Recovery From Chaos-JD

[@JdDelay5150]

Mark, thank you! This was such an incredible experience! I appreciate you having me on! Thank you everyone for the kind comments! One Love! 🖤

[@Jp-312.]

JD now tell the people who you really are a phoney that created a image for KZbin you didn't have all those tattoos in prison tell the people how you added them after. Also tell them how you magically didn't go to prison on a drug charge a few years ago as a "career criminal" or tell them how your friends with a child abuser and women beater yet you say you against all that go ahead JD tell the people some truth

[@stephenstuckey]

My man! Love ya brotha, keep up your great work💯💨

[@BadBoybBubby]

You are the definition of a champion brother. Much love and congratulations on your success ya big fucka ❤🇭🇲

[@Cynthiabecker24]

One love bro. Your ability to reach such a broad and diverse community is inspiring. Thankyou for sharing your story, and making a difference. Much respect from Melbourne Australia 🙏🌏💙

[@creatureslim]

Love your short videos on here. They make me laugh and are educational. Thank you for sharing your stories.

[@Tbanksss]

It’s nice to hear him talking at a normal volume and relaxed tone for once.

[@caseyrenner7024]

I agree totally I really like the guy and what he does, the positive changes he's made and helped others make, but I'd love to hear him just talk chill like this regularly, I get that he's passionate about his stuff and gets amped up, but I can relate much more to this tone and demeanor. not knocking him at all, glad he's successful and doing well in life now. I'm a recovering addict myself, did lots of dirt and did time but got sober over 15 years ago and just live a simple quiet life now,work hard and am focused on my family taking care of them and doing right.🙏🏼

[@tommiegirl2441]

Lol! His channel can be a bit much if you're not ready for it, I totally agree. But I have to tell you that I love the guy. I think he's great. ❤

[@STABtheCLAM]

But still love... WOODCHIIIIIIIPPEEEEEERRRR!!!

[@Tbanksss]

@@tommiegirl2441 it’s not “a bit much” it’s just annoying. I’d definitely subscribe if he wasn’t doing the constantly yelling artificial high energy thing that was coined by KZbinrs who’s target audiences are children.

[@Tbanksss]

@@tommiegirl2441 so I guess it is a bit much actually. Hahahaha

[@maryreed4534]

I saw the thumbnail for this video, and realized that it was one of my favorite KZbinrs. I love this channel. It leaves me in tears more often than not, but that's a good thing. I think we need a reminder once in a while, that we're all part of the human race, and we're given empathy for a reason. I especially loved this episode, because I love the work that JD does, spreading love and positivity, even while tackling some pretty horrendous issues. Recovery is a gift for sure!

[@texastwister6988]

Same here. I just binge watched his "shorts" about Diddy and I'm scrolling and see this and recognized his tattoo and his initials.

[@sheilasoule2774]

Same! You said it so beautifully @maryreed4534

[@raegenemitchell2677]

He is my favourite as well.

[@David-ol6zj]

Na JD is an actual racist 💯

[@queeniejd]

Sammies! ❤

[@Tunda2]

This is the first time I’ve seen JD where he wasn’t screaming like an 80s wrestler 😂😂. Bless both of y’all

[@danielportillo1349]

WOOOD CHIPPPER!!!!

[@drengillespie]

I’m enjoying the reprieve.

[@zeearcher1360]

I'll take this over the Randy Savage version every single time, I never make it to the end of JD's videos, Randy wears me out . He's a great storyteller and I always watch as long as I can. So happy to see him here :)

[@JoAnneElmoreJoni]

😂😂😂

[@JoAnneElmoreJoni]

❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@MichaelN-m6n]

Old interview I know but I come back to it every so often. JD is the reason I’ve stayed clean. He’s real unfiltered and deeply honest. I love that guy.

[@gdevine5515]

He is a breath of fresh air JD. & Thx for commenting n3e. JD will always be true to us when others are fake 🦨💨

[@jonathanbueltel9853]

He is the reason you stay clean?!

[@MissyGirl5150]

I’m so glad you’re clean.❤

[@andrewlee2194]

Sounds like ur gay

[@JustinFarkas-h4f]

That's amazing dude.

[@fireandbloodKMD]

Great to hear more of JD's background. I fucking love these kind of stories. Reminds me I'm not alone. I've been 420 sober off heroin since 11/11/18.

[@j13more38]

AWESOMENESS .... Kudos my friend kudos ... Got 9 years clean and can't believe it too never ever thought I would be clean.... Ever ... Its a blessing ... Stay vigilant and proud of ya ... 😊❤

[@fireandbloodKMD]

@j13more38 I deeply appreciate that & right back atcha! 9 years is an incredible accomplishment. I feel you on never believing you could get clean, let alone stay that way. We survived something that sadly, countless others did not. I'm so proud of you, my friend. Much Love from Ohio. 💜

[@fireandbloodKMD]

@@j13more38 Have a lovely day.

[@j13more38]

@@fireandbloodKMD Crazy i used to live in Ohio ...LMFAO WOWZER That just brought back some insane memeories ... MUCH LOVE from New Jersey my new friend may you n yours stay Abundantly Blessed .... Absolutely LOVED OHIO ...

[@fireandbloodKMD]

@j13more38 that's so cool. I live in NW OH, near the MI border. Usually, ppl see Ohio & make the same stupid jokes. Rad, we have another thing in common.

