Why I'm Currently Living In The Hospital

[@Kss5757]

Positive attitude is everything!!💕 i battled two cancers at the same time...i was alot like you...stayed positive even when the doctors weren't!! It was a rough time however i am now cancer free 7 years later....God is good!!❣❣

[@hijyann]

Wauw amazing 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼♥️ God bless you

[@MyName-bi4pt]

So why did he let you survive and others die. Your God doesn’t exist. Doctors saved you not a sky genie.

[@73odus]

God IS good, yes. We are ALL here on borrowed time. God created us. He brought us into this world and will take us out when He decides, because His timing is always perfect. He’s taken many members of my family, but one day, because they and I have placed our faith in Him, will see each other again.

[@divahc1]

@@MyName-bi4pt What an unnecessarily mean and rude comment! Yes, there are many people dying all the world over, many at a young age. That still doesn't give to the right to be so rude .

[@spulwasser]

@@MyName-bi4pt why don't you let people believe what they want as long as they feel it helps them and they're not harming anyone?

[@patriciaf7308]

I am a cancer nurse from austria and I would highly recommend the Caphosol mouthwash to you. It helps preventing against mucositis (inflamed, painful tissue inside of your mouth caused by chemo) and also helps healing it faster. All of our patients use it with good results. Maybe your hospital also has it. Stay strong, you are a hero 💝

[@jwilson2042]

I wish I’d known about this when my husband was suffering. It was never mentioned here in England, it was all about Covid. Towards the end he couldn’t even open his mouth, it was heartbreaking. It was a terminal brain tumour by the way.

[@areyoukidding1431]

I'm sorry that he had to go through that. It does sound painful. When you are the caregiver it is hard on you just to watch, you feel helpless but it is nice for them to have someone that cares and can get them what they need.💜

[@Dahrenhorst]

When I had my transplant, I got a mouthwash which was handmade in the apothecary of the hospital. It helped - somewhat.

[@patriciaf7308]

@@jwilson2042 I am very sorry to hear about the loss of your husband and that he had to go through so much pain!

[@patriciaf7308]

What also helps a lot against mucositis from chemotherapy and radiation is low-level laser therapy, 3 times a day. But this lasers are extremely expensive and not many hospitals have them. We use them on our patients with great results. Much less pain for them and a much more speedy recovery than without it. If someone has the possibility of receiving low-level-laser- therapy i highly recommend it. It also helps a lot on all sorts of wounds which are not healing well otherwise.

[@dawnmolloy9351]

You’re totally not “playing the victim” but honoring your feelings. It’s ok to feel mentally down and acknowledge it. It’s only an issue if you stay in that place, which you so don’t. Hugs!!

[@cometjockeydave4041]

I'm a complete stranger, and it still hurts to see you going through so much. You are so strong, and brave. Here's to better days ahead for you.

[@lindafrazier8799]

Prayers for no nausea, strength, and absence of pain! Feel all our arms around you!

[@annah3192]

Crying in the shower is SO therapeutic! Also, when I was in the hospital for 3 weeks, doing a spa afternoon gave me a distraction when I was bored and made me feel good. I’d do my nails, put lotion on, and do a mask. It would take up a decent amount of time and made me feel so much better!! Love to you, I’m going to do a clinical trial where I’ll be in the hospital for a few weeks straight again in a month! Would you also consider video chatting with a few of us and making a video out of that?!

[@monicaekopp]

I cry in the shower, too, Romee! I’ve been cheering you on from Detroit, Michigan. As a mental health advocate, I love your transparency. You’re really helping more people than you know by sharing your story and we’re so lucky you’re allowing us to join you. I stand with many people by your side as you beat this. Sending so much comfort and a ton of hugs always! 🌟🙏🏻

[@investigator77]

@Youhan Van dam what a cruel and insensitive thing to say. Crying is a perfect emotional release, doesn't cost anything, and helps immensely.

[@kristan6103]

Perfectly put!! I have been trying for over an hour now to express what an inspiration you are , Romee. Exactly what Monica said but 📣👋🎉 cheering you on all the way down here in Surfside TX. !!

[@minapina73]

If i need to cry I put on a sad movie, I mean if the cry is stucked for some reason.

