rue bennett - trauma

Rue Bennett - Trauma
Media: Euphoria created by Sam Levinson
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[@gdf0313]

Rue is one of those character who change you completely. And I'm not talking about the mistakes she made, she's human after all. I'm talking about the affection, how the viewer can feel her so close. I just wanna protect her tbh, she deserves the world. This edit is truly a masterpiece 💜💜

[@Aceantebycreates]

I wanna give her a hug

[@karabokhanyile]

Same here,she's so special to me

[@pretty948]

Grace Anteby yeah and that's why I don't want her to be with jules. I wanna protect her

[@MG-kh7sf]

@@pretty948 same!! I don't want her to be with Jules. they'd be better as friends. jules is not for her, but she deserves happiness.

[@pretty948]

@@MG-kh7sf yeah honestly I ship Bob Ross (Lexi) with her. She takes such good care for her and is not toxic at all.

[@classical.musicbox]

This high definition is clearer than my eyesight

[@know.it.all.]

I really don’t want this show to end. Is that even possible? How come such a painful thing can provide so much peace to my soul ?

[@willldo4]

Schadenfreude it sounds like to me. You enjoy other people's suffering.

[@bcklj]

I'm an addict in recovery. rue's storyline hits very, very close to home. and this edit is... a masterpiece. I MIGHT be ugly crying rn. you did amazing 💜

[@cheekyweebugger3621]

It’s so intriguing. You really don’t know how bad drugs are until someone experienced tells you and it’s amazing. I always knew they were bad, ruined relationships and stole your money but this video really spooked me

[@aaronwarner2379]

Keep fighting. You can do it.

[@bcklj]

@@aaronwarner2379 It's hard, I'm alone and most days I feel like I'm fighting for nothing. But I don't want this kind of life anymore.. thank you for your comment, it means a lot.

[@bcklj]

@@cheekyweebugger3621 You really do feel that you're in control in the beginning. until one day you realize you've never been and every single aspect of your life goes to shit. and some movies/shows romanticize it way too much...

[@erinmcqueen6018]

@@bcklj i’m so proud of you. you’re worth giving yourself a chance. you deserve it

[@blakiesentertainment9864]

Rue is a clear mirror to what being lost and empty means. And i really love her character

[@nnnkkkbbb]

I have borderline personality disorder, and this is how I feel without even taking any drugs. This is the kind of pain I experience everyday, every hour, every minute of my life. Rue reminded me so much of myself, I have never resonated with a character so much, it broke me.

[@ankitpasi]

The impulsivity is the worst

[@tariethompson714]

Yo felt

[@gnicole13]

Me too!

[@vl3XII]

Fr same , I’m rue n maddy if they were one person

[@nataliesionne2008]

Came here to say this. It does almost like being in a state of constant withdrawal, similar to coming off drugs. I feel this in every moment too, I see you.

[@soph6942]

this show is so raw and amazing. everytime i watch a episode over again im still in tears and amazed of how much it shows and relates to teenage life i love rue so much she deserves the world so does every single other character in euphoria

[@kathrynorozco5416]

Not Nate. He’s just awful. He constantly abused Madi, manipulated Jewels, mean to Rue, makes fun of Cassie and called her whore, calls people offensive names, essentially sexually assaulted the guy Madi was with in the pool.

[@soph6942]

@@kathrynorozco5416 LMAO YEAH NATE DOESNT DESERVE ANYTHING

[@erinmcqueen6018]

@@kathrynorozco5416 yeah nates a piece of shit but i think everyone deserves to be heard. it’s clear nate is the epitome of toxic masculinity and domestic violence and shit but there’s gotta be a reason for it. hope they make a special episode on his character

[@zendayaismichelleanderson9517]

zendaya does xx as “Michelle Anderson” Proof on Instagram zendaya_is_michelle_anderson she wears a body suit with tattoos and a mask to make her face round

[@staceyashton9751]

We're can I watch this PLZ? Xx

[@kailynf5872]

Best edit I've seen and this is the first one where I actually cried

[@juju-kn6rx]

it made me cry too

[@yxy9602]

Dude. Same. I’ve not even watched the show, just a bunch of clips here and there because it is a bit too close to home for me. But after watching this I think maybe I will watch it. This was an incredibly professional looking edit, good work to whoever made it!

[@user-yo7px6re1v]

You know its getting bad when you start watching these again

[@itssassysarah]

This is fucking incredible. I’m in recovery from an addiction and this is just amazing.

