When i was 17 my life was just too much to bare, I lost my dad six years earlier, I never had any friends and was bullied every day in school. I had taken the S&W .45 my father left me, stole a bottle of Whiskey and was sitting in my car down a back road... That was the only time that gun had ever jammed and didn't fire. 22 years later I have two sons and the sweetest little angel. I know my dad stepped down from God's grace and said he wasnt ready for me to join him that night. This song hits so hard, and i just pray none of my children ever truly understand how deep this song and how close we were in never meeting. I love you dad, I miss you every day. But i know you saved me that night, I just wish you could meet your grandkids. Dennis is a spitting image of you and he is named after the greatest man who I've ever known... You
@dawsonspath22579 ай бұрын
Wow man. Thank you for sharing that. I lost my dad when I was that same age (cancer). I just lost my wife and son in a car accident on March 26th. I have 3 other kids and they are the reason I am here. But you did it all by yourself - you have such strength and I am glad you are still here. ❤
@VV-ig1po9 ай бұрын
I just drop a tears for you ur dad in my self am harting bad
@Tired-of-this-shot-jh7dc9 ай бұрын
We all suffer loss. Mine was my wife of 25+ years. Kissed her on the forehead, not knowing that would be the last time. Then, he woke up to her dead body. That's super f'd up, but life must go on. I blamed everyone and everything I hated myself for not doing enough to make her well. I was lost for the next couple of years, chasing something her ghost idk. 😢😢😢😢 I still miss her. I always will. I love you Tonya. Thank you for being a part of my life and giving us a wonderful son that grew to be a great man.
@amandaforeman74419 ай бұрын
Sweetheart he met your kids before you did ❤ He was with you that night and every one since ❤ God bless you
@waninoko878 ай бұрын
That’s deep
@chrisfaulkner416010 ай бұрын
I'm 54 now and been listening to Shinedown since they started. It's funny that when you are happy you hear a song............. When you are broken you hear the lyrics. Thank you to this band for getting me through some rough times in my life.
@Southparkhappy10 ай бұрын
😢 2:12
@DazeOfDom10 ай бұрын
You're respected to the fullest and I hope you get every answer in this world. You deserve it . Stay up .
@xristosmakris44778 ай бұрын
❤ψγγγγ
@Taureanfitness6 ай бұрын
Truth spoken 💯
@ernestking73486 ай бұрын
Never thought of it like that, im 44. Your absolutely right, when your broken songs take on such a deeper meaning. Won't go into detail but this song will always hold a special place in my life.
@richardbarton50793 жыл бұрын
I walked my son's casket out of the church in December 2019 with this very song playing. We shared a love for music and good whiskey. We sat on a hill in May of 2018 and sang along to this with Shine Down at River Riot. Tomorrow is the second anniversary of his passing and I miss him everyday. Don't take life for granted as it is too short and fragile. Rest in peace son.
@jasonelsey13283 жыл бұрын
Much love to you brother
@mpcme89903 жыл бұрын
Damn
@brianpowell76483 жыл бұрын
Omg the funeral home would not let me do that I can honestly say I don't know who carried him!
@talonmc19992 жыл бұрын
I lost my Daughter Katey 4 years ago. This club me and u are in sucks really bad! Sorry about ur Son
@rcyonkers12 жыл бұрын
@@talonmc1999 I am so sorry buddy. May she rest in eternal peace. Stay strong.
@mattpomeroy2315 Жыл бұрын
The lyrics are like emotional razors. I find it amazing how the dark lyrics shed light on something EVERYONE knows about, but no one likes to talk about. An epidemic that has claimed some of the best and brightest of all generations. This song is a masterpiece.
@onyxchick19777 ай бұрын
Perfectly said
@TheOracleSerpent6 ай бұрын
Great song, but the lyrics are widely misinterpreted. "...it actually had nothing to do with a gun. The 45 was a metaphor for the world and ‘staring down the barrel of a 45’ was about staring down at this planet and what it throws at you, how you have maneuvered through your life.” - Brent Smith in an interview with American Songwriter. So when you look at it that way, it's really a song about reflection and not meant to be dark in any way. Regardless, Brent Smith is a masterful songwriter indeed.
@DeannIsHere2 ай бұрын
@@TheOracleSerpent so it's a song that has a good meaning in either way that you can look at it? damn that's why i love this band
@terryelliott78695 күн бұрын
@@TheOracleSerpent you’re right. And when my youngest turned twelve back in November, I played this song for him and explained what each lyric line meant. We lost his father to suicide nearly 5 years ago, so this was REALLY IMPORTANT to him that I was able to do this. This song is all about life, opportunities, and choices. It’s about taking raw potential and using it to the best of your abilities. I made a separate comment about my brother in this thread quite a while back, and it was another perfect example. He passed, but not by suicide. However, life and poor choices kicked him hard in the ass and he did not deal with it very well. It all broke him and his body in the end. Even at 12 years old, my son understood the basic concepts. Thank you for sharing, and being able to see the artist’s intent.
@nickyru11 ай бұрын
My dad was killed in a car accident last month. I know he loved Shinedown and this song. I remember hearing it when I was younger, I’m 23 now and listening to this song makes me remember the good times I had with him and I couldn’t be more thankful for its existence. It helped me get through my worst days recently.
