Here goes everything.🥺 (story 43)

[@truckcampinglife]

I am a 63 year old man. When I die I will have a list of what if's. I did what I thought I was suppose to. I found a wife, Bought a house, I worked my entire life, raise three wonderful kids and I stayed faithful to my wife. This year we will be celebrating 45 years together. Don't get me wrong I have had a wonderful life. But deep inside I crave something more. I feel somewhat trapped within my soul as I want to see more of this country. Idaho has always amazed me with it's beauty and I hope to take that what if off my list. To all of those who read this don't have the what if list. Go out and live life for all it's worth as you will soon learn it happens fast and one day you too may have a what if list. God Bless to all.

[@quantumtruthseeker210]

I'm 51 and know EXACTLY what you mean. My family is everything to me, but my soul yearns to be let free and just wander the world.

[@63Harpo]

59 here finding myself in the same situation. I did spend a good part of my post college years as an outdoor educator, immersed in the wilderness…. But expectations at that time were to get a “real” job, settle down complete with a house and white picket fence. I think our generation eventually realized what we were taught to pursue was outdated and no longer works…. A bit late. It’s good to. See the younger generation trying to shake free from those shackles while they’re young enough.

[@DiverKlein]

56 and yearning to hit the road in 6-9 years when i retire. Did all the "right" things in life, or so i thought. Literally every major decision i've made has had negative outcomes. Now, finally, i'm making enough money to where i should be able to basically pay cash (not that im going to) for a Denali and Host camper in four more years. Very envious of all these young people able to ditch the norm and life the life they choose. Never really thought that was possible

[@perjrgensen8280]

Respect sir.. 👍Greetings from Denmark.

[@timbailey7646]

You have plenty of time!

[@UncaDave]

I hope someday you and Dan can sit down and share your two amazing journeys since going your separate ways. You both have pushed the sides of those “boxes of life” out and down. Robert Frost’s poem “The Road Not Taken” is the mantra for those of all of us, willing to enjoy turning the corner of the unknown up ahead. Peace in your travels! Good luck too in finding a base for a pause and rest, recharging those human batteries, making physical and mental repairs. It’s all about being good to yourself, whatever it takes.

[@merlynnkoehn3971]

Alyssa, I appreciate your maturity as you talk about and reconsider your past. I love your enthusiasm for life and your future. I know not many mention it, nor do you, how much you believe in God , and I hope it doesn't make anyone uncomfortable if I mention that I think that God is giving you those inspirations and he's protecting you as you travel. God bless you and keep you safe and healthy 🙏💖

[@occasionalbuddha8649]

Alyssa, you are such a wonderful visual and narrative storyteller. Keep at it. You have something valuable to offer.

[@BPReefer]

You are such an amazing person with incredible strength. I have also been at rock bottom where you feel there's nowhere to run & all hope is lost. Thank you for posting your inspirational videos & showing us proof that you can come back from that dark place & truly enjoy life as beautiful as it is. You are beautiful, inside & out.

[@mthrofwntr]

As soon as you said the Tetons, I was hopeful you would mention Gabby. That was so sweet. Happy to hear you are well again and found meaningful time in Idaho.

[@Gia_Mc_Fia]

Pretty awesome stuff. I would have to say that I would never rewrite any story of mine because I had to go there to be who I am now. Success, to me, is being in a place of not suffering whether it be mentally, spiritually, physically. So far I am very successful. Was not always this way, but through learning in life I was able to over come road blocks and also appreciate what is before me. Just be openminded by not thinking you are right and leave options open for change. That is what I do. Love the great video. So much beautiful footage. Btw, my whole family got sick here in Oregon too. My mom came to visit from Wisconsin and brought it with her lol. Glad to hear you are doing good now. Big hugs!

[@morrisralph54]

What a great story teller you are! So well produced and narrated...poetry. I appreciate your great work, inspirational and touching. Thanks!