[@investigator77]

@@minapina73 sometimes I have a really hard time crying. It's like I try to will myself to be strong. Like I can take it. I'll hold it in for months and months, and even then I fight letting go. If I ever need to completely break down and sob like a baby, I'll watch The Notebook. Fortunately I haven't had to watch it more than once.

[@kennethjmatus9176]

Chewing on ice during chemo helps to constrict the blood vessels in your mouth, so that they do not absorb as much chemo, thus reducing the likelihood of mouth sores.

[@gen7425]

I’ve never commented before but have followed your journey for a while! Stay strong Romee! All the best ❤️ you are so inspirational and so positive. 🌺🌸

[@nusaocvirk5128]

Thank you 💖💗❤️

[@arieswar4327]

Thank you

[@darondatoole7439]

Dear Sweet Brave One. You are so inspirational. Such an amazing thing you have done by allowing us to join you on your journey. You are a gift. Hugs & prayers

[@Yodasstuff]

You are one tough lady and an inspiration to me. I'm sending positive energy and prayers from Arizona, USA.

[@judymcfadden3577]

Going through treatment, made me cry a few times. It's ok to feel sorry for yourself for a bit. You had it rough, kid, stay strong from Boston, MA

[@Amerisis1972]

You don’t have to be all smiles all the time. I’m not. I cry in the shower at least once a week. I think it cleanses the soul. The month without chemo will fly by. Love and prayers!

[@phyllojoe5346]

"Does it look like I just cried under the shower? ... Because I did" Never have more relatable words been uttered!

[@anakirola9204]

Thank You for documenting your life. It is important to have your story told. You bring inspiration to those who are facing challenges and do not know how to navigate their journey. I send you positive affirmations and love. Stay Strong! Be Well!

[@imapotato3502]

Romee, I love you so much and I kinda feel like you’re my sister cause I’ve been going through my own fight against cancer with you. The one and only thing that I want to wish you is a remission💜

[@janettamcgee8124]

I'm a pOtATO; I wish you well with your fight against cancer. Take care.

[@shadowprovesunshine]

Same here except I finished mine in June...but now fighting cvid. Keep up the good fight little sisters!

[@RF1972.]

It's ok Romee you can cry ..you've gone through so much. Lov having you talk to us ....

[@sherilagassey1113]

Sweetheart, you are at the total end of the spectrum from being a loser. You are one of the most amazing people I have ever known. This crazy time in your life is almost over and you will be free to do whatever you want. Hang in there honey. There is a light at the end of the tunnel. XOXO

[@karenbell5309]

You help people more than you know you got this sending postive energy from the uk

[@Pandora_369]

Romee, you're allowed to feel. It's ok to laugh, cry, stress, be joyful, be overwhelmed, feel weak even when you're strong. You are incredibly genuine, and I love this about you. I send you love, and prayers for strength, grace, and healing ❤❤❤❤❤

[@lifeonmyown6397]

Dealing with what you’re going through has to be so difficult. I know that the way I cope with my husband’s cancer is staying busy but there are times you just have to give in to your emotions and let it go for a brief moment. I also DANCE 💃! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@tammyandersen10]

Shower cries help me get through every day life, if anyone deserves a good shower cry, it's you! When people ask why your eyes are red you just tell them you accidentally got some shampoo in your eyes. Works every time.

[@saskiaschankat7178]

Maybe you could do QandA's in the comments when you're bored. Ask all of us questions questions. Light or deep stuff or fun stuff and we could answer them and you could read them when you've got nothing to do. And all you had to do would ask the question and you wouldn't be in the place of answering yourself. Just a suggestion😚😉😊

[@whatdoyouthinkxxxx8132]

Hi! Saskia, What a great suggestion! I am never bored reading honest answers. Unfortunately, I'm much ok older than you. So, I don't know how to set up a page like that. But if you are bored and can do it for me. I would love to do that! Because, I'm very curious about people and how would someone else handle a situation! A smart man is someone who listen s. A dumb man is a person who think they knows it all. Thanks again! GOD BLESS! : - )

[@dothatch5147]

I am 74 and have known lots of people along my way with chronic illness. I can honestly say I have never ever met a person as strong as you. Uour attitude is remarkable. I follow all of your videos and no matter what happens to you, you handle it like none other. I pray for healing soon and keep your strength.

