My dream died, and now I'm here

This is my contribution to bring the "you" back into KZbin #uinutube
You can support me on Patreon ➜ / sabine

[@veritasium]

After finishing my PhD I went to a university-led session on ‘What Comes Next.’ What I heard sounded a lot like “now, you beg for money.” It was so depressing to think about all the very clever people in that room who had worked so very hard only to find out they had no financial security and would be spending most of their days asking for money. I realized that even what I thought of as the ‘safe path’ was uncertain so I may as well go after what I truly want. That led me here.

[@davidj4266]

This. This I had to see for myself - the money begging approach, the insecure job of 2 or 3 years and then beg for more. I was disheartened with this also. Having a family and the need to be secure, I took my PhD into industry rather than academia. Unfortunately, I didn’t get paid for that extra achievement and feel like I’ve never fully reached my potential. All because I couldn’t get the proper assurance behind the question of, ‘and then what?’. However, getting a PhD is enjoyable and certainly fulfilling. But be prepared to do something different afterwards.

[@WhoCares-zn8gp]

Couldn’t agree more here. I feel somewhat fortunate to have shifted my perspective in pursuing my physics PhD program as a time to learn, have fun, and then move to industry. It’s rather disheartening watching hardworking people pursue the academic dream, while making all kind of sacrifices (both personal and those related to academic politics), just to aim for a position that may or may not work out.

[@jamskinner]

Find a job in applying your knowledge.

[@fruz1378]

[@vishwanathhalkeri9839]

I just finished middle school and wanted to be a physicist, now I'm rethinking my dreams

[@Tubeytime]

The real tragedy is that you almost didn't post this video. People NEED to know what kind of world we live in. This was more valuable than 99% of commencement speeches.

[@skippy6086]

I gave up physics to become an electrician. ZERO REGRETS. 👍

[@mutantmagnet]

This has always bothered me when I heard about people with masters degree doing work vastly different from what they worked so hard for and I was left wondering most of the time, how is this happening. This was very illuminating and I'm seething.

[@estherstepansky5256]

@@skippy6086 I need an electrician frequently which is why I became one too. I have never needed a physicist and one reason I opted not to study it in college despite it being fascinating.

[@MrCesarification]

No offense, but she did a video on why capitalism is awesome not long ago. Many of us have been saying this for years. This is not news to LOTS of people.

[@minoc2]

agreed

[@Anonymous-rj2lk]

No, Sabine, you have not failed, its the system that have failed you.

[@hendrikbruns3580]

Unfortunately it's still people that suffer, not the system.

[@AtrozGrima]

My psycology therapist would say otherwise. Its not the worl that must change for you. I know, a partial minded view but most people would support that claim.

[@Anonymous-rj2lk]

@@AtrozGrima its the easiest to always blame yourself even though you met all the criteria required to not fail, but this claim fails the logic test, so there must be an outside factor that intervened and sabotaged you, and in Sabine's case it's the system. how come a post grad in physics cant find a job in research?? sounds ridiculous to say its her fault after she did everything the system demanded.

[@MTheoOA]

Capitalism wasn't good as she thought

[@morpheas768]

@@AtrozGrima Psychologists have no clue how society works, they are always focused on the individual, and dont bother with anything else. They arent smart people, they act smart but know almost nothing. It is bitter, sad, but true.

[@OlBoris]

I'm a PhD, and have a very similar understanding of modern academia. It is great that you have posted this video. Thank you

[@soggytablet4852]

Your willingness to call 'bullshit' by its name is one of the reasons I watch your channel. Hats off, carry on!

[@paintspot1509]

Its a good way to make money.

[@Elo-hv3fw]

@@paintspot1509 it's an excellent way to be truthful..

[@Celeste-in-Oz]

Agree. My PhD was made that much harder by the need to sift thru 100’s of bullshit papers (pointless, poor quality and written simply to fish for citations) that Sabine calling it, is very satisfying!

[@enemdisk6628]

This

[@Elo-hv3fw]

@@enemdisk6628 BS is a name. Welcome to am. Engl

[@aerozg]

Hearing your story reminded me of that Franz Kafka quote: “I was ashamed of myself when I realized that life was a costume party, and I attended with my real face.” I am glad you stood your ground after all. We need more people like you, and not just in Academia.

[@jessemalone8083]

Excellent quote.

[@TymexComputing]

At the Time of Franz Kafka There were yet no socialist Euroland countries promoting some bulshit agenda , but it was starting at that time. Global democracy is a scam.

[@Dennis-zk4bn]

Except that anyone with integrity leaves academia because it is a rotten swamp in which only shrewed and greedy people thrive... The higher up you get in the organization, the less integrity they have. Especially in the highly prestigious institutions. The corruption and self-interest is rife and little to no meaningful science is done anymore, so anyone with integrity leaves. Scientific discovery has almost completed stopped in regards to large discoveries because research there isn't profitable...

[@networknomad5600]

There's no good reason to wear a mask and lose your integrity. You can use your actual self, you just need to know your boundaries and have actual confidence.

[@thebearded4427]

Any business or undertaking these days is a emotional marathon, and anyone who puts their real self on the starting line will lose the emotionally draining commitment. Kinda the whole reason emotionally dettached people are more successful and why it seems like no one cares in business meetings.

[@yvonneglanville2094]

Also a physics PhD. Fighting for funding and fighting against petty administrators pushed me out of experimental condensed matter physics. Now I'm a high school teacher. I applied to corporate jobs but when you are so specialized and the job market is up and down it is really difficult finding work anywhere in the world. I had trouble fitting into the machinery.

[@FallNorth]

A place where I worked, 3 of the software developers had Physics PhDs. Only so many places for them in research really when you think about it.

[@melchezi8818]

Somewhere theres a kid that is so glad you are his teacher. Somewhere theres a kid who recalls your teaching and recognizes your efforts. Somewhere theres a community that is glad you are part of it. Add infinitum.

[@JS-vh4yq]

The education system is an indoctrination camp meant to turn all who attend into wage/salary slaves serving and making the big dollars for the powerful elite.

[@Azradok]

Were you also told getting your undergrad "oh you can do anything with a degree in physics?" That's the line they sold me on. No way I'm teaching HS with the way schools are. Hats off to you.

[@Azradok]

@@FallNorth Physicists have data. There were supposed to be a lot of jobs in the last 10-15 years in physics. There haven't been and we have the data as to why. Boomers mostly decided not to retire around 2008 when the crash happened. They've been staying in their jobs.

[@JupiterThunder]

From the obituary of Peter Higgs, Daily Telegraph, April 9, 2024 Higgs formally retired in 1996, having long complained that the university [Edinburgh] only kept him on just in case his work won a Nobel Prize. He was horrified when in 2017 the university named the Higgs Centre for Theoretical Physics in his honour, insisting that in today’s climate he would be unemployable in academia. “I don’t think I would be regarded as productive enough,” he said, pointing out that the entire output of his career amounted to barely a dozen published papers. “A message would go round the department, ‘Please give a list of your recent publications’. And I would send back a statement, ‘None’,” he said.

[@user-mu5yq7wq4y]

Dear Sabine, No, you have not failed. That you're not doing the "bs" scientific works doesn't mean that your dream of becoming a scientist failed. You're one of the best scientific minds, and your contribution to the field shouldn't be underestimated. You succeeded. Your dream is being materialized in a bit unique but beautiful way.

