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[@zacksartandanimations7916]

Hair 100/10 seriously- I wish I could have my hair that pretty 😭😭

[@ReeceThaGem]

We are glad you are here 🫂🫶🏼

[@nootcami]

i feel like it would be kinda annoying being known only for ur schizophrenia, and not for ur actual personality. hope ur doing okay tho

[@TheHolyGhost777]

In today's world, having a sickness gets you known a lot more than having a cure.

[@OrdinisChao]

The illness is the hook, but we're getting to know his personality as he talks about it. No one's going to watch a channel about an average guy who just wants you to get to know him better.

[@hoIycow0]

Why are people angry cause someone else is sick? I just hope they won't be bitter with their parents when they are too.

[@zacksartandanimations7916]

People got nothing better to do ig..? :/

[@CaptainKenzi]

Ive always been curious and obsessed with schitzophrenia (and multiple personality) and always wondered where these impulsive phrases/figures/voices/personalities come from. Ive always had the thought that they were demons/spirits/otherworldy beings that are only known to people like you. I simply cant wrap my head around your own brain coming up with this stuff out of nowhere. Its amazing to me. I hope you are well! Thanks for the information :)

[@ArtvrM]

I love that he has this Kurt Cobain-super-sarcastic-ish vibe 😅 wishing you all the best man!

[@juliana.zwickl]

Hallo, ich bin ein Fan deines KZbin-Kanals und super stolz auf dich! Du bist stärker als deine Erkrankung! Du machst dass großartig! Du hast in einem Video mal erwähnt dass du Deutsch sprichst, könntest du ein Video auf Deutsch machen? Liebe Grüße c: Bleib stark!

[@alwar8563]

I saw your video with LAHWF and you guys talked about it a little bit but I think that, if it's something you want to do, making some kind of fitness journey/vlog video series could be a good idea. I think stuff like that is pretty popular and hopefully you'd feel good while doing it.

[@jackriddell2529]

Could start with simply a Walk and Talk series too!

[@jimmymasse3034]

I was diagnosed as a schizophrenic in my childhood, but many of the “hallucinations” I was experiencing were happening days-years after seeing them. There is truth in fortune telling/psychic abilities in what others label as schizophrenia.

[@lennieblue]

Thank you and hope youre feeling better soon!

[@trueloveaffinity4470]

You should get some sponsers for your videos and make more money, like Better Help does alot on KZbin or something. Appreciate you and your family. Please keep going!

[@hobispreciouseusmile]

I stumbled upon that first video u uploaded 5yrs back abd then i saw this You wouldn't know how happy i am to see you're doing better than that time Please know that there r people who make efforts to educate themselves more about such mental conditions . I'm very relieved to see that u still r on yt I'd love to see more of u Much power and love and warmth to u💌

[@NarcFreedom]

Thanks for being open and vulnerable.Totally encourage you to make videos on your life and all of the positive things that you can focus on. Your child. Your parents. Maybe a job out of the home, or volunteering? Hobbies? Unfortunately comments from the audience tend to be fixated on your challenges.

[@soniasangsari9839]

Hey there,i just want you to know,big hug from me to you,i love you and your literally the sweetest being out there❤

[@nikaloves5sos99]

I had huge stress once and saw shadow people walking through the room and hearing multiple voices whispering „Here is no more place.“ It creeped me out so much. I have huge respect for you keeping up with all this. It must be really draining and also kind of scary.

[@yonosoy_sam]

have you experienced depersonalization? if so could you talk about it if you haven’t already, i’ve experienced psychosis and depersonalization was one of my symptoms that stuck around the longest

[@Sophie-wo6te]

Hey, I have a question: do your hallucinations evolve with the kind of movies/ topics/ content you consume? ( I say that cus I remember you talking about communist spies)

[@ingunnmyskja8199]

the sassiness😆

[@TheHomelessDuck4]

