The Killer Who Vlogged His Murder Plan For 8 Years

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This is the Case of Peter Keller
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[@reallygoodatfolding]

All those guns but she was the one who was gonna drain ‘all his money’, why can’t these men just file for divorce

[@malinasworld]

She was giddy over receiving petty change but yeah she’s gonna suck him dry. What was he gonna do with all the money he saved when he was dead or in jail? These men are just suicidal but make up excuses to take women and helpless beings (his pets!) out with them too.

[@invaderdidi367]

Cause their logic is - if they'll divorce she'll take even more of his money! Same reason married men with kids cheat, they don't want to pay alimony or lose the house and the "housemaid" (their wife 🙄). Heard it from family members who sadly knew these kinds personally. 🤮 I bet he just didn't feel like dealing with these consequences and wanted to "live as a free man"..

[@Weezarvil]

Because this isn't a normal man, this is a psychopath, in about 1 hour of video she explains the reason. It's not about the money, its about deep twisted psychological problem. He was going to rob banks and pharmacies, he wasn't worried about divorcing and paying alimony, this was a delusion brought to reality.

[@HoboAKAHottFuzz]

​@@invaderdidi367really funny how you use the lowest of low men to generalize every dude in that same situation who can get cheated on, have his home taken, have basically his entire life flipped upside down, bc he got married to a woman he trusted and its even worse if he had kids w them.

[@ten-hx2xi]

fr the only thing men have is audacity cause how is the “shame” of divorce worse than KRILLING Someone!!?!?!? (censored for the channel)

[@nicolle8235]

The millionaires bunkers was such a rabbit hole I even forgot we were talking about a murder case😅

[@BlancheMoon59]

I fell on that rabbit hole as well 😂

[@bkostrab]

Sammme

[@corsetedwasteland2630]

Same here. After a few minutes I was like wait a minute...I thought this was about a crime not millionaires. 😅

[@maisharogers1647]

Great info though!

[@emmajones20]

Literally, SO fascinating tho

[@jessiewilkinson520]

It’s heartbreaking how thankful she was for 20$ and how he still said she was sucking the money out of him. Like it’s so obivious that he was treating her like she was a drain on him. When in actuality ur seemed like she was barely spending anything

[@ManiyaVinas]

Funny how in the west a woman who gets killed by her moid is always described along the likes of sweet, caring, helpful or "she saw the good in everyone". Never as assertive, ambitious, headstrong Most het relation are really codependent bs

[@mariadamedecoeur]

Living in pain everyday and still loving your narcissistic husband, I feel for her 😢

[@shadowscorpions]

Right! Not only that, he only gave her $20!! like that is not enough for ink! At best gets you two balls of yarn, which is great but also depends on the project. It a nice gesture, and I am happy she loved it, but he wasn't dropping a ton on her either for him to be complaining about her "draining him"

[@tahira1]

Perhaps she had medical bills?

[@prettypenny4140]

@@mariadamedecoeur😊

[@madellynpineda5020]

Honestly, just by watching the super short videos of the wife, made me think she was in a bad marriage, she seemed afraid of him and content with receiving the bare minimum from him. She and her daughter definitely deserved better. 😒💔

[@malinasworld]

She was so grateful just because he didn’t leave her after she became disabled, but if he did she’d be alive now. That poor woman was doomed.

[@EMILYHERRERA]

​@@malinasworld I think you're right, and statistically most men do, especially cancer.

[@amiroquet7476]

Right I found that so off that she was so excited receiving so little form a man who was clearly very rich

[@hyperbee2276]

I heard this case recently, its crazy how much time he had to change his mind and spare the lives of his family. His wife seemed so bright and creative, the videos of her make me tear up.

[@m4tta]

he was so determined, didn’t seem to question his choice at all.

[@tyrastarrweaver]

Right and from the looks of it if he was building the bunker for over 8 years and only built it for only one person to live in it it clearly shows that his plan from the get go was to not take his family with him can’t say if he always intended to kill them but he definitely didn’t have them in his future plans

[@timeless9820]

​​@@tyrastarrweaver by watching the video clips he made w/ his family and on his isn...may e in the beginning but then felt "used" by his family. His wife didn't work n his kid go to school. I believe he wanted her to be a housewife. In the video is shows how it would help her cuz of the physical problem she had.

[@semakalengphalafala3455]

8th. ​@@m4tta

[@hahaha-wh9gf]

​@UTubeTrollPolice298 what?

[@angellett7850]

He didn’t believe the world was going to end. He believed his world was. That he was a lost cause. His wife was sick so he was financially responsible for them, and he was sick of it. So, he made a bunker to hide once he killed his family.

[@gigidabomb12]

Bingo from his inability to regulate his emotions, he was doomed once he made it to adulthood with no mental intervention. I have borderline personality disorder and luckily I am able to know when I’m being overwhelmed and the thoughts I have aren’t my usual but the result of my emotions releasing in one moment all at once. This man was in his 40s believing he had no way of changing or seeking help. Either he didn’t want to look for the help or he couldn’t as he was too far deep In his delusions to see his issues

[@6969xworldchamp]

Yes. This is what I think too.

[@soude85]

He was building his bunker for 8 years… He wanted to get rid of his wife and daughter for nearly a decade, yet this was the only way he came up with- it’s horrible.

[@bkostrab]

Yes...I wouldn't be shocked if he had underlying mental illness that caused his dilutions to become more realistic in his mind which caused him to eventually murder his family. It's okay be be a survivalist/prepper, but to take it to that extent obviously isn't mentally sound.

[@smallpluto]

That's what I thought too. That HIS world was ending, not everyone else's. I also wonder if he thought he was doing his family a favor by killing them. People like that always think that what they're doing is "mercy". That it's justifiable in some way (spoiler alert, it's not).

[@chunkydillpepper]

Imagine if he had this much dedication but instead of for murder and making the bunker, he earned a lot of money and was dedicated towards his family. Very sad what happened 😔

[@hyujinsmissinghair]

sad how people put their energy towards the wrong things when they could be great and make a good mark on the world 😕

[@Froggycolouring]

Yeah it’d make sense if it was something super easy but building a whole bunker, planning the murder, actually going through with it, and then trying to cover it up is way more difficult than just getting a divorce or helping his family earn money…

[@twiceuwuu]

​@@hyujinsmissinghair unrelated but i love your username

[@elsssx]

@@twiceuwuureal😭

[@akaashisange1]

Hi Stephanie, I wanted to recommend a case for you the case of Tristyn Bailey, her classmate stabbed her 114 times and during court her sister put 114 blue stones into a glass jar and after all Tristyns family and friends after they spoke at court they’d all put in a white stone for the pain they all now feel. I think it was very impactful

[@hyunjinnie-_-]

she actually did a case on her

[@Gyarukeir]

did she do on Spotify? @@hyunjinnie-_-

[@Mistykittyz]

@@hyunjinnie-_-rly??!!