[@SabineHossenfelder]

Thanks for the kind words, really appreciate that. It makes it all worthwhile. ❤️

[@GenXCoder]

Yes Sabine, please keep challenging the status quo and hopefully we will return to caring about true scientific inquiry and not how to milk grant money to stuff institution's pockets.

[@djbabbotstown]

I hope you’re making some of them youtube bucks at least Sabine. Keep em coming.

[@dinninfreeman2014]

​@@SabineHossenfelderit sounds to me that the academics failed you

[@paulmichaelfreedman8334]

the greedy swines get their claws into everything, they don't care about what goes on, they are just there for the $$$. And as usual, literally everything and everyone else suffers.

[@kevind.mccarthy2450]

Thank you for sharing Sabine, we love you!

[@martacollell]

Yeah!! we do! ;))

[@jrodgers33]

My thoughts exactly!!

[@arnoutsmit8951]

Me too ❤

[@user-oi5nu2nn7p]

Thank you Sabine! You are a great educator and human being.

[@memegazer]

I want to push back that it's not token capitualation that results in the glass ceiling for women. And programs that require diversity and representation do not reenforce outdated world views, but I respect feeling frustrated that they are not a comprohensive solution either. I refuse to take away the victories of civil rights champions of the past that forced the hand for those capitulations, even if there is still more work left to do.

[@Dahello90]

I'm going to send this video when asked why I dropped my PhD. So real, I'm glad I did that sooner.

[@bbacher95]

"The bureaucracy must expand to meet the needs of the expanding bureaucracy."

[@ToTheStars327]

Yep, also sounds very german to me.

[@morpheas768]

Its not just bureaucracy, it is the entire monetary system. It has failed us, but we wont see it. So we continue the absurdity, at the cost of both human lives, as well as overall mental health and well-being.

[@recur68]

@@morpheas768 - it's costing the planet more, which will have the last laugh ultimately...

[@MohammadBenSalamah]

@@morpheas768 The current monetary system is successful: It is doing what it is supposed to do, and with great efficiency. What it is supposed to do, however, is transfer wealth from the masses to billionaires.

[@Luxedrina]

That sweet spot when bureaucracy becomes a Ponzi scheme.

[@B76SkyWarrior]

As a grad student, I had a professor plagiarize an entire term paper of mine which he used as a chapter in his book. My complaint to him and the department fell on deaf ears. I was told that my worked belonged to the professor because all grad work belonged to the professor who taught me. What a bunch of garbage.

[@Greengeist05]

Holy Sh!t… does this mean that plagiarism is a feature and not a bug of the academic landscape?!?!🤬😳

[@freshmanenglishhelp]

Did you get any credit/mention in References as a contributing graduate student?

[@AnotherEmi]

That's absolutely crazy! Surely that would be illegal??

[@taylermontgomery2004]

My University (as most in America) expels fraudulent plagiarists, but I've never heard of professors being fired for the same reason. Do you have a link to your original publication online for us to compare his book to?

[@B76SkyWarrior]

@@freshmanenglishhelp None at all

[@donaldquicke547]

I am a professor but totally understand the terrible rat race. i was once writing an academic book (rather well known one now) but my HoD knocked on my office door one day and told me that the university didn't value scholarship any more. i retired as soon as was financially able to, and moved to Thailand. never been back. Take care, Donald

[@esecallum]

thailand? is that not a dangerousplaceto be for a white man?

[@memyselfandi8544]

Sawasdi kap. You and Sab have stumbled into the invisible walls of a technological house of cards. Science is supposed to be a process of discovery where we chose the most accurate way to describe observations, but that depends on who “we” are. We are not what you think we are. We are more like the subjects of the virtual world in the Matrix. Controlled with lies and a brilliant characterization of the world, however, it is built essentially on lies. We struggle not against the flesh, but against spiritual principalities in heaven and hell. It’s all about control, this world. God is. Choke di, farang.

[@elbuggo]

RE: the university didn't value scholarship any more I guess they are looking for foundations for their latest propaganda projects. Research is subordinate to policy. Findings that are contrary to their policies, or their imagined ideal world, is not appreciated.

[@ibubezi7685]

@@elbuggo _"101% of sociologists confirm that their research proves that climate-change is 102% manmade."_

[@fantabuloussnuffaluffagus]

@@ibubezi7685 I always get a kick out of people who loudly proclaim "all the scientists agree on climate change", as if science was a democracy and the facts should actually care what scientists think.

[@hellhound45vil]

I'm very glad you did post this video. As a disillusioned postdoc stuck in an endless loop of writing hollow research papers to get grants that retread work already done decades earlier (with a fresh coat of the latest buzzword added); all the while trying to make ends meet on a salary you wouldn't need to go to school for in the first place, with no job security and my mental health destroyed; I feel happy to know there are ways out of this wretched system. You're not alone in feeling like you never fit in - a lot of us feel like our dreams are dead.

[@cxar71]

I love your no-BS approach, your directness, and your intrinsic honesty. Keep doing what you're doing, you are clearly very good at it and it's highly appreciated by a lot of people in here. 💪

[@soroosha]

That's exactly why I never went back to academia after my master's. It was all about what to do to get that extra grant. Everyone (including myself) was writing bullshit to get grants. I used to want to become a scientist since I was a child. The reality killed that dream for me too... I totally get it.

[@Joker22593]

Same here. Publishing has so much metagaming, that it's not producing good work. My thesis adviser told me to split my paper up into 3-5 papers, publish them separately and have them all cite each other to inflate my impact numbers. I knew academia was bullshit as soon as that was suggested.

[@SabineHossenfelder]

You did the right thing.

[@irifhir]

The institutions are failing, and in order to save the scientific knowledge to go down with it, we need people teaching straight to the public, and not only the raw science, but all the epistemological nuances around it. You are a brave and inspiring person! Thanks ❤

[@bootstraphan6204]

When the questions you want to find answers to (buy doing science) collide with "will said answers make line go up?" Will your quest to unlock the mysteries of the universe be profitable? Isn't as much "reality" as it is "Capitalism". You, as an individual, might have as much luck changing the laws of physics as you would changing the effects that Capitalism (specifically the profit motive) has on doing science.🤷‍♂️

[@StefanLopuszanski]

But what's the alternative that already exists? Universities have huge issues but they still do focus on topics you'd never see a fully commercialized industry indulge. It is an evil but a lesser evil. What else is there?

[@ApprendreSansNecessite]

My jaw dropped. That was a very powerful testimony.

[@user-ec3rm9wr1n]

Hahaha we exist 😂😂😂 .....

[@meisbackforever]

​@@user-ec3rm9wr1nwho?