@tawnibuss438611 ай бұрын
I hope the pain starts to come a little less. My mom died when I was 15.. biggest regret I have is keeping her buried.. I didn't cry I didn't talk about her I didn't celebrate.. and the days I actually remember I had a mom. It almost kills me inside and I have forgotten so much. This was before we could make real memories or even have her on video so I could remember her voice.. the pain never goes away, and the times it hits it will feel like the first time every time. But the days do spread out and happen less and less. You'll be okay❤
@tgamendoza252811 ай бұрын
My condolences... my 19 year old nephew 💙 was murdered by a 45 on Nov 21st 2023... I just found out literally an hour ago it was a "45".... 😢😭.... For whatever reason I heard this song Thursday night. I would jam it in the past. Who would have thought/known. 🤜💔🤛 I hope your ok. My your dad rest in peace...❤🙏🏼
@juandon111 ай бұрын
stay strong brother
@Quinnmoving11 ай бұрын
Keep the good in your mind. Nobody can take that
@ADumbcountryBrunette11 ай бұрын
Aww i wish you well 😢
@terryelliott7869 Жыл бұрын
My brother and I used to sit together listening to this one, till he learned to play it on his guitar. He died 4 years ago, the day before Thanksgiving 2019, of an infection in both of his lungs. My heart was ripped out the day he passed: I wasn’t ready to let him go….my brother forever🕊
@isabellaloper4332 ай бұрын
I'm sorry for ur loss😢
@terryelliott78692 ай бұрын
@@isabellaloper433thank you. 🤗
@terryelliott78692 ай бұрын
@@isabellaloper433 LuckyCharmBrat1980
@pincessdarkness88745 күн бұрын
Eu sinto muito ...
@isabellaloper4335 күн бұрын
@@terryelliott7869 your welcome 😊
@jdbly59342 жыл бұрын
There's just something about this song...it released as I was going through a separation and subsequent divorce and suffering through so many depressing days...it remained on top of my playlist as I transitioned into single life...then also as I met my soulmate and we've been together for 18 years this week. EVERY time I hear it, my eyes tear up because it reminds me of how I came through such a darkness in my life and finally the light broke through. Thank you Shinedown, you will never know me but please know how you helped me with just a single song.
@ElYoutuver10 ай бұрын
This is one of the best songs of shinedown of all time... like if you think the same.
@llz157120 күн бұрын
I would have given you a like here in agreement, but you said "one" of the best. to me, this is THE best by them, and that thought will never change for me
@johntaylorsatta82036 жыл бұрын
If you can't live for yourself, live for the ones who love you. Until the ones who love you, help you to live for yourself again. Don't give up my friends.
@renegade2626 жыл бұрын
Well said bro
@toddgoldstein84615 жыл бұрын
That's great way of thinking thanks for sharing
@kylelehigh84975 жыл бұрын
thank you
@Lunas2595 жыл бұрын
And what if you don't have anyone that loves you
@bobbrewer13475 жыл бұрын
Lunas Warrior777 find someone
@sophiaetka22 Жыл бұрын
I almost took my own life today. This song helped pull me out of it. Shinedown is one of my all time favorite bands, coming in second to Breaking Benjamin. But god damn, their music is amazing.
@strangerinastrangeland830417 күн бұрын
Stay strong
@AxeKick805 жыл бұрын
“Whatever happened to the young man’s heart, swallowed by pain as he slowly fell apart” Anthem of my life
@cheeseisgoodman4255 жыл бұрын
I feel that.
@anthonythompsonsr19935 жыл бұрын
I hear that
@BossPrepping5 жыл бұрын
Agreed but I'm a old man now it doesnt get easier you just get a little more broken each time
@jacksonsteinman38605 жыл бұрын
WHATEVER HAPPENED TO THE PUSSY THAT COULDNT SAY SOMETHING TO ANOTHER MANS FACE? Not walk away and mumble or go in the other room and whisper. GAMES ARE READY TO BE PLAYED! So u fucks got something to say fucking say it!!
@tristanhoward385 жыл бұрын
@@jacksonsteinman3860 Idk Wtf Your talking about but its pretty obvious That this song, comment, and everybody who liked this comment or said "same here" are talking about past relationships that broke them
@SpookyTrue11 ай бұрын
My son took his own life 2/4/24 I’m broken, I heard this song at a store today and it broke me all over again, I have screamed and cried. I loved my son so damn much. The pain is unbearable 💔
@adambuglyo75948 ай бұрын
I’m so sorry
@rowemitchell20747 ай бұрын
No one belongs in this club we live in💔 I know your pain I’m sorry
@xsilentkilier90527 ай бұрын
ive expirenced that. it hurts
@michellegum-t6d7 ай бұрын
I am so sorry I know I am stranger but I couldn't even imagine the pain that you bear as I have children. Myself. But I just want you to know I s3en your comment and if you ever need someone to talk to cry to I will listen and if not just know I pray for you. He walks by your side everyday. He will be your angel until you one day meet him again. I know my words don't make it better there is nothing that possibly could I just for some reason felt your pain bc I read tons of comments on videos and never felt the need to say anything to anyone until now.
@michellegum-t6d7 ай бұрын
Listen to the song one more light by Linkon park
@lerch15004 жыл бұрын
"The will to live, will always outweigh the ability to die." -Brent Smith's friend Those that don't understand this song, think it is depressing. Those that get it, realize that this song holds a message of hope. To everyone still trying to figure out how to unlock the missing puzzle pieces of life... I don't have a solution, but I get it. I'm in tears as I write this, because I have wanted to die almost every day for the last four years, when everything in my life took a turn for the worse. This song is a good reminder that continuing to live is the only way to find those missing pieces... it's the only way to figure out what "happened to the young man's heart." Life is long, and often painful. Just existing often feels like slamming your head into a concrete wall. Keep fighting. Keep looking for those moments of hope, even when everything looks hopeless. Something as simple as the words of a stranger may contain the key to unlocking the ability to experience joy once again. I'm not there yet. I'm still stuck in shitty circumstances, and want to die most days of the week. But I at least have a few days here and there, where I can actually smile... and sometimes even laugh. It never becomes a perfect world, but it can become a better world for you.
@reesee96694 жыл бұрын
There is a way out my sweetheart and it's within you, no where else. I've been in hell. It exist! It started from birth, raised in a satanic cult, raped ritualized, trafficked, exploited and shunned by my family because I escaped the cult at 15. I'm 53 now and I'm still in recovery. 15+ years therapy. ( Drug free). What ever you are going through I understand and believe you. But guess what. You have been in hell, in hell now! But YOU R STILL HERE FOR A REASON. YOU R THE REASON, don't you see. You have. I have special abilities to make it through hell and back. WHY? WHY U? We have to have powers to face the demons and make it out alive. (I'm not talking RELIGION I'm talking spiritually.) Do you know how strong a human had to be to go through hell and back and make it out alive! Of course your gonna have scars. Those are reminders of your battles in hell. Be proud of your battles scars,! It only shows proof U ARE A VICTORIOUS WARRIOR not a victim of war.