[@mayaholligan5487]

Wow your description when you were really sick felt like a good description of chronic fatigue syndrome! You described so well the way it feels to lose use of your body and brain. I am so glad it was acute for you and not chronic ❤

[@420wesley420]

You are truly a beautiful person inside and out ....I love watching your videos they bring me peace ...safe travels

[@AB-C1]

Great video Alyssa! Deep thoughts of philosophical contemplation for sure. Glad you're feeling better! 👍😎🏴󠁧󠁢󠁥󠁮󠁧󠁿

[@m.e.3614]

Wow! So beautiful! I love how you are more than just a woman who is traveling. You have something to say. Thank you! 🙂

[@davebauer7429]

You are such a great story teller . I am glad you are feeling better and please take care of yourself!

[@jamesrogowski6756]

loved your testiment to gabby !! unreal to see that spot !!! soooo very sad.. hope you get better !!! love your videos

[@terrydavenport4135]

If you are traveling to Lost Trail Pass, north of Salmon on US 93, there is a place to camp at Chief Joseph Pass where we cross country ski. It's altitude is 7,000 Ft and will be cooler temps. Not sure if you are going there, but looks like you went through Stanley country. Glad you made it through your emotional storm and sickness. I live in the Bitterroot Valley at the base of St. Mary Peak near Stevensville. Travel well, be safe! Stay cool. Namaste. Terry Davenport

[@jessicab6131]

You're so inspiring, want to have the same courageous mindset as you. Break free and truly live life.💗 🥺

[@lorilaverone9445]

I’m glad you’re feeling better; I just wanted to give you a hug and help u feel better; I am a mother of 3 wonderful daughters 30,32&34 my maternal instincts kicked in n felt bad you’re alone when your sick and down in spirit. Kudos to you for being real with your feels so you can heal in mind, body and soul.

[@roguestudios2189]

So srry you had to suffer that sickness life is both painful and beautiful you taught me that much love and respect stay strong and let your beauty continue to flow

[@johnadolph4407]

Ketchum is so beautiful - glad you got to spend some time there ❤️.

[@debbieengland163]

I’m so glad you’re well! You’re going through the experience of figuring out if you’re running from something - or running to something.

[@sylerjoseph]

WOW your descriptiveness of your thoughts and the changes they've made !! You an incredible writer and narrator ! Loved IT

[@artgayhart6451]

Happy that You and Rio are feeling better . ; ) Great Video

[@ProudAmericanPhil]

Glad you and Rio are feeling better wishing you to nothing but the best and safe travels. As always your videos are absolutely amazing and you are truly an inspiration. Keep your head up and keep pushing forward beautiful

[@newyorkerinvegas]

I empathize. I moved from NYC to LV last year and COVID finally got me a few weeks ago on my birthday. Thousands of miles from my support group. Having to push myself to function while sick as could be. While within a week I was mostly better, the experience and really feeling how far from home I was weighed on my soul. But we made it through. We did it. I'm glad you're better. Thank you for sharing this.

[@ryanhubbard1756]

You are already successful, your leaving a poetic living memory for generations to come.

[@u2cancatchme]

Looks refreshing and peaceful

[@rachelchanel7941]

Oh honey! I’m so sorry that you got sick on the road. That’s the worst feeling in the world! I am glad that you were able to reflect on the experience of it, though, and that you remained safe.

[@susanarrington9371]

I ended up in icu for weeks in Feb 21 and it took all 2021 to learn how to walk etc again and the fog has finally lifted some in 2022…I don’t remember much of first week …other than I saw death and lots of emergency treatment to relive again….but never okayed THE MACHINE! Saved me I am told. I was 67. Most around me died. Scary seeing their bodies pass my window! Different woman today! Totally slowed down and enjoying retirement and on a health program. Enjoyed your voice all these months…I see hope again!

[@edrosa5079]

Alyssa Im glad you got thru that crud Im hoping i do not get as sick as i was beginning of the year Hang in there you are a Beautiful Soul and i think you are where you are meant to be for now

[@Kristi22]

I really love your videos, you are speaking how I feel about my store. I took the leap to open my store and 1 year later I'm still here. I'm so glad I took the leap and followed my dream. Idaho is so so beautiful 😍 definitely spend time here to enjoy the beauty.

[@larrygreen8298]

Glad to hear that you feeling better! God speed on the new path you are taking.

