it's okay, calm down. (sad hours)

[@SadHoursDrive]

Sad Hours playlist on Spotify - spoti.fi/44mHnMc 💙

[@danielviesti702]

I’m 23 years old, all my grandparents are died already ,i’m always alone most of the times,i never had a gf , my work is killing me every day, but thanks God I have my mum supporting me every time

[@desenhosgc3977]

don t worry, you are the best, God will bless you. : )

[@bigb-pt9yv]

don't worry, you aint even in the toughest time yet : )

[@icrystal1231]

Hey Daniel, I don't know if you will read this but let me say a few words. It's totally okay to not have a girlfriend or the perfect life yet. Eventually, everything will come together as life is an experience we have to be grateful for. There are bad times, and good times but the most important thing is, that you keep believing in yourself and do what you want to do. Change what's in your power and don't worry about things you can't control. I'm soon 29 and I also never had a real girlfriend besides some online stuff and you know what? I'm not doing too bad! My life is peaceful, I can do whatever I want to do and just enjoy things. Always remember that you're not alone. You have yourself and the people who love and support you. Trust me when I say that you rather want to find the one special person instead of falling for someone who's ruining you, that is way worse than staying alone for a little bit longer. Be safe and live the life you want to live. Everything is possible.

[@fanydiamondmobilelegends5864]

stay alive bro..

[@lysgiahuy3036]

God can't be with you all the time, that's why He sent a person you call mom ;))

[@VaberBeatz]

"My life is just one constant battle between wanting to be alone, but not wanting to be lonely."

[@Kdi7djf]

Same brother...

[@tonitono10]

same here, so sad

[@magnus8609]

Feel u Brother.

[@al96s39]

Same bro

[@randompersononyt2005]

Same here

[@brians9118]

"Even though I walk through the darkest valley, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me." - Psalm 23:4 In times of loneliness, it is comforting to remember that God is always with us, offering His presence and comfort. You are never truly alone, for God is close to the broken-hearted and He hears your cries. Take solace in His love and know that you are cherished in His sight.

[@callmeentris]

im happy to be a part of this playlist

[@kingluke8067]

we happy ur part of it too

[@callmeentris]

@kingluke8067 thank you, i appreciate your support

[@Ferj254]

🙂 Dayum, i just realized am heading 21 years old and i have Never Had a Girlfriend, No Girl has ever told me " You look Good today" or "I like you" or "I luv you" or "You are Handsome", nothing 😅, Even a Compliment. Wells, Seems am Ugly in every Girls eyes🙂. Good Thing my Mum compliments me Every time😊.Anyways, am a Man, Life is Supposed to be Hard as a Man I get it😅👍🏼 have a Nice Day to everyone who is Reading this comment ❤️

[@zMatix-_-0]

Hey man, I hope you'll find someone that loves you, I lost the girl I loved today and I think I'm killing myself, I hope you will be able to make it good luck.

[@madsxienc]

it's ok bud, stay strong❤💪

[@Iakten]

انت وسيم من الداخل

[@LRF1004]

Feel you man, but I’m pretty sure there is a girl that will love you one day. Till then stay strong for your loved ones, especially your mom cause she raised a good man, alright?

[@mak2z]

hey man, you're not alone in feeling this way. You're young, in fact, you're in the perfect age to start working and improving yourself. There's still lots of time for you, relationships and compliments come at different times for everyone, for me, it was about 22 when I've had my first relationship. I also want you to know that just because a girl doesn't see it, doesn't mean that you're not amazing person. Your mom clearly sees all the amazing qualities in you and that's a big deal since she probably knows you best. You're worthy of love, don't be too hard on yourself. Sometimes it takes a while for people to truly appreciate you, keep being you and keep doing your best, keep your head high and be kind to yourself, you're doing great. As a late-bloomer myself here are things I did that you could try doing if you want to improve your physical appearance: doing things like exercising, hitting the gym, running, losing weight/building muscle, grooming yourself, cutting/styling your hair, getting a nice perfume, dressing nice, reading informative books, learning, these are just a few things you could start doing to improve. it could also be anything you'd like to improve that i include in the list. but honestly even if you don't do anything, trust me, you're amazing no matter what others say. don't be too hard on yourself, keep your head high and we'll get through this together, take care man

[@therealsou1z]

