Saturn In The 12th House

[@MT-uf8xh]

Dealt with suicidal ideation since I was little... Like very little. Like when you here of children who commit suicide. Was a very depressed child. Had a sister who told me to kill myself on a regular basis. I can't tell you how much that hurt me. I could never understand how someone I loved so much, hated me so much. Saturn return I started seeing paranormal activity. That same apartment..I tried to end my life. I thought I was going insane. I had been going through and researching the shadows of this world and with my own experiences... I just could not take anymore. I am still here, still alive. I'm 38 and I did so much healing work. I learned to love myself and have my own back. Can't say I love life. It's a journey..but I am much stronger and wiser and I'm learning to trust myself and set healthy boundaries. It's not so bad anymore. I no longer let in the bad and it gives me more control over outcomes. I listen to my intuition now. It steers me right

[@chidimaokereke8372]

I’m so happy you decided to stick around I also have this placement and the suicidal ideation I had growing up was so real to top it up I have a Pisces ♓️ sun and Scorpio moon 🌙. I’m sending you love and light ❤

[@BlackCoffeeee]

Brilliant explanation. Nailed it. 💯 Other stuff I noticed as a saturn 12th houser: - A feeling like God expects a lot from you but you don't know specifically what that is (frustrating). - A feeling of being negatively judged by both the living and the dead. - Being able to see someone elses karma as clear as a bell. - Being able to cleary see the hard karmic lessons being given to you and always feeling ill equipt to resolve them. - feeling always like you're getting punished by God harder than everyone else. It feels like God is leaning heavy on you. - being very vulnerable to controlling people in your life. - eventually freedom comes when we accept only one authority in our lives - God - and every human or entity is pushed back.

[@VenusianBull]

Very insightful

[@rebellion7463]

What do you mean by 'being negatively judged by the dead'?

[@KattKnipp]

Exactly

[@LauraBHdz]

🔥🔥😮‍💨

[@theoutlandishblueprint2419]

I have a very very very strong spiritual psychic connection with my great grands and grand parents and, aunt on the other side… I am Pisces Sun, Mars and Saturn in Pisces 12th House and I’m working with Saturn, I love Saturn let me tell you! I’m going through Saturn return really really.. and Saturn touching my sun and mars right now and it is so necessary that I have my alone time to stay in alignment to my instincts psychic gifts and healing, and understand who to work with during this time… On cleansing energy there are so many ways, spiritual hygiene is sooo important too, it is crucial to do so because they will linger, but they have spiritual soaps, sage and colognes! Pray pray pray and use magic but you don’t have to do anything sacrificial, I absolutely love animals but I don’t want to have them as pets, because I don’t like them to cling and need me all the time I love to love them and give them the love that they need … and help out people who have them or farm animals I have a super strong connection to God too! But not in the traditional way but the traditional religion that I was apart of in early life has help me connect to God! But I stepped away from it completely and am a Mystic It is also very important to affirm yourself and pray every single time you need to do so God provide almost on instant when you call on him with this placement, he is your man, and the center of your life Also I am have been able to embrace my gifts and was supported and encouraged to own my spiritual abilities very early in my life by my Sagittarius mother she super encouraged me to own and not be scared of my psychic abilities… Magick is soooooo réal!

[@sl6023]

My daughter has this placement. She's such a happy kid tho! Imma be her biggest supporter in life no matter what.

[@1amjapan]

I'm a middle aged bloke from northern England. I would have scoffed the idea of magic and astrology only a few years ago. But every single thing you've described, to an astonishing level of detail, was absolutely spot on. Just got to keep on keeping on. Sending you positive vibes from the UK, thank you.

[@VenusianBull]

Thanks and I definitely read this in a British accent 😬

[@tiatate7952]

Definitely identify with the periods of depression & just not having a true sense of self & direction. I’m sooo hard on myself sometimes for things that aren’t necessarily my fault . Feelings of deep loneliness & self sabotage are present fasho . I’ve always been into spirituality tho . I’m working to trust my instincts & when that voice inside whispers I try to catch it & listen . I dream EVERY . SINGLE . NIGHT . nightmares & sometimes beautiful dreams . I’ve dreamed of things that were happening in real life I just didn’t know it yet . My soul knows what it’s doing & I surrender to the will of it because we all pick our life b4 we start it so I’m sure I chose this placement because I’m a tough ass bitch & I can handle the intensity of it . I will over come 💕💕💕

[@17AquariusMoon]

Great video. Great explanation of this placement. I have 12th house in Saturn.❤

[@Tara-cq8mk]

oh god im almost 23 with Jupiter and Saturn in the 12th house and i do feel like i absolutely cant stay in my hometown or in my home country, i feel like its killing me, but i cant leave yet for certain reasons so idk what im gonna do until i do, pray for me

[@ELMASVERGAA]

Your cute

[@roey7813]

I FEEL YOU SO MUCHHHHH good luck to us

[@m_j_ox]

LMAOOO THE EDITING i can't with you "get out of my house!"