[@breephoenix111]

You can do this Romee 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕. Remember to call your friends and family Romee, it gets lonely in hospital for long stays hun. You're a strong young woman xxx

[@pamelapropson6992]

Romee, Just know we are all supporting you! You are strong and you got this!

[@Busybumblybee]

Romee, you are an amazing person. During this difficult time when you could feel self absorbed you are sharing your experiences helping education people. Part of that education is sharing your emotions and it is difficult to do at times.

[@sherrir2531]

It would be cool if the hospital provided a daily therapist or something just to come talk or play a game. Your mental health is so important while you're trapped in there! Please stay strong! Xoxox

[@nancybeveridgetaylor3256]

This is a wonderful idea!

[@privateuser3859]

Romee, you're definitely not crazy. Go slowly, one foot in front of the other. You'll get through this. Love from Australia. x

[@tammymtampa]

Romee, I am 60 years old. Diagnosed with stage 3 colon cancer 3 years ago. Had chemo, radiation, surgery. I now go every 6 months for a checkup and for lab test, the one that the numbers determine if C is coming back. I just wait for the doctor to say yes, it's back. Basically I wish I had just 10% of the mental strength you have and you wonderful attitude through all of this, and at your young, young age. Thank you for your videos. You are such an inspiration. Congratulations on your college degree !!!! With your great attitude and strength, you WILL get thru this Romee ;) I wish I could have been there to play Yahtzee with you !! xo Tammy xo

[@cg1492]

Stay strong and I hope the month flies by.

[@lexiehollens3610]

when I lost my father I used to cry in the shower, it lasted for about two years

[@christineallen764]

I also did the same thing after I lost my Dad. Even though he has been gone three years I still sometimes cry in the shower as I miss him so much.

[@BreezeWithAfrica]

Me as well.. it took me three years.

[@lauras.8088]

It will be a long month, but worth it! I will be thinking about and praying for you. Hang in there! Edited to add: My chemo nurse taught me to sniff an alcohol pad if I had the urge to puke. It worked!

[@suzieq2268]

Interesting

[@patriciaf7308]

You also can use pure volatile oils instead of alcohol for this. Especially grapefruit and lemon are well known to help against feeling nausea. You can use it on a cotton pad etc. Some of our patients put the pads with the oils in little resealble plastic containers, which makes it easy to take them with you everywhere and sniff on it when needed.

[@loracdeck]

An alcohol pad work for me, too.

[@user-od1fm3hs9c]

I have never heard that smelling an alcohol pad helps with nausea. That is a great tip, and worth a go. Thanks.

[@foxgeirgesda]

You absolutely are NOT crazy!! Crying in the shower is therapeutic…you are going through an awful experience. Stay strong and know that so many are cheering you on. Blessings to you~ 💕🌺💕🌺💕🌺💕

[@DiannaCarney]

Congratulations to your friend & her new tiny miracle!! Babies are so exciting, that’ll be such a fun thing to look forward to when you get out of here! Thanks so much for continuing to keep us updated with life! 🥰

[@annakaster7272]

Watching your courages battle makes all my "problems" go away. You are truly an inspiration.

[@rhondashelley3009]

I hope the time goes fast and smooth for you, love from Ireland 🇮🇪🤗

[@moonlily3464]

When I was going through my treatment I definitely had moments where I’d let myself feel horrible for myself. I’d let it all out and that would give me a breather to truck on for a little while until I needed another pity moment. Did a lot of shower crying. Keeping you in my thoughts!

[@agds91078]

Sweet Romee I know how you feel. I just finished chemo for triple negative breast cancer and it was rough. The AC chemo I sure didn’t think I would make it through. I’ve been documenting my cancer journey as well over the past 8 months and hope to get one big video shared in hopes it will help someone out there like your videos have helped me. Sending lots of love and prayers your way sweetie. Keep me in your prayers as well because I have my double mastectomy coming up in a couple weeks in hopes to remove the cancer and I pray it’s not spread. Oh and they gave me something called magic mouthwash that helped with mouth sores from chemo side effects.