[@liz2668]

@@hyunjinnie-_- what was the video called?

[@liz2668]

@@hyunjinnie-_- also cute pfp

[@Tradeofjane]

Peter Keller's bunker was built like it was meant for someone looking to escape the authorities rather than an apocalyptic future. If anything Peter was only looking to escape his wife and daughter so he could go live in his little man cave. After all he had no room for them but plenty of room for his numerous guns and stock piles of ammunition.

[@user-iv4kf6cg3r]

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[@_M_a_r_t_i_n_M]

Came to the comments to say just this. The roof was never meant to be air-strike or 'bomb' proof at all. All it was ever meant to do was to hold up the earth above it, and that's just what it did. His underground log cabin was perfect in all but intent. And why did he not just get a divorce like a normal human being? Like Steph said, it was _perfect_ for hiding form alimony. No Special Task Force is going all out with helicopters after you over skipped alimony and maybe a missed court date. Well, maybe for the court date, but only if really pressed, otherwise they would just wait and hope he gets pulled over in traffic assuming they never learn about the man-cave.

[@holohulolo]

@@_M_a_r_t_i_n_M I haven't watched this video, but have watched other true crime channels covered this. Fro his vlog, it never indicated that it was meant for apocalyptic, in fact in one of it he actually mentions, he just wanted to live a simpler life, I mean away form his responsibilities of course. He felt like he was just working pay check to pay check and his wife is just there to use up his money. Guy was clearly depressed, so it was implied that that was what its for. He said hell live his life however long he can before he get caught and that he didn't care anyway, and would go to the nearest town or something to rob and all that, if he ever needed money to get more supply.

[@rachelphilpott7828]

​@holohulolo either way, no excuse for what he did to his family.

[@rachelphilpott7828]

​@@holohulolomaybe watch this video

[@kixkicks139]

Such a coward of a man. He just felt a lot of pity for himself. He wanted to do whatever he wanted and used a doomsday excuse. So sad that his child and wife had to lose their lives over selfishness

[@SaucyEL]

literally said ‘I don’t think it’s my fault. just a shitty family life and I was too ugly’ WOMP WOMP dude

[@angelxxii]

and the dog and cat

[@maloryj7165]

​@@SaucyEL omg a man in his 40s sulking around the woods, vlogging, building forts and crying about "I'm just too ugly" lol SO pathetic.

[@Seminole44woke]

Exactly

[@Biboche23]

Exactly

[@alietheartist734]

I think what gets me about the fancy bunkers for rich people is that they would rather spend millions upon millions of dollars to build things like this than to contribute to clean energy, better access to healthcare, building gardens and other resources to combat food insecurity, building water filtration systems and educating people on their maintenance in places without access to clean water, housing the homeless, and so many other things that may help prevent whatever collapse or disaster they’re so afraid of. Rich people only fear the poor because they know their own sins and they know the debt that would be required of them.

[@almogxchq5282]

Rich people have enough money to afford everything you've stated along with the bunker. The richest people are also known for donating huge amounts to charities. But I can see why they built the bunkers first. Won't you want to provide security before doing anything else? And since they worked for their money they should be allowed to spend it according to their desires, no matter how stupid or selfish it might seem to everyone else. Also, the bunkers are mostly built to dodge nukes, which again no amount of healthcare or education is gonna avoid.

[@StochasticGreen]

​@@almogxchq5282but you can't make that much money without exploiting all the workers and resources that made their millions or billions possible. People who make ludicrous amounts of money haven't worked that harder than us, so personally I don't think they deserve to do whatever they want with it especially since they find ways to dodge even paying taxes on it which is even worse.

[@StochasticGreen]

They also know they've fucked everything to the point of no return that their token millions to charities isn't going to help a damn. They don't want to change or fix anything.

[@Kks2925]

To be very honest if in future I earn a lot of money and have enough money to buy a bunker for my family, I would. Society never cared for me or my family so why should we? Firstly I’ll help my family My friends and their families and then after that if i have some extra i’ll spend it on making our lives comfortable... People need to stop asking rich people for help. They earned their money by their hardwork and plans and strategies. If they want to spend it in some bunker or stupid art their choice. Even if they burn their money we are no one to judge them.

[@cristhyyy]

@@almogxchq5282the richest donate to evade taxes, cmon now

[@cheyenneraney6451]

why have a full indoor garden for growing food and things for medicine when you can have a gym, home theater, indoor pools, and art galleries. rich people are insane…

[@Liam-nf1dp]

Our whole society is a little insane that way. Makes sense since people like that basically construct our society.

[@kiram.3619]

They have all of it though. At least indoor gardens were mentioned in the description of the fancy bunkers. And sure, a home theatre sounds over the top, but lack of entertainment (esp. in stressful situations) is quite damaging/dangerous. It drives people insane. In a documentary of a rescue of miners after a cave in i heard that the rescuers used the first little opening to give food, water and playing cards to the trapped people. Because apparently these three needs are a priority if the full rescue still takes some time. It stuck with me, mainly because i had never considered leisure time as so important. But games/entertainment -> mental health -> health is apparently a pretty direct pipeline.

[@AlexandryaJones93]

lol my thoughts exactly…. Honestly I was more confused about why the bunkers don’t consist of things that actually matter???

[@zainubaali6704]

I heard the podcast yesterday and afterwards I felt so sad inside. Just the thought of being married to someone who hates you and is plotting your murder terrifies me to the point where I would rather be single forever.

[@diahnurhayati7306]

Don’t be afraid of married, just pray to Allah, and ask protectness. because even if we are single, not make us more protected. Single or married all have positives and negatives. Choose what you believe that something is the best for you in dunya and akhirat.

[@nosir2758]

​@diahnurhayati7306 stop shoving your religion down people's throats. Praying to a sky wizard won't keep you from getting killed, that implies that everyone who has ever been murdered wasn't "praying hard enough" or to the right mystical being. Get help

[@dannyboy32125]

​@@diahnurhayati7306yes because God will help. Did you by any chance watch the video. This dude's wife probably thanked God for her husband.

