Schizoaffective Man interview-Jeremy

Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Jeremy, a schizoaffective man in Syracuse, New York.
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[@kevinscott630]

This interview hit me like a freight train 😔 I am the wife of someone diagnosed schizoaffective. He's currently in treatment for a serious manic episode that left me absolutely terrified for him. Bless you honey your interview has opened my eyes to a lot. You look well and I hope you have a beautiful life. Thank you so much for sharing ❤

[@mskinetik]

The fact that Jeremy has determination, a support system and never got addicted to hard drugs makes such a difference in his outcome. He should be proud of his hard work.

[@stzaleft7355]

Barbiturates are one of the few drugs that withdrawals can kill. I Definitely put them in the hard drug category .

[@JeremyRomance]

Thank you 🙏

[@andreaholland2234]

@@stzaleft7355 He was taking a benzo. But, yes, can also kill.

[@stzaleft7355]

@Andrea Holland aye. That's what I ment to say. Thanks.

[@alexmonza2823]

He just said he was addicted to xanax. Tf is wrong with you

[@effloress]

As a fellow schizoaffective person from upstate new york, I am wishing him the absolute best! Seeing joy in others who are like me gives me an extra push on my darker days.

[@davechristian7543]

Wat about down state New York like is that a thing pmsl ?

[@leahflower9924]

​@@davechristian7543 I don't know if this is true for people from new York but I'm from new jersey and for me everything that's not new York city or long island is considered upstate new York

[@crunchymetal]

New York is so hard. Especially Central NY where Syracuse is . The economy is so bad. Weather sucks. Taxes suck.

[@MrJames-tw3so]

you have beautiful hair.

[@nhlibra]

Mentioning location is just part of the comment, not the focus of the point being made. Besides the expense of living there, New York is a beautiful state. 😃

[@cura973]

You're fortunate to have a wife and kid. I go to sleep with nothing and wake up to nothing. I too am diagnosed schitzo-affective and proud to say I'm 40 years old! I too am an artist and I have the support of my parents siblings and God.

[@JeremyRomance]

Thank you for interviewing me 🙏

[@christopherthomas3481]

thank you for sharing. you seem like a rad dude. i identify with your story and this is helpful.

[@akaginny7516]

Thank you for sharing your story

[@gameaddictgonewild777]

You are stronger than you think you are. GLHF in life man wish you the best

[@GeorgeAlex-j6k]

Thanks for sharing your story, you seem like a really genuine guy.

[@nikholewegner1656]

I'm 40. I got diagnosed @ 29. I just now got on the right meds after going on and off of them. Growing up was hard. Life has been hard. Man I feel so much of your story.

[@badrabbitt17]

My favorite part of this interview was when you asked him his age and he so proudly responded “I’m 32!” Some won’t understand, but he’s made it 32 years with his mind making every step of his life more difficult than most people’s. So many people give up and can’t be here any more. I hope he continues to be proud of himself for making it every day. I hope one day he can proudly answer “I’m 96!”

[@ShinyFlakesShinyFlakes]

So glad we have a qualified psychologist to analyze this for us! 😃

[@kariikonen3933]

Its hardest when it starts. Its like what IS this i sleep 2 hours night and people think im on meth but im not. I dont understand no one understands. The medication Hell like lets put you on this ahh this dont Works lets put this and that neuroleptic shit, when i was 20... Now 34 and The bipolar psychosis thing what ever IT IS Gets easier older i get.

[@chriss6136]

God bless ❤ one love

[@christophermills1733]

I’m very blessed, I haven’t suffered from a mental illness but someone very close to me struggles with some massive challenges. Thank you for saying this comment, I didn’t think of that, how beautiful.

[@LivingDeadGirl0702]

​@@ShinyFlakesShinyFlakes really, dick?

[@410Gregj]

“It took me a long time to be comfortable with who I am” What a profound statement. I’m happy for you and the support you had along the way. Props to your wife for hanging in there and staying with you throughout finding yourself. Enjoy your daughter and your life!

[@GabrielXDrums]

Definite things to keep him pushing forward. Cool sweater too.

[@JeremyRomance]

Thank u

[@FableHillFarm]

My father was schizoaffective and a lifelong recovering addict. It was very painful for our family to endure his mania and addictions. I wish this young man and his family peace and happiness.

[@chriss6136]

I wish and your family blessings and healing

[@ProdParkerJazz]

Huge shout out to his wife and all the significant others that are staying strong for their loved ones 🤞🏼💙 this interview was fantastic, wishing you the best too Jeremy

[@cinderellie9583]

Most underrated comment

[@michellenaron827]

Ain't that the truth! Families and loved ones suffer the burdens of this diagnosis. Hard to "hang in there". Wish there was more help, wish medication was better...it's kinda of a crap shoot finding the right meds. Why does schizophrenia foster such denial? Pray for my loved one...she's the same age.