[@andersfant4997]

No real news though.. Its how it works

[@EvgeniBelin]

​@@andersfant4997 this may be obvious to insiders. But it was news to me

[@user-ec3rm9wr1n]

@@andersfant4997 if you were trans and rich and your father is billionaire things would be different

[@chenacom]

Someone finally has the courage to say "The emperor has no clothes"

[@DrDave-Ecologic]

Hi, Sabine - I have had a different experience of academia, maybe partly because I've been a Prof at a smaller university where there is much less emphasis on grinding out papers and much more emphasis on sharing information with curious young minds. I'd like to make two points: 1) I admire you for telling your very personal story to your audience, and 2) although what you are doing now was not your original dream, I think it is in fact HUGELY IMPORTANT and that you have found your true calling in being such an effective educator on the Internet. As you stated, information is expanding so quickly that it is growing beyond our means and our time to learn it all. What we need more than people writing more papers is people explaining what all this information means in understandable terms. You are VERY good at this! So keep your chin up and keep doing what you are doing. You are providing an extremely valuable service!

[@bedlambreakfast5548]

"He got angry, and I laughed at him..." I love it.

[@lukewest4691]

❤

[@SF-fb6lv]

My respect for you hit a new high when I heard you say that!

[@josephjanitorius797]

My admiration for Sabine shot up 10-fold when she said that (and it was already very high)! I wish more people had her guts.

[@luizamaralphd]

Probably the most german part of this video. Loved it.

[@Pcarnevaaa]

Literally iconic

[@selohcin]

"The moment you put people into big institutions, the goal shifts from knowledge discovery to money-making" is the key quote of this video.

[@Frank-ej8hd]

No, the goal shifts to "sustain the institution (aka bureaucracy)".

[@jmanwild87]

@@Frank-ej8hd which mostly involves making money to be fair

[@JediYutu]

Uh Sabine, pensions and health benefits, are very important to "normal" American working ppl too. 😂

[@kingofsiamgt]

I disagree, everything on earth is about making money in some form, so this statement is quite anodyne. There is something else going on in academia besides greed - proof is that everyone who works there is poor.

[@leahsander5490]

- Sabine "Capitalism is good, actually" Hossenfelder. One more example of why natural scientists would be well served to occasionally listen to a social scientist.

[@derekdalton5658]

You didn't fail, Sabine. A corrupt system failed you. So happy to see you have reinvented yourself and found peace and a sense of fair exchange. You inspire me to keep trying to find a better future.

[@AtlisWerks]

As an ex-researcher for a German uni institute, your description of how the system works was spot on.

[@sercem7314]

"I am failed", something we rarely hear on social media, while everyone tells success stories here. Bold statement

[@gregh5061]

Hi failed, I'm dad

[@Noqtis]

@@gregh5061 Hi dad and failed, I'm Sigma DeLigma

[@aliceglass828]

failed is a bold statement indeed given she has a phd and raised two children

[@gregh5061]

@@aliceglass828 people have different standards for success I suppose. You could have two noble prizes but if your goal was to cure cancer and you failed, you'd consider yourself a failure, I guess.

[@aliceglass828]

@@gregh5061 no shit sherlock

[@angelicarosegalvan]

Hi Sabine, I’m a third year PhD student in bioengineering and I just want to say thanks for making this video. You’re the only person who I’ve heard describe exactly how I feel about academia. My dream has died too and most of the time I feel crazy because no one else seems to feel the same way, but thank you for making me feel less alone. You are brave and lovable ❤️

[@SamRossman]

Same, while it sucks I hope you also value that you figured it out early in your academic career and not a decade and a half later….

[@ramseygo121]

damn I'm just about to go into bioengineering😭

[@takoja507]

All this makes me happy that I'm "just" a practical nurse (as we call it here in Finland) and never had the drive for academy studies. I'm in a job that I really like and enjoy, even tho money ain't great, no stress etc at all tho :)

[@thierryfaquet7405]

@@ramseygo121 it's fine, but do it for industry, not academia.

[@calamitysangfroid2407]

I'm in my second year of an evolution/genetics PhD. My lab group and the biology faculty is pretty communal and this sentiment of cynicism is common around us. We're kind of aware this is all one big passion project, and some of us might become rockstars but others are like those Disney channel celebrities who disappear after 5 years and show up working at a small town car dealership. Not sure if anyone's actually considering continuing in academia. A lot are looking at industry or government employment (our department is marine and conservation biology, in a country where seafood and agriculture are major exports).

[@nylaway7170]

What an amazing story. I feel exactly the same way. Being a content creator sounds way better than being in academia.

[@Emily-pb9kw]

Thank you for sharing, I’m great full you did publish this.

[@Arcgateway]

And it's the story of a successful science educator who touched millions and made the world a slightly better place. Thank you, Sabine.

[@landondyer]

My dad was a scientist, and I watched his constant struggle with politics and funding. He had a stress-related heart attack at 50; he survived it, but was never the same afterwards.

[@womenwelove]

it's sad that happened to your dad

[@asia1174]

“Was”, did he retire or quit? And I’m sorry your dad was out through that kind of stress..

[@margarethamaartje3716]

That is so sad! Im so sorry for your dad

[@binbows2258]

@@margarethamaartje3716 perhaps he died.

[@imeldahaloho4798]

I'm sorry for your dad! Hope his heart recovering and he takes care of himself better. Nothing is more precious than our health, not even our job or idealism.

[@shadidsciencetechhealth1534]

Thank you for your honesty and pulling the curtain back on the very flawed instutions of academia. I would also like to express my graditude and appreciation for your being her on KZbin. I've learned so much for you and look forward to learning more!

[@abreu223]

Today I've discovered a hero that I didn't know I had! Thanks Sabine.

[@maritrnning5357]

I just loved it when you said NO to work for that professor, THATS what I call true integrity 🤩

[@Broken_robot1986]

Yeah big balls for that, props.

[@pimpilikaa]

@@Broken_robot1986 yes, pukaaluwo

[@LaplacianDalembertian]

Science is Dead, only China and Russia care about it.

[@Snake369]

that was definitely baller. absolutely nothing unreasonable either.

[@GaynorOFlynn]

With 1.2M subscribers you have a real job! A real role, a real voice to teach what ever you want to teach! Genius!

[@eoinoconnell185]

Yep. The funny thing is, she has more subscribers & viewers than most TV shows. Highly successful.

[@Frolova3434]

That’s certainly more attention than papers get

[@CrimeaRiver]

Until, of course, KZbin shuts her channel down for some obscure reason.

[@molybdaenmornell123hopp5]

​@CrimeaRiver But people have heard of her now.

[@mackyj7801]

Yes her brand imagine is valuable, once you get to her level on KZbin, type of content ,influence tv networks come chasing you.

[@DuirBlack]

It's remarkable how similar the stories from academia are from people that are willing to talk about it openly.

[@ladynerva]

No, it's not too much. Thanks for sharing your story. It is brutally honest, and puts my mind at ease a bit. I also have left Academia, for some of the reasons you mentioned.

[@Walter-Montalvo]

Not too much, it is just right and honest. Don’t ever change!

[@SabineHossenfelder]

Thank you from the entire team!

[@chronixchaos7081]

Well done you.

[@berniehaberemeier2053]

Given the system appears to be so broken, and given it’s the people’s money at work, what could the people do to demand change? Does this have to stay broken forever?

[@ConwayBob]

@@berniehaberemeier2053 -- Excellent questions! To which I humbly add one more: Is the academic establishment even worth trying to fix, or do we need to replace it with something better?

[@siraaron4462]

​@@berniehaberemeier2053spreading awareness helps. (Knowing is half the battle) But I've seen various proposals that would change the incentive structure to support good science; rather than Shitposting in scientific journals for grants. As for how to get people to adopt these new incentives? I think things will have to get worse before they get better. People are going to keep doing things just the way they are until they can't anymore.

