Schizophrenia: A Broken Mind 360°

[@LowKey_B]

The 360 effect made me paranoid af

[@to.yasemi.k.to.garifalo34]

Brittbratthekittycat fuck me 2

[@crysta1gonzalez943]

Brittbratthekittycat same asf

[@reddunkey9267]

No its made me fear catatonic third eye

[@ebony4177]

I...IM SCARED!!!

[@JaySantanaofficial]

Yo my door cracked n I fuckin tripped

[@CrimsonCrimesYT]

I haven't been diagnosed with any form of Schizophrenia. But the paranoid part... I started hyperventilating and I couldn't move, and it scared the shit out of me- I am so sorry for ANYONE who has to go through that-

[@CrimsonCrimesYT]

I had a grandfather who was a paranoid schizophrenic, I barely understand a scrap what what it feels like, but I can understand it's hard to cope with, and it's not just something you can control, I am deeply sorry you have to deal with that on a daily basis, since I might not have that mental condition, I do have several others that make life difficult to where even getting out of bed in the morning is a miracle.

[@EthanCohenVFX]

Thanks both of you for coming to this video! Starting discussions like these about mental illness and encouraging people to learn more about conditions like schizophrenia are exactly what I wanted to do with this video :)

[@chaethebabe1862]

I couldn't even make it to the pariniod part.The 1st one was scary and I'm assuming it could be similar to pariniod so that's why I'm in the comments now.I really hope people with schizophrenia can find proper treatment because this is terrifying.

[@sunjohn7197]

I forgot how terrifying it must be for other people who don't experience it. I'm pretty numb these days so it doesn't phase me as severely as it used to. It used to make me so terrified of the public and now i hang out with anyone and i don't feel a thing. I still hear the fear, i still hear what they're saying but i don't react anymore. I've grown used to it and i guess that's how i cope with it. By accepting it, accepting what is going on around me and accepting that i have to ride these things out.

[@Professor_Rock]

I have not been diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia but that’s what I hear on a daily basis. The sad thing Is my parents won’t believe me so I haven’t been taking anything to help fight it

[@itsjames3450]

The horrifying truth is that people can actually experience this...

[@marissax.x4951]

Burnt Toast my uncle experiences this everyday

[@leeray4188]

@@CyrusBeaman my brother has it and he talks to me about it sometimes but never really opens up about it unless he is about to black out what im saying is that even though you feel like no one under stands there are People willing to try

[@leeray4188]

@@CyrusBeaman if u have social media ill give you his and you guys can talk he has allot of problems with voices telling him to kill himself too and i don't think having someone else who understands would hurt

[@jasmineunk6209]

It's the only truth

[@iamvee444]

I have this every day I’m showing my friends this to make them understand thing is I’m only 12 and childhood schizophrenia is extremely rare but has an extremely bad affect on me

[@annalee3805]

My Paranoid Schizophrenia started last year, when I was eleven, and it started out as three auditory hallucinations. I could hide it from my parents, because I didn't want them to think I'm crazy. But then, one of them started telling me to hurt myself, and others. I kept hiding this. But then, I began to see hallucinations. They terrified me. I started to not trust anybody. because I thought they were a hallucination out to hurt me. I'm 12 now, and almost all of my hallucinations are terrifying. My mom began to notice how I closed my eyes and covered my ears at random moments, or how I could never be alone or in the dark. They arent as bad as the video, but a close second. The visual hallucinations came in jumbled at random moments, but the voices, D'Halia, Zxena and Icarius never go away. Please pray.

[@wiilkafiqishinieejecelgaba3711]

AnnaLee bro listen I want ask you something bro do you heard voices outside of brains or inside your brains

[@joycew1560]

AnnaLee i will pray for you ok

[@oldoldytacc]

You need to go to a psychiatrist, because it’s not normal for someone under the age of 17 to have schizophrenia.

[@hehehehe2736]

AnnaLee you have to tell your parents. Everything is going to be okay. You have to go through a treatment

[@jimjimson2531]

AnnaLee Schizophrenia, if one has it, should usually manifest itself at around 18 to 21 years old, you need to tell your parents immediately and see a doctor. This will not go away on its own, it’s not a cold. I pray you get the medical help you need.

[@nickelhunter3129]

I made a minute in. that disappearing figure freaked me out because I'v seen something close to it. I don't want to see it again

[@EthanCohenVFX]

sorry that it freaked you out! thanks so much for watching anyways :)

[@nickelhunter3129]

I forced myself to watch it. it actually wasn't that bad for me personally

[@thehiddenwatcher]

It's like a black...ghost?

