, my namesake. I understand what you’re saying about that very special sunset.and the seed that flew in, strange isn’t it, but again special. I’m really pleased you’re continuing with your KZbin channel as it’s really relaxing to watch and very good!🙂 Take care, Fran x🐾

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

Thank you so much for such a kind comment, Fran. Take care 🌻🦋

[@jonmarston4166]

🙏🏼❤️✨beautiful happenings, beautiful illustrations, wonder filled poems. Let magic and love surround your journey ! 🦋

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

That is so kind of you, Jon! Thank you so much 😊 Have a super week. Take care 🦋🌻

[@maries3000]

That is such a beautiful poem, Vanessa and a stunning sunset. It is in noticing the small things in life that we find joy. Francesca will travel with you in your heart.

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

Thank you so much for such a kind comment. Take care 🌻🦋

[@1951timbo]

In all this madness you are a calming influence on all of us. Stay safe 🙏 x

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

Thank you so much for such a kind comment.Take care 🦋🌻

[@countrycrossstitcher3573]

The sunset and the seed. So beautiful and the way the seed suspended there. At first I thought the fan was on bumping it but when I noticed that it wasn’t it brought a tear to my eye. I think she’s happy that you are back in your element ❤️ I remember when I lost my sister, I noticed at her funeral that a pigeon sat perfectly still on a gravestone a couple rows behind her resting place and it stayed there right until they started lowering the casket into the ground. I knew then that she wanted to see us all together at that moment. May you continue to find the comforts and little signs in your journey through this difficult time ❤️

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

That is such a beautiful story of the way the pigeon watched you all and sat like that until the casket was lowered? I am so sorry for the loss of your sister. Thank you so much for such a kind comment. Take care 🌻🦋

[@kathysampson826]

That thistle seed is nature´s way of telling you that all is well, that giving yourself time to mourn is good. Your friend would want it just this way. All my love Kathy from very very far away in South America

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

Thank you so much, Kathy. Take care 🌻🦋

[@PeteGlyde]

Hello Mindful Narrowboater: I thought the long sequence showing the thistle seed was mesmerising; truly magical. People think that miracles don't exist but in truth we are surrounded by them; the thistle seed, the butterfly emerging from the chrysalis, the tadpole changing into a frog before our eyes. There are none so blind as they who cannot see; beautiful close-up photography. Pete Glyde.

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

That is so true, Pete.Thank you so much for such a kind comment. Take care 🌻🦋

[@stevenbranch7362]

Our hearts go out to you Vanessa

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

I hope you are both okay following the loss of your friend too? It is so hard to bear isn't it? I am pleased that you found some comfort in this video though. Sending you my love and best wishes to you both at this difficult time.Thank you so much for such a kind comment. Take care 🌻🦋

[@4sstg]

Rewatching this one. My oldest dearest friend is in a care home for memory care. This video says all and shows all that I need for another day in this life of mine.

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

I’m so sorry to hear about the painful time you are in. I hope your friend is in good medical hands and that he/she is not suffering? Thinking of you- take care 🦋🌻

[@tinarickards8642]

So sorry about the loss of your friend. You still managed to make another beautiful, peaceful vlog. It always makes me think back to the times on my boat with my late partner. There cannot be a better place to reflect, than on the water.

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

That is so true, Tina. It is a great place to reflect. Thank you for your kindness.Take care 🦋🌻

[@andreaamer1183]

What a stunning vlog and what a beautiful,forever lasting bond now and for always with your cherished, lifelong friend 🧡 thank you for sharing

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

Thank you so much for such a kind comment. Take care 🌻🦋

[@jackiejones1684]

I think Francesca has definitely been looking over you. The sunset, the dancing seed, the serenity of being back in nature on Alice Grace. Her photo was full of fun and laughter. Take your griefday by day. Those we love never leave us. Take care

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

That is such a kind comment, Jackie. Thank you so much. Francesca was always laughing and making others laugh too. Take care 🌻🦋

[@Darklightbeam]

Our swallows have gone already, they appear to know about the coming Winter. I love your tales, pictures and adventures. Gpx

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

Let is wish the swallows a safe journey back. Thank you so much for your lovely comment.Take care 🦋🌻

[@carole3734]

Vanessa, this was the most touching video in memory of your wonderful friend. I am sure things do not happen by accident. The amazing sunset, and the very unusual single dandelion seed hovering for a long time, are messages. Your friend may no longer be in our dimension, but she is definately still with you and around you. Keep all your wonderful memories of her close to you. Special friends stay with us, I'm sure, albeit in many different ways. Kindest thoughts to you Vanessa, and may sweet memories of your special friend stay in your heart forever.❤.x

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

Thank you so much for such a kind and heartfelt message, Carole. I really appreciate it. Take care 🌻🦋

[@paulnoble350]

beautiful Vanessa, beautiful. I'm close to tears.

