A Day In The Life of OCD - Art Installation

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[@den_mut]

I'd love to, Darik!

[@MrBAILIES]

Cool triforce tattoo my dude 😊

[@overwatchpogs6933]

Part two soon?lol

[@patrickwjrwhateverclips1329]

Having OCD with a bad memory must be torture.

[@trico3585]

Alexander Walsh you have no idea

[@chefmike8177]

OCD with Short term memory loss fucks me over.

[@KiiNgAwesome]

I can relate to short term memory loss, especially sucks that I'm 18 and a manager to a fast food restaurant ;-;

[@farrenl9608]

i hate it, its a constant struggle

[@bullman3602]

Alexander Walsh I have really bad short term memory loss and I'm 15

[@demonheadxx4410]

Lmao every 14 year old who thought OCD was organizing and keeping things tidy are quaking UPDATE: this obviously isn’t about every 14 year old. Some of y’all are really getting pressed.

[@hoteltrivago3857]

Black Axis I have ocd - I’ve been formally diagnosed by specialists and my ocd isn’t based about organisation and keeping things tidy etc and I hate that people in my school say oh I have ocd when they clearly don’t. It really annoys me

[@Disearned]

That’s what I thought as a kid... learned differently from this video a few years ago

[@lemonzest2526]

Hotel? Trivago I was just saying this morning the exact same thing. Maybe my worst pet peeve is that (as I’m currently diagnosed with severe OCD and ADD) people say “Oh it’s just my OCD kicking in like it’s a thing that everyone has. It’s a genuine medical condition and everyone sees it as a joke. Having ADD aswell everybody says “ Well everybody has a bit of ADHD” and I’m like, no I’ve had to live with it for 21 years and I can’t concentrate on anything for more than 30 seconds whilst not on Ritalin. Jeez.

[@hoteltrivago3857]

LemonZest everyone thinks oh if I keep my stuff neat and straight they have ocd and I’m sitting there - an actual person with ocd- thinking that’s not it. That’s just the stereotypical thought when someone says ocd, to think of neatness. I think most kids like self diagnosing themselves to make themselves different or to excuse some of their behaviour without really thinking that it may be offending to people with the actual disorder or illness.

[@stef9800]

Black Axis yes I’m quaking

[@maybe.yellow]

And remember that this isn't just 9 minutes, people with OCD go through this for 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. It's so mentally exhausting, even thinking about how much time a day I spend compulsing and not doing other things like normal people makes my head hurt.

[@jaceisdabest519]

@Peter John YTP Checking if you ran over a child then

[@jacksonleeschmierer6169]

i have ocd, i got diagnosed when i was young, this video is completely inadequate to what ocd is

[@muddledmink4377]

@@jacksonleeschmierer6169 OCD presents itself differently in everyone. Not one form is the same

[@Brxwn9]

Not everyone is 24 hours, but yes, It's usually longer than 9 minutes ofc.

[@goofball2228]

Yep and it sucks

[@sasha04d23]

I don’t like it when people say- “I’m so OCD” It’s practically saying- “I’m so Obsessive Compulsive Disorder” Lol

[@riooo8072]

Sasha04 D ... Yeah it is. It’s exactly that

[@brendanreilly4675]

Facts, 85% of people who say they’re ocd really aren’t, like just because you hate clutter doesn’t make you ocd, it’s a common thing to hate clutter and it has no required disability lmao

[@angelicaschuyler5005]

“I’m so depression” “I’m so Pneumonia” Like it’s the SAME LOL

[@idewnotknowidk3917]

Yep it’s annoying having ocd because I just constantly want to count stuff in multiples of 2 or just like wiggle my toes on the left 1 time and right 2-3 left 4-5 and so on to 100 and I can’t stop I just keep going till I get to 100

[@saniyah_.420.]

i feel so bad bc in 4th grade i didnt know what ocd really was and i was like "a quirky girl" and i thought i was so ocd but this year i have learned all abt real ocd and i feel bad

[@jace4370]

6:08 "hello shadow, you must hate me as much as i hate me" *i felt that on a cellular level*

[@jzpan8469]

Damn...

[@jac.ob3145]

Dude i read this as he said it in the video 😂

[@cartercarter7295]

same

[@aesthetic_vxibes2444]

jace me 2...💀💀

[@nanalai2152]

@@jac.ob3145 That happens to me a lot

[@anaivh0128]

the whole time I was wondering if he stepped on anymore cracks.

[@sevenateenine]

Chimi Choi he kissed a red car lol

[@fleurdelys6102]

SAME

[@pewdiepej8220]

Chimi Choi omg so did i

[@lovehttyd8189]

+Winter Møøn oh frankie

[@fleurdelys6102]

+Love httyd well hello there frerard friend

[@alaskaag881]

“You don’t follow the rules, you don’t follow the rules, you don’t follow the rules” *It hurts how accurate this is*

[@billycanter5401]

Yes and you always have to say it a specific number of times

[@faithteffertiller5103]

@@billycanter5401 Exactly!

[@muddledmink4377]

@@billycanter5401 and then if you don't do it exactly another intrusive thought or violent image comes to mind

[@stare1716]

It's too relatable. I don't want to do this anymore

[@danielamoo510]

Yeah it's really hard to avoid following the rules, mine is like "god said do it" and "the devil said don't do it" which messes my mind up. It's very hard.

[@pattik.6423]

the part when he talks to the shadow and then makes a joke about how he’s talking to himself and then scolds himself for being crazy.......way too accurate.

[@armyshope]

Same 😳

[@lolunicornsaj8907]

I didn't even know that was a part of ocd😭

[@sdsign4229]

@@lolunicornsaj8907 It's just a part of anyone that feels really down on themselves, like they're a burden to others (like their shadow).

[@lolunicornsaj8907]

@@sdsign4229 thx I just noticed KZbin added random numbers to my username did they do that for you too?

