Rebecca (July 2023)

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Soft White Underbelly

Soft White Underbelly

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@kyla6538
@kyla6538 Жыл бұрын
Imagine being so damn rock bottom but still having one person that continuously shows up for you. Mark your heart is huge.
@magickmarck
@magickmarck Жыл бұрын
Imagine that person shows you to the entire world at your low points and berates you for not Taking Advantage of a hotel room
@Nadiesalevivo
@Nadiesalevivo Жыл бұрын
He does it for money.
@sunshine3914
@sunshine3914 Жыл бұрын
@@NadiesalevivoDo you have any idea how much Mark makes shooting for Coca-cola, Apple, Cannon, Mercedes Benz, Adidas, McDonald’s, Gatorade, 7-Up, Anheuser-Busch, Crown Royal, Miller Lite, Zales, Revlon, Neutrogena… just to name a few?
@Paul-uo9sv
@Paul-uo9sv Жыл бұрын
Yeah
@Paul-uo9sv
@Paul-uo9sv Жыл бұрын
​@@Nadiesalevivothat's true
@9216years
@9216years 8 ай бұрын
Mark: I got you a hotel room. You pissed on the wall. Rebecca: Obviously.
@PrettyKittyAZ
@PrettyKittyAZ Жыл бұрын
Rebecca needs to be institutionalized, sad to say. That is not just drugs. That is severe mental distress. It's so sad.
@auntymoi
@auntymoi Жыл бұрын
It's 100% caused by the drugs you know
@Steph_Said
@Steph_Said Жыл бұрын
Institutionalized is right. She doesn't even remember what it feels like to be drug free and of clear and sound mind. My 🙏🏽is that she experiences this state on this side of heaven.
@deborahabbott9793
@deborahabbott9793 Жыл бұрын
I agree 😢 . .
@tfwtgf
@tfwtgf Жыл бұрын
I agree. It would be so much better for her to get the 24/7 care she needs. It seems there aren’t adequate resources for that in Skidrow which is heartbreaking 💔
@devin_thebeautyguru
@devin_thebeautyguru Жыл бұрын
Could be drug-induced psychosis also.
@ninisimonex
@ninisimonex Жыл бұрын
the way rebecca got up and yelled your name in excitement😂😂😂 “Mark!!!” so funny and wholesome
@sara31773
@sara31773 Жыл бұрын
Until he started verbally attacking Mark.
@kimoramikyra
@kimoramikyra Жыл бұрын
😂😂😂
@csellers4109
@csellers4109 Жыл бұрын
For about 5 seconds...clarity.
@pinkythechihuahua3156
@pinkythechihuahua3156 Жыл бұрын
I've watched just about every interview you've done with Rebecca. I'm growing weary. This is a highly intelligent but manipulating person. I feel that your an enabler. You offer clothing, shoes, wigs, smokes, and phones, not to mention nights in hotels. The game is being played and you're the one who looses. Look in to what you can do with someone who is an illegal immigrant. If they pick him up they will certainly detain and detox him. It might just do the trick, however almost certainty he will be deported. Might be the best thing you could do for him.
@aroseinwinter05
@aroseinwinter05 Жыл бұрын
@@pinkythechihuahua3156 *her* * Anyway, I agree.
@jaz6475
@jaz6475 Жыл бұрын
Im a Deputy who works in a jail so I see cases like Rebecca all the time. These people need help. The drugs are just a symptom. Most of these people have trauma from their childhood which causes the mental illness. Often times drugs are used to self medicate. Its incredibly sad and will only get worse. We need to protect kids, have more resources and education, and a plan for these people. Thank you Mark for bringing light to a horrible situation but most of us are blind to this reality.
@HabitualJoker
@HabitualJoker Жыл бұрын
It seems important to bring back state institutions for cases like this. There is an awareness now of the atrocities that went on in the institutions back in the day where I think that the risk of those things happening again is significantly lower.
@hapyangl82
@hapyangl82 Жыл бұрын
Very true
@pinkpineapples8645
@pinkpineapples8645 Жыл бұрын
Agreed! More resources, less free handouts.
@nygirl1616
@nygirl1616 Жыл бұрын
100%
@justmyopinion2
@justmyopinion2 Жыл бұрын
Mental illness can be organic, an imbalance in brain chemistry. My son was a paranoid schizophrenic and he was incarcerated close to 200 times for disorderly conduct, drunk in public etc. Incarceration is nothing more than a revolving door system. My son didn't get any sort of substantial mental healthcare while he was held which is what he needed. My son drank like a fish to self medicate and eventually got a hold a joint laced with Fentanyl which killed him. We have to do better!
@CassieBee88
@CassieBee88 Жыл бұрын
Mark, if you ever doubt what you do, you could look at this video and see how excited Rebecca was to see you. Youre literally probably the only person, not intertwined with drugs, who she was excited to see. I absolutely love that. Thank you for showing us the raw side of humanity, and for also being an integral part of humanity.
@tristankerr3655
@tristankerr3655 Жыл бұрын
He
@CassieBee88
@CassieBee88 Жыл бұрын
@@tristankerr3655 it’s no skin off my back to respect how they identify.
@tristankerr3655
@tristankerr3655 Жыл бұрын
@@CassieBee88 These days it's getting out of hand. So Im here just doing my part to counterbalance
@CassieBee88
@CassieBee88 Жыл бұрын
@@tristankerr3655 I don’t agree with it getting out of hand. You’re second point tho, is how I feel about vegans lmao
@tristankerr3655
@tristankerr3655 Жыл бұрын
@@CassieBee88 Kids in classrooms being berated by their teachers for not playing along with other kids identifying as animals? Just in general the LGBT movement has made it known they are "coming for our children" sickos and narcissists
@ryneambrose7819
@ryneambrose7819 Жыл бұрын
I'm gonna be very frank here. I honestly feel at this point, Rebecca needs professional help. Obviously. As admirable and noble as Mark's intentions are, getting Rebecca new phones (in which Rebecca ALWAYS SELLS to get more drugs) getting new clothes and a place to stay, and giving Rebecca attention by putting Rebecca on camera, these things have all become a luxury to Rebecca, and Rebecca has turned Mark's good intentions into ENABLING. That is why things are not changing. It's because Rebecca's illness is very severe and they are not well enough to have strong will power at this point to actually make a change. Again, Rebecca needs PROFESSIONAL help. No disprect to Mark, he's not a medical professional when it comes to treating addicts, especially as severe as Rebecca's case. He's only enabling Rebecca at this point. Rebecca loves the attention, being on camera, getting gifts from Mark and making broken promises. That's WHAT ADDICTS DO. They know how to manipulate their friends in order to get what they want to continue their cycle of addiction. I know this because my late sister was an alcoholic and drug addict, and she died at the age of 32 in August of 2019. Again, Rebecca needs actual liscenced professional help, otherwise we're going to keep going in circles here and nothing is going to change.
@Maraguzzi
@Maraguzzi Жыл бұрын
Mark offered him free rehab… he denied it
@ryneambrose7819
@ryneambrose7819 Жыл бұрын
@@Maraguzzi I feel what Mark is doing though is still enabling. I know that's not he's intentions, but, still. Constantly giving gifts to Rebecca is only allowing the vicious cycle to continue with Rebecca's situation.
@JustMe-qe6pd
@JustMe-qe6pd Жыл бұрын
@@ryneambrose7819 he gives her light in the darkness,,and if its only for a moment wouldn't you want Rebecca to feel it..see it and be blessed with it.?
@justmyopinion2
@justmyopinion2 Жыл бұрын
Unfortunately, in CA you can't force people into treatment due to outdated laws, it is a very rare occurrence. Rebecca likely has mental illness and addiction going on. My middle aged son was a chronically homeless paranoid schizophrenic and he self-medicated with alcohol, he was incapable of seeking help and we couldn't force it. Much to my surprise, he was found unresponsive in a parking garage last May, he died from what the police and hospital think was a Fentanyl laced joint, he had both drugs in his system. My condolences to you and yours!
@huitrecouture
@huitrecouture Жыл бұрын
No shit Sherlock. Are you twelve years old? Apparently you're completely CLUELESS that nothing can be done for her legally.
@spennynash
@spennynash Жыл бұрын
I fell down a Rebecca wormhole today. A beautiful and heartbreaking study of Rebecca and Mark. The drive to save and the drive to destruct are interdependent here. I think though the main theme is friendship. To remind yourself that saving Rebecca should never be a goal to aspire to. Being a friend is much more important and Rebecca has to understand she is yours and you are hers. It should run both ways.
@staceyruiz8724
@staceyruiz8724 Жыл бұрын
@kbkb117
@kbkb117 Жыл бұрын
❤ YES friendship. I love your perspective so much.
@doloresnewman2983
@doloresnewman2983 11 ай бұрын
That is precious.
@justinlegros9592
@justinlegros9592 10 ай бұрын
2 dudes....not "his and hers"
@MrPrailaful
@MrPrailaful 9 ай бұрын
Well said ❤
@annafantastic1115
@annafantastic1115 Жыл бұрын
My heart goes out to Rebecca but also to Mark .. even when he says “ I’m afraid to touch you “ I feel Mark is Loving n Honest .. both things that Rebecca needs ,, Honesty n Love
@carebearszoo
@carebearszoo Жыл бұрын
This is the very same thought I have had....neuropathy
@bigmiim8584
@bigmiim8584 Жыл бұрын
@@edoherty5651yeah she has that and the drugs might bring it to it even more
@katzen_man
@katzen_man Жыл бұрын
@@bigmiim8584 If this human have a penis it is a "he" .. that's honest.
@filmzen281
@filmzen281 Жыл бұрын
@edoherty5651 she said in the last interview she stepped in a bunch of glass. It's probably infected now.
@aleciamason5751
@aleciamason5751 Жыл бұрын
yes! he picked her up in his jaggy.... thats love
@ChelseaBotha27
@ChelseaBotha27 Жыл бұрын
Look after yourself Mark, we all love all the support you've been giving Rebecca but I can't help but worry that it might be taking an emotional toll on you
@Materialgirl_3
@Materialgirl_3 Жыл бұрын
I’m sure that Mark is perfectly good. Just because you feel that it’s taking an emotional toll on him doesn’t make it so. You may be drained watching it or sitting back thinking about how you couldn’t do it because it would take its toll on you. You can’t go around speaking for others though
@metasaurus3233
@metasaurus3233 Жыл бұрын
@@Materialgirl_3 You are literally speaking for mark, the original comment said " I can't help but worry that it might be taking an emotional toll on you
@CHPYXO
@CHPYXO Жыл бұрын
@@Materialgirl_3 What the original person said: I can't help but worry that this might be taking an emotional toll on you You: You can't go around speaking for others!!!!1 Just because YOU feel like that doesnt mean others do!! Stop speaking for others!!! Girl.....🥴
@monikajaros9377
@monikajaros9377 Жыл бұрын
It is sooo easy to get codependent ❤
@SupaSaiyanGoku
@SupaSaiyanGoku Жыл бұрын
@@monikajaros9377 By that do you mean reliant on someone else for handouts?
@caileynicole7882
@caileynicole7882 Жыл бұрын
This is not only Rebecca’s journey but also Mark’s as he progresses through what it means to care for and invest in someone struggling with this lifestyle and mindset. You can hear it in him as time has gone on.
@ProgressWithChristina
@ProgressWithChristina Жыл бұрын
Agreed
@StateOfChaos
@StateOfChaos Жыл бұрын
It will wear down the best of us over time. It's only human.
@lisanevins3605
@lisanevins3605 Жыл бұрын
The rules of engagement changed when Mark offered Rebecca rehab & of course she declined. I applaud Mark for his efforts & knowing that he cannot let himself be dragged down the rabbit hole.