A friend of mine has a best buddy who smoked weed for years and unfortunately became schizophrenic from it. One day, my friend and I were chilling on a hill next to a highway, grilling. Out of nowhere, his schizophrenic friend showed up, talking all sorts of crazy stuff and sometimes shouting. In the end, he said there's "gold" on this hill, screamed more nonsense, and then threw his expensive watch down the hillside, which is covered in bushes. After that, he just left, and we didn't see him for the rest of the day. My friend, who was standing in front of him, said that his eyes looked soulless and that he didn't even recognize his best buddy whom he had known since childhood. Two days later, my friend called me and asked if I would help him find his schizophrenic friend's watch. I agreed to help. We were a total of four people searching for the watch on the hill in the massive bushes. We didn't find the watch but instead found atleast 100 of liters of gasoline hidden in the bushes, there were so damn many Canister. That's probably what he meant by "gold" on the hill. It turned out that someone had been siphoning gas from the parked trucks next to the highway and stealing it. We called the police, and they took care of it. A bit later, the schizophrenic friend came back. We asked him how he knew about the gasoline, but he said he couldn't remember saying that. How could he have known? The police also denied that he was the one involved with the gasoline. Bizarre right? I also know a story of a Schizophrenic from San Diego, on one day his voices told him a lot of stuff to do. At the end his voices led him somewhere really really really deep in the woods in Oregon and he found a Weed plantation. He took the weed with him and sold it at a park where the voices said he could sell it. With the money he bought drugs and prostitues. After some days he wanted go back to the weed plantation, but the voices told him not to go there. They told him that the are people now, that they are mad and that they will kill him when he goes back there. He was never in Oregon before that... I've heard similar stories from many others and from schizophrenics themselves. I'm telling you those voices are demons or some other entities. How do Schizophrenics know stuff about they can't possible know about? I recommend you to watch Jerry Marzinsky on youtube, he has decades of experience working with Schizophrenic people and after all them decades, he started believing that those voices are seperated entities. Jerry also said that the best way to heal from Schizophrenia is to start seeing these voices as not your own. I also heard that Schizophrenics can't read the Bible. When they trying to read it the voices just start going ham and they can't concentrate. Wish you best of Luck. God bless

[@TheHomelessDuck4]

Just remembered another one. Back when i was younger, i played gta 4 multiplayer. I played with an online friend a bit, who told me he was schizo. Like the 5th time playing with this guy, he suddenly writes in chat how i look. And he got it right exactly and my hair back then was not seen much around. He got exactly my hair and my T-shirt right, plus i was a bit fat back then and he even got that right. I had no pictures of me anywhere on the internet, nor were there any cameras in my house he could have hacked and i was not playing on a Laptop. I think he told me that he was 15, i was like 13 back then. I was so creeped out man, never played with him after that.

[@user-it4gk8vu8i]

I can't believe you don't even care that your friend could be arrested because of you. Sorry

[@user-it4gk8vu8i]

@@TheHomelessDuck4 how old are you now

[@TheHomelessDuck4]

@@user-it4gk8vu8i No need to say sorry, critical thinking is a good thing. I elaborate. I didn't say in that comment that when he came on the hill, when we were grilling, that he talked about killing people and he threatend even my friend (his best friend since childhood). My friend told me that it was never this bad with him. He told us right after that day that he even had a knife with him. We made the decision to tell the police the truth because we thought that he was behind the gasoline and that he was a danger to other people, his wife and kids. I didn't say it in the older comment, because the main point i was trying to make there was, "how Schizophrenics know stuff, they can't possible know about?".

[@BerezniukMykhailo]

Nah schizophrenia is just a biased beliefs it's like when drug addict tries to break his addiction and sometimes urges appear against his will the same goes with schisophrenic who has hallucinations but it's a bit different and more complicated

[@elviscree9725]

I had suicidal thought when I was your age, and it’s not just fueled by schizophrenia. It’s depression for myself. It’s not a good feeling I take meds for it myself Anti psychotics.

[@victoriajohnnyrodriguez1369]

We become what we think about. If you don’t have control over that, a spit is controlling you

[@giss6373]

Te han dicho que te pareces al príncipe encantador de Shrek? Btw, que bonito cabello tienes ✨

[@hannahschubert-d9l]

You’re so pretty

[@VladPreda-dz3gh]

The angels did not let me peace them unfortunately.