[@sdsign4229]

@@lolunicornsaj8907 Yeah, but only if I click on my profile button at the top right, then it shows my username w/ number under my username

[@newlandsdw750]

Imagine walking on the last crack right infront of school *ah shit, here we go again*

[@user-hotchocolate]

Dayuuum🤦‍♀️

[@thesummitingfalcon]

Ohh HELLL no!😂

[@MrPucenty]

Well, I have OCD and there was a time when I would definitely do that :p

[@THECROWNED06]

Ohi fortnite normie

[@newlandsdw750]

@@THECROWNED06 fortnite is trash, I just don't know how to change my profile pic :/

[@melmel1-3-4]

Honestly this makes me hate people who self-diagnose themselves with OCD because they have a clean room. Like BOY-

[@nicoleamelie__]

BabyFaceArtist and it’s so annoying when your friends self diagnose themselves with ocd when they order their pencils by rainbow order it’s soooo offensive because they don’t know how bad it actually is 🥺

[@Rose-wl8sp]

Idk if I have this thing but there are just some things in me like checking the door if it was locked for the Tenth time before sleeping, always trying to go in sync with my friends walking near me, sharpening my pencils with the same length, and I'm so obsessed on arranging things perfectly, I also don't throw some things even if it's useless cuz they might be valuable in the future???

[@jade560]

@@nicoleamelie__ dude, my sister organizes everything in rainbow order and it seriously gets on my nerves.

[@ErieRosewood]

@@Rose-wl8sp I'm the same. I remember a few years back watching this and thinking I had it because of this video. Back then I did a lot of the same stuff. But watching it now I know I was stupid for ever thinking I did.

[@SeptyIsSleepy]

its not like that its soo terrible i have ocd hardly any of it is about tidyness

[@randomuser5914]

This was exhausting. I'm sorry for all those who have OCD and hope you find ways to manage 🤗

[@OuterWorldMovement]

Thx

[@paige.w17]

thank you so much

[@sweetie9870]

Thank you to really is exhausting

[@lilrotta5770]

don't worry. this is ocd if you had the most severe version ever. this is a huge exaduration.

[@gracenshepps6216]

thank you :)

[@avakinangel4006]

To all those girls that fix their notebooks in class and say “OMG I HAVE OCD”. Some of us, with actuall OCD are out here having a schedule for almoast every part of the day and u just fix ur books?? smh

[@josephrincon4773]

Avakin Angel *you,your

[@ewauwu5413]

Joseph Rincon' thanks :)

[@ljh3831]

I would never say I have an ocd but sometimes I am just like: nope I don't like it like that or I don't like changes but I would never say I have an ocs

[@crasto2146]

i’m not diagnosed and i don’t even know if this is ocd but i have a routine for every part of the day and if it goes wrong i feel like a failure. i’ve made a note of things around my house that are dirty and not dirty, if i touched something deemed as dirty i force myself to wash my hands even if the item isn’t even dirty. it’s gotten so bad that my hands have gotten extremely pale from washing them so much. but idk if it just means i’m a germaphob 😃

[@THEAMERICAN-ob2wt]

O be quiet. You don’t know their story. Boohoo

[@hailaminzu]

People says they have OCD even't when they don't, because they think it's cool. It's not cool when you let something control your life.

[@psychedelicc]

EXACTLY. Like it's cool to have a mental disorder. They say they have it it they don't know the half of it. I hate it so much.

[@bonnieb5604]

yea

[@kyraboyers1175]

Truc Thanh exactly omgoidg no one understands

[@alexanderwinterspear3650]

it's hell on earth, there is so much to think about. Everything must be managed it's exhausting

[@kirstencarlson7603]

Truc Thanh it's hell and I dropped out of school due to it

[@ahfreshair9242]

4:19 “One...two....three...four...five...six...seven...eight...nine...” “Alright cool! Three more than last week!” *Everyone liked that*

[@timlang3901]

Ah, fresh air *Nice*

[@jaysmxnd]

I don't like the fact that you edited that comment.

[@mando6827]

Hurts when you turn one way but don’t turn back in the other way to even it out😭

[@BeeBuzzzz]

I thought I was the only one.😅 Even when someone else does it it makes me upset. I usually close my eyes to imagine them turning back the other way.

[@m.w4683]

WAIT THATS OCD I THINK I HAVE IT THEN LMAO

[@SauhardaBista]

After giving it a thought it's actually making me uncomfortable. I better get the damn out of this video.

[@angelicaschuyler5005]

@Landen Jenkins no lol There are a lot of things to do with OCD then just that... Please don’t be one of those people who self diagnose.

[@cloverheart]

BRO every time he touched something with one hand then didn't touch it with the other hand just to level it out had me grinding my teeth and then that whole conversation with the girl standing on the crack had me twitching and squinting my eyes holy shit it was legitimately painful

[@deathvenom2911]

I've got OCD but this honestly is on the extreme end. I get a bunch of those thoughts like the preparing my bag at the start of the day and the thought of forgetting something, the thought of people getting too close, especially girls makes me uncomfortable and the "I wonder what do the people looking at me thinking right now" thought. I get a bunch more not in this video. It's definitely accurate but as I said more towards the extreme end

[@feliper.5619]

Yeah I was actually specifically looking for this comment. This is too extreme. Every OCD is different, mine for instance is specifically with systematic obsessive thought, with serious disruption of my daily routine.

[@alekob.3791]

Actually this looks pretty low end of moderate. Extreme OCD looks like eating your house or clawing your eyes out.

[@catherine2268]

I was going to say it doesn't seem overly extreme. I don't have the same type as him and when mine is really high I can't do anything, I've failed subjects because I can't study or do assessments

[@mellocansteponme]

Same

[@W1HURI]

I have OCD and this video’s demonstration seems mild to me. I have 10x more thoughts. + i constantly see a pictures in my mind about my family members being beheaded and drilled and stuff like that.

[@hericsaenz7460]

Has anyone ever tried to walk in the same rhythm as the person in front of you by changing your pace even if it means stopping a bit or increasing your speed?

[@lilysworldgaming7315]

Yeah

[@thelunacy7795]

Glad I’m not the only one😂

[@babagd]

I always do that

[@yatadoody]

Mhm

[@katesalazar8272]

Shadow Loopy yes

[@bethany4562]

*gets to school* Aw sht I forgot to lock the house! *goes back home* *sees that the door is locked* *Goes back to school* I forgot my charger

[@pridax]

I felt that

[@jenn6172]

Me: dang... I forgot my clothes. Well this is awkward.