I’m laying in bed listening to this and I’m just thinking back on what I’ve accomplished. It’s about 1 am for me and that reflection and motivation is coming I just did a workout so now I feel extra burnt out looking back on it I’ve came so far in a year I used to fight sin everyday not workout and be so antisocial but I’ve realized that now I’ve come so far I’m starting to reap to the benefits of discipline and I’m reading the Bible and talking with God regularly. Keep chasing your dreams guys just because one day is bad doesn’t mean the year is bad. You have to experience the winter to feel the summer

[@Almost-th3r3]

🔥🙏🏾

[@swizzblade9995]

Just turned 30, im blessed thank you Lord. Life is still tough though im still blessed. Sometimes i feel lost, sometimes i feel out of place. Sometimes i feel empty. Money brings happniess but not entirely, True happiness are things that fill your soul like what you like to do and close friends and family who arent toxic. Human beings are social creatures they need to live in a tribe and constant late night sitting around the campfire. We are all connected. We need each other. The world is a beautiful place, there are wonderful people out there. So step out of your comfort zone take an adventure meet new people, make memories. We dont have much time on this earth. Do what makes you happy and treasure those who make you happy. Untill our time runs out on this earth. As for me well, i have so much regret in my life, lost 2 sibilings, sometimes i dont even know who i am anymore. But, have faith. Ill just trust in the Lord to see what He has planned for me. I pray that anyone who reads this will find peace and abundance. Peace out yall

[@Mike-fj7zy]

Continue to have faith in Lord Jesus! He will never leave you alone. He has a wonderful plan for your life

[@TAHAMOUIZ]

@@Mike-fj7zy ادخلو الاسلام

[@OGDemon4L]

None of you have failed. You have just begun your next chapter.

[@SethPlays01]

I’m writing this because I might not see the light of day tomorrow. The last 4 months have been the worst imaginable and everyday just gets worse. Now I sit in a home with no power and rent is behind and I’m starving, not to mention I have autism and I still don’t know how life works. My mom moved out and basically left me on my own. I work a full time job that is probably about to fire me anyway and I still can’t get enough money to pay for the things I need. I’m listening to this to help calm me down before I possibly end everything. If you’re reading this, just enjoy life, I had my time of enjoyment and fun times but now I feel it’s my time to go. Life moves on the world will still spin and function just like normal without me, people will forget me quick, people will die, people will repopulate. My only last wish is for no one else to hurt anymore like I have. Goodnight everyone, signing off.

[@sanu4u27]

Don't give up hope my friend.. you"re already a fighter so keep fighting the odds and you will get through this phase.. please value life 🙏

[@NathanHendy-ly4mp]

Hay I'm really sorry to hear that. But if I can mack u happy I will u know there are things I'm this would we will never understand and why these things happen to us but if u believe in yourself u will mack it through trust me every thing u do in this life always macks a differents so please don't feel like your worthless u ain't ok thing happen for a reason but it's will get better I promise u ❤

[@NathanHendy-ly4mp]

Please trust me wen I say this u are stronger then u think smarter than you know loved me u u know ❤️ just hang in there u got this

[@Kaifire7967_Miataboi]

Even though I am just starting freshmen year ADHD has been doing all in its power to push me down. Many people tell me I am too young to relate to the pain of adults but I do my best to understand. I am yet to gain a real friend, and our family is in 600,00k plus debt. My dad hardly sleeps trucking all the time to get us out of this pit. Take a lesson from and DONT GIVE UP what has happened God has done knowing you can overcome it. Nothing in this world can stop you as long as you DONT GIVE UP. I will pray for you, and may God help you achieve your dreams, help you find a job you enjoy, and live a stable life. Please respond and let us know you are okay.

[@joliepersonne5336]

Hey, I’m saying this crying my brother.. I want to end everything too… please hunny hold on! I got you we have to believe that Jesus got us too.. please hunny stay here with me I got you!!! You’re not alone.. we have to stay in this right? I hate to see other people feel this way coz I feel this shit too. I say this with tears in my eyes I love you ❤️ you matter!!

[@just_lazhar]

Forza Horizon 4 is the best in its genre hands down, thank you for reviving such amazing memories from 4-5 years ago!

[@softmemoir]

can you or anyone help me get this on forza horizon 4? Is it modded or can I just play like this when I buy the game?

[@Victor-xs7gf]

​@@softmemoir thats just the game bro lol. Its open world.