[@CarlosRamTx]

Glad you're feeling better and able to continue your journey. It's inspiring to watch you live life at a young age. It's the best time to do it and learn. Too many of us wait. I'll be watching the next update as usual. 👍

[@darcyks]

I’m so sorry you were so sick & alone, although a blessing to have Rio by your side! Glad you’re recovering/recovered. I’m traveling along the Oregon coast & a bit worried about getting the latest strain of covid & taking care of my self! I would take the fox visit as a definite positive sign ~ I feel they are a magical, mystical & positive sign! I’m amazed at how you’re willing & able to deeply reflect on your life , especially at you young age. I feel you’re definitely an old soul! Be well & safe travels Lyss❣️🚎❤️

[@darrylhabershon2348]

You are a very considerate driver

[@jillhominick6865]

You have a way with words, girl! Follow your heart. Glad you are feeling better!!

[@scottteer8776]

Alyssa, you express your thoughts and feelings very well. It’s sometimes difficult on me to watch you go through because I too broke out of what others expected of me and experienced many of the same things. However I’m twice your age and a male so what I’m trying to say is “ you are courageous” never doubt that! I have found many questions and answers about myself. No doubt you have, are and will continue too as well. When things seem difficult from time to time consider the People that traveled the Oregon trail, they too were out there by choice looking for something better than what they had known, no safety net risking everything because something in them said that it was worth it. I don’t know anything about where you come from or your back ground but for encouragement, forget most everything you have heard about religion, society, business and tradition. Take God’s word (the truth,Bible) and his creation on one on one,he is the author of both and just see what he might say. Best wishes for you!

[@MrGrimdarkness]

Thank you for Honoring Gabby. Such a sad and awful thing that poor girl went through. Be safe and love your videos.

[@anakirola9204]

You are honest about how you feel. It is so refreshing. Life is full of hills and valleys. Embracing the truth and being brave will continue to fuel you forward. Everything you need is within you. Doggie is also a very sweet companion. Thank You. Keep Going.

[@MrFlyrod7]

Just went through Covid too and it was tough. I had a family to help me fortunately. Just breath, deep breaths. Time will tell you what’s next. Blessings.

[@robincohen-feehan6480]

I feel ya girl...but what else to do but go through head on. I'd love to cross paths one day. Strong girl. Keep following the yellow brick road 💛

[@alexbernovici4485]

Thank you so much for sharing everything. You really helped me today to remember why I am doing what I am doing. Going through some changes as well. Sending much love 🤍

[@nadeemrehman5466]

You never weep in your life. It's my humble prayer as father. Regards.

[@rayeccles9922]

My girl, you are so on The right path. Listen to the soft wind and follow the prompt’s it gives you. You are so brave and strong I like watching your journey. Trust you heart and know you are not alone. We are with you.

[@Narleski1]

Happy you’re feeling better. Love your peaceful videos.

[@kerryloper6142]

So glad your feeling better. What a beautiful place to meet up with friends. The scenery is breathtaking. Safe travels and stay well!! ☮️❤️

[@wattsizname]

I totally understand that feeling... that's what it's like living with ME/CFS pretty much every day. It changes everything. But hope has to be kept alive somehow even within a life of severe limitations 🙂🌻⚘

[@micahfisher8727]

I love your narrative. Spot on lady.

[@osvaldogarcia9725]

Glad you feel better. Thanks for sharing even when you were sick.

[@samdope9797]

I absolutely adore your spirit you make me feel the raw power your feeling and sometimes I cry in joy and pain while watching your journey and I for some reason miss you every day in my own journey may the 4 winds blow you safely home you got this sister, floating in Oregon...

[@evelynsmith4291]

Glad to see you better.. RIP Gabby 😢

[@johnbeach6729]

Good luck with your life are you going to do so much with it. Just keep moving and do what comes around. And thank you for letting us watch your life roll on

[@luistaveras5886]

Love you alyssa it really sucks when you live on the road and then get sick like that and don't have no one around you to be there with you 💔 I'm really sorry that you want through this I hope you are feeling a lot better now and happy to see you back love ❤️ 😪😪 you are a really beautiful person and for some reason when I see people cry I get emotional and start tearing up and I really don't know why alyssa but love you ❤️❤️ and always here to Support you on your channel

[@Kandalf8989]

You are so right, price less wisdom - people never regret things they did, they regret things they didn't try, and the chance is gone.