[@VenusianBull]

😂😂😫😫

[@starseedk]

🤣🤣🤣🤣

[@sophies_poppin]

SPOT ON. I had to banish a narcissist from my life with a spell.

[@Thecornishhiker]

Saturn and Pluto in 12th house scorpio. Moon and ketu also here. I spent my 20s in meditation ashrams. I see and here spirits, have experience in excising homes and also people. There is no fear on the subject, in fact I’m happy I can help people in need of cleansing ✨

[@Kiahhhhhhhh]

The beginning of the video it’s already spot on. People have told me for so long that I don’t seem depressed or look depressed.

[@oneofone3770]

I have Saturn, south node, Venus, mercury, sun, and lot of fortune in 12th house. Always been interested in spirituality since I was a child. Forced into organized religion at a young age. Began learning all theology and started to see the nuances. Loved the community aspect but control is not something I’ve ever thought to be necessary. Have had multiple spiritual/paranormal experiences. Learned to control my dreams naturally as a child. Also, reas astrology and tarot very well. At least I’ve been told I do. I have a stellium in the 11th house as well so that should explain that Lol. Lastly, have had issues with mental health however I don’t know maybe it’s the concentrated energy of the 12th house but I’ve always been able to get through it with my spiritual practices. Even have helped others with there’s. Thank you for the video and for your content as a whole.

[@KHAI_444]

My son has this placement ( Saturn in Aquarius 12th house) and I want to understand his energies as best as I can. I’m a very spiritual person from sage to tarot cards and all. ✨🙏🏽 I endlessly give him my support and hope to help him along his journey 💕

[@Prodbystormm]

Saturn in Aquarius in the 12th house. Almost done with my Saturn return 🙏🏿. Just a side note ms bull you are gorgeous

[@musictorelaxandunwind]

True have been viction of black magic myself , backstabed in back , lonely , losses in every sector of my life , jobless , hopeless and lack of money , lonliness has been best friend .

[@Snow_Dragon_222]

I have saturn conjunct mercury and chiron in my twelfth house. This life has been HARD! I feel like I have been burning through lots of karma in this life. Burning my soul pure. It's been very hard with being abused and CPTSD and has had suicidal ideation my whole life even as a young child. I find it difficult to get some sleep. I can't do anything wrong, or the hammer comes down on me hard. I developed empath abilities from going through all the trauma and beginning to get the gift of seeing here later in life. I've seen rare glimpses of angels, demons, shadow people, hear/feel ghosts, I know ancestors are with me and get flashes of prophetic visions. Magic is very real. I grew a strong and beautiful relationship to God and Spirit because I had no other choice.

[@nagasura8853]

I have Saturn in the 12th house and this is the best video i seen on it

[@yvonne6875]

Very nice. I have that placement conjunct venus. I am very protected. Been through alot.

[@DDsAlchemy11]

Wow I have Saturn 12th house in Scorpio. It gets deeeeep. You explained this perfectly. Yes I had to go to therapy and I have spiritual therapist. I love being spiritually free.

[@thetrinitee]

My Saturn and my Moon are both in the 12th house. I loved this!

[@sweetiebabycookiehoney]

I am in my saturn return (12th house, aquarius), I think I picked up something intuitively 1 year ago when I entered this return and started therapy to figure out my life purpose in career, relationships, and more recently the importance of spirituality. Today I found out what my saturn in 12H means, thanks to you! Not gonna lie, I'm scared because I do feel like I am facing addiction and depression if I don't change my habits and shift my energies, find better balance. I wonder if other parts of my chart stabilize the negative aspects of this placement? I really hope so!

[@VenusianBull]

A reading can help you figure that out.