[@ruth540]

Same here but it was more like shadows woukd turns into that shape and stretch. Sometimes I would even see the murderer from Scream (childhood trauma)

[@rubymoore4276]

well i guess i have balls of steel

[@laurenhills4660]

This is scary af but I also find it quite interesting at the same time. This was really well done, good job. :)

[@1850s]

personally my schizophrenia isn't this bad it's just these 3 people and there nice but they get pissed sometimes and it does get scary but not as bad as this

[@fgfgfg4]

how about now how are you

[@elizabethi.7595]

Nick .F wha... who are these 3 people

[@toadstooldarling9937]

Nick .F Same for me but I have 1 nice person and 4 voices saying bad things. When I wached this I was like "It can be this bad?!"

[@rainglow4481]

+ToTcicc Can you tell if they are female or male?

[@danielbekele5424]

ToThicc My paranoia does get that bad tho

[@alreadydeady8472]

my dad has unmedicated schizophrenia and i'm easily scared/paranoid so i can't watch the vid because it makes me sad for my dad/paranoid myself. but even though i can't watch it thank you for making it to educate everyone i'm sure it's really helpful in understanding thanks so much!!

[@ukiyo6918]

Don't watch this while high it will mess you up. Trust me

[@kchio_]

Ukiyo I don't even do drugs but ok

[@bryantjoseph3691]

Too late

[@buttercup141312]

Too late... 😭😭😭 I’ll never be the same again.

[@jasmineunk6209]

@Chigozirim Ifebi thank u

[@yadayada2839]

Chigozirim Ifebi Not everyone has the will power to quit. Doesn't mean that they have something wrong with them? some people do drugs because that's their way of coping when things go wrong. Some people just feel more alive when they're high, rather than being sober. Don't go saying things like that when you don't know anything about the topic you're talking about.

[@annetteslife]

All I can say is holy sheit. Wow this is scary shit that people with schizophrenia as well as well as people whom are manic have to go through

[@lunar_proxy]

The paranoid schizophrenia one messed me the fuck up,, i could barely make it through it. I do have _thoughts_ like that, but i know they're just thoughts, to hear them and not be able to seperate them from reality must be a nightmare...

[@peachymelody2205]

pe.trikor I have paranoid schizophrenia, and no-one believes that that is how I see the world. It's awful.

[@Aïcha-e7j]

pe.trikor In case of Schizophrenia you rather hear voices like personalities instead of thinking.

[@premiumcontent508]

I have schizophrenia, but mine isn’t really like any of these. (For me) it’s usually triggered when I’m alone, I’ll completely zone out and hallucinate so I’m in a different location with people I know, who I talk to and they talk back. It’s been like this for as long as I can remember. The problem is that I build relationships with these people, and when I actually talk to them, I’ll treat them like a friend or an enemy, because I believe they’ve done/said things to me. I cannot tell the difference between when I’m hallucinating and reality. It’s kind of sad really. I feel sorry for people with these types of schizophrenia too though :p

[@doubledare2398]

Premium Content could you possibly say what type you have? Or go into further details about it? Sorry I’m just really curious about this stuff and paranoid I might have it

[@premiumcontent508]

double dare yeah sure. I have a derealisation disorder. It means I cannot tell what is real and what isn’t. My hallucinations are triggered when I’m alone, my psychiatrist says it’s the brains way of “filling in the blanks” because I find it more comforting to be around people than alone. I’ve done some really bad things to hurt people in the past, close friends. It’s because I will believe my actions don’t have consequences, or in most cases that I’m hallucinating when I do it. Also, I don’t mean to be offensive at all but listen. Schizophrenia is very rare, so it would be unlikely that you have it (you could have something else) This is a genetic family condition that I inherited, and I’ve had for all of my life. I don’t know any different to the world as I see it, it was only recognised in my teenage years when people noticed I treated them differently ‘overnight’. My hallucinations often last hours, or until I’m distracted. I hope that helps.