[@nathanielball365]

I have lived with so many people family and friends yet somehow i have ended up living all alone. I've been through HELL and back with so many loved ones and would have never dreamed of abandoning any one of them. Yet as the years went by little little everyone's lives got too busy for my company? How did i end up the guy living all alone heartbroken writing in these comment sections to these types of nostalgic ambient music videos? It's so beautiful to see how many others are in the same shoes as me yet so incredibly sad.... I miss the good ol days full of hope to the future and laughter... How did i end up here? I'm so fuckin sad tonight. I have had to learn how to live alone and it's been soooo hard on me emotionally. I miss just having that one other always there to share a thought in the moment. Trying to adjust to not having that anymore has been absolutely heartbreaking. Is this it? Are the best of times gone now? I'm 45 years old and these are such uncertain times.... Just sharing my thoughts with you dear reader... whomever you might be. Oh these nights can be so hard. Just soooo sad 😢

[@robimartic8559]

Keep going your not the only one we all are there/ been there the best advice I can give you put your eyes on the lord Jesus Christ and I promise you it wil ben the best choice of your life surrender to the lord and look how your life wil become meaningful!

[@Almost-th3r3]

Stay strong mann🙏🏾

[@GhostTwT679]

I remember the life I had before, Those moments like the family Christmases that I miss. I also remember those moments spent with my brother in 2013-2022/2023 we played a lot on the PlayStation 3 for example (Minecraft, Call of duty, Naruto Storm) now he has changed like most people in this world which I can't accept I know I'll change one day too but here I am resentful and nostalgic

[@yatharthshrivatsa]

2 days ago i lost the one who was the closest to me since i was a child...my grandfather, died due to respiratory failure, near his last days he was psychologically very troubled and i hope he is at peace right now in a better place, from the outside i seem unaffected but from the inside, its a different case.

[@Yurilikesm3l0ns]

I hope you are doing better as time passes by. I am sure your grandfather is at peace too💗💗

[@bigdata9605]

be strong buddy

[@Levi7711]

❤️stay strong bro

[@Jaak3]

stay strong.

[@arianjnbz2009]

may he rest in peace

[@greyviper008]

It's 2:30AM ... I don't know what I'm watching at so intently... I guess I really loved her

[@gthisiseasy]

Go to sleep

[@tristanplays_ph]

i feel you man.

[@NightCityLove]

When you see people having fun and having a good time with others, it may seem like "I want that life" or "I want that happiness", but on the other side of that happiness is something deeper, someone struggling, someone suffering. We all put up a front, to keep others from seeing what we're going through, that's normal, but sometimes we want to have someone who understands what you're going through, but not everyone has that. Life is never easy, Life is full of challenges and struggles, and you will lose people, but you must remember. There's a reason why you're here, right now, Every challenge we go through is a step to get stronger, to be stronger than what we were before, You will have ups and downs, just when you think it's over, something else will happen, whether it's worse or better than before, it'll be ok, One day you'll look back and say "I made it, I did it, I was STRONG" and you'll be proud of yourself.

[@JayethJayeth]

Life seems to enjoy kicking us when we're already down. I can't speak for anyone's experiences but my own, but dealing with the combination of an overbearing father and a dying grandmother has me real down right now. Its at the point where he just kicks me out to the porch until my mother gets home if we even have a slight disagreement. My grandmother just moved from the hospital back to her rehab center, where she's transitioned into comfort care. I dont really know what im gonna do anymore, and not even tomorrow looks as clear as it used to. If you're reading this, I wish you luck in whatever it is your goals are, and just to remind yourself that no matter how bad it gets, theres always will be a way back up, you just gotta stay strong no matter how foggy the path seems.

[@Kalgert]

I have been playing and cruising fairly often in Forza Horizon 4, playing hit songs from the 80s. All thanks to watching these videos and how mesmerizing they've been. So I guess I can thank you for that. T'is a fun game. Gonna try Forza 5 once it goes on sale.

[@NiVRo90]

4 is better

[@Jerime-j1h]

Honestly kal Forza 5 is on sale and it's better than Forza 4

[@olinammh5583]

My grandpa died of cancer. He went through so much pain during it. I hope he is in a better place now. If only i could have saved him from his suffering. Then he whouldnt have needed to go through those weeks and wekks of suffering of pain.

[@arnavz95]

Dw, God liberated him of his suffering and now im sure he's at peace with God, enveloped in his love❤😇

[@Jerime-j1h]

Man I feel bad for you tbh

[@Loaagies06]

I didn't feel anything, but i feel better now, ty.