[@KKKK814]

I understand that Rue is fictional but her life is very close to me. Special episode was my favorite episode I every see bc it was like rue was speaking what I think. My depression is worse than last year. My addiction got worse than last year. My therapist not helping anymore. I think I need go back to hospital. Ps.: Thank you everyone who commented and liked my story. Thank you for your help and time

[@sherylayieko8303]

Yeah🥺go back..you'll be good..and I pray you'll be able to recover🥺💕

[@KKKK814]

@@sherylayieko8303 thank you! I was in hospital for a week. It’s kinda help me. Right now Im in medication.

[@xLadyMary]

@@KKKK814 lots of love from someone that understands ❤️🥺

[@KKKK814]

@@xLadyMary thank you!🖤

[@jessicaguerrero542]

Hi i know it’s been 4 months but i just went to way i hope you’re doing well! I myself am struggling with addiction and depression so i can relate to u

[@tcb384]

rue + any NF song is a masterpiece! this edit is FLAWLESS

[@preciousx5]

What song is it

[@nf_bluberries]

​@@preciousx5Trauma - NF

[@jaimeophelia3747]

That was breathtaking, hands down had me in tears

[@tcb384]

NF + EUPHORIA IS LITERALLY THE PERFECT MATCH!!! I WANT THEM TO COLLAB

[@Dah_Queen]

When she said “I just don’t really plan on being here that long. The world is turning really Fucking ugly you know? I don’t even want to be apart of it. I don’t even want to witness it”

[@anniebrierley1224]

it’s such a sad film...

[@elenakal1439]

Ali is such a supportive person. I love him. And Rue is fucking great... I just wanna hug her

[@yeontop]

Literally but what she did to him was pure evil.

[@maddy4690]

Rue's dialogue hits hard. 'I don't plan on being here that long'. But i would like to change it a lil bit. I don't want want to be a part of this world cuz i want to disappear, not to be seen or heard. Bpd is killing me from inside and i can't even control it, i can't control myself. I can't change myself to be better and have a better life cuz i don't feel i am even capable of doing it.

[@ingridbraz4806]

"Ali... I just don't really plan on being here that long." that hurts so bad

[@AriannaMiller-mq2wc]

Rue is literally what my life has become in these last 4 years 😢

[@OfficialGothCemetery]

Real.

[@ChivyDCom]

Im in the fetal position headphones plugged in, watching this on the floor crying my eyes out The episode was so human and real and so many things I uttered to myself . What you pulled off here was amazing.

[@7000Leafs.]

I hope you're okay now. ❤ sending Love your way You deserve Life, man. You deserve love. ❤

[@theesativa5473]

I cried do hard watching this... It's so scary how me and Rue relate so much

[@nicolassantana8566]

one of the best series I've watched in my life

[@adafleming7976]

What’s it called

[@poppydegnan3484]

@@adafleming7976 euphoria

[@adafleming7976]

@@poppydegnan3484 thank yiy

[@piperharsh7278]

What is the show on

[@starrynight1004]

Rue with this song? A freaking masterpiece. Thank you for making this.

[@addisongarner5043]

i love nf and this is amazing especially with his voice in the background it’s so good!!

[@Cheetahgirl_Studios]

Never suffered from addiction, but I can relate to Rue lashing out at the people who love her. I have anger issues, and I sometimes lose my head and scream at my family without meaning to. I don’t want to be this way, but I don’t know how I can change. Every time I take a step forward, it feels like I take another 10 million steps back. It feels like I’m drowning.

[@midnight6178]

to me, Rue Bennett is the most relatable character on the show.

[@pretty948]

I didn't plan on crying ...

[@g2cz_lexii]

Same😢

[@b3An404]

I know this is asking a lot, but after this masterpiece and the Jules bridge episode I would love to see a Jules edit like this. Especially now we understand her more as a character

[@saphinetv8196]

Honestly, I connect so her character so much and the song really connects so much to me and her. I really love her so much.

[@lexiknight5625]

the best thing to ever exist is this edit

[@thereelsimi]

thank you!!