[@magnum7978]

I've got a general/social anxiety disorder myself, but I still kept an open mind watching this and honestly, this has to be the most accurate representation of Schizophrenia I've seen in terms of how it makes the viewer feel, even watching it on my PC in fullscreen filled me with fear hearing noises and turning the camera around to see if anyone was there, yet nobody was. Especially when noises kept combining with hallucinations, I kept looking down in fear and looking back up constantly to see what was going on. Despite being an artist's interpretation of Schizophrenia, from what I've heard from friends of mine who suffer from the disorder, it's scarily accurate to what they tell me. You nailed it, dude. And to anyone out there with such disorders; I only hope for the best for you and your loved ones, and I hope that you find the care you need and live your live a lot easier, because improvement can always be achieved. I myself may have ADHD/Depression/Anxiety and possibly some form of ASD, and even though we cannot get rid of it completely, we can surely learn to live with it and make life very much easier, and I only wish that you find that peace as well. Improvement is a journey, and I'll see you at the end of the trail :)

[@aurorablonk2404]

This helped me understand what my mother is going through on a daily basis (She has paranoid schizophrenia). Thanks for making it

[@sillysaiyanpt9420]

This video was made amazingly, the 360° idea is creative and well executed! I'm always searching for new ways to understand this disorder, while I don't personally have it I find it interesting. And feel so sorry for the people who have this in similar symptoms, which is why I want to understand it the best I can. This was really helpful and while active also very informative. Well done!

[@EthanCohenVFX]

Thanks so much!

[@No-jc8dx]

The paranoia schizophrenia made me hyperventilate. I was frozen and those voices were driving me mad. I legit thought I was going insane. I used the 360° effect and I put it close to my face so I could get the real effect. I feel bad for anyone going through this, I started to cry because I didn't know why I was hearing voices. I started freaking out but when the video ended I was about to slap someone because I forgot I was even testing out this simulator. I want to give anyone who has schizophrenia a hug, they are a true boss. Having to deal with this would made me crazy, I almost had a panic attack by watching a video. That shows me that I could never deal with that

[@winterfriday]

It gets really bad when physical sensations become a part of it. My inner voices and some of the delusions are mostly controllable, but the physical sensations and the constant white noises I hear when it's really bad are what push me over the edge and cause panic and fear.

[@memeboi2103]

TheUnstableandScarred You can cope, you can't control.

[@elisehutchison5566]

this is creepy af w earbuds in

[@letsgetschwifty4510]

My grandmother is a paranoid schizophrenic and is completely indenial due to believing it is god’s gift. The wording “you’re a machine.” Is so accurate for schizophrenics like my grandmother. She often says “she’s a machine.” “Get me out of this show.” “She’s a robot and means nothing” like it is awful but a good representation of it.

[@ilovepudding7873]

for some people, schizophrenia can be a gift. they are able to see the world in a way others cant

[@alexanderriaru5298]

True. Some people can handle schizophrenia. Some can't.

[@pietawi8547]

3:39 But is becoming a tripod a part of schizhophrenia tho???

[@EthanCohenVFX]

hahahaha, it was part of the setup I used for the 360 camera

[@Em-bi7tn]

yes its definitely the worst part of it. Once I had to remain a tripod for 4 days, damn.

[@ilovepudding7873]

damned catatonia

[@BastanVideos]

No, but riding in a mall cart possibly yes

[@starlingdio6039]

This was terrifying. I know not all schizophrenics suffer this badly, but sadly some do. I've been aware of this for many years, but never had a chance to fully experience a simulation such as this one. Thank you for this enlightening experience. Much love and support to sufferers.

[@Tei_022]

That was actually pretty terrifying. Imagine having to go to school with either one of those.. especially the first one. That would be like hell on Earth..

[@user-ev5gj8xe2b]

My friend has paranoid schizophrenia and tried to explain how she jumps out of her body and seems to teleport instead of walk, and hear voices saying to slaughter others. Didn't understand until now, thank you.

[@enoch4499]

This video helps me explain why i cant watch tv or play video games unless its literally designed for children. Its all a major trigger. It melts into my reality

[@shannonnowotny8203]

this is horrible, I started crying within the first 3 minutes! prayers out to everyone who has this!! stay strong

[@brebrown1224]

Y'all didn't realize you didn't have no head? Only me okay.

[@rubyrootless7324]

Social Sargassum It's because you are not supposed to think that someone else is experiencing in that moment, not you, so that you can identify better and understand what it's like

[@emily-cw7vq]

thought i was sponge Bob or some shit

[@3L3CTR4H34RT]

So, now I've figured out another meaning to the game title Fractured Minds (about anxiety): With anxiety, it makes you panic to the point where everything feels like it's reflecting what is supposedly your mind - completely broken. But just taking a deep breath helps, because then you realize that it's just your anxiety. Also Chapter 4 is relatable whether your mind is 'broken' or 'fractured'.