[@cinderellie9583]

@@michellenaron827 protecting yourself isnt selfish. Figure out where your boundties are and dont waver. You cant be there for anyone when ypu have nothing left to give. Thats an ugly place to be too

[@MrSprite2005]

@@cinderellie9583 Yes!!!! 💯 % truth!!!! You have to take care of your heart and mind first to take care of others. I have learned this very well in my 56 years here. So grateful to truly understand this and do this for myself now. Aloha, love and peace to anyone reading this. ❤️😘💋🌈🌺🌊☮️💫🥰❤️

[@marylougeorge9890]

@@cinderellie9583 ❤

[@_AvgWellInformedCitizen]

This guy kicked a hardcore Xanax addiction, which is one of the hardest.

[@ThePortalTheory]

Great job pushing thru that anxiety while being interviewed! wish you the best in life. You got this!

[@Krahbe]

Heck yeah ! He did awesome

[@JeremyRomance]

Thank u

[@GabrielXDrums]

This dudes cool as heck, as a drummer in a band myself when I heard he got on Warped Tour instantly I’d be his friend, even at the start, super well put together, coherent, holding it together, I hope the rest of his days are full of goodness.

[@JeremyRomance]

Thanks g

[@lot2319]

​@@JeremyRomance... That was a great interview. Your joy is contagious. Best of everything in life man. 😜

[@PositiveAlgorithm-ef8hw]

@@JeremyRomancebrilliant interview you’d be my best friend… don’t beat yourself up i guarantee you do a better job than you think with everything you do g

[@tmusa2002]

I would like to listen to an interview of his wife.

[@vickiedouglas401]

Jeremy you are the perfect example of someone who didn't give up when treatment wasn't working. I'm so glad that you kept trying till they finally found the right med for you. And you stay in counseling. Big applause! I've been sick all my life with bipolar 2 and major depression. No treatment till about age 30. I am now 70 and am thankful for meds and counseling. I can still have a breakdown that can last months but it passes and then life is easier. I wish you the stamina and continued intelligence to recognize what you need. Cheers!

[@marylougeorge9890]

Just turned 72. I began treatment for depression and anxiety in my 30’s but wasn’t diagnosed until I was 50. So I understand. I’ve been getting stuck in my negative thinking. Believe I’m coming out of it. Happiness and blessings to you from Michigan. ❤❤❤

[@JeremyRomance]

Thank u

[@sackstoracks]

God bless you. I’ve been on medication for schizophrenia since may and it’s been tough. Tough as hell. I’m fighting though, fighting everyday !

[@longdongiii5375]

“I try” and “I do the best I can” are 2 very powerful statements.

[@yaboy_jesus]

I think weed is not the best drug for Schizoaffective disorder as it can increase paranoia

[@MiaWallace361]

Agree! 👍🏼

[@genarenee3697]

Agreed!!

[@Hollyferris]

It can sometimes be the trigger for psycho affective disorders. That link is well researched and established.

[@seriousstuff8887]

Weed isn't good for anything, only lining the pockets of drug dealers .

[@Mark-gn5rw]

It can help some disorders but too many variables/ different strains can cause anxiety.

[@tammic2016]

Definitely liked this young man and his outlook. He has had his struggles but is coming out on the other side a better person. He spoke so endearingly of his wife and child which was so sweet. Best wishes to you Jeremy!

[@GabrielXDrums]

Yeah he’s very well spoken and coherent, amazing and proud of him.

[@JeremyRomance]

Mad love

[@ryanmalone2681]

Not being able to trust my own mind is my worst nightmare.

[@teem7030]

Hugs to you Ryan

[@alanculbertson5499]

I feel this guy his story is like mine it’s grate to feel I’m not the only one

[@ryanmalone2681]

@@alanculbertson5499 It’s true. It would really grate on me too if I felt I was the only one. Very grating indeed.

[@lisapizza6494]

Fellow Syracusan. I'm glad you found the help you needed. Thank you for sharing your story.

[@thebigcchannel773]

This is awesome to see a Schizoaffective feature.. he represents one of many different manifestations of this disorder. This disorder can be crippling and so destructive, especially in a world where people rarely attempt to “understand” behavior- but instead distance, bully, or ridicule.

[@MeldaTheWitch]

Jeremy you did do very well. My son was diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder and we have yet to find the right medication. Thank you so much for giving hope.

[@fastl1fee]

Seriqoul saved me.

[@cassandramorgan5185]

This interview is so important. Bless Jeremy for his outlook on life and for sharing his story.