[@artsyfartsynerdywordy]

People can also be planning to murder you when you are single. In fact you are in MORE danger by being a woman who is alone with no protection. When my sister was in college, she did nothing but go to work and go to school and maybe a friends house now and then, and a murderer still decided to stalk her for no reason other than that she was nice to him in the store she was working at. She was able to survive the encounter just by being aware of her surroundings, but another poor young girl was not so fortunate. It is incredibly rare for a spouse to kill their partner. You’re more likely to die in a car crash or falling off a ladder, than to be killed by your spouse. Do not let fear control you

[@nosir2758]

@artsyfartsynerdywordy so we should get married to keep men from killing us? Don't let codependency control you. Plenty of men have lost their wives and girlfriends to men who killed them when they weren't there in the moment. Your husband can not be attached to you at the hip at every moment to be a body guard. People have to work. Unless your other bright idea is that women should just stay in the house and wait for their lawfully wedded security guard to come home and never leave the house without him? Yknow what's truly ironic about your comment? You smare preaching that being single is more dangerous, that having a husband will keep killers and murderers away from women..so you are still saying we should be afraid to be single...while also saying to not like fear control us? Make it make sense. It is very insulting to the thousands of women who have been raped, murdered, dismembered, and kidnapped to say it was because they didn't have a partner. It's also insulting to all those women who had a spouse or partner, you're implying their husband's didn't do a good enough job, and lastly it's insulting to their partners and spouses. Shame on you. How disgusting of a person can you be

[@spacecase2493]

hearing you validate lynette's experience made me cry. i have been struggling with chronic pain since i was 15. Im 20 now and i recently had to join the work force so i can move out and it's been so difficult, i spend all of my days off in bed and all of my time after work in bed because of the pain and my family just doesn't get that. it felt good to be validated as well. so thank you.

[@heatherhall3452]

Have you heard of Barbara O’Neil ? Living Springs Retreat is her channel, she’s great 💗

[@sophiebassett6456]

Just wanted to tell you, it CAN get better 💓 my mum has MS, chronic pain and chronic fatigue. She seriously struggled for most of her early 20s, her symptoms were at their peak. However, since I've been alive and essentially since that period in her life, she lives mostly a normal life. Occasionally, maybe every six months or so she will have a flare up but IT CAN GET BETTER. She puts it down to improving her diet (which I don't know if that's just her being an almond mum) but honestly she probably has just learnt how to better manage her symptoms 💓 IT CAN GET BETTER.

[@kookoo5454]

you’re doing so amazing ❤ you’re still young and trying your best and i hope that eventually your chronic pain can be relieved or you’re able to find a work schedule/environment that can accommodate you best

[@lychee57]

The fact that the wife was so happy to get a small sum of money from him, enough to vlog about it, is a BIG red flag.

[@twiceuwuu]

Sorry I don't think i understand your comment but are you saying she is a red flag?

[@klairtales]

@@twiceuwuu, I take that english is not your first language. The comment was basically implying that the husband is a huge red flag even from the get-go for the wife to immediately have a celebration regarding a small amount of money given to her. Maybe she wasn't use to receiving enough money from the husband in the first place, which explains why she was so happy receiving even a small amount of money from him. It really puts things into perspective on the way she was probably treated in the household.

[@RainCheck797]

How have I only just discovered this channel? She does lesser known cases and is an incredible story teller and presenter and commentator. More importantly, she does it in a respectful way while being in-depth and entertaining. And I love how she donates and supports actual helpful organizations. Definitely my new favorite true crime channel of all time!

[@rose.resincraft]

Right! Also I don’t know what it is about the way she story tells..but I have become hooked. Idk if it’s the cadence or the speed that she talks at but I can even work and still understand what she’s talking about so I almost always have one of her videos (this channel or another) playing lol. I also completely agree on the respectful part! I have cried HARD after watching some of her videos just because she brings such a level of humanity to these cases..which is the way it should be imo. There are definitely some other KZbinrs I came across that cover crime cases and I got REALLY put off by it and had to skip because they seem almost excited or they try to promote crime-inspired games when talking about real life people who have lost their lives…not the time and place🫠

[@samno.1]

@@rose.resincraft40 seconds ago

[@hermfnstarboy]

you should watch how she tells us the story of books and explains movies it’s amazing honestly

[@LegendofA]

Welcome

[@rvfiasco]

I feel exactly the same.

[@crowbobot]

i have chronic pain as well, there's not a day that goes by that i don't think of how society resents people like me. and to hear this guy say "my wife's just going to suck money out of me" as if she has no actual value as a person to him, as if she wasn't this amazing and kind person who loved him and accepted him and was loyal to him, as if the only thing that matters in life is how useful you are as a worker... hell is too good for a man like him. i've been an avid rotten mango fan for the better part of a year and this is the first case that ever felt at all personal for me. the world won't be safe for us until ableism is dead

[@heatherhall3452]

And to a Narcissist, she and their daughter doesn’t have an individual identity either, they are just or were just an extension of him, like a body part. They’re truly demonic delusion is their world.

[@damien678]

I have fibromyalgia and I concur. It's devastating how common his thinking is in regards to folks like us.

[@pavelZhd]

Regarding the difference between "survivalist" and "prepper": Peppers are more focused on the ideas to eliminate the "what do we do?" element if some event disrupts normal operation of society. This most commonly involves stockpiling food and water, but also having some backup infrastructure. Like a backup generator, water filtration system and most importantly - skills and tools to sustain themselves and serve as a kernel of society around them. Survivalists basically expect the collapse of society to be "every man for himself" scenario and are more focused on being able to survive potential confrontations with other survivors and get on top. And here is a problem. Obviously a pepper is a more useful character. But survivalist is more "individualist" and thus more appealing to American psyche.

[@iviorgan_]

i love how family friendly your videos are 😭my mom always watches those crime channels on tv at like 3 in the morning, but the stories always repeat continuously and are dragged on for hours. Today she watched this video due to my recommendation and now she loves you and your stories ❤ even if the concepts can be gruesome, you always create an eerie atmosphere instead of just utter gore

[@t.ron314]

If I’ve learned nothing else from true crime, I have learned that killers will suddenly take up a hobby of digging with no explanation

[@Falcodrin]

Hey now I'm pretty sure it's just a dude thing to wanna make holes

[@Vicus_of_Utrecht]

Lol

[@wordforger]

...OH NO! Read a story of a dude who would just go out and work on digging a hole to destress... Really gotta wonder...

[@elsssx]

@@wordforgeri dont get it

[@Han-cj2jp]

Hi Stephanie, When you said he killed the dog and cat, I screamed why? They can’t tell anyone. This guy was so self centered, just leave and disappear. He didn’t need to kill his family.

[@KizhyKat]

Apparently the dog went with him every time he went to work on his bunker, so they think he was paranoid that the dog would somehow lead the officers there…. But that doesn’t explain why he would kill the cat too. He’s a sicko.

[@ameliarose47]

​@@KizhyKatit's one of a few reasons. Either he cared about the cat and/or dog (maybe he thought the dog would lead cops to him so he planned to kill him) and didn't want them to burn to death so he put them out of their misery, or he thought they'd make noise and the neighbors would notice too soon (thinking thwy somehow wouldnt notice the burning building) OR he just didnt give a fuck and just did it

[@peterlawson8040]

I think the cat had to go too, there is a possibility that the dog told the cat where the bunker is, cats are notorious gossipers there's no doubt every cat in that neighbourhood knew about that bunker.