[@MpUxiee]

i have paranoid schizophrenia, the part of the video with paranoid schizophrenia is sorta accurate. with me, my voices will react to the environment and tell me different things like if someone i don't know starts to look at me then the voices will say shit like " they know everything, they want to hurt you for what you did." or something like " He sees you, he knows everything. run away or else he will hurt you." i often feel as if i did something horrible and that someone is out to get me. i know this is a delusion but i cant help that it feels so real. its also really hard to talk to people because i often mix up my words and i say things that dont make sense, its just kinda hard to concentrate when there is whispers in the back of your head.

[@lowtidemoon]

this is terrifying. my grandma had schizophrenia. I can only imagine what she went through

[@Liyuhhj]

I played this video four times and I’ve got a serious, pounding headache now

[@aliciaryan3150]

Same

[@RavenWoodsDE]

That first one gave me goose bumps.. Deepest sympathy for people who have to deal with this daily!

[@pixelgungaming630]

Awesome I can turn my characters head 360° 😂😂😂

[@mr.jinjie3749]

Pixel Gun Gaming 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂wall of cancer

[@tunezsa3860]

Pixel Gun Gaming oh my god xD

[@fantapanda9760]

I got scared cuz I thought " oh a simulation *(swipes screen a lil)* oh what a coincidence the video moved with me *(shakes the screen and shifts it everywhere)* OH NEVERMIND IM CONTROLLING IT HOW IS THIS POSSIBLE"

[@SparkleyPonyz]

>Didn't read the description >Is having an anxiety attack as I type this comment >>>>>>EXTREME CLINICAL ANXIETY

[@michaelwilliamson2255]

Thank you so much for spreading this video. I have had similar experiences. This is too real!

[@affectivity9346]

360° leaves you right where you began.

[@Comandobunny]

What is the relevance of this?

[@earms2949]

I don't have schizophrenia or any mental disorder, but the catatonic one, I've experience it full well one time I was high on glue.I was laying on my bed, put glue on my rag, inhale got high. I could visualise an endless dark void behind the back of my Head and all those pic and video and audio attach to that stringy thing. I believe those pic/video were the memory data files in my brian, if i put concentration on one i could experience visualise a flashback like a movie player. The playback especially the audio from that memory was on point, exactly like the day i experienced, like how my mother scolded me, play with my younger brother and play songs that i listened but didn't remember the lyrics the audio was so clear like being played back from an mp3 player. Insignificant events that i had forgotten completely, not bothered to be remembered like brushing teeth having tea etc, i could playback those past experience, it was crystal clear images and especially the audio. It was a surreal experience. I was addicted at that time, but haven't touched that thing for 3-4 years now, that shits is really really bad, it wasted my muscles, killed my brian cells. I forgot and cannot clearly memorise properly things properly like names, numbers especially phone numbers, and I sometimes find it very hard to recall certain events that happened a week ago. If I had been on that shit longer i think i might be mentally challenged now. Oh and one more thing whenever i was high on that thing, i could feel this inner voice in my head almost like the devil tempting me, if i want super powers like telekinesis and kept tempting me to go deeper and closer. The inner voice was not auditory like the ones in the video, was more like a telepathy thing. Wouldn't be surprised if it was actually the devil, tryin to mush my brain lol. But luckily I turned over a new leaf, stopped drinking, worked out like a madman and kept my mindset positive. I must say I haven't felt this happier in all my life.

[@earms2949]

WOowww, played this video again literally gave me goosebumps all over my body this shyt is too accurate to the one i had. It was a good 4 or 4 and a half years ago.

[@earms2949]

The main difference is the image/thumbnails didn't float around it was attached to the string they hover about too but held by the string, if I remember correctly the audio only memory looked like some spherical tissue. That thunder jolt effect is what impressed me, not the exact sound but it was close. And The camera position too was on point, felt like i was inside my head and like peeking through my eye sockets.

[@earms2949]

Where did you get this idea from? Do other people often experience this hallucination? Would love to experience it again, seriously it was not scary at all for me, it was fascinating almost like a science fiction movie. But im not, will never touching that shyt ever again thou.

[@earms2949]

At that time i legitimate thought i was gonna have infinite knowledge, like cracking the code of my brain function but in reality i was getting my brain cells murdered lol.

[@kayhollings1777]

Hahaha "high on glue" sounds hilarious. And addicted to it? Wow!! Would never have imagined.