[@stepheneckerlsey]

You have a beautiful home to live and move. As a human you need company. Day after day needs you to handle what is happening. Once you handle it the better. Don't hide away though. Take care

[@sburns3814]

I’m watching this one year later. So sorry you were ill and very happy your feeling better. When we’re sick, that’s when we are most vulnerable and wanting our moms to comfort us. Being ill, not only is saps us of our common sense, but our ability to think clearly and make good decisions as well as draining us of our energy. I’m glad you had Rio as she is a big comfort to you during this period in your life. I never felt being an adult was a big deal until we had to shut down our store, and I had to look my employees in the eye and let them know, I don’t know how but we will still come through this. Four years later, and I still don’t feel like we’ve come back to normality. There is an edge in attention to every person as we have all experienced trauma in one form or another. You are one of the strongest women I know of and I look forward to catching up on your videos and glad that you are better. Know that if you’re ever in Colorado and you’re in that bad of shape, you can always come to our home and I will give you & Rio a safe place to lay low till you feel better. Thank you for all of your insights to life.

[@joekielbowich2660]

Every thing will be ok your a strong women we all love you out here

[@ianwhite5058]

You are such a beautiful soul! To be honest, I absolutely love your videos but also dislike them due to jealousy. You are living my dream for when retire but now wish I did it in my younger years. Thanks for making me feel like I've lived life backwards. Lol Hope you realize I send nothing but blessings and safe journeys your way. And please continue to make me jealous.

[@pattrudeau2335]

Keep thriving. You are inspiring to watch. Our only real limits is the one we set ourselves for. Keep dreaming. This is what life is about. Keep pushing your daily limits and just allow yourself to believe everything will be just fine. Keep following your intuitions because you will get to experience life to what it is all about. Just believing in ourselves and that life is there to impress us. Life isn't complicated. We are the one who make it complicated. Good luck in your journey of finding yourself. Keep making video and posting them.

[@setiabudhysetiawan4391]

try to be happy and don't be sad always be healthy, you are not alone there are all of us

[@UmeshPerera]

Thank you my dear Alyssa for your amazingly humble, honest video. You are a beautiful person my friend, thank you :)

[@miltonarredondo3013]

It’s only going to get better for u..your doing what most of us wish we could do, your out there..experiencing the world.. taking chances..and living…

[@noodles806]

Glad you’re feeling better! Being sick like that is no joke, and like you, I had a newfound appreciation for life and the every day after recovering. I love the way you film, your dialogue, your attitude, and how you put it all out there - the good and the bad. Can’t wait for the next episode!

[@JamesBond-vg6wz]

Good for you..You only live once (or maybe twice) But if u do it right, once is enough..Stay safe and happy free spirit 🙏💙

[@artistsmeetfilm6491]

Wow that one got me, Ive battle a rare condition for a very long time and so I can relate to your thoughts. Thank the Lord it was only a passing situation as I know many living every day like that and you dont lose your dreams or aspirations while being in fight against your own body, you actually find the most important things in life many take for granted. Sadly the options to so many dont include getting proper care so be kind yourselves out there as nothing is as challenging as a body not functioning, thank you for showing life in not so pleasant topics it helps the rest of us keep reaching for hope we too will have better days. By the way you can finance a property in the West for little down and low monthly payments, many will allow 3 to 6 months camping with a permit but you got to check the county and look for low restrictions. Cost are going up so Id be looking now. Im a mountain lover too all the way. Love the seasons and the snow.

[@DJMajickMan]

Good on you :) Hope you're feeling better too.

[@Quantum_Kitty]

Great picture of Mt Moran! But the picture is missing Rio.