[@TBCubing]

*CJ Voice* Ah shit, here we go again

[@punie6456]

666 likes

[@summerboggs7334]

This is way too relatable

[@lukemguy32]

I uh... I live about 15 minutes away from where "the school" is and I saw my friends car..... 😶

[@mirosdos8358]

You live in such a pretty place

[@chl9rine691]

Whats your.pfp?

[@chl9rine691]

Never mind ya changed it lol

[@subormypotatowillbesad6338]

WAIT UHM UHM UHM OMG WAS IT A RED CAR AND THATS SO COOL AND HAVE U SEEN THIS DUDE BEFORE AND AND LIKE COOL

[@karamboubou8579]

pretty my ass that's a tiny ass sidewalk

[@Tocinos]

I think a more accurate depiction would be a display of the exhaustion that these compulsions cause in the mind. like at the sidewalk, you don't instantly feel like walking back to re-do it but your mind races until you convince yourself to do it, further reinforcing your compulsion

[@ttaggeun9142]

It's like "It doesn't matter, it doesn't make sense so don't turn back to do it again, people will stare, ah, remember that if you don't do this something that you really fear will happen soon" in a few seconds, so you turn around and do it.

[@Hayley-ju6om]

Um I think it is an accurate depiction because we are in that perspective and can see how exhausting it is

[@alaskayoung6001]

"Three more than last week good job tree. Good job." That was so cute to me for some reason.

[@thatdudedevlin0772]

Ikr lol

[@LEG3NDD]

Bastard

[@yoshiyt5742]

PhycoVsWorld ok then

[@alaskayoung6001]

@@LEG3NDD what

[@moonooze6171]

Shayla Chattams you have to have a sense of humor about it

[@HoundTeethers]

watching this gave me anxiety

[@speakshh.1302]

Just Another Nerd ikr I don't have OCD but sometimes certain things will bug the hell out of me and I can't go on with my day if I don't do it... like my muscles feel uncomfortable and I have this strong strong urge to do what I was doing

[@jennasnow5204]

SGTM I have OCD it's not too bad

[@timmorris8911]

SGTM I have the same exact thing, it's the form of anxiety

[@speakshh.1302]

Han Solo then I have get some weird anxiety XD I'll be washing dishes and all of sudden I HAVE TO SCRUB ONE PART CONTINUOUSLY same thing with homework sometimes I feel like I have to write or erase one part of the paper over and over and over again and it's really weird I dunno what's wrong but I'm sure it's nothing to worry about ;)

[@lightblueteddybear7992]

same

[@tre177]

Messes something up: Me: MY EARS!

[@angelicaschuyler5005]

Messes something up: Me: *the anxietyyyyy*

[@deadphilix1671]

I deal with the same OCD as this guy, literally everything shown in this video is what i do but slightly different.. it’s crazy cause I didn’t think someone suffered OCD similar to mine.

[@aloalo3727]

I do 90% of this video but never ever thought I had OCD!? I have extreme ADHD diagnosed last year. I count EVERYTHING. Brushing my teeth-right side first because right is right-1 2 3 4 5 6 7-switch to left (which is a 4 letter word correlating with H E L L).1 2 3 4 5 6 7. Hair same way. I would organize rooms based off of number of tiles. When I walk I just start counting everything and it can't be odd numbers because odd is not square but even is right except for if its a number 4 or number 6 because remember 4 is or could be H-E-L-L and theoretically 6 could represent H-E-A-V-E-N but 6 is the beginning of 666- which is 3 numbers and 3 is an odd number representing left direction-WRONG DIRECTION-I always have to stay right or I could die and go to HELL. Oops I brushed 8 times on this side!!!!! HURRY U BETTER FIX IT BEFORE ITS TOO LATE! 8X2 is 16- now im equating hmmmm 16 has the number 6 and 6x1 is 6 and we all know what that means but the only other option is to add 1 to 16 and that is 17 but that's an odd number so I have to add the numbers together and 7+1 is 8! So back to the right side for 8 brushes-1-2-3-4-5-6-7-8-back to the left-1-2-3-4-5-6-7-8- man that was such a waste of time. I really should pay more attention so I don't have to waste my time. When walking I count how many steps in one direction or to a certain spot then I have to walk the same amount of steps to the next "check point". I count how many times I chew a bite of food because I have to chew each bite the same amount of times for the same dish in 1 setting. If i have a different food item obviously I start the count over. Example-if I eat steak for lunch I will count the number of chews on the first bite and round up to the next even number (unless it involves a 6 of course! Who wants to fix that clerical error) it has to be an even number so I can divide by 2 and chew each bite equally on each side. If I had leftovers and then ate the same steak for dinner then obviously I would have to default to the number of chews for lunch. I couldn't make a new count as this would mean that I must have miscalculated the previous meals chew count and I can't even understand how to correct that except subtract 2 from the number of the dinner chews and eat every bite with 2 less chews which is a form of punishment because now the food won't be all the way chewed and it will be hard to swallow which is exactly what u deserve for cheating the lunch steak chews!!!! Now had it been a completely different steak the chew count would start over because it hasn't been accounted for in terms of chews.

[@cloverheart]

BRO SAME, i've been doing some extra research on people's experiences with different disorders to see how they compare to my experiences and i was legitimately in tears at the end of this video because i genuinely thought i was alone with how i processed these things but seeing people in the comments relating and complaining makes me feel like i'm not as weird as my childhood classmates made me out to be update!! though i know no one cares, i just got diagnosed with ocd!!!! it feels like such a weight has been lifted off my shoulders, to be officially told what is wrong with me and that it's okat that my brain does the things it does. i for sure know what's going on now, and it doesn't feel scary anymore!! i have nobody to share this with rn, but i figure if anyone is to understand, it'd be strangers who are struggling the same way.

[@deadphilix1671]

@Dallas Rich i agree

[@GodIsLove223]

Praying for you and everyone who suffers with OCD.