[@tyckeerafortes8065]

Same. I have Saturn in 12th in Aquarius

[@kmbrlia]

This is my mom’s placement, 12 house Saturn in Leo and I blame her that this is my Chiron placement 🤨😤 (we are both Leo risings) She did not help me at all with the Leo in me, and she was brutal.. but I understand her more with these videos. Thank you ♥️

[@adrianavegaz444]

This placement explains my trauma bond relationship that started when i was 16 and lasted until my saturn return😮

[@elieduham2743]

(I am french I translated my text😅). I am 22 and unfortunately think I have a strong Saturnian energy in my birth chart, first of all I am Capricorn and Saturn in the 12th house is conjunct with my ascendant (which is Taurus) and in square with my Sun. My entourage tended to qualify me as ice, a person eager for emotions and very distant from others (whereas in my natal chart I have a moon in the 7th house of Scorpio and pluto in the 8th house in Sagittarius so I think I feel deeply into things). It hurt me extremely badly because I wanted to be comfortable in society so much but I was having difficulty. Thank goodness I have a good physique and at first glance people tend to come and talk to me. It's a character trait that I tried so hard to repress that I started using drugs in college without anyone realizing it (to give you an example, I got involved in friendship with some people by being drunk) and I went out a lot at night. I took pleasure in this situation because I finally got to sympathize with others easily. But at the same time, I also ended up finding myself in strange situations and I started to develop a certain resistance with alcohol and drugs ... (saturn who takes over I want to say) so I was more anxious drunk than sober imagine a little ... so step by step I stopped using drugs on my own, convincing myself that I was more at ease sober in society but I continue to drink because I have difficulties to deal with who I am, I don’t understand why I feel so strange and restricted and my only way to forget it is drinking. I started to be instertested in astrology because of this « lost » of indentity, and I cried when I listened your podcast.

[@lukastorinese8353]

Thank you so much! I reasonated a lot with this. I have Saturn in the 12th house in Gemini retrograde. My Saturn does oppose my sun, Mercury and Pluto. Along with squaring my Midheaven

[@imspring3033]

So does mine!!

[@Planetshav]

YES, This Video Was So Necessary. I have Saturn and Pluto in the 12th House. “Chile” I don’t know How I made it through, but I Made It! 🤦🏾‍♀️

[@AMY-ew1qy]

I have Pluto retrograde in the 12th as well as a Saturn Jupiter conjunction in the 12th house all in Libra 🤦‍♀️😄💖

[@DDsAlchemy11]

Thank you so much for making this. It completely resonates. Plus my south node is here. So in this life it’s best if I utilize the energy of this house to move forward

[@VenusianBull]

Pay attention to that NN in the 6th house as well as that is your purpose. Sometimes astrology can be contradictory. Example, my NN is in Pisces but my MC is in Virgo, opposing signs.

[@Terrence915]

I so needed to hear this! I have Saturn, Jupiter and Pluto all in the 12th house under libra. It’s been challenging and this video has brought clarity!! Thank you!

[@Madibeats]

Holy shit 12H saturn here, i did get possessed before i thought i was but i guess i really was huh. Got a Exorcism last 2019 💀😭 damn

[@walterduke502]

Lol saturn in my 12 house oh my is has been a journey to say the least. I quit weed and drinking cold turkey five months ago and I am great now

[@joannamgodwin3072]

Damn my daughter has this! Thank God I'm spiritual and can see it !!

[@VenusianBull]

We gotta know our children’s placements so we can be ahead of the curve

[@kirstieperez2704]

Just love her through it,mama. She's lucky to have an intuitive mother who cares

[@Sanoj_Ravin94]

Extremely informative and you’re so nice. 🥰 Thanks a lot 🙏

[@m_j_ox]

You look beautiful thank you for your videos!

[@VenusianBull]

Thank you 😊

[@aemi7121]

I’m 19 yo and my grandparents all had passed away 😢 So I just surround myself people who are wise

[@moviesquirrel4559]

I'm 49 years old and have Saturn im my 12th house. I was interessted in UFOs and mystic things my whole life, X-files was my favorite serie on tv. After Saturn return at the age of 30 - 32 spirituality came into my life BUT IT DOESN'T SOLVED MY PROBLEMS !! Now I'm so depressed that I gona shoot myself in the head. I could buy a 9mm handgun, but I'm affraid that that is not enough...

[@chidimaokereke8372]

I hope you didn’t go through with it and you are ok

[@realliving4354]

💚 The one I've been waiting for as Saturn is causing me the most issues... This is the most informative video I've seen on this placement I don't know how you know so much not having the placement (assuming)... Brilliance+personality+beauty+a hint of weirdo= A damn catch somebody better wife you up with the swiftness

[@VenusianBull]

Spirit be talking to me I guess. If I talked to spirit more I may just get that man I want…manifesting

[@realliving4354]

@@VenusianBull I would definitely make a play if I were around your way... He'll find you and he'll be like... OMG hey mama look what I found

[@RosaliesJourney]

Thank you✨❤️ This resonated a lot! I carry Saturn, Jupiter, Pluto and Lilith in the 12h

[@xcxiii]

I have Saturn 12th H but in retrograde. I have cats but ofc I love them I wouldn't want them as sacrifice but I work magick with them.

