The Hardest Day of My Life | Friday, April 9th, 2021

Since 2020 was the year that it was, I thought it would be interesting to capture what day to day life is like for me as we collectively try to return to some sense of normalcy in the year 2021. This vlog captures just an ordinary day of my life in a year that I hope brings back all the things I took for granted before. I hope you enjoy and I hope to see you tomorrow!
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[@msfantasy2013]

I believe it’s safe to say from your KZbin FAMILY.. we LOVE you, we send positive thoughts and prayers to you and your family!!! We know this is difficult... so please take the time you need.. we are always here ready to serve and support you!!!

[@lillianwashington7767]

When you lose a member of the family it hurts. Praying for peace and comfort for you and the time will come when you think of Genesis you won't cry, but you will smile because of the joy she brought you. It will be okay, but it will take time.

[@journeytothemosthigh5021]

You were blessed to have her for 16 years. This was not an easy decision but the right one.

[@jessicabaltazar683]

I don't have a dog, but this video touched me in so many ways. Loss is not an easy thing. I wish you the best moving forward.

[@spicymamioffour]

So very heartbroken over your loss. I had to put my 13 year old German Shepherd to sleep, due to cancer, 9 years ago, and I still tear up when I think about her. Praying for God’s comfort to rest over you.

[@christlionessJerona]

I cried with you. I am so heart broken to see you cry. Rest in Peace Genesis.

[@MarshaRoz]

Tears are just running down my face. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Genesis was a wonderful dog and she will be greatly missed by many. Genesis knows how deeply you loved her! ❤️

[@LifeeWithLexx]

Genesis lived a good life, full of love and happiness. I pray you find strength, peace, and happiness in this time. ❤️

[@nancye329]

You gave her an amazing life full of love and she knew that. We only have our fur babies for a short time but they never leave our hearts. I am very sorry for your loss. Rest In Peace Genny.

[@mrhymer95]

Genesis was so blessed to have you as her loving mommy.❤ She will be missed but never forgotten. She loved you just as much as you loved her, and that's all that matters. Love never fails...

[@PrincessLexiseLicious]

Sorry for your loss! Pets mean so much to people. They may not be able to talk like humans but the unconditional love and comfort they provide is beyond what most humans can provide. 💕🙏

[@maryallen2317]

From one doggie mother to another I'm truly sorry 😞 and I know 😢 how hurtful 💔 and difficult it is. 💞🙏🐾🐾

[@khaysimone2288]

I’m so sorry 💔my heart goes out to you Genesis was such an amazing dog and she lived such a great life! You loved her so much and she loved you just as much. You’re definitely in my thoughts, my condolences.

[@gailcousins9609]

This truly touched my heart! It is so hard to loose your close companion that you have bonded with. You stay positive and strongwilled during this tough time! She will be relieved from the pain!

[@colleenrielly4893]

Sending love, light and healing thoughts to you during this very difficult time ❤

[@donnawrights6821]

Our thoughts are with you. Please take some time for yourself.

[@teresafavors9148]

I'm so sorry for you.. I know how you are feeling. But she just can't go in pain. She will be at rest and you will have the assurance that you did your best. I wish I could be there for you. I'm crying with you. Lord please give peace.

[@DebraJohnson]

I have a dog who is like my favorite buddy. He is the only dog I’ve ever had and this is my greatest fear. I know this was difficult, but thank you for sharing. I’m praying for your peace and comfort.

[@jenathompson6880]

To have those 16 years with Genesis is a blessing in and of itself. I'm sure she knew how much she was loved by you and she was able to reciprocate it to you. She's resting in perfection now after a wonderful life well lived with a wonderful dog mom. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@brittanyo3087]

Our hearts break for you. Sending you so much love and strength. This is a profound loss. We are so sorry for your pain. ❤️

[@drhard_is_in]

I had 5 dogs. I had to put my one of my dogs down two years ago. My line sister just put one of her dogs down this past Tuesday. I believe we have to be brave for our dogs. You are a warrior of love. Your last true act of love is being brave for your dog. She is at peace now. I asked my dog to come and visit me right before she passed and she showed up in my dreams that night and several times after. You WILL see her again!! Dogs have souls and her spirit will join yours later. Please understand that you did the right thing. She was instantly at peace. I pray for your strength. Please mourn anyway you need to. We will be here when you get back.