@lerch15004 жыл бұрын
@@reesee9669, thank you. It doesn't usually feel like I have any strength. Often it just feels like there isn't anything left to break inside me. It is a tremendous blessing just knowing that there are others dealing with trauma, and conquering (or at the very least surviving) each day thereafter.
@reesee96694 жыл бұрын
@@lerch1500 you don't have to thank me sweetheart. If you ever need to vent, yell, curse, or even cry out to, I will be that person for you. I believe humans meet for a reason. To help each other through the hard times. Like an older. Brother or sister, so here is my email. Reach out anytime. tgordon690@gmail.com. I can give u my number there if you want to talk. I will never judge. I might give constructive advice, but only if I'm knowledgeable. Ttyl.
@jmeszi41594 жыл бұрын
Stop cutting onions dude
@Enough_Tumbleweed4 жыл бұрын
Keep fighting my friend. I dont know you or your tribulations, but none of them outweigh your worth. Be a guiding light to those who may be where you were, lost and hopeless. I lost a good friend of mine two years ago 07/29/2018. He took his own life and to this day I wish I could have been there. To help him, just to listen, just to talk. I think about him everyday, his smile, his jokes, his open ears, and tender heart. His demons convinced him he wasnt worth it. I want you to know that you are loved, I promise.
@MusicDork00162 жыл бұрын
For some reason I hear that chorus, "staring down the barrel of a 45" and I instantly remember that I can never give up...no matter how much I may want to. Music has a way of reminding you that everybody suffers. You can't give up without losing everything. Thank you Shinedown for always reminding me that I still have so much life left to live.
@BooneRoark-lj3ng Жыл бұрын
Yell I lost most everything my mind included but it's getting better I still have family I just don't really trust them
@V4demon_ Жыл бұрын
You are not alone, everyone has problems, some a lot greater than others. Many a time I've thought about just ending it all but life's too beautiful man, as horrible as it can be sometimes, you've got to say "fk you, im not going yet."
@ericwilson6994 Жыл бұрын
Faith in God
@godzillasimp Жыл бұрын
It wouldn't be losing everything, people are so much more than their immediate flesh form and consciousness. But yeah never end your life, there's always a light to grab onto
@JeffBeekman-h1l11 ай бұрын
@kylieannconnor 0:14 V4blood
@boywgecks4 жыл бұрын
who's still jamming to this in 2021 🖐
@michigan_man10183 жыл бұрын
Me, such a good song
@caligo_alstroemeria88833 жыл бұрын
HELL YEAH!
@janieduncan15313 жыл бұрын
Me! One of my favorite shinedown songs!!
@brysonw18153 жыл бұрын
🤘
@Triscuitlikesbiscuits3 жыл бұрын
ME
@jomahawk7488 Жыл бұрын
People always ask me “who’s your favorite band?” For the longest time, I couldn’t answer. I always said “I just like individual songs” But then I realized how many of those “individual songs” were from Shinedown. This band, these unbelievably talented guys, have helped me through some of the darkest corners of my life. Thank you, Shinedown
@timothyroberts86112 жыл бұрын
To anyone who sees this: You are needed as a father. You will be missed, don't do it. Live for your children, or, yourself. No one should stare down the barrel of a 45. Survive, contend, preserve. That's all you can rely on in this world. ❤
@timothyroberts86112 жыл бұрын
Just trying is enough friend
@sweetleaf61552 жыл бұрын
@UCnt5YDOiCYtCox9usatE8pQ Fight for your life because no one else can if "YOU" don't want it. Please keep fighting because you are loved.. ❤🤍💙
@Nileshmish2 жыл бұрын
" you're needed as a father, you will be missed, don't do it" sums up my battle, my existence. Thank you for putting this up!!
@soulextract6402 жыл бұрын
What scares me is I might not be able to stop my father because he has a drug induced psychosis. And my uncle just sold the house without us knowing. So the stress falls to me and my other uncle and he's crippled. So idk. But I'm going to put a bullet in my good for nothing uncle before I walk out of life.
@timothyroberts86112 жыл бұрын
Soul extract, "Struggler, Struggle, endure, contend, for that alone is the sword of one who defies death" Don't give it all away, find your peace and conquer this life. Best wishes and good luck, you will persevere
@CULERA4202 жыл бұрын
Forever the best... I was a teenager when this came out and it helped me through anger, addiction, depression and abuse. Thank you Shinedown 💙🖤🔥
@Ojochegbe_Samuel2 жыл бұрын
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@aiyanahunt6988 Жыл бұрын
This is the reason I’m alive right now. I’m only 13 and have had so many issues I shouldn’t. I struggle with addiction, physical abuse, mental abuse, depression, anxiety, and bi polar disorder. Ever since I was a little girl this has been my favorite song. I respect you.
@gabrielreyes3726 Жыл бұрын
I'm sorry you went through that, miss Bonilla. You were strong enough to come out alive and I believe you're ready for whatever life throws at you
@BeautifulMess-g8e Жыл бұрын
❤
@grizzlyhadley3873 жыл бұрын
This is my anti-suicidal song. Anytime I feel the darkness creep into my soul this breaks it.
@surge91043 жыл бұрын
Yes, me too
@natemoss76843 жыл бұрын
Me too, makes me realize my kids would miss me
@snazzysnazzergryphon85503 жыл бұрын
Has anything changed?