[@imtherealpeople2043]

My dad has struggled with addiction since he was like 12, and some of my earliest memories are his drug abuse. This video made me cry so much, cause I can relate to the sister and the mothers point of view, even Rues point of view for that fact. 💜💜💜

[@jessicaguerrero542]

I’ve been watching this show on repeat because even though it is extremely intense and raw, it helps me feel not so alone in the world , I’m myself trying to recover from addiction, falling deep into my anxiety and depression, i finally told my parents about my addiction , they are trying to help me which i appreciate so much, but i hate how I’ve disappointed me and hate how my u I’ve let my own demons being my family down , sometimes i feel like i have no purpose in life, i sometimes think it would just be better if i wasn’t here . I don’t feel an ounce of happiness ever and it’s killing me

[@breadoflife7775]

Hi, can we become friends? Just friends without any other intentions,I just want to be your friend nothing more, at least we understand each other and it's totally fine if you don't want to, but I promise you I will always support you and care about you ☺️

[@karabokhanyile]

I hope and pray that you find joy and peace,stay strong please

[@jessicaguerrero542]

@@karabokhanyile thank you 💛💛💛

[@heytiti2301]

the contrast between the black and white images is so good I'm tearing up lowkey😭🤧

[@mariah-xg4er]

Rue is literally the only person I can relate to

[@spinachbinch4467]

As someone who struggles with substance abuse Rues character hits hard for me. Euphoria is a show that I can really only watch alone because of how triggering but how relatable it is. I grew up seeing psychiatrists and therapists on a weekly basis with bipolar disorder, anxiety, and ptsd. Bipolar disorder was really portrayed realistically.

[@2shortshorty436]

Same ❤

[@Alex-os4pn]

The clip of her laying on the ground fucked up whispering “I’m so happy” even though everything’s shit hits so damn hard. Anyone who’s had a bad run with drugs knows that feeling

[@stargazingmarsh6113]

i love rue so much. it’s not every day you find a character who you can relate too.

[@nfbconnect]

This song saved my life. Your edits here with Euphoria are phenomenal. Thank you. And for anyone fighting out there, keep fighting. Life is worth it. Trauma can change you and you can change the world.

[@shaenirparis8207]

related to every second of this video and the last second "i just do" made me smile. thankyou/

[@ashlynncoleman9360]

Best euphoria edit ever I can definitely see myself in rue, she is one of the most real people I’ve seen. Drugs and alcohol is not rue she has been my god through the true story of me. Thank you so much for this haunting yet beautiful edit 💕❤️

[@Chineko88]

When she is asked “Do you want to get clean?” And she says “No”. I feel it so deep… I am sober since years but not by my own choice…. If I could choose I would stay an addict or rather I wouldn’t be here already… This series is so deep.

[@neoscencez]

I'm a 33 year old alcoholic who has had patches of sobriety but started again due to COVID. This video is so hauntingly true to how I feel sometimes. I'm going to get myself back on the sober bus. I need to. For me.

[@7000Leafs.]

I hope you do. ❤ I have faith in you.

[@stephaniee2506]

Living with depression is being sad and not knowing why.

[@Vee_moneykenya]

Depression is not sadness

[@user-ve1ke3yh8w]

@@Vee_moneykenyauh it kinda is it’s sadness for an extended period. but i mean yea it’s not only sadness if that’s what ur trying to say.

[@marinehzk]

This is probably the best Rue edit I have ever seen. I feel like we have painted my soul and personality through her character. The lost of a parent, the bipolarity and borderline personality disorder, depression, drugs addictions and affective dependence. Everything she felt, I felt too... She is my mirror. Rue Bennett allows me to put words on something i can't express, and I’m so grateful for that. I think I really can say that this character saved my life and it may seem disproportionate, but that’s really how I feel. I truly see myself in her, like a magnificent drawing about my own life. And I would like to thanks Zendaya for drawing her with the most and beautiful authentic way.

[@kathrynorozco5416]

I hated how some of the characters treated her. What did they expect she has major depression, she lost her father and a lesbian that’s so rough in life. I can’t imagine going through that. It’s already bad enough for me losing my friend and my favorite grandpa and all my animals, sexually harassed, toxic relationships, dad issues and worrying about sexuality because I don’t know what my sexuality is. I like boys but I also like girls but i am still confused because I am not attracted to all girls and sometimes I am more attracted to girls and then other days more attracted to guys, I support Rue 200%

[@alexissantos2618]

The world can be cruel . But the bright side is it can also be full of love. Sexuality is a spectrum . Dont feel the need to define yourself so early. Explore the world , meet lots of people so you can learn more about what you like. Don't feel the need to define yourself for others sake.