[@itsmyytaccount8498]

the car driving through the night really enhances this tremendously great artistic choice

[@eggplant-cat-sies]

best playlist for rainy night

[@finnonni]

There's something beautifully haunting about drifting into this soundscape... It’s like stepping back in time while floating through a dream. Thank you for crafting this immersive escape-sometimes, we all need a place to get lost. 🖤✨

[@LoFiVibesUs]

Sometimes, it's just about letting yourself feel and breathe through it. This track brings a gentle reminder that it's okay to take a moment and let the sadness flow 🌌💙Thank you for the comforting vibes during those heavy hours💫

[@TimeIsKey4]

It’s my birthday in a couple of hours, big 24. First time spending it alone and honestly, I don’t want it to come around. Times are tough brothers!

[@manyu8783]

Hey king. You got this... C'mon ❤ You're not alone... It's all going to be okay soon 🎉

[@x-variable-y-variable]

No time is fast. You guys make it tough. Stay hard

[@erixck19]

i watch these with a 20 minute timer as i’m going to sleep and it just makes me ponder so much staring at the ceiling

[@SonOfIrak]

i'll get through it

[@SonOfIrak]

i'll make them pay

[@Wabner_Senpai]

No matter what the difficulty is, just seek what is right...

[@SonOfIrak]

@@Wabner_Senpai that's what i'm doing, and i'm happy about it cuz it common sense, let them hate me lol why would i care

[@kizthekidd]

much love towards ur side

[@lulkuh1099]

Definitely.

[@i4mrose677]

The moon is so beautiful, isn’t it?

[@Jaak3]

the vibe is crazy...

[@Caleb-t5g]

Happyness comes from within you, once you know how to find it. Youll be content, you just got to know where to look. Follow your instincts, follow your heart and feelings. What do you feel like you're most attracted to that brings you the most joy in your life? Whatever that is, follow it. Pursue it, dream it. For some people, a smile is a mask. Behind it they arent really sure, but if you can have a genuine smile. You'll feel so much better, I promise you. Once you can be content with yourself, youll be truly happy.

[@Sdm675]

I give up trying to help myself from me depression loneliness i am all yours

[@pr9cious]

Don’t give up man

[@Wabner_Senpai]

​@@pr9ciousI hope he's okay and can get out of this.

[@Sdm675]

​@@pr9cious what is left is memories that's all

[@Sdm675]

​@@Wabner_Senpai hope so

[@CHRISTIANCRESPI]

After a long day at work, it's raining outside and I'm listening to this playlist while smoking my last cigarette, I'm happy

[@F22RAPTORISTOOKEN]

"One moment someone is your "friend" the other their your enemy. In life it's all fight no rest no friends just fighting"

[@syee86]

I come alone, I go alone, I start my journey alone. I appreciate everyone who will to company me before, and thanks to this music healing my lonely heart. Dealing with lonely is the best way to grow myself and love myself. Just take a deep breath and feel the universe, everything is not a big deal except death.

[@chmpnlfts8529]

Ooh snaps, 9:27 got me thinking about the 90s and family and friends..sheesh

[@G0JO_3.1]

*I found this on the right time* 🥲😔

[@awesomemmm]

Keep up the good work with the videos, I love listening to them It's crazy how many emotions the video triggers in me. There are so many stones in my way at the moment. I'm overthinking everything, whether it's about love, fear or the future. That's how I got here. I've been listening to it a lot lately. It makes me sad, but somehow it's also a pleasant sadness. Better times will come, never give up.

[@jakeanetts4731]

ive had this on my play list for a while. i was just on a music binge and it decided to rain. put this on played from 3:40. rewound it after the first time. thunder crackling. 2nd one stopped my tv from connecting to the pc for a few seconds. connected back up thunder still rolling same with the rain, couldn't be more perfect

[@ihateadriean4178]

carrying the weight of being away in the military and having my first son is the hardest thing i’ve ever had to do and im in a combat job. it’s a huge stigma to not talk about how we feel but damn bro sometimes i feel like i can’t do it anymore. i wanna quit but i know i have to take care of everything.

[@ihaveasmallpp8453]

Thank you ❤😊

[@joseflorez404]

19:07 - 20:07 when you love some one so much and & love with them for who they are from the inside and outside beautiful soul & that one that leaves you 😔hit homes…❤️‍🔥God bless 🙏🏽🙏🏽

[@averyvaliant]

Very peaceful. Mind if I ask what game this is?