[@malinasworld]

@SonderDAzeX-nc6vgBecause it’s so unnecessary.

[@thisisausername.595]

The dog makes sense, but the cat I don’t think so, too much of this case is just so deranged, I think he was definitely suffering from something but also super intelligent

[@edceesoto4293]

Hi Stephanie and team, can you do a deep dive on the Korean case where a Korean man stabbed his fiance 190 times but the court ruled it as "accidental". Choi Yoon Jong is the victim's name, her family were forced to reveal her name due to the injustice that she didn't deserve. I hope you can consider this. I've been following you since forever and this is the first time that I requested a case. Thank you and God bless to your entire family and team ❤

[@bkostrab]

On the Myan calendar - it was the start of a new calendar. I took an Archeology class in 2009 and my professor was a renowned Myan expert and we had extensive conversations about this and why people thought it was the end of the world. And how the Myan civilization didn't just die they migrated because of cultural issues and fighting that were arising with the Spanish. It was one of my favorite classes ever.

[@AmbiCahira]

Speaking of human trackers, I have seen some youtubers that specialize in looking for people that are lost and it is so impressive how detail eyed these people are. One youtuber finds lost hikers on certain trails in Hong Kong I think it was and he was such an interesting watch. I feel like that's a positive shoutout during such a dark case. These people that track down humans do a phenomenal job.

[@anotherspawn]

Who is the youtuber lol

[@deadmeme1296]

Yea who's the youtuber lol

[@eggtae5957]

⁠​⁠@@anotherspawni think one of them is called beast runners 跑山獸

[@Toastiel]

i feel like that one KZbinr who figures out a certain location based on 1 picture would be amazing at solving cases where there's only selfies/pictures as proof of last seen location

[@hellomoto4004]

@UTubeTrollPolice298weirdo

[@pozzee2809]

He changed his statement to “they” because he meant his family would be dead. His wife was obviously mentally abused. Too bad the daughter hadn’t escaped 😢

[@chaoswitch1974]

For me it was the level of grateful the wife was for $20. It's like she never has spending money.

[@chaoswitch1974]

@SonderDAzeX-nc6vg I don't know. I don't know the details but clearly this man lost his mind. Sadly.

[@brightiris]

​@SonderDAzeX-nc6vgI doubt that since he is the only one making the money really.

[@silenceisbetterthannonsense]

And she was so close, literally was going to college I don’t know why he killed her. He didn’t have to pay for her tuition, disgusting and sad.

[@ipek9099]

Staphanie did you hear about the very recent case in Antalya Turkey. 6 corpes where found stranded at the beach, inclueded was a small child and some of them were missing body parts. Its speculated there is a serial killer. I’d really appreciate your team’s research into it.

[@naur8331]

bruh imagine feeling so superior and that you’re smarter than authority but leaving your hard drive 😒 disgusting. rest in peace to mother and daughter :(

[@roses_are_rosies-g4h]

THIS is really scary because how was he able to keep that "nice guy" facade, while he was gonna plan his family's murder that same day.

[@LanMcGaha]

Keller totally overlooked how awesome his family was. Instead he fell into his twisted fantasy - convincing himself that he was being taken advantage of by his adoring wife and his daughter. A sad tale of a sociopath, edit: Psychopath (thanks ​ @nochannel12760), lost in his own delusions. Stephanie, thank you for your amazing storytelling skills, you did this story justice.

[@Nini-kc5ss]

He was such a sick person

[@nochannel1276]

as a criminal profiler i have to say he was psychopath and a thing such as sociopath is non existent. its just a common mistake

[@bapbirb]

Yeah not only that, he was riddled with self-loathing and bitterness. Look, he was clearly a pretty intelligent and skillful individual even though that was demonstrated through such a brutal crime. Its obviously not easy to take care of a sick family member and be the bread winner of the family. But he could only do what he did because he saw his family as his property, not as individuals. Idk what he had but thats classic narcicism or psychopathic mindset.

[@just_me_myself_and_I_99]

He could've leave her ​@@bapbirb

[@vnmememan8657]

​@@nochannel1276uh no? Its the other way around, sociopaths are a thing, psychopaths are not.

[@TarotLadyLissa]

The way you described chronic pain was spot on! I have Complex Regional Pain Syndrome (CRPS). It’s one of the most painful conditions out there. For me, it feels like I have red hot needles poking my feet and legs. When I walk, it feels like I’m walking on glass and hot coals. I have special slippers that have gel packs built into them and I freeze them. It’s like ice packs for my feet shaped like slippers. I just had a spinal cord stimulator implanted last year just to help reduce the pain. There’s no cure and there’s no way to totally relieve the pain. Like Lynette, my partner gets me craft supplies to help my mental health and allow me to make things to contribute to our finances. Having chronic pain doesn’t just affect me, it affects my entire family! I worry a lot about my friends and family feeling resentful about having to care for me.

[@graceaiyanyor]

I pray you experience divine healing very very soon

[@artsyfartsynerdywordy]

I’m right there with you, friend. I was born with fibromyalgia. I’m in constant pain with occasional flare ups that make the pain much worse, where anything that touches my skin is like sandpaper and I cramp up and am barely able to move. I am still able to work part time thank goodness, but I understand the depression of feeling like you need to contribute more than what you can, and never knowing when it will be a good day or a bad day. I also have learned to be crafty and hopefully one day I can turn it into a business to help my family and I can finally stay home. I’ve been so blessed to find a man who understands my situation and doesn’t think I’m just “over exaggerating” my pain. I take gabapentin and apply heat, and that is the only thing that helps me with the pain. I hope that one day you will be free from your pain! I’m just hoping and waiting that one day doctors and scientists will find a way to better help people with chronic pain. When I was a kid, they didn’t even think fibromyalgia or nerve pain was even real, they’ve come a long way since then and now they have actual medicines that work instead of just throwing us pain pills that don’t work. I hope that means that in another 20-30 years, they will find something that works even better than what they have out now!

[@thechloechronicles9688]

Same!

[@vijyakomaragiri4987]

Big hugs! ❤

[@ameliarose47]

​@@artsyfartsynerdywordyi was born in 2000 and the idea that not that long before I was born, or potentially even after (I can't really tell how old you are by the comment but since you said "another" 20-30 years I'm guessing around that) that actually doctors and scientists thought nerve pain wasn't real.

[@TheIndigo1child]

Keller: I need to do this because im so ugly - Has kind, beautiful, intelligent wife that adores him and successful career. Im so confused

[@maniaclaugh]

He probably knew deep down she was way too good for him and he was angry he couldn't realistically blame the women in his life for being a loser.

[@rhiality]

Lynette seemed like such a sweet woman. She was so cute how excited she got about things, with Kayleen and her new craft supplies. I can definitely relate to the craft supplies!! But its so heartbreaking. She seemed like such a wholesome individual.