[@rwarren58]

A bit too much? Perhaps the best video of the year. Thank you for being you, Sabine. - Sacramento, USA

[@lucassiccardi8764]

Best video in the channel, IMO.

[@eclectictech]

Bringing the issues to light is one small step towards the possibility of changing them in the future.

[@legbert123]

She has been promoting this channel for years dont listen to the narrative she is pushing. She has been ALL about being a youtuber for years now for sure her work has dropped off look at the amount of time she puts in this channel!

[@legbert123]

you sweet summer child@@eclectictech

[@legbert123]

A bit too much? this is the worst example of a video this year. Sabine has been pushing this channel at the expense if actual research for years now any science realeated issue on this channel is fraught with innaccurate information and borderline lies.

[@bettycrocker6692]

I worked in a particle-physics lab for eight years and can confirm everything you said. My boss was female and the most senior Ph.D physicist there, but her male colleagues refused to call her "Doctor" even while trying to imitate her work (which was solid gold). This was in Canada; eventually she moved to Sweden and was much better treated there.

[@Chron0ClocK]

CAP bruv,

[@gototcm]

She is absolutely spot on. And kudos for putting your kids first. We need more Sabines.

[@cesarmenor-salvan9535]

As a scientist struggling with the broken academic science system, I resonate with all that she said and it's totally spot on

[@johnboze]

Start with some real science and you will NO LONGER STRUGGLE: Vacuum Ambient EM Field Dipole Theory aka Quantum Inertial Dipole Theory aka Graviton Theory aka Dark Mass / Energy Theory aka Vacuum Zero Point Energy Theory aka PLANCK PARTICLE THEORY is T.O.E. postulated by the Germans and brought to fruition by US DoD via Defense Contractors like Lockheed that solved TOE so the Pentagon gave them cart blanche on CASH to designed and build working Quantum Field Densification Drives aka HFGWGs and they solved during technical material science issues during SDI STAR WARS Weapons Programs of the 1980s and 90s and the result is "UAPs" aka Hypersonic Weapons in the news for years! Work EM FIELD DRIVES have been flying for MORE THAN 4 DECADES! Now You Know Too! #FiringRoom1

[@casualnerdjason6678]

When I was a grad student, I saw how the brilliant, wonderful postdocs were worn down. Not by their bosses or their science, but by the system. And after 4+ years as postdocs, they were still earning less than brand new public school teachers. We love our science but have to make a living, too.

[@justbeegreen]

It’s the same for public school teachers - the system burns a human out.

[@elonever.2.071]

@@casualnerdjason6678 You have the background for understanding physics now you need to take your knowledge to the edgy side of physics that is making great strides in understanding the workings of our reality. Materialism is as dead as the Big Bang is now. The new frontier is of a Conscious Universe where observation collapses the wave function into particles and atoms which creates matter as we have seen over and over again in the double slit experiments. Good luck on your journey. Remember it is always better to abandon a sinking ship early rather than later.

[@shidiskas]

Its also my story!

[@krishnamoorthysankaranaray4057]

"The moment you put people into big institutions the goal shifts from knowledge seeking to money making." Very well said.

[@LA_HA]

What is the background of the university president? Is it Philosophy or Education-focused? Or is it Business-centered?

[@wendyleeconnelly2939]

@@LA_HA It might not matter. It might be comparative literature. The system is so entrenched. The one university president and his/her pet projects may have only slight impact on what is expected and what gets done.

[@LA_HA]

@@wendyleeconnelly2939 True and that's what I'm saying. The choices given in the type of candidates has a lot to say about what is going on within that institution. This is directly tied to what's happening in the PS/K-12 school system. What's happening there? In short, traditional values and education have been replaced with "progressive" values and disinterest in educating school children due to CRT and leftist ideological organizations that openly brag about how they're not in the education business anymore. They're in the political business now and going forward. This is Taught to students, who then go to college, graduate with this mentality and belief system, and then become college employees and professors. The connection is there for anyone who takes a moment to look. Except there's a problem... Thinking isn't taught. In fact, it's banned

[@geneduffy]

⁠​⁠​⁠​⁠​⁠@@LA_HAwrong, for instance CRT is a college course. Next progressive values I guess by that you mean critical thinking skills and a focus on S.T.E.M. It’s funny because traditional values and education immediately brings to mind religious schools where if the science doesn’t fit your 1500 year old horror anthology than the science must be wrong. Also what do you mean by traditional education , the humors, leach therapy, miasma, aroma therapy, chiropractors , or maybe phrenology. I am however sorry that conservatives long ago lost in the market place of ideas I just wish you guys would stop trying to sell people on your SECOND lost cause movement. We are not going to go back in time there is a reason progress is the root word of progressive. This time of traditional thinking wasn’t so great by the way most people call it the dark ages where positing a new theory might get you thrown in ye olde gaol maybe just for suggesting a non heliocentric view of the universe.

[@LA_HA]

@@geneduffy [Edited for clarity] Thank you. I'm so glad you did exactly what you did. Otherwise, I would have wasted my time thinking an actual conversation was possible. Good Day

[@SuperNova153]

It takes so much courage to be this honest. Thank you! This is exactly the type of communication we need. So happy you shared this.

[@ronpapi9539]

You want real heartfelt testimony, just ask any immigrants crossing the border.

[@TheDilettante]

Thank you for sharing your story Sabine. My wife is going to her first post-doc and you've given me a lot to think about. Also, props on the "In the Pale Moonlight" ending :)

[@iqvoice]

This matches up exactly with my 16 years at NASA. A colleague of mine called it "playing the doctor game", because all the PhD's were battling each other for the few secure jobs while the majority languished as grantees.

[@millanferende6723]

"Science" (Which means "through the knowledge of")...literally means being open to truth, wanting to explore the actual truth and to want to know the truth.

[@millanferende6723]

The other one, opposite one (cannot name the term because of the censor), is the desire for money, grants, more grants, desiring to promote a problem rather than a solution to keep a job, propagating biases and being afraid to look in another direction out of fear of being chastised and reprimanded.

[@la-gl4uh]

You sound like you were a contractor instead of a government employee. Why didn't you hire on with the Federal Government?

[@r13hd22]

She got what she gave out to Kaku and others in his field daring to tell them that they were wasting resources that should go to real fields of study.

[@atendriyadasa6746]

This is precisely how The $ystem weeds out scientists w/ character standing on principle vs. those who'll readily sell out (i.e. produce & publish the results The $ystem wants). 😉

[@jamesmarie1083]

I'm a PhD. physicist who never really had any hope of a career in academia. I really appreciate your honesty and telling it like it is. I have always found academia to be pretentious, arrogant, and intellectually stuffy. Thank you for making this video. You've earned my respect.

[@jeravincer]

And you’re a man?!?

[@FernandoChaves]

So, what do you do?

[@Happyduderawr]

Only academics use words like "intellectually stuffy" hahaha

[@glennwoodruff2398]

Hopefully you didn't get a job as a "Calibration Technician" for a company that does NIST certification of equipment. So many physics majors with BS degrees seem to enter that job market.