[@RustyBlumpkins]

So good to see JD blow up. He’s a stand up dude who stands on business.

[@LalaBee303]

Amen!

[@aliwooz913]

"I asked to kill me or cure me" That shit is deep. As addicts that shit definitely crosses our minds alot..

[@cazzi6927]

I can't count the number of times I begged for death or help. And I didn't know if "help" world really help. I thought even after I got sober, the issues that caused me to slip, world suck me back in, but this time sober, with no relief. So I thought sobriety would still be hell, I didn't see a world where I would ever be ok. And today I'm sober, but even after years of sobriety, I feel like a shell or a shadow of my original self, like that person's gone, and I'm just living at half life. I praise anyone who walks thru the struggles I went thru, and made it out. So many didn't make it out. I've lost so many good friends, good ppl, who were just struggling and couldn't see another way of life.

[@Starevolver]

I've got 7 months and 27 days bro...finally done with all the drugs. Today I'm there for my kids, living in a long term rehab currently but doing well. I identified with being relieved to be arrested. If I didn't get arrested I wouldn't have been able to stop. I thank God for my sobriety and take it one day at a time. Love the video, very Inspirational

[@terrig1229]

🎉congratulations

[@JennyRose1776]

Congratulations that's awesome.

[@rasa11111]

God bless you ....

[@sinner-saint361]

I'm also clean and happy for you but don't make the mistakes I did and think it's over. I've had 5 years clean and relapsed twice. Just realize it's never over.

[@sinner-saint361]

Sometimes they let you out to see where you go.

[@evanosek562]

Holy crap this guy can talk …super articulate and smart , cool dude with insight…sounds like he’s on a good path, good for him…

[@reeree6682]

Agreed!💙

[@patriciablum6180]

I am a firm believer that people who have addictions and got clean are the best mentors to help save other lives and get them into recovery.

[@lynsey4224]

I totally agree. A family member of mine is a recovering alcoholic and she's helped so many people. And also helping others helps her too. It keeps her motivated. I just think if I was an addict I would want to hear from someone who has had the same experience and how they got out of it. Because you know they get it.

[@cxinthechat4276]

Of course

[@goingoingone8667]

I know this to be so very true. You’re so right. No disrespect to the ones who put in the work of earning a degree and not saying they don’t have empathy or compassion. I know from the way I feel my motive for helping is straight from the heart. Having lived the life I am the person I needed. Nothing beats compassion and real empathy. Again no disrespect

[@WH0LEWHEAT]

I was clean 6 years before Covid and the media sent me back to where I thought I’d find peace! I’m not a worthless junkie, just a high functioning hide it from the world type which is even worse!

[@lorimurray325]

I have 12 yrs Clean it's so True walk the walk talk the talk I share and try so much to help others it's Helpful to me as well ❤

[@BAMBiNA1632]

I love JD. I watch his stuff on youtube and tiktok all the time. He is incredible!!! Thank you so much for this interview. I learned a lot about him that I did not know. EPIC interview.

[@incredulouskirk]

Suffering makes you wise. You can't get that kind of wisdom any other way.

[@Lynn-zx3th]

Damn that’s so true.

[@thebluerose7648]

Lessons learned are never easy.

[@crazedxeno936]

Better way of putting it is "Suffering Brings Wisdom"

[@thebluerose7648]

@@crazedxeno936 a true lesson learned is never easy.

[@pinkman-w2e]

its true but it sucks

[@CCaraway]

I spent from 14-41 in active addiction. If I live until 12/23/23 I'll have been clean 10yrs. Point being... you HAVE to keep your sobriety your #1 priority every single day. The first day it's not your #1 priority is the first day of your road to relapse. JD is the real deal. I've been watching him for a long time. Living on the tip top of Appalachian Mountains it can be 25-30 miles to the nearest NA meeting if you can find one. Watching people like JD on KZbin really helps me keep myself positive. JD... if you happen to see this "THANKS" for everything you do. "THANKS" for not being full of sh_t and always keeping it real!!

[@dwade6322]

Hey..did u make it to 10 years???

[@evangraveley7625]

Happy 10 years brother

[@theshapeexists]

I hope your life journey continues on a sober path. Addiction is nasty. People who never dealt with it do not understand that substances literally rewire your brain for life, regardless of how long you've been sober. It's always that thing on your shoulder or the back of your mind. Every day.

[@Brent-u5d]

You sound high typing this bruh

[@blurredlights5235]

did ya make it?

[@jessbryan1361]

I have been following JD for quite a while now and I had no idea this interview existed until I read about it in the comments of a different video. Thank you for being open and transparent. So many people look up to you and this will help a lot of people come to terms with their own trauma. Thank you for being vulnerable about your pain. I am also 44 and I have lived a lifetime of pain and trauma trying to outrun my abuse and all the terrible feelings that came with it. I take in foster kids now and try to make a difference to them while they are still young so that they don't turn to crimes and being social outcast because they don't understand their pain and end up wrapped up in the adult justice system. We all make a difference where we can sometimes and I have made love and respect for you for speaking for those that don't have a voice. God bless you and Jax. I see all the work you guys put in our of the kindness of your hearts. You are helping kids and adults that have been carrying pain in al the wrong ways. Keep speaking your truth. Much love 💙

[@LalaBee303]

Same!

