So. . . We All Cried to Demi's New Album, Right? *reaction*

[@caitlinmariereacts]

can the universe let you breathe? jeez, hope you're doing alright now

[@ReactsByAsh]

fr fr! but I'm good now, thanks love

[@no5152]

@@ReactsByAsh omg Ash I love ur videos sooo much

[@JenniTheBestSinceDay1]

We need a collab with these two queens

[@angelfranklynn2702]

right?!

[@Tam_Ot7]

@@ReactsByAsh I might be wrong but that tune you hummed at the beginning of dancing with the devil reminded me of 'don't speak' by no doubt

[@hailey638]

Who else wants to be Ashley's friend so that she's not alone? *raises hand*

[@monsemora2645]

Me but i'm from other country

[@monicakohler8190]

@@monsemora2645 me too, from a spanish speaker one and maybe this is gonna sound weird haha but i've dreamed like 2 times now that i'm friends with Ash 😂 she's just the coolest and has the best taste in music

[@hihiacc9523]

Yesss! I love her :)

[@hxsana_7986]

*raises hand*

[@artemis_luna0435]

*Raises hand* :)

[@caitlinmariereacts]

YES. YES WE DID MA'AM.

[@82MCG]

YES CAITLIN HERE WITH THE NOTIFICATION SQUAD!

[@abhayshenoy1989]

You're real quick

[@dennyjones6921]

Yes love a queen supporting a queen

[@alinsync]

HEY CAITLIN BESTIE

[@martinromano1203]

Hi caitlin

[@connorsmall6075]

Alternate video title: "Demi Lovato hitting too close to home for 32 minutes and 10 seconds"

[@lesbiangoddess290]

No but she is tho.😞😔🌸🌺

[@dominiquethenosyreader2686]

I see no lies

[@verak7207]

Dude ICU is even sadder when you think about how Demi said when she woke up from the OD she was blind and literally couldn't see Madison and now because she's alive she can see her again 😭😭

[@kathrynreid4365]

While she was in the ICU

[@kathrynreid4365]

@Dante Gleason Like, you actually think this was rude, or you're saying it was rude to put you in your feels type rude?

[@ewiijah]

@Dante Gleason um... no?

[@sofias9238]

@Dante Gleason what

[@16050390]

Well yeah, that's the point of the song and the meaning of it

[@ariellelyons]

whenever i hear “the kind of lover i am” my single spirit leaves my bisexual body

[@shaynicz6801]

Sameee

[@christinacostello9800]

The kind of lover I am my single pansexual life I can Relate to the kind of lover I am

[@itskbhoe]

this the one

[@TENOVISION]

yes. 😌💞

[@pinkydamage]

this comment is so relatable I just can't

[@AraMiluu]

Girl stop apologizing for being in mourning and having your struggles, we're here for u mom

[@lesbiangoddess290]

Was going to say this

[@jackhanson1180]

Fun fact Ariana wrote Met Him Last Night for Demi and Demi was like let’s give the people what they want and collab

[@audreyhamilton5765]

yeah also bc they are close friends and ariana knows everything demi went through so she was like "i wrote a song for you" and demi was like "omg lets collab"

[@929er13]

bruh, that's so cute. idk how i didn't know they were close close.

[@milicatakic4300]

Yeah, the song is cool but I think it's collab only cause of Scooter (manager of Ariana, Demi and Justin ). Last year we had Ariana and JB's collaboration and now Ari and Demi. Btw Ari's collab with JB is totally same to Camila Cabello's song this love so they werent original at all.... I love ari so much but i am just objective!!!

[@audreyhamilton5765]

@@milicatakic4300 that's so cool! but about how the song is similar to this love, songs get sampled all the time especially since producers share beats and tracks all the time so i don't think they copied her it's just a coincidence

[@milicatakic4300]

@@audreyhamilton5765 i don't know... however, stuck with you is good song too.