[@jarnoldp]

I was a PhD student, but I only finished with my masters. This was due to the lack of consistency between classes and the PhD exam. They would put problems on there that even the professors could not solve. They had an extra credit point system to wear a few published papers prior to the exam, you would be given credit towards the exam. There was at least one student who never took the exam and passed because they had enough papers within two years. and this is only because the professor was putting that graduate students name on the papers, even though they just started.

[@annebright3852]

As someone who's been struggling with the trajectory of my career, I thank you whole heartedly for posting this video. You are an amazingly strong person.

[@brettmartin2754]

Thank you for sharing your story. It brought tears to my eyes. I have personally witnessed the same. You're making a greater impact than the paper factories now!

[@user-hw3vo3hf2r]

"I think I owe you an explanation" - No you don't, but I am glad you did give it anyway and I found your perspective very interesting.

[@joefearn9694]

I achieved my PhD in philosophy when I was in my 40s. I'm an ex miner. After graduation, I became a security guard until retirement. My PhD was a classy route to poverty. So I'm glad you posted this. Dr. does look good on my drivers licence.😅

[@sundayoliver3147]

I appreciate "my PhD was a classy route to poverty". It's the case for so many.

[@garydorfner6695]

The wife of the US president is also a Doctor. She's a school teacher with a doctorate in education and demands that people refer to her as "Doctor". The title is meaningless.

[@inertia179]

Why didn't you become a university prof?

[@Blade.5786]

What a coincidence, I'm also an ex-minor

[@titandarknight2698]

@@garydorfner6695 Not really meaningless. She just isn't a doctor in the common sense.

[@tedwashburn]

Thank you for your post. I am also a pHD physicist, class of 1975. I also did well in school but somehow I saw that the academic route was too risky. I went into industry and found a stable career path. The best thing I did was raise two wonderful daughters. I once worked with a Danish machinist who told me, “Girls are the best. They never get too old to give you a little kiss on the cheek.” I hope you have a family like that.

[@jimboha]

Thank you for posting this video!! I have a physics undergrad degree but sensed these issues you bring up, though I am not female. So I changed to computer science and worked as an engineer. Now I am very happy to watch your content and continue learning (about!) the things that I truly love. Thank you for your work.

[@buybuydandavis]

Pournelle's Iron Law of Bureaucracy: In any bureaucracy, the people devoted to the benefit of the bureaucracy itself always get in control and those dedicated to the goals the bureaucracy is supposed to accomplish have less and less influence, and sometimes are eliminated entirely.

[@wadehines9971]

In isolated islands, visionaries who understand this law gain power and work hard against it. But it's a Sisyphean task.

[@wallacegrommet9343]

Witness the ratio of administrators to teachers in the California State University system. 18 to 1 in against the instructors!

[@JNobleDaggett]

@@wallacegrommet9343 That's a bit deceptive. Some of those administrators support instruction. Some support research grants. Sabina isn't complaining about research load as much as research priorities.

[@brianlemberger5022]

Thank you for sharing your experiences. Brave people such as yourself need to be honest about the state of physics and academia in order for it to change.

[@gregorseidel8203]

Nice quote, I did not know this. To be fair, in my experience academic management did care about science, in so far as it relates to their own interests at least. Since the issues in academia (and academic publishing) go beyond each individual institution, however, I suppose it's easy to assign blame elsewhere and perpetuate the system rather than even try to change it. This perpetuation is, incidentally of course, also to the personal benefit of academic management.

[@BruceBoschek]

Thank you for posting this! I am 82, left the US for Germany in 1965, earned my PhD with work at a Max Planck Institute and after a 12 year stint at the MPI I got a pure research position at a major German university. I was an electron microscopist, so a lot of people needed my help. I managed to publish 100+ papers and never had to write a grant proposal. I finally became disillusioned with science in general and just wound up helping others with their research. I also struggled to help my female coworkers get the credit they deserved for the work they did. Science was always more of a hobby for me. I write this just to say, your mileage may vary. I'm sorry you had such a bitter experience, but you have taken the bull by the horns and certainly have a greater scientific impact now than if you had just gone on in research. I love your videos and your sense of humour. Liebe Grüße aus dem kühlen hessischen Vogelsberg.

[@MrQwertyman111]

I believe I had the pleasure of reading one of your papers. Good to see people of science remain around it, even when retired. All the best to you good sir!

[@BruceBoschek]

@@MrQwertyman111 Thanks kindly.

[@MissChanandlerBong1]

You know what the scientific community needs? MORE PEOPLE LIKE YOU! Thank you for your honesty and integrity.👏👏👏💖

[@michaelmello42]

You didn’t fail. You are a screaming success and a pioneer

[@illinois_b]

Perhaps the most honest and refreshing video I’ve ever seen on KZbin. Thank you for sharing.

[@TharkysOlafson]

Unfortunately, this IS a universal story in academia. It's the dirty little secret that never seems to be talked about. Despite all that, I'm glad you have found a place for yourself and choose to share your thoughts and opinions with us all. Thank you for putting this video out!

[@ronankelly4471]

It is spoken about, but those outside the system .. do not get heard. Listen carefully to what she says. While a bit harsh to say, she *did* know what they were doing was wrong, and she played along with it, until they bit her.

[@TmyLV]

Fenomenal true exposed. Dear Sabine you are so great, worry do not, you have imense quality and you are an exceptional person. The reward will come and one day you will be happy with the output, I am sure you are happy with what you are doing now and be pleased cause it is giving you satisfaction, you do very nice, it is another road in your career. One foot on the back one step ahead. Many people know your works and they follow your career and path and they like you the way you are.

[@artichoke60045]

It's not really a dirty little secret. There are lots of ways to observe it, even as an undergrad if you work in someone's lab, some people who will confess especially if you ask the right questions, maybe not in physics departments because physicists have that personality. Sabine came from a family of accountants, they had some idea that money makes the world go round. Although the exact nature of academic research is something you have to experience it to understand. An outsider who doesn't know the field at an expert level won't know how much garbage is produced that serves merely to clog up the intellectual pipeline.

[@Verpal]

@@ronankelly4471 I don't know if I can blame Sabine though, she is but a human like us, and human need food on the table, especially for their family. I would like to imagine Scientist are just normal people who aren't particularly noble, nor should we expect them to be.

[@shininio]

Just wanted to say posting this video was the right thing to do. Thanks for sharing something so personal but so relevant in today’s discussion about academia.

[@infinidhi]

I have loved your absolute candor and conviction since I started reading your articles while you were at the Perimeter Institute. I too have had a similar academic journey as yours. My dream died too and I am glad that it did because I was miserable by the time I finished my two postdocs. I had to evolve and adapt, and now I am happy where I am. I thank you for sharing your experience and continuing to share your physics knowledge with the world.

[@simonburrows]

The wrong incentives always lead to the wrong results. Thanks for calling this out!

[@SabineHossenfelder]

Thanks from the entire team!

[@eddierayvanlynch6133]

Well said, Simon. Sad, but well said.