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

Thank you so much for your kind comment. Take care 🌻🦋

[@Gameover12758]

Hi Vanessa - think you are adorable. So sorry for your loss. Your videos are so uplifting educational and just…..real. Love your poems and art. I so look forward to your uploads. Thinking of you 🙏🏻💕🥰🐶

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

That is so kind of you- thank you so much. Take care 🦋🌻

[@lucindawilson5510]

And WHAT a sunset truly breathtaking, oh how magical a half moon...much love and take care another great video

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

It was a moment that I will forever cherish. Take care 🌻🦋

[@laughton57]

So sorry for your loss. We adults know this is a part of life. We don't like it. But I believe that new life emerges - just as a seed must die for a new plant to sprout. We are only capable of mourning and moving on - we have no other choice. Death reminds us to live on as our time is coming too. Good choice to get back to the familiarity and serenity of the boat. Bless you as you move forward with your other best friend - Zephyr.

[@thiabrabson2533]

SO VERY TRUE👏🏿👏🏿👏🏿👏🏿👏🏿👏🏿👏🏿

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

Such wise words- thank you so much for sharing them. It means a lot. Take care 🦋🌻

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

I agree 🌻🦋

[@melissalambert7615]

That was an amazing sunset. Enjoyed the old photos. The seed just hanging there like a spirit saying I'm still here. Your poem, esp the last line has made me very thoughtful about something weighing heavily on my mind. Thank you. Love from Oregon US.

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

I hope that you resolve whatever it is that is weighing on your mind.Thank you so much for such a kind comment. Take care 🌻🦋

[@jaynecopland]

Oh Vanessa. This was beyond beautiful. Signs to show you how loved you are if even from beyond our mortal realm❤❤

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

Thank you for your kindness, Jayne. I really appreciate it. Take care 🌻🦋

[@cmdibello3485]

She sent you a message of love and light, in the ways of nature’s telephone. Always remembered never forgotten.

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

It really felt like that.Thank you so much for such a kind comment. Take care 🌻🦋

[@jeffreyoldham55]

One of your most beautiful poems, lovingly inspired by Francesca. And a magical sunset.

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

That is so kind of you. Francesca was completely behind that poem wasn't she? Have a lovely week. Take care 🌻🦋

[@myraleonard6006]

Such a beautiful tribute to your friend Francesca. Sending comfort from far away. ❤

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

Thank you so much, Myra.Take care 🦋🌻

[@markrant1460]

Dear Vanessa, Watching the thistle seed took me back to a time when my family and I went to watch the play Peter Pan. The thistle seed reminded me of Tinker Bell, in that play, and how she danced through the air. Thank you for bringing that memory back to me. Vanessa you have a beautiful spirit and you deserve all the happiness that you come into. Wishing you much peace and joy in the weeks to follow. Mark Alberta, Canada

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

It sounds like that was a special memory with your family, Mark. Thank you for your lovely comment. Take care 🌻🦋

[@JaroslavP]

Oh my! What a delightful visit with you! It seems like an immersion in the most beautiful, the most gentle of places! Thank you for sharing your life and creativity.

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

I am so pleased that you enjoyed it.Thank you so much for your kindness. Take care 🌻🦋

[@priscab7085]

An addition to what I said the other day - I can never see a thistle seed ever the same way! Thank you for slowing us down❤️

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

Francesca’s daughter told me she used to always call them ‘wishes’ Thank you for your lovely comment. Take care 🦋🌻

[@allygolding3647]

I love the synchronicities of life. Today I saw the largest flock of Swifts I'd ever seen, flying all around a tree and my head, feeding up for their flight back to Africa. I love'em they are troopers with their journey they take. I also loved seeing the magical seed and whatever that intuitively means to you is true. I'm loving your content. xxx

[@themindfulnarrowboat]

Swifts are such incredible birds aren't they? They are non-stop. Thank you so much for your lovely comment. Have a super weekend. Take care 🌻🦋