[@toddalan5603]

JD you’re a great man. As a former marine and Iraq war veteran thanks for respecting us veterans.

[@theawesomenan]

Thank you for your service

[@theshapeexists]

If you listened to his story, he was not a great man. He could've killed several people in those chases and other crimes. How is that good? Sure he turned his life around, but great men don't do what he did. But his story really exposes how jacked up our justice system is. Don't glorify the man. He would tell you the same

[@Ihrlutschtdochalle]

​@@theshapeexistsJust stfu :) great men overcome, that's it and that's what he did. You on the other hand... You know 😂

[@faszikilawang8445]

​@@theshapeexistsThey're equally dangerous and deceitful drug addicts. These things flock to one another.

[@its-c0e-u-see]

He poisoned loved ones and made addicts, he's a con man selling stories, he don't care what he sells as long as it sells, this guy is a penitentiary politician, he don't care, he is greed

[@mauriceholder1386]

J D is such good people. He gets people in rehabs, councels and passes out narcan in drug areas. Hes someone who is a benefit to society.

[@AK_6.66]

JD is such a sweet and kind soul despite his past, he's so soft spoken despite his rough and aggressive appearance

[@LalaBee303]

Agreed completely!

[@Joe_Goofball]

I’m subscribed to this guy’s channel, but this interview shows another side of him. Very impressive…

[@GoldenBuddah1972]

Same. I’ve been watching SWU for a while but took a break. I just stumbled across this.

[@lizstallard9902]

No wonder he despises the chomos so fervently. I enjoy his content .

[@Joe_Goofball]

Absolutely...@@lizstallard9902

[@deebo5474]

This guys such a good natural story teller, people like this should be writing books and directing movies

[@pinkman-w2e]

Maybe he should start his own youtube channel?

[@NukeBreath]

So much of his story rang true with my experiences. I've been sober for over 5 years. Love hearing other successful storys.

[@travishancock2302]

It’s good to finally see someone on This channel that has turned their life around for the better.

[@Stanley.77]

Dang, JD. I didn't know that you did an interview on this channel. I truly appreciate what you do on your own channel, as well as the interview you gave on this channel. My God, I had no idea that you and I had so much in common in our childhoods as '80s kids. May God bless you and your family. I pray that you stay on a positive path.

[@jaysaburo5108]

I’m going to try to go to rehab next month, thank you for sharing your story. We are the same age and I’m highly adhd and went through almost the same things except what happened when you were 6 . Quit meth a couple decades ago but I need to quit drinking cause I end up doing coke. I’m afraid of going through the process and still being in the same place. Your inspirational bro

[@VeredBen-Avraham-nh9eu]

You got this! You truly do. You will not be in the same place because no matter what life throws at you, you will be sober. And that is everything. I will pray for you 💙

[@jaysaburo5108]

@@VeredBen-Avraham-nh9eu thank you for the positive comment and supportive reinforcement. I appreciate you!

[@shannon_w.]

​@@jaysaburo5108hope you are doing ok. I have 13 years and everytime I share my story especially when I am in rehabs and because I am in AA we would go to these meetings and because the majority of the people who were in there it was for drugs so some, not all would just mentally check outbecause I guess they felt like we weren't NA they didn't want to listen. Well, I would always share that alcohol told me it was ok to put a pill in my belly, a straw up my nose and a needle in my vein. That would wake the up to pay attention. Good luck, you can do this! You are worth a better life then you give yourself currently ❤

[@TenaciousMegan]

Its crazy because it's all you know...we become so used to the chaos that the idea of a regular life seems boring or so distant it's unreachable so we convince ourselves we don't want it. Getting clean is a huge lifestyle change but it's so fucking worth it! It means a change from being sick, depressed, broke, exhausted and trying to feed an insatiable craving that no amount of drugs or money can ever satisfy. It means you can live with clarity, understanding and purpose. The whole world opens up to you when you don't have to worry about getting or using drugs everywhere you go. You can travel, work, visit family, pretty much anything you want because youre not chained at the ankle to a debilitating drug. I pray you make it into a great rehab and have the life you truly deserve. Bless you ❤

[@jaysaburo5108]

@@TenaciousMegan your words are very kind and supportive. I’m not a raging anything. It’s just that I know the feeling and I have the tools in my bag to use for certain projects. I just have never been this distressed and down and out. I know the feeling and I’ve been sober for years and I mean not even smoke cigarettes. I’ve been in trouble from fifteen with a DUI but I was with adults that made me drive and I didn’t know how. And I got my second dui about 8 years ago. I’ve been busted growing weed but nothing crazy. I got felonies for having them in pots. If I had them in the ground it would have been a misdemeanor. But I learned that it was wrong because it wasn’t anything commercial or large but even though it was for personal consumption I realized that I put my family’s and my life in jeopardy. That’s wrong and it didn’t take me that long in legal system to realize that fact. I just have acquired to many crutches to walk through this life! And you can’t run with crutches! Not from anything or to something but not at a 100% when you are dependent on things that aren’t necessary for sustaining life of success

[@Donatello24]

SWU and JD Delay deserve an instant watch battling addiction and they keep pulling me back to sobriety

[@vindice5849]

Keep fighting brother

[@aliwooz913]

Shit is tough man. What are you using?@Donatello24

[@terrig1229]

Keep coming back. It does get better ODAAT 10/11/2000❤

[@nataliapola6988]

I’m subscribed to his KZbin channel and I always watch his shorts. I love the fact that he protects those that can’t protect themselves.