[@ksenobite]

Yeah, spending days in YT 😂then playing victim card because life isn't easy. But she's not the only one, YT star physicists love to shine, but end up bitter and angry since they don't hand out Nobel prizes for clicks. And calling others bs (the terrible system that gave you free education) is easy, not so easy when its own

[@orionbetelgeuse1937]

now we can talk about how a certain "99% consensus" about some stuff involving the climate was obtained

[@amigalemming]

@@orionbetelgeuse1937 If you question the "99% consensus" you can easily estimate the chance of getting a proposal accepted. :-)

[@lowelllarsen5947]

Got fired from a job you didn’t have! What a world we live in!

[@suestreet9934]

I’ve had a rejection letter for a position I never applied for. I wish now that I’d kept it.

[@dgalicen2876]

Now THAT'S a badge of honor to wear proudly! And so is your astuteness in pointing it out. 😊

[@kadmow]

@@suestreet9934 -I got an approval for a gambling licence I didn't apply for - lol...

[@segevstormlord3713]

Power-tripping is extremely common in academia.

[@Zen_Power]

Should have reported to him to hr and have him dismissed.

[@trevorgwelch7412]

Sabine has 1.29 million people that respect her and consider her the greatest teacher they have ever had . Success is measured by how many friends you have . ❤

[@garytaylor82]

Great video Sabine, I love your KZbin channel! I am 71 year old male physicist who experienced everything you talk about in this video. In particular I saw persistent discrimination against my female colleagues.

[@jerril42]

You have not failed, "The System" is failing us all. Thank you Sabine for trying to broaden our horizons. Hopefully this brave outreach will start some meaningful conversation.

[@mehranshargh]

The sad part is that "the system" is made up of us, the academic people. We prioritize money, greed, and power, and in turn, make the life of other lower-level people miserable. Then, we blame "the system".

[@ChaplainDMK]

Same with NGO's honestly. A lot of people, social sciences degrees and similar stuff, who are so passionate to work with communities, with underpriviliged people, to try to approach existing issues with new techniques, are absolutely annihilated by the grant-money procedure. Just write billions of pages of bullshit, measure absolute irrelevant stats, write mind-numbing reports, and end up wasting 75% of your energy and time on all of this, and only 25% actually doing what you want to do and are actually applying for funding.

[@generaltheory]

The really important part is that forum cretins will keep parroting "Peer reviews!" when such "trusted" institutions don't even have the minimal digital literacy, and I mean Harvards, too. Total rebuilding of scholarship is inevitable.

[@BernhardSchwarz-xs8kp]

Go for a PhD in "The Art of Sustainable Bullshit" and you will be a winner.

[@mehranshargh]

The sad part is that the system is made up of us, the academic people; we prioritize money, greed, and power, and in turn, make the life of other lower-level people miserable. Then, we blame the system.

[@ref8893]

As a father of daughter with a phd, so much of this rings true..... thumbs up !!

[@marksegall514]

You are absolutely right about everything! It will take many years for me to recover from the emotional damage that I sustained from my later years as an academic! Thanks so much for sharing this!

[@smbs47]

You don't owe us an explanation, and we are glad you are here.

[@rbrbrts]

Near the end of my PhD, my advisor wanted me to take a paper I wrote for PRL and write a longer one for PRC and I told him I didn't feel like there was really anything more to say for our work. I later felt bad as he ended up not getting tenure which left me in a weird state as I finished my degree without a local advisor and thus no advocate or mentor at the university. I ended up set loose as soon as the paperwork was signed on my diploma. I ended up like a lot of physicists, working in finance, and after getting married and having two children, there really wasn't any going back. Plus the realization that my notion of what academia is like was really, like yours, more of a romantic dream rather than the reality. I don't really miss academia, I miss what I thought academia was supposed to be.

[@pillsber]

Perfect response-and almost exactly my same story: the idea-or dream-is very different than the reality. I never finished my Ph.D because of this.

[@Ducktility]

Thanks for sharing. What role are you currently working in finance?

[@EyanZ1997]

How did you made your skills as a physicist applicable to finance? It’s obviously transferable to those that know but employers don’t always fall under that category

[@rbrbrts]

@@Ducktility I really just do software development, but in a financial context for back-end calculations.

[@rbrbrts]

@@EyanZ1997 Well, in the mid-1990s when I finished, that was not really true. Physicists were desirable for implementing numerical models, especially if they had software skill. Since I worked for two years in software before grad school, and did a lot of modeling in grad school, it was an easy sell.

[@Mavendow]

Glad you left the ending in; that sums up everything you said in one sentence. _"Societal pressures too often make me unable to speak, but here at least I can choose what I say."_

[@berniv7375]

This is by far your most brilliant video.❤

[@07Flash11MRC]

That conclusion is no true. YT's terms and the algorithms decide what you can and can't say and or write on this platform.

[@penponds]

We will in fact, never know if Sabine can actually choose what she can say on KZbin until the point she get’s regularly de-monetised or de-platformed. Rumble is where she’d be if in fact she did want to comment in a non-KZbin compliant way. Sabine is simply just operating in a field that is less socio-politically contentious. She’s far too intelligent to imagine her sitting in Plato’s cage with her back to the light, which makes that final statement very puzzling. Rather than underscoring her position, it undermines the viewer’s confidence that she truly understands the assaults on freedom of thought and expression and journalistic investigation that so very very many are experiencing right now.

[@kadmow]

@@07Flash11MRC - edit that comment, to make it say what you intended... ??

[@Racistobama]

The fact that this statement is apparently no longer in the video is incredibly suspicious. I assume Sabine was either was forced to edit it or did so out of concern that those "societal pressures" were going to come to bear on her.

[@user-ln5ub2lb1h]

What incredible honesty, a trait sorely lacking in today’s world. Thank you for posting the video. We all need a “I’m mad as hell and I’m not going to take it anymore!” moment in our lives and you gave us yours. Fabulous! Oh, and I did subscribe!

[@MysticWellReiki]

Sabine keep posting your experiences. Academia is a convoluted system. Hence why I am a KZbinr and working a side job.

[@richardcoughlin8931]

Speaking as retired full professor (social sciences) at a research university in the in USA I fully support your decision. You play a vital role as a public intellectual helping to educate non-specialists about the state of scientific inquiry in the physical sciences. Your KZbin videos reach many more people - several orders of magnitude - than typical research publications read by a handful of specialists. So I say Bravo! Keep up the good work.

[@lighthousesaunders7242]

You've gotta admit, from the respected Popperian POV at least, social science should almost never be called a science?

[@matteogirelli1023]

truer words were never spoken

[@amihartz]

@@lighthousesaunders7242 "Respected Popperian" bro hardly any academics of philosophy take Popper seriously. But yes, if you take Popper seriously, then you have to reject sociology and economics, and some of biology and climatology would also be on shaky grounds.

[@link01uk]

Bravo

[@paintspot1509]

The problem is these videos get hijacked by conspiracy nutters, rather then anybody who could do anything about the issues she raises

[@inf2380]

Female biologist over 40 from Germany here. That's exactly how I see it. Not only from my own experience, but also from that of many acquaintances. At the beginning, you're quite happy that you can do what you like without being bothered. By the time you write your thesis at the latest, you realize the difficulties of the system that you describe. I was also irritated by the inaccuracy with which results are produced, at least in biology. As soon as you are in the system, you also see the incompetence (technical, organizational, human) of other researchers. I often had the impression that some were simply in the right place at the right time and were just willing to play along with this application circus. As a woman, it's particularly difficult if you want to start a family. It's hardly possible without help, including financial help, from grandparents. I know some who have made it at least some way, but only with the help of their parents. Yes, the system is weak. I've seen many excellent young researchers leave because they didn't want to play this game. Nevertheless, I have also met nice, very competent colleagues who have made it - but very few.