[@vstarev2715]

Asseto corsa

[@averyvaliant]

@@vstarev2715 Thank you :)

[@s3_0d14]

forza horizon 4

[@pr9cious]

Which one is it??

[@UnbiasedHawk]

@@pr9cious Forza Horizon. you can tell by the license plate and in other videos you can see Forzathon stuff

[@donald9douglas10production8]

I've had serious depression for 9 years now, and my whole life has been a lie to myself ever since my father passed away back in 2016. I never asked for this pain, but I sure did get it whether I liked it or not.

[@NahuelMoureCastro]

My best friend (dog) he was die tonight (sorry for my english) i really sad i miss her...

[@ForwardedSlash]

I'm sorry for your loss man, take care ❤️

[@brandonwimberly3173]

I am very sorry!!!

[@matik952]

I needed this, thank you

[@Novastar.SaberCombat]

Not necessarily. But remaining calm whilst under great duress is a far more difficult action than most people have trained for. And if you *haven't* trained for it, trust me, you'll panic when something major strikes. No exceptions. 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ "Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind’s journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul’s fate revealed. In time, all points converge, hope’s strength resteeled. But to earn final peace at the universe’s endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again." 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ --Diamond Dragons (series)

[@amadeus2042]

I'm a 25 year old. I have had a really hard time finding work for the last 2 years, I have no support, no friends, no one to give me love. This year I found a job that really drained all my life energy. every day I go home at 11 pm. On the way home I listen to this song and I always cry. when I cry I can only say "sorry everyone, I can't be what you dream of." But... I believe, everything will pass, at least don't die.

[@tobes8059]

My imagination is both a blessing and a curse. It's caused me great pain imagining and wishing for things that are out of my reach, but moments like right now remind me it's all gonna be okay. I love to imagine. Things that could be and things that couldn't. Imagining this is 100 years in the future, 99% of the people on earth aren't here yet, all new problems, new worries, new memories,new friendships, new joy. I dont have to worry about the abusive men that stay in my life and the lack of the good ones that don't. No more endless scrolling on indeed wondering why I cant find any job, constantly worrying how I'll always be too poor, always chase some plan A dream or a plan G life plan in case things dont work out. The fact that it doesn't really matter. love the fact that time passes, and every problem will be gone one day. Earth will manage even without us one day and we won't have to suffer forever. We're all just a tiny moment in time, so might as well enjoy it. Hope to whoever reads this that you might feel a similar sense of peace I feel knowing that time will pass anyway. Hope you get to spend that time enjoying it more than the time you don't. And even if you don't, you're alive and that's still pretty cool ;)

[@VMMLaunchpad]

My dad... He loved us.

[@Broken_Clue]

its okay dude he is some where better now, he is watching down and smiling for every great thing you do.

[@VMMLaunchpad]

@Clueless_Ace I appreciate u Man. Much love from Poland ❤️

[@ryukiniko]

I bet he was an awesome guy

[@georgebrt]

Amazing and relaxing video! Well done brother

[@aranda00]

In an hour it will be my birthday. I wanted to be very happy, but it seems that life doesn't want that.... I'm so broken

[@j29927]

Happy birthday ❤️

[@aranda00]

@j29927 Thank you, you really made me happy 🤍

[@joseflorez404]

Happy late birthday . I can relate to this , idk if you believe in god , but Jesus Christ loves you 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽💙🫶🏽

[@dontcare7701]

Happy birthday and have a good one

[@jeremystanley7916]

I'm sooo glad I found these. They are my solace. >_

[@relaxationacoustics123]

There is nothing that our souls cannot bear! Keep fighting!

[@MisfitMods]

I’d gladly challenge you on that

[@BadbunnyHans]

Today was an amazing day, it was my first experience playing in the rain at night. ❤when someone's hatred and revenge becomes happiness for someone else ❤❤❤

[@cw9282]

Are you all wet now? Why don't you come over and play with me? I love wet girls.

[@1OnlyOneOnlyOne1]

you must be young.