[@brendachamberlain4067]

I’m just listening to this now 😢knowing that my son will never admit what we fear may have happened to him and now I’m seeing the self destructive behavior that I can’t control 😭😭😭 my son will be 50 soon and sadly he’s not really right 😢 ( with memories or behaviors) he believes things that are not true and doesn’t know what is 😭I’m grateful prayers are heard and he is still alive, I will never stop praying 🙏 and appreciate you sharing your story. I love that you call us family,,, my family is broken right now. Thanks again ❤ I need your positive attitude ❤

[@Pitbulllover77-y3l]

That’s right, never stop praying!!! I am praying for your son, and for the Lord to deliver him from any pain or bondage. I’m so sorry you’re enduring that 😢 But may the Lord continue to give you strength, and bring healing to this situation 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

[@GregHayes-dy3ve]

JD I've watched your channel

[@DeltaJDR1988]

@@Pitbulllover77-y3l praying for you and your son!

[@CivilizedWarrior]

Don’t give up. My family was also broken, over my and my brother’s drug use, and our selfish & self-destructive behavior, and the mental health problems that came about as a result of it. We still have a lot to make up for, but we’re trying, and our family got through it together. My brother spent a month or two in a mental health facility, and it was the worst few months of our lives. And it took months of watching him day and night before that just to get him to go. He was not the person we knew and loved for a while. But we got him help, and we got him through it, and he’s doing so much better now. I know how hard it is to get someone to seek help. Nobody wants to admit they have a problem, and nobody wants to be forced into getting treatment. Sometimes they cant see the problem, and blame everyone else for it. I know how much it hurts when someone you love doesn’t trust you, and thinks you’re out to get them, when you only want to help them. It’s not easy. Just know you aren’t alone, do your best to get him the help he needs, and don’t give up. Trust that the Lord will see you through. Don’t lose your faith in Him. “This too shall pass.” Your family is in our prayers. God Bless.

[@terrig1229]

🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

[@bluemax73]

JD I'm a big big fan! As a recovering alcoholic of 35 years I have the utmost respect for people that tackle their problems head on. I know how hard it is. Thank you for putting it out there brother. 👍👍🙏

[@johndecillo3218]

God Bless you!! What an amazing story sir. I love your KZbin videos, but I had no idea of this part of you. I pray that you have continued success on your journey and mission to help others

[@jesseknorr8594]

​@@johndecillo3218how do you fall for this guy's bullshit. He was a criminal and ruined people's lives and when it was time to answer for that he ran and hid and took no accountability at all. Wtf is wrong with you guys kissing his ass.

[@terrig1229]

Congratulations 🎉

[@devontclancy]

man hit the nail right on the head and completely resonated with what i think is important for me at this time in my life. its giving back and not making everything about me or living selfishly. The ability to affect those around me in a positive way. It's awesome that god can use people with special gifts like JD to help others. Thats purpose right there. My favorite quote is one from Danny Trejo and he said "Everything good that has ever happened to me , is the direct result of helping others." Amen brother. I love the "meeting people where they are" . So true. We have to do that more as a society.

[@Lost_Again_]

Hey JD ❤. Great interview. You have worked so hard and I’m so glad you told your story for the rest of us. You’re an awesome inspiration and an angel to many. 🎉. Blessings to you and your family. 🙏

[@peacelily64]

JD is a breathe of Fresh Air for SWU ! Someone who been there done that and he is in recovery and inspiring others ! ✌🏻Thank you Mark for this interview 🙂

[@JdDelay5150]

Awe! Thank you my friend! I appreciate you!

[@LoraCorkhill-wm9pk]

I’m pretty sure he is. I’m pretty sure he’s connected with Jessica Kent.

[@tlccarroll6395]

HATE TO BRAKE THE NEWS,NARCAN CAN NOT BRING PEOPLE BACK FROM ALOT OF THE NEW FENENTAL THEY ARE MAKING NOW, BEST IS JUST TO STOP ASAP!!!GOD WILL HELP US ALL, BEEN 15 YEARS FOR ME, STONE COLD SOBER!!!!!

[@samusvikerness661]

This interview is going to blow up dude! You're an inspiration to so many people bro. As an ex meth user myself, I can't explain how cool it is to see someone become the man he always wanted to be after 20 years of meth addiction. Pure inspiration, bro.

[@Jp-312.]

Hate to break it to ya but JD is a fraud it's been known for awhile

[@JdDelay5150]

Thank you!

[@davechristian7543]

Hahaha 😂

[@Jp-312.]

@@JdDelay5150 why don't you tell the man you didn't use meth for 20yrs smh and that you started using at age 23 smh and went to prison at 26.

[@lonewolftrucker3955]

I did meth twice, thank god I never got hooked, it was the best drug ever tho. I think medically meth has a lot of potential. If I had something I had to do and my life depended on it and I could take 1 stimulant it would be meth

[@johnyk56]

You’re a Good Man JD. & Mark, please keep doing these interviews. They’re a shot of realism, we all need ..

[@LivingtheIrony]

I've seen JD in many different videos. I have so much respect for him. He radiates love. 💜

[@1tarawho]

I'm from Michigan and work with kids who have been neglected and abused. There are SO many children struggling with being abused daily. God bless our children. People like this young man should be able to go to schools and tell his story to inspire other young people. Thank you for having the courage and strength to tell your story young man ❤.