[@emmawells7049]

the picture of him praying actually has me cackling because you can just tell he called the paparazzi on himself

[@javiag77]

And he is dating another singer now supposedly, and keeps surround himself with singers and famous people No comment 💀💀 hahaha

[@shoaballo641]

That ig live he did after the breakup was so embarrassing omg I watch it every time I need a good laugh 💀

[@KKSASMR1]

“i wanna shake my ass, i don’t wanna think anymore” -my internet mom

[@lesbiangoddess290]

What a mood

[@franziskagrunauer7233]

21:38: "this is why people think I'm gay.. ok, alright.. I'm seeing it.." THE REALIZATION KILLS ME OMG ahahha

[@MariaSantos-ks4ff]

Yess thank you you put my thoughts into words😅😅😅

[@chloehello3841]

you calling her 'Demetria' has the same energy as 'KA-THE-RYNNNN' lmao

[@PYC334]

she said our/my name and i felt like i was in for a scolding lmao

[@chloehello3841]

@@PYC334 lmao rip all Katheryns/Catherines and Demitris/Dimitris

[@sunnyblossom30]

Who does she call ka-the-rynnn? Sounds familiar but I’m having a blank

[@chloehello3841]

@@sunnyblossom30 Kat from Euphoria

[@PYC334]

@@chloehello3841 i'm a Demi and my mom's a Catherine. Ashley is about to come for our necks 😬😂

[@jacobvalcarce9477]

“What is this Hannah Montana bullshit” is the best quote in the world

[@k.i.w.i.7451]

Yay Im ur 100th like!!🤗

[@jacobvalcarce9477]

@@k.i.w.i.7451 thanks

[@mayshasingla]

melon cake is so sad. it’s so sad to see how everything she was eating was being controlled and her assistant got fired for buying her a chocolate

[@EricaPapad]

I agree 100%... it's incomprehensible how so called 'professionals' would do that to an ED patient... like the whole point of recovery is freeing the person from all the rules and restrictions regarding food and helping them get a balance in their lives... yet instead of doing that they just continue with the strict rules... like not being allowed to have some cake on your birthday... really? I'm glad she found a new team hopefully they are better...

[@teeahtee387]

I was like: “okay, I’m not gonna cry. I’m a strong woman” Then ICU started playing

[@rolanbouzaswensing38]

if Met Him Last Night doesn’t get a music video IM SUING, imagine the power that video would hold Edit: This comment aged like fine wine because demi confirmed it

[@angelfranklynn2702]

same

[@JovianKronos]

She released a lyric video for it so I think it makes sense that she'll make a music video

[@jakekenyon2892]

It will be a Pop Culture reset 😘 Rain On Me who??? 👁️👄👁️

[@rolanbouzaswensing38]

@@jakekenyon2892 it will be a cultural reset, but Rain On Me is that bitch aswell so no disrespect on her name

[@dianastillwell3456]

it’s officially a single now, you kinda won

[@patrickward4024]

Thank you Ashley. "Your bad days do not define you," is something I needed to hear. I am struggling with sobriety, but am a full 31 days sober currently. I wear my 24 hour chip around my neck to remind myself, just go 24 hours. This album has come at the perfect time for me. I hope the universe gives you a break to breathe and relax. All the love to everyone, An Avid Ash Watcher

[@shaynicz6801]

Dude CONGRATS on 31 days sober!! That’s awesome and you’re killing it.. you can do this! One day at a time! I’ll be celebrating 6 years in may. It is completely possible. Idk you but I’m proud of you ❤️

[@Prexiousp]

Youv gotten further than a lot of people it’s super tough but you got this bro

[@yz5456]

Congratulations on 31 days! I hope everything will be better soon. You can do it and I believe in you! You’re very strong and I hope the universe gives YOU a break to breathe and relax ❤️

[@MrRoughandtumble]

bby girl you were thinking of "don't speak - no doubt" when listening to dancing with the devil x

[@debolinabhattacharyya5179]

That's exactly what I came up with too

[@quetzalliledezma7792]

Yes!!