@bugsybugs2253
@bugsybugs2253 Жыл бұрын
You're so right. It is also Mark's. I've watched both of their journeys for a long time now and my heart hurts for both of them. Rebecca's because of her constant decline and Marks because he is determined to help her and seeing his soul fighting for Rebecca's soul to stay alive.
@whoknowswhocares885
@whoknowswhocares885 Жыл бұрын
A helping hand isn’t an instant cure to an unstable lifestyle, there has to be compliance which Rebecca is refusing to do because at this point the lifestyle is too trapping to leave.
@thedoll_
@thedoll_ Жыл бұрын
the way Rebecca INSTANTLY noticed Mark while he was laying on the ground 🥺🥺
@lynnretzlaff2656
@lynnretzlaff2656 Жыл бұрын
I desperately want to fast forward to the end of this series and see Rebecca clean, sober, and living a successful life in Hollywood. Sadly I don't think that's the way her life will end. I know someone who suffers from schizophrenia and was self-medicating on the streets of LA. It took their mother paying a lot of money and fighting in court to get guardianship over him, then searching for him on the street and bringing him to a locked facility to clean him up and get him help. I don't know if Rebecca would have any mental health diagnosis other than addiction, but she seems to have many moods. I wish she would accept Mark's offers of help. It's so hard to watch her demise. So much potential and talent destroyed by addiction. Mark has a heart of gold and has grown to love Rebecca. As hard as it is for us to watch her continue to destroy herself, I can't imagine what it's like for Mark.
@FloridaMan786
@FloridaMan786 Жыл бұрын
That won’t happen, “Rebecca” aka Robert is too far gone. He smoked one too many meth pipes and got his butt hole stretched to no end and what you see is what you get now, his current situation is the end result.
@tiagopaes9524
@tiagopaes9524 Жыл бұрын
THIS IS A MAN U IDYOT
@melarose4498
@melarose4498 Жыл бұрын
You say “fast forward to the end of this series” like this is some tv show instead of an actual human beings life.
@ashleyb119
@ashleyb119 Жыл бұрын
​@@melarose4498well yeah cuz they want to see him succeed...I honestly think he's going to end up dead one day
@lynnretzlaff2656
@lynnretzlaff2656 Жыл бұрын
@@melarose4498 my wish for her to be better and the pain I feel is why I use the figure of speech. It is a series he is making about her life. I wish nothing but the best for her and see her and feel for her and want her better. If this is a series of videos, he is making I want the end to be sooner than later and I want it to be seeing her in treatment getting help. Do not see his series of videos on her and his playlist? I am not saying anything hurtful or spiteful and I am well aware she is a human being that’s why my heart hurts for her, and I pray she gets help. it is also why I acknowledge her the way she wishes to be acknowledged. As a female named Rebecca, who is in a lot of pain and struggling. You can project all you want. I know my intentions, and they are nothing but love.
@leilaniferreira1317
@leilaniferreira1317 Жыл бұрын
I think a lot if us have become so emotionally invested but its starting to feel like masochism. I can’t even imagine how you feel Mark…you give so much and have tried so many methods to get Rebecca to try to recover yet here we are…again.
@Charlie-eo4zj
@Charlie-eo4zj Жыл бұрын
Is masochism the right word
@fuzzylogics139
@fuzzylogics139 Жыл бұрын
Yeah or sensationalism.. I feel the same. I mean when I see an accident I either go help or move on to make way for the ambulance. It’s depleting at this point. Feels wrong to watch. I’m gonna stop the video and go do something useful ❤️
@leilaniferreira1317
@leilaniferreira1317 Жыл бұрын
@@Charlie-eo4zjnot in any erotic sense. What would be the opposite of a sadist? We keep coming back for more hurt and disappointment. Maybe just hopeful idiots. What do you think is a better word to use? English isn’t my first language.
@paraiso3339
@paraiso3339 Жыл бұрын
I don't know if helping her is the right thing to do
@ninajennett5041
@ninajennett5041 Жыл бұрын
Why can’t he get him the same treatment he got for Amanda? Surly he/she would qualify.
@fromamamawithtrauma
@fromamamawithtrauma Жыл бұрын
Your relationship with her is so powerful. You remind me of what it is to love a person unconditionally. Thank you for showing us this. It amazing like you can here her true moment of clarity 'im in pain. How do I not be in pain, help me' but all the other things middle her up. You're doing such great work.
@justinlegros9592
@justinlegros9592 10 ай бұрын
He doesn't "love unconditionally" this guy,!!!! He exploits them for.money 😂😂😂 what a dumb comment! Just because he. Spends a little money to help him out doesn't mean shit! He exploits them and gets rich from it. If he cared he'd commit him to an institution and pay for rehab. Forcefully do it. That's what this animal needs
@noellawson41
@noellawson41 Жыл бұрын
An important life lesson is that sometimes you have to accept that people are beyond help. Responsibility rests with the individual. If they are beyond a point that they take responsibility for their life, you cannot come to their rescue. I lost my mother to drug abuse and severe mental health issues a long time ago. You get to a point where their behaviour and the hurt they cause can directly effect you. If someone is unwilling to get help or improve their own situation, even slightly, they forfeit the right to your personal orbit. It is not your responsibility to fix others. Sometimes people are beyond help.
@higgaroc
@higgaroc Жыл бұрын
Sorry to hear about the pain you and your family went through. I also have doubts that Rebecca can find a path to a healthier life.
@modaciouslav4792
@modaciouslav4792 Жыл бұрын
THIS! My moms still alive but takes no accountability for herself, EVER. she’s not strung out on drugs but they’ve definitely always been a part of her life. She even tested positive for fentanyl a month ago and claims to have no idea how. She’s always depressed unless I’m allowing her in my life. Even tho she’s been an absolute shit mother. It’s infuriating. I know how u feel so I have empathy for you. I had a nurse one time tell me it’s ok to feel relieved when they’re gone.. I hope you’re doing okay tho.
@witchy1395
@witchy1395 Жыл бұрын
Drugs change the chemical makeup of the brain. I don't know that Rachel can make a decision on her own to seek help for substance use disorder.
@t.wilson7962
@t.wilson7962 Жыл бұрын
All of this!!
@christinahite74
@christinahite74 Жыл бұрын
You're absolutely right. At this point, he is beyond outside help. He needs a divine intervention.
@roseangelo4416
@roseangelo4416 Жыл бұрын
A man walked along the beach. Ahead, he saw a boy dashing back and forth in the sand. He smiled, thinking the boy was enjoying a game on a fine morning. so he hurried to catch up. As he got closer, he saw the boy picking something up out of the sand, and gentty tossing it into the sea. As he got closer *to the boy, the man called out, "Hello, what are you doing?' The boy paused in throwing, looked up and replied, "Throwing. starfish into the ocean. The sun is up and the tide is going out. If I don't throw them back in, they will die.' "But don't you realize that there are miles and miles of beach and starfish all along it? You can't possibly make a difference. After listening politely. the boy reached down, picked up another starfish, gently tossed it into the sea and said, "It made a difference to that one. (Adapted from the story. The Star Thrower by Loren Eiseley)
@carlalappin7170
@carlalappin7170 Жыл бұрын
I wish Rebecca all the best I also feel she is taking the _ iss ! out of Mark ...
@theangriestcatintheworld
@theangriestcatintheworld Жыл бұрын
Beautifully poignant!
@kingpuppet5881
@kingpuppet5881 Жыл бұрын
Hi Mark. Thank you for checking in on Rebecca and for updating us and helping her. I am a registered nurse. I just wanted to give my medical opinion about Rebecca's feet. A lot of it seems behavioural, however. Close up looking at their feet I can see infection around the nail bed, also known as a Paronychia The toe nails look red, inflamed and painful. Based on Rebecca's description of how it feels it sounds more like gout, given that it's been going on for a while now. I really hope Rebecca's can get medical attention, antibiotics, get clean, as I worry, amongst other things, that They might become septic and way too far gone. I am from Scotland so I don't know what healthcare is like for homeless people in the USA. I hope my advice helps in some way. Wish I could help more. ☹ Always thinking of you both and hope you are coping well Mark. Seeing Rebecca decline like this is unsettling as a viewer who cares. It must be 10 for you. Much respect.♥
@christiephillips106
@christiephillips106 Жыл бұрын
Another RN here… I agree it’s behavioural. The repetitive swearing begins when she spots Mark and looks waiting for a reaction.
@jenniferloftus2363
@jenniferloftus2363 Жыл бұрын
It's possible her feet are burned from walking on the sidewalks in LA without shoes. The temperature out there gets over 100 degrees and when there are sidewalks like that, it's very hot. She's also dragging her feet on the ground and getting cut. I think she's getting blisters from the hot sidewalks and getting cut on top of that. I think it is a combo of things. I think she's making it worse by grabbing and rubbing them all the time with dirty hands. But that one side of her foot looks blackened like it is terribly infected. It wouldn't surprise me if she also had some kind of fungus from the shoes she finds in dumpsters, too. Under the circumstances, she would be treated for free at any LA hospital that she walked into in the ER. People don't realize that, but it's illegal to turn anyone away regardless of citizenship, if they present at the ER.
@janetmiller1999
@janetmiller1999 Жыл бұрын
In a previous video, Rebecca mentioned she had walked on glass (last week) idk if it is true... but....
@sm3296
@sm3296 Жыл бұрын
I agree with what you’re saying. Rebecca’s feet are in serious condition. I saw this happen to my sons before I lost them.
@marshall3759
@marshall3759 Жыл бұрын
Mother of pearl, Rebecca cannot lose their tootsies..
@Spicy_Chip
@Spicy_Chip 4 ай бұрын
The gateway drug is trauma. A lot of these comments show that the authors of the comment section have never ever worked with homeless or known people in addiction. You do respectful, wonderful documenting of real people, in real situations, thank you Mark.
@justmyopinion2
@justmyopinion2 Жыл бұрын
Rebecca *NEEDS* to be under a court mandated conservatorship for treatment of mental illness and drug addiction. Without it, she will continue to decline or unknowingly ingest a drug that's laced with Fentanyl and she will die, that is the sad reality. Unfortunately, Rebecca is not alone in that need, the mental healthcare system is broken! I hope a miracle happens for Rebecca so she can live out her dream.
@lindseyandstuartchannel7157
@lindseyandstuartchannel7157 Жыл бұрын
People are addicted to fentanyl…. It doesn’t kill you every time u use it
@gmoneyApexTrader8
@gmoneyApexTrader8 Жыл бұрын
I guarantee you Rebecca has a high tolerance for fentanyl by now, every drug on the street has fentanyl. It’s sad to say but death seems more humane then life for her. That is suffering on a trillion watts
@timg5463
@timg5463 Жыл бұрын
In the early 1980s, during the Regan era, most states cut off funding for in-house mental health facilities. The task was pork barrelled out to local communities. In most cases that meant it went away and the streets of large cities were filled with homeless former mental health patients who formerly lived in institutions.
@justmyopinion2
@justmyopinion2 Жыл бұрын
@@timg5463, it actually started with JFK in 1963 when he signed the Community Mental Health Act in 1963 and it got worse from there. I don't think hyperlinks will post but hopefully if you copy/paste the info below it will take you to a timeline created by PBS. Did the Emptying of Mental Hospitals Contribute to Homelessness? | KQED
@magickmarck
@magickmarck Жыл бұрын
Maybe she likes getting twacked out and doing what she wants
@mommyofceos
@mommyofceos Жыл бұрын
Rebecca seeing Mark and getting excited is the reaction my lil girl has whenever I pick her up from school. Pure love. I'm glad Rebecca has Mark.