[@prarthanadevu5791]

gUrl same 🙂I feel u

[@emmaball0]

I relate to her so much…

[@Skybee717]

im 17 and smoked meth for only a month (havent touched it for 15 days) and even that fucked me up. i dont miss it but i get why people get addicted. it feels good, it takes away all the negative emotions. i’ve hit rock bottom due to other reasons. i dont want drugs but my sister and mom, the two people who i love the most, are also the people who break me when i’ve fixed myself. just a few days ago i was feeling so confident, so motivated to get my life and mental health together, i knew it would be difficult, the depressive episodes because of how much ive been neglecting my emotions which i do also because of how my family has treated me growing up. but it would be worth it in the future, ik it wouldve because its what i did with working out back in march. now i’m fairly fit and happy i started that day. i was gonna do it. i actually wanted to live and see another day, and my sister took that from me. she ruined me and she doesnt even know. she doesnt care. the last time i cut and the last time i tried killing myself was in April. now, it was 12 hours ago. i still want to live but everyone around me is making it feel like i don’t deserve a good life. they only show me sadness and pain. thats all i know… i guess i lied now that i think about it. I miss meth. I want the pain to stop. i need to feel more numb…

[@nalediseokolo44]

Hey, I'm sorry I can't relate to u on terms of drugs and weed. I haven't done that and I don't plan on it even though my body aches for it. However, I empathize with your pain. I know I cant make the pain go away and I know I can't make all the negative emotions go away. I just want to say I am so proud of you. You deserve a good life, I know this is coming from a stranger you haven't even met. I don't even have my life together and it is just beginning but I promise you, you deserve the best you can ever get. You are not a bad person because u are trying, trying to be better for yourself and come clean. You are hella strong for that. How you know that life is gettin real good. Is when u realize pain not painful miserable pain. Just pain shows that life is going to get better. Happiness, joy, pleasure cant happen without pain, and if u numb it all out. You will soon end up numbing the joy away as well. I believe in you just know that. Just take it step by step you'll look back and see how far u have come. And you will smile. I hope everything gets better for you man. You deserve the best. - Friendly struggling stranger

[@sintiengel]

Yes I can relate the same with pills.. but you are not alone, think about it. You deserve so much more than a good life, like everyone else here feeling the same way. Keep going - you know, you are stronger than you think. Day by day, it is not easy but it gets better, day by day. I happy you are here with us ❤️

[@errorissinsan]

It doesn't worth it.

[@niahoad]

another rock bottom here. i made to 33, i am addicted to alcohol, cocaine and nicotin. with opiods and benzos i am trough. right now going sober is my only option. I am in bad company when I am alone. because the demons of my past are following me

[@ericksiqueiranorato4776]

I have borderline and, not seeing Rue is impossible. It's been like this since the first time I saw the series. I feel this level of pain daily, it's exhausting. This desperation of not wanting to be here anymore, but still caring about the good things (like Rue). At one moment euphoria is your friend, and at another moment it shows you its other side (depression).

[@jenna-de2dn]

i relate to rue so much.

[@Ash-ei3kw]

Ok , i might have tear myself watching this

[@ace_horror.lov3r]

I relate to her sm bro I feel so bad for her..

[@medeeadeibel7228]

You can't imagine how much I feel about her situation

[@figthegiant9324]

_“Everybody just seems to be okay with it, you know? The anger. The level of anger. Everyones out to make everyone else seem not human”_ wow now I wanna watch this show

[@GundL0213]

I am in love with this edit. Btw, I saw what you did at 2:46 / 2:47. Incredible.

[@myaduhart3370]

That was so amazing

[@adreamer6307]

damn. that's good

[@laurine.000mrcl]

I love Rue, she was very perfect 💖💗💖

[@flickmason2223]

finally someone understands me 😢💔

[@SJ-vv8vt]

Best. Edit. Ever. THANK YOU for creating this masterpiece

[@ciararenee7735]

so so grateful for ali man

[@rubycrutchfield3009]

The world is a ugly place . Yet most of us try and push through . Trying to believe things get better. Then there are those few who don't want to accept we get better and try their hardest to keep one at their lowest point. That is why so many snap or suffer from depression.

[@aggelikimavridou1519]

the fact that this vid has not even one dislike means a lot about its quality and your editing skills... keep doing what you are doing (excuse me if i made some mistakes... thats not my mother tongue)

[@stienevandiggele2455]

This deserves about 3M likes more.

[@bea5903]

This is such a beautiful edit, holy crapppp

[@Sarah-po7mr]

Got 2 b one of the most reliable vids ever.