@meredithgrubb70273 жыл бұрын
Yes
@daboi89583 жыл бұрын
Nah Jesus is
@MasterKacey3 жыл бұрын
I remember seeing Shinedown at a small local bar shortly after this album came out. This song was PHENOMENAL live. The crowd were all singing, everyone was sharing this beautiful moment. The guy next to me had tears streaming down his face, I don't even think he realized it. I didn't really listen to Shinedown much after their first album, but damn... this was definitely a good one.
@richardmurray7941 Жыл бұрын
I'm 64 years old. I love this song. I pray for all you young people. And I'm going to light one up
@julieslovak24566 ай бұрын
I am 67 and still love this band! My brothers favorite, he died due to covid protocol:(
@KyleLyre13Күн бұрын
I heard this song for the first time when I was 16, and it was a profound moment because it captured so many of these caustic emotions I was feeling but couldn't explain. I've come very close to doing something very final more than a few times, but this somg has helped me to put a face on it and see it for what it is; a struggle, but a winnable one. I turned 29 today, and I don't think I'd be here today without that insight. Thank you, Shinedown.
@justbeingaby10 жыл бұрын
This song will never get old. It only gets better each time its listened to.
@zackborneo7763 жыл бұрын
Exactly
@ish7adhikari2202 жыл бұрын
😌😌😌
@richardmurray7941 Жыл бұрын
Absolutely
@ryancraig69574 жыл бұрын
This song still gives me chills. Love it and always will
@Ojochegbe_Samuel2 жыл бұрын
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@cmi74395 жыл бұрын
For me this is THE song that started it all! The lyrics are so unbelievably raw. Its just as powerful now as it was the first time I heard it. Thank you for such an amazing song.
@rileysanders51045 жыл бұрын
It's better than rap they sing one good song for the money
@numetalguitarist23775 жыл бұрын
@@rileysanders5104 well, we cant compare a real masterpiece to idiotic dogshit, can we
@imahimaimah72395 жыл бұрын
@@rileysanders5104 .
@brain84845 жыл бұрын
it is so gay
@deans16964 жыл бұрын
I really want to end it all and with a.45 it will be the real deal
@Tokingguido Жыл бұрын
Over a decade later and this song has still kept me alive through my darkest days. Shine down saves lives.
@chrissyd2000 Жыл бұрын
Yes, they do. One of my favorite bands.
@vahzah_dovahkiin933 Жыл бұрын
It's 2 decades
@vahzah_dovahkiin933 Жыл бұрын
2003
@rileyhuffman5058 Жыл бұрын
I’m 15 and all I can say is same
@jeffreymelillo7671 Жыл бұрын
Me too bro, me too 👊👍🫠
@bmichon889 жыл бұрын
One of the most deep songs I have ever heard. This song is so emotional. If you really get and understand these lyrics. Then I know you have been thru hell and back. Keep your heads up everyone. The deep sadness that underlies this song needs to be our motivation to never go back to hell. Stay strong everyone. DGAF what color,entnicity you are. You are who you are. Nothing will ever change in this world if we don't work together to do so. Lets never be that person with a gun in their mouths again.
@Bilbo16aa9 жыл бұрын
Blake Alexander That was beautiful
@brandonswilley19 жыл бұрын
***** Troll
@terekwhite97127 жыл бұрын
guns a metaphor.
@someguy45927 жыл бұрын
❤
@melaniekull56095 жыл бұрын
This song has helped me with my continuous suicidal thoughts, then my attempts in 2013, 2015 and 2018. No matter what medicines I get, I always come here because I know theres people like me who are strong enough and that makes me feel less alone
@EpicMathTime5 жыл бұрын
❤
@larrycrawford41985 жыл бұрын
I feel your pain. I don't know if this is a reply to your channel or not but I had to reply Melanie. I came to this by accident in one of those bad moments.It's weird because I use a 45 for target practice.Ti hit me hard. I'm retired now thought it would be better. So I have lots of time .If you ever want to talk let me know And I'll leave you my # l li leave it on this channel.Peace be with you!!
@nizzeazz39734 жыл бұрын
My name is smileyz 6185993802 letz share thoughtz beautiful
@jacoba72934 жыл бұрын
Hey if you ever need someone to talk to let me know just remember your never alone someone will always listen
@ernestohernandez67864 жыл бұрын
Stay strong 💪
@QiaraIris9 жыл бұрын
Shinedown are poets!
@kevintwitty86799 жыл бұрын
Indeed, they're. Obviously Brent Smith has some inspiration to write this song ;-)
@superluigibro39 жыл бұрын
+Kevin Twitty that's my frist name lol
@noahoverman23149 жыл бұрын
+Kevin Twitty they didn't write this😂 it's a cover
Not about killing himself or death. Said it himself. And I was like ‘why? When it actually had nothing to do with a gun’. The 45 was a metaphor for the world and ‘staring down the barrel of a 45’ was about staring down at this planet and what it throws at you, how you have maneuvered through your life.” “It’s also about reflection and it’s a coming of age story,” he added. “I’m singing the song and talking about myself but it’s also a rebirth, coming into adulthood, realizing some of the stuff maybe your parents kept from you to give you a childhood before you had to face the world. It’s really an example of how life is give-and-take.
@tariqshafi83314 жыл бұрын
Dark tune for dark times. Stay safe and healthy, everyone!
@calebmikel37434 жыл бұрын
Thank you bro
@jahmarleycameron4504 жыл бұрын
You as well Stay up!
@agaz14936 жыл бұрын
When music is your medicine ❤️ love Brent's voice soooo much 😍
@muzikismylife29138 жыл бұрын
Brent's voice is so freakin amazing!!
@jerryfocht49882 жыл бұрын
I have been there for quite some time but God 🙏 is good and kreps me Safe all the time thanks lord
@SneharthoDey8 жыл бұрын
Lyrically, Brent Smith is head and shoulders above his peer bands. The thoughts he put behind every line and how he told deep meaningful stories is just straight up poetic! Genius!
@Coolkidkarateman8 жыл бұрын
technically it is poetic..