[@vibe_oli]

That’s why he chose her in the first place. He seems like a covert malignant narcissist to me. Every problem he had was someone else’s fault. With Lynette’s visible joy over such a small amount of money he gave her makes me think she clung to any tiny nice thing he did since most of the time he must have been terrible. He love bombed her, married her so quick, she never had a chance. Narcissistic people marry people pleasers and kind people just to suck the life out of them. He was so selfish beyond measure.

[@idkwhattoputhere_69]

I watch a Video previously this month on this guy and a lot of the comments were saying things like"ball and chain" , " what else's could he do in our Society", "she was using him for Money" And it's truly so disgusting how they can excuse his actions like that. women have to constantly be upholding their husbands to not be murdeand? daughters have to constantly praise their fathers to be safe it's insane

[@martafiord]

@@ManiyaVinas not ALL men are misogynistic pos

[@lily.97]

​@@ManiyaVinas you act like if people don't put up a fake personal like Chris watts be so foreal right now

[@lily.97]

​@@ManiyaVinastalking all that smack yet you sound bitter asf

[@jasmineabrego8157]

@@ManiyaVinas Just like @lily.97 said people put facades up and then change completely when your'e with them or manage to trap you. Don't be so dense and start thinking.

[@lily.97]

@@jasmineabrego8157 yes it's such a psychological matter people need to really take it seriously

[@JE4-1]

It's horrifying. Blows my mind how people can drag others into their own derangement . As a mother of two children I just can’t imagine how someone could be so messed up they could look at their wife and baby knowing you were going to kill them. Seeing things like this gives me that anger inside that just makes you want to cry for those poor girls. We never know what's going on in someone's head. Mental Illness I could excuse to a limit but things like this are sick beyond comparison.Maybe that’s why we should take them serious when they are willing to be open about how they feel.

[@martafiord]

I mean, these are femicides. As Stephanie said, they are his belongings, so he can choose over their lives.

[@WinniePooh33]

​@UTubeTrollPolice298Reported for spamming

[@NeyamStar]

​@UTubeTrollPolice298 yea okay and that's why you're not famous

[@TharaLetzISLANDER]

@UTubeTrollPolice298in ur dreams😂

[@pinkdarkboy7127]

This isn't mental illness. He just seems like a neurotypical douche bag who wanted to off his wife and daughter so he didn't have to deal with them anymore. He was probably planning to use the 2012 craze to plead insanity and claim that he thought the world was gonna end so he killed them, but in reality he was just a petty toddler trapped in an obese man's body who was upset because he didn't have enough money to buy even more of his boom boom guns because he had to take care of the wife and daughter whom he chose to marry and create. Tons of grown up, neurotypical adults just have no concept of the fact that actions have consequences you have to deal with forever. Maybe they would realize that if they went to therapy like us crazies lol.

[@calestaiezu214]

As someone with chronic pain and illness, I struggle so much with guilt. I always feel guilty for costing my family so much money in healthcare. I feel so much for Lanette. 😢 She tried so hard to contribute in her own way and was trying to live her best life any way she could. The way you described chronic pain is very accurate. I have arthritis on top of it all, so whenever it rains or the weather is cold, my joints ache so bad. People like Peter see people like me and his wife as dead weight. We need the help of modern medicine in order to live a “productive” life. And by productive, I mean not being stuck in bed for days or weeks at a time. I was born with hEDS and a chiari malformation. Pain has been my constant companion since I was a little kid. People like him think the world is better off without people like me, his wife and daughter. 😑

[@psuedonym1442]

I'm so sorry that you feel guilt on top of having to deal with a painful illness. It was never your fault and you deserve human rights and dignity just like everyone else.

[@thebreezelife]

😢I'm lucky enough to live in Canada so I don't have to worry about money but I feel guilty all the time that I can't be the mom I was to my young kids or do normal things due to chronic illnesses

[@ninasherlock7318]

Hello fellow zebra 🦓

[@readdeeply9278]

I spent my summers in the north woods of Wisconsin. I haven't forgotten a single lesson my grandparents taught me -- they lived around the Leech Lake tribe area, up toward Iron Mountain, and we're part Ojibwe, so we had free pass to camp where we liked, far from the parks and the tourists. I learned so much about the wild, navigation, waste disposal and leaving things as close to how you found them as you can, the trick of landscapes as the sun sets, panic and disorientation, animals, flora, the dark, hunger, getting lost, how not to get lost... Bottom line, what city folk hear and see in the wild feels supernatural to them sometimes. But it's the natural stuff you need to fear. Like this guy in the video.

[@XCVII.97]

I have heard about this case a couple months ago and it left me speechless, sad & angry, because he took the lives of 2 innocent people that loved and cared about him… May they rest in peace 🕊️

[@liveyourlifefree]

Yes, if he wanted he could just go and live there by himself. Why to kill?

[@bapbirb]

​@@liveyourlifefree It's only possible when a man sees his wife and daughter as his property. Not as individuals. Its a classic narcissistic mindset.

[@e.m.m.a-mc5gk]

@UTubeTrollPolice298😐

[@tolubodun]

Props to the guy behind the camera, always asking the questions I wanna ask too 😂

[@staceyharris4937]

That is her husband:)

[@izzypop5912]

I’ve always thought this lol

[@Julianaao2601]

At the beginning of the video when you showed him saying he was “ugly and boring” I thought it was going to be another case of a lone wolf, but this guy had such a lovely family 💔 I’m so sad for them, like their deaths are son senseless!

[@lordtette]

I thought so too but also thought the looks a dad you see on t.v.

[@cjmchugh6917]

As someone with chronic pain, I really appreciate you taking the time to kind of explain what it’s like living like that. That’s one part of this case that always stuck with me. How resilient and strong and sweet his wife always seemed in her videos, despite how much she was suffering.

[@Ar-hb6jb]

I grew up in Snoqualmie Valley where this happened! We literally used to go party, camp, hike, etc, in the woods she's talking about. I even went to the same high school, so this story is just crazy to me! It's also interesting to hear someone else's perspective on the woods. I find them peaceful...although, there have been times I've been out there and felt like someone was watching-not a good feeling😬

[@MackenzieNerdyEMT]

I used to live in Puyallup and have been in these woods many many times so its super weird hearing about the area by someone i watch haha.

[@icecoffee907]

It would be so cool if you could cover the case of Helen Ruth Spence. Also known as the swamp Queen. She was a famous outlaw from the White River in Arkansas. It has a very small indigenous population. When her father was murdered,she sought revenge at his killer After the court failed her and her family.. She proceeded to become famous for escaping prison several times after sustaining extensive abuse in the female prison she was held in. Overall it's a very interesting case. Either way,i'm a long time viewer and I love the content.

[@EarthenEternal]

I never knew I needed this. First time hearing about it, thank you! Commenting to boost. Very intrigued.

