Reacting To Old Baby Bat Pictures! 😱| Toxic Tears

Ever wanted to know what I looked like as a little baby bat goth? Well get ready! Lets react to my old photos!
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[@eatmaggots]

you should try to recreate some of your old looks from some of these pics☺

[@SapphireDragonDX]

The one from 3:37 when she was 12. If she tried to emulate that look again now... That would be just heavenly to me! ^_^

[@jazzie1310]

Oh yas! Can you actually? That would be such fun!

[@salamzander]

Yes!!

[@Kirahorror]

That’s a great idea

[@v1kkis1xx73]

The fact that you were able to dress gothic at 12 and younger is amazing and mind blowing to me, I’m 14 and my mom would barely let me wear a slightly gothic outfit without freaking out and commenting negatively about it. Lmao can’t wait to buy my own things without someone having a say in what I’m allowed and not allowed to get.

[@LaRocheSews]

I know you wrote this a year ago, but I hope your mom has lightened up a bit :) My mom won't let me dye my hair black, so I've gone with the darkest purple I can--if you can find ways to get close to what you really want, it might help you feel more like yourself

[@v1kkis1xx73]

@@LaRocheSews omggg I forgot I wrote this comment hahah! But actually my mom has let up drastically. There’s still a lot of things that she’s iffy about, but since it’s been over a year, she just naturally adjusted. Now I have the chokers, fishnets, dramatic eyeliner, darker clothing..blah blah blah.. hopefully I’ll be able to fully express myself even more over time!

[@crystalmaynard1651]

Brooks my parents would do the same they hate when I try to dress alt. Why cant they expect me🙄🙄🙄

[@LaRocheSews]

@@v1kkis1xx73 Yay!! I hope you can continue to express yourself 😊 People do eventually adjust-my family (especially my brothers) were pretty strange when I started dying my hair, but since then I’ve been slowly trying to get them more used to me dressing alternative, and lately I’ve been trying to speed up my full cross into alternative clothing, but it’s difficult in covid. 🖤

[@v1kkis1xx73]

@@LaRocheSews Yeahh I totally agree with you!! It’s the same for me :P ♥️🖤

[@xa_mothx3032]

You should make a ghostie sweater as merch and then you could make it exactly how you want.

[@spectraldenouement]

That is something i would buy! awesome idea!

[@honeytea1046]

omg PLEASE i’d buy that so fast

[@v1kkis1xx73]

I still think about that sweater ever since I saw this video like 4 years ago 💀 it’s so fuckin cute I want it still hahah

[@Gears940]

Kaya I want you to know that yesterday I gave a speech about not judging others based on appearance. I used you and jake as main examples. My professor loved it and I got a 98. Thank you for helping me with my speech.😊

[@ToxicTears]

Ahhhh congratulations! Well done!🖤 And thank you!☺️🖤

[@anastasiasmith1791]

That's really cool!

[@KreeZafi]

Maybe you and Jake can do a video together reacting to old photos of you two from years ago? That'd be cool! "Couple's throwback" basically

[@firecaller]

yes please!!

[@ethanrockatansky7138]

I could be wrong, but I think they already did that forever ago.

[@KreeZafi]

@@ethanrockatansky7138 Jake did a video reacting to his old photos and brought in Kaya for a bit, I can't remember them ever doing a video looking at old couple photos though

[@ethanrockatansky7138]

@@KreeZafi yeah, you're right. I had thought they did one on Kaya's channel, I was mistaken.

[@sachaanderson6244]

Do it please! ❤

[@cynthiashipley9486]

I know you don't really have time for this, but a recreation of one of your cyber goth outfits would be really awesome. You could even try to remake some of your dreads and or cyber locks. That might be a good idea for your goth on a dime type thing. It also would count as a crafty thing to do. Thanks again for sharing yourself with us.

[@lestatangel]

I'm pretty sure if I have any old baby bat pictures, they are black and white, as in before color film. I am Ancient Goth, lmao. You were beautiful even then Kya 🖤

[@creaturemarie9140]

That outfit w the ghost jumper and the stripey socks IS SO CUTE!! 👻🖤

[@whiskeydaniels6272]

You should make a video reacting to subscribers babybat photos 😂

[@serena6279]

Yassss!!!!