@kathleensidwell62235 жыл бұрын
Totally agree
@fangfyote62782 жыл бұрын
I'm still jamming to this in October 2022, this song definitely got me through some hard times
@shanekilbourn2 жыл бұрын
me 2
@daviddahlgren85222 жыл бұрын
Yup!
@kellilee57906 жыл бұрын
This songs helped me more then anything. After the lose of my mom, my dad, and siblings it keeps me going. I wake up everyday not knowing what to excpet but im here. I own everything to y'all. Thank you shinedown! 2k18
@rebeccavwalker95985 жыл бұрын
I am so sorry to hear of your loss. Words can't describe. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
@Flowerlytdm5 жыл бұрын
fee lbad have a baby sister cant imagine losing her. may they rest in peace
@gawdlytryhard78525 жыл бұрын
Amen sweetie
@jjportala4 жыл бұрын
Kelli Lee As Joe Dirt said you got to keep on keeping on no joke I take that to heart
@fayfine47844 жыл бұрын
I love shindown's music my favorite song by them is 45
@rubylee4475 Жыл бұрын
This song always gets me, even all these years later. Good one to sing to in the car when you're trying to get through the day, don't care who's watching at the lights! This is just one that will never get old.
@cassycleveland6565 жыл бұрын
Lost a child before it was even born. My husband and I were heartbroken. It's something you never really get over. I am blessed that we did choose to go through it together and are still with each other today. God Bless all those who go through this. Will never forget you baby girl. Lost in 2006 but not forgotten.
@iamwhoiam788711 ай бұрын
"It" Ok
@SaunterVaguelyDown7 ай бұрын
@@iamwhoiam7887 Maybe they don't know the gender? I don't see the big deal with using it tbh.
@tierrabundy95182 жыл бұрын
The first time I heard this song was when I was twelve years old and suicidal after my mom was given only months to live by the doctors and my dad lived across the country. This song helped me and still helps me especially now that I'm a Christian this song takes on an even deeper meaning to me.
@fernandavianna507011 ай бұрын
I'm happy to read this. Thanks for sharing. God is the only one can save us ❤
@MrMRMONKEY23210 жыл бұрын
Shinedown is easily one of two bands(the other being Breaking Benjamin) that I can safely say can't make bad music. Be it covers original performances or acoustics, its all great and never disappoints.
@dyson018710 жыл бұрын
Billion times agree.
@Moonshadownova10 жыл бұрын
Breaking Benjamin is like my life, haven't heard a song by them I don't like. They should be more popular in my opinion.
@dyson018710 жыл бұрын
Matsuri Yep, they seem pretty underated unfortunately.
@loopy177410 жыл бұрын
Agree. System of a Down, Chevelle, and Three Days Grace are also included on my list.
@dyson018710 жыл бұрын
Lou Shuss I agree with Chevelle and Three Days Grace but I'm not too keen on System of a Down.
@Brndndutton2 жыл бұрын
Such a powerful voice and an amazing song.
@anap58424 жыл бұрын
This song hits on a whole different level. Everytime I listen to it, I get goosebumps. Only a few know, only the strong survive. Keep it pushing.
@jamiekaystardew5 жыл бұрын
My dad is a victim of suicide. I wish nobody ever had to feel that pain. I remember wishing for death as young as 12. If you ever feel suicidal there are those who seem like strangers who would help you and be there. We are all one. Much love to all!!!
@21Rindal3 жыл бұрын
I can relate...my dad tried to take his life before i was born. unsuccessful, but bears the scar for his entire life. i too, wished for death in my life. here i am, a better person after reaching out for help.
@willmccaughey66433 жыл бұрын
I understand the sentiment but I know most depressed/suicidal wouldn't want to burden you
@themathfamily30943 жыл бұрын
Did he die not to be rude
@semandamoses15943 жыл бұрын
Hi
@woody98493 жыл бұрын
I feel your pain. Thank you for sharing.my father also took his own life. To anyone thinking of it, a permanent solution to temporary problems is not the awnser.
@BiblicallyAccurateFish8 жыл бұрын
Honestly, I'm actually passing through some tough things, I'm having really bad thoughts and this song keeps me living, quite litteraly, Shinedown, I owe you my life, thanks
@belindarv3rse8 жыл бұрын
Push through it!! Try your hardest! 💕
@soulhype24368 жыл бұрын
you'll get through it man my dad passed away and I suffer from deppresio
@johnmartin96608 жыл бұрын
same:(
@fitzfitzherbert55558 жыл бұрын
things will get better... trust me... I've been in that same dark place
@chris59newyork8 жыл бұрын
I think everyone has..glad you're here
@mistyhilton88569 ай бұрын
My best friend who’s no longer here loved this song! He played it daily 😞 RIP Josh ❤
@krismilstead92152 жыл бұрын
I am so super grateful beyond words. For 20+ years it was a struggle one way or the other. OD 4x. My child found me.. not my proudest moment. Been to jail a few times. My daughter bailed me out, not my husband .. been to many rehabs and phyc wards.. one day something just snapped and I put everything down. I had enough. .. I am now 4+ years clean. Have a wonderful life. I owe it all to my children and my bf and to my x husband you were never there..
@gwopc2 жыл бұрын
god bless.
@peterbarker420X2 жыл бұрын
Stand strong as a woman pls
@jefferybellew57012 жыл бұрын
So glad you're doing well. Keep your head up and love and laugh always !!
@krismilstead92152 жыл бұрын
@@jefferybellew5701 Always! There is a reason why they say "laughter is the best medicine"..
@jefferybellew57012 жыл бұрын
@@krismilstead9215 God Bless you and yours. Remember it's not how we fall it's how we Get Up !!!
