Ren - Mackay

Filmed by Samuel Perry-Falvey
This is a tribute for one of my best friends Callum Mackay. For a long time I wanted to write him a song, but every time I sat down I couldn't think of the right words which left me feeling frustrated. Callum died very shortly after Joe, another very dear friend. Trying to process both created a bit of a block, and to be honest ever since I haven't really been able to fully grieve whenever I loose someone close to me.
One day while sat at the piano I was playing around with melodies and this came out. Sometimes I don't have words to explain or express the thing that wants to be expressed. In those moments I'm so grateful for music
This is for you Callum Mackay
Rip homie
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[@RenMakesMusic]

You can download Mackay here renmakesmusic.lnk.to/mackay Today is one of my favorite peoples birthday. There was a few times we shared birthday parties cause they were so close together, they were always chaotic and awesome. This is me sharing my birthday with him once more. Callum was one of those friends who was constant throughout school, he was a year older than me, always positive, always down to get up to whatever stupid shit was on the menu that day. Fond memories of getting older kids to go get us a bottle of vodka, then heading into the woods behind the co-op and getting so drunk we'd usually end up either throwing up or creating beautifully blurry memories. I loved and looked up to that guy so much. The last time I saw him was ironically at Joes funeral, I'd just won two bottles of wine on the raffle we set up, which was the last time I ever drank alcohol. I decided it would be a sensible idea to drink both, and we had a great send off, felt right all the lads being together in one place, despite the circumstances. Me and call were both absolutely hammered and reminiscing about old times and it felt just like being back in the woods. I got the news Callum had died 6 months after Joe took his life. At the age of 21 it was really difficult for me to process that two of my best friends could die in such a short space of time. Joe dying had hit me so hard that I was almost unable to process Callum going shortly after. I wanted to write something for him for such a long time to pay tribute, but there was a mental block and nothing ever felt right. One day I was sat by my piano and I started to play with no real intention, and this song came out of me that had no words, just music, and for some reason it managed to express what I wasnt able to with words. It felt fitting to hold onto it and release it for his birthday. This is for Callum Mackay Love and miss you always. Ren

[@jenniferpeavey3138]

I'll be there for it! ❤

[@J20HAX-Confidant]

No words. R.I.P Callum.

[@joanm2232]

❤❤❤❤🤗🤗🤗🤗

[@lillyvanpug]

I'm never able to find the right words, but I'm good at giving virtual bear hugs 🖤🖤🖤

[@tracywhitlatch9263]

Sometimes piano reaches places in me, that words never could.

[@Simon-rd2mx]

One of the reasons I love Ren, coming off the back of a number one album most artists would be desperately searching for their next number one hit, Ren has kept it very low key, and announces he's releasing a piano only instrumental, you can tell he's just in it because he loves and respects music so much and we all benefit by getting raw and real content, respect!

[@c.g.silver8782]

+1

[@KennaAlexander]

100% 🙌🏻❤️

[@Mr.Quentinshorts]

105 likes and 1 comment let me fix that

[@johnwatson9606]

Very well said. Ren is an artist, a story teller, a modern minstrel some will say. His talent is unsurpassed and as you said he’s in it for the music, not the shallow fame.

[@coventrypunx1014]

I notice that a lot of the so called hip and trendy artists are copying Ren

[@TheBollocksPictures]

"So, if you are too tired to speak, sit next to me, because I, too, am fluent in silence." - R. Arnold

[@jessicajaerosenbaum115]

R. Arnold is?

[@ibahalii653]

​@@jessicajaerosenbaum115 Ron Arnold (August 8, 1937 - January 22, 2022) was an American writer and activist. He was the Executive Vice-President of the Center for the Defense of Free Enterprise.

[@jaylewis9876]

Ironically the silence led me to read the comments which I rarely do and found this great quote

[@ajb6196]

Hard bro

[@annmariemorrissette3032]

I am a HS music teacher and this Hans Christian Anderson quote has been on my wall for 25 years. "Where words fail, music speaks." Keep making music, Ren!

[@jeannieravenscraft4938]

Beautiful quote.

[@mistyg715]

Beautifully said ❤

[@txrc8]

I have that same one my mom got me like 15 years ago❤

[@tonyp2788]

I always said music sooths even the savage beast bit this is way better put

[@wilmcleful]

Yes indeed. I too am a musician. My first instrument was Alto Saxophone for 6 years, and then guitar & bass guitar. Anywho, I say this from a music enthusiast point of view, not as a musician: No matter what kind of mood you find yourself, you can turn on the radio, and guaranteed there’s a song that can dramatically change said mood. And it’s not limited to just one genre of music neither. Music is extremely powerful.

[@Matt-it8jh]

The lost art of saying something without using words. You're something else man, hands down the best performer there is. Don't ever fit in a singular box, be you.

[@tophercIaus]

100%. Each time I listened to it, it felt like there were incredible lyrics layered over the top of this, just waiting to be spoken. But they didn't need to be spoken. Simple, yet amazing instrumentals make people feel without anything else. This achieved that. I totally agree with you.

[@eckigeecken]

Yea couldn't say it better brother! I find it qiute amazing how Ren encourages us to truly listen and honestly connect to music again!

[@user-uf8gi8oj7y]

Ren, I am a 54-year-old father of 2 sons close to your age in New Jersey, America. My generation was raised to not display ANY emotion if you are a male and I realized as I got older that this was just fundamentally wrong and really bad for my mental health, I did not raise my children this way and I know it was the correct decision. I have been a RENegade for over a year now and I just wanted to tell you that you are a true inspiration to even me. I love that you have persevered through more than most and can still be so loving and in touch with others with great perspective and Insight. All of this and still have the determination to put out such meaningful and poignant art. I say art because, it's so much more than just music, you're a poet, entertainer, a true artist in every sense of the word. I have never seen anyone that I would rather my own sons look up to than you, and not because of your music, but because of your immense character.