[@kenziesmith4336]

LIVING for your makeup and nails in this video. 😍

[@gabbyweber4074]

Awww baby bat fledgling Kya 💀💜💜 Still prettier than me lmfao 😂😂

[@ebonikemp3285]

That vampire freaks one made me realise where I recognized you from and couldn't place haha oh man!

[@heatherbc7914]

Your babybat pics are WAY less cringy than mine! 🖤

[@thetrapdoor6194]

14 year old me is QUAKING 😍🙌 you lived my aesthetic dreams, love it 💖 also your makeup in this vid is gorgeous x

[@HrathHeilong]

can I just say i love! your eye make up here? it reminds me so much of like a 30s cartoon of dark eyeshadow, like betty boop era or something. morticia if the old comics were animated? rlly striking and glamorous effect!

[@GothicPop]

my fav was the traumatized zoo picture

[@everybodydad352]

idk why i’m surprised bc you’re tall now but seeing you so young but still so tall is wild

[@LittleVamp]

I'm so jealous that you went to a Buffy convention, I'm saving up for the next Vampire Ball Convention cause dammit I wanna go so bad!

[@StigmataX13]

Commenting on this years after it was posted, but I love that you were “allowed” to dress goth at such a young age! My parents were (still are) soooo strict, and now, even at the age of 27, I’m struggling to break free from my anxieties of them and how they will react to my appearance. I know they in reality have no say, but I still live in fear and restrict myself from fully expressing myself to the extent that I want to.

[@brandonortiz4942]

This was too cute! Those pictures are so 2000s lol. I'd love to see the others. And you should totally bring back that halloweeny outfit!

[@Froggi77]

I would love to see more videos like this! They're my absolute favourite thing to watch.

[@vaporwavedog]

I guess I’m still in the baby bat phase since I don’t really look goth because goth clothes are expensive and I can only find stuff online since my city is boring af and has 0 alt people

[@sirenlucy932]

I love the skull with the crown on your little table. I really like skulls 💀

[@deedeeblackwater8354]

It's actually really nice to see photos of other baby bats, especially in their very beginning stages before they honed their outfit/hair/makeup skills. It makes the fact that I started out with ripped jeans and band tees less depressing to me, lol

[@rebeccawestgate6024]

Aww!! You're were such an adorable baby bat!! 🖤🦇 Love the confidence you have, even from a young age, to try all of these amazing styles! I wish I had even a fraction of that confidence 🖤 you're such an awesome role model! Much love!! 🖤🦇

[@nicoleb.6618]

All dogs are good dogs--even if they're little shits 😂❤ (Also the pink dreads are AMAZING)

[@alienaf8151]

I always get really sad that I never got that kind of baby bat phase of hanging out with a group of baby bat friends, but there's literally no goths in my area at all

[@ARRTY97]

My fav pic was the orange striped socks and the ghost sweater. I loved those orange bows. I think it because you looked like you had pigtails. The one pic where you said you were 10, I'm glad you said that you looked so tall that I thought you were older. I loved this and hope this will be a series.

[@heartoffrost3691]

I HATED when my family used to ask me to "tone it down" if we were all going out. It was usually my Nana and my dad. My mother eventually started telling them to shut up lol and THEN I started telling them to shut up and dressed how I wanted.

[@aestheticroses5999]

Kya: ew my makeup is so patchy Me: hah says the queen of goth makeup

[@crystalmaynard1651]

Ikr like I wish I looked as good as her when she was like 14

[@MaidenOfDread]

Goths are normal. "Normal is an illusion. What is normal for the spider is chaos for the fly."

[@beccibot]

I loved this video so much!! You've always looked so incredible! You genuinely inspire me every day.

[@RavenStar16]

The amount of cuteness in this video is almost unbearable!!! Love ya, Kaya!! ♡☆♡☆♡☆

[@thats_an_unusual7610]

Aw! I love this video! You were/are always awesome! It took me so long to find myself in my fashion.