[@theresas4914]

Amanda, good luck with your upcoming surgery. I'll be praying for an easy recovery and a positive outcome.

[@agds91078]

@@theresas4914 awww thank you sweetie! I surely appreciate all prayers I can get ❤️

[@dianepeluso8269]

Do you have a KZbin channel?

[@jasenkavukelic5047]

Amanda, I'm sending you my love and support from Croatia, Europe. You got this❤️🥰

[@cathyl.......]

Good luck with everything .The light at the end of the tunnel is near. Nintendo switch is great to have. Glad you have a bike to excersise with. Will keep you in my prayers. Hugs.

[@HillsFrida]

What the heck? This is possibly your last round of chemo?! Im so excited and happy for you! Thinking of you girl, you can do this :) Greetings from germany

[@ritzygirl6838]

You have dealt with this bastard cancer with such grace. You are allowed to have sad days! You have been through so much. I am in awe of your strength. Sending you healing vibes and love from California ❤️ Thank you for your videos. You are such a special human.

[@lindahlatko8737]

Do what you can to bump up your seritoin levels. Excersize when you feel good enough. Eat chocolate. Watch funny movies. Set up regular group chats with people who lift your spirits.

[@eileenlester4342]

Popcorn help serotonin levels too!

[@serpents7772]

You're such a resilient and strong woman Romee!

[@jaxmk5695]

I prey this was your last ever chemo sweetie. You are a true warrior. So inspiring and strong. Take care 💕

[@peggygoodson5445]

You continue to amaze me with your strong attitude. You are so positive. I was glad to hear you say you were feeling depressed and were going to cry in the shower. Not that I want you to feel like that but just to show you are having normal feelings. God bless you!

[@jenimar13]

You are strong girl!! You can do this 💪🏼. Sending lots of love and positivity 💕.

[@jackiewheeler2513]

You are one of the most upbeat and positive young people I have ever seen having cancer! Many prayers and blessings for a continual healing and successful outcome. Stay brave and strong.

[@bigpaul4450]

Its fine to be sad sometimes. You can't always be brave and a fighter Romee x

[@lindafox7822]

Yes, we’re here for you. You are doing such a good job! So keep up the happy, positive attitude. We are here for you.

[@lindafox7822]

I’m so sorry for the nausea and vomiting. Stay strong. We love you and admire your attitude and strong will to fight this. Glad little baby is born. Always keep in touch when you can and we’ll always message you back! Smile, you are gorgeous. Great grandmother from Texas.

[@HillCatPc]

Hi Romee! Your strength is so inspiring and I have really enjoyed following your journey. Please know that someone in Ohio, USA is rooting for you and wishing you the very best. Hang in there. ❤️🙏

[@theresaohman7187]

Prayers from Minnesota, USA

[@wendymichiko]

I love you Romee. You do whatever you feel you need to do to get through this....cry, yell, etc. You are fierce and I am in constant awe of your strength!!

[@nationalduo4945]

Much love ❤️ from CANADA 🍁…..you are soooooooo strong, and always positive……an inspiration!

[@margostarcruiser1083]

Genuine unfiltered honesty is so beautiful to watch!! Thank you for sharing your story!!

[@lauriestewart3700]

Strongest woman I've ever seen. Going through all that shit. I'd be a basket case no lie.

[@erinl4948]

Wooohoooo!!!! YAY, to the last chemo and YOU have done AWESOME! Shower cries are the best and so needed, not to mention I do them as well. This nurse is super proud of you and would give you lots of hugs/high fives. Congrats on your strong work, Sister.

[@melissavanoosten6678]

I admire your strength and positive attitude. Sending you lots of love Romee!

[@Lilibet82]

Hi from North Yorkshire 🇬🇧 Romee! I just wanted to say you do what you need to do to help you get through this period. You are a super warrior and I love your vlogs!☺️ We are all standing side by side with you to support you! You are a a strong female warrior! You’ve got this!☺️ Much strength and love to you!💜☺️

[@mcconkiem]

If you're looking for something to do, I'd highly recommend animal crossing for switch if you haven't played already. Hang in there!

[@thelittlewhitebird]

I was going to comment the same. I was addicted for weeks lmao.