[@flowergarden1426]

I agree, it hurts my heart for the children, I just can’t believe there are so many very sick Adults out there, it’s hard for me to not wonder about every man I see and wonder about every child I see with a man while working at a grocery store, on the street, neighbors, your mind just goes there.

[@mikuspalmis]

​@@flowergarden1426Every man? Daaamn.

[@flowergarden1426]

@@mikuspalmis not Everyman but these stories affect the mind. I had really good men in my life as a child, I had two stepfathers that spent many years behind prison bars Neither one of them ever touched me as a child, I also grew up in Detroit ran the streets as a kid and had plenty of babysitters and only encountered good men as a child, so I know there are good men, these stories hurt me deeply and my heart goes out to these children.

[@ConmanHothands]

@@flowergarden1426tf? No it don’t. You just hate men you sick bastard

[@jonathengattenby1113]

Your story is so much like mine. I got two years. Recovery is my life. God bless

[@sipzter357]

Excellent interview. Mr. Laita asks questions and gets out of the way so Mr. Delay can answer - oftentimes at great length with a lot of detail. This is very informative and educational. The type of interview that should be shown at middle and high schools. (Yes he swears, just bleep it out) but kids and adults need to hear him. I love your honesty; you know how close run it is - how easy to succumb to use again. I hope with all my heart, you are able to maintain being clean and helping others. Your struggles have been worthwhile to those you help. Thank you both for this interview.

[@vickiedouglas401]

Hey, JD! I'm really happy for you that you found your niche. Good for you for being smart enough to fight the drugs. I'm 70 and gave up sex, drugs and rock and roll at age 28 because I was afraid of losing my two girls. Incentive. It was either change or drown myself in the river. Glad I stuck around. So about age 60 I started smoking pot for pain. I haven't touched any hard drugs because I am scared shitless of them. That fear is good. You are a living example of a little saying I learned at a recovery program... Make your mess your message. You're doing a good thing for your clients and yourself. I hope you come back again.

[@TimothyJoslin]

Man this video is what I need to hear I'm falling into a rut I'm just so afraid of falling again if I try I hope for a sober life thank you for the time you spent making this

[@dolphenwulf2431]

Thank you for having JD on. Its such a great story of redempton. Thank you. I love his channel.

[@deebknyc0985]

What a Phenomenal Dude....Bless him & his loved ones...Hes humble and to the point.

[@JdDelay5150]

Thank you! Much love!

[@crispykiller1790]

Just came across this interview and interesting thing I been watching JD’s videos on KZbin. It was nice to hear his story. So much I shared this with my fiancé who is an addiction counselor. Keep up the great work. These are the stories that need to be told.

[@mama.ashley]

This was one of the best interviews yet!

[@milogskz59]

if there ever was a true story movie about JD, I would watch front row center. he's so humble and very positive from his experience

[@cdcaterham]

I just recently started watching JD on youtube.. this is a great video and interview. Intelligent, insightful and takes responsibility. Love it.

[@ChrisYoder-js3kb]

"I don't want to go to jail in a kilt, that's a bad look"....F'ing brilliant!

[@horatiohuffnagel7978]

That was great! I'm laughing so hard when he said that.

[@amodernalchemist432]

The _only_ country that you wanna go jail, wearing a kilt, is *Scotland!* You'd be treated like a king... 😝

[@ivanlangley4529]

Glad you're here JD. You're helping many people in crisis.

[@amandavearast.charles2649]

Ive been watching soft white underbelly for a long time now and ive been watching JD everyday for awhile and never knew he came on here and did an interview, Really fuckin cool to hear his actual back story and how he became such an incredible dude, So many ppl talk smack about how he "acts tough" etc, hes not acting he wass and iss that dude, and then decided he wanted to put into good use and now hes working miracles everyday of the week for these people its absolutely amazing, Wish i knew him when i was at my wits end cause he would have been a great help lol Im now 9yrs clean from all drugs, i still need medication to sleep at night due to ptsd but other then that im clean as a whistle and its 100% not easy but soOoo worth, thankyou Mark for having him come in an tell his story, now everytime his videos come up i have even more admiration for him then i already did, watching everyones story brings me back to my roots and reminds me of how proud i am of myself and i hadnt really ever felt that way before. JD love you buddy thankyou for being you and Mark, as always great great interview, amazing deep work with this one. Really hit home 🤘

[@City_2_fitness]

You’re fucking incredible; and what an amazing inspiration you. I’m celebrating 3 years clean and sober on the 25th and it’s been a wild ride but so grateful to be free from the chains of addiction.

[@JdDelay5150]

I’m so proud of you!!! WDR!!!

[@pugchesh]

I've been wanting this interview for a long time. JD seems like such a chill, dude. Behind that rough exterior, there is still a gentle and kind man.

[@Alcopone46]

I've been following this man for just a few months on KZbin being all hyper and yes entertaining but I needed to see this and gives me 100% respect now more than ever for him! Keep it up my brother!!