[@sillykitten84]

You sound like you're a great dad, your children are lucky to have you.❤

[@gkopij]

Great message. 😊

[@totallyill]

Word.

[@anishkagodfrey4036]

Could not have put that any better myself, he is truly amazing and someone I look up to when I'm feeling like giving up (even as a female) people like us and artists like Ren are gems in the rough, very few and far between. The internet is mostly bad and a narcissistic environment with people and machines watching our every move, sentence and things we use it for.. but safely music and artists like Ren, people like you that strive to be better and so selfless kind and unbelievably forgiving and understanding are big reasons I still bother with the internet. You, Ren, all the people we connect with, even if for fleeting moments, make the internet so worthwhile having.. I'm going thru another very very rough Trott with multiples of issues that are truly kicking me down so far, I keep fighting even if only a little, it's not in me to stop, then when I'm feeling so alone and lost and like there's no one that can truly understand, like now for me, I see your comment and gives me hope to fight harder to know I'm not alone in this big bad world and big bad life changing issues happening... Ren has been a lifesaver for me and I listen to him everyday since I discovered him approx 1yr ago... You amazing people help me to strive to be the person I am and to see I'm not the only one with so many losses, issues, illnesses etc. and to not ever give up fully... I'm so thankful I saw this now.. I was so scared I was going to give up, I'm in the darkest place I have ever been currently, your comment, Ren's beautiful music in this video I can feel I'm not alone and give me strength to not give up and it has truly helped me to think I might just get through all of this crap. Thankyou for the rare amazing humans like yourself, artists like Ren etc. to pick me back up high enough so I'm not drowning... Thankyou the universe works in amazing ways truly thankyou

[@CabinFever52]

Beautiful. I left the states because there weren't enough people like you. Glad to see you are inspiring your sons towards greatness.

[@monicajamba3056]

Single mom of a son who lost his dad at 14 he’s 25 now. I heard him singing this weird tune when he thought I couldn’t hear him. Had no clue what it was then a friend showed me Hi Ren. I immediately knew what he had been singing. At first I was scared it was so dark and beautiful. Then me and my son had a talk and he showed me more and more of what you’ve done. Then I watched interviews and learned even more. My son actually said mom that’s the only album I’ve ever bought. I was so happy to hear that. He doesn’t talk about his grief but I truly believe you’ve helped him through your music. Thank you for sharing your gift with us. If you ever come to Washington state we’ll be there to watch.

[@Disco_B4ll5]

Now if he comes to Washington we can say "Hi ren!"

[@jessicajaerosenbaum115]

Thats beautiful. As a mother with a child that also lost her father I cried reading this because I cant reach her. Her grief is denial. Im here when shes ready but Im so happy for you and your son to have such a beautiful way to connect and the length at which you went to make that happen.

[@fevichristovitchin2672]

Woah, that got me in the feels. I'm so glad your son (and you) found Ren's music and that you were able to bond over this. I'm sure it's helping him process his grief and any other difficulties he may be experiencing. Blessings to you both.

[@AnotherFacelessDigitalNoOne]

I love this comment you and your son ❤❤❤❤ you are both loved

[@BeefWiggles]

Masterpiece. My 5 year old walks in, “this is beautiful music. Is he real? Can we see him?” Good on you, mate. You’re a gem.

[@falcxn8824]

what kind of 5 year old do you own??

[@BeefWiggles]

@@falcxn8824 I don’t own or view my daughter as a possession. However, my daughter is biologically mine. And, she will remain so, shit my adopted daughter is also mine. :) Should I have used, The 5 year old? Would this appease your need, my friend? I’m slightly confused by your question, so I hope I answered it accurately.

[@falcxn8824]

@@BeefWiggles i was joking

[@BeefWiggles]

@@falcxn8824 lord have mercy, got me. Lmao. I was so confused! Have a lovely day :)

[@jessicajaerosenbaum115]

Thats the cutest thing. Kids are magical. What a sweet child you have.

[@spawnofstamos2737]

Ren speaks fluent piano too? I understood every word he didn't say. Damn.

[@rockyparker1528]

Nice he gave us music to express our own thoughts and words hay

[@thegingermenace8593]

I lost my fur baby Venus the day this song came out. Still grieving.

[@shanekingsley251]

​@thegingermenace8593 So you let some rando take your virginity, it's not the end of the world. Mr right will still enjoy it when you guys end up finding eachother, don't trip potato chip 🤜

[@hapheseus]

"I understood every word he didn't say"... damn.

[@nessiferum6200]

I thought the same thing, I could hear the memories of the good times they'd spent together. Ren is an extraordinary genius.

[@zoeymrs]

RIP to all our loved ones that aren't with us anymore😢❤

[@jwah66]

We don't truly die . We are all children of God and the light carries on eternally ❤

[@rehabwales]

@@jwah66 So my wife who was killed in a crash at 29 years old didn't die? You people are idiots, cruel ones at that.

[@deborahhenderson4929]

​@@jwah66❤❤❤

[@andrewparker9569]

What adds to the tragedy of the drowning of Callum Mackay is that another lad also 22 died from drowning trying to save Callum's life . Lewis Darroch received a posthumous bravery award . He was holding Callum in the water trying to pull on to some rocks but was unsuccessful , tired and swept out to sea aswell

[@Jinty92]

That's tragic. A schoolmate of mine in 4th year drowned in the Gaerloch with other pupils in my year trying to hold his head out of the water. His feet were trapped by reeds. They got too tired to keep holding on and it was about 2am and they were quite isolated. I have never forgotten it and I am now 53. R.I.P. Graham & Callum.

[@V4zz33]

Thank you for the extra information! Both of them, Rest in Peace.