[@umnoitsxander]

One of the greatest comebacks in history is Demi Lovato performing “Anyone” at the 62nd grammys

[@SingingRox4]

ashhh the story of ICU is that when demi first was getting sober, her parents said she couldn’t see madison until she got sober, which motivated her to get sober. when she woke up from her overdose she literally cOULD NOT SEE MADISON bc she was BLIND because of her STROKES 😭😭😭 it makes the song hurt even mOre

[@wonhonamchan]

omg 🥺

[@marcusbangemu6041]

I’m heartbroken 😭

[@puppypawspaula]

No one is talking about Butterfly enough. That song is. About her biological father and her coming to terms with his death and finding peace with it. It's so emotional.

[@rashiedarchi]

You're literally my comfort person . Thank you for existing.

[@gbarr999]

4:06 I KNOW IT I KNOW IT “Don’t Speak” by No Doubt (I’m pretty sure I’m right)

[@goldrush1989]

*Timestamps* 3:27 anyone 3:54 dancing with the devil 5:40 icu (madison's lullaby) 8:33 intro 9:03 the art of starting over 12:34 lonely people 13:39 the way you don't look at me 15:00 melon cake 15:48 met him last night ft. Ariana Grande 17:57 what other people say ft. Sam Fischer 19:25 carefully 21:25 the kind of lover I am 22:49 easy ft. Noah Cyrus 23:37 15 minutes 24:38 my girlfriends are my boyfriend ft. Saweetie 25:48 california sober 27:57 mad world 28:15 butterfly 30:21 good place 30:50 conclusion of the album 31:10 ranking BTW apart from this there's also a deluxe track titled *sunset*

[@bigyikes8698]

Thank you :)

[@pineapplex9068]

I decided to break the rule and break into the construction so I could say Thanks in advance. Okay I'm gonna leave now.

[@laurynmcguffie6027]

Raisingbubbles LMFAOOOO

[@mpkuttc]

Thanks u bestie

[@goldrush1989]

@@Ash-uz6pp on the way (sorry)

[@shaynicz6801]

Why is no one talking about Easy?! It’s soo good and sooo beautiful they’re voices mesh so great😭

[@markschulzekalhoff7422]

TASTE!

[@ruegrande803]

Ash calling demi, Demetria gives off the same vibes as her calling cat from euphoria Catherine

[@inescosta2671]

14:34 On one of the interviews that she recently had with a known radio which name I can't recall rn lol she explained that her label was worried so much about her image that they controlled her diet and she said that her "birthday cakes" were slices of melon with low-fat cream on top.That is SO DEPRESSING...I'm mad....😑😓🍈😠

[@marcuss.9302]

It's impossible not to be proud of Demi. She went through all of this trauma and close calls with death, and she came through clean on the other side. Watching the first three episodes of the documentary make this album hit that much harder. Demi poured her heart and soul into this piece of art and it shows.

[@chloe3101]

But did you catch the lyrics in 15 minutes. First it’s “you were looking for fifteen minutes” to “now you got fifteen minutes, Pack your stuff, you can come and get it”

[@samanthapeterson1068]

Selena reference!

[@jackb.garcia4794]

How this album makes us all feel :📈📉📈📉📈📉📈📉📈 ROLLERCOASTER 🎢🎢🎢🎢

[@FOXBYTEMUSIC]

4:01 - The song is called 'Don't Speak' by the band No Doubt

[@soaribb32]

ICU As in the hospital when she was blind and couldn't see Madison, her sister. I see you cuz she's not blind anymore. Ugh...her mind.

[@rosemulet]

4:00 the song is Don’t speak by No Doubt (Gwen Stefani)

[@DJtheBlack-RibbonedRose]

Ash, *discussing the prospect of an entire Demi/Ari album:* "Oh my god, could you imagine?" Me: 🎵 "CAN YOU, I-MA-GINE IT?" 🎵

[@chloehello3841]

Imaaaaaaagine a world like that-

[@razz33100]

*squeaks in emery*

[@Mari-od1ir]

CAN YOU IMAGINE THOUGHHH 😩

[@halseyanneletissier]

Im waaaaaaaiting

[@tommy5065]

when the “praying in Malibu” part came on and she put the picture of Max in Malibu 😭😭😭😭😭🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

[@trishlikecrawfish4499]

When introducing cats start slow and always be in the room with them, they'll slowly start to accept each other and you should be fine after that

[@ReactsByAsh]

ok that's what I've been seeing! we're working on getting them use to each others smell right now so hopefully the rest of the process goes smooth!