[@moonrelicsart]

same!! Commenting to boost as well, I’d love to see Stephanie cover this case !

[@abby-ie9zi]

As someone with chronic pain, it was really cathartic to hear you talk about it. It's invisible and it usually feels like no one knows or sees that we aren't ok. I can't speak for anyone else, but it meant so much to hear someone with a platform use it to voice our experiences. I've loved your videos for a long time, and I've always admired how you try to speak for people who aren't heard. For the first time in a while, I feel appreciated for all the energy I've spent trying to stay positive. Thank you so much and please keep doing what you do! We love you

[@wafarizvi7652]

Damn, I really wish his daughter had taken him seriously and moved out after high school graduation. It’s crazy that he felt he had to take their lives to live out his sick fantasies.

[@Lena.luvv.]

Hiiii stephanieeee, I think you should do an episode on the Hawe Family Murders, It was a case where a man wanted to take his own life but decided to take his wife and two sons along with him. It happened a couple of years ago and he actually used to live 10 minutes away from where I lived and I even met him once! It's a really complex case!! Its not a really known case at all!

[@ScottishAnnie]

The Cross dressing guy?

[@bioshockinglyreal2290]

​@@ScottishAnnie he was a deputy principal. It's an Irish case. You may be thinking of Colonel Russell Williams.

[@blasiandumplin]

@@bioshockinglyreal2290that’s exactly who I was thinking when the other person said cross dresser. That case was wild to say the least.

[@ScottishAnnie]

@@bioshockinglyreal2290 no it was Alan Hawe the principal I was talking about the Irish case of m/s his wife Clodagh & Kids. He was a apparently a "cross dressing pron addict" Just Google his name & cross dressing you will see

[@ScottishAnnie]

@@blasiandumplin I know about the Russell Williams case can see photo of him in my mind now lol But it was the Alan Hawe family murders I was speaking about

[@Iris_too]

It was soo sad that mother daughter had this tragic death :( I still can't believe someone can have this much persistence and commitment towards something like this. Imagine if he worked with government he could've been a great help to human kind.

[@vanillafire2652]

What? He is a killer ? How could he have been a great help to gouvernement ? To kill people? Could you help me understand ?

[@Pentagonongo]

Ikr 😢 the mother was soo lively

[@BeccaLavelle483]

People like him DO work in the government. That’s why everything is so bad

[@breannabarraza9747]

when Mr mango butt cuts in to say "Noooo..." when you mentioned that he shot the dog too was so relatable

[@sai7sai]

Poor woman - she kept praising such a useless man for the bare minimum- he hated her!

[@kael9664]

his wife was incredibly beautiful and seemed like an amazing woman. he didn't deserve her for a day.

[@nunnaeli]

I just want to thank the crew of Rotten Mango for putting out such HIGH QUALITY material when they post a couple times a week and Stephanie posts on other channels as well! I think I speak for most people when I say we LOVE your content and we can see how hard working the whole team is!❤

[@Mirlaina2002]

He did all this knowing he was either gonna get caught or kill him self knowing he will get caught? Like people are crazy and hearing these stories make me scared to trust anyone. My boyfriend planning to ask me to be his wife and get married and stuff but I’m so scared I don’t really know him even though I do know him but you just never know these days omg. And the fact that she didn’t wanna get married but he kept asking over and over?? Wtf

[@brittanybradford5543]

I can’t believe that I’ve never heard of this. This case is insane!

[@user-yi9pe2be6r]

Rotten mango is the best true crime account. Stephanie is so good at respecting the victims and families while making it so interesting and explaining the whole case!

[@Sickkarma]

Her and the ewu Crew are the best

[@kennamoo7427]

Some people can just be actual monsters. Thanks Stephanie and the RMT for all your hard work

[@3lixir0fD3ath]

Hey! I just wanted to say thank you! I’ve been stuck inside with Covid so I’ve been binge watching and listening to the podcast! The way you present the stories has really helped keep me from going stir crazy :)

[@KuroAkxma]

You should make an episode on Sundari Amma Murder Case that happened in India, Kerala. It's so surprising

[@tallasianchick]

Hi, disabled chronic pain experience here! I've been disabled for at least 7 years now and I am in literal pain all the time. It's like a positive feedback loop; the more pain from my disability is, the more I sleep and the more I sleep, the more pain. It has gotten to the point where I don't notice it when I'm busy so I stay busy.

[@hiendarinenkoray]

same here 😔 stay strong

[@sandraalexander9632]

Im born and raised in Washington state and i remember this whole ordeal. So sad for the family. Honestly I'm surprised that he built his bunker so close to everything. Like you said the cascade mountains are beyond huge. He would've had much better chance of survival somewhere further from civilization. Not that I'm not glad that he was that close and found. But still, it definitely shows that he really overestimated his abilities and his whole plan.

[@Africanhorror]

He probably did that because he needed to carry supplies

[@backwardsbandit8094]

He could've just divorced his wife and kept the house because hes the only breadwinner. He wouldnt even pay alimony because their kid was 18. He couldve just been divorced and lived in a bunker without having to kill anyone. He was clearly very unwell to say the least

[@ManiyaVinas]

​@@backwardsbandit8094 He was an entitled male Trust me most males would happily kyll their wives if they could 100% get away with it

[@jammzy2959]

​@@backwardsbandit8094alimony isn't child support, it is what you pay your spouse. In the state of Washington, the wife (or husband) is entitled to half of the money and property acquired during the marriage so for numerous legal reasons, he couldn't kick her out the house on the street and he would have to pay up. Even the bunker is half hers. It doesn't matter that she didn't contribute. Where did you even come up with that? That is why people say "it's cheaper to keep her," sign prenups or they do something like this. If you aren't married yet read up about what you are getting into... Lol

[@kilianwalker3599]

Your description of chronic pain was so on point. Just discovered and binge listening to you while I’m awake in frustrating pain.

[@jozileafaulkner9275]

That is one of the best descriptions of chronic pain I have ever heard. Thank you for making me feel so validated in that! ❤

[@chaersredhairera7854]

I can watch her videos literally anytime of the day doing anything like putting away my clothes or before bed she’s such a good storyteller

[@JustMe-vs1kj]

Ive watched her videos while putting away clothes so many times 😅 also making beds! Lol

[@maxwellgrimsley]

I’ve been binging your videos for the past week as I lay in bed with a flare in my chronic illness. Listening to rotten mango while I crochet has kept me sane. 😭💕

[@dreamcatcheralt5894]

OMG SAMEE

[@gwendolynamy7462]

Yes!! I have chronic illness and I'm also an avid crocheter

[@b3llm0th]

yessss! crocheting+ rotten mango= true peace😭😭💕💕

[@ladyfallon]

Stephanie, there are so many reasons I love watching & listening to your videos. One of the reasons is that you cover several topics within the main story, as well as topics that are related to situations in the main story. For example, when you started talking about living with chronic pain, I had to pause the video to take a moment to cry, as you explained it so well. I personally love with chronic pain myself, which started approximately 19 years ago; someone else ran a red light whilst at an intersection, hitting my friends car (I was the passenger), thus causing the car to be pushed off the over ramp and land on the side where I was sitting. It caused severe damage in my spine. I've also been diagnosed with a few autoimmune disorders, but the worst is Complex Regional Pain Syndrome (CRPS). Heck, I'm married to a Doctor, & even he forgets how painful simple things in life can be for me, because my pain isn't visible, such as an injury like an open wound or a missing leg. Thank you for taking the time to discuss and explain the experience of one living with chronic pain.