@Kerousmac
@Kerousmac Жыл бұрын
@mommyofceos 🤗💗 That's so weet (and ironic for me) that you mentioned your pick ups of your daughter as being something that obviously brings her joy because some of my most memorable moments of sheer joy, and just absolute happiness are when my Pop Pop would pick me up from school...especially if unexpectedly as a surprise . I literally remember these moments vividly, and I'm 42 now. It was just the highlight of my day seeing his face waiting for me. I hope she remembers those moments forever as well. 💕
@katehudson6490
@katehudson6490 Жыл бұрын
Awwwwww 💕 damn 😔
@katehudson6490
@katehudson6490 Жыл бұрын
I’m leaning toward both, he’s walking barefoot on Skid Row daily.@@edoherty5651
@MRSTEEL-fd7eg
@MRSTEEL-fd7eg Жыл бұрын
A moron his name is not Rebecca stop kidding yourself moron
@gracerobertson8772
@gracerobertson8772 Жыл бұрын
Neuropathy doesn't cause bleeding and swelling though
@Deshaelaine3
@Deshaelaine3 Жыл бұрын
It’s the happiness in his voice when he notices mark at the beginning of the video ❤️ I could cry
@sean_was_here
@sean_was_here 10 ай бұрын
Mark is probably the only person on the planet that would continue to try and help Rebecca with they way she acts and speaks to him.
@jgubbins8849
@jgubbins8849 Жыл бұрын
Did you notice how her eyes lit up when she saw you? You are the only person in her life who shows her unconditional love. It's comforting to know that there are people in this world like you making a difference where it matters. I applaud your work!
@tysonchris
@tysonchris Жыл бұрын
This is a man not a her
@WrappedInFoil
@WrappedInFoil Жыл бұрын
This is not a ‘her’. He deserves to be respected, if he wants to be called Rebecca, wear a dress, etc who cares. But for other ppl to participate in the delusion that this is a female is ridiculous. It is not respect, kindness, or compassion to entertain a delusion.
@greys1355
@greys1355 Жыл бұрын
Don't put a guilt trip on him.
@SammyxSweetheart.02
@SammyxSweetheart.02 Жыл бұрын
@@WrappedInFoilthis is a gay male who is also a transgender. If they want to talk and dress feminine they can freely do so as they please. Calling them how they want to be addressed IS the respectful thing to do. Noone is “forcing” you, but it is the least u can do If someone has a nickname they prefer to be called, for example, u should show them respect by addressing them by their nickname right?
@greys1355
@greys1355 Жыл бұрын
​pronouns are the least of Rebecca's worries
@ChrissieMarie19
@ChrissieMarie19 Жыл бұрын
I really hope Rebecca gets help. It would be sad to see an update on her no longer being here. Drugs really do ruin people and bring out the worst in them. I pray she finds peace and gets the help she needs before it’s too late.
@James-re1yf
@James-re1yf Жыл бұрын
He. I think sooner than later we will hear of his end He doesn't care about himself so why should we
@fianait
@fianait Жыл бұрын
​@@James-re1yfIf you don't care, why are you watching and commenting?
@wesleyAlan9179
@wesleyAlan9179 Жыл бұрын
​@@James-re1yf You don't have to if you don't want to. People care because they want to care. But you don't have to if you don't want to...
@modaciouslav4792
@modaciouslav4792 Жыл бұрын
⁠@@fianaitso since u ‘care’ so much what are u doing for him? Other than watching him for entertainment are u going to help him since u care so much?
@justins3810
@justins3810 Жыл бұрын
Its not just the drugs causing problems for this dude
@christinepadua593
@christinepadua593 Жыл бұрын
Mark, if it wasn’t for you keeping an eye on Rebecca, I honestly believe she would be dead by now. Thank you SO MUCH for investing your time, money, and energy into these people. You are beyond amazing and I love and respect you profoundly. Love, Christine
@manhours1
@manhours1 Жыл бұрын
That’s a dude bro
@PrettyFLY4aWiFi.
@PrettyFLY4aWiFi. Жыл бұрын
Yeah mark buying him wigs and dresses to prostitut himself in has really saved him.
@MissSweetieShortie
@MissSweetieShortie Жыл бұрын
You are so right
@manhours1
@manhours1 Жыл бұрын
@@MissSweetieShortie he’s obviously all fucked up in the head what makes you think him seeing himself as a woman is really not part of a bigger mental condition that has him thinking that way. At this point he just getting exploited and he won’t be around much longer as his mental health is almost gone.
@donnar9864
@donnar9864 Жыл бұрын
It's a he and he said his name is Ishmael..
@mayramontero4225
@mayramontero4225 Жыл бұрын
No shoes, phone or hotel room will help Rebecca. He urgently needs medical and psychological care. I don't know how it works in the USA, but in Italy he would be hospitalized, even without his consent, because he really is killing himself. That is not life, he will just be found dead in the sidewalk one day. It's heartbreaking to see the state he is in 😢
@chelseawebb8461
@chelseawebb8461 Жыл бұрын
The most truthful 2 minutes rebecca has given you in 5 years and hours of footage.
@DaniRudyyy
@DaniRudyyy Жыл бұрын
@johnreb3234 my guess is she’s referring to the 9:00 to 11:00 marks. When she admits meth is all she has, until she starts singing Kesha
@meag_b
@meag_b Жыл бұрын
I just want a room to jack off in. Most truthful thing
@kentuckynanasaves1903
@kentuckynanasaves1903 Жыл бұрын
Speaking of The Meth being all Rebecca has, n speaking given name n family connections 😮😢 is what I'm thinking 😉💯❗...so sad to 👀 Rebecca even worse this time 😢😲❗... So 💔 to 👀, I went thru this with family n It is like a part of me was dying with them Everyday I caught with them until 1 day , She quit n came home n now is sober 7 1/2 yrs. No 👀 back 👏💥👏❗... I'm Super Proud of Everyone to trying today n those in Recovery ❤🎉❤❗ #RecoveryHappens #HopeFaithLove #GodIsGood
@thelonemaiden
@thelonemaiden Жыл бұрын
you dont think that herhis consent to rehabilitative treatment and listing hisher life goals to the world is truthful enuf, correct?
@SincerelyJassss
@SincerelyJassss Жыл бұрын
completely agree . the first time Rebecca has ever opened up about her family & background life . I pray this is a small breakthrough ❤
@CuteCatsofIstanbul
@CuteCatsofIstanbul Жыл бұрын
Rebecca, we don't like seeing you in a mess, we don't expect Mark to save you like in a fairy tale, but we want you to save yourself. Mark and everyone else is ready to help you, but you need to want it yourself. Mark, you have so much patience, sending you both lots of strength.
@HuFlungDung77
@HuFlungDung77 Жыл бұрын
I'm pretty sure his real name is Rohan or Robert. It's too far gone the lights are on but no one's home
@HuFlungDung77
@HuFlungDung77 Жыл бұрын
How he's not in a mental facility is beyond me
@clobowie
@clobowie Жыл бұрын
Honestly mark at this point it’s just exploitative and tragic its honestly hard to watch the self destruction ..it’s literally the definition of enabling..giving her money possibly more than she gets anywhere else their so mentally At this point I’m sure he can’t even manage maintaining money for addiction .she always returns days later smeared on the pavement and in nuclear self destruct mode ..to casually say “ Rebecca the people love you “ is code for your train wreck videos make me masses of money I’m finding it hard to believe it’s purely altruistic at this point.! I have watched all Rebecca’s videos and it’s extremely hard to whiteness her now l feel very voyeuristic.l don’t think your helping any of these people as you drive around in your new car throwing money at their addiction for a story it’s like you have become another trick to them except instead of sex they sell their story ………if u want to help her get her some serious mental health care even if u have to section her ..before it’s too late ⏰
@moisturisedgnome1181
@moisturisedgnome1181 Жыл бұрын
Yeah i dont think hes gonna read this
@moisturisedgnome1181
@moisturisedgnome1181 Жыл бұрын
​@@clobowienevertheless you are watching. Call it exploitation if you want , call it enabling, but this might inspire someone to go out and help people like this. Instead of turning a blind eye to things & people in society that make you feel "uncomfortable ". This is reality
@martinhuband4773
@martinhuband4773 Жыл бұрын
In New Zealand this individual would be hospitalized under court of law, best wishes
@sallystars437
@sallystars437 Жыл бұрын
Only if they are dangerous, threatening, or suicidal. Then they can be held and court ordered.
@rollingthunder1221
@rollingthunder1221 Жыл бұрын
Yup here in America we just let them run loose and become a nusent to others.
@Anonomo-d3d
@Anonomo-d3d Жыл бұрын
In the good ole USA, people in desperate need are just ignored on the street.
@supernova7848
@supernova7848 Жыл бұрын
Here too , they would be sectioned under the mental health act !
@Picklemedia
@Picklemedia Жыл бұрын
This dude just held himself in a crunch position for 22 minutes
@XXAbbott
@XXAbbott Жыл бұрын
When this guy said he was 26 it genuinely shocked me. I just turn 26 in August and it really put into perspective how much I have my life in order and how lucky I am.
@dani5645
@dani5645 Жыл бұрын
Rebecca’s a woman.
@XXAbbott
@XXAbbott Жыл бұрын
@@dani5645 oh boy... here we go
@CS-xn6vb
@CS-xn6vb Жыл бұрын
@@dani5645😂 it’s a he
@xballsport
@xballsport Жыл бұрын
​@dani5645 people like you are why society is in such decay.
@1slogto_slo3rdgen99
@1slogto_slo3rdgen99 Жыл бұрын
@@dani5645absolutely fuckin not
@piggiesmallspodcast9102
@piggiesmallspodcast9102 Жыл бұрын
You can tell mark has a special place in his heart for Rebecca. He goes out and tried to find her to make sure she’s still alive. Mark is probably the only person who cares about her and actually tries. Unless it’s just for views, but he’s gotten her so many hotel rooms, phones, clothes, money just to have. Mark is an angel
@kanoawai
@kanoawai Жыл бұрын
He
@smack_dab
@smack_dab Жыл бұрын
That is a man
@smack_dab
@smack_dab Жыл бұрын
A man with mental health issues. Stop normalizing this. You don't have to look like him to have mental health issues
@Idolhands360
@Idolhands360 Жыл бұрын
Him
@jakstge6252
@jakstge6252 Жыл бұрын
I’ve been following Rebecca’s journey since the beginning… and it is NOT headed in a good direction. Her last video really made me step back and realize her decline. Aside from the newly-obvious hunched posture and increased psychosis… she’s much less appreciative of the help Mark is offering. I hate to say it, because I do believe she truly cares for Mark, but at this point, she is using him. She knows when she says “let’s go shopping”, Mark is going to buy her numerous clothing items, wigs, costume jewelry, etc. And that’s fine… because she deserves clean clothes just like anyone else. But what isn’t fine is these items, paid for by people here, are disposable to her. And then she asks for more and more. Clothes, phones, hotel rooms, clothes, phones, hotel rooms… it never ends. In this video, she asks for help with citizenship. And that is HUGE. She probably doesn’t understand the complexity of it… but it might just be the process she needs to get straight. This is beyond drugs at this point. She needs to be institutionalized and treated completely… and then she can work towards citizenship. It truly might be the only thing that saves her.
@RainbowNeal19805
@RainbowNeal19805 Жыл бұрын
I completely agree. I found the last video really annoying, spitting and constantly swearing and calling Mark a bitch. I know there are bigger issues but she is using Mark and to an extent, I hate to say this, but I think he is enabling her bad behaviour by giving her the things she can sell to continue the downward spiral.
@angelasupak3531
@angelasupak3531 Жыл бұрын
Im sorry to say it but I feel maybe it's time for a lil tough love from Mark.He's just using you at this point,so sad because Mark is trying to help someone who isn't willing to help themselves and do the work it takes to save themselves,so sad.
@WENCHintheTINFOILhat
@WENCHintheTINFOILhat Жыл бұрын
Dual diagnosis facility.