[@ryanlane7153]

Don’t worry, we’re all here for you, dear one. You are an inspiration, Allyssa.👍🏼👍🏼

[@leogutierrez1419]

Glad you recovered from that sick thing episode. It really seems that you're living the way life should be lived. Experiencing God's country to the Max. Much appreciation for bringing me along your adventure, taking me to places that I've never been, proving to me what I've heard is correct......that the upper mid-west including Wyoming and Idaho are spectacular. I've heard that Montana around the Big Sky area is awesome too. My (new) life experience is limited to my move to Baja California, having re-planting myself from Long Beach California. I'm really loving it here, living next to the ocean, experiencing the Mexican lifestyle, and frequenting the Valle de Guadalupe wine country in nearby Ensenada. My new casa is halfway between Rosarito and Ensenada and my road treks always have that ocean view. But I've always been intrigued by mountain beauty, hidden streams, and the smell of pine trees. Continue your glorious adventure in good health and I'll continue to 'sneak-peek' your trek along with you.

[@ronaldslimak253]

Baja is awesome Leo we used to go camping there when I was in the military, many fond memories of catching and eating lobster and drinking cheap Corona beer back in the early 80's.

[@BushcraftWilderness1]

WE love you young lady, go where your heart tells you to. On an endless journey, you never have to have a final destination. Stay safe , sane and follow your beautiful heart. God Bless You !

[@luckywarriorakabonnies.1855]

Lyssa, sorry you and Rio both got sick. Happy that you are both better. I love that you have listened to your inner spirit and changed your course to be able to experience what the universe has in store for this chapter of your journey. Sending vibes of Blessings and Love for continued safety, awareness, enlightenment and growth to becoming your best self.

[@fanstream]

Continue the evolution....& glad you had Rio as your healer/caretaker...Idaho!

[@secretlake5528]

Twice a year find a spot to park for a whole month Sometimes you need to be grounded

[@itsanorristhing3825]

When you're that sick you wake up with new eyes! Your heart will bring you where your mind wants to hold you back! Now that you see the world open with no walls everything that you thought you wait for or put off until tomorrow, you are going to feel your heart wanting to run full speed ahead to it and do not be afraid life is about new adventure and new expereinces. Live for today because tomorrow is not promised. Love you Much.

[@alexandreguimaraes9582]

Nice landscapes. I really enjoy your videos! Be healthy! Greetings from Rio de Janeiro - Brazil.

[@todd157k2]

A buddy of mine and I did a dual sport motorcycle ride up through CA, into NV, up through OR, across ID, into MT, down through Wy, across UT then through NV/CA home. I kept an eye out for your rig just in case we crossed paths. It would have been fun to meet you and Rio. Oh well. Glad you're feeling better. Sick sucks. hahaha.

[@DanMon797]

So glad you are feeling better. I was worried more than usual about you.

[@tonibequette4073]

I’m almost 58 and you can inspire me so much. I put mental boxes on myself too. My life held so much death. I tend to not ever take chances. I live in fear. I never went to high school bc I had to start working at 14 to help my mom pay the bills. Now I have my masters degree and I’m a Nurse Practitioner. I’m sorry for venting to you on my last message. I was having a total meltdown bc my 33yo son and only child can’t and won’t see me bc his gf is a bipolar mess. I miss him so much that I’ve considered ending my life. But no more of that shit. I need to explore life more. Thank you for inspiring me so much. You are the bravest person I’ve ever seen. I adore Rio. I have 3 fur babies. They are such a huge part of my life. I’m glad you are feeling better. You are truly beautiful inside and out. I appreciate you. 💖☮️🙏

[@garyclarke9685]

I liked what you said about better to try & fail than not take the chance & have that regret & that you can feel at peace with yourself I completely agree which is why I'm finally making big changes in my life only had to live the mediocre life for a long time now. Stay safe Alyssa

[@davidfrierson7284]

All wow thank so much for your Story I am glad you are OK

[@stevenhartley7659]

Hey there young lady. Again, good job sharing how real life can get. Really glad you dont seem to have much residule effects. My wife still cant taste or smell 2 months later. After following you thru the build and to this point, I know not cut corners on my build to come. The comfort you had helped get you through being ill. Peace and love....continued safety and success.