[@daniellewong5058]

May they both rest in peace or come back to find joy.

[@elsvaughn7959]

I hope that they heard something like this in the moment

[@sunsayer]

Ohh my, that break's my heart ❤️ thank you for sharing this, all life matter ❤️

[@janefisher6783]

I have worked in the music business for years with many bands. I have NEVER come across ANY artist as gifted as REN. Pure talent in ANY genre. How on earth Ren has these skills and ability is incredible. Literally outstanding. Also keep in mind that I have worked with so much talentless crap that I am the most critical person on earth ! REN is in a league of his own. Bizarrely I found REN by mistake as my surname is Fisher ! So after 'Losing it' I found REN, Best artist ever !!!! Genius !!!!

[@BLIND82]

Absolutely 💯 💯 💯

[@brooketomblin7897]

You won't find another artist as talented as Ren out here, right now...not in Ren's lifetime at least.

[@glum_hippo]

I am less impressed with his skills (solid as they are) than with his passionate dedication to his personal vision and to his trusting and devoted audience.

[@tlcrf80mins73]

Was talking to a colleague about Ren today. They asked me "What's his music like?" I thought long and hard - and after I'd rattled through the usual '... a bit like this, a bit like that...' I said: 'He's unique - a one-man genre - and a genius'. Nothing out there like him.

[@michaelkennedy8270]

Mackay in Gaelic means Son of Fire. The sunlight blazing away on the deep time lines of the rock face behind seems fitting for such a tribute. Happy birthday Callum, and happy birthday Ren!

[@chiefaberach]

That's right. My full name means Champion Bastard Son of Fire 🔥 😂

[@agmag9970]

Yes noticed same. Layers of history/era behind surfacing slowly to the light as the sunshine is coming. Interesting top too... Cannot wait!! Genesis...

[@supertuscans9512]

Does it mean the same thing in Welsh?

[@JosephPlunkett-cg7gh]

I do not know let all read a real book And see if we can find out plezse?

[@kiwatts]

For those who wonder what Mackay means in Welsh, a surname usually only originates from one area but I went to Wales 101, a website, and it said - Mackay Family History - This ancient surname is said to be of Manx and Scottish origins, although also later well recorded in the province of Ulster, in Ireland. It is a development of the pre 10th century Old Gaelic name "Mac Aodha", derived from "Mac" meaning "son of " plus the personal name "Aodh" meaning "fire", and originally the name of a Celtic god. Recorded in at least fifteen spellings including: MacKea, MacKee, MacKey, McKie, MacKie, McKee, and McCoy, there are many early references and recordings. These include Gilcrist M'Ay, said to be the progenitor of the famous Mackays of Ugadale, and to whom Robert 1st of Scotland granted lands in Kintyre in circa 1326...

[@Hexenkind1]

This was a somber and melancholic piece, but yet it was hopeful and uplifting all the same. Remember the one's we have lost and cherish their memories. Thank you Ren, once again you showed the world another facet of yourself. And every single one so far was beautiful.

[@Charlee1776]

I was searching for a way to describe the way this piece made me feel and I found your comment. I believe you you summed it up perfectly.

[@user-xz6fj4lw2t]

It's really beautiful. Ren is a

[@jackiecosgrave52]

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[@annaworth286]

I don’t know why, but this piece sounds like water - tears, rainfall, waterfalls, the swell of waves, and the tide ebbing and flowing, I love it Ren, thank you.

[@Bystronicman08]

Because you know the backstory and that's the meaning you assigned to it.

[@annaworth286]

@@Bystronicman08 I didn’t know the ‘backstory’, I just watched the video, and felt the music.

[@lisajanet6933]

I just sent this to my mom for Mother’s Day. She loves to play the piano and she thought it was beautiful. We haven’t been connecting lately, and it was the perfect gift. ❤ Thank you for sharing this beautiful piece of art, and for always bringing it. Be well, take good care of Ren. We love you!

[@RosieHarp]

Is there any limit to this man's talent? Writing, playing multi instruments, rapping, singing, doing covers his way. He is a *MASSIVE* ray of musical hope and joy.

[@jukeboxdave6026]

You should be so proud of yourself ren for all the love you send out passed and present love you bro 69 years old great grandad love and respect from the UK 👍👍🌟🌟 amazing person 🌟

[@RenMakesMusic]

Love and respect back to you brother!!

[@jukeboxdave6026]

I feel blessed to have found Mr ren Gill at my age in life must be one of the lucky ones thanks ren for so much joy and pleasure with your music have a great birthday ren - love from the old get up in Yorkshire 😀😀 amazing person 🌟

[@user-vu2ud4go3k]

I lost my boyfriend to suicide in 1999. I was 18 and he was 20 at the time of his death. Almost 25 years later and I still miss him and think about him every day. This lovely piano piece made me think of the sadness I felt losing him but the gratitude I feel that I was lucky enough to have him. Im quite literally in tears here! Thank you Ren. I am a lover of all things music and come from a very musically inclined family myself. I have been losing interest lately because there is nothing out there exciting or capturing me emotionally.....until i accidentally stumbled upon a KZbin video of someone reacting to Hi Ren and that was it. Your music invokes a response from me in all the best ways. I think you are a rare talent. An exceptionally gifted young man and I'm so damn glad I stumbled across that video. You connect with people on a different level. And not everyone has that gift. I hope to be following your journey as an artist and enjoying your music for many years to come. Wishing you all the success and happiness you can handle!

[@johnnymoney163]

The reverence I’ve developed for Ren has been a continual evolution and it’s derived out of the many of hours spent watching and experiencing his works of art! How do you know when someone is beyond compare? When they create a deep desire in others to want to be better humans! That is just one of the many gifts Ren continues to bless us with! Thank You Ren!