@tarashort5900
@tarashort5900 Жыл бұрын
I agree. It's difficult to watch. Entitled behaviour. Which before was never the case. Calling him Bitch 😢 get me this, get me that. No manners. That being said, fully understand major issues of mental health issues and drugs which could be contributing. But, honestly cringe the way she speak to him.
@the_anxious_autistic
@the_anxious_autistic 8 ай бұрын
Agreed I just realized she isn't even a citizen and her family is in Egypt. How are they suppose to get a job or anything
@Bella_Obscura
@Bella_Obscura Жыл бұрын
Wow @6:24 Rebecca just calls it exactly like it is. She realizes she’s got the power in this relationship now. She’s the money maker.
@jonnywilliamson2141
@jonnywilliamson2141 Жыл бұрын
To put yourself through this repeatedly to document such an extreme, but sadly not rare, situation is pretty heroic. People need to see how negatively childhood experiences, drugs, and social circumstance can impact people. I really do feel for Rebecca because it doesn’t take many tough life situations and ill-advised decisions before the downward pull of drugs and circumstance crush you to your lowest low. Your work has so much meaning, but please take care of yourself too. I’ll always keep watching your videos as they help me to be a better and more empathetic person. Thank you Mark.
@Handletoncity
@Handletoncity Жыл бұрын
Dude this "Rebecca" person is a narcissistic piece of dog shit. Just wanted to use mark for whatever he can get and won't think twice about him until he needs something else. These kind of people deserve their situation and 100 percent brought it on themselves I guarantee it.
@csellers4109
@csellers4109 Жыл бұрын
Dual diagnosis. Mentally ill and drugs.
@goldbluetears
@goldbluetears Жыл бұрын
Marc is neither a Saint nor an evil person praying on the weak and vulnerable. I think he is an artist and he loves what he is doing and finds purpose and satisfaction in it. Its absurd when people in the comments either want to advise him on how to deal with these people or accuse him of exploiting them. After dealing with those types of people for years I think its fair to say that he knows what he is doing.
@ratqueen3809
@ratqueen3809 Жыл бұрын
EXACTLY. Someone gets it!! Look at this photo portraits of these individuals. Obviously he gets attached but people are missing the point because people are inserting themselves in it
@Jamie.Starr1958
@Jamie.Starr1958 Жыл бұрын
@@blahblog4322 So what’s the solution? You’ve been slamming people in the comments for expressing their thoughts and feelings without offering what you feel is the correct course of action for Rebecca.
@ratqueen3809
@ratqueen3809 Жыл бұрын
they don't have one. it's easy to take the moral high ground when you can't contribute anything to the discussion@@Jamie.Starr1958
@goldbluetears
@goldbluetears Жыл бұрын
@@blahblog4322 who said anything about love?
@marezedotes
@marezedotes Жыл бұрын
Mark is documenting ppl who aren’t being documented as individuals, not just their worse trait.
@tiffanyn9106
@tiffanyn9106 Жыл бұрын
I’m surprised there aren’t more comments on how we learned more about the ‘real’ Rebecca in this ‘episode’ than any other. Rebecca is super beautiful, talented, intelligent, charismatic, and creative. But also a textbook example of how often America fails to help fellow humans - especially those battling poverty, mental health issues, addiction, discrimination, and feelings of ‘terminal uniqueness’/hopelessness. I definitely don’t have all the answers, but I’m glad Mark is trying to raise awareness and help when he can.
@CJ-tu5qv
@CJ-tu5qv Жыл бұрын
I am sorry but Rebecca is not super beautiful, talented , intelligent, charismatic, or creative . He is horrifically mentally ill & desperately needs medical help. In this video he is obscene & being horribly disrespectful to Mark. As someone stated he needs institutionalized. There is nothing Mark can give him that will help! PERIOD!
@codirennke1109
@codirennke1109 Жыл бұрын
I'm surprised to see no comments about her revealing details about her real life before. I have to admit... as someone who was abused by a sibling... and as someone who has had a very soft heart for Rebecca... that was difficult to hear. I now wonder what her younger brother would have to say. We all watch these videos and pour our love onto Rebecca and think she has so much potential and we want help for her. But the reality may be that she is her brother's abuser. How many other mentally ill addicts who have never abused another human are out there needing help just as badly. Rebecca's brother may be in a similar state. Idk. I'm processing the video and my own feelings.
@mitchweber7868
@mitchweber7868 Жыл бұрын
Wait this is the first time she's revealed anything about her family isn't it?! Finally after like two years of watching these videos???
@lindasulpacio5737
@lindasulpacio5737 Жыл бұрын
I feel so sorry for Rebecca. Our government has discriminated against people in poverty, homeless, mental illness, elderly, Black people and Brown and Asian, people coming to U.S. from poor countries. The most wealthy country with no compassion. I hate it, the system that only takes care of the rich.
@mitchweber7868
@mitchweber7868 Жыл бұрын
@@JM-nd9zf Ya woah, wait a second this is a perfect example because it's a real person, what is the government supposed to do to get this girl off drugs??
@babalanca
@babalanca Жыл бұрын
Ok watching with 0.75 speed to understand what she is saying. Troubled genious soul. Beyond helpable......
@Jdfrye85
@Jdfrye85 Жыл бұрын
Mark, the world is truly a better place because of people like you. Thank you.
@kdeloris2225
@kdeloris2225 Жыл бұрын
I love your comment. That's such a beautiful thing to say about someone💝
@alexbellington9243
@alexbellington9243 Жыл бұрын
​@Broskisnowskioh there's been change..deterioration.
@roland1912
@roland1912 Жыл бұрын
@@edoherty5651 "Rebecca" has foot pain because there's fucking GLASS in his goddamn feet. A vitamin supplement isn't going to fix GLASS in his feet. And those blackened, receding toenails? That's partly dirt, and mostly an infection of some kind, possibly gout. Vitamin B1 isn't going to fix that lol, Jesus fucking christ.
@13thbiosphere
@13thbiosphere Жыл бұрын
Rebecca is probably doomed only way to save her to go into a remote country Village... If you're surrounded by trash will become trash@@edoherty5651
@col.cottonhill6655
@col.cottonhill6655 Жыл бұрын
@Broskisnowski lol he's not trying to help anyone but himself. Not that there's anything wrong with trying to focus on your career. But he uses "Rebecca" (or whatever that poor young man's name really is) as content and he makes really good money. So thanks Rebecca thanks for letting Mark use you for his content so he can pay of the mortgage on his mansion in Pacific Palisades. He'll buy Rebecca a hotel and give her money for a teener of meth.
@robin-76
@robin-76 Жыл бұрын
Rebecca is so funny, quick, smart, and witty. I can't imagine what she'd achieve with a different life.
@tamzenkarma
@tamzenkarma Жыл бұрын
????? He Definitely a he What ever he thinks He's definitely a mentally insane ♂️ man
@pamelapoulos5019
@pamelapoulos5019 Жыл бұрын
Really?
@rally2444
@rally2444 Жыл бұрын
Why not with this life he already has.
@SupaSaiyanGoku
@SupaSaiyanGoku Жыл бұрын
As long people continue to feed his pronoun delusions and drug addiction, he will have a hard time turning his life around
@Handletoncity
@Handletoncity Жыл бұрын
He is not a fucking woman.
@ChrisDeRoseTech
@ChrisDeRoseTech Жыл бұрын
I love the Rebecca episodes. Whenever I see a new one is available - instant play.
@yeet9779
@yeet9779 Жыл бұрын
It would be super interesting if someone from Rebecca’s family came forward so we could learn about her childhood and how she wound up on Skid Row!
@parisa5014
@parisa5014 Жыл бұрын
Definitely. I want this too
@Iloveyoujosh-r9f
@Iloveyoujosh-r9f 11 ай бұрын
Her family do not care. I'm almost there.
@Sharkhunt947
@Sharkhunt947 11 ай бұрын
Mark should definitely try to reach Rebecca’s family and goto Egypt so we can see the beginning of Rebecca’s life to where she is now., including many photos of the past
@IAmRedherrings
@IAmRedherrings 11 ай бұрын
how do you think a pre-op transexual woman would get treated in egypt...?
@Piecesoftheshadow
@Piecesoftheshadow 11 ай бұрын
She’s transgender and is attracted to men. Doesn’t take much of an imagination to imagine. Wasn’t good, that’s what I can tell you.
@neffari6425
@neffari6425 Жыл бұрын
I feel horrible for Rebecca but I feel horrible for you too, Mark. I relate to you; you want to help so badly but they make it basically impossible. If mental illness is involved, there’s not much you can do. I’m so sorry. My heart goes out to you & I hope Rebecca can get the help she desperately needs.
@webbotubes
@webbotubes Жыл бұрын
It's also hard to get to the real mental illness when somebody is using this level of substances. The series of vids show this
@rhondacosta160
@rhondacosta160 Жыл бұрын
100% mental illness
@Idolhands360
@Idolhands360 Жыл бұрын
He
@neffari6425
@neffari6425 Жыл бұрын
@@Idolhands360 I respect people’s pronouns, period. It’s basic respect. 😊 idc about the rest. It’s free & effortless to be kind to people.
@Idolhands360
@Idolhands360 Жыл бұрын
@@neffari6425 How exactly are you being kind to him by accepting his delusion? If I say I'm a king are you going to call me your highness? Actually, I am a king, and any future responses to me will be started with "your highness" or I will call you a bigot.
@furandgoldful
@furandgoldful Жыл бұрын
The urgency that Rebecca asks for things is exactly like my 13 year old. Hilarious, manic, childlike and adult all at the same time.
@EmEm78
@EmEm78 Жыл бұрын
I'm not seeing the humour in this situation.
@web3wizard381
@web3wizard381 Жыл бұрын
@@EmEm78 its sad that there's a parent with this amount of lack of empathy.
@Bootchair
@Bootchair Жыл бұрын
@@EmEm782:36 ?
@desserttree
@desserttree Жыл бұрын
Yes mine is 14 lol I get it
@awadventures6230
@awadventures6230 Жыл бұрын
So your kid is homeless and on drugs too?
@Allie2525
@Allie2525 Жыл бұрын
This is so much more than drugs. As a psych RN, I see this all the time. Meds stabilize it, then the work can be done. Trying to reason with her now is never going to work. I’m so sad to see that Rebecca isn’t getting mental health help. Without citizenship and insurance it is very difficult.
@dairoe7226
@dairoe7226 Жыл бұрын
Those meds is like walking through hell…when placed on it so suddenly…….it’s a wing on situation…at least make sure that the person of interest isnot suicidal nor homicidal before feeding the that person that mysterious drug…..what may look as if it works for one …do not necessarily means that it will work for all …..individuals…….meds have side effects that goes deeper than vomit……bodywise weight changes.. mood swings…those meds cause…irregularities in eating sleeping and communicating…and not always the best first choice..…and as someone in the practice of giving advice..it’s common sense..to provide a seat 💺 and let others speak for one self for change ….by listening to his needs…….the start of at least breaking the ice.before..acting like you are his master and he don’t have a say…that medication takes an Individual through a whole different direction then what you can imagine…..if sue ain’t suicidal she will be..if Paul ain’t always angry..he will be….if …Sharonda….is up all day… and after taking the meds ….she will be tired and really not eating properly in a timely healthy manner…..spending most of her time ….sleeping missing ….out on living life………so the point is… medication 💊 isnot always the answer ….shoving mystery pills on him…that’s just like saying…shoot first and let’s see if his body can handle the surgery,..that’s just like using someone one as personal research…and taking risks and chances that you don’t have to have life with on-a daily basis...that’s called playing roulette with someone else life……and that is wrong and illegal and unjust…and not a friendly example ..