[@lillysmith424]

YES MAKE MORE PLEASE old photo vids. I find these so entertaining lol. And also love you and jake and your vids

[@fangghoul]

i absolutely loved the cyber black and blue look and please make more videos like this

[@kittygrimm7301]

That ghosty jumper is ADORABLE! Sucks it got ruined. :(

[@alyssar4986]

Kaya: I went to a Buffy convention... Me: Did you meet Spike? Did you meet Spike? Did you meet Spike? Did you meet Spike? Did you meet Spike? Did you meet Spike? Did you meet Spike? Did you meet Spike? Did you meet Spike? Did you meet Spike? Did you meet Spike? Did you meet Spike? Did you meet Spike? Did you meet Spike?Did you meet Spike? Did you meet Spike? Spike is the best character ever. He is so funny XD.

[@cadywithkaleidoscopeeyes3624]

I am loving the touches of gold you have been going for recently! Your nails especially! 💛💛💛

[@myseriaelethan1802]

I used to have the same pumpkin lights in the background of your ghosty sweater picture. They're SO adorable. 😊

[@CCela1608]

I love these!! So fun. I'd love to see a similar reaction video of you and Jake reacting to photos of you two together 😍

[@slothfriend1012]

It's so amazing that you've been into this style for such a long time, it's so original, I love it :D

[@slad9e]

1st I love all your dreads! I've tried to make dreads and they never look that good 2nd Do throwback pics of you and Jake with him!

[@emmycooper3906]

Ooo La La your eye-shadow is amazing!!!

[@Jennifer-pb9nd]

Wow that one with the black circle lenses is extra stunning

[@freyjafaun]

It hasn't even started and I am SO. EXCITED. You are so lovely!! 🖤🖤

[@janiesweeney8272]

I really enjoyed these old photos.

[@MikoSubaru]

i would love an old photos video of you and jake together! you guys are so cute

[@heathersvanity8648]

Super fun! I'm bummed that I lost all of my photos from baby bat days back in the early 90s. Thanks for the trip down your memory lane.

[@StellaLunaNightblood]

You should definitely try to recreate some looks, love watching videos like this!

[@haileysechrist7762]

So im a part of the family and I'd like to say that I love all the pictures, I love all the looks, you are so beautiful and you look absolutely perfect in every one of the pictures!!!!! I wouldn't change a thing!!!!!

[@AdiarraS]

Baby bat was super adorbs! Thanks for sharing pics of old looks. I think we all think we are a little cringey when we are young, lol. I mean, I have the whole 80's high school pics to look back on, and seriously, talk about cringey lol...the amount of product in my hair, the largeness of said hair, and brightness of all of my clothing...UGH...horrifiying. lol.

[@erinnenchanted3164]

I hope my kid (if I have one) will be into goth because I never was really allowed anything too extreme, and I grew up with 7 siblings so money was tight, so I never got to go full whack as a kid and also I don't have any pictures of me between like 5 and 18 due to the family drama llama. I hope I can provide whatever style my kid wants, but I really hope it's goth!

[@vonBottorff]

You had a black leather trench coat that was shredded by thorns? Epic.

[@ZombieQueenIRL]

The eyeshadow is amaaaaazing!

[@ricashelton1999]

You look so absolutely beautiful in the picture in your first house w Jake. I love it so much💕 I love how your style has changed and makes me feel better about my baby bat days😂 Also, would love to see you do a throw back challenge to cyber goth

[@Batticia]

Love the bird cage look

[@lattygothlinaamethyst482]

I really like your cyber goth style☺ Yeeahh more reaction to old photos! And

[@amberruxpin]

My favorite was the one in the abandoned building. I love urban exportation. I really want to goth myself out and do a photoshoot at the abandoned Six Flags in New Orleans. I love this style of video, I'd like to see more :)

[@emilymcdonald1456]

I would like more trips down memory lane videos,thatd be nifty!

[@freshpapertowel]

Wow all your gold accents look really lovely on you 🤗❤️ -Also thank you for sharing! Great viddy! it was so cool seeing your bb bat pics, so many great styles!

[@carolynkatsilas8676]

I love these pictures, would love to see more, loved the one with the little red skirt, soooo cute ❤️

[@csmith8404]

You are and were beautiful. Love the makeup! I'm not brave enough to do gold, but you inspire!