[@chrissyl9056]

Prayers to you. Genesis will always be with you. 💕 May God grant you peace and strength during this difficult time. 🙏🏼

[@vickyhunt9680]

Your precious Genesis certainly knew how very much you loved her. What a blessing you were to each other for all those years. I’ve been following you for a long time but I normally don’t comment. I’m a dog lover...my first grade classroom is dog themed. I have two giant fur babies myself and I can remember dog names much easier than people names. I’ve loved watching your Ginnie and Riley...they’re just precious. All this to say, I am absolutely heartbroken for you but I pray Gods peace and comfort will surround you in the days and weeks to come. Much love and prayers...Vicky ❤️ 🌈 🙏🏻

[@KrissyTheIntrovert]

💔🙏🏾My DEEPEST Condolences...It's apparent that she was LOVED and I'm sure she knew it... Thankfully, ALL dogs go to Heaven🙏🏾💔

[@andreaelayyan9865]

Thinking of you today and sending healing vibes. 💜 RIP Sweet Genesis. 💜

[@donnalogan8881]

I'm so, so sorry for your loss. You did the right thing. Enjoy your happy memories of the beautiful life you gave her.

[@sallyh4761]

Thinking of you today. You've done the right thing, but that doesn't stop it being a hard thing. Please be kind to yourself

[@SassyandKiwi]

I cried with you this whole video... I have a chihuahua thats 11 she is my best friend. I have had dogs all my life. Kiwi is different she is my friend. I cannot imagine. Blessings

[@ElleSeven-l3q]

You have done your best. You loved her and she knew it. You helped her live a blessed and best life ❤

[@jenniferrichardson550]

We are praying with you sis...you have her best interest at heart ❤️. You will ALWAYS have the memories and no responses necessary. YOU BE WELL.

[@johnlopez3996]

I am very sorry for your loss, La Tawnya. Please find comfort in the wonderful moments that you had with her over your 16 years together. May the beautiful moments that you shared with her provide you with strength. Take care.

[@janicetillmon4595]

I'm so sorry for your loss. Genesis was a lucky dog to have you as her mom. It is obvious that you loved her and treated her very well. I'm praying for God to give you strength and comfort you at this time. 🙏🏿

[@SaraD150]

There is nothing quite like losing a pet. Ginny knew how much you loved her. You had a beautiful time together. Sending love and light as you grieve and heal. ❤️

[@CatAndrina7]

Sending love and prayers your way. Genesis had a wonderful life because she has a remarkable mama like you looking out for her 😊❤️

[@bridgetsbuttahs3412]

Prayers 🙏🏾

[@Sherise81]

Praying for you. You have been an amazing mother to Genesis for 16 years, and now she can rest peacefully knowing that she had a wonderful and fulfilling life. ❤️

[@journalgirrl]

My condolences and prayers to you. I cannot stop crying because I understand this pain and guilt after putting down two cats. Allow yourself the time and space to grieve and hold on to that love she shared with you. You gave her such a joyful life, and that is a blessing. She has many new friends to play with now. Zora and Raisin are frolicking around with her over the rainbow bridge. 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

[@Tiaballa]

So sorry! Genesis definitely knows how much she is loved. Praying for you.

[@_marie6870]

Sending you prayers of comfort, peace and strength. Hugs and Love Sister. Rest in Heaven Genesis. ❤❤❤❤

[@cmarie6962]

So sorry to hear this. Rest Well Genesis. And to you Be Well. Sending love and peaceful thoughts to you💗

[@ksimmreese]

Your tears are heartbreaking La Tawnya. She was a great dog, companion, and friend. 💔💔💔Love you friend.

[@PlannersPursesBooksAndSuch]

My heart breaks for you. Sending love hugs and prayers your way. Thank you for sharing Genesis with us. 💔💞

[@indirastubbs5627]

You have my deepest sympathy. Time heals all wounds, it is my hope that as the days pass you will remember the great memories and that those memories will fill the loss and grief you are feeling now.

[@sharitamorris3887]

Prayers and Condolences 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾😞😞

[@tinajohnson2000]

I'm so sorry LaTawnya. Praying for you.🙏🏾

[@stephanieabrahim1823]

I couldn’t stop crying as I was watching your video today. You gave Genesis such an amazing, beautiful life. There are so many people who don’t love and care for their pets like you do. Thank you for being so vulnerable with us. You are so loved!!! Your sweet baby girl is so loved too.