@President_NotSure
@President_NotSure Жыл бұрын
as a patient you've helped nobody everyone and i mean everyone just says whatever they have to to get out of there
@Deeryluu
@Deeryluu Жыл бұрын
I can’t believe how much love I have for Rebecca. A star far too bright and delicate for this world. I wish so desperately for her recovery and peace.
@cindysullivan5297
@cindysullivan5297 Жыл бұрын
A Star??? What has he done for himself or society?
@shadowwolf9503
@shadowwolf9503 Жыл бұрын
He gives me a fkn headache.
@minemystic8701
@minemystic8701 Жыл бұрын
@@cindysullivan5297 Being funny 💀
@mollyram2997
@mollyram2997 Жыл бұрын
@Dulce.1611
@Dulce.1611 Жыл бұрын
@@cindysullivan5297this no moment to make sarcastic bitch ass comments, if you had empathy you would understand that she speaks of his inner-light, and even he hasn’t accomplished anything, the ability of makin other people empathetic and smile is something that he has and you totally lack 🤫🤫🤫
@Katsdontcare
@Katsdontcare Жыл бұрын
Rebecca has become very “entitled” lately. It’s time for tough love Mark. ❤️
@Lonesome__Dove
@Lonesome__Dove Жыл бұрын
Facts
@staceyruiz8724
@staceyruiz8724 Жыл бұрын
Just child like. Naughty and mischievous.
@juliafisher1402
@juliafisher1402 Жыл бұрын
Thank you Mark! You are highlighting the underlying issues, the root causes for these individuals downfalls and downward spirals. I wish so bad there was more help out there. Thank you for advocating for the unheard and disregarded. Blessings to you and your family
@eddiepriceless5879
@eddiepriceless5879 Жыл бұрын
It's very easy for us to keep thinking and talking about people helping pr coming to our rescue, when it's our choices that gets us jammmed up...our upbringing, trauma are not meant to turn us into self sabotaging monsters, but to learn from it and become better people...The world isn't gon get better, people have to get better to stay aloat in a world that's spilling...eveb the government are humans and have got their own minds screwed to some degree, just the way they serve the public...they've got their personal battles and demons they fighting...The only one that can be saved from drowning is the one sticking out their hands ro be pulled out.
@scorpioking36
@scorpioking36 Жыл бұрын
​@@eddiepriceless5879wow. I would love to live in your world.....
@jennross6466
@jennross6466 Жыл бұрын
What are you babbling about? THERE IS HELP out there for addicts but they don't WANT help. When you have a person, a patsy like Mark, "his" addicts will stay addicted because he gives them what they NEED and WANT: drugs/money. But in general junkies stay addicted. The more a person does drugs, heavy drugs, the more their brain chemistry changes, their brain becomes reliant on substance, their brain only knows drugs and that's it.
@lindaloevendie5461
@lindaloevendie5461 Жыл бұрын
😢please take Rebecca somewhere safe To be taken care of xxx Its beyond just interviews now 😮😢🥺💔
@Cheese_crackers
@Cheese_crackers Жыл бұрын
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@rhondahall3570
@rhondahall3570 Жыл бұрын
Mark, you have the patience of a saint! You have been helping Rebecca for years! In my opinion, she knows how to pull your heart strings! Keep doing great things Mark! ❤️
@KualaLumpurMalaysia-le4yk
@KualaLumpurMalaysia-le4yk Жыл бұрын
I have so much respect for Mark.
@ellefont3813
@ellefont3813 Жыл бұрын
Keep going great things but not for Rebecca. It’s a lost cause.
@craigr7151
@craigr7151 Жыл бұрын
Mark also is making lots of money by filming rebecca. It's not just the kindness of his heart. What help has Marc provided? A hotel for a couple nights? some food? some clothes? lets be real here
@KualaLumpurMalaysia-le4yk
@KualaLumpurMalaysia-le4yk Жыл бұрын
@craigr7151 Define a lot of money, please. How much exactly has Mark made from Rebecca? I thought there were thousands of interviews that contributed to this channels success.
@kimg7453
@kimg7453 Жыл бұрын
​@@jacobus57I totally agree. Something creepy about mark. Like he gets off on doing this
@elizabethpeterson858
@elizabethpeterson858 8 ай бұрын
At this point, it appears as though these two are using each other. It really is an unhealthy relationship, in my opinion. As a recovering alcoholic, WANTING to get help was mandatory.
@doreencunningham3160
@doreencunningham3160 Жыл бұрын
I’m still believing Rebecca may be saved. I’m not giving up hope. I’ll keep watching in hopes to someday see Rebecca heading in a better direction in life. Thank you Mark for what you do. Your incredible in so many ways!!
@RittenhousesRifle
@RittenhousesRifle Жыл бұрын
Unfortunately I think Rebecca may be too far gone. It’s not an absolute. I suppose anything is possible. But this person IMHO just seems too far gone and I’m not sure any help will be able to save this person…
@YUNGMAGIK333
@YUNGMAGIK333 Жыл бұрын
Too far gone...
@deannamack2199
@deannamack2199 Жыл бұрын
This is too heartbreaking to watch Rebecca continue to spiral downward. I can't watch her. Tremendous respect for you, Mark, for continuing to help Rebecca.
@Idolhands360
@Idolhands360 Жыл бұрын
Him
@kimmer0015
@kimmer0015 Жыл бұрын
Mark, you have gone above and beyond to help. I feel Rebecca is the only one that needs to be held responsible from this point on. You cannot help people that truly don’t want to accept help. I feel Rebecca is taking advantage of your kindness, and that infuriates me to no end. God bless you Mark…you have tried.
@marywilliams1859
@marywilliams1859 Жыл бұрын
I totally agree with you! Rebecca is running, Mark!
@peedeegt
@peedeegt Жыл бұрын
Agreed.
@veronicaBolanos-mc4fc
@veronicaBolanos-mc4fc Жыл бұрын
I don't think Rebecca is taking advantage of Mark. She ( preference) is truly sick. Not responsible for actions or behaviors.
@marywilliams1859
@marywilliams1859 Жыл бұрын
@veronicaBolanos-mc4fc I'm not saying that there isn't something mentally wrong, but he's very manipulating and knows how to run Mark as needed!
@ChannellRajal
@ChannellRajal 3 ай бұрын
Through all of these videos, her balance on the stool is amazing!
@sarazah3897
@sarazah3897 Жыл бұрын
As much as I love seeing Rebecca and having these regular updates, I can't help but feel like at this point Rebecca is using you and being enabled a bit too much by you Mark. Not that your intention is to be an enabler, but Rebecca knows that she can just sit and wait for you and you will help her with her feet or go buy a new dress or a wig, or food. It's mentioned by Rebecca in the beginning that this is rock bottom but it doesn't seem to be rock bottom enough. I was so hopeful at the end of the last video that she would get some type of real help and am sad to see her yet again wailing over the pain in her feet. Please Mark, for Rebecca's sake, don't buy her anything anymore, don't pay her to do these videos. The only way someone with this severe of an addiction will finally do something about it is if they're forced to, which I know you already know. I think it's an uncomfortable truth that the way to help most of the people on the street who are capable of being helped is by abandoning them and allowing them to either get help or let their addictions take them. This is coming from my experience of 5+ years in the industry. It may feel good to bring them food and think we're helping them but we're not. They know they can just sit on the street and someone will drive by with a bite to eat or supplies. Unfortunately to truly save the small percentage that can still be saved, we have to stop helping them and put them in the position that they have to choose to help themselves or die.
@ChloeFowler-tt4xf
@ChloeFowler-tt4xf Жыл бұрын
AMEN
@thematriarchy2075
@thematriarchy2075 Жыл бұрын
Mental illness is what you didn't mention in your comment, and i think that's a big part of the problem here. Why would Mark leave Rebecca be, when it is clear that she suffers from a mental illness? Rebecca has said she has a mental illness, so how to just let her figure it out for herself?
@TylerPlace69x2
@TylerPlace69x2 Жыл бұрын
I enabled my brother in law. Had him in a whole new wardrobe, cell phone and a roof over his head and he just took advantage and stole is now in prison for 6yrs.
@sarazah3897
@sarazah3897 Жыл бұрын
@@thematriarchy2075 I considered mentioning mental health, but that’s on a case by case basis. And yes, absolutely anyone suffering from schizophrenia, or any other mental disorder needs help. However, our laws have made it such that we can’t force those people to get help either. Again, my comment goes to say that everyone wants to save everyone. But in reality we can only save a small percentage of the people who are on the street right now. Do you actually think Rebecca is ever going to be able to hold down a job? Do you think Rebecca is ever going to be able to live on her own, bathe herself, feed herself, pay bills on time? The sad reality is most likely not. The same is unfortunately true for the vast majority of people on skid row and everywhere else in the country who have been allowed to sit on the streets for years and melt their brains with drugs. There is no going back for those people. There is no happy ending for someone who has spent the last 15 years living in a tent, high on fentanyl. I often hear people say that the homeless just need housing and if we gave them a place to live they would be fine. I think Rebecca shows that that isn’t true. Mark has several times given her temporary housing and she squanders it repeatedly. When I worked in a homeless shelter, we had people who had to choose between drugs and their children. I’ll never forget the day I came into work, and one of the mothers living in the shelter OD’d. She left her two young daughters completely by themselves, they had no father figure to speak of. She knew what would happen to her children if she continued to use drugs, she didn’t care. Now those little girls have to live the rest of their lives knowing their mom chose another hit over being there for them. Drug addicts are not evil, and some can be helped if they want to be. Laws need to be reformed to allow the courts to intervene on a mentally ill person’s behalf when they aren’t able to do so themselves. We won’t fix homelessness and drug addiction by supplying them with food and clean needles.
@normn2915
@normn2915 Жыл бұрын
And neither your long paragraphs help homeless people with mental illness. Atleast Mark is feeding him/her taking care of them.. what have you done beside judging someone else?
@r7kelley553
@r7kelley553 Жыл бұрын
I have seen every single video of Rebecca and I learned more about them in this one than all the other ones put together.
@leej-wp9ft
@leej-wp9ft Жыл бұрын
Mark, I can hear in your voice you're tired - Nobody would blame you. In the UK, Rebecca would be sectioned and taken to a safe place to recover free of charge whether she wanted to go or not. It's a shame it isn't the same in the US - she is so vulnerable and beyond help.
@waitaminute2015
@waitaminute2015 Жыл бұрын
This is the problem. She's not capable of deciding things for herself, but since she's an adult and hasn't committed a crime, nothing will be done for her. Maybe mark needs to talk to a lawyer and find a creative way to get her committed to a hospital. This is way past hoping she tries a rehab for drugs.
@rageintothelight
@rageintothelight Жыл бұрын
She can be 5150ed which is a law in California for adults that are not capable of taking care of themselves and are a harm to themselves
@waitaminute2015
@waitaminute2015 Жыл бұрын
@@rageintothelight ok. Who decides that and how does it happen?
@snicker576
@snicker576 Жыл бұрын
​@@waitaminute2015Hasn't commited a crime? Uuuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
@psycherevivedby
@psycherevivedby 4 ай бұрын
Nothing would happen if rebecca was in the UK. The UK doesn’t care about homeless people anymore than the US does
@KiddoWiddo87
@KiddoWiddo87 Жыл бұрын
His lucid moments are mind blowing. Like he detaches from reality then reattaches and says something so direct and profound. 😮
@syndrodome
@syndrodome Жыл бұрын
Any time stamps?
@mac2312
@mac2312 Жыл бұрын
@@syndrodome 8:20 was a good moment
@syndrodome
@syndrodome Жыл бұрын
@@carolynwhitney5268 are you actually sorry or did you just jump at an opprotunity to hate? (rhetorical question)
@freebee8221
@freebee8221 Жыл бұрын
When somebody talks a mile a minute they are gonna say something that makes sense any now and then. Its the same thing as broken clock is right twice a day.