[@no5152]

@@ReactsByAsh omgg ash I love you sooo much

[@trishlikecrawfish4499]

@@ReactsByAsh good luck! ❤

[@funnybunny4774]

@@ReactsByAsh give them treats at the same time so they don’t feel threatened by eachother

[@calicocritter420]

@@ReactsByAsh yes, definitely get them used to each other scents first

[@noonstyles3973]

I have to say I am not demi's biggest fan but this album made me cry like a little bitch. I hope she is in a much better place now

[@jessica8681]

“I shouldn’t have been popping my ass to these lyrics” don’t worry we all did. The best sad songs are the ones you can bop to

[@ellw7830]

so true

[@selester58]

Met him last night was a mf bop that I can’t stop playing ❤️👏

[@ReactsByAsh]

PERIOD !!!

[@AikiraBeats]

I'm so glad that they collab

[@shaynicz6801]

Same! On repeat

[@Enchanted471]

The song you were looking for in dancing with the devil is "don't speak by no doubt"

[@abr871]

I love you ♥️😂 It was driving me insaneee not remembering what that sounded like 🙌🏼 thank you!

[@kiaaa7330]

Dancing with the devil has major skyfall vibes, thats why ALSO BOO PLEASE TAKE CARE WE LOVE YOU

[@cheekynandosss581]

Oh yes

[@sebastianmpmarquez4584]

It’s amazing how this album is a true journey, it started with Anyone (send anyone and really desperate for help) and ended with Good Place (she is okay by herself and she is happy)

[@andysparkle7411]

"I DONT CARE WHAT IT IS, IF IT HAS SIBLINGS I'M GONNA CRY"

[@jordannow13]

You need to watch the documentary to understand the album completely, especially ICU. Back when Demi was first using and her sister Madison was very young, her mum threatened to not let Demi see her sister unless she stopped using, so she did... Until 2018, then when Demi woke up Madison was beside her bed, holding Demi’s hand, and it was a full circle moment cause Demi woke up blind and this time really couldn’t see her sister... that’s why it’s called ICU, I see you and intensive care unit...

[@mohibullahawan3001]

You know something is not right when ash starts crying more than Caitlin

[@michaelduvall1760]

Okay, but imagine a whole rock album from Demi... I want it, I want it BAD.

[@MilaBelen]

SAME, I WISH THAT THIS ALBUM HAD A ROCK VERSION 😭

[@JJCommentary]

Plastic Hearts shaking

[@blogistuff4383]

Just curious, have you ever heard Don't Forget?

[@michaelduvall1760]

@@blogistuff4383 it’s been a loonnngggg time but yes.

[@michaelduvall1760]

@@JJCommentary ngl I personally preferred Plastic Hearts to this.

[@o_o1981]

Gurl i was not prepared for that chaotic intro omg 💀💀

[@acrixmony]

“WHENS THE COLLAB ALBUM” Hun we still waiting for the nickiana album 😪✌️

[@chloehello3841]

The chaos at the beginning of the video felt like my natural habitat

[@sabina0606]

Some interesting facts about several songs: ICU : Demi was most likely in the ICU area after her overdose and when she woke up, she literally couldn't see her sister Madison. Which is also ironic being that she once was told she wouldn't be able to see Madison if she didn't get clean years ago. Melon cake : Demi's old management was extremely toxic, they only cared about her weight and appearance, not mental health and they tried to keep her fit.For example, they didn't let have a real cake for her birthday. They gave her watermelon covered with non-fat whipped cream. 15 minutes : This one is dedicated to her ex Max and how he dated her for "15 minutes of fame".She said 'praying in Malibu' - after breakup Max called TMZ to film him crying on a beach in Malibu where he proposed to her to leak photos of him devastated 🤣😩

[@angel-sp7ny]

demi took all of her pain, trauma and insecurities and put it in an album of chilling pop/rock songs, club dance bops and ballads and shes honestly an artistic genius about it

[@collinmccarthy6279]

"Carefully" is my favorite because melodically it's so blissful and soothing. I imagine myself floating in the ocean on a sunny day (the beach is my happy place).