[@NattydoASMR]

My addiction to Stephanie posting videos and watching them nonstop, patiently waiting for her to post is sick😩✋🏼

[@amypendragon5129]

He manifested that ending into his life for the eight years he was preparing an end-of-the-world bunker for one. Maybe it's a warning to pay attention to what your loved ones are focussed on. As always..brilliant and engaging story telling Stephanie. Thank you.

[@taryndunnavent5540]

Fun fact, that underground bunker was first created during the Cold War because Kansas was a huge target for bombs because we build most of the airplanes for the military. Before it was remodeled it was used in a huge underground drug ring. The largest LSD bust in DEA history took place in those bunkers.

[@oliviajane1899]

Hi Stephanie! I am a paralegal who works in the courthouse and all of us (attorneys, judges, clerks etc) call the FOIA request a “foiyah” request. The acronym is pronounced so you don’t have to read out each letter. Just a random, pointless bit of info! 😆

[@leighabeee13]

I love your channel so much. Its crazy how many well thought out and detailed videos you can post in such a short amount of time

[@bj_ohnson]

It is hilarious that these billionaires build these bunkers when in reality, if something serious happens, those same people will be utterly useless when it comes to physically using their hands to survive.

[@babyvia6712]

Exactly. They did nothing to contribute to protecting the world and they will not survive their own failures.

[@KDB349]

Facts, i feel like even my dumbass would be more useful 😂

[@Celestein]

That was my though exactly! It's hilarious to think of all those entitled narcissistic parasites buried in there together.. As IF any of them would contribute to work they associate with 'lowly people' like food prep, cleaning, etc. They'd just try to drag poor people (most likely impoverished women) into their little hellish dystopian sci-fi bunker to do all their grunt work, just like they do right now.

[@juneboom_]

It's so backwards too. Instead of using their power and influence to make it better, they'd rather wait until the world reaches its boiling point so they can hide like cowards. Even in the "end times" their main concern is protecting their elite status (like the art gallery and swimming pools in that one bunker demo)

[@bj_ohnson]

@@juneboom_ so true

[@mephistosdaughter160]

I always get so excited when Stephanie posts! 🖤 Edit: I think it's just so sinisterly ironic how in German, the word "Keller" literally means basement...

[@chargedasy]

I suffer with chronic pain (amongst other things) not every single day but definitely often. Your description was spot on, good job

[@rivkathegreat]

The best way to walk somewhere in a straight line is 5 to 10 steps left, 5 to 10 steps right. Repeat that over and over and you cannot end up where you came from😅

[@Heartz4luv]

I clicked on this video so fast😂

[@TootieFrootie-ub9uz]

Rii

[@something_nick]

You and me both 😂

[@MrSGH21]

I didn’t click fast enough

[@peachsunooat3ambcwhynot831]

Same omg

[@lav3rna444]

LOL SAME I SWIPED AWAY THEN PULLED DOWN LIKE WAIT WHAT

[@JacerB2]

I have loved true crime for decades and watch the typical Dateline, 48 Hours, 20/20 but you have a very unique way of telling these stories and I love listening to you! You're an amazing story teller and cover cases I have never heard of. I look forward to your episodes every week and just want to say keep up the terrific work, you're awesome!!

[@dparks3784]

Stephanie is in a class all her own, but I think a lot of the KZbin true crime creators are better then those on the msm.

[@cathyabril8615]

I’m so happy you mentioned Explore with Us.. their channel is amazing. I love in depth coverage of these stories, and you always do an exceptional job!

[@mr.phrogstein6331]

I grew up in woods like that, honestly you learn to navigate it and it becomes less scary and more and more comforting.

[@makeilameadows]

As someone with Chronic pain, it’s different for me mine constantly feels like my bones are popping in and out of place along with sometimes feel like my body is completely locked up and hurts to move and can never find comfort in anything such as laying down, sitting and any physical activity. Thank you Stephanie, Mr. Mangobutt and the RMT for the research and sharing stories that are not well known and to help be an advocate for those that can’t speak for themselves or those who have been in horrible assaults and situations. This story is so horrible, and feels eerie knowing that he was out there watching people and could quite possibly get away with it especially with how big the forest is.

[@mariathorp8543]

This sounds like EDS which is a connective tissue disorder where your connective tissue is really stretchy and can't hold your joints in place.

[@makeilameadows]

@@mariathorp8543I unfortunately have a lot of disorders that contribute to my pain, I’ve heard of EDS and heard it can be very painful but my doctors have ruled that out.

[@curiouslittlefrog]

@@mariathorp8543this is what I came here to say, which is also what I have and that’s how it feels for me!

[@taniarobinson]

I’ve been living with chronic pain for 16yrs. I’m on high doses of anti inflammatory & nerve blockers daily. I still manage to laugh & be positive, I had to ditch the pain killers as they interfered with my ability to parent. When I do my yard work, I spend days quietly crying, but if I have to live with it for life, I Won’t let it destroy who I am or give my kids a negative impact from it. It’s life, onwards always. I’m at day 3 now with no sleep at all, but I’ll stills smile and have a positive impact on my kids, they also know that once my youngest is 18…Mums going to check out - this does not have to be a sad thing, it’s also made my kids very close, because they know the have to look after each other, I won’t have my kids fail just because I have.😉 our mindset is our strength

[@roundsdm]

Ive had it for about 13 years but im not able to do that😔 its probably because i cant even manage to get to the doctor or handle a blood draw to get put on the right meds though…

[@taniarobinson]

@@roundsdm oh hugs to you, no help at all would be devastating! I have mental health & meds, they did put me on morphine patches but I’m allergic to them, I do have sleeping tablets regularly - I’m at 60 hrs no sleep and that makes it impossible to self manage the pain. I hope you find a good GP who listens & works actively towards helping you. Love & light to you

[@joanbaczek2575]

Kids need you past 18 especially now adays

[@taniarobinson]

@@joanbaczek2575 My kids know my daily struggles and know what I go thru daily to give them quality of life now, her eldest brother is 13yrs older, married and very well off, her big sister is in the top 10% of Australia academic ily, they how important their relationships to each other and are very aware and accepting - I can’t keep this up as it and I WON’T live a life trashed out on pain meds - because that’s NOT life or what I want my kids to remember me by. So you’re welcome to your view, but I will do as I need to do

[@lordtette]

Gosh I'm so sorry. Hugs to you and your family.