[@jenn112871]

My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. God bless your sweet princess 💕💕💕💕

[@mrsayalalebron]

Sending lots of love ❤️ I am so sorry! I know the feeling! Just be thankful for the time you spent together and cherish those memories forever. A pet becomes part of who we are and not having them by our side is truly heartbreaking. 🙏

[@kristenmcclellan6460]

I'm so sorry for your loss. Our fur children become family members and saying see you later is never easy. She knew that she was so loved and you gave her the best life possible. Sending a virtual hug!

[@benalilee125]

Hugs hugs hugs...praying for your comfort. We all could see how much love there was between you and your Genesis. Know we are there for you, if you don't vlog anytime soon we understand.

[@latashamercherson3114]

She lived an amazing life with you! She will always be with you❤️ Praying for you to have the strength you need to get through this heartbreaking time.

[@carolinabock2453]

I’m so SO sorry for your loss. I’m so glad you had so many years with her. I hope you find peace soon.

[@dawnj9268]

Having been where you are twice, I know there is nothing I can say to make this easier. I'm praying for you ❤.

[@samanthamaldonado3239]

I’m so sorry for your loss. I lost my dog last year during the pandemic very suddenly & unexpectedly. I had him for 8 good years but boy did it hurt losing him. Sending you love & comfort 💗🐾

[@dori1425]

It’s so easy to fall in love with someone, but yet so painful to have the courage to do the right thing. I am so sorry and in time you will be able to think that you were blessed with such a beautiful soul for sixteen years. When you heal you can tell us all the funny stories Sweet Genesis did. Do you realize her goodbye to you was when she chew your sweater. Cry and cleanse your broken heart, but remember you have another fur baby who needs you too. My deepest condolences to you.

[@MeShell2290]

My heart goes out to you! Thank you for being such a wonderful dog Mum and putting Genensis needs first. He has been very blessed in life.

[@MasterTeacherTutoring]

You have my deepest sympathy 💐. May God comfort you in your time of grief.

[@thatssokaleil3541]

The fact that your still putting out a vlog everyday through this you are such a fighter and a amazing people and we would understand if you need to take a break we love you and Genesis dearly and it’s so sad to say good bye Genesis farewell ❤️😢🙏🏽.God Bless

[@keilah4039]

Words fail. Thinking of and praying for you, La Tawnya . . .

[@melmeier6515]

Sending support and prayers for you and all those who love your sweet Genesis. We’re never ready to see them leave. You’ve been such a caring dog mom - hugs to you.

[@wendimorehead4551]

I'm so sorry! I'm praying for you and your broken heart. ❤️

[@PencilsandMagicWands]

Oh my friend...my heart goes out to you! Thinking of you. Sending you hugs and praying for you. ❤️

[@blackwoman3839401]

Goodbye My Gennie!! We will miss you!!💔💔💔😭😭😭It's ok Latawnya. We've been there. It's a horrible experience.❤❤❤❤You are loved. Take care of yourself.

[@LynnDanielleTreasure]

I feel your pain. Be comforted today. You have been a good dog mom. I am sorry for your loss.

[@brandicampbell2627]

I am so sorry for your loss. I couldn’t get through this video without crying and I do not have a dog. Genesis lived an amazing life and doesn’t have to suffer anymore. I am praying for God to give you strength and peace during these difficult times. 🙏🏾💙

[@Jni470]

I am just so sorry. This is the worst. So glad your mom is with you.

[@loudlibrarian5920]

Prayers lady. We 💟you and Genesis will be missed we were all blessed to have her be a part of your journey. Peace.

[@l.reynolds1101]

🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾 for comfort

[@katieklein7450]

Praying for you! It is so hard, but you gave her a wonderful life.