[@marylougeorge9890]

❤

[@n.e.barton1299]

Yyhb lX🥣

[@JeremyRomance]

Thank u

[@treich1234]

20:59 "God I hope I did well" Oh God you did more than well! Thank you for your courage. I'm humbled by it

[@earthvariety]

Jeremy I can't thank you enough for taking the time to do this interview. My bf of 4 years has bipolar disorder and it hasn't been easy at all. Everything you said resonated with him more than anything he's ever heard and it's encouraged him that he will find the right medication for him and to be okay with therapy. 🙏

[@justinestephonie4606]

The line "I'm so happy I'm not dead" rings true to me as a fellow healing schizo affective person. My biggest issue in life was that I wanted to end it so bad. I don't particularly feel that way anymore and I am very happy to say that too. I am not the perfect bill of health, but damn I work hard af trying to be the healthiest I can be while I'm still alive.

[@marylougeorge9890]

Getting away from suicidal thoughts is Major progress in your mental health. That says you’ve got your priorities in order and aren’t letting yourself get overwhelmed. Great job taking care of yourself!👏👏👏❤️

[@Adam-nv9zo]

Thank you for sharing your story, Jeremy. It takes a brave man to do this. It can help so many people to hear these stories to know they are not alone. I'm so happy that you are doing better, man.

[@marylougeorge9890]

❤

[@JeremyRomance]

Thank u

[@Brandenuzis]

@@JeremyRomance I’m from Camden about 15 mins from rome and I swear I’ve seen you at destiny mall😂

[@JeremyRomance]

@@Brandenuzis true!

[@duane2344]

Jeremy, Your interview was awe inspiring. My life was very similar to yours but I was pushed away in elementary school. I was alone for so many years but I met my wife and she stuck with me even when I tried to push her away. We have two great kids. Always talk to someone. Keep your wife as your best friend. I can tell you are a very loyal devoted father and husband because I feel the same way. It is the BEST feeling to know you have someone in your corner. Peace!

[@starringshannon8163]

Sometimes, a video comes along that hits differently. This is one of them. I cannot express how important this story is to share. He will change lives! Thank you so much!

[@JeremyRomance]

🙏

[@uoftdrone]

@@JeremyRomance You mentioned you sell your paintings. Is there anywhere online I can see or buy them?

[@McRemmyBaby]

ever felt any balls hit differently on ur asshole as a MAN strokes ur po nann out?

[@justmyopinion2]

"I'm so happy that I am not dead!" That hit the feels, hard. I have a chronically homeless paranoid schizophrenic middle aged son, the psychosis is so bad now that he is completely out of touch with reality. He has forgotten us, he used to call once in a while but not anymore. He *NEEDS* meds to be stabilized but that means he would need to be hospitalized and placed under a conservatorship for long term care, that won't happen (laws protect him). Every day I wonder with dread if it will be his last. I am so touched that Jeremy understands what might've happened to him and he appreciates what he has. I wish him TONS of luck, success, and happiness!

[@user-fz2pd7im6i]

I feel the pain and worry that you live with.When you live in a state that says you can't force someone to get the care they need unless they are suicidal,you feel so hopeless.

[@justmyopinion2]

@@user-fz2pd7im6i, every single day and sadly, my dread became a reality. He died a year ago last May from a Fentanyl overdose. I am heartbroken and angry that safety nets aren't out there for people in need.

[@Igomeow7383]

I'm a mom. I have schizoaffective too. I paint too. We have a lot in common. Lol. When I'm manic I think I can do ANYTHING lol😊....I have no friends anymore. I relate to damn near everything you are saying. Like EVERYTHING!!!

[@kmiller0402]

It’s not easy to be yourself and it’s even harder to grow into yourself to be the best version of yourself. I will never judge you Jeremy, and thank you Mark (Mr. Laita) ❤

[@davechristian7543]

​@JC-du6snr U tripn

[@marylougeorge9890]

@@davechristian7543 We’re individuals do what works for one can be Totally different from what works for another.

[@sciencenotstigma9534]

@@marylougeorge9890True. Still, I’m a person of faith and I don’t think it’s appropriate to tell someone struggling with mental illness they should practice prayer and religion. For one thing, it’s not cure. People in this society used to believe those with mental and even physical illness and disabilities were being punished for a lack of faith or morals. Not just in Western society, but some others, too. I don’t think I should make assumptions about another‘a religion or spiritual life because they are struggling with illness. I wouldn’t recommend any faith practices to a client unless asked, as someone in the recovery field. I know that if my bipolar disorder is acting up, I will go through certain symptoms no matter how much I pray or study. I don’t assume someone is not engaged in spiritual practices or needs to be. I have asked clients if they have a faith or belief system that helps them in recovery. I ask if they need a referral in a specific faith community. If not, I’ll ask about their interests, and if they have a passion for something like art or music, or a career or cause that inspires them. I don’t say they need to read the Tanakh or any religious text. To me, it implies that their religion, or lack thereof, isn’t good enough, or even that it’s why they are struggling with addiction and/or mental illness. That attitude has led to a lot of atrocities, historically. I’m not implying the person who commented has any I’ll will or prejudice. I just know that if I was struggling and someone told me to read a specific religious text or consult another faith’s prayer resources I would probably feel uncomfortable, whether they meant any harm or not. In the recovery community, we stress I -statements like, “What works for me is reading this book and consulting these faith based resources “, rather than saying “read this book and watch this show”. What others choose to do is their business.

