Good lord, he loses his train of thought every 5 seconds. I can’t believe how crippling this disorder is, so heartbreaking. His friendly demeanor/general positive vibe despite the shit he’s forced to live with astounds me. What a hero, thank you for sharing. I’m bipolar type 1 and have dealt with psychosis before, thinking entities were trying to communicate with me. They told me I would go to hell if I didn’t commit suicide, so I threw my head under the tire of a passing vehicle. They slammed the brakes, and the tire bumped the back of my head. I kept throwing myself into traffic because the entities assured me my punishment would grow worse, I also punched the cop who wrestled me to the ground (to get him to shoot me). Mental illness is utterly horrifying, and very tragic. We did not ask for this, but it’s so stigmatized. I hope people talk about it more, make more movies about it or something. That would help.

And people nowadays fake mental illnesses for clout which is sickening

This must be hell to live with every day. I can't even imagine.

Your girlfriend is possessed.

I have bipolar disorder and i sometimes get psychotic episodes. I wish I had someone like your gf around when it happened. She knows exactly what to do.

The worse is when u know someone needs help, but they refuse 💯. My ex bf I’m pretty sure he suffered from Paranoia schizophrenia, he would always say people were watching him, they were cameras hidden all over his house, he said he was a government experiment and Harvard University are using him, as a social , mental experiment, and that because of all the stress he has been put through, he is so sure that there is a charity for him of $3 to 4 million dollars, that eventually he will get after the experiment it’s ok. He always said there were always private investigators following him. I tried taking him to see a Dr , but he accused me of being part of this experiment, and that I was getting paid to gaslight him. I couldn’t deal with him anymore. He was very angry, and frustrated all the time, and he was verbally abusive to me. He said he would rather kill himself, than to ever give all of us the satisfaction of seeing him getting treatment for something he doesn’t have.

Jesus loves you bro. Go to church and get delivered cuz this is demonic. The voices u hear are real and not a "mental illness." Go to churchhhh! I promise you won't regret it.

I suffer from the same disorder, However, I'm also a drug addict, recovering for the 4th time...but I'm watching and listening and I find it crazy how when he turns around at 2:55 through you hear two bumps after. Hmmm. I'm gonna keep watching and listening an will comment what i hear or see.

Komunistyczni szpiedzy teraz zasiadają w Brukseli, więc ma w sumie rację

I don’t know about y’all, but by the other videos on his channel, I’m starting to get the impression he might be schizophrenic.

real

Idk bro but It's really hard to believe or imagine what he's saying

im so glad you’re alright bro, god bless you❤️

i’m so sorry man

I hope you can overcome it im the same way

that's such a terrible thing to have. that's actually so scary.

Damn bro. We all love you man and i’m sorry you have to go through this

If you want: Translate this. Mann, es tut mir leid dass ich nur das sage. Ich habe ein paar deiner Videos geschaut und finde es richtig gut darüber Videos zu machen. Es hilft leuten zu verstehen was Schizophrenie ist, und es hilft Leuten die selbst darunter leiden. Ich wollte eigentlich nur wissen ob du Deutsch kannst, weil ich deutsche Flaggen bei dir gesehen habe. Aber gerade sehe ich, dass du denkst, dass "Ahoj Brause" Polnisch ist, also wohl eher nicht.

Is he German? I wonder why the German flag is there

I wonder if the people who are schizophrenic are really hearing voices? Like what if they are actually hearing spiritual things.

I used to hallucinate when I heard a song at a certain speed and its super scary so I feel your pain sorta hope u do well!

❤❤❤

My buddy is a manic schizophrenic and witnessing his episodes are an entirely different ball game than this. He'd do these wild ocd things like turning a handle one way x amount of times them another and if he felt anything was out of place he'd get very angry. He always got angry so mucb to the point he jumped off a 24 foot balcony naked and beat the cops up. He still suffers to this day due to his selfishness. He refuses to take the medication (cant fault him there) and chooses to treat his diagnosis with alcohol and weed. I lost conract long ago because he became such a shitty person. I hope hes well and i hope you are too buddy.

Sounds like your experiencing multiple realities at once. Must be extremely difficult.

Im not buying it 😂

I am not skitsophrenic, and I have had these experiences. I understand this. I am so sorry if I spelled that wrong. You are not alone dude.

I am happy for him

I agree with this young man and everyone here. Without a doubt. There is no doubt it is real, and he is living a nightmare. Just a thought for this youtuber. In the bible, Jesus himself would rid demons out of people that caused them to hear voices, made them do things, basically drove them nuts. They did nothing wrong, and they had no power over it. So I have some peace knowing that stuff will actually be gone one day. The bible talks about it. The demons love to terrify people. A day of reckoning is coming, and they will be gone forever.

Yes! It makes me sad though to hear you talk so nervously about changing YOUR channel though. Its yours! do what you please! I loved learning about the condition but this channel is supposed to be about your life. Like another comment said, id love to see vlogs. Also gaming and q&as. Maybe also some trends like (an old one) but coca cola in a watermelon, or just random stuff like that if your into that. Im excited to see what else you post

Thanks for doing the video some of us not knowing what your going thru its hard but thanks for the video you are so brave going thru this

Oh going thru something so scary so sad

Oh thank you fir making the video

The communists eventually got him.

My Aunt has schizophrenia. Me and my mother recently found out that my brother has it..I don’t know how to cope with it. He’s hearing 4 different voices, thinking of untrue scenarios. Each time after I talk to him, once I’m alone I js break down bc idk how to help him. He thinks we’re going to poison him and he washes his hands after he touches things bc he thinks everything he touches is “greasy”.

Je to venku 😂 Jak jsem řekl… říká se pravda, musí se lhát 😂

The guys watching him is fucking terrifying. And when he said "The wars are over and I wanna go home" I don't even wanna know what was going on in his head, I feel so bad for him.

I couldn't even imagine having this. I feel so bad for him😭

I hope your doing okay rn❤

i hope hes doing alright .. :( <3

ik this is five years later, but don’t kill yourself please

That’s scary as hell

im trying make light of situation flashes lasr light into eye.you funny bro

bro you survived episode with voices telling you to kill yourself. (young you) is strong.give yourself some grace...i had psychotic breakes with auditory hallucinations of suicidal voices commanding me to unalive myself.hardest longest terrifyoing

Its a spiritual sickness, I think. Trickled down from powerful energies being played with by ppl who were allowed initiation, and not all of them are celebs, corporations or politicians.

This is horrifying , tragic and very sad at the same. This kid’s fighting the “good fight”. The battle is in his mind. How does God allow this?

cringe

This is scary man, I’m sorry you go through this

this warms my heart.congrats to both yall three

Vocies told me Cartel was coming for me on mine end.

Aw congratulations mate dont ever say you shouldn't be a father im sure ur an amazing father