[@muddledmink4377]

@@GodIsLove223 thank you😭

[@nemcyduran9716]

“I can’t believe she just stood there on the crack”

[@ashrein5531]

Me neither

[@alextheconfuddled8983]

Okay.... let’s not go down that hole....🤗

[@xItzKillerx]

😏

[@gorify8153]

That's what she said-

[@kaxekii2105]

Bro that pissed me of I swear😂

[@someonefromthenetherlands2120]

Just so people know, this is not how everybody experience ocd's.

[@graz1885]

someone from the Netherlands I have ocd as well and I’m glad someone finally spoke up and talked about how there’s different types of ocd

[@Yveldi]

I've been diagnosed with OCD, too... (It isn't that severe) But, uh... Doesn't everyone obsess over whether they forgot to take something or not when leaving home? Damn, I didn't think it had to do with OCD.

[@flush280]

I don’t suffer OCD like this either xD

[@olivo.gaming9797]

@@graz1885 he never said he had ocd

[@darkfigured1569]

This is the worst kind they are displaying.

[@malakaimillsap4733]

I feel bad for people with OCD, their always worried and stressed out.

[@sweetie9870]

We really are. Its horrific and painful

[@armyshope]

Yeah

[@navinkamble3939]

@@sweetie9870 Yup Man 😩

[@kenji4308]

Yep, it’s tough

[@justinkalil1248]

yea it certainly is a challenge

[@carolynbangun5879]

Girl: *Organizes her pencils* I have OCD Me: *They’re frikin pencils*

[@lainey5222]

Well for people with OCD have that for everything but it sucks when they do one thing and say I have OCD

[@roctionastre4015]

I know it's like, you have to touch the wall 6 times, and if you dont do it perfectly you have to start that over again, and yeah I have experience the wall thing, and it's so frustrating, and I know that there's no need to touch the wall but I dont know, I just gotta.

[@THEAMERICAN-ob2wt]

Doesn’t matter peoples interest are different. Different people different cases

[@binbanboni2284]

. More of Females actually have ocd than males and there is ocd That includes pencils Ok ??,..

[@allmusic221]

With my OCD I always gotta check the "read more" option on comments

[@lolaquacks2864]

i dont have ocd but i still do that lol

[@urmomlightchannelbattrry]

I have OCD and thats with me except i have to see all the replies on the comments.

[@code-kv3xs]

retable

[@kendraspencer8319]

All Music me too

[@kimtaehyung6078]

Same

[@ogsciyphe6760]

Man : Hates red Christmas: I’m about to end this mans whole career

[@marquellfredericks861]

*Valentine's Day*

[@BreakingWhite]

*blood*

[@elyssalabra189]

I-

[@skylinphanelson9120]

*Hell*

[@mobile.zachboiytfnm6861]

Stop signs

[@monster_7055]

I just watched 9 minuets of stuff I do every day but I need to watch it again cause one is an uneven number

[@ActuallyStatic]

I hate cracks! School Floors: *I'm about to end this whole man's career*

[@chl9rine691]

Main reason i hate school:

[@ThReverend6661]

i’ve found for it to feel better

[@viiggooooooo]

Who else has always hated those cracks??

[@cheybat5390]

Does it help to know that the cracks are there as a measure against the creation of more cracks

[@viiggooooooo]

@@cheybat5390 not really😅😅

[@user-kr9mb5io9b]

It's uncomfortable to me.

[@ToastWithAGun]

Viggo Macintosh me

[@Mrsexyguy06]

Me because I do have ocd

[@puddlee]

"Looked 6 times instead if 8, living dangerously but I can live with it"

[@puddlee]

@Selma Acevedo Hammersland fr

[@JeRzUx]

SkittlesTM i look just once xd

[@puddlee]

@@JeRzUx Oh you are very very savage.

[@oldcapp2448]

Once? So u only look 1 way?

[@JeRzUx]

SkittlesTM xD

[@Ari___________]

Yep this is so accurate coming from a person with OCD

[@ballininyoujawin3324]

* sets check point * Person with OCD: *steps on crack* loading last check point.....

[@nleyi]

Someone: i don’t step on the cracks also I think I have ocd Me: (c" ತ,_ತ)

[@javamashups263]

IKR there is a girl at my school like tHe WaLl ISn’T syMeTriCaL I HavE OCD

[@Lynn-ip9sh]

is that a fish or an anxious person sweating

[@lauratheexplora4936]

Lynn S lmao

[@0elle_belle058]

No U -this comment 👏

[@drewxyfrost5548]

I have OCD

[@cryptxvelo4704]

Last crack of the sidewalk...*steps on it* Oops gotta start over

[@thatonepersonobsessedwithm4338]

And I -oop

[@huummus_913]

A million crack

[@huummus_913]

Damnit I stepped on the 999999th crack

[@lolamoon9471]

don’t make fun of it it’s an actual disorder

[@myeheheh6887]

@@lolamoon9471 yup

[@DEATHYETI]

As a person with OCD this is very accurate. Growing up with it was very difficult bc nobody around you sees what you see.

[@cartiluver1]

0:46 "Shoes I love shoes" *Speech 100*

[@athan694]

TheeLeg3nd skyrim reference?

[@cartiluver1]

dude I love Skyrim

[@mellan109]

Omg SKYRIM

[@rogerscott8211]

lol my fav part

[@wallyfm123]

I definitely don’t have OCD. But, there are some moments where I just make up a challenge in my head and I won’t stop at nothing to do it. Like dribble a basketball 50 times and I would keep on doing it for hours until I get it right.

[@bean2216]

WallyFM same

[@kylebroflovski6382]

When persistence begins to /effect your life/ in a negative way is when it becomes a mental illness.

[@alpxa561]

WallyFM that’s just persistence I do it too

[@saturnzrose]

Same!