[@davechristian7543]

@@marylougeorge9890 ya well just don't brain wash children then mate n you'll be fine..

[@gcmusictchr]

@@davechristian7543 Your last name is ironic, in light of your responses.

[@giafogg7182]

Jeremy, you did fantastic. I was diagnosed with bipolar back in the 90's and took an overdose of lithium. After spending a week in intensive care, then in and out of psych wards I finally found the right combo of meds and therapy. I went back to school, then worked since with severely mentally ill individuals in a hospital setting. Mental illness is manageable. Just never forget to ensure you take care of yourself. I know it's vital for me to eat right, exercise, and rest. If my schedule goes off too much so don't I. 😊 I'm really happy for you that you have a support system, your wife, baby daughter and parents. You seem such a gentle soul. I've always told patients how happy I am that I didn't die when I overdosed. I'm so happy you didn't either. Here's to life. 💪💖

[@mariaportas5401]

He is so brave to talk about this. So many have mental health issues and shame gets in the way of them getting help or have no support system. We need to hear more from people like him. Thank you Mark

[@Carol-qv3mk]

The stigma needs to vanish.

[@karidavis5188]

My daughter has Schizoaffective/Disassociation, she’s 29 diagnosed at 21 and I take care of her, lots of love to him, his family and anyone else suffering from this disEase 💜

[@dolcevitaslots]

what kind of symptoms does she experience with disassociation?

[@katiesers6007]

@@dolcevitaslotsout of body / nothing feels real I’m sure

[@katiesers6007]

Gosh, I love this. And I love my momma, I wish she would help me through disassociation episodes. I get pushed off into relationships.

[@katiesers6007]

What do you do for self care? I’ve suggested my partner seeking therapy so he can help, not be afraid, better understand, and feel happier.

[@suzannemartin1876]

Jeremy, I wish all of the best for you and am glad you are in a good place! My son has the same diagnosis so I know how difficult it is to live with schizoaffective. You are helping so many people by talking about this condition and giving hope that given the right medication and therapy you can live a good life. ❤

[@davechristian7543]

​@JC-du6snr U tripn ?

[@AliciaM5555]

​@J C I don't understand why you religious nuts come on YT and preach your bs comments under everyone's comment. 🖕 off with that noise.

[@twinkletoes110]

@J C Amen

[@marylougeorge9890]

The recommendation wasn’t for you. ​@@davechristian7543

[@freereinartstudio1463]

'It took a long time to be comfortable as me.' I think many people can relate, if they were honest, self aware enough. Good for you Jeremy! You did amazing & I am sure it will be helpful for so many. PS I find art to be a huge help to my mental health too! :)

[@nhlibra]

I agree. We all go through a level of this in one way or another.

[@rebeccamontague9811]

Under the circumstances he was fortunate to have loving parents. Imagine going through his life without their support.

[@sandidandy72]

Jeremy, I work as a peer support specialist in the adult behavioral health field, you are amazing! I’d love to spend time connecting with you. I implore you to look into the peer support community because there are so many others out there that could benefit from your insight and lived experience. I have crohn’s PTSD, and have worked hard to recover from Borderline Personality Disorder. The behavioral health organization I spent 28 years of my life in treatment now employs me. I see you. I feel you! 💙

[@sizzleiguanaclick]

You did well man, you were great to listen to.

[@DeeStitcher]

You did an excellent job Jeremy, thank you for being brave and sharing your story. I am sure you have helped many by opening up.

[@NattyBeGood]

Your mental health is not your fault nor does it have to define you brother. You're an awesome human and worthy of all good things in life, especially love. You go this brother Jeremy.

[@myportal8512]

In high school, you were singled out by your class, but you were different bc you responded differently than everyone else. That is absolutely intolerable. Bullying causes mental health issues beyond repair for some. Watching and hearing you, you are cool and have overcome some trying times very well. I'd love to see your art. Congratulations on being a dad! Best of luck to you and your family. 🧡

[@halfpennyC3]

💯 ❤

[@iii1429]

I hate bulliyng, its an insecure cowarda way to rise above others. Its disgusting...

[@celestialviznz2134]

That was very triggering to me, because I endured similar in high school. Even at 31, those days still haunt me very much. It changes you at a very deep level.

[@myportal8512]

You are not alone. Huge cyber hug!