[@barbara8802]

Yes! I love being on my 🏝

[@3NSII]

I agree, I was never into gaming but it got me into it. Animal crossing is a calm game to play and it helps killing time / having negative thoughts.

[@ButterflyMama]

I love it too! I get lonely often after my only son passed away from many health problems. I was his home nurse. So, my animals (or villagers) keep my smiling and sometimes laughing. It’s fun redecorating and terraforming. Animal Crossings can be always changing if you want. Sending you love and hugs and praying for great health and being cancer free after all of your treatments. Xo

[@HumdrumCurio]

My animal crossing island kept me sane for a long time. It’s so fun and if you have internet you can visit other people ❤️

[@kathyerb3134]

You are a true warrior . I really pray that this treatment works for you. Don’t apologize for your emotions, they are yours and only yours. I love you, you are my hero. Kathy from Ottawa Canada

[@inesbarros3847]

Stay strong, Romee. You’re incredible and inspire us all to be better people and happier and more grateful. I love watching your videos ❤️ sending hugs from Portugal

[@adrianops7]

Ive been in hospital myself for 3 weeks now due to a poor mental health, but watching you I see how brave and inspiring you have been throughout your battle, makes me want to keep going too. Thanks Romee.

[@duisan8656]

I wish you all the strength possible. Your attitude and positive mindset are really inspiring - you are a warrior. All the best and I hope you will get well very very soon. And congrats on your bachelor´s degree! :)

[@annnicholson9304]

Romee, you are soooo brave!! I've been watching your videos for months and months, following your progress. I'm a retired Oncology RN from Boston. I pray all the time that this will be a successful journey for you. I can't believe you got your degree while undergoing all of this. You are loved by many, and I will continue to walk this walk with you. Sending big hugs and healing wishes.

[@lorikw]

Yes, I cried in the shower many times while undergoing chemo and radiation for breast cancer. I think "being so strong" gets to us... Hugs from Idaho

[@kittymervine6115]

You are not a LOSER! Also as someone that has spent time in hospitals, being allowed... and feeling strong enough... to take a shower is SO GOOD. Also what a good plan to have games to play when people visit!

[@JulieK-58]

Romee you look beautiful! it is so normal to feel like crying for no reason, we are woman who have hormones that do weird things to our body and mind and being in a hospital getting toxic chemicals dripped into our veins would make most people want to cry. I hope these 30 days fly by and you feel good and healthy so you can resume "normal" life free of chemo and hospitals. ☮️ 💜

[@theresedignard4267]

You are such a warrior. Hugs and healing light. Congrats on your Degree. You earned it. I too cry in the shower as needed. Feels very good. You are beautiful and real!

[@beckyneese186]

Praying for you. God will never leave you. Thank you for sharing your journey.

[@PurpleWillowArts]

I have huge respect for you for sharing your story with us. I look forward to your updates...cry with you...laugh with you ... And I pray all will be great. You've got this. 🙂

[@fini3581]

I let it out unter the shower. It‘s like washing away everything ☺️

[@kristinegarciabroker]

So many of us praying for you! I had some challenges today and I cried..on my birthday at urgent care so believe me…you can cry all you need. I felt better after crying. Probably could use a bit more. Try to sleep well and eat what you can. We all adore you and sending our love!

[@christophercasey6847]

I'm praying that you get through this.

[@Its_me--Boo_Radley]

I got the same phone last weekend. Its the same beautiful green as yours. I bought a see through cover with little sparkles in it. So cute! Glad you are handling the chemo so well. And soooo happy you had your LAST dose of chemo.

[@josephine3547]

You are so strong. It’s insane how positive you are in such a difficult time of your life. I couldn’t do that. Love you and wish you all the best 💗💗💗

[@Haazziee]

Girl, sending you all my love. Can’t wait to see you back to normal, healthy, happy, your full potential. I pray for that everyday for you. PLEASE BE THE LAST CHEMO!!!! 🙏🏻❤️ Love from Maine, USA.

[@samhartford8677]

Go girl! Cheering for you from Finland.