[@17xco5]

Omg same lmfao

[@mary5393]

I thought I just write about myself. Maybe Someone feels like me. When I was about ten years old it started just out of no where. I needed to go to the toilet a few times before I went to bed (I’ve slept in a bed with my mum until I was like 12-13) it took hours sometimes for me to sleep because I always thought “omg I need to go to the toilet again” kind of afraid i think, that I’d pee in the bed. This someday stopped and i started to think I will kill my mom when I was like 14. Used to put a stool in front of my bed every night (I was afraid of killing her sleep walking, even though I’ve never ever even sleep walked) had thoughts about thinking I’m pedophile. Since I’m 15 I’m together with my boyfriend who suffers from anxiety and panic attacks which of course in no way it’s his fault but this kind of triggered this new thing where I’m afraid of being sick and infect my loved ones. I most of the time count 30 second while washing hands, sometimes with starting over counting. I wash my hands so often after like touching things I think that are “dirty”, stuff I touched once not even thinking about washing my hands because of that. My hands often burn and the skin is so dry because of washing them so often. I also shower way longer than i once did. I need to wash certain stuff 2 times and and and....always afraid of getting illnesses. I’ve just been to a therapist 1-3 times when I was like 17, he recommended me a book. Since then I haven’t done anything about it. It Switches from one “main” thing to the other. It honestly controls so much of my day, especially my brain.

[@ttaggeun9142]

I also thought I would kill a family member and that I was a pedophile and hated it so much. I can't talk about my strongest obsession because I think if I talk about it it'll become true, I had written a longer comment but I had to delete it.

[@reesespuffs1349]

As someone with OCD, I really like how they found a way to show how you feel when something is messed up (in this case, the high pitched sound and color change) Any time that I do something wrong, I get a feeling in my chest that makes me want to correct it, so I do. This video is rlly relatable and I’m glad there’s something out there that can help other people understand what we feel. Ofc it’s different for everybody, and not everyone with OCD has the same experience.

[@lolunicornsaj8907]

Ikr, but I feel like it would be more accurate if he just turned slowly turned up the contrast and decreased the vignette whenever something goes wrong, and put it back to normal when it's fixed, then it would seem less like a suprise and more like something is just going wrong.

[@zacharyshelton4087]

For me, I experience the urge to fix something in my spine, arms, and a bit in my forehead. I never considered that where people feel that urge may be different

[@avocados9110]

I don’t have ocd but I always try to not step on lines It’s kinda satisfying when you get in a rhythm and don’t step on a line

[@EannaWithAFada]

Sometimes I do that yeah it is satisfying

[@Starling2100]

Yeah but like, for people with OCD it’s not about satisfaction, it’s literally a compulsion

[@xxlaurzxx5688]

Sameee

[@sssfrogito2083]

Yoshi Zero I always make sure I don’t step on a line. If I do I get mad

[@crnciutripm1079]

Me too

[@bradleyelslager292]

I'm exactly like that in the beginning when he's saying am I forgetting something

[@Sofia-nu4qt]

Bradley Elslager same

[@CanSansgetsubswithoutvideos]

Bradley Elslager everybody is

[@britannytumblrushel4634]

Bradley Elslager I UNDERSTAND UR PROB

[@bradleyelslager292]

yea its not a bad one but cause i guess its good to be paranoid about that better to check if u got everything a million times than forget something

[@egyptgirl12345]

Me too I don't have OCD but I always ALWAYS feel like I'm forgetting something But then I actually do

[@crownedcreeps]

People: I’m so OCD my room is so clean! Me: I can only clean my room at three o’clock on Wednesday and two on Tuesdays and Friday’s, my room is a mess

[@mistylang3329]

It drives me crazy everyday, i swear this Covid 19 has triggered it even more

[@phantom9213]

The beginning reminded of lighting mqueen talking to himself 😂

[@chlum6295]

SAME OMGGGGG

[@LMSOCKZ]

Thats why it sounded familiar

[@Piper-eo2bj]

RainbowCrystal345 lol, so true

[@AndrewPruteanu]

yea, I know.

[@supercreativeusernamebcidk]

I just watched someone talk to themselves for 9 minutes straight

[@imjustacamel4190]

@Lyssa A their*

[@Tuf6ixYourMumsBasement]

I talk to myself all the time, is that not good ?

[@LightYagami-do2bh]

@@Tuf6ixYourMumsBasement I'm suffering through depression and talking to yourself is a symptom of it and I talk to myself

[@Tuf6ixYourMumsBasement]

Light Yagami oh... that’s why everyday sucks

[@LightYagami-do2bh]

@@Tuf6ixYourMumsBasementMy life is ruined . Depression sucks

[@Sam-eu4kw]

There’s a lady. L A D Y . Way to close to my comfort zone.”

[@lilyid5471]

As someone who has ocd which is diagnosed by a therapist, and has a therapist I can say this is accurate Edit: I’m saying this cuz some people think they have ocd when they just like to organize things

[@jaceisdabest519]

This isn’t really accurate for me since it will never feel right

[@lilla7423]

"Three more then last week good Job tree good Job" Sry but that was adorable

[@spacedustandplanets7901]

Caaarteeer I know right

[@thomaspowers5020]

He said good job to a tree how on earth is that cute

[@nachomiranda7209]

@@thomaspowers5020 Your put that picture as your profile picture. How the hell did you think that was funny?

[@marstrooms]

Too queer to be here fangirling Than*

[@Lily-gp3nd]

Caaarteeer owo

[@jakobrutkowski9853]

I do that sidewalk thing

[@vexxcon8125]

Me 2

[@willyrodriguez4141]

Same

[@stuffz4040]

I think a lot of us do

[@exeletry]

Same

[@livhancock3798]

PoisonPower93 same

[@crafty9953]

I though I was the only one who did that sidewalk thing. You gotta keep the same pace, or the same amount of steps between each crack or you have to start over. Glad to know I’m not alone ❤

[@sophiephantomhive6467]

The constant positive affirmations when something goes right to distract yourself from the constant feeling of everything being wrong is what makes this illustration feel so real

[@Darenz-cg9zg]

I didn't realize how much this video was affecting me until I realized I was swearing out loud every time he took the wrong number of steps on a sidewalk tile, instead of just in my head. Normally I don't really care what other people do, other than occasionally counting what they do to decide what dumb shit I'll have to do next, but the first person perspective made it a bitt to personal.