[@notthingofnote]

Incredible deep dive as usual, thank you

[@olgaggg]

Thank you and your team for your great work.

[@nutmegdoesstuff1339]

Honestly, the description of the graduation video sounded like the definition of getting the energy you give. Sounds like even dealing with chronic pain, she still had an infectious optimism about her.

[@mellowdyverse]

this case makes the hairs on my arms stand. The way the wife was talking so nicely about her husband just for him to do that.... Poor woman, rest in peace. She deserved better, they both deserved better. I hope both mother and child are united in heaven..💗🕊

[@ManiyaVinas]

So why risk getting married if you really can't tell?

[@khavacify]

I’m only at the begging of the video but as someone who’ve got lost in the woods it really is as described. Even tho I was lost for a short time it’s really scary to look around and realize that you’re lost, that every trees look the same, that you’re probably just going around in circles and that the sun is setting.

[@Rosesunshine]

Imagine surviving the apocalypse, run into this dude in the forest thinking yay another human and he's freaking nuts. I also love love love your description of chronic pain, this is me on a daily basis and it's really hard to get people to understand how you feel. And the backpack by the front door...I did this when I lived in Mexico City because of the earthquakes. You only have a few minutes to get out and it happened a few times while I was still in my pajamas. I kept in there a portable charger, a change of clothes, copies of legal documents, a first aid kit, a few snacks, a bank card and cash.

[@katie8884]

I love when Stephanie describes the details so well as much as it scares me 😭😭 it’s really interesting to listen to! also the amount of research and work they all put into these cases is insane Ty sm for shedding light to some of these cases 💗💗

[@Miss-girl.]

Steph might not be pregnant, but she always delivers😔

[@asmokeus]

you could have said "a midwife" 😭

[@asmokeus]

or like. a pizzeria???

[@Miss-girl.]

@@asmokeusidk, it was the first thing that came to my head🤷‍♀️

[@appleseeds5825]

Miss girl 😭

[@he4rt5]

​​@Miss-girl. you're fine, idk why they're so pressed, it doesn't really make a difference whether you said pregnant, midwife, pizzareia, whatever, it's all the same joke lol

[@toothless2690]

I have fibromyalgia. Your description of chronic pain is spot on.

[@hns1368]

I lived one town over from where these people were from. I was graduating hs the year after. Never heard of this case. Thank you for bringing light to this case

[@hieithefox]

I have two chronic pain conditions and I am a super kind person who tries to use my energy to make people happy. I know a lot of others like me we suffer and we don’t like seeing others suffer. I am disabled and often can’t get out of bed or my chair in the living room. I am never not in an incredible amount of pain but I have been in pain 24/7 for so long that the only thing I can do is enjoy what I can create art, read be kind etc.

[@alexnolastname9557]

1:29 me, a person who grew up in Washington: *utterly confused about being scared of the trees* what you need to be worried about are the cats. Who goes off trail unprepared?

[@jaykay3839]

48:45 I do this too, but it took me out to hear Mr. Mango's little, "No!" when he realized the dog had been killed, right after Stephanie described how the wife and daughter had been killed. I guess we all have a super soft spot for the dogs. All animals, really.

[@user-yx1lc2mz4c]

I just found your channel and it has quickly become my favorite. Looks like I have many hours of watching KZbin in my future! Thanks 😊

[@lindseygriffin5264]

OMG the way you described chronic pain is so on point! I have lupus and have good days and bad days (don't know which till I wake up.) My bad days feel JUST like that. Thank you for bringing awareness to chronic pain and just how much it can affect your life. Love you Stephanie 🥰

[@harshitagupta1667]

So sad for mother and daughter 😔 they don't deserve this.

[@angelxxii]

and cat and dog? yall be forgetting that they were family too

[@tsharpe4047]

Excellent description of chronic pain. No make up doesn’t feel like a sunburn so you stop wearing makeup. Fitted clothes hurt. Hot hair appliances feels like your skin is melting or pulling on hair with brushes feel like pins and needles all over your scalp. Then people look at my no makeup, no hairstyle, frumpy clothing self and make assumptions that I don’t care and they’re right … I don’t care about their opinions. I got bigger issues to deal with than making a good impression.

[@AlssadaryaM]

Such a horrible reality. As you said, he could have just gone off into the woods and been fine. The murders were so brutal and unnecessary. Prayers to the family. This type of true crime story is one of the hardest. The methodical nature, the planning and mental state are all baffling. Truly horrific.

[@joalgreg4125]

I love how you narrate stories with such passion.. keep it up ❤❤❤ from Philippines

[@Tata83102]

I’m from Oregon and the nature, especially the trees, are what helped me heal mentally. Once I started spending more time in nature and out in the mountains I started to appreciate life more and love life. I didn’t want to miss out on the beautiful views and sunsets. It’s not a good state to live in, but it is a beautiful state and I’ll be visiting it for the rest of my life. But it is creepy sometimes… something is up with the woods, some spots are just weird.. all the stories surrounding the woods whether it’s true crime or fiction. I’ve had my weird experiences deep in the mountains.

[@mimo_7174]

oooou like what ???! i wanna know creepy woods stories

[@melissamoonchild9216]

​@mimo_7174 you should check out Mortis Media, he has a ton of deep woods stories 🌲👻

[@emjayee]

Ya I grew up here and share the same sentiment. Those weird feelings are usually us sensing a lost body and soul nearby 😢

[@emjayee]

​@@mimo_7174come visit! You'll hear scary stories from Pacific NW folk

[@MackenzieNerdyEMT]

Im in Washington a hop and a skip away from oregon and the cascades are a very unique place. Ive had some very strange situations deep in the woods. Quite a few times i could swear someone was near me just watching and ive never known if someone was. I always was armed with a weapon and bear mace so i felt a bit more comfortable. I think a human watching me is far more terrifying than a ghost frankly haha.

[@hollymccombs7316]

I've watched other videos about this case, but I love your videos best! Even though they are long, I never feel bored. So energetic and detailed.

[@AdminAsst]

Absolutely adore your channel, you tell the stories in such a captivating way while also maintaining an incredible amount of empathy for the victims and the families. I wish nothing but success for you and your channel/business. All of your videos, true crime, mukbangs, vlogs are amazing you help my work day feel short. Thank you Stephanie & Husband :D

[@marley9904]

Watch her videos few times to be able to clean and cook, her videos are my companion doing my chores.

[@AdminAsst]

@@marley9904 I watch her mukbangs at home for that EXACT reason!! She's uniting us ALL