[@mackenzietheatre]

Omg calling bets on the pink cowboy hat being for fearless- taylor’s version

[@LekhaPReddy]

6:17 this song is even more heartbreaking because when Demi first started dealing with addiction when she was young, her mom said she couldn't see her younger sister until she was better. When she woke up after her overdose, she was temporarily blind, and actually couldn't see her sister :(

[@vals_is_upsad]

The question is how do you not cry to this album Edit: Watching all parts of the documentary at once didn't help either

[@AraMiluu]

" I can't do feelings" girl same -a fellow Scorpio

[@shaynicz6801]

Same - signed a Virgo

[@lesbiangoddess290]

A leo but same

[@nikatato]

whoever is reading this: Whatever you are going through, we all are here for you ❤️

[@lucccdo7781]

You introducing the possibility of mad world being a cover and reacting to your own comment gave me life. We don’t deserve you

[@wellimjustanotherpersonony370]

But the youtube documentary broke me in ways that shouldn't be allowed😭💀✋

[@liveinluv]

It broke my heart when I heard about Demi, I didn't even wanna celebrate it being my birthday. I'm so glad Demi is alive, I know it's been a health struggle for her. Demi is a beautiful soul and always gonna support her💜💜💜

[@noahrios]

I cried when she said “I see you” in ICU 😭

[@jacobjenkins5947]

respectfully maybe this wasn’t the album to listen to with the day u were having😭🤚🏻

[@ellw7830]

LMAO EXACTLY

[@mohibullahawan3001]

Okay this is the weirdest thing ever but does anyone else feel happy or even comforted that Ash is so much more comfortable with sharing and showing her emotions since the past year, more than ever before. Like idk why whenever I see her cry or like almost breakdown I’m like ooofff I can relate and it sort of comforts me for some reason.

[@david7185]

4:01 girl i've watched this video a lot of times and also wondered what song u were thinking about but never found it out either, but rn it popped on my mind some of the lyrics and it's definitely "Don't Speak" by No Doubt

[@kalinieduarda]

YESSSS I'VE BEEN WAITING SINCE THE ALBUM CAME OUT

[@christosfrantsis7599]

I bet you the pink cowboy hat is for fearless taylors version

[@repsmila]

well

[@mirrorballmik]

i listened to it with my mom (a recovering alcoholic) and let me tell you, I SOBBED SO MF HARD

[@aitana_m]

4:00 i think the song you're thinking of is don't speak by no doubt

[@darlingm9967]

“Your bad days do not define you”-Ash “No matter at point of life you’re at, you can continuously grow. Like if you’re not growing if you’re not evolving you’re if you’re learning not living. I truly do believe that especially with addiction and everything like that. Again it’s not linear it’s not something that you just get to a certain point and then you’re done. So if anyone’s watching this and they’re dealing with like that I am so proud of you for accomplishing what you have accomplished and again I always say this I’m gonna say it again you’re bad days do not define you. Okay-that’s not who you are as a person.”-Ashley

[@edersonleon7260]

Idk if someone already commented this, but the song that you thought in 4:00 is Don’t Speak by No Doubt i guess (:

[@dojacupcake7232]

Dancing with the devil reminds me a lot of Adele's "Skyfall" actually

[@milkshakeninjaaa2546]

Same! It also reminded me of 'Writings on the Wall' by Sam Smith (which is ironically also a James Bond theme song.) 😭

[@Flysheart]

I literally said that it should be a Bond song lol

[@_andreiza]

I don't know if anyone already answered, but the song you remembered in 4:06 is don't speak by no doubt (if you watched glee, they made a cover)

[@AlexCarson]

I’m so sorry to hear that someone broke into your grandparent’s house, especially at a time where your family is grieving a loss. Also, it’s totally okay to take your time in releasing content on your channels! We all move forward in life in different ways and I just hope you’re doing as okay as you can be, Ash. ❤️✨

[@haydeeargomaniz6450]

The song that you were humming in the minute 4:00 is “Don’t speak” - No doubt

[@vivisimp]

thank god you found the cat I did not expect to almost cry in the first 5 minutes of this video 😭

[@mathildegerard185]

the song you were talking about at the beginning (4:04), i think it was Don't Speak by No Doubt. at least that's what your singing reminded me of and also, i love your videos, take care, and don't forget to drink water!!