[@Sweettricey]

I’m going through my Saturn return now and it hasn’t been that bad. Maybe because it’s in my 12th house of the unconscious in it’s home sign Aquarius.

[@sandoriasmith6188]

I have Saturn in my 12th House in Taurus at 29° and Jupiter in my 12th House in Gemini at 6°. can you explain how those energies work together?

[@Ariswandewi917]

Damn! I have the exact same placement as you. 😮

[@Ant8488]

Moon saturn Jupiter and pluto in 12th hause ❤😊

[@kaleidoscopicreature7019]

As someone with my Saturn in 12th house in Aries as an Aries sun, asc, ven (those in 1st) I just wanna say when I did decide to do hard drugs it was heroin/fent first for a few months I never experienced a true dopesick feeling like the flu it had never been that long I went without til I quit with meth and the whole time I used meth I was studying astrology doing drugs was really interesting but I don't think it's something I want to do again. I like having the self control and I hate the come downs they have. I quit that like cold turkey and moved to another state I averaged 3m of constant use on each one. Did not use together ever. I feel like doing drugs can be really bad for 12th house people because we have the ability to really get lost, but then some of us find our way or find ourselves

[@kaleidoscopicreature7019]

n I'm here on your video because I'm still prepping for when I turn 30 I'm only 24 rn

[@Bam905]

I got Saturn in 12th in Pisces

[@Blacksaw1111]

I’m mad too love craft was IIITTTTT!!

[@katarinaj.6830]

Whitney and Mariah have this placement as well

[@nayelirios597]

i have saturn in the 12th house, sun in sagittarius, moon and ascendent in piscis 😮

[@scorpiosmoothawakening7275]

I’m a tarot reader wearing a head wrap right now. Lol

[@vsaj.]

Oh em gee im so happy to see another beautiful black women who loves Astro. Your videos are awesome🔥

[@VenusianBull]

😊

[@celissewillis9399]

I have Sag in my 12th house & the only place I have Sag, is in my south node. Can you do a video on the 12th/south? My Saturn is in Scorpio

[@a7onzo_]

Saturn and Uranus in Sagittarius 12th House as well as Neptune in Capricorn 12th House 😩

[@michelebergman4336]

You seem really fun!!!! I had most fucked up Sat in 12th house experience! 3years in hell terrified torture lost everything! Do u have website?

[@musicnerd9411]

Patiently waiting for Neptune in the 12th house lol. I don’t have Saturn in the 12th house, but I have this house in Capricorn!

[@lilblaiz9989]

What does Saturn in Taurus 12th house retrograde for Gemini ascendent represent?

[@mayam5134]

North Node, Venus, Jupiter, Saturn 12th house 😭

[@s4v3l1su]

Saturn in Gemini in the 12th plus I’m a Gemini rising 🥴

[@AA-qo1lj]

Saturn Mars Conjunct 12th House Scorpio...... Ugggghh the stuggle is real. Highly imprisoned in my own mind. Knowing everything I need to do, I feel forced and stuck where I am. Abused. Dark Past. Controlled. Have had to deal with more than I'd even wish even my abuser to ever have to deal with. I don't sacrifice animals though, lol...pretty much a vegan.

[@Jasminejupiterjuice]

very helpful

[@heyyou7496]

Its like how people say double homicide 🤣🤣🤣 this is the double karma house. Karma meets karma

[@jaetok]

Those thumbnails. *heart eyes*

[@GINGERALEBUBBLES]

Euphoria is very 12th house too!

[@adrianavegaz444]

As in the show ? Interesting

[@xmenavengers3986]

I have this in progressed chart

[@ellastaes8312]

I have it as well in my progressed chart.

[@crackdreams3661]

I have saturn retrograde in my 12th house. Does this all apply the same for me?

[@LexxyJayye]

Omgggg not Leti

[@michelebergman4336]

I’m in LA … where are u living!?

[@Life0fvan]

Saturn retrograde in gemini

[@michelebergman4336]

Are u a Leo like me?

[@VenusianBull]

Taurus

[@Dsimpleify]

For white people who didn‘t grew up in America this racist remarks from both sides sound like a broken record. Let’s focus on what matters.

[@Prodbystormm]

Saturn in Aquarius in the 12th house. Almost done with my Saturn return 🙏🏿. Just a side note ms bull you are gorgeous