[@aandagames6434]

Its not awesome its horrible i have schizophrenia and its a lot worse than this to me...

[@helicocktor]

Adam Denson how can yours be worse when the video isn't even accurate in depicting schizophrenia

[@kervincalderon7742]

+boek dancer you dont know what its like ive watched 0:00 thru 2:22 and thats exactly how i felt and saw

[@hippyjoe]

Kervin Calderon Both of you are lying.

[@kervincalderon7742]

+Drunk Joyless German why would i lie

[@hippyjoe]

Kervin Calderon Just now you did the exact opposite of what a schizophrenic would do. A schizophrenic would treat me with extreme suspiscion and would think outward. By asking why *you* would lie you had created an inward negative thought not directly triggered by disorder related issues which is highly uncharectoristic of a schizophrenic.

[@Zenroemusiekmusic2000]

I just found out that i have these symtons because i always wondered what was happening to me and i thought it was normal until it got wors but i prayed to god to help me and it almost made me a new person

[@VengefulPolititron]

keep praying

[@fayeprime9631]

This is really fascinating! And scary af...😂 It makes me so uneasy when there wasnt a solid ground (all black and the white fadeout to the next clip,don't know how to describe it) 😲😱 But good work! I heard its scary and stuff to have Schizophrenia but this gives me a new insight! To all of people with Schizophrenia, I feel sorry for you but you need to be strong!!! 🙏👍👍 You are brave! Never forget that! And never let yourself down because of the voices in your head or the hallucinations! They are not real and so, can't win over you!

[@binablob]

omg i can relate so much, sometimes i see a girafe out of nowhere, and a lot of weird studf, and i feel like there's a lot of ppl that wants to kill me

[@honeysucle10]

That first one scared the ever loving hell out of me. And I'm just watching a video I can pause or turn down, not even feeling that immediacy or physical sensation... The closest thing I can even relate those descriptions to are night terrors and sleep paralysis. I truly feel for anyone who is having to deal with something like this on a regular basis.

[@matthewdaltrey4676]

I love that they have an image of Heath Ledger's Joker on the wall in the first part....who, by the way, was actually played as Schizophrenic by Ledger.

[@xoxomangakcorxoxo]

As someone with paranoid schizophrenia lemme say, it's actually like 2x or 3x more extreme than in this video.

[@KIKI-et1ow]

1:19 my heart started racing really fast and I started crying and laughing at the same time hysterically. Paused the video and calmed down a bit. TF is wrong with me???

[@winningdoll]

I’ll start watching the full video, when it’s not midnight , got me the chills

[@lgr8477]

Thanks for making this I did not know that it was voices and not just images that skitzifrenic people experience and I've been looking into this disorder a lot lately

[@joannathekiiid6963]

Mine is like the paranoia one.

[@lokosa2965]

Joanna Vivero

[@lokosa2965]

Same here its like the worlds steering at you i just put my head down earphones in and drain whatever im feeling out

[@xX_Lionheart_xX]

Same

[@sunithaalisza4407]

man it made me paranoid and i started to tear up

[@JELENAXD]

Omg this is so scary and sad 😢I am praying for everyone with this horrible condition 💔

[@kirankoul1607]

A great job. Thanks for making me visualize it in a better way

[@mrjoker9822]

Why does my profile pic pop up at 1:13?

[@ruven3703]

The representation at min 2:30 very well depicted the effects I have when I get a fever which tends to trigger my schizophrenia a lot more than the usual. I tend to hallucinate. I start hearing all kinds of voices screaming at me and some whispering at me then I start seeing images and pictures of relatives or past experiences I've had. It's got to the point were sometimes it lasts for hours and sometimes days. It can sometimes defenetly be a mind fuck. Once or twice a day a hear things or imaginary distortions apear out of nowhere.

[@oBUNo]

That paranoid schizophrenia really did a number on my anxiety lol especially that guy sitting at the pillar. Interesting video.

[@meherkaul4227]

This video helped me understand if not everything, then definitely a part of what they go through. Amazing video and execution.

[@alexkluke6247]

My biggest fear is of developing it. As a child, the only ghost stories that scared me were the ones where you would see or hear something scary. I was never afraid of getting injured, or killed... simply of seeing something *that wasn't supposed to be there.* To this day that thought still terrifies me. The thought of not being able to rely on your senses is horrific

[@ash15]

“What the hell is on your arms?”