[@00TheD]

It's normal childhood behavior, you can't stop humans from being human. Either learn it when young or be doomed to suffer us all as an adult

[@Sketcher93]

Jeremy you did great in this interview. You are a super likeable person. There are times for all of us where we find it hard to maintain. There is an ebb and flow to everyone's stability. So it feels so good to get to a good sturdy plateau. You have gained the wisdom now to be able to see yourself without filtering it first through everybody else's judgements. And nobody can take that perspective away from you. It's "in the can" as they say in the movie business. When we are young we don't have that perspective developed yet. And our mental health challenges makes it so hard to get there. I'm so happy for you that you found your footing. You've done the hard work and now you can share with others about your journey. Good on you Jeremy. You are helping so many other people. ❤️

[@jayhughes4956]

I’ve battled depression and mental health issues my entire life. I am so glad there is more help for people know. It’s such a battle every day of our lives. God bless this young man🙏❤️

[@scottrussell2281]

My son suffers with the same diagnosis, and he is also 32. He was 30 before he finally got the right diagnosis, but he can't hold a job and lives with his mother, and will likely never live what most people would consider a normal life. His behavior can range from pretty close to normal, to unplugging everything in the house because he said "they" were using the power cords of lamps and such to hack all our devices and steal our account information and our money. He is very intelligent, but can't stay together more than a few weeks at a time and the wheels come off. I suffer from clinical depression myself, but it crushes my soul to see what he has to deal with. Seeing someone you love struggling just to find the tiniest glimmer of joy is torture. I hope at some point he can reach the point where Jeremy is at now.

[@michellenaron827]

I hear you fellow parent, in similar situation. My daughter is the same age and we just can't get her med complient. She doesn't do any drugs, legal or not. She is in her own world and that often is a sad place. I pray

[@marylougeorge9890]

Have you investigated if there is an injection?

[@2LucidDream]

Thanks for this video, glad Jeremy is doing so well. I was diagnosed with SA back in the late 80s.

[@andreaeady8000]

All the best to you too !❤

[@Sllayt3r]

What a guy. Can’t be easy being put into the spotlight like this. He handled this brilliantly. The world is happy you’re not dead too, our friend! ❤

[@breezyncj]

Thank you for sharing your story Jeremy, and thanks to Mark for giving you space to do so!

[@marylougeorge9890]

👍👏👏👏❤️

[@chriscatton705]

He's very articulate which made this a really good interview. Good work, Mark.

[@lisamareepritchard6375]

Thank you for sharing your story Jeremy. As a person with Bipolar Disorder I can relate to many things you mentioned. I wish you all the very best & just be you ❤

[@corinnecerminaro9753]

Fellow Syracuse resident here. Thank you for sharing your story.

[@lordquickofedinburgh6063]

I struggle with the same problem this was comforting knowing I'm not alone

[@sheepnomore8063]

Your gut and your health, including mental health, are so very closely tied together. This is why dietary changes and proper nutrients/nutrition can have such a positive effect on health.

[@yepnowletussee6702]

Thank you. If only you knew how much this has helped a 64 Yr person

[@chunkEcheez]

It's such a strange experience to get older and find out you have had a mental health diagnosis for most of your life that you weren't even aware of. It has happened to me twice (depression and ADHD), and both times it felt like waking up from a dream. I really feel this dude at 0:59 when he answers, "As far back as I can remember" to Mark's question. He then goes on to reflect on his life through the new lens of his diagnosis and realizes what was actually happening. I'm glad he is getting professional medical attention and that he is seeing results. Knowledge is power. More power to you brother.

[@angieroyall1516]

This guy's going to be all right. It's got a big heart. He's got humor. He's darling. God bless him, clear his heart and mind and let him meet your son Jesus. He would be an awesome warrior!

[@brianhogan386]

Your openness and sharing is a big help to me for my son is going through the exact same situation and I can only hope he can get through this like 👍 you! There is light and you are showing the way and I appreciate it and may you have a wonderful life!

[@bearcub1811]

You did so well! I am so glad that you found happiness and that you're able to be a stay at home father to your daughter :) Life seems to have turned out well for you and I'm glad your still alive too!

[@wesleyalan9179]

@daboy22 You stand no chance😄

[@karenfryberger4260]

@daboy22 You're toxic. Don't know how you came to this channel, but hope you go away soon.

[@marylougeorge9890]

@daboy22 She has both parents who love her. Those seem to be what’s need for a child to live their potential. Watch more interviews.

[@marylougeorge9890]

@@wesleyalan9179 Lol! Figures it’d be you with this Excellent response! Bless you my sweet friend. ❤️❤️❤️

[@wesleyalan9179]

@@marylougeorge9890 😄 I call it like I see it, I mean...read the name "daboy" Kinda name is that? Lol 😂 I hope you're doing well, Mary Lou💜💥

[@kathrynparke1711]

What a great interview, thanks to both Jeremy and Mark for presenting this wonderful and humane view of a person living with such a challenging illness. Treatment is so important and the earlier the illness is caught and treated, the better the outcome. Jeremy you are an amazing person, I have so much admiration for your honesty and strength.