@caseydavis49056 жыл бұрын
Send away for a priceless gift One not subtle, one not on the list Send away for a perfect world One not simply, so absurd In these times of doing what you're told Keep these feelings, no one knows What ever happened to the young man's heart? Swallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apart And I'm staring down the barrel of a 45, Swimming through the ashes of another life No real reason to accept the way things have changed Staring down the barrel of a 45 Send a message to the unborn child Keep your eyes open for a while In a box high up on the shelf, left for you, no one else There's a piece of a puzzle known as life Wrapped in guilt, sealed up tight What ever happened to the young man's heart? Swallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apart And I'm staring down the barrel of a 45, Swimming through the ashes of another life No real reason to accept the way things have changed Staring down the barrel of a 45 Everyone's pointing their fingers Always condemning me And nobody knows what I believe I believe! And I'm staring down the barrel of a 45, Swimming through the ashes of another life No real reason to accept the way things have changed Staring down the barrel of a 45 And I'm staring down the barrel of a 45, And I'm swimming through the ashes of another life There is no real reason to accept the way things have changed Staring down the barrel of a 45, 45
@jonathanjones89205 жыл бұрын
🤩🤗😍😘
@caseydavis49055 жыл бұрын
@John Johnson ikr
@coreyharper91635 жыл бұрын
The acoustic version of this song really shows how good his voice really is. Such a deep and powerful song.
@mahensiriwardana13344 жыл бұрын
Corey Harper yeah just listen to it..it’s amazing..
@RyanPendington5 ай бұрын
I remember my cousins and i listening to this on a live cd album of theirs at our aunts in an ice storm just blasting shinedown. All the adults in our life then have since od'd, passed away, homeless, or just gone. And those same people that were my age into those same paths. Here, i am 24 yo and still staring down that barrel of life. God Bless 🙌
@roymcmasters97854 жыл бұрын
Shinedown is criminally underrated
@CEverly2 жыл бұрын
Not really...cookie cutter pop rock band. Dime a dozen. That is not to say I do not like them though.
@johnbatt97962 жыл бұрын
fact!
@Jake-rh7yy9 ай бұрын
Underrated?
@xxjlamariexx6 жыл бұрын
So very often I think of the different ways my life should end, somehow I always end up here. And so many times I live another day, and it’s all because of the raw and real music seeping into my soul. Thank you shinedown. Thank you for keeping me alive.
@ramon3kgt5 жыл бұрын
Jennifer Marie Lancaster never give up. You mean something to someone even if you don’t know it. Best wishes
@derekcharles91585 жыл бұрын
Find Jesus, Instead of suicide!
@maryclouser37485 жыл бұрын
always look up to God n ask for help n him to heal u. I hope this helps u. I will pray for u
@nepneppers81225 жыл бұрын
I hope you are doing well now I am still struggling myself with suicidal thoughts and depression and I know how hard it is in this world I pray that you still have the will to continue living
@xxjlamariexx5 жыл бұрын
Nep Neppers thank you. I’m still breathing. Chronic pain is just so exhausting, a lot of the time I’m caught up in it. I’m working very hard to keep trying.
@MrCoolkidzzzz5 жыл бұрын
Everyone's pointing their fingers Always condemning me And nobody knows what I believe I believe!
@joeshmoe6205 жыл бұрын
best part of the song!
@sbookeydoll Жыл бұрын
This song is timeless. It means so much to so many different people. This is the definition of art in music.
@3dgar7eandro Жыл бұрын
very powerful and beatiful song!!! This is for me the best expression of Shinedown
@stevesullivan89639 жыл бұрын
One of the few bands out there "doing it right". In a world of Bieber-shits... Shinedown's rockin' it. Love it!
@kennymcabee67169 жыл бұрын
right on!!!!
@kaytelynnnichole31299 жыл бұрын
+Steve Sullivan Yea Shinedown, Journey, Nickelback ALL doin it right!!
@sullivansteve89 жыл бұрын
+Steve Sullivan yeah what he said. I agree.
@bryc31018 жыл бұрын
*claps* it brings a tear to my eye 😪 Beautiful
@marctouss18628 жыл бұрын
+Steve Sullivan dude you need trash like justin bieber to make trite BS like SD to look good by comparison..
@jacesaces154 жыл бұрын
We don't need to know when you're listening, Good music will be listened to forever.
@joshriddle17104 жыл бұрын
There are so many we lost when Chris Cornell died I gave up on music I'm back now
@mahensiriwardana13344 жыл бұрын
So true ...!!!!
@TG-hh9xj4 жыл бұрын
Yes!!!! Idc how old!!! Still one of my favs!!!
@mistergrim014 жыл бұрын
Thank you!! Hate the whole 'whos listening in 2020?' bullshit
@deathprime94824 жыл бұрын
Only if "we" send outside of our planet enough of our realities. Treatrous is the reality ,planet over .nothing partial is eternal . a half truth or partial truth is lies ,I LOVE TRUTH NATURE AND DEATH. Y? Because they are constant ,mercyless,NOT FOR SALE,unchangeable,realities that Never stop or Never fail.
@chenitareese4492 Жыл бұрын
❤❤❤❤❤ what a great memory ...a memory some dont get.... :hugs:
@Serpents_and_Doves3 жыл бұрын
11 years later and this is still hitting my heart.
@libracusp23462 жыл бұрын
Yes sir
@nillazilla222 жыл бұрын
This song was originally made in 2001 btw so it’s 21.
@bobdollaz33912 жыл бұрын
I thought 2002
@lindsaybeadle8478 Жыл бұрын
This song was released when I was turning 18. I had discovered the first day of my senior year that I had a hereditary pre-cancerous disease. It hit hard, honestly still does.
@danevans1643 Жыл бұрын
Hope your doing well now man 🫡
@lindsaybeadle847811 ай бұрын
I am still fighting the fight. 🙂
@sherrygraybill75854 ай бұрын
Hang in there. God heals all of us. You have great taste in music . 😊😊😊
@Margo-fm9py8 ай бұрын
I have listened to this over and over truly swimming through the ashes of another life... don't know what I've done for God to take it all away. I guess He only knows...