[@Itzsheax3178]

I just wish thing where different. The feeling of my emptiness feels like I’m home sick and it’s just miss,that’s all I feel 😢

[@abstract7663]

She knows i exist, but she doesnt know who i truly am, its jus not possible for me to know her that way or to be close to her in any way theres nothing that can allow it. I really love her i really wish she could be mine i cannot get over her eyes her smile her face how pretty she is, but she cant realize or know whats in my heart for her, for her im jus another bystander. Jus a background character in her life, doe i wish i could be more, but it jus wouldnt be possible. My feelings for her will always continue, i will always carry it in my heart nd i will never forget her even tho she may forget that i exist someday, for me that will never change, it jus sucks loving someone yk who wont love u back doesnt it.. man. Im pourin my heart out, i jus wanted to let this all out. Somewhere just anywhere. Im so tired. I just wish it could gey better.

[@genesisoverdrive1404]

I'm from Kazakhstan my friend, 20 years old, no job, no education, its 5:08 time I'm sitting with beer and some smoke and thinking about her... Its same for us, but i hope 1 day all this will be good(sry my english is like bomzh)

[@user-ko6vi6px8g]

Есть одна великая цитата, у тебя есть блага всего мира, кучу денег, все двери открыты, заходи не хочу - но ты живешь один на всей планете, людей вокруг нет, страшно не правда? А теперь представьте тот же мир, но когда у тебя нет любимых , близких людей. Ты один, и живешь в таком же одиночестве. Я рад быть частью этого плейлиста, сколько людей еще были здесь из моих знакомых, не один я уверен.

[@Caleb-t5g]

Damn man, that hits deep. I understand what you're saying, it hurts in those moments honestly.

[@Shadow-k9p]

I'm turning 20 soon and my life has been a mess.I struggle to get work and lust.And I feel like like giving up on my dreams doing music and gaming but I wanna thank God,that I'm still breathing.

[@Jaak3]

I may have gotten through it, but I'm still sad.

[@terio_im]

HI BRO, i don't know u and u don't know me but we have a person have the same problem u live. I don't know if my family n friends really care about me but i really really respect how they let me go on with my idiot self I made I mean..look for ur happiness..u know what i mean? It's nothing in this world matters anymore but ur happiness, take a new cut hair or something u like! Enjoy ur life bro. U don't have to beg anyone for love! Love your body ur hair, heart, and soul, cuz nobody knows you like you..i mean it, you can make yourself happy and GORGEOUS, cuz u are yourself u don't need anyone or anything from anyone..you love yourself and i love u..be happy be nice and lovely, don't hurt yourself or anyone cuz you're not a bad person..i luv u..im ran and i am from ksa if u find a wrong word like wrong writing just ignore i don't really know English that much Be careful bro 🫶🏻

[@Ilovekash24]

Best is the best rain music

[@PurrciferASMR]

"You run, and you run, but one day your legs just give, and you can't run anymore" - micheal de santa (GTA V)

[@MW_Malayalam]

thanks man

[@sophiaabbasi-q2h]

Some times i feel like i am alone My dad left us and i know what is in my way ,and how much i have to try for my life and my mom and sister,some times i cry,but sometimes i dont have any tears ,i see my friends that how much they are happy how much they are happy with their father, their problems are just their boyfriend and these things,iam only 20 why i have so many stress?so many problems.

[@Mike-fj7zy]

Jesus loves you so much ! he will never leave you alone . confide your problems to him and he will give you rest

[@vstarev2715]

Icried while watching this..

[@joseflorez404]

Same here…🙏🏽🙌🏽💙💯🌌🌠

[@vstarev2715]

​@@joseflorez404iwas whaching this video again and i saw you Hope you get better boddy❤️

[@brianroberts1037]