[@JeremyRomance]

Appreciate you

[@ak8h]

This is amazing Jeremy! Keep up the good work. Nothing better than the joy of having a family and you seem like a wonderful father/caring husband.

[@CoveredInGoo]

Benzo addiction is so scary. I'm in recovery for almost 3 years now. The scariest thing about Benzos is that the withdrawal is one of the few that are deadly. Grand mal seizures are a real possibility when you start to come off of the medication. It becomes a cycle. You want to get off of them but you're scared of the consequences of withdrawal. Seeing someone with a similar story from Syracuse, like I am, is such a wonderful thing and makes me feel less alone. Doctors hand them out too easily. It needs to stop. Benzos ruin lives.

[@student22044]

Hey Jeremy, thanks so much for sharing your story. You’ve had a lot to contend with! You’re such an inspiration in the way you’ve persevered and found what’s right for you to stabilise. Your little girl is super lucky to have you for a dad. ❤️ Good luck with the rest of your journey, it’s lovely to see how smiley you are about life right now, it can’t have been easy to get there. You’ve done so much positive work on yourself, the only way is forwards 🙌🏻

[@Sunnysunshine208]

I appreciate this so much. My Son was diagnosed with this condition. Now things make sense. He passed Dec 21. 39 years old. Fentanyl od. We were in a hotel room on vacation and he was eating Xanax like candy. This guy helped me to understand a little.

[@marlismueller4496]

Sorry for your loss. Excuse my English.

[@stratos175escape7]

I have a fried who's son suffers from schizophrenia. Very sweet young man when he is not in a bad place and taking his meds, problem is they want to stop the meds because they feel fine, they don't understand that's what's helping them. We would have a lot less issues in this country if we would do more for mental health.

[@nicoleduncan269]

Xanax is by far the most difficult substance to get off of. I battled an addiction with xanax from the age of 15-22, went through psychosis trying to get off of it, literally lost my mind. Fast forward to now, I'll be 3 years clean next month and I love my life today.

[@marylougeorge9890]

Congratulations! ❤🎉👏👏👏

[@sarawill9455]

I like Jeremy. He seems like he really knows himself and takes action to live a good life. Jeremy, Don't ever dismiss you being a stay at home dad. Your daughter benefits all the time you put into her. Keep doing what you're doing.

[@marylougeorge9890]

Amen!!!👏👏👏❤

[@LukesOnMC]

Jeremy I just wanted to say I’m 22 years old with a crippling spinal injury Clinical Depression and Anxiety and possibly bipolar as well. I’ve been struggling with my meds all my life (most of which were unsuccessful or harmful) and seeing this genuinely really helped me to feel ok with myself. It truly helped me to stop blaming myself as much for being myself.

[@alphamaleswift7558]

I too have been diagnosed with Schizo Affective Disorder since 2007. It's a horrible mental illness and it's a difficult diagnosis to put into word's. For me, I get VERY uncomfortable around too many people that I don't know, or if there's too much noise around me, if people are coughing or sneezing around me, standing too close, etc.... It's not only invading my space, but I feel a need to be defensive and it can escalate VERY quickly. I too have been given many different meds over the years. I still haven't found the right one. I just kinda gave up on the meds and just try to deal with the situation as best as I possibly can.

[@marylougeorge9890]

Consider asking your Dr to do the gene test that’s specifically for meds. The results can help determine what won’t work and what possibly could. Cuts down on trial and error.

[@fastl1fee]

Seriqoul saved me after arrested again again again. So tired

[@marylougeorge9890]

@@fastl1fee It’s not fun taking meds but the alternative is horrible. I don’t want to live with the person I am without meds. And my family won’t let me!!!🤣🤣🤣

[@maplecookies2036]

Excellent Interview . He has a contagious Smile. Wishing Him the Best ❤

[@rm2828]

You were FANTASTIC Jeremy! You are very genuine, articulate and with Superman strength, courage and determination to be happy. Wishing you continued good health and happiness with your daughter, wife and everyone who Loves you! ❤️from Montreal

[@jmarrocco]

Jeremy, I’m from upstate too! I don’t have Schizoaffective, but have Bipolar. I was in my sixties before getting a proper diagnosis. Same as you, it took quite a while to get my medicine cocktail right. I have similar fears as you, too. But we are not alone. So sad it took most of my life to figure it out (I got told it was hormones too lol), I am so happy for you and proud of you for doing the work it takes to manage your disorder. Sometimes I miss those manic creative episodes too but they also backfired - life is sure better now! Stay in therapy-and out of your own head. Would love to see your art! You are so brilliant and happy - you seem comfortable in your own skin. You have my respect 100%. Keep on keeping on. You are amazing and you have a great story! And so glad you are still with your college sweetheart. Such a blessing! And a daughter!💕 And thank you Mark for this great interview. So inspiring!