@AmandaAshley-nn7ix8 ай бұрын
Just as the phoenix before it was reborn into its true self; it had to fall, to burn THRU the ash So it was able to RISE UP as The Phoenix.... Growing, Rebirth, being Awoken into 'the unknown' is the scariest & one of the most painful parts of life But HAS to happen to become the 'being' you were created to be & not only find your purpose but step into it. (The poor butterfly curled up in his caccoon to die, instead he re-awoke as a beautiful butterfly.) God works in mysterious ways...SO during your swim I hope you find strengths you never knew you had & courage to step into your new life Don't be afraid of the unknown, the worst battles are given to the strongest soldiersGod knows what he's doin ~Stay Strong~
@michaelchase4183 ай бұрын
God didn't take anything from you, if there even is a god, let's pretend their isn't, for this lesson anyway. Humans and circumstance take from you, you can't change those things. The only thing you can change is you. Now let's move on to the God aspect, I don't know if you've read the Bible, every page, but christ on the cross
@217AlvinP32 Жыл бұрын
lost ma back in January this year n swimming thru ashes of another life is what im focused on rn... what could've been but isn't 💔 it's xmas eve 2day...
@thomaslindseth87474 жыл бұрын
This is my neighbors favorite song regardless if they like it or not lol
@Amanda-db9yx5 ай бұрын
Shinedown is musical therapy they have helped me through a lot
@triforceshaw8510 ай бұрын
They're the Best!!
@MaddenHunter420 Жыл бұрын
The more i listen an study this song i just wanna say it almost been two years since i lost not just a mentor not a manger he nor freind he was my brother he was lost bc of mental health issues an RIP Haigen you are not forgotten your always loved We miss you man To whoever reads rhis i just wanna say i suffered so much in the past 25 years with mild Cerbal Plasy which is a mild Walking Disability that no matter what you got threw in life you are loved an supported no matter who or what you are or even love you are loved regardless
@wiredman95488 жыл бұрын
I've been to 3 of their concerts ......Shinedown kicks ass
@andre_uag5 ай бұрын
Anyone listening to this masterpiece in 2024??? 😍
@Drmorganaurora5 ай бұрын
❤
@andre_uag5 ай бұрын
@@Drmorganaurora Legend! ❤️
@joshhunter12774 ай бұрын
Yes. Will always forever listen to this❤
@shawnrider743 ай бұрын
Me
@JasminRekić-t5v3 ай бұрын
Everyone
@erikwille56143 жыл бұрын
Hands down, by far one of the top ten songs ever created :)
@Ojochegbe_Samuel2 жыл бұрын
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@BabyWick351 Жыл бұрын
@@Ojochegbe_Samuel thank you
@robase2665 Жыл бұрын
Man, this song helped me get through some shit!
@jonathansmuth47028 жыл бұрын
This song is the greatest song shinedown has
@Ishvires5 жыл бұрын
+simple man
@cheshirecats14925 жыл бұрын
@@Ishvires that's a cover by shine down
@rikkibranch32542 жыл бұрын
I remember when this song was released I was a teenager then I fully understood what the lyrics meant and still to this day I feel it in my soul
@stacygreen4072 Жыл бұрын
Same. It hits WAY differently now
@ShadowMoses-zu7jt9 ай бұрын
In 2016 I gave my life to Christ and even though I have my imperfections and have backslide multiple times God has always been there with me through it all. Christ died for our sins and loves each and every one of us. God bless you and Happy Easter!
@susansimpson728 жыл бұрын
Seether and Shinedown...both bands just rock..RIP Layne Staley
@MrGTAVForLife8 жыл бұрын
rip Scott weiland
@dillonleveille71088 жыл бұрын
i agree
@futuramabender20788 жыл бұрын
Are you talkin about AIC'S lead singer?
@susansimpson728 жыл бұрын
futuramabender20 Me? No doubt. Layne Thomas Staley
@MrGTAVForLife8 жыл бұрын
Susan Staley-Simpson rip kurt cobain of green day
@aaronshelby77002 жыл бұрын
2022, and I’m still rockin’ out to this song.
@khamantska2 жыл бұрын
here!
@jeffnow15982 жыл бұрын
I will forever be here
@voidedvoices2 жыл бұрын
Still here rockin out to this song
@aaronshelby77002 жыл бұрын
@@voidedvoices, I’m black and I love this song! This was music was music.
@noahhunsberger692 жыл бұрын
👍
@KatieSinclair05259 жыл бұрын
By far, my favorite song. This and Call Me hit me deep
@TallGuy-bn8fx11 ай бұрын
I'm in my head right now listening to this
@sumaiyamarie5 жыл бұрын
2020, wishing music was more like this still ❤
@breann56055 жыл бұрын
I know, right?
@iamaloser6665 жыл бұрын
Sumaiya Tracy indeed
@80swildchild4 жыл бұрын
Hell yeah!
@baconator13774 жыл бұрын
A little bit off by FFDP has the same kinda energy but it is a different sound
@LemorasCards4 жыл бұрын
Yeah super deep music that is just repeating the nonsense chorus over and over. Let's bring back real rock
@LokiJotunn10 жыл бұрын
This is an awesome track from their first album, one of their best IMO.
@vikkihottie5510 жыл бұрын
Definitely one of their best!!!..
@lonniekelley586410 жыл бұрын
there was a time in my life whn i felt like this. and it didnt seem tht i would ever get a break, My father took his life with a .45 so when this song came out at tht point of my life, i really connected to it. this man singing is still alive, because he continued to fight through the pain. i admire tht. my father gave up... please dont ever give up! if not many at all, there will b at least 1 person destroyed by ur death. and tht alone is worth a thousand heart aches.
@gmoney517310 жыл бұрын
I admire your courage to be so strong after your father's death. so strong that you can help give other humans encouragement and hope. keep your head up!
@cotystory458210 жыл бұрын
Don't listen to what people say, your fathers in a better place now.
@tinaminnich11476 ай бұрын
Ive stared down the dark deep road of trying to end it with pills several times in my life! 🖤 Although i stayed in the cocoon of darkness for many years, i emerged in the light 🕯️ as the butterfly 🦋 i am today!!✝️🕊️ Obviously my job isn't done here yet!! Thank you Lord for being there to catch me!!! ✝️🪽
@400hpmustang9 жыл бұрын
Going to see them tonight, along with Sevendust and Breaking Benjamin at Mohegan Sun casino, friggin pumped.