[@Guiny]

for some reason the voice sounded fuhnny

[@grillimauste8871]

it's all fun until u watch this, relize it's ur daily basis and also realize that this isn't normal

[@Winter5587]

I never came across this until it came up in my recommended… I learned about all these in Psychology in senior year (last year) and did a lot of searching and learning myself, so i _knew_ what the gist of them. But this was really cool! I can’t believe that this is stuff people go through! ((Also that last one was freaking me out really bad jfkshfkc))

[@sammiex3851]

Different things but like mine, been looking for videos to explain it to my friends who asked what it's like. Other simulations don't even come close but this ones pretty much there, thanks!

[@bug.br3akfast]

this is amazing. some of it is incredibly accurate too!

[@fantapanda9760]

Omg i almost peed and screamed i am never remembering this video again

[@_Dreamer_9306]

Big respect for all schizophrenics out there. I just watched this fully, in high volume and tried to not pause. I'm already so terrified.. I'm so sorry that there are people out there who actually go through this. I can never imagine living like this. Even though this was extremely scary, I love putting myself in people's shoe because it makes me feel very grateful and empathize with them more. You people are so strong..

[@mapachesalsa6761]

I always randomly hear ringing, buzzes, a phone, a computer box sound, whispers, humming, etc.

[@crysta1gonzalez943]

Raccoon Sauce dude wth me too

[@crysta1gonzalez943]

Raccoon Sauce only sometimes tho

[@emmettfatcheric9798]

This is ABSOLUTELY STUNNING! AMAZING JOB!!!!

[@abigailmaniac7310]

🤯 that literally blew my mind. It was so well done. The part where your walking down the street and you start to hear stuff as you walk made me freak the fuck out I was literally looking around so fast and everywhere to see who or what was there. I already do that anyway just cuz I'm a very paranoid person but to have the auditory hallucinations on top of paranoia and anxiety is just.....ugh. I'm so sorry for anyone who has to go through this it was literally a nightmare 😢

[@denkitime3518]

I have a small amount of paranoia schizophrenia, I have heard voices and I hallucinate whenever I’m having one of my sessions, I wouldn’t really hate it if I wouldn’t always get paranoid, or feel threatened while it happens.

[@Spacemann512666]

3:39 Pacific square, Maroubra Junction.

[@goddamneditall]

bro i was shaking and gasping for air while watching this, i almost cried wtf

[@kody9877]

We welcome you to the comment section! you’re safe here. enjoy your stay :).

[@Idontknow-km5hp]

So, catatonic schizophrenia is your brain going "hey look at all this cool stuff I found" and showing you your memories? (No offense to anyone who has it, I'm just trying to make this less scary)

[@lokosa2965]

I have not been diagnosed with schizophrenia but i do hear voices i am to scared to talk to anyone cause i do not want to be cast out of my family these voices i hear bring up some nasty childhood memories that i do not want to remember as i write this there talking to me i do not know what to do....kiwi bloke in need of help my symptom is alot like the last one.

[@andrewdeshields6180]

I don't have schizophrenia but you should definitely tell someone close just to relieve some of the burden of keeping this to yourself. then get examined by a doctor asap so you can get medication to reduce your symptoms. And then go to schizophrenia forums online for advice from people who actually have it.

[@theodorp6305]

look buddy , go to get yourself checked up by a doctor asap. the sooner the better. it may not be schizophrenia, there is a possibility that it's something very treatable . I know people with psychotic breaks who did just fine after some time of therapy. Just don't wait any longer, if you really want to be responsible for your life and your actions, seek for help. There is nothing wrong with that. It's gonna be just fine :) Trust me ! And trust science. It's 2017 bro . Nothing that can't be managed! Good luck ! Hope you hear my advice .

[@whipped4kimlip523]

I talk to myself and make up different scenarios of I guess my little fantasies and start walking around pretending I'm in this scenario. And sometimes I remember what people said to me and I start muting reality and start having a conversation with this voice. lol does that mean I have schizophrenia

[@theodorp6305]

Jungcook's Jungshook no, I don't think so. You probably have a very active imagination. But don't take my words for granted. When did you start doing these things? And does this scare you, or you realise it's just you doing this?

[@rambles2727]

I've experienced the disorganized one. although sometimes the hallucinations are horrifying the worst part is always being confused and barely able to grasp your thoughts.

[@misbehaviour1194]

this gives me so much anxiety

[@salmejalkanen2663]

Wow, what a video! So exciting!

