Oh shit. We’re here. He sang with BiBi on “Ahiahiahohah. She is his ex and the person that set up his gofundme. Yes, this song breaks me every time too
@Shiroar7 ай бұрын
OMG I got so excited seeing this pop up!! It’s one of my absolute favourite Ren songs yet sadly doesn’t get anywhere near as much attention as it deserves. It’s the perfect expression of fear and agony in lyrics, vocals, music, and even the video. And never has distortion sounded so emotional! Just heart wrenching and stunning 🖤 🐰🕳️
@cherrybomb13867 ай бұрын
My favorite too even tho I sob every time.
@raisnaix7 ай бұрын
This is from before he knew he had Lyme Disease - they were still telling him it was all in his head and he was crazy.
@Lou-xq9br7 ай бұрын
Know that feeling, doc's just like to seem guessing, saying thing's are in ur head & push meds on you. Lost faith in them 😏
@CraigT-L7 ай бұрын
She left, but she left with him standing on his own 2 feet.
@RenNotRen7 ай бұрын
Clicked on this as soon as I saw the thumbnail. Another heartbreaker of a song. IMO, this could be on a movie soundtrack and deserves more attention. Thank you for the reaction ❤
@stacie92297 ай бұрын
Me too! I knew Nic would do an amazing job.
@toniyoung51317 ай бұрын
Seven years ago he was 27, he'd been making music for more than ten years by then. Bibi was his girlfriend then, though they did break up not long after. She was the catalyst to finding help for his health problems, finding the doctor who diagnosed the Lyme disease.
@Dr.Brummel7 ай бұрын
Hey bro, thanks for your reaction to Crutch ❤. One of Ren's most underrated songs in my opinion. Makes me tear up every time 😢. And I heard it a lot. It's about his fear of being left alone by everyone because of his suffering. Yea, Bibi was his girlfriend at that time. She started a fundraising for his treatment/diagnosis, which eventually led to his correct diagnosis. Bibi said in an interview that they said their final goodbyes twice because they thought he wouldn't make it through the night. The video brilliantly shows his vulnarity. One detail: Did you notice how their silouettes form a closing curtain when she sings that line? Just great. Much love and a big hug to everyone out there who is suffering. And to everyone who supports their partner, friend or whatever in times of crisis, suffering and hopelessness. And I know what I'm talking about. I'm helplessly watching my wive fade away. 😢
@supertuscans95127 ай бұрын
It’s magnificent but it’s not pleasant to listen to because it’s like taking an overdose of pain.
@daisy99107 ай бұрын
Stay strong, and look after yourself.
@Dr.Brummel7 ай бұрын
@@daisy9910 Thank you for the encouragement ❤🫂. I give my very best every day.
@patriciaobrien66006 ай бұрын
Wishing you strength and sending love and hugs ❤️
@Dr.Brummel6 ай бұрын
@@patriciaobrien6600 Thanks so much ❤
@angelb-oo7ob7 ай бұрын
So painfully raw and heartbreaking 🥺and after listening to 1st part of his life story it leaves me feeling conflicted, helping others comes at a cost too, yet he’s baring his soul still. Wishing him peace and time for him to live the life he deserves. Thankyou for your compassionate review. Much love 🫶🏻🫧🪽🤍🏴
@kellyt53417 ай бұрын
💯 same.
@cherylb3097 ай бұрын
So raw and heartbreaking 💔
@sharoncarlisle94537 ай бұрын
Ren said it was about his fear that he would lose her.
@MissMeKate7 ай бұрын
Heartbreaking but beautiful. Such artistry.
@DonnaPoynton.7 ай бұрын
Love this one it’s beautiful and heartbreaking,Thanks Dom ❤
@LadyGX7 ай бұрын
Gut punch, everytime.
@michaelphipps86477 ай бұрын
Love this song!
@Emilie-one7 ай бұрын
Oh I am so happy you are checking this one out.. gives me goosebumps every time ❤
@leslieballard97097 ай бұрын
I haven’t even watched this video yet and I’m so excited to watch you react to it. I love this song and this video and I can sympathize and empathize with Ren in it. I tell my husband all the time just leave if I go crazy. WhichI’ve had some breakdown so luckily he won’t leave me. Anyway, now I’m gonna watch your video. Much love.
@Lou-xq9br7 ай бұрын
❤ #ren Heartbreaking but beautiful 🖤
@MissyGail4eva7 ай бұрын
Oh..there _was_ a BiBi. Still is, somewhere out there..she is not a singer, has a quirky half smile that is utterly endearing...and was once upon a time Ren's girlfriend...
@Irmelinis7 ай бұрын
🥰🥰🥰 so emotional and the video is THE BEST
@melissacompton5657 ай бұрын
😭❤️ Wow. He makes you feel these intense emotions through every part of this. The music alone had me hurting and then his lyrics and vocals put me in tears. I had to look away. The hurt on his face and in his movements broke me.
@stacie92297 ай бұрын
That scream singing ripped my guts out. Stacie from Boston
@JoRiceRenegade4Eva7 ай бұрын
This is a brilliant song & video, so underrated IMO - thanks for reacting to it 😊❤
@Bumble-B993 ай бұрын
Seriously! underated track.