@syndrodome
@syndrodome Жыл бұрын
nice way to discredit her lol@@freebee8221
@noneyabidness196
@noneyabidness196 Жыл бұрын
This dude is off his rockers and need’s more help then mark can provide. Based on this interview he’s become entitled to marks help and not greatful.
@HeroInTheSun
@HeroInTheSun Жыл бұрын
Rockers 😊
@Xyz46786
@Xyz46786 Жыл бұрын
Agreed
@proud2banurse
@proud2banurse Жыл бұрын
“Drugs are all I have in life” that statement is so profound.
@ahearttoascend
@ahearttoascend Жыл бұрын
I am so disheartened at the fact so many mental facilities have been closed in this nation. Instead of investing into hiring qualified ppl that want to work in this field and with nobody creating programs or housing facilities that can change lives, they close them and leave beautiful people like Rebecca out here without adequate support. My heart goes out to you Rebecca. I pray you pull through eventhough I know the reality. 🥺💔
@feralLove
@feralLove Жыл бұрын
Jails are now mental health facilities and jails are just band-aid solutions that do not address the root cause, being our capitalist system and its part in all this.
@codyco3199
@codyco3199 Жыл бұрын
I agree. Illegals immigrants are more important in our country. Homeless mental ill people are the last priority.
@tthappyrock368
@tthappyrock368 Жыл бұрын
No one dreams of living life on the street or the places drug use will take a person or the trauma that may make drug use dull the pain of trauma or symptoms of mental illness. Rebecca undoubtedly has known great emotional pain. Mark's thumbnail of her captures the inner torment she experiences. Thank for valuing her and trying to help her even though she's not been in a state to utilize that help to improve her life. Some of the most important acts in life are those which don't appear to have a return and affect people we don't even meet. Thank you, Mark, for seeing Rebecca's humanity. I pray that she will turn her life around and that we'll get to celebrate her victories over what lead her to where she is now!
@RocketGloves
@RocketGloves Жыл бұрын
Rebecca used to be my favorite SWU “character” but it’s getting harder and harder to watch their videos. The anger and abuse they spew constantly now are unbearable. Watching and listening to the way they treat you so horribly is incredibly hard to stomach. You’ve done so much to help them and they just seem to take it for granted & demand more & more. Rebecca needs a lot of serious help before they can even be in a clear enough mind to know what they actually want out of life. It’s so heartbreaking. They have so much potential but when it gets like this it’s hard to know whether the drugs are exasperating the mental health and if getting clean would even help. It’s hard to know unless or until there’s an extensive period of sobriety, which seems impossible. 💔 Rebecca you’re breaking our fucking hearts!!! PLEASE accept help 🙏🏼
@CherButcher1120
@CherButcher1120 Жыл бұрын
She* Not their*
@annegant1517
@annegant1517 Жыл бұрын
I whole-heartedly agree. Rebecca was the reason I started watching Soft White Underbelly. Initially I viewed "her" as gentle, highly intelligent, creative, and full of potential. My friends and I donated generously and wanted nothing more than to see Rebecca succeed. Drugs or not, this aspect of Rebecca's character is vile. I hate hearing her call Mark names and am repulsed by how condescending and entitled "she" is. Intensive psychiatric treatment combined with long-term drug rehabilitation would be the greatest update.
@kole0429
@kole0429 Жыл бұрын
Rebecca is a she.
@noahandmick9646
@noahandmick9646 Жыл бұрын
For real it’s getting old w her make some kind of progress at least
@Kay_Watermelon
@Kay_Watermelon Жыл бұрын
I agree. It's gotten to the point where I'm not sure why people watch someone's decline for entertainment. We watch hoping someone will start to self reflect and climb out of the hole. We watched accepting that she wont change, but now, I just can't anymore. It's the same shit over and over. The ungratefulness is what has officially turned me away. Changing is a responsibility lots of people just don't want.
@TheologicalDissident
@TheologicalDissident Жыл бұрын
My guess is that, one day Mark, you're going to get completely fed up of doing this over and over and over for this person. When that day comes, and when you drive by and decide not to help, it's really going to hurt. It'll eat you up. You're going to feel like you've abandoned someone. But the truth is, you're wasting time and resources on someone who clearly wants nothing from you but what you can give to feed their addictions. There are so many others out there that you probably CAN save, with similar efforts. The ones that aren't too far gone yet. This person is too far gone. You're like a medic in the battlefield, and while there are others injured that could make it, this person's wounds are clearly incurable at this point. It's okay to move on. You did all that you, or anyone, could.
@jodyhadley3557
@jodyhadley3557 Жыл бұрын
You are awesome mark. So very patient. I hope and pray Rebecca gets the help she needs
@minamatos2935
@minamatos2935 Жыл бұрын
I couldn’t watch anymore. This breaks my heart!!!
@jujumulligan43
@jujumulligan43 4 ай бұрын
Same here at a few minutes in.
@loveyoutopieces1779
@loveyoutopieces1779 Жыл бұрын
As long as Rebecca is being handed everything and being bought whatever she wants she will never change. Why would she...when she has her cake and can eat it to. Over and over and over and over again. She has no desire to change.
@SauerCherries
@SauerCherries Жыл бұрын
The amount of honesty and transparency from Rebecca in this one has me flabbergasted.
@chriskyle9713
@chriskyle9713 Жыл бұрын
​@blahblog4322 haha truth. This person is an annoying feind, I've met them. Not a nice, fun and downtrodden person.
@CS-xn6vb
@CS-xn6vb Жыл бұрын
@@chriskyle9713tired of seeing mark uploading this clown: he obviously doesn’t want to change
@Gypsy-lq1xh
@Gypsy-lq1xh Жыл бұрын
@@CS-xn6vb I don’t think he is capable of making that decision… like a person that is so plastered isn’t capable of consenting to sex…. He needs a guardian…. Until he actually is capable of thinking for himself….
@JShawnPaul
@JShawnPaul Жыл бұрын
@@CS-xn6vb yes exactly and he’s wasting all of his money on a lost cause. This just shows you how much Mark has if he can take care of someone that appreciates picking his feet. He just wants water, math I don’t even know, but it gets views, and puts bags in Mark’s bank account.
@4417t
@4417t Жыл бұрын
This individual has never opened up like this ever. The fact Rebecca gave her real name and asked for a citizenship is literally a TRUE cry for help from someone who knows they can't even help themselves. Rebecca is near the end but wants to keep living, Ismail Seoudi is crying for help. If only we would all just stop commenting, Mark organize a meet up for people in the LA area, and force Rebecca into an institution in a cell, detoxing and being fed. Get this person at a bare minimum of humanity otherwise with this type of honesty in this video I fear the end is near.
@six1one74
@six1one74 Жыл бұрын
When did she start acting so entitled to Mark's help? 🥺 I LOVE Rebecca. Every time her videos come up, i have to know how shes doing and omg. The decline..... Its heartbreaking. With meds and a sober life, she could SOAR. Ohhhh, how we would love to see it happen! Mark, your patience and kindness is unmatched. Dont give up. ❤️
@Just.A.T-Rex
@Just.A.T-Rex Жыл бұрын
Doubtful
@nicksterp2805
@nicksterp2805 Жыл бұрын
She does very bratty
@nicksterp2805
@nicksterp2805 Жыл бұрын
It's good mark is setting some firm boundaries
@hpswagcraft
@hpswagcraft Жыл бұрын
she's talking like that because she's peaking on meth, lol. she's just being a dick because it makes you act like a dick. source: am a dick
@sarahmalan8946
@sarahmalan8946 Жыл бұрын
I honestly feel that Mark should STOP filming Rebecca at this point. This is because we all now know what her problem is and what she is like. Rebecca has now become a SPECTACLE subject to click bait. Mark can certainly keep up with Rebecca and continue to try to help her as much as possible. In the meantime, Mark should also contact the EGYPTIAN EMBASSY or CONSULATE in L.A. Now that we know that Rebecca's birth name is ISMAIL SEOUDI who was born in CAIRO, EGYPT. The Embassy/Consulate will try to help Mark track down Rebecca's parents.
@the_anxious_autistic
@the_anxious_autistic 8 ай бұрын
100% agree
@mia_f
@mia_f 8 ай бұрын
100%
@QuinnieMae
@QuinnieMae 7 ай бұрын
They will not help him. He would likely be particularly _wounded_ for his sexual preferences. He has better options with Mark.
@LaLagunz187
@LaLagunz187 6 ай бұрын
but how do we know Mark hasnt tried?
@ukmedicfrcs
@ukmedicfrcs 5 ай бұрын
Are you kidding? Egypt has some of the most severe punishments for this type of behaviour. Rebecca's parents would most likely not want to be contacted.
@cathyjune5615
@cathyjune5615 Жыл бұрын
I remember an interview from a couple years ago, Mark asked Rebecca what her greatest fear was and she replied saying it was physical pain. It’s honestly unfortunate and disheartening that physical pain has taken over her everyday life!
@hopejones1139
@hopejones1139 Жыл бұрын
That's so sad. God bless him.
@Jesstruction1
@Jesstruction1 Жыл бұрын
*his
@danielleseymour3505
@danielleseymour3505 Жыл бұрын
@@documentaryno.1802 huh?
@LP-fz5xm
@LP-fz5xm Жыл бұрын
@@documentaryno.1802Perhaps he purposely tortures himself due to shame and guilt for doing that to his younger brother.
@vickis3589
@vickis3589 Жыл бұрын
@@documentaryno.1802 how do you know she abused her brother? I seem to remember a video where she indicated there were inappropriate 'situations' with the brother, but we don't know the details of who abused who. She mentioned the mother was abusive so it's possible she forced situations. We just don't know for sure.
@narissaclavele3760
@narissaclavele3760 Жыл бұрын
I feel like this is the first time Rebecca has truthfully spoken about her family and a small portion of her childhood. I so hope you can find them Mark, this often feels like watching Amanda all over again and I can see how invested you are but I can also see how draining it is becoming. In shaa allah you continue and find a way out of this life for Rebecca aka Ismail. Although I'm in the UK, I'm a consistent fan and happy to help where I can!
@Idolhands360
@Idolhands360 Жыл бұрын
His
@milfsloverr
@milfsloverr Жыл бұрын
@@Idolhands360 shut up weirdo
@shankaroont4959
@shankaroont4959 Жыл бұрын
You as a Muslim are referring a he to she. Don’t contribute to illness 😅
@lovelyandfloppy
@lovelyandfloppy Жыл бұрын
That's a man. Stop with the she insanity. Don't affirm his delusion.
@lilnuggetheadd
@lilnuggetheadd Жыл бұрын
I have so much empathy for Mark. You can hear it in his voice. This is hearing his heart. I fear we will see Rebecca die soon. 😢
@kdeloris2225
@kdeloris2225 Жыл бұрын
Oh, my God. I was thinking that too, but I didn't want to say it.
@OFFICIALLUSH
@OFFICIALLUSH Жыл бұрын
I get energetically drained just watching Rebecca through my phone sometimes. I can’t imagine how draining it is for you in person Mark. You are strong for doing this. Being compassionate to someone so deep into drugs (and possibly drug induced psychosis) is so difficult. I did it with my best friend who reminds me so much of Rebecca. An opinionated, music infatuated fashionista who was hooked on meth just like Rebecca is. He used to call me and tell me cameras were installed in his lightbulbs and that people were following him all the time. It was SO hard, but I didn’t give up on him. Today, my best friend is 5 years clean from meth now, living abroad in his own place and doing amazing. If he can do it, our friend Rebecca can too. She’s not “too far gone” as a lot of people are claiming here. My friend was just as deep into drugs and just as out of his mind and he completely turned his life around in one year. There’s absolutely hope for Rebecca.