seeing all these sad comments are making me more sad then i already am, I don't know what to do, I am trapped in my thoughts, and it's dark. I am stuck in my past, thinking about this girl I had in my life for 9 months, back in 2023, we dated December 20th 2022, and we dated for 9 months, as I mentioned, but I was just rotten to my core. I was nothing but an asshole. I feel really stupid about my past with this girl, she genuinely loved me. but I was just so damn rotten. I lied to her, I was controlling, I was angry, I was always overthinking, cuss I always thought she was gonna find someone who's better looking then me. but she did truly love me. but everything I did was just so wrong. we always did what I wanted. and we never did what she wanted. and she wanted me to quit vaping. because she genuinely cared for my health. I told her I would quit, but I lied about that too. I vaped behind her back. I cheated. I did everything that shouldn't have been done during a relationship, and when her parents found out how bad the relationship was turning. and we had to break up. and we were both left with our hearts broken. and over the months after our breakup, it started to change me. I was just getting so mad at myself for all the things I did wrong. and now I just think it's my eternal punishment for how i treated her. that's my punishment, just getting mad at myself for how I did things. and just it's just torture to think about how I was mentally suffocating her. draining her. and I'm 18. and I have a goal set for myself. if she ever comes back. I will try my hardest to quit vaping. just for her. it's just gonna be a hard goal to accomplish. this might sound bad. but I can barely go a day without nicotine in my system. but I'd be willing to go through that hell to quit just for her. I still think about her, to this day. my password has been the night we got together. (122022) I haven't changed it. I don't ever plan on it. and I think about her daily. and I saw her quite recently, with her bf. and we made eye contact. and I was close to crying. cuss that's how we came across eachother. was eye contact everytime she would come into my art class to see her friend. and i still look at photos of her. we even spoke to eachother for a bit back in April. and I apologized about how I treated her. I was sending paragraphs for an apology. she forgave me. even tho she had all the rights to not forgive me. we aren't supposed to be talking. because her parents hate me. for how I treated her. but I hope we start talking again soon. and I will hope she'll see the changes in me. and I still have a few things she ever gave to me. a necklace, which I still wear everyday. the first ever paragraph she ever wrote about me when we first got together. I have this little pink cat she made me. I carry it around everywhere. it sits in my bag. I used to have another stuffed animal she gave me, she gave it to me a day after our breakup. I don't know where it went. I spent around 3 weeks looking for it. I looked in stores. my cousins house. I asked a few of my friends if they seen it. and they haven't. I just hope i didn't drop it outside somewhere. I was so sad about losing it. I was really determined to look for it. but i gave up once I checked all the known locations where I thought it'd be. and I have been waiting on her to come back. I haven't really focused on different relationships. because I have been waiting for her. and I will not look for anyone else. it may sound crazy. but that's what i am focusing and waiting on. is her.

[@jettrude]

I just wan to say I am sorry to God and to my family. That I have failed.

[@057jatinshiba7]

Everything will be better brother..

[@Wabner_Senpai]

​@@057jatinshiba7Just do what is right in life and calmly follow the peace of Jesus Christ.

[@BillyOnYouTube]

I had a bad day today. I'm currently sitting on my front porch in the cold with 10% battery waiting for one of my family members to get home from a restraunt because I accidentally locked myself out of my car and my house. I haven't cried since my dad died 5 years ago. But if my phone battery dies and I'm still on the porch, I might cry tonight.

[@amarmehic3047]

Very nice Music Video ❤😮😊❤

[@Missionjesuscristoteama-wm7kn]

Hello young Jesus loves you young Jesus died for your sins and made you free on the cross of Calvary Jesus is the way to eternal life young Jesus is the way to eternal life Jesus is the way young you just have to repent and convert so that forgiveness of sins come accept jesus young before it is too late young accept jesus jesus the path to eternal life jesus loves you

[@amarmehic3047]

Ich verstehe dich. Ich gehe aber andere weg der KS weg

[@GustavoMaciel-zt3xz]

Alone is so cold

[@ValentinesHealingSounds]

Amazing!

[@RealTempi]

hope see yall alright chat, stay strong homies.

[@SOFTPOISON]

my mood

[@ploumba]

Guess what? I listen to music while drinking late night tea. I used to be a happy woman with a good-natured attitude to life. For the moment, after hard times with people from work, former friends, I have chosen lonely evenings. I am 31 years old. And I think to myself that I am disappointed with life. At the moment even my husband prefers to spend his free time at the computer and for me the loneliness remained. Such a life. I am pissed off with life....

[@azstill]

ca i use the gameplay please on my commentary channel ?

[@B.M31]

How do you keep it constantly night? please let me know heh.

[@Freeman4815]

I will come back here someday. We'll see if things will be different

[@AsapJojo10]

just live.

[@debajyotighosh2220]

which game play is this? it looks so relaxing...I want to drive like this too

[@Missionjesuscristoteama-wm7kn]

Hello young Jesus loves you young Jesus died for your sins and made you free on the cross of Calvary Jesus is the way to eternal life young Jesus is the way to eternal life Jesus is the way young you just have to repent and convert so that forgiveness of sins come accept jesus young before it is too late young accept jesus jesus the path to eternal life jesus loves you

[@SwatiChakraborty-w1v]

Wait Jesus died for my sins? That's manipulative!