[@PandaDragunrozez1179]

Ditto! 100%

[@zep68cd]

In an era where an instrumental is nearly forbidden in popular music...once again: Here comes REN!!!

[@mambutuomalley2260]

🧢

[@ukgirlkesable]

Ren is one of those young people you just want to hug in these times! You're an inspiration to us all to push the boundaries of what others say we should be! This piece is beautiful 💜

[@ukgirlkesable]

Ren, where on earth was this filmed? It's such a perfect fit for this new track!

[@outofthetrash5925]

Just a proper musician making music he wants to make rather than music a label tells him people want to hear. Do it properly and there will always be someone that wants to hear it.

[@tjbooker8585]

​@ukgirlkesable might be wrong, but looks like the badlands in Wyoming

[@paulminshall7453]

I can't quite believe this, it was my friends funeral today. Shona Mackay. R.I.P. An incredible coincidence and a beautiful piece of music. ❤

[@margaretc5679]

💙

[@suesee9619]

Wow. That's no coincidence. We call that a God nod. I'm so sorry for your loss and for those that loved her. Much love ❤️ Sue

[@chereebee]

Wow ❤ Sending hugs and prayers for comfort. This was definitely no coincidence.

[@christyheffernan1248]

Goodness, how perfect so sorry for your loss though

[@rehabwales]

@@suesee9619 Is it a god nod when a child dies of cancer on world cancer day?

[@alexandrinecastel9154]

Hello, my english is not perfect!!! I'm fro south of France. I would like to say THANK YOU SO MUCH TO SHARE YOUR WORLD, YOUR EMOTIONS, YOUR MUSIC. I'm 50 years old and it's long time ago I did'nt hear an complete artist like you.🤩🤩😍😌

[@jasonmcsweeney1294]

THANK YOU FOR ALL OF US , WHO HAVE LOST OUR BEAUTIFUL FREINDS AND fAMILY. ITS PERFECT REFLECTION.

[@pipgalea1376]

Just played this to my 79 year old mum, She said she could listen to it all day....

[@christyheffernan1248]

Me too -i need it on repeat

[@leventeszekely280]

Simply ,timles, vunderfull misic for all of us...

[@julianitaalisa]

We did not know Joe and Callum, but you share a part of them with us through your music. That is an amazing way of honouring them and your memories of them. And when we connect with that love you have for your friends we make it our own and extend it to the ones we love. You are creating a beautiful ripple effect. Thank you for all you do Ren. Can't wait to hear it.

[@urnotoriginal2532]

This feels just like listening to a story, I cannot stop to listen to it. It just feels so nice. I don't even know how to explain it...

[@lauran3527]

This was beautiful ❤. I just can’t believe how versatile he is. And not in a bad way, Ren is owning his space.

[@EsmereldaPea]

One of the best things about a multifaceted, genre-busting artist like Ren is that he will undoubtedly be responsible for so many being exposed to music oitside their comfort zones. Like a gangsta rap fan enjoying a piano composition.

[@pezvonpez]

That's exactly what happened to me!

[@monicajamba3056]

Me and my son both believe that Ren is the only artist that people would be happy to just sit and listen to him talk. Or in this case play the piano. Or rap or sing or play guitar. Such a gift to the world.

[@Simon-ir1xj]

Constantly surprising and always fucking brilliant.

[@deborahhenderson4929]

Oh Ren/U must be feeling it...when/they say you're the genius of your gen/the expectations are once again/impossible to live up to/so please.....You/just take care and do/whatever it is I hear U do here/cause that seems to be working...it's so near/to having your life clean and clear...yeah...ready to steer/into a brilliant future/for sure/you're a talent so pure/keep doing what you're doing...going where/your heart says to...Yeah...REN...U R just AMAZING!🎉❤😊

[@Hoatu]

He didn't say a word. Yet still had our rapt attention. Easily one of the greatest artists of our time. Much love from NZ.

[@theyoutubeguy1545]

For me, you define what being an artist means by witnessing this path of self discovery and expression your carving out from an industry consumed with labeling, categorizing and packaging its “product”. How beautiful and inspiring it is to see the courage, drive and what is obviously years of devotion to your craft unfold for the world to enjoy. I feel blessed to have found you, thank you Ren

[@redpillblupill]

😊😮😢❤ SOOOO EMOTIVE. Absolutely astounding range of emotions, and the tribute at the end has me tearing up. Really well done sir. 👏👏👏

[@jodburke]

What I love about Ren is every time I get online, I feel there is a new song to get excited about. This surely cant continue forever but for as long as it does I will savour it. EDIT - Well this was a beautiful piece of music.

[@marianneszijj3362]

Judging from the amount of original material reportedly on Ren’s hard drives and clearly still flowing freely from him, I believe it will last as long as Ren is around to play it! 💔❤️‍🩹❤️

[@beccasalt8960]

I've just discovered it's world piano day (yes that's a thing). Of course Ren drops a stunning piano instrumental on world piano day. That's so Ren ❤

[@dskovar]

I can see a man. The most remarkable man. He is impossible. He is a legend woven throughout history. But whose eyes were heavy with the weight of all he'd seen. He lives on a cloud in the sky. A man who fell from the Stars. Listen! Show them a story they'll never forget. I think he's an alien from another world, a Face Changer. (C) Doctor Who

[@banatraditionalkontumclass104]

Listening from the jungles of Vietnam. Love ya man. This song hits hard. Such an emotional song with highs and lows throughout it shows us all yet again that you really are a master of your craft. The world is a better place for you and your art Ren. Please come see us in our ethic minority village. Come share your beautiful music with us.

[@ThomasWinget]

"So what kind of music does this Ren guy make?" "Yes." Seriously, beautiful song.

[@bycarolbarber]

EXACTLY

[@TooStonedToBobsled]

Perfect answer!