[@Coolbunny-]

"I was also irritated by the inaccuracy with which results are produced" THIS, ohhh you can't image how this makes me angry.

[@gdiwolverinemale4th]

In the beginning, we were all ignorant and delusional. Then the realities of this world became apparent. Why be bitter about it?

[@AnglophobiaIsevil7]

You're supposed to be able to have a husband bring you, the mother the resources to give birth and raise your child. We have always been able to do this until the petrol dollar was invented and bankers realized they would need more workers or the system would crash too soon. One parent gets the resources and contributes to society. The other parent raises the child and contributes to your family. Corporations have demanded that both parents be tapped for work and our children have suffered dearly for it. In Ireland it's actually in their constitution that should this ever happen they have a right to dissolve the gov and start over(should a mother ever be forced to work in order to raise her child as this is the entire point of society, we know we can make a society where only one parent needs to work and so any society where 2 must is a failure and they KNEW THIS). I don't think they enforce it or they just give welfare checks to them. Regardless, only serfs and indentured servants were made to have mothers work. We have been enslaved and told it was empowering.

[@lovepeoplehu9883]

At least you are an independent, strong empowered wahman❤

[@SchalaZeal1]

I thought scientists were infallible? Sounds like we've been sold another lie by the atheists.

[@ctaylor1460]

No, I don't think your video was "too much", but rather was completely on point--and appreciated.

[@squeezy99]

Thank you posting such a heart-felt appraisal of your experiences in academia. I can relate to much of what you described in your early career as a graduate student. It would have been a tragedy to have not posted this video.

[@Catcherinthecorn]

I love your honesty. My brother got a PhD in theoretical physics from an Ivy League university and he felt the same way you do. He left academia a while ago and works in software now, but he still does his physics and math research every day in his spare time. I admire him a lot.

[@tatjana7008]

And thats why number of patents in Western countries decreased in last years. Chinese mastered it team work long time ago and thrive because of it, while here its all divide and conquer of talented motivated people

[@Lavabug]

@@tatjana7008 What? US issued patents are a historic high. Also the number of patents issued has zero connection with fundamental physics research - the measure is peer reviewed publications.

[@tatjana7008]

@@Lavabug first of all, Sabine is not from US, she tells about experience in Germany and Europe. Second, number of confirmed patents is much important then applications, and China leads there. Third, science is interconnected and discoveries in fundamental physics might influence practical applications as well. Thats why I do theoretical computer science, because it can influence every branch of science. About papers and publications, many chairs in my university interconnected with industry, and they often end up in patents.

[@allan710]

I also left academia, I really didn't like the way it works.

[@Lavabug]

@@tatjana7008 The US issues more utilities patents than any other country, and many Chinese enterprises seek US patents as well. Practical applications have little to do with fundamental science, they are an accident. If you're using patent number to measure scientific progress, you have no knowledge of how science works or what counts as innovation. Patents only measure commercial products, not the generation of knowledge which far outpaces what patents indicate (I am a former patent examiner).

[@rileyhoffman6629]

You lasted longer than I did... finished my PhD (having survived broken bones, deaths, years overseas research, changes in Committee, and a mother who said, "...but you are still unmarried") I quit academia and moved to Italy to milk cows and make wine. Now I write novels. I do miss the intellectualism. but not the politics. Love you, Sabine!

[@kurkenfruit]

Very interesting! Thanks for sharing. I took a gap year between getting my bachelor’s and going to graduate school. It’s now been a five-year gap year because I thought better of it after meeting lots of people already in the meat grinder. I sometimes wonder where my career would be, but I’ve found myself on a path more interesting and worthwhile to me.

[@Weberbros1]

Care to plug your novel?

[@rileyhoffman6629]

@@Weberbros1 heck yeah! Thanks! Rachel Hoffman, SALTINE (Otis Books, 2021) No self-help, no politics, no trauma: just humor and humanity for smart adults who need a mental vacation...

[@__rikaisuru]

@@rileyhoffman6629 that's the best pitch I've ever heard for a book in this day and age!

[@jinfin221]

In the end you won.

[@gen57b]

I have been watching your videos for a while now- glad you posted this one because in my opinion it is the most important video you have produced.

[@BarrieM]

Thanks Sabine, as an ex-academic scientist working for a national institution and now self employed forest science freelancer and I totally sympathize with your situation and experience. The great thing is that you give me (and thousands of others) the opportunity to have fun learning new things about our universe during my breaks. This process will accelerate interest in science and lead to who knows what discoveries. I call this a win win situation. You are wonderful and I can totally understand the marriage proposals. (Don't worry I am happily married with two kids who also love science).

[@hanksnow5470]

All I can say is that at my University where I am an Emeritus Professor of Physics, we discuss at the coffee break practically every new KZbin that you post. I am sorry for the problems that you have had getting an academic position, because you really deserve one considering your intellect. But you are probably gettiing more readers than you would with academic publications. Keep up the good work.

[@Thomas-gk42]

For me as an interested layperson and follower of SH that´s really interesting to hear, thanks. I assumed that just she would be muzzled in the established physics community.

[@hardopinions]

@@Thomas-gk42 people are not "muzzled"... the problem to get academic position you are basically judged if you bring in money, either via notoriety (so students because you got some prize or somethign) or via grants. As young scientist, you are generally handicapped for both. Academic position, unless you are tenure track somehow (rare like unicorns), has very little job security and that job security is tied to how much money *you* bring in. If you can consistently bring in multiples of money than they pay you, you may be offered a tenure position. Heck, you can say almost whatever you want as long as money keeps flowing to the "institution".

[@radagast25a]

Outside of academic textbooks, the average academic publication gets less than 10,000 readers - so yes, she has far more viewers and listeners here than she ever would have.

[@Thomas-gk42]

@@hardopinions Thank you for your explanation. Tough I´m self-employed craftsman, I was always fascinated by astrophysics and QM. Since I read Hawking´s "Brief History of Time" and Weinberg´s "The First three Minutes" a long time is gone. Sometime, I intuitively "felt", that something´s going wrong in the foundation of physics and lost most of my interest. All these highly sepuculative fantasies about multiverses, susy-particles, axions, extra dimensions..., kinda infaltion of infaltion theories. Then two years ago I stumbled randomly over Dr. Hossenfelder´s book "Lost in Math" in which she explains and reasons very accurately what I, with my lack in math knowledge, just could "feel". Since then I follow her work and couraged engagement. Tough I love to pay my tax for new insights in the understanding of nature and our existance, I think, if people like me loose their interest in science, the anti-science crowd will increase, and then hard times will begin for science. For me it´s a shame, that in so many years, no one did fund the interesting table experiments about the measurement process in QM, that SH suggests since many years now. Wish you all the best.