[@Missionjesuscristoteama-wm7kn]

@@SwatiChakraborty-w1vIt is not manipulation, that is love because Jesus loved you so much that he gave his life for you so that you may have eternal life. You only have to repent and convert so that the forgiveness of your sins may come.

[@Piss_bender]

if jesus died for my sin i am gonna make sure to commit sins worth his life , to not let it go in vain

[@SwatiChakraborty-w1v]

@@Missionjesuscristoteama-wm7kn You seriously believe in that shit? 😮‍💨 Dude, the Bible was written by a human being with little to no scientific evidence to back up its claims. You seriously believe that Jesus can just walk on water and turn it into wine? What is he doing? Altering the molecules? Creating carbon out of nothing? That literally goes against the laws of thermodynamics! And eternal life... How do you prove it? Or am I supposed to simply believe in something just because some random ass ancient human being thought it was a good idea to make up a random idea because he was too afraid of death? And do you guys have a shortage in your cult that you guys are asking for "conversions"?

[@lukasholik6873]

Please stop spreading misinformation. Stop manipulating people. Jesus does not love anyone anymore - he is dead. I want at least this comment section to be a safe space without the religious nonsense propaganda beign shoved down my throat. Please respect other people and have some empathy. Thank you.

[@PrinceLeviathan]

I'm still curious about the Payed Viewfinder by the riverside box spawn. Why can you look through it once every round.

[@umarrt4999]

Get rich guys ( its always hard ) your life will be easy ( it wont be ) but it will be more comfortable

[@FHD417]

😴

[@Missionjesuscristoteama-wm7kn]

Hello young Jesus loves you young Jesus died for your sins and made you free on the cross of Calvary Jesus is the way to eternal life young Jesus is the way to eternal life Jesus is the way young you just have to repent and convert so that forgiveness of sins come accept jesus young before it is too late young accept jesus jesus the path to eternal life jesus loves you

[@Missionjesuscristoteama-wm7kn]

Hello young man, Jesus loves you and wants to save you. Jesus is not religion. Jesus is salvation. Today, young man, Jesus wants to save you. Jesus is the way to eternal life.

[@Milakovsky]

Fuck Jesus

[@dolphindudelife314]

BRO SHUT UP NOBODY CARES 🤬

[@jesusoursaviour9152]

Yes Amen❤

[@anagh969]

Jesus 🙏

[@TabiMainit]

What is this? GTA? its so relaxing

[@krs_nstr]

It is ok for me to use your gameplay for making edits!?

[@alonstea7192]

I am extremely exhausted; I haven't slept in 40 hours. I'm an overthinker, and it's causing me pain. I don't know why this is happening to me.

[@EternalMotivationOn]

bro genuine, genuine question. Are you able to monetize if you use these music? Does it not get copyrighted? Like the comment if you are monetized?

[@SadHoursDrive]

no we don't monetize

[@anubhavsaha3767]

I'm calmed.

[@childlikefaith498]

I think you are handsome as all get up. Your face ring all my bells. I get weak in the knees when you walk towards me. I say in my mind, Lord you must love me so much to give me him. His face Lord oh my goodness!!!😊❤❤❤❤

[@jackquinn7446]

How can I calm down when you’re driving on the opposite side of the road?

[@91825]

Cool!

[@livai5974]

😌

[@sungjin70]

im not a big gamer, what game is this?

[@rainandcloudd_]

i'm so fucking lost in my mind

[@YousifAhmed-m8y]

Relatable

[@megakirbo4250]

In every video, there's always someone asking what game this is 😂

[@John-w3g3g]

Jesus is the Way, the Truth, and the Life. Jesus said to Thomas, "​I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through Me". There is only one way to heaven. That Way is Jesus and his word of truth. No other can grant us eternal life.

[@CozyVercs]

Does anyone know what car he used in vid, it spits flames like crazy

[@aripiprazole938]

what is the game called?

[@JonathanSpink]

I am currently getting kicked out of my house while in the process of joining the army. I am so tired of life man. I've been through so much, and the second I go a step forward, something terrible always seems to happen. To those who are also in a bad spot, keep going even though it's hard you can't give up. Life is too valuable to waste.

[@AnthonyZ94]

Good luck solider. I went through a lot of fucked up times. Make sure you have a relationship with God. I reposted on multiple occasions. Don’t expect it to fix you, that’s yours and Gods job.

[@user-ko6vi6px8g]

Я все еще тот самый 5 летний мальчик перед началом жизни, пожалуйста береги меня...