@DoubleSGaming8 жыл бұрын
+CounterSkil I went to that same show... got my buddy on stage with BB
@zoehamilton24468 жыл бұрын
lucky
@jameeznoname39908 жыл бұрын
+Double S. yo u way 2 lucky
@gracemonteleone43387 жыл бұрын
I'd love to see that show, but I went this year. It was a killer show, and Biffy Clyro shredded the openings.
@studsmoren38927 жыл бұрын
Studs moren
@tbird10288 жыл бұрын
who else cant help singing this song whole heartedly, especially the acoustic version.
@semmysvlogs57077 жыл бұрын
Travis me
@granitecitygaming40677 жыл бұрын
Acoustic? The fuck this is a rock song
@nongdomza27 жыл бұрын
d2b9a969b81c318c83916775afa3b4aa
@kevinstutzman5156 жыл бұрын
Travis me
@nicholasgagnon53196 жыл бұрын
The acoustic version is by far the most soulful it's special and makes you feel it just beautiful
@lovesthedark6 жыл бұрын
I was incredibly impressed by Brent's vocals when Shinedown first came out. There are few (if any) frontmen from that time period of rock music that can compare to that level of skill. Very dynamic and versatile.
@clawslayerkillerwolf6354 Жыл бұрын
love each other keep living we can make it through the darkest of times together !
@tinaswann15972 жыл бұрын
Cry every time I hear Shinedown. My brother and my love both loved this band. They have both passed away. I thank Shinedown for being my go to band.😭
@bradydeangelo2847 ай бұрын
The days of Shinedown being ignored and underrated are fading. As of January 2024, Shinedown has 19 number one hits on the US Mainstream Rock chart, which is a chart record. Think about that... Nobody in Rock has had that many number 1 rock songs.
@illustrate3033 ай бұрын
Not this shinedown which was the best. Charts don’t determine a good band imo but this is the best version of shinedown. Since Jasin left they are more pop rock now. They had such a nice southern rock vibe going before that
@28ebdh3udnav8 жыл бұрын
Just an amazing song....nuff said
@kellypreston93667 ай бұрын
Lost my mom almost 3 yrs ago (July) and I still feel so lost as I don't have any family /friends , not even my wife can help as she is suffering her onw hell losing her family as well and has spoken about taking her own life...Shinedown and other similar bands have been my only saving grace. Thank you!
@jennyfury4674 Жыл бұрын
I don’t get excited by the song till 2:43 that’s when it amps, me up
@HarryTwain-sg6bg Жыл бұрын
Simple music can make you sing, a simple hug can make you feel, better, simple things can make you happy, I hope my simple hello will put a smile on your face.. Hello!!! How are you doing today, please pardon me for intruding into your privacy but I just wanted to know if you're a fan ? Have a great day.. Stay Safe ..
@jennyfury467411 ай бұрын
@@HarryTwain-sg6bgthanks and also true
@listenup3943 ай бұрын
Pushups til I puke start at exactly 2:43
@Peerndio2 жыл бұрын
This song is like meds. It gets you through.
@loganschulmeyer67227 күн бұрын
2025 anyone !? ♾️♾️
@nevermind5533 Жыл бұрын
I love how Brent Smith expresses the world as the "45". I recently read an interview where he expressed this fact. Then, as I listen to the lyrics of this video, he expresses that, "Everyone is pointing their fingers, always condemning me, no one knows what I believe!". So F'ING true. Love ya peeps, but do your homework before judging!!❤
@DH-nr5om5 жыл бұрын
Have been this down before but his voice is what captures me. One of the best most passionate voices I've ever heard.
@jennajames3678 Жыл бұрын
Over a decade of listening to this band and I'm still as hooked as ever
@annaharner4749Ай бұрын
Ditto. Been listening to them since I was in high school.
@ZephonOrion4 жыл бұрын
Sad they don't make music like this anymore..... We need songs like this again.... Meaningful and powerful..... Edit : "don't make music....." I'm referring to the music industry as a whole and not the band.
@deegan17434 жыл бұрын
I agree
@Taqweem4 жыл бұрын
They do. Youre just looking in the wrong place
@ryanfisher64023 жыл бұрын
Yep
@PIKL_Creep3 жыл бұрын
What do you mean by "meaningful"? Are you saying people only make music without meaning?
@marcusviniciusdemoraes82633 жыл бұрын
I believe their new songs are also pretty meaningful...
@JM-kv7wcКүн бұрын
2025 and the world is on fire 🔥 tonight. They need a corner to cry into, not out of.
@hannah.e.0235 жыл бұрын
Many memories of being 13 years old listening to this song on the floor of my bedroom and feeling so much pain for unknown reasons. I don’t listen to the music I used to listen to anymore because there’s too many painful memories attached, but this song is different. I remember listening to this when I felt my loneliest and most depressed and everybody thought I was only being theatrical. I had a good upbringing as far as being clothed, fed and having a roof over my head but nobody took the pain I felt very seriously for that reason, it was exacerbated. I only realized this while listening to this song and connecting with my much younger self on problems that I still have within, but it gave me a sense of comfort knowing that my feelings still ring true and they were never just “theatrics”
@hannah.e.0234 жыл бұрын
@Rachael Day Huh?
@MikeLaRock885 ай бұрын
This song aged like the finest of wines
@cindysue50796 жыл бұрын
Music makes everything ok. Love these guys
@pikusczuczi68985 жыл бұрын
Music is great but NO it DOESN'T make everything ok. Just saying
@annatrusty11494 жыл бұрын
@@pikusczuczi6898 I'm going to have to disagree on the one bud.
@pikusczuczi68984 жыл бұрын
@@annatrusty1149 enjoy your dream world fantasy while it lasts