[@BOLLOCKS1968]

I was abused from age 7 until 10. And never told anyone until I was in my 20s. Same thing ... I acted out and was labeled as the bad influence and my parents put me on medication to calm me down. I didn't know what was wrong with me and started smoking and drinking at 13. My first son was born when I was 15 and the second at 16. Both of whom my parents had adopted out. When I finally went to counseling I remember the therapist asking why I didn't see any red flags when I was being abused. I was so angry! I explained that this was my experience, and I knew nothing else. Nobody warned me as a 7 year old of the dangers of pedophiles, plus all 3 times it was someone I trusted so by the 3rd time I thought it was just par for the course and it happened to all young boys. I am sorry this happened to you as well! Abuse in any form is not something a young child should ever endure! Always talk to your kids ... even if it is embarrassing, it could save them from a long road of confusion and drug and alcohol abuse ✌❤

[@JdDelay5150]

Absolutely on point! I’m sorry to hear you went thru that, but your story has the power to help others!

[@kimstephenson3876]

That therapist was a jackass. Putting the responsibility on a 7 year old?

[@BOLLOCKS1968]

@@JdDelay5150 yours as well! Cheers ✌

[@DanielFoster-fp4zq]

​@@kimstephenson3876I suspect many therapists are liabilities themselves and are just doing a job ...imo you have to have a "calling" to be an effective one i.e. intrinsic to your sensibilities and humanistic talents.

[@jle4433]

Children should never have the burden of trying to figure out something that they cannot. I have a lot of respect for you.

[@harleymitchell1977]

What is special about J.D he found a better life going thru rehab. The man is an inspiration due to he learned from his mistakes & for really showing that he helps people with their personal problems with their rehab giving out narcan passing out love boxes to the homeless showing them love when others gave up on them. God bless you bro

[@26michaeluk]

You are very correct in all that you said. But you don't need rehab or AA/NA and forcing people to do it never works. I was a hardcore Oxy contin addict from 2002-2009. I avoided trouble until i got a DUI in 2009. I woke up the next morning, walked over to piss and looked at myself in the mirror and Said I'm done with this life. I bought enough Suboxone for two weeks and from January 26th to today I've been clean. I think it all comes down to making that decision you've had enough and very few are able to do it. Unfortunately my 37 year old sister, I'm 40, has racked up 31 felonies in 15 years. She got paroled in January this year and went back to jail 3 times and they finally revoked her a couple weeks ago and has 8 years left. She doesn't want to quit, Even after she coded on an overdose in April, and checked herself out and went right back to using until probation and parole got her. It's tragic, i feel for anyone trapped in addiction. But good post by you.

[@johnheine1866]

You're amazing JD! I'm so glad you were able to do this interview 🙏 in the short time that I have noticed you and watched your videos, it has begun to do very good changes in my life 🤙 You the man brother 🙏

[@chadorr10]

YO I love JD and his youtube channel thanks for having him on Mark he has a special message that needs to be heard

[@JdDelay5150]

Thank you for being a part of our community!!! 🖤

[@JacksonDunnoKnows]

Love seeing JD on here! I watch his channel, and he is a great support! I'm on my 7th year clean from opiates. It can be done!

[@JdDelay5150]

BRO! 7 years is amazing! I’m proud of you!!!

[@JacksonDunnoKnows]

@@JdDelay5150 thank you! It means alot man, really. I have my down days like us all, but this past year has been more than normal. Loss in the family, and other stuff. I know you know the feelings. But you and your channel, as well as marks help me so much. The thought of where I could have been, compared to where I'm at now. Like alot of people, I'd be dead. But now I have a family, two wonderful kids, and (trying) to grow a business. I'm a novice blacksmith, three years under me. I wouldn't have any of it. Keep rocking hard my friend, you help so many of us!🍻

[@shannacollins4741]

@@JdDelay5150 my son needs help hes an addict on opiates and wants to quit but has no insurance or job do you have any suggestions on how he can get help ?

[@JacksonDunnoKnows]

@@shannacollins4741 I don't know how your state insurance works, but if your son can get on that, try to see if he can get into some sort of medically assisted treatment. Suboxone, or methadone. If he can't, I've heard good things about kratom. It's a plant that's related to the coffee plant. It's a non classical opioid. It can form It's own addiction, but it's supposed to be alot easier to get off of. That, or there is a plant called iboga. The medicine made from it is ibogain. Idk if you can get ahold of it in the states, but it's supposed to be a miracle med. But state detox centers usually have a way of helping, payment plans, or charity forgiveness. I hope that helps a little, and hope he can get clean.

[@deniseheryford1319]

Congrats!!😊

[@Onelightoftheworld]

This story reminds me of my baby brother. The same thing happened to him at six years old. It’s had a very negative impact on his life.

[@joelyons8238]

Happy to hear you are Clean & Sober JD. I'm clean & sober 5 yrs last month. God is so so Good. 1 Peter 5:8 BE SOBER, BE VIGILANT; BECAUSE YOUR ADVERSARY, THE DEVIL LIKE A ROARING LION, WALKS ABOUT, SEEKING WHOM HE MAY DEVOUR. Amen. God bless you JD. Keep up the great work & your great work in helping others to Recovery too.

[@terrig1229]

Congratulations on your sobriety 🎉

[@MC-fw5vt]

What a stellar, outstanding guy. A reminder that recovery is hard, consistent and vigilant work.

[@valeriedulin1075]

My Son's life is so similar to yours. He just didn't get caught as much. But, your feelings on family, sobriety and living for others was pretty much the same. Yet, he never felt loved. And he never gave up the bottle. He passed in his sleep on 8/14/21. Not quite 43. I'm thankful that you got ahead of it. ❤

[@alwaysstraitup]

I am so sorry to hear that! I hope you are feeling better, after experiencing such devastating loss and grief, over your son's passing. My heart goes out to you for your pain and sadness. I appreciate you taking the time to share your story about your son.