[@jessanadeangelis5880]

💯

[@manuelper]

Still think he needs to a serious hard rock song but with his melodic sensibilities. That's a genre he really has not dabbed in too much.

[@GregoryChampey]

Check out the band the big push. Rens old band

[@arvinmohammadi290]

wait ... it's just a piano piece? no fancy rap or crazy visuals and lighting or anything? i absolutely adore this i don't even know why ... and the piece is actually very beautiful. thanks ren for always being a surprise

[@annawilson2095]

Couldn’t have said it better! My thoughts exactly

[@pronebb]

Agree totally. This sound is Pure 639 Hz. You don’t need crazy graphics with that backdrop and light. Stunning

[@nelyay5186]

My first introduction to the prodigy that is Ren was his music video Hi Ren, his magnum opus. I cried, I lamented, I cheered. I was taken apart and put back together again. Ren is a genius of many realms. Singer. Rapper. Instrumentalist. Writer. Performer. Orator. He is a master of spaces between words and notes. A mover of people’s inner worlds. He walks among genres like a giant, linking them, conquering them, changing them. He truly can do anything. One day, the story of his life will be told on a Broadway stage, in the written word, on the big screen. Every so often, once a generation if we are fortunate, a virtuoso walks among us and changes the world, lifts us to dimensions never before imagined. This is Ren, and we are better because of his existence on this planet. I look forward to everything he’s going to do in his lifetime. What’s most important, beyond all else, is how deeply he feels for the people he cares about. Ren, if you’re reading this, I am so sorry about the people you’ve lost and everything you’ve been through. This world and why we’re here, why there has to be so much pain, is a damn mystery. But, like radio waves, you’ve put your friend’s song, and all that is your legacy, into the universe and they will live forever.

[@hArtyTruffle]

hArt music for every generation. Ren, your music is like a wake up call to hearts everywhere. Simply incredible. Much 🫶🏻

[@LiBrian2]

Ren is quite possibly one of the most gifted, versatile, and authentic artists of our time. I don't think there's a single person I've shared this music with who hasn't been impressed, including my 76 year old mother who rarely listens to music outside of classical.

[@E-d1d3]

When people say Ren is a rabbit hole to go down, that is a disservice, it is more a fractal space.

[@WAITINGFORTHEWORLDTOCATCHUP]

Not quite-matter of fact! And how truly special I feel to be alive & able to experience and absorb all of what I know to be true & see it embraced by so many! I honestly had lost any hope for humanity until the day he showed up to prove me wrong! AND the way he interacts gives us a sense of validation we couldn’t seem to find elsewhere! He’s the most generous artist I’ve ever come to love!

[@monicajamba3056]

Same experience. Not one person. Everyone is like wow who’s that. Some cry, some get chills, it’s wild. I’m 50 I personally have never seen as great an artist.

[@doreentowle9984]

From my heart, I pray for your health, your safety, and your happiness. You touched my troubled soul as I grieve the loss of my 2 brothers and my little sister, all within 10 months. Your music is a gift to generations. I am so grateful I've lived long enough to experience the genius of Ren. Sincere love from Vancouver Island in Canada,,Tahsis ,,stay well.

[@mary.e645]

❤🙏❤

[@CALLYPSO16]

❤❤

[@lorihutcheon5363]

Well said my friend! I honestly understand your pain and couldn’t agree more with the healing gift we’ve found in Ren💝 May your loved ones rest peacefully🙏

[@lisadavenport2390]

🫶🏻🕊️❤️‍🩹

[@stampandscrap7494]

Look after yourself. Your family has had too much grief. I only have lost one sibling so far, although my other sibling has a terminal condition. I cannot imagine loosing so much. I am sending you love and strength.

[@Sonofajan]

Random, just now discovered you through watching Harry Mack videos on an awesome vibe, which sent me to a first watch of Neurogal MD, which ended me up here. I felt right away that closing my eyes was the right thing to do, to just listen. And this song exploded my emotions. Fear of loosing close ones got real real. Mom is about to go through a another operation because of a second cancer scare which I simply cannot fathom. Also I worry about my wonderful dogs leaving because of old age. I am not prepared for any of it and I fear the depths that I will have to face. The anxiety and sorrow in your song really slapped me. I was reminded by the regular day stress prohibiting me being able to appreciate everything I have today. I am constantly missing out on everything I will be missing once its too late, if that makes sense. Ive known for my whole life not to take anything for granted but how do I actually practice that mindset? Thank you for this amazing powerful experience. Almost as much as I feel grief, I feel relief. Beautiful... Beautiful and haunting work, Ren. Now Im curiously wondering, am I prepared to check out your other work?

[@corylyonsmusic]

I love this dude because he does what's important...just create great music. Nothing more needed, no box to check...just doing what feels real, simply creating.

[@pamela_Boyle]

In a nation full of the shi**est people WHAT have we done to ever deserve Ren. I just don't know why but God, not only chose to give him to us, but he just keeps on giving to us through him every day. WE NEED TO PROTECT #RENMAKESMUSIC its our duty to do so ❤ This is absolutely beautiful xx

[@MuresanBol77]

So my best friend lost his battle with cancer at the age of 24...now I'm 45. Not a day passes where I don't think of him in the fondest of memories. What a beautiful arrangement and tribute! You did my heart good today so I thank you friend.

[@urnotoriginal2532]

It feels like this song is a life, from first breathing to first love, first traumas, first lessons, to getting to know life and being amazed by it, and just continuing living until death comes... It's so dense and painful and beautiful I have no words

[@simonc61]

I lost way too many friends when I was younger, wish I could have come up with a tribute like this. Ren is a very rare talent these days.