[@motlinehiami]

me, having OCD : *doesn't talk about it for attention* half of my "friends" : LOOOK AT MEEEEE! I NEED MY PENCILS STRAIGHT OR ELSE ILL CRY SKSKKSKS😗😗😗😗

[@maxjones2122]

*i nEeD eVeRyThiNg pErFeCtLy pErFeCt iN mY hOuSe, sO i MuSt hAvE oCd. AcTuALLy, nO. i dO hAvE oCd, mY dOcToR “pErScRiBeD” iT tO mE.*

[@motlinehiami]

@@maxjones2122 ISGSGAHSJSJHSHSJSJSJDHSHSBDHJSJJ I CANT BREATHE MY DOCTOR "PRESCRIBED" IT TO ME

[@elif-we4gd]

can you help me about that? i think i might have OCD but people make fun of it and my parents don't care about it. so i don't know what to do.

[@nicoleamelie__]

elvin su well you can’t self diagnose so the only way it to be diagnosed by a therapist or some sort of professional with that subject I guess? I don’t know I was diagnosed by a therapist

[@maxjones2122]

dude just go to your local doctor and get ocd prescribed to you-

[@hoax7368]

4:10 *"I can't believe she just stood there on that crack"* Idk why but that made me crack up😂

[@aramarin1126]

haha omg amazing pun

[@anitahoward9714]

*internally wheezes*

[@tiicktocktiimbers7471]

*DA DUM TIIIISSSSSS*

[@bryannathepanda]

lol it made you *CRACK* up :3

[@sooptooldeeeeow]

*WHEEZING INTENSIFIES*

[@impostor4306]

I resonate with this so much I’m so happy

[@violachianucci265]

I really like this video, congrats!

[@yourboy3115]

Image his roommate or like his mom walking in on him doing this voice recording

[@honeymillz8614]

Aurora Rathgeber 💀💀💀😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂🤦🏽‍♀️

[@pubby4155]

LOL

[@veronica_5009]

Honey Millz ikr his mom walks in and standing there: wtf- him:oranges poptarts milk eggs

[@lurkenvoncurken518]

*IMAGE*

[@poopfart65]

Honey Millz it’s not that funny... chill out my guy.

[@chickennugget3043]

I can relate • making sure I have everything • not stepping on cracks • hating when ppl step on cracks • making sure I count evenly on each side

[@maxvillegas3176]

So you have ocd

[@edvinisgaming3509]

@@maxvillegas3176 no

[@a-jacks1764]

I do the thing when you turn the doorknob a lot and having to restart things

[@chickennugget3043]

Yeah. I do have it.. But mostly I make sure everything is put symmetrically and perfectly

[@edvinisgaming3509]

@@chickennugget3043 how can you write your sentences incorrectly? Let me correct your sentence if I had OCD Yeah. I do have it... But mostly I make sure everything is put symmetrically and perfectly. I mean forgetting an "." in the end should be really unsatisfying for you. And 2 dots instead of 3? How is that possible for you?

[@mitchellemochi2523]

The simple act of counting and recounting glasses of water you're measuring for rice or sth

[@lydiahampton7393]

Yess or checking the box cake recipe 10 times just to make sure it's two eggs even though you know it's two eggs but you just have to

[@petrap6186]

"Get off the crack!!! I can't believe she just stood there on the crack!!"" 😅😅😅 I'm not OCD but that got to me too!!!!! And also the coincidence with yellow flowers and a yellow bus 😆😆😆😆😆

[@aloalo3727]

Alright! Still part of the master plan!!

[@nat9693]

“Hello shadow you must hate as much as I hate me” “CACAWW” I do the sidewalk thing

[@kazutomotakayoshtosh]

Woke nobody hasn’t replied to you yet... Wait...

[@cattyniche3662]

Woke same

[@itsjaygirl9173]

😂😂

[@tn3908]

Same

[@trexkilla1977]

HI SISTERS

[@wouldanyonelikesomestew4076]

I have a friend that is slight perfectionist. Very slight. She calls herself OCD all the time and it annoys me so much because she has no idea.

[@arwynartsarchived551]

Katie. cat ocd is hell I hate it so much it’s taken so much of my life away

[@SuperiorSquid]

Ugh, that's so annoying!

[@shaybul1er696]

My friend is the same way

[@RandomPerson-rw8be]

Katie. cat it’s VERY hard

[@wouldanyonelikesomestew4076]

@Jonathan Lumbreras They really aren't. OCD takes over and controls your life. Being a perfectionist means that you like things to be perfect and in order. If you are OCD you *need* everything to be perfect and in order or else you can't function.

[@_mossy_8520]

That cracks on the sidewalk part really got me

[@LunaMoonBelle]

So glad mine isn’t this bad the “random” flashes whenever something goes wrong or Feels wrong is so spot on tho I really like how they displayed that bc it’s like you have a mental brain freeze bc you have to scramble To fix whatever went wrong

[@summerbaldwin2031]

People : “I hAve oCd” Most of them don’t know what it even means

[@hauntedmoundadvocate9185]

Summer Baldwin it means u hate cracks and red cars

[@hauntedmoundadvocate9185]

Yes..i have ocd so ik this information

[@crystalmethany3245]

Most of the people who say they have ocd to be quirky or is a perfectionist has a gacha pfp and is a sssniperwolf fan

[@ellibobz5165]

Summer Baldwin I. HaVe OCD Because i only Like the red M&Ms

[@wbrag5943]

Obsessive compulsive disorder

[@xfuntom]

Imagine seeing someone walking around with a go pro on their head

[@tonytonychopper999]

butterxcup ツ many vloggers do...

[@xfuntom]

Tony Z on their head.

[@tonytonychopper999]

butterxcup ツ yeah. most vloggers do that. its very common

[@xfuntom]

Tony Z .-.

[@slumpds]

lmao

[@warszawianek]

Even if i dont have ocd, i still take notice in so many little things i see when i walk to school, the people, the cars, the trams, the run down buildings, the cracks on the pavement, the grass in between those cracks, the nature and the roads, i dont care if something is imperfect, but i certainly notice the little things you notice

[@banana-dz2ed]

DUDE THIS IS SO ACCURATE WTF I thought I was the only one who would like get those weird flashes or like alert type feelings when I break a ritual and the constant mental talking like?????? This is so good probably the most accurate ocd video I’ve seen 😭

[@zoedangerpascover1533]

Yeah for me it’s like a sudden flash of anxiety and doing a compulsion is like a flash of relief, and I have to keep doing it until I get the flash of relief

[@banana-dz2ed]

@@zoedangerpascover1533 WOAH me too that’s so crazy I thought I was weird

[@mariadowling5607]

made me look at ocd so differently. this was portrayed so so well.