[@fernandantoniam]

and when i feel attacked, Commonly known as intrusive thoughts, i use my voice and say: no, i dont like it, thats not true, u r mean go away groupie. "the voices" cant use their voices, which means, they cannot create sound waves that travel through the air, i can :) and that feels great :)

[@EmmaEmma-c5c]

how can a day to day life be with schizophrenia?

[@ryanheras4270]

Have you ever thought of retelling your life experiences in more of a storytelling way? I think that partly what makes your videos so engaging is the fact that your audience inserts the "special effects" via their own imagination. You should find a way to exploit that human ability to keep coming up with compelling and original content creation. Much luck on your KZbin channel.

[@samannasir9026]

great job. can you tell me what medicines do you take ? plz. My son is suffering from paranoid shizophrenia .

[@ispartali3210]

He need to cut sugar, gluten and milk produkct for 2-3 month and he will be better.

[@zacksartandanimations7916]

Idk how old your son is but make sure he does NOT take the medicine with alcohol. My dad did that when he took his medicine and it just made it worse. It’s kinda obv that you shouldn’t take medicine and alcohol together but I’m saying just in case 😊

[@fernandantoniam]

hi, sometimes qhen i smoke weed and im very high, i listen random sounds in my brain/hears, for example a cut song that repits or some random shit like: hi girl ur cool hi girl ur cool hi girl ur cool thanks girl thanks gil thanks girl

[@fernandantoniam]

or like my parents car arriving, random shit with sense

[@nickisntreal]

Those are demons, God is real and you need deliverance, I can pray that those demons will leave, have you ever woke up saying random words? That is a sign you got demons, If you repent for your sins and confess that Jesus is Lord, live by the bible and ask God to reveal himself to you and he will make himself known unto you!!

[@OrdinisChao]

You're just high. If it bothers you, don't smoke weed.

[@jimmymasse3034]

@@nickisntrealwhere is your fucking god -Mitch lucker. Demons definitely exist, but that doesn’t make excuses to believe in a god. The devil is the only truth of the future to come.

[@fernandantoniam]

they or that, need us, need to interact with us and gain something, atention, emotions, i dont know, im guessing on a logical / spiritual / god exists and it is everthing way

[@DarthVader-oo8ke]

I think that I am starting to get psychoses I smoke weed alot but lately I have been seeing flashes of people that arent there but ones I look there gone and I always have the feeling of someone chasing me ones im alone paranoid when I talk to people or hear my mom screaming at me while she wasnt home and objects are moving when I look in to them I am addicted and dont know if im thibking myself crazy or if im actually experiencing psychoses

[@zacksartandanimations7916]

You can get psychoses from taking drugs and alcohol. My grandma developed schizophrenia from drinking way too much alcohol (Im talking the amount that actually causes damage to your brain). So I’d suggest you try to speak to a doctor or psychologist if you can before it gets worse! My dad went into a psychosis and he’s been in it for 17 or 18 years. All because he got treatment too late. So hopefully you’re able to get professional help because it’s always best to check it just in case.

[@user-it4gk8vu8i]

I may not know much about schizophrenia, but I am sure that it is not a difficult thing at all, because if you are able to program your subconscious mind and convince it that you are not like that, perhaps you will be cured. I think that you are trying as much as possible to recover from schizophrenia. You are truly a great man. I wish you the best always.

[@fernandantoniam]

100% you are interacting on a more sentive way with sometingh that is there, everywhere, as we are they are, our spirit, like they exists on the dimension of the mind or something else on the metaphysic. you percive. For example: when i have suicidal ideas, and i am not zquizofrenic, why do i think about killmysel? its the same but u feel it diferent, so sensitive

[@fernandantoniam]

you perceive it differently because of your ability

[@marzannawwodzietopiona5091]

❤❤❤❤❤

[@cyancat8633]

You have a eisen back from your health rise father than the heavens and the syars young man

[@fernandantoniam]

also really high, sometimes i allucinate and see like primodial images, images that are a mix of things that i seen in my life and things that i recreate, they have random sense, i think with sound must be similar.