[@Thomas-gk42]

@@hardopinions Thank you for the reply.Tough I´m self-employed craftsman, I was always fascinated by astrophysics and QM. Since I read Hawking´s "Brief History of Time" and Weinberg´s "The First three Minutes" a long time passed. Sometime over the years, I intuitively "felt", that something´s going wrong in the foundation of physics, and I lost most of my interest. All these highly speculative fantasies of multiverses, susy-particles, axions, roled extra dimensions..., kinda infaltion of inflation theories. Then two years ago I randomly stumbled over Dr. Hossenfelder´s book "Lost in Math" in which she explains very accurately what I, with my lack of math knowledge, only could "feel". Since then I follow her work and her couraged engagement. Though I love to pay my tax for new insights in the understanding of nature and our existance, I think, if people like me loose their interest in science, the anti-science crowd will grow, and then, hard times will come for science. For me, it´s a shame, that for such a long time, no one did fund the interesting table experiments about the measurement process in QM, that SH suggests since many years now. Wish you all the best.

[@raygiguette8677]

Not fitting-in is one of your best qualities. The world is a scary cookie cutter, but you are your own cookie. We need more people like you.

[@ernestoespinoza92]

From a former aspiring astronomer I also felt like my dream died when I couldn’t get into academia. But that’s life and thank you for sharing! You made me feel better with my current situation knowing how honest you are. I respect that a lot. I do enjoy your videos because they allow me to think differently from all these other science videos that all almost all the same.

[@lauracorriss9538]

Like you, I wanted to become an astronomer. It was my mom who convinced me that it wasn't a practical field for most, particularly a woman. I studied udied computers and database design instead and never regretted it. Astronomy can be a hobby.

[@7grand-dad900]

I just discovered your channel today watching your commentary on String theory and its history. I love your videos and they’ve reminded me why I find physics so fascinating. You’re brilliant and I think you’re serving humanity and your mental health much better by bringing these issues and concepts you love to an audience who appreciates your passion more than some stuffy asshats on a review board.

[@Thomas-gk42]

Welcome😊

[@vobulate]

This is the most honest and accurate description of acedemic research i have ever seen. Thank you for posting this video.

[@bernardhenin]

Sometimes, when you jump off a cliff, you don't fall, you fly. Enjoy the view and thank you for your honesty and integrity.

[@elenafetter9690]

Thank you for being on You Tube!! We need your thoughtful takes on all of the subjects you share with us!❤

[@santaclaus2883]

You are awesome and smarter than most. I love your spirit, candar, and direct speech. I am grateful that you are here. I have a BS in Aerospace Engineering (I was never able to practice my degree, but it lead to a great lifestyle) and even at that level saw what you have described. Thank you again for teaching us more about science and physics. Thank you for posting this video.

[@cognitronz]

Thanks for sharing your story. We love your style, your humor and your honesty! The world needs more of you.

[@legbert123]

100 bucks well spent

[@lyrapuff7502]

@@legbert123you clearly know nothing about her channel and the things she's working on man o.O

[@parodynet3004]

@@legbert123Lmfao, so salty that you have to scroll down and talk shit about a person enjoying and supporting a content creator. It's his/her money and instead of being a douchebag, you could have used that time to actually start looking for a job!

[@Usefulmusic]

@@legbert123 What a nasty man!

[@petewest3122]

@@lyrapuff7502 Such as?

[@regular-joe]

SO glad you decided to post this video after all. THANK YOU for sharing your story.

[@apolinariodavid5442]

Hello Sabine, I am certain that many of your learners enjoy what you do and would love academia to shift from where they are. At end of the day, our time here is limited. I encourage you, not that you needed, to keep doing you what are doing.

[@Johnny-fw9xj]

I'd argue that you and other scientists who are sharing their knowledge to a larger audience is a huge service to science in general. I do realize that this is not your passion but I just wanted to express my appreciation and gratitude for what you're doing. You and a couple other YT science channels are planting the seed to many future scientists minds and that's something to be proud of. 👍

[@drtmvoss]

I am glad you posted the video! As a female academic approaching retirement (and not with a pension), I can definitely relate to what you experienced. With 24,614 comments as of my posting, it is unlikely that you will see this, but THANK YOU.

[@swingambassador]

Sorry about your pension

[@82jp]

I see you and you deserve better

[@eroraf8637]

I see you.

[@aronrad]

A video that ends with I’m not sure I will post this, is the one that needs to be posted. And we the internet are glad you did! Go Sabine!

[@hittitecharioteer]

✅🙏🏻

[@mmille10]

Well, given the censorship and meting out of punishments, even by governments, for "saying the wrong things" online, which she may be aware of, I get the concern she has, but my guess is that this discussion would not get her in trouble. It doesn't directly prod any politically protected sacred cows (not yet, anyway).

[@krishnapartha]

Yes.

[@user-lz6dm5lk9y]

Amen!

[@umitertin4932]

I am glad this was not another unfinished symphony.

[@dddaaa6965]

The only sad part of this video is the ending where she contemplates not posting this, we need more people like this, telling the TRUTH even if it makes the majority of people mad, sad angry or whatever...it just helps everyone else make more informed decisions, I'm not interested in studying and school at all it's just a means to an end for me but if I WAS, I would have loved to see a video like this where nothing is hidden behind fake sunshine and rainbows.

[@michalpaucula7694]

It would have been such a shame, had you not posted this video. I think your experience needed to be told and you're such a refreshing voice to listen to. Everything happens for a reason and I feel you are making the right impact. I stumbled upon your video by chance but it immediately made me want to subscribe to your channel.

[@alex49]

Thank you for your work on KZbin. You touch millions of people, some of which will become the next Einstein thanks to you. I'm excited every day about your next video.

[@sjl197]

As an unemployed former multiple postdoc, I feel her pain. This emotional and actual support here above is epic. I wish I too could give such financial gift. The honesty in the video was refreshing, the absurdity of academia failed her, not the other way around. It’s bull****

[@markandbeck]

@@Elo-hv3fw Just like He Who Shall Not be Named made Harry Potter.

[@elbuggo]

Unfortunately Albert was a HUGE HUGE fraud. Weird so many bright people are unable to grasp that. Read Phyllis Schlafly's book.

[@davidg4288]

@@Elo-hv3fw Yeah, that guy.

[@intlspacefed]

The International Space Federation (ISF) is happy to encourage and support independent researchers and educators working on fundamental physics problems, such as the ones Dr. Hossenfelder has been publishing and educating on for years now.

[@user-mb6zc8uj4z]

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[@fenlexer]

@@user-mb6zc8uj4zyachty trash

[@roxanne_]

Wow that is incredible I’m sure everyone appreciates your donation!!!

[@Nimitz98]

Your profile says that you are working on "harnessing quantum vacuum energy as a sustainable power source." What does that mean? Sounds awfully similar to the zero-point energy nonsense that crackpots love to bring up. What does your "federation" do, other than sell bonds?

[@LeonisCatulus]

Hum, do you support everyone? Cause you might be interested in talking with me. Just sayin’ 🙃

[@theimperfectscrapper5313]

I’m a very senior university staff member who’s worked in large scales research funding (grants and contracts) for 12 years and this video is totally true! As someone who’s just survived breast cancer, I’m reflecting on how low satisfaction I’m now getting out of my job. Previously loved it, because I’ve helped researchers get literally millions of dollars in funding!

[@Enneacanthus]

No, it is not too much. In fact i love your honesty. And i like your videos a lot.