[@mariadowling5607]

Smudgy idk about you but i’ve never seen a movie about ocd in this format 😄 hence why in MY opinion (which i am allowed to have thank you) it was portrayed well

[@mariadowling5607]

Trizie Ossy say what?

[@tomyfact0]

The whole counting thing & not walking on cracks was pretty accurate. I used to have it really bad when i was younger, now I managed to 'control' it. I had to do everything an even amount of times with every side, just like the guy crossing the street. Of course it's never the same for everyone.

[@mariadowling5607]

Tom V. yeah that seems to be a pretty common one. one thing i do, is like, i believe i have to do something, a specific amount of times, in order to stay safe and keep other people safe. for example, if i had a thought, like a bad thought, about death & someone in my family dying, i have to do 3 small strokes on the temple of the left side of my head. and it’s always 3 times per person. if i had an anxiety thought about my whole family, i’d have to do 8 lots of 3 strokes (8 being the number of people in my family)

[@mariadowling5607]

Aidan TIghe ever heard of an opinion?

[@Qdui]

I was pissed when he didn’t close his bag fully in the start ☹️

[@isaacezekielthecolorblindg7343]

Hopeless YT why did you piss lmao

[@ocelot7736]

@@isaacezekielthecolorblindg7343 r/wooosh kind of

[@iepurulbazil2857]

@@ocelot7736 um, i think that was a joke dude

[@whoisylo]

DAVIS TEJADA you’re

[@lele0844]

Hopeless YT ikr

[@kaiyadee9888]

Oh my is that how crazy occupied an ocd mind is constantly 😖 it's a lot damn, I hope they get better. I always think a lot but this is so crazy. I didn't know this is what happens in their minds 🥺 it's a lot. Sending you so much love ty for n helping us understand it.

[@zzO3Ozz]

0:25 organizing a stuff 1:10 tie a shoe 1:51 walk in order 3:44 encountering a stranger 5:22 folding a hoodie

[@gracie9782]

This is why I get annoyed when someone says I have ocd, no I'ma perfectionist. OCD is so much more extreme than counting a few things a day or needing something to be perfectly lined up

[@annacsetneki1817]

Finally someone that says they are only a perfectionist! Also I feel bad for you man. :/ I hate it when people act like they know everything better than us. Yeah, there are people that only pretend to have or not to have something, but if someone says that they don't have something, have something, or _are_ something, then people should respect that. If someone is lying, you can probably / sometimes tell, but people should still be careful, if they aren't lying. But I still believe you.

[@erroresque]

I am a perfectionist too! And I hate people who say they have OCD that stands for ‘Obsessive Compulsive Disorder’ not ‘I need everything to be organized’. It is also like how people say they have depression and they act all sad when they are just attention-seekers.

[@ToHalcyon]

Yes exactly. Just because I like my room mess-free does not mean I have OCD

[@jacklange3991]

There are different levels of OCD, the one in this video is EXTREMELY severe

[@sophiecarr6998]

Avengers Assemble please YUP I get hat I was in maths and I put hand sanitiser on the table because it looked gross and then someone was like “dO yOu HaV OCD” I’m like no I don’t like germs and I’m a perfectionist that’s not OCD

[@mannydane]

I hate when people that aren’t ocd easily say that they are.

[@breiana3273]

same my friend is saying that and I asked her why she thinks that and she says that she is always organized, but I know that there is more than to just being organized

[@mannydane]

Breiana right

[@zctwenty]

@@breiana3273 it's perfectionism, tell her that lol

[@user-pm4qv3ow1t]

Prev thank youuu. lots of people just throw it around as if some sort of joke and one minute they have ocd and the next they don’t when if you’ve been diagnosed you can’t just ‘stop having it’ every time you don’t want it but they mistreat it in that way without realising it

[@mannydane]

Tara Das-Gupta exactly

[@anabuneta3656]

I watched this video for the first time a few years ago when my ocd started getting really bad. This video made me feel like I wasn’t going crazy and like this was actually something that other people were going through that could be explained. It gave me a name to call the disorder that I didn’t even know I was dealing with. Even if it’s kind of stupid this video honestly means a lot to me and I just remembered it and wanted to come back to it to thank the people who made it for representing such a misunderstood and stereotyped disorder, and showing 11 year old me that I wasn’t completely insane.

[@SaveMe0377]

I suspect I have ocd (in a legitimate way), and although I don't have all these types of compulsions, I like the way this video demonstrates the thoughts and the overload moments (when the video colors turn negative+high pitch sound). It's a very good way to convey what's going on inside.

[@IAmWolves]

The fact that at the beginning he didn’t stretch out his keys and just waded them up disturbed me

[@indianajonas5565]

It disturbed me, that he wasnt going back to check if the door is really closed... i need to do it like 5 times when i leave my house

[@cool_dood1453]

Yesss and also I felt like he had to close the backpack again

[@chorrellpique4057]

Yes!

[@immmanormalmortal801]

Do all of you guys here hace ocd?

[@shelzi4113]

At this point in the comment section, I can't who has OCD or who is just trying to be quirky or is a perfectionist

[@0elle_belle058]

I like this comment thread. Can relate 👌🏻

[@0elle_belle058]

Neko! Petra Ral Twins 😂

[@cryingattheclub5150]

Yeha Ik some people are just like “OMG that brick is slightly chipped your TrIgGeRiNg My OCD “ And it’s really annoying because there wronf

[@impostrr8638]

@Molly Johnson What's the difference then? Just so I can know if I'm just a perfectionist or if I have OCD

[@faisalhp1773]

The Magical Oreoo having OCD, you literally obsess about everything you ever think about. And like the video shows there are rituals to everything you do.

[@chorrellpique4057]

For me the constant (re)organising, doubt and need for security, desperate need for cleanliness and the consistent and constant need to “level everything out”, isn’t even the worst. It’s the intrusive thoughts about death and other bad things happening to people you care for. Those are the most horrific thoughts that pop up in your mind. That feeling of utter helplessness, because you’ve tried to stop, but the evil thoughts are simply too overwhelming. I am currently also seeing a therapist because I have sensory overload - a possible DSM 5 disorder and/or am likely gifted. Sometimes I feel like my mind is on fire; the thinking and planning never stops.