[@jakedavidsons]

This is demons brother. Jesus is the only cure to this.

[@ruutis6510]

he cant

[@jakedavidsons]

@@ruutis6510 I challenge you to read Matthew in the bible and come back and tell me it's not the truth.

[@TheHomelessDuck4]

​​​@@jakedavidsons you are right, Jerry Marzinsky who worked with Schizophrenics for decades came to the same conclusion. He is probably the most qualified Person for this topic. 1. Start seeing these voices as not your own 2. Fight them 3. Meditate 4. Trust Jesus that he will keep you save from these Entities and he will, because he loves you. ✝️ This is how Schizophrenia is cured. I mean Doctors don't know themself what this is, they just call it "chemical imbalance in the Brain" this statement makes no sense and they don't know what they are talking about and it shows, they rarely heal Schizophrenics.

[@7Pxndx7]

@@jakedavidsonsIt’s not the truth. I read the whole Bible front to back and it’s very disgusting and whoever wrote the book should be locked up in prison. It’s all made up disturbing things and you need to stop being brainwashed. I have ptsd from those lies.

[@zacksartandanimations7916]

I’m sorry but schizophrenia is a bit more complicated. It’s actually mote your brain playing tricks on you. It can come from birth (usually runs in the family then) over consuming drugs/Alcohol, trauma or extreme head injury. Now I am not at all trying to disrespect your religion or belief, trust me! You can believe in anything you want. But when it comes to the brain it’s a bit more complicated. There has been hardcore Christians (or other religious people) that have developed this. Not because they didn’t stand their god/gods (some religions have multiple) close enough. Just simply because the brain is sometimes really mean. I mean also, since that book was written we have come a LONG way medically and scientifically. People have tried to pray it away but it never worked (maybe for some few people, that’s just pure luck. But for the majority it didn’t work). I just don’t want you to go around spreading misinformation (yet again not trying to be rude). But my dad suffers from schizophrenia due to childhood trauma. So I’m just kind of a bit sensitive when people say ‘oh it’s just this! If you do this it will go away!’ Because the truth is that it won’t. That’s not how the brain works. Now if you read this far thank you. You’ve got real patience lol. More than I could ever have 😅 You can keep believing that it might be demons but it’s in reality way more complicated..

[@nickisntreal]

Those are demons, God is real and you need deliverance, I can pray that those demons will leave, have you ever woke up saying random words? That is a sign you got demons, If you repent for your sins and confess that Jesus is Lord, live by the bible and ask God to reveal himself to you and he will make himself known unto you!!

[@jacket5456]

I know you're just a kid, but this isn't funny. Find some other person to troll, don't troll mentally ill people who've been to the brink of suicide.

[@7Pxndx7]

You’re literally brainwashed. Nobody wants to hear these lies come to reality not fairy tale land.

[@LittlePlayerCookie]

Please educate yourself

[@victoriajohnnyrodriguez1369]

Jesus Christ can take that away!

[@3s843a]

there is no proof god exist

[@ruutis6510]

he really cant

[@user-it4gk8vu8i]

Sorry, but Jesus is a person and an ordinary human being just like you. I hope that you read more about the religion of Islam and you will find it more realistic. There are no imaginary stories for children. Everything in Islam is told according to evidence, and believe me, there is no distortion in Islam or any myth that is difficult to believe. In reality and in Islam, Jesus is considered a prophet of God

[@user-it4gk8vu8i]

@@ruutis6510 yes sure friend

[@victoriajohnnyrodriguez1369]

@@user-it4gk8vu8i Jesus is real, and he’s coming back, real soon! i have read the Koran. Ive always been. allowed to choose what religion to follow or church to go to. We should act in God‘s image. I have a relationship with God , not a religion. You being born in your family had no choice, you better follow Islam. That’s control . Just like the Jews