[@laurissadavetta4101]

My aunt has paranoia schizophrenia and she believes everyone is out to get her info or just kill her in genral. She throws these random outbursts sometimes and its really strange.

[@beaniewolf6722]

As a schizophrenic, yes it seems pretty accurate.. but can we talk about the technology, since when can u look around inside a video!!??

[@lavenna522]

After the catatonic one I had to stop a few seconds because I felt suddenly so dizzy from all these sudden changes..it also creeped me out so much.

[@karladiaz655]

This left me shaking a little, nice job.

[@alexiapurnell3635]

by the end of this I was having a panic attack, that is hella scary and it's even scarier knowing it happens to people

[@allololol]

can you always hear the same voice and one day you speak to someone new and then recognize this voice?

[@wow1574]

was anyone else playing with the 360 view and spinning around in circles

[@zoerain8195]

i could only focus on rami malik through the whole catatonic one

[@butzlieon8358]

Can you make more of that I relate 100%

[@zappyzk304]

ahhh it's gonna trigger my anxiety I'm gone bye

[@lordgaga27]

How did you do this video. It's super amazing.

[@joeldecoster8816]

The most terrifying sound to a schizophrenic is a baby laughing/crying.

[@tired_preceptor]

Hearing the cotices made me unconfortable as heck... I do have some tiny experiences of blurry view, imaginary things but this...this is so damn despairing.. Great Job by the way

[@sidorganisedchaos47]

The hands and arms I can relate to. Always use to get pulling on them if I tried to take my meds here I am 10 months later getting worse and everyone still judges me unless I'm paranoid but they do all stare at me because I go to the wall memorial everyday to speak to my great grandad. I always look up at buildings thinking there are snipers from growing up in Ireland in early 2000s when they tried to blow a bank and my grandad protects me from the evil in the world he speaks alot to me. I ain't been out my house hardly for 11 months before lockdown. Hello to the fellow schizophrenia brother and sisters.

[@VioletViolence]

dude why do i relate to paranoid schizophrenia? am i that?

[@shadowofthepast2260]