[@concernedhuman4559]

Hi Chorrell: The best book I've ever read and has helped me tremendously is by Thich Nhat Hanh and is called 'Anger'. It's brilliant; shows you how to understand and embrace your negative habit energy (intrusive thoughts are nothing more than a habit) and transform it into positive energy and does a great job in helping you to understand anxiety. I hope you will try it. His other books are wonderful as well. All the best to you and be well!

[@aidenklem8978]

This video is the most relatable thing that I have ever seen in my entire life.

[@emily5665]

“Use a condom dude” high quality content

[@bird9935]

**Steps on crack** Ear exploder 9000

[@twistedreality997]

@Beanos Gang rip old albert Q^Q

[@adriannacota9745]

Bird the first time it went off it scared me😭

[@comradestalin4826]

ALBERTOOO

[@connor5150]

This pops up in my recommended at least once a year and I watch it, it didn't this year so I had to search it

[@ohgon4355]

As someone with ocd, this video was so satisfying to watch. No, it’s not just about organizing your pencils or clothes.

[@zutubanger]

Thanos: "Perfectly balanced, as all things should be" O shit, Thanos have ocd

[@tuanaslife9432]

ZuTu OMFGGG

[@cassy1916]

Lmfao

[@isaacezekielthecolorblindg7343]

ZuTu lol

[@creepscreak4361]

No thanos just understands that if you killed half of everyone then the universe would be better off

[@lokis_tesseract]

ZuTu oh wow

[@kisukeurahara7589]

I don't know if this OCD but I have this thing where if my left arm,leg,or hand touches anything I just have to touch the same thing with my right arm,leg,or hand I. Edit: OML guys I can’t believe this comment got so much attention, thank you all and good luck with that habit 😅 goodbye twins and have a great day!! Edit (5 years later): I’m in college now fellas 🥲 but I just want to thank all of you for making this comment one of the most liked ones. It means a lot to me because I kept coming back to it and became proud 😁 Thank you all! And yes, I still have this habit from time to time 😭 guess that will never die 🥲 but it’s ok, I know I am not alone ❤️

[@rida6100]

Kisuke Urahara same

[@MountainMarker]

Yup

[@honriG]

Kisuke Urahara omg I do too

[@Hickupz]

Same

[@APPLPENCILMAFIA]

Same man wtf

[@laniilapointe]

this makes me wanna cry because of how accurate this was for me

[@marces646]

This reminds me off when I was in my middleschool/ highschool days before I started getting help with my ocd.

[@rx500android]

This is very relatable... "Anddd officially a crazy person" "Of course I have to count that" "Hey shadow, you must hate me as much as I hate me!" Yup, that's very relatable

[@happytrails5342]

I'm so fucking sick of ocd It got so bad my freshy year of hs that I was in a hospital for 2 weeks. Coping but I just hope I can control it

[@FatimaKhan-uy1id]

@@happytrails5342 that's the problem don't hope to control everything u need to live with others and that includes not being able to control everything and asking 4 help i'm no expert but that's just what i learned about OCD from this vid feel free to correct OR cuss at me

[@zerjiozerjio]

REGULAR PERSON: Skipping over sidewalk lines is fun. I do it all the time and get bummed out if I miss one! Golly! I'm so OCD! PERSON WITH OCD: I had to go back home 3 times because I stepped the wrong way, which made me severely late to work. Again. Also my mind will haunt me with debilitating, invasive thoughts about how everything is now gone to hell for the next week over this. And I know it doesn't make sense, but logic doesn't make it go away. I hate everything, and my life is much harder than it has to be because of my goddamned broken brain. EDIT: Can't believe how many people liked this. I don't have OCD, but someone extremely close to me does and I have tried my utter best to listen, debunk myths, and not try to make sense of it. This disorder is cruel PRECISELY because it doesn't make sense! And people with OCD know this. It's heartbreaking.

[@breadfan_85]

This

[@instantramen7277]

I come to school late every day because even though I bike, left foot over crack then right then left then right and on and on. This sentence took too long because I feel a sensation in my thumb when I type too much with one finger and I'm not even kidding

[@puglord3038]

I might get a service dog for my ocd

[@skiddleywiffers]

Sergio García same

[@pizzaaah1291]

People with ocd have more excuses for being late

[@christofferlangballe5281]

Love This amazing video❤️

[@isabellamarinilli3990]

This is so painfully relatable I used to have really bad OCD to the point where I was hospitalized a lot and seriously thought about committing suicide because it was just to much, luckily for me I got therapy with an OCD specialist and now my life is a whole lot better, to all the people suffering with OCD there is hope OCD therapy really helps

[@anactualbucket1082]

Idk if this is still OCD but here are some things I noticed in the vid that made me anxious: -He's always on the left side of the road. -He touches stuff with only one hand and not both. -The backpack's big zipper is not perfectly placed in the center. -His footsteps' distance from each other aren't the same. -He saw the red car and red bushes on his left side and he didn't turn around so he could also see it on his right side.

[@hnnhrs]

FINALLY SOMEONE SAID THIS.

[@aerix-gd8917]

THE LAST ONE I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONLY ONE

[@ok-tc3vw]

Hector Bundles you don’t have ocd if you truly had it your pfp wouldn’t be so horribly centered it’s literally killing me

[@littlepinkunicorn8715]

Yes!!! I always have to do everything on both sides or it kills me!!

[@emjunkins1298]

I don’t get the last one

[@krazykoala7329]

As someone with OCD, this is a really good way to demonstrate it for people who don’t understand it that well

[@mist2666]

Darly's Pets you’re right. This is perfect 👌

[@timthy.3711]

Really good example of actuall ocd.

[@everettbaeder4538]

Quite the good representation💪💪

[@primetime-si6bs]

i have OCD and ADHD so its hard

[@samuelsmith7084]

I laughed but only because of how relatable this was. It's exhausting.

[@yessly9198]

The right foot is also always the first one for everything, like putting to my sock my shoe first and the first one to start walking with