[@ThunderTaco206]

This was stunning. I was introduced to you through Hi Ren on a reaction channel and have been a fan ever since. I have fairly bad PTSD, and I live with chronic depression as well. I've never suffered from psychosis, but I do have that inner voice that is absolutely toxic, and just makes me feel lower than whale shit. Music is my life preserver, and Hi Ren has been an outsized positive influence in my continued existence since I first heard it. So thanks for that. And thanks for sharing this latest piece. It is truly beautiful, and it was the day I really needed to hear it. 16 years ago today I was wounded in combat. Today is my alive day. It is always one of the worst days of the year. This year, maybe not so much. I'm going to watch this video again now.

[@ellev11]

🤗💫

[@user-wh1tk1eh8p]

so......Ren again made time stop. And made us all cry. And without words. Tears are just flowing down my cheeks. Thank you Ren. PERFECT. Just PERFECT. I am stunned.

[@andRubymakes2]

Perfect description 🫡❤️❤️❤️

[@naomidickson5552]

Wide open spaces. I'm from Canada living in a small island in Europe now. But greatful to see your videos. It's not easy helping others when you are still learning how to help yourself 🎉

[@jaidroldan145]

“You can’t be popular by playing the truth” I haven’t seen this guys music hit any charts or radios. No one talks about him yet he’s such a wonderful artist

[@JLong-yq4xe]

2024 Winner International Music Video Award. Best Music Video. Ren: Money Game Part 3. 2024 Winner International Music Video Award. Best Director Music Video. Ren: Money Game Part 3. And they play a couple of his songs on the radio where I live.

[@user-xd5pr4qd4z]

Radio is a dead medium anyway. Only builders with no particular taste play the radio while they tediously lay bricks all day. I know I spent 25 years around them.

[@flatboobzombie476]

This man is helping keep me alive thru the grief of my only child - who took his own life last year at 14yo. After a lifetime of losses and trauma that boy was my Sunshine 😢 I discovered Ren for a reason and I force everyone who spends time with me into Ren music therapy sessions 😂 Thank you Ren for alchemising your pain and helping me to do the same ❤ Preston Casey-Turnbull 🌻 2009-2023 🌻

[@emmamarriott]

I'm so sorry for the loss of your son 💙

[@Angeelaah]

I’m so so sorry for your loss, that must be utterly devastating. Glad you found Ren’s music to help you through it 🪽💔🪽

[@nicobonz7902]

La vie est une chienne parfois mais les enfants n'ont rien à voir avec ce dicton normalement. Heureusement qu'il y a la musique dans ce monde de fou.

[@mary.e645]

❤🙏❤

[@beckthter]

I’m so sorry for your pain and grief and loss; I’m sorry he can’t be with you. My son is almost 14 now. It’s not something any parent should ever have to suffer through. Life is fucked 😢

[@ashbii7632]

I lost a friend yesterday, this song is going to get me through the next few weeks. Thank you for creating something so beautiful.

[@MMA-zv8rr]

Keep things going sister. I believe that you will find your relief and inner piece 💖

[@annaonlinedzungle]

Be strong! Sending hug and love💜💜💜

[@user-ks5fd2rp4x]

🙏🏻❤️

[@TooStonedToBobsled]

Sorry for your loss

[@carlosvejar3896]

Ren, that was beautiful. i connect to all that you are doing with music. Your classical guitar pieces with Minor and exotic scales you use hit home real good. those are my favorite to play on my nylon string. ive never been brave enough to put my music out there as its a vulnerable expression of my life, but everytime i see and hear you be vulnerable with it, it ignites a fire in me it makes me want to try music again. Truly, thank you for that. All the way from Cali Cal... a loyal fan and believer of the human spirit you spread.. always looking forward to your next creations.

[@user-pr1nr6zw9n]

You don't need lyrics...the music speaks for itself. Beautiful 😢

[@supergiangibar]

This is proof that words are often useless...Emotions always travel on their own channels, And music is the most powerful . Callum will be proud of that.

[@youtoober]

You're so right, sometimes there aren't words for things we feel or need to express.

[@shirleygarcia8092]

Ren plays the chords of grief. I don't know how he found them but he did. 😢 Thank you again for sharing your gifts with us Ren. 💜 I hope this was as healing for you as it was for me.

[@joegittens2696]

Experience is how he found them

[@zachop8757]

I genuine wish i couldve shared this with my grandma, this is absolutely beautiful and i dont listen too much outside of heavy metal and rap but Ren , you have me listening too all diverse sounds and types

[@faucillon]

Other artists music sounding like each others more and more every day. Rens music not even sounding like his other pieces whilst also blending genres all the time and still nailing it. Next up, Ren dropping a blend of Hungarian throatsinging, opera and hip hop 😆

[@deborahhenderson4929]

❤😂😅😂

[@JanetteOakman]

Beautiful tribute to your friend Ren. My daughter died in her sleep last year…. Sometimes there are just no words❤

[@Phazetic99]

Beautiful playing. I noticed in the comments about the backdrop. It is called The Badlands. It looks like it is around the Drumheller region, an hour or so away from Calgary, where Ren is living. Ren, if you read this, there is another place in southern Alberta that is where more dramatic and intense. Please look up Writing On Stone Park. It is even more otherworldly

[@RenMakesMusic]

That looks doooope!!!

[@Injektilo44]

Came here to say exactly that! Cheers from Québec.

[@TheBgrieman]

Also if you ever want a wide open expansion check out Horseshoe Canyon in the Cypress Hill near the Saskatchewan border. It's a high area surrounded by prairies so you see forever. Also I believe you can drive right to the viewpoint to save lugging all your gear

[@richardnowakowski3981]

Also looks like a place called fonts point in borrego spring california.

[@standeman]

Buffalo head-smashed-in is pretty epic too. Check it out.