[@mindyobusiness430]

The way she said "you did this to me" 💔

[@LittleAsian_]

She’s amazing 🥺💔

[@zendayaismichelleanderson9517]

zendaya does xx as “Michelle Anderson” Proof on Instagram zendaya_is_michelle_anderson she wears a body suit with tattoos and a mask to make her face round

[@velvetr0s3s]

i love rue more than life itself

[@karabokhanyile]

This is so heartbreaking,never fails to make me cry

[@annikiralyy9113]

This is truly amazing !! I love the show so much it’s literally everything. Your edit is so so beautiful I’m crying

[@vanrijn8415]

I can't believe I didn't see this masterpiece before 🥺♥️ I'm in love with this edit, i'm serious

[@charlesk4443]

I have adhd, bipolar and anxiety and it feels so fucking lonely sometimes. Sometimes I feel insane others I feel completely fine others panick while others energeticly unmotivated.....

[@Chineko88]

I feel you. I have the same backpack and I am so isolated. Not a single friend. But I have a family. I have somebody who loves me like that.

[@user-ti9cg9bp5j]

She is the deepest character on show 🥺

[@Florencehehe_march]

Rue + My favorite song NF, shit amazing :"c

[@charlotteschuttkowski3358]

As a person with addiction issues I felt this deeply… I cried through the whole video.

[@eth4rcores]

Rue is the most underrated best character

[@hanayanah]

I REALLY REALLY RESPECT AND LOVE ALI

[@briannahicks1420]

My fav edit ever !!! It’s crazy how good this is !!

[@mathildeaugustin6299]

It hurts when you see how people doesn't care till it RIP, I know everyone is going trough their own personal stuff but it always feels nice when someone just check up on you on your bad days,

[@BirdsofSt4rs]

THIS IS AMAZING. wow.

[@angelinariera2705]

the song fits perfectly, amazing edit!

[@RedEyeJediHDGaming]

Never seen the series, But this is one of those Rare Edits where Everything Fits. Well Done, I love the Way you put all the clips together ❤

[@Nike06]

This is so good love it 😍 crying right now 😢

[@oceanpotts]

I love rue in the show we have so much in common I struggle with a lot of stuff suck as addiction and I’ve been clean for the longest time ever and I feel like jus giving up ❤ it’s true drugs do make you different

[@karabokhanyile]

Don't give up,stay strong ❤

[@fadedaudios399]

You’re such a good editor! Everything is so smooth and I love how you did the voice overs

[@yammymaphumulo1739]

I can relate to Rue so much I hope Euphoria never ends 😫😓

[@annalala4209]

Pure masterpiece

[@crismuro99]

This edit is so beautiful. Your storytelling skills are amazing

[@saravigil3439]

Thank you for this. It means more than you’ll ever know. :)

[@ROCKONplaceboforever]

This is incredible

[@amandagarrido4282]

Please make more of Euphoria edits, this is amazing! I’d love to see more of Jules ❤️

[@nothingtoseehere7554]

This is incredible.

[@taylahamm3248]

This is literally the only video I can complete relate to so it brings me to tears

[@allisonpersonal]

the editing is magical

[@sheriaa.r]

i love this show so much

[@k.sedits8056]

Amazing!!

[@chiaraschick2583]

Piece of art

[@ourgiftisLOVE]

OHHHEEEMMGEEEE. I honestly dont watch this show because i don't have HBO, but the way you put this video together was amazing. The scenes and music you chose fit right in with the dramatic feels... i am BALLING because when i see what she goes thru and her struggles and the demonic thoughts she struggles with, IT IS SO RELATABLE because YOU FEEL IT!!! Espec after Covid how YOU FEEL THE WEIGHT OF THE WORLD ON YOUR SHOULDERS with life being the hardest it has ever been in my lifetime, with the inflation and economic going to shit, with every pressure you feel against your back, you FEEL her mental battles!!! You FEEL her easy-escape!!! You FEEL her brokeness, pain and confusion living in this world... 2:38 - 2:53 was my favorite line... THIS is what I struggle on a daily!!! This is EXACTLY how I felt!!! As a person with "BPD" trying to find myself in this hard struggling world, THISSSS is what I fight in my head constantly. Especially at 2:38... Thank you for this video. I balled cryin like a baby. I am saving this video in my favorites because this edit was beyond the credit it has been given! 🙏

[@cadencehorchner7039]

3:14 that part hit hard

[@lisakhanyabikizana5263]

Amazing

[@hypeshow9608]

This Edit 😍✨

[@lilith459]

first edit that made me cry so hard my eyes hurt :") amazing edit, rly hit home