I have disorganized schizophrenia. It isn't as bad as it used to be, and when it was worst, it was a lot different than this, but also similar in some ways. Particularly, the most accurate parts were: 1. The mystery shadow with no visible features (though I got a brief flash once of a very detailed ghost- then again, maybe it was an actual ghost, for all I know) For me, these hallucinations were (and still are?) brief flickers in the corners of my vision, or the rare figure that I can actually see for more than just a brief flash. I honestly have no idea if these are hallucinations, or if I've caught glances of ghosts (which I 100% believe in). They might be random shadowy orbs or something, but maybe those are actually there and are just tricks of the light? It's never been clear visual hallucinations for me. I'm usually just lost in my head. I know the images I see there are fake, and the voices too. Except the voices never go away, even when I'm not daydreaming. 2. Tornado sirens. I feel like I'm going to insane half the time- I *always* hear tornado sirens, and when I ask friends if they hear it, they never do. 3. The voices. For me, it was never just two or three voices. Or at least, not usually. For me, there was a lot of fighting and arguing between the voices in my head. Different voices would tell me to do something different than how I was doing it, or would yell at other voices. They didn't usually speak directly to me, but rather to each other. It's more about the disorganization of thoughts than the hallucinations or delusions, though. Those actually are only a very tiny part of it. One part of my brain will tell me to do one thing, and then another contradicts that, and every possible decsision or choice I could make would rather through my mind at once. My own thoughts- the ones that I could control- were drowned out by the others. The thoughts felt the least real out of them all. If I wanted to listen to myself instead of them, it would take so, so much effort. Somehow that tiny bit of consciousness kept me alive two years, even though it seemed like I had no will of my own and was being controlled by these voices. But the voices would clash and create a war amongst themselves so badly that I could barely see what was actually in front of me. If I had to take a test, I couldn't get out of my head. I couldn't read the words on the page because the words I saw and the voice going with those words- or numbers, or whatever- was drowned out. So were other sounds. I remember that there were these idiots in my middle school who would constantly say the same things over and over and over and over again to piss me off. I remember that their voices specifically were amplified, and given this slurring, echoey, electric effect to it? Their faces so close to mind were warped and distorted. I can't really describe it. There were so many times I came close to killing people, or killing myself, or whatever. I'd day more, but this youtube account is logged into on my school computer. Speaking, reading, writing, or even simple tasks such as turning off the alarm clock in the morning (the loud sound of it would send me into a panic- I would freeze, put my hand on the clock, slap it, knock it on the floor, or whatever else, and was so confused as to how to turn it off, or what I was supposed to do, or what was happening; you wouldn't think a clock could send you into a panic, but it can), getting dressed, or any other simple, everyday tasks anyone else wouldn't think twice about. It was a miracle I survived those two gruelling years. I came close to killing myself every single night, cried myself to sleep every night, broke down or had a panic attack every night, and it was literally just that tiny slightly of consciousness that belonged to myself that kept my going. And during those years, I would break down and cry whenever I grazed death- for example, a speeding car turning a corner, then swerving to avoid me. I would cry just because I didn't die. Sometimes I still wish I had slit my throat like I almost did those years ago, because the mental trauma I suffered still lingers with me, and i also know that I wouldn't be able to kill myself now if I wanted to. Back then I didn't hesitate to put the blade to my throat, thirsty and desperate for the relief that would come soon after. The only thoughts that kept me alive were, "you coward, running from your problems. You're weak. You've fought your whole life to prove that you were stronger than the world, only to succumb to the pain." And, "if you end this now, you can never make a change. You have to at least try. No one else will. You can save the world, and save animals like they've done so many times for you. You need to return the favor; return what you stole from them just by being born." Since high school, though, I made a friend who helped me out so, so much. That's why I keep saying "has," "was," "used to," and other past-tense terms. I still have it, but other factors in my life have calmed down quite a bit. I still hallucinate(?) sometimes, and hear tornado sirens quite a bit (even that's getting better). Sometimes my speech will be a bit slurred, or I'll lose my train if thought, or I won't be able to focus on something, but things are so much better now than they ever were before. Sometimes it's worse than others, but I don't think it is even possible for me to relapse nearly as bad as it used to be. Part of what helped me- actually, probably the majority of how I got out of that dark place- was completely shutting off any emotion I had. I remember thinking during my restless sleep, and opening my eyes to see my arm out in front of me. No words ran through my mind in that instance. They only thought that ran through my mind was, "this world is too far gone for you to change." And that was it. Like a light switch, the voices left with my emotion. That's when I met my best friend, who helped me regain some of that emotion. I still feel nihilistic, but I'm out of that second pit I had dug myself. The feeling of hopelessness that came after the worst of the schizophrenia- especially because it had happened so fast- was almost as bad as major schizophrenia and depression themselves. I felt I had no purpose in the world, like I had been working my whole life to escape a tunnel that led to a magical meadow, which I was completely convinced was my duty to save and protect and nurture... Just to emerge from the tunnel, not in a meadow, but in a wasteland. Dead and barren. I wanted to die, but for a different reason. But I didn't desire for the rosring pain of a knife across my throat. I wasn't to leave, but I didn't want to kill myself. And I couldn't. I was the only one keeping my turtles alive. If I died, they would die. It would be unfair to them, and selfish of me. So I kept going. My friend, with time and patience, helped me out. She is the only one who has come close to seeing me break down, after I decided to tell her my story, and who I was. I didn't even know I had schizophrenia during all this- I had only encountered it while doing research on schizophrenia to better understand a friend's OC, when I realized that so much of it described me, if not all of it.

[@omerkucukbarutcu4788]

I have respect for people having this

[@nevwang]

why am i watching this while home alone all week

[@aimeerose2833]

Incredible video, freaked me the fuck out so did its job amazingly well, so interesting learning about schizophrenia and its symptoms

[@LostProxyNevermore]

This is so accurate... I have severe anxiety and possible schizophrenia..

[@LostProxyNevermore]

Well, the things crawling and stuff is accurate

[@triscuit2116]

this is actually terrifying

[@peacepupkinz8366]

At 1:58 I stopped it I was so scared and I wasn't even in VR I had headphones in! Wow, hopefully someone will come up with a cure for this.

[@plight2405]

Wait...I’m depressed but I do kinda hear people that are not their calling me stupid or worthless at times. Sometimes screaming, crying, telling me I’m not normal ect. I don’t really see stuff much and it does feel like I glitch from reality.

[@Patootieshane_]

This hit so hard when you are wearing earphones.

[@NKWTI]

Is this really what it’s like? Seems more like a sensational movie.

[@drakkonanon3187]

Ahhhhh the alarm thingy sounds too much like silent hill I can't. I'm not schizophrenic but I do have psychosis and while this is not 100% accurate (bc everyone's episodes are different), it still creates the same panic and feelings you get when having an episode. So hopefully others can understand..