[@marylougeorge9890]

😊❤️

[@andreaeady8000]

You should be so very proud of your success !! I support clientele with disabilities, Autism & and woman with Schizoaffective Disorder & your video has helped me so very much to support her in the best way possible. I’m sharing with the rest of the team. Amazing progress & Jeremy , you have incredible insight…. ❤❤❤

[@idoskidsattheawesomeauzzie9255]

You did AWESOME in the interview Jerome, as I'm 52yo & I know how hard it is to live with Multiple Mental illnesses. And how LONELY it can be.

[@ow3wells]

He seems to be doing well, all the best for the future💕

[@lizzytrouf3577]

You did fantastic Jeremy! You are a pleasure to listen to. I’m happy you are alive too! You are our brother and friend in this world. We want you here with us ! You are a Dad , a husband and an artist. You are loved! Please always be yourself. I wish you happiness joy and love brother💙💙💙

[@marylougeorge9890]

❤❤❤

[@j.colbert8558]

❤😊❤

[@Carol-qv3mk]

1000%❤

[@LizBall-lj8fn]

I'm 46 and have only just been diagnosed with the same mental illness. I didn't have a full manic episode till I was in my late 3os, witch made it alot harder to diagnosed properly. Because the use of a drugs set it off they thought it was drug indused phycosis, it was only when the perfect storm of stressful circumstances set it of it became apparent that I had been missdiognosed. I always new I was different even as a child,I have really good intuition so that disgusting it even more. Finally I am on the path to the right medications and support that I need, people understand me better and don't think I must be some phyco drug addict but someone with a mental disability, witch also has its own downsides, and people are still judging and misguided with their understanding of my mental illness but having better support and understanding of myself also helps and I'm not as scared of relapsing into phycosis. I do totally understand how the manic episodes witch is what I'm referring to as phycosis does feel easier,and at the time can even feel at times less depressing. But at the same time you can't look after yourself properly when their accuring and they don't stop until you get the right treatment and intervention, your at harm mostly to yourself and sometimes even others. I liked hearing that I'm not alone in thinking that yet still somehow it feels easier, my hat goes off to you for being so honest for admitting that, I think I needed to hear that from someone else to know that's also somehow normal. Good luck in your life, your a cool guy and a great dad, you ought to be proud for being so strong and caring,life is often more challenging with a mental illness but that's not all that you are.

[@nancycejarimanifestingfrom]

I feel happy to see he has people who supports him, I hope this help others to feel more compassion and understanding with people dealing with MI.

[@Truth5eeker33]

MI?

[@amberjenkins2600]

Thank you for being so brave doing this and bringing awareness. ❤

[@JeMy569]

I’ve read that when u have Krohns, it can cause electrolytes being unbalanced, as well as your body being rapidly depleted of various vitamins & minerals, etc..can cause mental unbalancing & affect your thinking & health, mental & physical. It makes total sense. With Krohns your body isn’t processing the vital things it needs to be healthy.. I’m so glad he’s getting the help he needs & is getting his health balanced, to the best of his ability… plus a good support system is important.

[@marylougeorge9890]

Most people and drs don’t deal with the need for vitamins and minerals. So much can be helped outside/along by considering these wholistic treatments.

[@johnkelly1772]

I lived recently with someone suffering with schizoaffective disorder. Worst experience of my life. It was a transition home where we were expected to be more independent but also look after one another. He should not have been there. He wouldn’t participate in groups. Never lifted a finger to clean. Didn’t bathe or wash clothes. Wanted everyone to fix his life for him. No therapist or shrink. I’m glad to hear Jeremy is proactive and aware. Best to him.

[@frrrrp]

Thank you Jeremy for expressing so smoothly the toughstuff-times of growing up with mental illness. You were very cool and spoke so beautifully! We diehard fans appreciate your supreme effort. Sticking with your fam and your medication management and mental health plan is the ticket. Somebody give this dude and his fam a deal!

[@fragariavesca1635]

Sounds like a nice guy. Wishing him all the best.