[@user-sz7ft5xc2g]

REN.....BEYOND BEAUTIFUL.....BREATHTAKING.........MORE OF THIS PLEASE. AN ENTIRE CD.....❤❤❤❤❤

[@danieljohnmccarthy8183]

It amazes me that you've been through so much grief with your friends and your illness that you continue to be positive, to me your the definition of perseverance, you hold that beacon of hope just like you said in hi ren, thank you from a lost 47 yr old, your music speaks to me ❤️🔥

[@belgand5555]

I and all of us were blessed the day you arrived into our lives and this Earth… Birthday Wishes to the stars for Callum… Hugs Ren ! 🎂🫂🎂x

[@sharoncarlisle9453]

This was a really beautiful tribute, Ren. The love you had for Callum can be heard loud and clear in every note. 💜

[@kathrinewatson6321]

I teared up before reading why you wrote this music. I am with everyone else, I became fluent in piano. I was also terrified that he was sitting to close to the edge of that cliff. Some angles he looked safe but others I was thinking "please be careful standing up" Beautiful Ren absolutely beautiful💖

[@pariahmouse7794]

Instrumentals, no matter how beautiful or engaging (my favorite classical piece is Bolero if that tells you anything- ) are hard for me with AuDHD, but between your intensity, the insane setting (literal layers of history behind you, and the light- christ!) I actually watched the whole video- you are amazing, a TRUE artist, and I can't wait for whatever you do next...

[@Jillightful1]

Yesterday, at 40 years old, Jasmine Paris finished the Barkley Marathons ultramarathon with only 99 seconds to spare! Only 20 humans in history have accomplished this. Jasmine is the first and only woman. So I'm already crying looking at the photos. Then I scroll down and the next thing I see is Ren and this link. Ren is another marathon runner who makes me cry regularly with his extraordinary endurance, persistence and determination. Powered by LOVE. Thank you Ren and all the other miraculous, inspiring humans out there who give us the strength to keep going.

[@deepbluehue3]

It took her 3 failed attempts previous before completing the marathon this time ... ~ Something to remember when being turned down ( for a job for example ) ... it's more common than you think . Personally , it's a blow to the ego but instead of failure consider it fire under your feet ... inspiration .

[@suevick637]

Such a beautiful tribute ❣️ I lost my daughter 9 years ago this April 5th. She was 38. ❤❤ I may borrow this as a tribute to her. Privately. In truth, I find you to be the most talented artist of the last 40 years. Don't let that go to your head. 😎🤟 Keep being the beautiful person you are and HAPPY 34TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU !! 🎈

[@CheerfulChipa]

Absolutely beautiful! I showed this to my son who is learning to play and he said this is now his new 2024 mission!! Love all of your work Ren... You posses such a dynamic range of skillsets. Truly admirable! ❤

[@paulinaspeakerp.speakerpoe4643]

Holy HELL-!!! All I WANT TO SAY IS I'm sorry for the pain that gave this piece life. The truth is there is no LANGUAGE ON EARTH THAT CAN COME AS CLOSE to expressing this kind of pain like the way he allowed that piano to. People with this kind of light in them will never understand the impact they make in this lost world..but Ren, I hope you do. Thank you SO MUCH and RIP CALLUM 🙏

[@trooper64428]

My Mum was in the last couple of days of her life, I was waiting at Helsinki Airport to fly back to the UK so I could see her, but a volcano erupted in Iceland and all the flights in Northern Europe were canceled. I never got to hold my mum one last time and tell her how much I love her. I don't know why I thought of that. Maybe that sense of loss, not being able to control time or nature, never getting to say goodbye. 😔

[@andiereds73]

My son passed away from cancer at the age of 25,two years ago... 11000 kilometers away from me... I also didn't get to hold him for the last time... Because we were in the middle of a pandemic and Chile did not validate my vaccines from Germany... I was not allowed to enter the country... I feel you ❤

[@WavePotter]

Wow man. This is not what i expected, but absolutely beautiful. So emotionally impactful and well composed/performed.

[@guyvermearns]

Ive only just discovered your music Ren, youre an absolute wizard. I love the blend of styles in all your music, and this song just highlights how talented you are. Looking forward to hearing more of your back catalog. You got a new fan! ♥️👽

[@minxiv7]

This is the first song I’ve put into a KZbin playlist in five years. It’s otherworldly in its beauty. You are so incredibly talented.

[@The_Great_Omondo]

The butterfly 2.27 timed his ascend perfectly in time to the music, like the sweet release of the soul 🔥🔥🔥

[@mysunneye3394]

Your friend Cal would be so proud of you absolutely beautiful stay strong buddy much love from the US❤

[@LuckyLucifer999]

Its taken a couple days of listening to comment. Its soft, soothing, yet manic, almost playful/whimsical and sorrowful at the same time. Idk why, but my head went straight to Studio Ghibli as the same roller-coaster of emotions ive had thru the years of Miyazaki films. Its such a wonderful, heartfelt piece of music. Thank you for sharing your heart with us! Much love

[@josephjsmith]

This is truly beautiful. I set it as my ringtone. Any time family/friends call, I get a reminder to cherish the relationship

[@Eleonoor]

Besides Ren's genious and the beauty of his art, I just really love this community. The shared appreciation is such a beautiful thing.

[@chucknorris5141]

Agreed. Have a wondreful day!!

[@jennybeam7226]

❤❤❤❤❤

[@adriandospia9452]

❤❤❤

[@barbabruscolo3134]

Right after the tenth re-play.. I feel I wanna keep on listenin'til I recon all REN's music inspirations. Freckled Angels theme is the intro.. of course.. then he switches into a narrative sequence of musical variations that represent the character and his story.. I'm Italian so I'm proud that REN could be inspired by Einaudi.. Morricone.. Piovani.. and all the top movie soundtrack composers. I think REN is the alchemist of the chromatic notes.. he seduces you throughout a comfortable melody... then he pokes you with a crescendo... the arpeggio pushes your heart beating faster... then he calms you down as a painkiller and he hugs you playing notes of armony.. of hope.. He's a cure for the soul! thanks REN!