[@Atadifferentplanet]

My brother died from addiction in Aug 2021 too. He killed himself he wouldn't have done it if he wasn't drunk. He was nearly dead already from booze. Heart and liver shot. Life in ruins. We called the cops before but they didn't show up in time. I wish I could have helped him or carried some of his burden but I wasn't able to. I lost 2 dogs and a brother that summer. Sorry for your loss I can relate.

[@hillaryvzang5477]

Thank you. After a hard sentence, court ordered rehab, CPS cases, etc I am 4 months and 28 days clean. It’s a fight to get life back on track. One I’m still fighting. My legal issues, my children’s lives, my teeth….. I’m slowly trying to course correct. The amount of people that relapse is UNREAL. You are really inspiring. I pray I have the strength to keep fighting the good fight.

[@mikemiles8403]

Hope you're still doing well. I'm at 18 months, did it piece by piece, one step after the next. You are so much stronger then you realize

[@teresaarvidson44]

amen, you can do it. I got clean 3 years ago after 18 years of meth use, 30 years of pot smoking, got my teeth fixed after 12 years of not smiling. and I have a great circle of christian friends and supporters. I am a miracle!

[@notsumjerk]

I'd love to have my teeth fixed. It's been over 15yrs since I've smiled. Truly smiled.. I think it'd make me feel so much better. I pray for all of you.

[@terrig1229]

Keep coming back ODAAT

[@suziex4190]

You're worth it Hillary! Sending love & hoping things are better for you 1 year later. 💕💗💞

[@derrick8224]

It is me….our is this channel getting better with the broadening of interviews? Loyal subscriber

[@jimburkett9799]

Wow.. I’ve caught this dude on socials for a while now and I’ve always been drawn to his content and way of thinking. Now I know why. We’re similar in a lot of ways and this interview has opened my eyes to a new understanding of things. Thanks, JD and Mark! What a great platform to illuminate different perspectives!

[@puddleduckist]

I've been watching Jd's channel for a short time. I found out about this through his recent stream. Jd has such a crazy story, he's doing so much good now, an amazing life story. My younger brother was hooked on meth for quite sometime and living in Albuquerque NM. I was so worried he was going to be found dead. Luckily he took my dads help and went to a great rehab in Texas and he's been clean for several yrs now and owns his own carpentry business in Tx. Jd really seems like a genuinly good guy at heart.

[@robinedwards8796]

JD is one of my most favorite KZbin content creators AND recovery coach/advocates. GREAT interview ☺

[@vicareyously7687]

This was an absolutely epic interview and so honest. JD is an amazing individual ❤️Thank you for all that you do !

[@deanstephens5940]

JD Delay, you are a success story, so far!!!! Never forget what that poison did to you. I have been off the meth since Christmas Day 1995, but in all honesty I am a daily cannabis user. It works for me. Its cool to hear your story. I've been watching your channel for 3 or 4 months now. I appreciate real people. Be well, stay the course, and know that you are an inspiration.

[@TheTreyCopeland]

I JUST started watching JDs videos a couple of weeks ago after they started popping up in my recommended. Dude is a character for sure.

[@EverettSmith-vw4tt]

Love it brother sober 10yrs off the H just glad I made it threw for my family keep it up brother

[@chimera7521]

This is my favorite interview that I have watched thus far. His awareness of the damage he has done to others and his admitting his selfishness is an integral part of becoming a productive member of community. Much success for your helping others and your continued healing of your spirit.

[@terrytownsend5583]

Jesus. There are loads better

[@scotts272]

I'm really stoked to see this interview as I am subscribed to both of your channels, great stuff!

[@JdDelay5150]

I was so blessed to get to work w Mark! Thank you for being a part of my community too! Big love!

[@JdDelay5150]

@@bobproctor-ne9tg thank you for your thoughts.

[@daydrmer3673]

This is awesome! I have been subscribed to Soft White Underbelly for a couple of years but for some reason, never saw this interview. I just recently found JD’s channel and subscribed to his channel and saw this interview pop up. As always, incredible interview. ❤️

[@kevinbond8966]

I love his view on recovery. I was forced into that 12 step horseshit by the courts over and over and always struggled with drugs and alcohol. Once I finally made my own plan where i admitted that 100% abstinence isnt something that i will succeed with is when i got my life together.

[@Simon-ir1xj]

Thanks for this , two of my favourite channels!

[@vodoumyers]

Never thought I'd see JD of all people show up on this channel but I enjoyed it💯

[@lindacormier4613]

This guy is absolutely 💯 amazing , he is SO EDUCATIONAL. AND I LEARNED A LOT. I FEEL SO BAD HIS SON DIED. BEST INTERVIEW I'VE SEE IN ALONG TIME. HELLO FROM CANADA ❤️ 🇨🇦 😊

[@JdDelay5150]

Big love and respect to you!

[@Jamuna-Atma]

This is one of the best episodes for awhile. Anytime I see Johnny, I have to watch. But this was just great. Thank you so much. ❤

[@Sapperscrilla]

It's so incredible coming from the perspective of only seeing JD's content on his channel to seeing this interview afterwards. It puts so many things in perspective now.