[@paularhodes1997]

Thank you for sharing Jeremy. I learned a lot. I knew someone, I believe may have had something going on, but was never diagnosed. I think he may also have had a fear of being alone but he pushed everyone who cared, away. Thanks again Jeremy. I am so glad you are in a better place right now. Hang in there young man. You have a your own family that loves you, for who you are. You did good Sir. 🥰

[@GiGi_to_3]

It is refresshing to see Jeremy articulate his feelings so well. Most schizoaffective individuals I have worked with are socially immature due to their illness & this was a refresshing talk to be included in. You did really wel, Jeremy & I wish you & yr family the best! :)

[@marylougeorge9890]

My bipolar clearly presented itself in my late teens. I was very fortunate to have friends who appreciated my, “Bp charm,” and loved my individuality. After all these years (50) they still enjoy my company. Don’t think I didn’t suffer Deep depression and feeling Absolutely alone because I did have episodes of uncontrollable crying. I am Extremely blessed. Having the right character of people around you makes all the difference. You are so fortunate to have a loving support wife. ❤❤❤

[@davecaldwell445]

This was tremendous. I am positive that others who are suffering from similar issues will see this, understand they are not alone, or unusual, and be encouraged to seek help. He has gone through some "real shit," as he put it, but he is self-aware and found a route to happiness through trial and error -- and is damn determined to stick to it. You will help others, Jeremy.

[@dredayyyyyyyyyyy]

I absolutely adored this. Not just medication management but Jeremy himself is very resilient and I love much he loves his family and you can tell. I love how open and honest he was there’s a big stigma about schizophrenia/ schizoaffective disorder and I love his courage to share his story. I think you should have added his link for his art work that’s my two cents but hopefully people find him. I love how grateful he is and positive he is doing rn and the future

[@tattooed1976]

Thank you for the interview. I have a loved one with this disorder & it's been so hard to watch him go off and back on his meds. He's a completely different person. I know that medication works and I'm so tired of pill shaming. I could go on and on. Thank you Mark

[@elizabethcastelo6272]

I thought you did AMAZING. Bringing much needed awareness to such a stigmatized condition and allowing those that don’t know much about it to see it so genuinely is to be commended. I have a 17 year old daughter with schizoaffective disorder. My heart goes out to all who have been dealt such a heavy hand ❤.

[@johnruvolis874]

"The crazy's make me feel less alone". That's why I watch this channel. Everyone is a little crazy.

[@paulap7386]

Jeremy, I see you, Thank you for being so honest and having the courage to " Just be you" because what we all need to remember is that being ourselves is Enough .

[@NihilNovi]

Thank you Jeremy for openly sharing your experience. You have my utmost respect.

[@davechristian7543]

And you don't have mine as your a compulsive KZbin commenter who just has to say something even if it's nothing 😂

[@marylougeorge9890]

@@davechristian7543 I bet you’re assuming.

[@1101agaoj]

Praying for the very best for him and his family.

[@ISa-jy8ol]

My brother is a 39 year old, paranoid, aggravated schizophrenic with HIV and Parkinsons. He is a warden of the state and lives in a psychiatric hospital. He gets electro-shock treatment daily. The best any of his medications do is help him to remember that he was diagnosed as schizophrenic. He has audio and visual hallucinations all the time. It has been quite an experience to witness to. I pray for him every day. I feel so sad for the life he has lived. It has been incredibly hard. There is so much need and so little help.

[@stacyyoust]

Woah. Is he getting micro shocks daily?

[@angelheart5963]

❤

[@atlramona]

Daily? Sorry, that rings false

[@SarahHugzBuddy]

20:50 "God, I hope I did well" my HEART, YOU DID GREAT thank you for sharing your story

[@zozihn8047]

I have Crohn's Disease myself. They don't know the cause, but it is absolutely true that stress can trigger a flare up/initially start the process. For myself, I went about 24 years with undiagnosed and unrecognized PTSD. That and the insomnia along with 2 Ibuprofen a day for headaches due to not sleeping almost killed me. I thought "it's over the counter, it"s fine", and didn't read the instructions for 6 months straight. No one ever put 2+2 together for PTSD until I brought it up myself. I was heavily medicated for most of my life and nothing worked because trauma cannot be taken away or treated with pills.

[@marylougeorge9890]

There is helpful therapy for PTSD. EMDR

[@zozihn8047]

@@marylougeorge9890 True, but it also has serious risks. If the person giving the therapy messes up it can make things exponentially worse.

[@marylougeorge9890]

@@zozihn8047 If you been in therapy before, you can usually tell who knows more than you do.

[@JohnQPublix]

Thank you so much for sharing, Jeremy!❤ The sweetness in your simile despite everything is so endearing. I wish there was some way for me to access your work/art.

[@OfftheRecord2021]

Jeremy's story of living with schizoaffective disorder is a powerful reminder of the importance of mental health awareness and support.

[@AlreadyDeadInside83079]

I can tell that this man has a good heart, and it took a lot of courage to do this interview. I wish him nothing but happiness and love.❤

[@Wackaflaka89]

Ancient wisdom saved my life, I don’t look at myself as bad but as very gifted and special

[@danielle-bz7og]

“It took a lot to finally be comfortable with me.” This statement brings me so much joy. I love that for him so much because I know how amazing that feels when you finally are comfortable and accepting who you are.