[@marilynroberts6644]

More love coming your way from Arizona. You're such a strong and beautiful young lady and we're all praying for your remission. Tears are a good thing, don't hold them back. 💜🕯💜

[@wilwassink5124]

Stay strong, Romee💕 I'm sending you lot's of strength and love😘

[@ltilley7343]

I had the same treatment as you are going through. You got this sister! It will be behind you before you know it. I'll be celebrating with you the day you walk out of there into your best life! ❤

[@Nanaz4Mz]

Do you have some good books to read?? 📚 Crossword puzzle books, sudoku, word finds?? Even coloring books to keep you busy when you are up to it. I hope you feel better quickly dear. Love ❤️ hugs 🤗 and prayers 🙏🏼 sent your way 🌹

[@Truth1561]

You are incredible ❤️ I’ve had colon and cervical cancer, but neither time did I endure the prolonged chemo regimen that you have- plus you have competed your studies whilst living through this!Thank you for sharing your journey as it will help so many people.

[@clairesharrocks2410]

Sending you so many good thoughts and lots of love you’re such a strong and positive person and I’m so glad that you finished your last bag of chemo and hopefully your mouth doesn’t get too sore XX

[@jojogeee1]

Crochet could be a fun way to pass the time. You just need a hook and a little yarn and you can make a scarf, hat anything! Great gifts for your friends and it really is satisfying.

[@Sunnydreamer1470]

Praying for you Romee from sunny Florida USA 🙏🏻🥰

[@jodeming5088]

You are such a bright light in this world at this time. I am 65 & don't have the positivity & strength you have. You absolutely shine beautiful. Thrilled that last chemo is done. Please take good care of you & take the time you need to get your strength back. Yes the shower is a great place to let those tears flow. Much love & prayers your way.

[@happycharm]

You’re so inspiring and I can’t wait to see what you do after all of this xxx

[@Kate-df4em]

When I was in the hospital the best parts was planing the little "escapes". And by that I even mean going for a walk that is approved by a staff. Just planing where you are going to go, what you are going to wear, who is going to join you (if possible), all the details. You could write it all in a nice notebook, check out the Google maps of the area you are going to, etc. It was often taking more time than the actual outing. And if we are bored, that's what we want. We need something to focus on.

[@Bee_Kind_Always]

Positive vibes coming to you from Connecticut😎 You’ve got this.

[@catherinelunsford9634]

Congrats on your new phone! Thanks for sharing....sending strength to you to get over this FINAL hurdle! You are a miracle!

[@amt9289]

I have a “power port” for my cancer treatments. Hope you stay strong, I pray for good health for you. It is a journey.

[@lindafarnham8994]

Praying really hard for you! My mom and dad both had colon cancer so I have watched the suffering in person. I truly feel for you! God loves you!

[@whatever007ism]

Can someone bring you a portable fan for when it’s too warm?

[@clairemilne5021]

My fingers toes and eyes are all crossed for you! You're so amazing don't ever forget how strong you are during your time stuck in hospital, dream of all the adventures life's gonna bring and how much fun you're going to have! Sending healing thoughts your way! ❤

[@albiesadventures7563]

I thought you was looking out to the sea, until the blue blind went up!! 😫😫 sending you lots of love and strength. X

[@RomeeDussenbroek]

😂😂😂 omg i wish

[@Olympicspirit]

You are such a mature and resilient girl for being so young.. Keep looking at the light at the end of the tunnel, this rough road will lead you to a cure and a new life stress free you so deserve. Hugs❤️

[@roseannkiep6043]

Oh, crying in the showers are the best cries. You’re definitely not alone!😁👍🏼

[@Lesliespeaks5]

I came across one of your videos and have been watching them ever since. I think you are very brave and courageous. To have kept going and graduated with your degree is outstanding!

[@meursaultscourtroom8886]

Crying is great for releasing anxiety and any build up of emotions....kind of a dam busting. The shower works so you don't have to explain why you are crying.

[@Silvia-ro4qz]

You are a very strong and brave young woman. An inspiration. It’s important to have a good cry now and then and let it all out. Very therapeutic. I would suggest adult coloring books (apps) to help pass the time. Also, audio books, and if you enjoy writing, maybe keep a journal or write stories. Stay strong. You got this.

[@lexiehollens3610]

Congratulations on your graduation!!