[@Simbley]

awwww that halloween pic is super adorable

[@realmskip97]

Trench coat totally reminds me of Spike for Buffy the vampire slayer 👏🏻❤️

[@CCela1608]

The birdcage look was soooo my fave

[@TheBee123]

I would love to see a video of you doing your makeup like how you did when you were younger! Like how Jenna Marbles did and she had a few looks she did.

[@sirenlucy932]

I loooooove your lipstick and your necklace! So beautiful! 🤩🤩🤩

[@juniper-moss]

Yes I love looking at people's baby bat pictures! 💜

[@cyclesofstrength]

Oh man younger me would have been so jealous of younger you 😂 you looked so cool ; I wasn't allowed to wear what I wanted really really until I became an adult, so my baby bat era was as a full adult (kind of embarrassing). Some days I still feel like I'm a baby bat because I'm still trying to figure out my style.

[@MysticSilvermoon]

I absolutely love the cyber goth look on you! You pull it off so amazingly well! 🖤

[@b.mcknight8686]

I still have all of my old dread falls, and my demonia boots. Haven't worn any of it in at least ten years, but I can't bring myself to donate it.

[@Hannah-hx5sp]

I have that exact spooky ghost jumper!

[@p1nkelephants]

I love that one with the bird cage on your head.

[@kayta84]

🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇 awwww such a cute baby bat💜

[@Buffy0Angel68]

Hi Kaya ! I'm French. I discovered your Chanel récent my and i love that so much. I'm a fangirl of Buffy the Vampire Slayer. The photo of Gloria is awesome

[@midnightdrearygothicjewell7743]

3:43 That picture looks so familiar... I might have had you as a friend on some ancient social media lol 🖤

[@RedRosesDead07]

Love all your photos, you as a babybat is cool to see. Please do MOAR! Also, I LOVE your necklace!!

[@empress9554]

ah yess a goth that isnt afraid to wear gold! it looks beautiful on you and your dark hair and makeup

[@indiand6460]

This is such a good idea for a video with the babybat theme! So excited to watch

[@paulaaalders9017]

I like your cybergoth looks. I am not cybergoth but i like it.

[@x_Mistine_X]

Man I remember when you where a little bat! I love to see a remake of your old cyber punk look! Also how to make a dreads. Because yours was amazing!

[@takeitawayerni]

I had that ghostie jumper too and it also got ruined in the wash >:((( primark's Halloween ranges have been dire ever since

[@ToxicTears]

RIP all the cute primark ghosty jumpers that died in the wash 😭😭😭

[@lisaannbarriner9633]

The blue dreads were gorgeous. 😊😆

[@Hannah.Goretti]

I remember some of these from way back when I first discovered you on Tumblr!

[@tisteatime]

i've been in the scene for a couple years yet still am stuck in the awkward baby bat makeup phase bc i'm working with grocery store makeup 😭

[@Bookitty07]

That necklace is amazing

[@carissaallbon1494]

The golden waterfront days 🖤 getting the train to Belfast every damn Saturday 😂 and people travelling from everywhere to hang out

[@sillycilly]

I realized halfway through this video that I was nodding in response to your explanations like you were sitting in the room with me... 😅 I really enjoyed the video, hahah!

[@nicolewise1062]

I need details on that amazing romper in the last photo!

[@witheredrednight666]

The story about you being salty because you saw other goths whilst not look as gothy sound like something baby bat me would haev experienced XD

[@ToxicTears]

I was honestly SO MAD 😂 It felt terribly important at the time lmao

[@LisaZoe86]

4:50 is my favorite. Throws me back to my own goth days 😊

[@MisstressMourtisha]

I think I remember one from vampire freaks. But I was on there constantly when I was a baby bat

[@kristab8778]

Love your makeup! You are so sweet. And so jealous you met the Buffy cast. 😂

[@blkmtlstv1265]

Yes more pictures please .

[@romymasella2702]

Love your baby bat pics, great video! Your eyeshadow is amazing

[@nikidrawsmonsters]

Omgggg the VF logo gahhh 🖤🖤🖤

[@valearguellova]

All the pics are very cute!

[@Aichomu]

The picture at 4:30! I remember it from vampire freaks!

[@DorisMia]

I am dying for your make up look!!!!!! WOW!!! you did amazing......!!!!!! every time you use greens in your make up it is the most perfect fit for you!!!! LOVE IT...!!!