@nonoyesyes68707 ай бұрын
Love all ur stuff. Funny thing though, Reactors who are fans of Ren and I guess other musicians have a hard life because you cannot go fully into the catalogs of the artists. Ren really does have a large catalog going back in time.
@mindyspencer23737 ай бұрын
It's hard to pick a favorite with Ren, but this one, it's special!
@Carl-gj4ed7 ай бұрын
The way I interpret it it's about having a someone or something to help you when you are going through a hard time, a crutch. I had a stroke and my girlfriend of 6 years left me when things got difficult. It wasn't anything I could have controlled but she expected me to be a spring chicken every morning, do the chores and go for walks when I couldn't events up straight, take a shower or make cohesive sentences. I wasn't really that upset when she left. I was more upset that she wasn't understanding especially because I counciled her when she was suicidal and supported her when she was going through rough times. Only give back what you receive.
@oniebaloney7 ай бұрын
i hope you have fully recovered, sending lots of love xx
@MarieHook-zo1msАй бұрын
I never get tired of your reactions Dom...hey, my names Morgan too...Marie is my middle name. Lol...anyway, love you muches...from NC.
@daisy99107 ай бұрын
Honestly, I think this is critically one of Ren's best songs. Bibi's voice is beautiful next to his.
@callmeeley7 ай бұрын
This is gut wrenching, thank you ❤
@Goodtide7 ай бұрын
Thank you Morgan
@Vmcf19687 ай бұрын
very nice reaction
@gaiasmind49899 сағат бұрын
Love the reaction man, but you have to check out Penitence. I went through your list and didn't see it. It may be my favorite Ren song and that's saying a lot.. I am in love with this guy's music.
@Hundhammer7 ай бұрын
❤❤❤ I'm not an expert, but I think I heard Bibi actually was his girlfriend at that time... Peace and love from Bavaria!
@kellyt53417 ай бұрын
Yes she was
@jasonklenetsky56877 ай бұрын
I thought this was going to be shared on Rens latest post Missing part 3. Turned out it was Depression instead. Nice reaction.
@RobertAustin-l4p7 ай бұрын
Nice 💔 This was done before he was diagnosed also, So he still had no idea what was wrong with him.. I believe the yellow lighting was his PAIN and the blue lighting was his psychosis ! And they had no budget for any thing.. Just the film and friends !!
@Lynnie_147 ай бұрын
This is pure art ❤
@sampanther88542 ай бұрын
❤✌️ Love this song 💔
@yilomina20477 ай бұрын
This is suuuuuuch a good one!
@melodiesixx7 ай бұрын
Great react🎉 the end of the vidéo break me 😢
@woodywoodman23196 ай бұрын
Bro ya must keep doing Older Ren stuff! Its equally as impressive! Suggest Jessica, What Kinda Woman is this, Ocean, Pentinence, etc...
@majbrat3 ай бұрын
Powerful
@fluxfist69207 ай бұрын
The ending I interpreted was that no, she didn't stay with him. So after he used her as a crutch, he was left devastated because it was an empty promise. She tried to help, but ultimately it was too much for her for whatever reasons.
@stacie92297 ай бұрын
Thia video will hurt my feelings! Stacie from Boston
@KevL_2627 ай бұрын
Hopefully you'll react to Ren's actual videos on the RenMakesStuff channel too. I think it is the context for his craft, and also his upcoming single. Peace and love from Germany ❤❤❤
@leann607 ай бұрын
❤
@vladtheinhaler66473 ай бұрын
The most heartbreaking, gut wrenching song I've ever heard 😢
@doylewilks90677 ай бұрын
May 9th new video ren
@seagull01-cp8pb7 ай бұрын
Lovely.💕👍🦇
@jules30487 ай бұрын
You should react to three chapters he’s been releasing. It really gives u insight into him and his music. They r intense vids.
@anastasiagreene59677 ай бұрын
❤❤❤
@majboomer12857 ай бұрын
I was really excited when I saw you were doing this song. It is a very underrated piece for sure. It really makes me tear up everytime I hear it. I didn't this time because I was annoyed with you on this one. I really wish you had done this one with your usual attention, it just seemed like you were distracted and in a hurry. I still love your stuff though, you are one of my favorite reactors. Not hating, just expressing.
@morecrayonsplzmcw48367 ай бұрын
🔥
@JoeYo777 ай бұрын
Idk if he was ever on opiates for his pain. I have to assume he was This acting by him in this video is exactly what the physical part is like for 4-5 days minus the vomit and other stuff
@belgand55557 ай бұрын
🥺♥️🥺
@raisnaix7 ай бұрын
Real Talk: Just had someone look over my shoulder and say, "Wait... I thought Biz Markie died..."
@cindycooper85787 ай бұрын
Please listen to AJ documentary called 10 years in the making. Thanks have a great weekend and stay safe.
@jessicacastro78247 ай бұрын
Hello everybody
@margaretpickholtz87723 ай бұрын
Everyone in the bar is dead for the time anyway and there until they move out of purgatory and on to the light or something else. The song and video need one another or the message is incomplete.