[@mohibullahawan3001]

Ummm so am I the only one who’s convinced that the pink hat is for Fearless (Taylor’s Version)

[@Carriola3]

I think the song you were thinking of at 4:05 was Dont Speak. I dont know the artist tho because I remember it from glee lmao

[@avamarie127]

dude im so glad that demi is recovering. everything she shared was so raw and scary for her and im so proud of her. in conclusion, dancing with the devil (the art of starting over), was so fucking emotional and perfect for me. so proud :)

[@GuilhermeSantos.]

I think the song Ash is thinking it's "Don't Speak" by No Doubt isn't it? when she hummed I got the vibes from that song.

[@ofirseinberg3610]

i want to sum up the album in one phrase: ✨sad twerking✨

[@jamiemccormick4048]

4:00 the song you’re thinking of is “don’t speak” by no doubt girly 💞

[@pauliiiii]

This album is immaculate, she did amazing. It's her best work yet. And you have to see her live performances - that's another level! Her voice is stronger than ever before

[@sayyurrr]

i rly wish you didn’t make that comparison of dancing with the devil to the other unknown song cuz now I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT WHAT SONG JT MIGHT BEEE ITS KILLING ME I LIKE KNOW THE MELODY BUT UGHHH

[@selester58]

For the first half of the album, I couldn’t stop crying. This girl has gone through a lot and I’m so happy she’s getting better.

I think the song Dancing With The Devil reminded you of was Don‘t Speak? Probably someone else has said this but that’s what your humming sounded like to me ^^ ♥️

[@hannahmoomba5078]

GIRL I’VE BEEN REFRESHING YOUR PAGE WAITING FOR THIS BUZZING TO WATCH

[@eleonoramaciel6273]

the beginning of dancing w the devil reminds me of lea michelle's if you say so and the way it begins with "it's been seven whole days, seven whole days..."

[@suzie_do_you_copy]

The fact that Ariana wrote that song for her😭🥺❤

[@babyblue142]

Which one?

[@suzie_do_you_copy]

@@babyblue142 Met him last night

[@wonhonamchan]

after seeing your most recent video in your personal channel i feel even more sorry for what you’ve been through. pls take care. ilysm bestie 💖💖💖

[@riannasmith137]

icu literally kills me🥺

[@ReactsByAsh]

like can anyone listen to that and NOT cry?

[@sammy2029]

@@ReactsByAsh it was really an emotional song especially the playing of words ICU where she was in the hospital and she was legally blind when she awoke. her baby sister was by her side and she didn’t see her🥺 then ironically she chose to be sober in 2011-2012 bc her mom told her she can’t see madison

[@evemckenna25000]

the song is dont speak;) that you thought was dancing with the devil

[@chloehello3841]

I legit only realized now that the 'anger music' is actually skyrim music lmao

[@TRSTNOfficial]

The song you’re probably thinking of from Dancing with the Devil is the intro to Don’t Speak by Gwen Stefani. Hope you’re doing well. Lots of love! 🤍

[@dancortat7445]

I love to see how Ash reacts to many things

[@LauraMaliszewska]

Dancing with the Devil reminded you of Don't Speak by No Doubt! Hope that helps Ash xx and this video de stroyed me

[@mimimicamica]

I love that you're always smiling in your thumbnails even tho the video is about the most heartbreaking thing lol hope you're doing good her, I can image how a new cat can improve anybody's life

[@mimimicamica]

also even when you're going through it it's always really easy to watch your videos, you have a very nice personality

[@Mateoooooo93]

BTW I think the sang you were thinking of at 4:00 was "Dont Speak" by No Doubt

[@medinarufati47]

Not the captions saying “dummy” every time she says “Demi”😭

[@danilopacifico7]

the way she says "Demeeetria" while listening to the songs hahah I feel so represented