@ashleyb119
@ashleyb119 Жыл бұрын
That's true there's always hope that he can change...I don't know how mark does it...I would get too frustrated with him... especially how he keeps yelling and then calling him a bitch and other names...I know it's the drugs...but I would only be able to take so much disrespect...I would love to see how he is all cleaned up, sober and healthy looking..I bet he'd look really nice all cleaned up and in his right state of mind and if he has a mental Illness, on the right meds and happy... there's somebody out there related to him that love him... not just Mark
@lynnkalles2055
@lynnkalles2055 Жыл бұрын
I feel so bad for both Rebecca and Mark. Sadly, I doubt our Rebecca will live much longer if she doesn't change her entire lifestyle.. the damage caused from drugs is probably permanent. 😢😢
@rhondacosta160
@rhondacosta160 Жыл бұрын
true story. I always get excited when I see a Rebecca clip but can barely make it to the end cause i'm wiped out.
@WZech-ly8dm
@WZech-ly8dm Жыл бұрын
How did your friend get clean and sober? That's so encouraging to hear!
@OFFICIALLUSH
@OFFICIALLUSH Жыл бұрын
@@WZech-ly8dm He got clean because he lost everything and then almost lost his life being around the wrong people, enabling his addiction. He decided to secretly move into his mothers and taper off of meth and started leaning in more towards marijuana as maintenance (not substitution) for the anxiety that has always riddled him his whole life from past traumas. As he tapered off meth, he spent an entire year in solitude at his mothers house to reflect and get his brain close to where it used to be with lots of therapy and meetings. After that year, he wanted to start testing the waters and living his new life as a sober person. And he did! It was an emotional roller coaster ride because you’re in the middle of the crazy life you have been living and the life you actually want to have. But If you are mentally ready for the jump, with lots of love and a good support system, anything is possible. But I think even without all the extras, having the WILL to do it is more powerful than anything else. It takes more than a few months, as it is an entire life change. But it is absolutely possible for anyone with the determination to do it.
@Glitteryflaps
@Glitteryflaps Жыл бұрын
This is the result of severe child abuse. Rebecca seems to admit it here and there in her interviews. She mentions she was sexually abused but will be seen avoiding and changing the subject swiftly or all of a sudden covering up her story once she’s accidentally let it out. She has very clearly got mental health issues brought on from trauma. The drugs and absolutely no support for her mental health has absolutely sent her brain in a state of delusion and psychosis regularly. She would still have bits of her left and that’s seen in some interviews where she’s a few days sober. Glimpses of who she truly is does become evident in parts of her personalities. Even though she changes personalities she still shows some bits of her true self. I’m sad for Rebecca.. who ever is responsible for her trauma is the devil themselves. If someone in her family loved her and cared about her she wouldn’t be on the streets barely living like a functioning human in society. This is someone long gone. I really hope she’s okay. I know that Rebecca would appreciate people using her appropriate pronouns and seeing her as the woman she is. I just wish she knew how handsome she was as a male as well. Someone or some people have completely destroyed this angels life. Child abuse is horrible and I’d bet my limbs that most people on skid row have had a horrific child hood.
@Glitteryflaps
@Glitteryflaps Жыл бұрын
Rebecca if you do read the comments when you have a phone, please know that the world loves you and wants to see you do great in life. You have a life once you give this life style up. You have your own Rebecca fan club that extends to multiple countries. You are most definitely destined for a life of fame and being the queen you are. You would be the worlds most successful and inspirational story if you got clean and changed your life. Mark has set you up for life gaining you lots of attention online. He is talking a lot of sense when he says make a KZbin channel and document your life. Do video blogs. Your life will be fulfilled.
@jooliagoolia9959
@jooliagoolia9959 Жыл бұрын
Yes! I've been saying that hat exact thing in so many of Rebecca's videos. It was her mom sadly. Rebecca mentioned a couple of times being adopted so not sure it it's true. Her dad was completely absent yet rich and I think that triggered the mothers rage and with them bring alone she got to really mentally and physically torture Rebecca for being a man. Rebecca only really emotionally crumbles even though only for a moment here and there, but it's the deep emotional pain that cannot be touched... And the mom must have been obsessed with fashion. All of Rebecca's references are spot on. May she find peace in her next life. Rebecca knowing Mark has cared and been there for her all these years means more than others realize. I soo support Mark and understand he is one man doing his part to expose and it's up to us to implement change. 🌈 💜 🌈
@Glitteryflaps
@Glitteryflaps Жыл бұрын
@@jooliagoolia9959 brilliantly written. Bless 💜
@firehorse66100
@firehorse66100 Жыл бұрын
yawn. Abuse happens to alot of us, (me), My Mom was killed and I and my brothers were not loved but we all don't go around acting like an idiot. Some of us work hard and have jobs, earn money and don't piss in the street. Not all of us have someone, with a big crush on us to pay for stuff for us. Get your adult pants on and make a go of your life, its down to You to make a difference in your own life. Stop having a pity party cos it is getting frickin boring
@jooliagoolia9959
@jooliagoolia9959 Жыл бұрын
@@firehorse66100 What a great response. It's perfect to show how different people respond to their different kinds and combinations of abuse. Our home had abandonment and isolation and abuse mentally and physically . My mother is a histrionic malignant narcissist. She was a pedophile of boys, impressive alcoholic and severely abused us daily mentally and physically. She also did everything in her power to destroy me because she considered me the competition as I was the only girl and most vulnerable and I wouldn't back up her lies. It's been 28 years no contact with her. Two kinds of responses come from emotional needs of children not being met. Empath and narcissist. Both are trauma responses. Narcissist brain comes from as a child realizing their needs will not be met so they self rely only. This response is to make it so no one can hurt them again like that and it keeps them feeling safe. Empath sees needs being not met and fills the need to attempt to calm the waters possibly at any cost . They end up over helpful to others and continue to neglect themselves. There are of course variations and only a casual braid explanation. 🌈 💜 🌈
@elizabethl169
@elizabethl169 Жыл бұрын
Rebecca cracks me up with her wit and humor, even though she's high as a kite. I sincerely hope Rebecca can get on the road to recovery because it would be such a shame if not. Rebecca truly has a lot to offer the world.
@manhours1
@manhours1 Жыл бұрын
It’s not a she. Rebecca is a man. Way to add to his misery by playing along with his mental struggles.
@slorinda
@slorinda Жыл бұрын
@@manhours1being trans is the least of her problems
@manhours1
@manhours1 Жыл бұрын
@@slorinda HER????!!!
@slorinda
@slorinda Жыл бұрын
@@manhours1 correct
@milfsloverr
@milfsloverr Жыл бұрын
@@manhours1 ur so weird bro
@joanlynch8285
@joanlynch8285 Жыл бұрын
I was on the bus (the 10) today riding along Melrose when Rebecca attempted to get on. Sadly she was so high and distraught to the point that the driver refused to let her on. Wanted to jump out and give her a hug, but unfortunately she needs a lot more than that. Praying for Rebecca
@cadavher
@cadavher Жыл бұрын
She truly needs to be swept away to a remote location and locked Ina room with access to food and water only lol. I know how insane that sounds, but like, I feel as if she was able to stay clean for at least 2 weeks she'd maybe have a chance. Being thrown in a jail cell for 48hrs or maybe 5 days is not enough time.
@andrewdriver3318
@andrewdriver3318 Жыл бұрын
Him... That is a man.
@SupaSaiyanGoku
@SupaSaiyanGoku Жыл бұрын
Driver sounds based. Nobody riding that bus wants to be around a homeless person high out of their mind
@Handletoncity
@Handletoncity Жыл бұрын
She👏is👏not👏a👏woman. Stop👏propping👏up👏this👏nonsense👏nobody👏is👏giving👏you👏points👏for👏this👏
@otherlands94
@otherlands94 Жыл бұрын
Please don't attempt to hug complete strangers that would be very weird.
@ike-insertname
@ike-insertname Жыл бұрын
I don't think recovery is in the cards anymore. Who knows if that has ever even been an option for Rebecca. Mental illness isn't necessarily something people can just recover from, especially when we don't know just how severe it may be in this particular case. Many homeless people are mentally ill first, drug addicts second. It's a harsh reality and it's super difficult to watch, but thank you Mark for showing us what it looks like. Please stay safe bro! Your work is leaving a positive impact on the world 🙏
@justmyopinion2
@justmyopinion2 Жыл бұрын
Yes, that was the case for my paranoid schizophrenic son. He was chronically homeless for YEARS and we couldn't force treatment legally. He was under a conservatorship for one year and his brain chemistry was balanced, he made sense and could carry on a normal conversation, it was sincerely a gift. He died this last May from a Fentanyl overdose, the system failed him.
@ryanjofre
@ryanjofre Жыл бұрын
@@justmyopinion2This is in the USA I presume? I’m incredibly sorry for your loss. My grandfathers didn’t fight Imperial Japan and the Nazis so future generations could watch their children die on the streets from mental illness and addiction. Our country failed your son big time. 🙏🙏
@justmyopinion2
@justmyopinion2 Жыл бұрын
@@ryanjofre, yes, the USA. Thank you! Society has declined at a rapid rate since those wars, sadly. We have a MAJOR system failure and unless some laws are amended and care facilities are built, this trend will continue to get worse. 💔
@visualreaction9738
@visualreaction9738 Жыл бұрын
You must not know the name Jesus Christ.
@toddperilloux6143
@toddperilloux6143 8 ай бұрын
If he would get his shit together, he'd really be a good looking man. He's got that Ricky Martin look .... Just sayin folks.
@britris9288
@britris9288 Жыл бұрын
It lowkey broke my heart the way Rebecca yelled “Mark!!” When she noticed mark. You could see the spark in her eye come back for a split second as she realizes she’s not forgotten about
@brianplatz4081
@brianplatz4081 Жыл бұрын
Yeah because he gets his next hit. Notice how he was immediately a dick to mark, as he called out.
@loriallen4662
@loriallen4662 Жыл бұрын
I realize he likes to go by the name Rebecca, but clearly “he’s” a man.
@KualaLumpurMalaysia-le4yk
@KualaLumpurMalaysia-le4yk Жыл бұрын
@@loriallen4662 Transgender who identifies as Rebecca a female.
@britris9288
@britris9288 Жыл бұрын
I pray neither of you ever have to deal with anyone you love going through addiction or struggling with being in the wrong body. Rebecca clearly is struggling, I think fighting over whether we should be using he or she pronouns is NOT the issue here. Please get it together.
@pp-bs5qz
@pp-bs5qz Жыл бұрын
He's a man,
@sarahconway5760
@sarahconway5760 Жыл бұрын
Every time Mark posts a new video I’m amazed Rebecca is still alive. Surely not for much longer I fear.
@dogsalwaysbarkatbetamaleswoof
@dogsalwaysbarkatbetamaleswoof Жыл бұрын
I watched this twice from beginning to end and I’m not going to lie, there were moments with Rebecca I just couldn’t help but crack up so hard😂. From calling herself an employee to asking for help with citizenship. I know this is a sad case, but he really has all the makings of being a highly intelligent person and his delivery and accurate responses are rapid fire. Mark should offer him his own channel documenting his recovery. I would watch it. Rebecca deserves a chance at success and great health. Start with detox and then so on and so forth.
@Daddycausingchaos
@Daddycausingchaos Жыл бұрын
When Mark offered to buy “phones” Rebecca says, “Thank you, Mr. Rockefeller,” and bats his eyes haha! Very quick witted and very accurate responses, especially for someone who spent childhood years in Middle East country (I’m guessing).
@dogsalwaysbarkatbetamaleswoof
@dogsalwaysbarkatbetamaleswoof Жыл бұрын
@@Daddycausingchaos no need to reinforce the fact that I already acknowledged that this is a sad situation. It still doesn’t negate the fact that Rebecca can be funny and witty. Mark laughed at some comments, I laughed, and I’m sure others as well. It is what it is.