[@missdaisy8124]

I’m praying for you I’m so so sorry.😢 Hugs

[@karenbirris354]

So sorry for loss! I lost my first and only fur baby almost two years ago. We had him from 7 month to 12 yrs. The last year with his life was truly difficult to watch but I wasn’t ready to let go. Please take good care of yourself and know you did everything you could to care for Ginny! Letting her rest was the right decision. Mommas knew what their babies need! Sixteen years with her is amazing and you will carry her in your heart forever❤️🙏🏾❤️🙏🏾❤️🙏🏾❤️🙏🏾❤️

[@tsgrant89]

Your assignment has been fulfilled. Because of you Genesis had a very blessed life. You will be blessed for that. Please take comfort knowing that all digs go to Heaven and her spirit will forever be with you. I'm a dog owner as well and I have cried along with you. As the Bible says, this too shall pass. Now continue to love on Riley!!! God bless you LaTawnya!!!!❤❤❤❤🐕🌈😇

[@uxteacherprep]

So sorry that you had to go through this. Prayers up sis. 🙏🏽

[@fatimasilva1587]

I am so sorry for your loss, you are in my prayers

[@jeanined8948]

I am so very sorry! The bond you and Genesis had was so strong and she was very much loved! Thinking of you during this difficult time!

[@onesavvyedupreneur3919]

Sending prayers and love🙏🏾

[@pamsteckman698]

I wish I could give you a hug my friend. Sending lots of prayers of comfort and peace to you! Love to my friend ❤

[@heathermckeen6133]

I am so, so sorry. I lost my dog last February, so I understand the heartbreak. When I lost my dog, a friend sent me a card with this quote: "When tomorrow starts without me, don't think we are far apart. Just remember the paw prints I left in your heart". 🐾🐾🐾🌈

[@candipurple4405]

I’m so sorry for your loss . Your definitely in my prayers

[@freegurl76]

I can feel your pain. Our fur babies are our children.

[@roderickwoodard1415]

RIP Genesis!!! You had an amazing and full long life with a dog mama who loved you and cherished you ever so much! La Tawnya, know that I will be praying much for you! You were very much loved by Genesis and you have the strength and love of Riley, so continue to love on him so much! Remember to lean on the strength and the love of God! He will see you through this. Blessings, peace, and love to you, my friend!

[@tanishamincey1439]

I’m so sorry for your loss. Praying for healing and restoration in you and your family’s heart.

[@karenpalmer6131]

I am so sorry for your loss. Genesis will always be in your heart and memorialized in your teaching vlogs. It will take time for your heart to heal as you miss her but know she is at peace and resting. Praying for you. RIP Genny.

[@dannaellington2653]

One of my favorite parts of your videos is looking for Genesis and seeing your relationship with her. She has been well loved and my thoughts are with you.

[@amydianda6625]

Sending prayers and love to you and all those who love Genesis. ❤️🙏🏼

[@Erica-lo7hd]

You are in my prayers ❤️❤️❤️

[@scefalo]

Hugs to you and your baby. She will always have a special place in your heart. She was your baby. You were the best doggie mama. She was one very lucky pup!

[@jsmi145]

Sorry for your loss.

[@tmjah94]

Sending you lots of love today! ❤️✨

[@LaurieReynoldsReed]

You are in my thoughts and prayers.

[@misslizz27]

I know this pain and it is just HELL. Sending prayers for your strength - this is not easy. Always remember that she had your love - and that is EVERYTHING to our fur babies. And YES she knows....

[@gracejackson7275]

my heart breaks for you! It will take time, she knows that you love her, Be extra good to yourself right now, May the Lord comfort you!

[@Diana_E]

Sending love and life your way. Thank you for sharing her with us. ♥️

[@carolinedepot4993]

Cried watching this, praying for the repose of her sweet soul! Dogs are the most glorious gift, and I hope you can remember her so fondly and cuddly Riley close during this time!

[@susanveligor364]

I am so sorry. I’ve been watching Genesis since your vlogs when teaching fifth grade. Know that you are in both Lisa and my heart. 💝

[@YT4Me57]

I'm weeping with you. My condolences on the passing of sweet Genesis. Although she has been a blessing to so many, Geni was a special gift for you and will always live in your heart. God's eye is on the smallest sparrow, be comforted in the knowledge that He knows Genesis and will heal your broken heart.

[@tashacb3972]

I'm so so sorry. You, Riley and family have my most sincere condolences. I know this pain all too well. Thank you for sharing Genesis and your heart with us. Blessings and Love

[@anbonner17]

Awwww, 😢😭😭 I love that you you sent her off with a pray and a proclamation of your love. ❤️❤️

[@TeacherInspirationStation]

I’m so sorry to hear La Tawnya. Genesis was loved so much by you and she knew it. Sending my condolences. 💕

[@haleyrowe9900]

I am so sorry for your loss. You did the right thing she had such a long and happy life. Now she is resting easy.