[@stealyourfire7710]

Huge respect for you JD!! Turned your life around, & now helping others and saving lives, plus the understanding/acknowledgment/respect for individuality for recovery & medical reasons such as cannabis!! Again lots of respect for all of that & wish you all the best in your personal & professional live!! Take care!! Been seeing some stuff from your page as well, giving that a follow as well!

[@stephanieann622]

Incredible JD. I am so thankful for you and especially for sharing your story with us. I’m an addict too and had many years clean. I relapsed recently and am getting better. Not working a program was my biggest downfall. I love watching your videos, they have made such a difference in my life. We’re all worthy, and deserve to be clean. If it wasn’t for you I don’t think I would have gotten clean again. Thank you, thank you, thank you. God Bless you and your family ❤

[@Aemirys]

I follow JD here on KZbin... he is an awesome guy, already had love for this wonderful human being but I loved getting to hear him speak of himself in this lengthy fashion. B8g love to JD and Jax!

[@thefeatheredfrontiersman8135]

Congratulations for you both! Two exelent men making a difference interviewing another! Hands down a couple of my favorites. A special thank you both for reminding me to do the right thing. I've been a little over 3 years off black. The daily lessons have helped. But it's as JD said I had to finally heal myself. It's very different now from before. I now have more than myself to stay well for.

[@007janerussell]

Black as in fentanyl?

[@ddz1375]

​@@007janerussell fetty pills are sometimes blue, the heroin I used to do was black tar. IDK. The language changes so much over a short period of time. Narc used to mean an informant now it means narcissistic person. Maybe the urban dictionary may be helpful.

[@JdDelay5150]

Much love!

[@gingerroot8802]

@@007janerussell black means black tar H. Popular on the west coast. It's a gooey black form of heroin, looks like hash almost. The powdered stuff you see on TV and Movies is more what the east coast gets or got at this point everything is basically fentanyl powder from coast to coast.

[@samanthariley5477]

What an incredible story!!! I’m in recovery too, what a freakin ride!!! I’m so proud of you and happy you are free from the chains of addiction!

[@JdDelay5150]

I’M PROUD OF YOU TOO! WDR!

[@pippadot679]

I don't know how I don't remember watching this. JD Delay is one of my favorite people. One of the few prison type channels I follow. He's taught me so much a person who's never been in trouble or jail but it's all so interesting to hear others stories.

[@grosspapa1679]

I stopped doing meth when my kid was born 13 years ago. I thank Jesus for that. I would drop that bag into a plastic cup and drink that shit when I got sketched. I dont smoke pot because I have a CDL. But I Binge drink like a dumb fuck. I just want to say thank you for telling your life stories and helping folks. Your talking about this shit is helping and making a difference. Says me. Keep up what you are doing. You are making a bigger difference than you know.

[@javantgarde]

I'm able to empathize with a lot of JDs story, and thankfully after a lot of trial and error I'm finally on the right path. Thanks JD, you're an inspiration to keep going.

[@josesoto2342]

Aw man JD I really enjoyed your content already but what a story thank you for sharing. Also having grown up in port st lucie, very interesting to hear

[@shelleyshahanaghi3399]

JD you have clearly done some deep healing retrospective work because it show up in your accountability. There is nothing more beautiful than raw honesty. Thank you for being a light in other peoples darkness. Your story is truly one of hope, spirituality and inspiration. I send you best wishes and love for a continued life of service to humanity. ❤

[@Cynthiabecker24]

Great interview. Jd Delay has so much to offer many communities. His story is very powerful, uplifting and unifying, much of what our world is lacking. Big props for more growth and success to JD and his community. One love fam❤

[@JdDelay5150]

You’re the absolute best Sis! Thank you for the kind words! One love!!!

[@4242pepper]

Just came across this today. An amazing story. Exactly what i needed to hear today. I've been clean almost 30 years now. I have family members that still struggle with active use. There is always hope and possibilities for those afflicted. Thank you and enjoy your day!

[@ImAustinTopham]

Seeing JD on here is such a treat.

[@casediedwell5094]

Love JD and his INTENSITY about EVERYTHING.

[@karenkazbah6246]

I just saw this man’s latest video and he says his son has just passed away . I’m so sad for him and hope he stays well ❤❤❤

[@NastyNate707]

Much love my friend. Hearing the thorough story is so motivating. Every single day is a test and you remind me this when I watch your videos every single day. Jd is a fucking legend.

[@Faeriefungus]

He speaks so highly of his loved ones. Says a lot about his character. Thanks for sharing your story 😊💕

[@margaritacordova7893]

JD is someone i really respect and admire ❤ i love that Mark did this interview.

[@joeshmoe1436]

Mad respect brother 💪💪💪 didn't realize how much we had in common , thank you for giving back & fighting the good fight for all the addict still struggling with their demons ,

[@JdDelay5150]

Thank you bro! We are ALL in this together!

[@AngieMakarovMW3]

​@@JdDelay5150jd the chomo

[@CarlosPEnis]

Awesome. JD is a good, genuine guy. Happy to see him on SWU

[@beverleywhiteaker355]

Im so glad you are clean and sober i think u are showing alot a people listening to your story

[@argonianaccount1876]

Damn JD. Didn't know you had an interview on SWU! You're a brave man, laying all of that shit out for the world to see. Hats-off to you!