[@hahaha9076]

Alyssa you give me so much to think about. I love coming back here. Your channel is unique, you are inspiring and very good at visual capture, poetic, sound, editing and so personable I feel like I'm welcome. Where you've come from, and where you are personally at your age is very encouraging. I've learned the value of being alone from you. I have limiting self beliefs that I am challenging every day too. I moved recently from my home town where I'd been for 60 years. That was a biiiig deal. 🙏 🇦🇺 John

[@megkav2921]

Oh honey, you really were sick! Being ground to a stop like that is always a good time for reflection though.. It warms my heart that you have decided to just go for it... Jump into everything life is offering you! Life will never be mediocre if you follow your heart. Your heart is your wiser Self.. the one who wants what is best for you. And. Hmmm... "I will let myself fall madly in love with him." It's got to be Charlie, right? It's both exhilerating and terrifying, to open your heart to someone. I hope and wish that this is the start of something magical in your life. Blessings to you x

[@WillMenesesHikes]

Life is full of unknowns, Happy, sad, changes we never expect. That's what makes life...Life. We never know what's around the next bend in the road. Keep going, keep experiencing Lyss. It's what makes You uniquely, ... 🌹"Regretlyss"🌹

[@martinmiller3743]

Ahhhhh yes an area Ill never get away from, Im glad I live there regardless how expensive it is. I love that I can go where most tourists know nothing about. Ill never stop exploring this area including most of Wyoming.

[@thullraven1]

You can keep it. You have a thing called Winter that I want absolutely nothing to do with.

[@montanamtngirl]

I see you enjoying Ketchum and Sun Valley!! It's so gorgeous up in the mountains in the summer...enjoy Idaho!!😁😊🤗🌞🌄🏞 I'm so glad you are feeling better! 🙏 I have friends who have had it and it really kicked their butts too.

[@jclements65]

Solo lifestyle has some advantages. But one big disadvantage is no one to help you. No one to take care of you. Good to see you made a good recovery. Live your life doing what you want. Whatever makes you happy

[@blazerprophet]

Although you fully recognize this, I give you the same advice I gave my daughter when she turned 18- Never turn 40 and look back on your life with regret.

[@ronb8052]

My wife and I got Covid......total fatigue (I slept 20 hours straight), coughing, sneezing, body aches, headache.....lasted a week...we're both feeling better.....hope you are too!

[@LeoLady3966]

I had it last month, just bad headcold symptoms for me but it affects everyone differently. Much healing vibes and sending love to you- hopefully no long term issues

[@JohnSmith-cx7zt]

Depression, loneliness and despair. It's all in your head, relax and realize how blessed you are.

[@demale1]

Helluva episode to get introduced to your channel, but I guess the YT algorithm knows where to find bracing honesty *SUBSCRIBED* hang in there kid.

[@aguyinnc2865]

Glad you are able to take this journey in life. But you travel alone in a world that is anything but safe. Sending prayers.

[@gayemarianesfox2405]

Oh my gosh! I’ve been following Gabby’s case. So awful what happened to her.

[@BeeKay4444]

I’m glad you are feeling better now Alyssa.

[@erichgreen82grandparitchie23]

ALL YOU NEED IS SOME ONE WHO WILL LOVE YOU IN RETURN ==UNCONDITIONAL''

[@Ksm.1972]

Every person has an emotional, financial, family, or whatever problem.. but not every person is weak in front of it.. We in this world are weak. Come out of your experiences by learning and smiling from the past. You are in the present to build a beautiful future.. Just forget the past and you will continue on.

[@janicegilbert4029]

I'm glad you're feeling better. And what a beautiful state Idaho it seems to be. I hope I get to see you someday.

[@BuddyG]

You have a talent for storytelling... Keep it up! Your getting better with your cinematography skills every video! The b-roll shots are amazing!~

[@bobs1648]

Lyss sweetie, I am so happy that you (and Rio) are feeling better. 😁 I do however wish that your heart would tell you to head East. After all, we have mountains over here too. Granted not as tall but mountains none the less and the culture of the people here, I think, would warm your soul. As always, BIG HUGS from Tennessee! 😍👍

[@messenger4969]

amazing that you are able to film yourself when feeling so badly

[@mariemedina257]

Hey girl someone is live with your video. Said on top of a mountain !!!

[@janebrommet7942]

My jouney was to meet myself. I learned to cuddle, take care, listen to my wishes... It was and sometimes is a lonely path but it makes me happy... You are on that path too. I have seen you struggle living in relation in Lucky trying to please... But on your own you get stronger by the day.....