[@alisalavine1052]

Seriously, man. Dude oozes talent, skill, and artistry way beyond his years. And with passion! You can't fake this.❤❤

[@chris_2714]

The backdrop of Dinosaur Provincial Park really adds to the ambience. Beautiful song.

[@thibaultjacquet6097]

cimer

[@hairymongoose4931]

Very nice. To tell the truth this peaked my interest because I live near a town called Mackay in Queensland Australia and was curious to see what this piece was about. Then I read your comment and am sorry to hear about your brothers. A fitting dedication though I'm sure they have a huge smile on their face where ever they are. Well done Ren 👍

[@Iwan.Spillebeen]

Happy birthday Ren and Callum! I'm 54, been following you for years starting in the days with Sam Tompkins, through the big push and then your amazing duets with Chincilla and your stellar solo career. Much love for all of it and a heartfelt thank you for all the music and the raw and true emotions. You look better, happier these days and I'm all for it. Happy birthday Ren and good health.

[@kimberlyschuldt6404]

Sometimes it almost hurts, how talented Ren is. Other artists, I’d say this was dubbed. But with Ren, you know he is playing and you know he is playing live. That kind of ability…it’s awe inspiring

[@FSharpminor]

Between this MASTERCLASS aka and newly dubbed "RENegade, C/Am Op.1 Symphony #2" And your " Back on 74" live performance, (Vocal MasterClass)... You have reached your final form friend. It's honor to see the transformation...No but seriously you're genuinely a musical aspiration, and goal, a benchmark. Pure inspiration. To avoid rambling more, I won't mention any of your personal growth. ✊🏾

[@Hexenkind1]

This is going to be one of those, right? I start assembling the tissues as I write this.

[@smolpuppyolove1051]

I'm already needing tissues 😢 😞

[@eugenesiegel4556]

I'm buying stock in the company. Don't worry, all profits will go to #thereneffect

[@Jason-uj6mt]

Def needed the tissue

[@cas9065]

No tissues needed after all. Just love. Just a little healing.

[@jasonremy1627]

Good call Harry.

[@jaymccuin4665]

Ren, piano player here in Texas. I write songs for just myself. I know how they pour into your soul, when you think of friends, that are lost. 76 here. I, from lyrics of other lyrics, knew you described your early buddys, always starting with Callum. I knew you had put on your plaster cast, to all those buds you described, but felt since those buds started with Callum, he might have been one of the more important. I had read somewhere where you mentioned that you lost Callum early on too. It broke my heart thinking of that, after Joe's loss. Happy Birthday Callum, and Happy Birthday Ren. Your song on the piano, I will listen to over and over, as I do most of what you write is beautiful. Parts of "For Joe" and now "For Callum". What a gift to this world you are, I hope you know that. So many do, and I hope you feel that.

[@oldgreymare3677]

Thank you, that was so beautifully stated!!! ❤

[@remnow]

As a old sample based producer I'm always loving your videos and how you're able to stretch in every direction your whim takes you. Never get boxed in, and keep following the feel. Nothing but, Respect.

[@mrgainz7252]

I feel unbelievably blessed discovering Ren, i haven't found music that i love like this since Oasis. Mad talented, and his music has meaning.

[@reneei875]

Couldn't take my eyes off the Starburst, rainbows & orbs around you. The camera person was amazing and brilliant.

[@cathalking5391]

Absolutely LOVE this, coincidentally I was hoping this had no words after I saw the thumbnail with the keyboard the other day because I was afraid it would be to much like “for Joe” which I thought would make it seem insincere but of course Ren knocks it out if the park by making it an instrumental👌❤️😊 Now back for a second listen to decipher the connections between the rhythms to figure out the feelings being expressed.

[@liseauffray2119]

Intense ebb and flow of variations on a theme. So beautiful! Never stop playing.

[@SD-uk1pp]

Purity of the soul. Precipice of tears. Purposeful compassion

[@Threadbow]

BRIGHTON Town, is blowing a big storm Ren. Kicking off as we speak... BRIGHTON misses you Reble ren x

[@aceaceington2759]

Little bit windy innit

[@IrishWolfhoundsAdventure]

⁠@@aceaceington2759 It certainly is blowing a big storm up in Brighton today. Wind and rain - just for Ren.

[@NicksGotBeef]

Got blown along the front with the dog today. Easy one way. Much harder heading back to hove.

[@howardsmith2666]

My Son said DAD, Ren, you can enjoy, for My Son and Ren, I have not stopped 😊

[@obscurelines]

It's howling out there today. Keep safe my peeps.

[@stevenwalczyk5402]

i was thinking about the current state of music, the popular shit and everything else, when you listen to someone who is actually making music, its hard to find a beat,, like its the flow of what they do, listen to popular stuff and youll get the beat quickly, beyonce, halo, thats 4 minutes of one beat, and a song on repeat, and theres so much of that, so this to me , as someone who appreciates music, this was great, and ren is always like that, hes a glaring symbol for those of us who like music because we do, and the confusion of those of us who are forced to

[@wordstoinspireandempower]

A truly gifted genius, whose face clearly expresses his love for music. This is why Ren is totally awesome and people everywhere, regardless of culture or language, get his songs, his words and his beautiful instrumental creations. You keep going, Ren. We need you!

[@user-wh1tk1eh8p]

I thank you Ren for another piece from your heart to ours. And the healing continues. Happy birthday to you and Callum and happy times to all your passed mates who are cheering you on, so happy the world is finally getting a chance to experience what you're bringing to it. Thank you so much for fighting and staying here with us.