@mari.g_mochi
@mari.g_mochi Жыл бұрын
She doesn’t know her potential but we see it so clearly and that breaks my heart!
@juliej8102
@juliej8102 Жыл бұрын
I can’t watch this Sh** anymore.. I’m done with Mark trying to help him. He needs the police to pick him up and take him to the mental ward for a LONG LONG TIME IF NOT FOREVER!!
@auntymoi
@auntymoi Жыл бұрын
That would be lovely if Rebecca had ANY interest in recovery at all
@wakingohiomama9110
@wakingohiomama9110 Жыл бұрын
That is by far one of the most moving pictures and one of the most telling pictures I've ever seen on this channel Mark. I will remember to pray for her because she does really needs help. And have you ever seen anyone so grateful just for water??
@leaann6445
@leaann6445 Жыл бұрын
While I understand that Rebecca has some mental and drug issues, she seems to want things handed to her instead of her working toward getting the things she wants. Mark, I respect you tremendously and all that you try to do for people. Rebecca needs help beyond clothing, a hotel room etc. The best help she could get is to be institutionalized. Every time I see her name come up as having a new video, I am so afraid it will be something that no one wants to see or hear, that she has succumbed to the life of drugs and mental illness and life on streets.
@manhours1
@manhours1 Жыл бұрын
If you refer to this man as rebeca then you yourself have mental and drug issues. Clearly it’s a man I’ll address it as such
@mellyo7262
@mellyo7262 Жыл бұрын
Er… they already have
@leaann6445
@leaann6445 Жыл бұрын
Have what?
@taunja7915
@taunja7915 Жыл бұрын
HIM! Stop with with the "She- her" crap.
@Sergatx
@Sergatx Жыл бұрын
Agree Rebecca needs to be institutionalized. There a slight glimmer of hope for Rebecca but it will never come from the self or Mark's charity. I think Mark's charity will be better serves once Rebecca recovers from an institution-like setting.
@HostileMike
@HostileMike Жыл бұрын
I really hope Rebecca gets it together. The only reason seeing Rebeccas videos makes me happy is to know Rebecca is still alive.
@TheFoxyshade
@TheFoxyshade Жыл бұрын
Most definitely ❤❤❤❤
@ow3wells
@ow3wells Жыл бұрын
@@TheFoxyshadeShe needs to get off of drugs.
@jviarruel
@jviarruel Жыл бұрын
Agreed 💯
@jviarruel
@jviarruel Жыл бұрын
​@@nana73carol46go away!!!! It's easy because it's not you, it's not your child! 🤨😡
@HostileMike
@HostileMike Жыл бұрын
@@nana73carol46 you realize it is possible for people to change right? Sorry not everyone is "perfect" like you. Lol
@jaq837
@jaq837 Жыл бұрын
Mark you are a very compassionate person, fairly rare to find. Your work really open peoples eyes and hearts to understanding and not judging people
@JShawnPaul
@JShawnPaul Жыл бұрын
He is reaping a healthy reward from making these videos, and the amount of money that he pays to get Ishmel things and shelter doesn’t exceed the amount of profits he gets from KZbin. Mark seems like a nice guy and he is but he also has the entrepreneur mindset and he will never let someone with only 40,000 views take advantage of him. Old ladies and single white females eat this shit up and they look at him like a lost soul, and they want to help him like a lost puppy. It’s that simple to see and Mark helping this lost puppy makes them love him even more because they want to help also
@RosaLeeJean
@RosaLeeJean Жыл бұрын
Balling my eyes out,time runs out
@sup393
@sup393 Жыл бұрын
Mark again kudos. You are her only shining light. Rebecca seems to be getting meaner. She went to the hospital when she was suicidal. I hope she gets to a extended stay institution soon before it's too late
@IbriyGad
@IbriyGad Жыл бұрын
If you really feel for these kind of people than demand they get institutionalized. They are a danger to themselves and to the public. I don’t hate these people. I care about public safety and this is not safe for them or others. You can disagree with me and hate me but ask yourself how would you feel if this person talked to your children alone.
@feralLove
@feralLove Жыл бұрын
They usually do get institutionalized its called jail/prison.
@Miawallce80
@Miawallce80 Жыл бұрын
You are a good man!!!... I learned to understand and forgive my brother because of your videos!!! I now understand my own mental health / trauma / adhd too!! ❤❤❤❤❤
@deelawson34
@deelawson34 Жыл бұрын
💝
@CrowdFave
@CrowdFave 11 ай бұрын
Could you imagine putting this man in a movie playing himself in a scene for 2 minutes. He'd win an Oscar
@timpodporin185
@timpodporin185 6 ай бұрын
yeah Apocalypse Now
@Larissa-sx1hr
@Larissa-sx1hr 4 ай бұрын
He would forget the lines
@juicytulipboutiqueandartis8051
@juicytulipboutiqueandartis8051 Жыл бұрын
At some point he has to stop enabling this person. You can only help so much. Its obvious that they are not trying, even a little.
@glenyshoughtondouglas1807
@glenyshoughtondouglas1807 Жыл бұрын
3 years of Mark getting abused. No hope for this young man. I would have given up by now. Rebecca is by now a lost cause and Marks audience are waiting for the bad news. This misery must end.
@vavavoom6816
@vavavoom6816 Жыл бұрын
As much as love Rebecca, its time for a TOUGH LOVE. Mark, say it how it is - I have helped you for years with no effort from you. I offered you everything, including rehabs. I am stopping TODAY'. In the last few videos you can CLEARLY SEE the level of disrespect towards Mark -'bitch, buy me a house' and so on. Mark, just say how it is - I dont deserve to be called all of this and I am lovingly leave you to help yourself. Rebecca grew up as a rich spoiled kid, just too lazy to do anything for himself. I read his story some time ago in the comments - Rebeccas parents are arab bilionaires. He just mention his real name in this video - Ismael Souzi or Soudi. His father brought him to America, bought him an appartament. He shat and pissed in that appartament until it was unlivable and then stood up and gone. Same story with pissing in a hotel. He said himself 'Im too lazy to ho to the bathroom'. Also, he just revealed sexual abuse in his childhood with his brother. Thats where the character of Rebecca steams from -childhood sexual abuse. This trans thing is just a trauma response. I AM SORRY, BUT FROM TODAY I AM NOT ROOTING FOR REBECCA ANYMORE. Everything has time limits. YOU CANT HELP LAZY SPOILED PEOPLE WHO DONT WANT TO HELP THEMSELVES. He had millions of chances with his rich parents and good people like Mark. LOVE IT AND LEAVE IT.
@nilocyelesom451
@nilocyelesom451 Жыл бұрын
Big facts. I left a comment on one of Rebeccas videos very recently saying the same thing. She is super outta line. “What do you do with your life BITCH?” all this “Duh, what the fuck?” basically calling him an idiot. Telling him to shut up. Nah man....that ain’t it. I’m an addict myself but this isn’t even a drugs problem, this is a personal problem.
@ineshadr9070
@ineshadr9070 Жыл бұрын
You are absolutely right! It is time that Mark stops to engage with this man. It is going nowhere and enough is enough! There are other people on the streets that deserves Marks help much more.
@adelheidvandewynkele42
@adelheidvandewynkele42 Жыл бұрын
Mark will decide this for himself. He doesn't need your advice. Rebecca is ill, very ill. And spoiled? It's not the money that spoils someone. Someone who was sexually abused, is not spoiled.
@kelb6073
@kelb6073 Жыл бұрын
I don't know what Rebecca's family is like or who they are but Rebecca is very mentally ill. The family needs to put him in a facility for a few years.
@stephaniem5670
@stephaniem5670 2 ай бұрын
Absolutely LOVE Rebecca! SO knowledgeable and actually quite smart! I pray that Rebecca will finally accept your help and follow thru!! What a truly Great life could be had! Thank you for all that you do, Mark! You are a Very Special Man!!
@Lish22819
@Lish22819 Жыл бұрын
Hardest thing about following this entire series is watching how the conversation changes. It used to be an interesting conversation between Mark and Rebecca but now it's all her, he cant really get a word in. All demands for phones, water, wigs vs the beginning... Hopefully one day
@cassie_j1
@cassie_j1 Жыл бұрын
All demands and complaints and curse words (directed at Mark) now.
@kellyorourke1471
@kellyorourke1471 Жыл бұрын
Agreed , she's getting very greedy and acting entitled even
@carolineanne1042
@carolineanne1042 Жыл бұрын
Yes Drugs are in control however he is demanding and ignorant And do believe knows partly of what he is saying to Mark
@kellyorourke1471
@kellyorourke1471 Жыл бұрын
@@carolineanne1042 agreed she certainly knows what she's saying, but drugs dicate her every move and behaviour. I truly believe properly sober Rebecca is a very I intelligent, special, and gorgoues person. Just them dam demons have gotten a firm grip on hi.
@courtneyhavillanddean2437
@courtneyhavillanddean2437 Жыл бұрын
Rebecca - if you see this - I think many of the viewers on this page keep you in their thoughts and wish for you to realize yours dreams - as you’re clearly talented. However, it’s hard to watch Mark being treated in this way. I’ll continue to have faith that you will push through this. Mark thank you for your service and for hanging in there with love.
@natalier4053
@natalier4053 Жыл бұрын
You’re delusional if you think they will see your comment lmao
@courtneyhavillanddean2437
@courtneyhavillanddean2437 Жыл бұрын
@@natalier4053If you were kinder to yourself, perhaps you would be kinder to others - and would think a little more before calling complete strangers “delusional.” Whether she sees it or doesn’t, is irrelevant. What’s relevant and clear, is your unhappiness and your Ego running wild. Being kind is hard work- I realize, but as a recovering addict, kindness towards yourself and others is possible. I wish you luck.
@CS-xn6vb
@CS-xn6vb Жыл бұрын
It’s funny how you think he’s going read this lol. Dudes too lazy to walk to the restroom to pee
@courtneyhavillanddean2437
@courtneyhavillanddean2437 Жыл бұрын
@@CS-xn6vbdoes starting with “if” show that there is 100% certainty that she’s going to see my comment? Maybe there’s a possibility I was just sending good energy to them via a comment.
@crissellejordan8877
@crissellejordan8877 Жыл бұрын
ISMAIL SEOUDI!! Rebecca’s actual name. It’s astonishing that people are not talking about how much information about her true self she actually revealed in this video. If you’ve been following Rebecca’s videos, you’ll know that there was deep trauma that’s happened in her past for her to start self medicating (drug use) and live out this completely different character. A visa overstay? LGBT persecution in the Middle East? I know in recent interviews she and her situation have become really harsh to watch but I truly hope Mark doesn’t give up on her yet and tries a different approach in trying to help her - because her story is important and clearly a lot more complex . 🙏🏽
@crissellejordan8877
@crissellejordan8877 Жыл бұрын
Also, it kinda makes sense now! Rebecca is not an American living homeless in America -with American family/friends. She is an illegal immigrant - ALONE - who in her very early 20s - tried to seek asylum in the US (fled their country due to human rights violations, maybe LGBT related) - now living homeless - with no one, no citizenship rights, no money and mental health and substance addiction issues. Her problems extend way pass something a wig, phone and dresses could ever fix.
@chriscalvert4609
@chriscalvert4609 Жыл бұрын
He needs to be committed and/or deported. Problem solved - problem staying solved.
@daynapper
@daynapper Жыл бұрын
She /he has given different names in the past,,,,
@FrostyFlakes00
@FrostyFlakes00 Жыл бұрын
I don’t think R is from Egypt. I know several Egyptians who live here now and they have discernible accents. R has zero accent.
@kanoawai
@kanoawai Жыл бұрын
He
@Tormentor0411
@Tormentor0411 Жыл бұрын
This is hard watch, so much help needed, so sad.
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