DEAN/CASTIEL - The Night We Met

SO I TRIED TO CRAM 11 SEASONS OF DESTIEL IN ONE VIDEO. ENJOY THE PAIN
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Been shipping this ship since '08. It's been quite a ride.
Thank you Jensen Ackles and Misha Collins for Dean and Castiel.
I don't know what to do with my life anymore.

[@soberdenatural]

UPDATE: Here's the video where Misha confirms that it's canon: twitter.com/soberdenatural/status/1325627381063639040 Also, here's why it's canon: 1. Cas says that the one thing he wants is something he knows he can't have, then proceeds to make this declaration--a declaration of all the reasons why he loves Dean. He already has Dean's platonic love, his friendship, and whatever else in between. So, why else would he do this speech if he wasn't telling Dean that he was romantically in love with him? Dean’s the one thing that he wants but can’t have. Castiel's moment of happiness is in just realizing that BEING in love with Dean Winchester is enough, and accepting that he doesn't need to HAVE Dean in the way that he wants him in order to be happy. 2. Watch the show. It's all there. The quality of the writing and execution may have gone down over the seasons, but it's all there. 3. I just think it's also important to also note that Dean had to process so much information in less than 5 minutes (Cas' deal, Cas' declaration of love, Cas' motivations, Cas' eventual death), so he's obviously in a state of shock. And if you've watched the show, you'll know that Dean's more of an "actions" guy. Again, key takeaway here is: watch the show. 4. Canon means it is "officially written into the story". Regardless of how poorly it's been written, it's still canonically written that Castiel is in love with Dean Winchester. 5. Did I want it to go down this way? No. But I'll take what I can get. I've been watching this show for 15 years, and shipping them for 11-12. I think there were several moments in all the other seasons that would've been the perfect segue (just refer to the fanvids or even canon-compliant fanfics) into a declaration of love or even into a romantic relationship, but the writers were too busy with fillers and irrelevant storylines. 6. I really would've loved to see them kiss at least before Cas shoved him away. Partly because we deserve to see that, and partly to just get all the haters and naysayers to stfu.

[@chamuc0836]

You said it all! I think we all deserve that kiss, or that "I love you too", I don't know how they are going to do it, but Cas deserves it, our ship from years needs it too. I think that would be the unique thing that we can heal, because now it all is pain because of his left.

[@shhhlemmesleep]

I couldn't have said it any better

[@thatsgaiman]

i agree with all this, and we should have gotten a kiss, but in that moment, how that scene went, and how shocked dean was, a kiss would have felt forced...

[@chamuc0836]

@@thatsgaiman You are right, I think it would be perfect in the next episode, I really can't guess what is going to happen, but I hope they heal us

[@hellen24]

omg exactly!!

[@vincem2320]

Remember when Mary said “ Angels are watching over you” to baby Dean. I thought it was Michael and the Archangels, but it was always.. Castiel 🥺

[@illusionateez-world-domina6607]

😭😭😭😭😭

[@impala6787]

Me too 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😇😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[@ghouls_on_parade2668]

😭😭😭

[@hollytree3379]

Are you kidding me 😭

[@larimegumin]

😭😭😭😭😭😭

[@MollyMcLaughlin]

The fact he ignored Sam’s call says it all.

[@carolachan]

🥺

[@hllmcdowell]

The whole world is literally being destroyed but he still ignores Sam's call because his whole world just got ripped away from him 💔

[@MollyMcLaughlin]

@@hllmcdowell yes, exactly

[@CausticCalamityy]

I feel so gaslit bc certain people love to forget this little tidbit and only ever bring up his facial expressions when Castiel confessed 🙄

[@MollyMcLaughlin]

@@CausticCalamityy right?! But Dean had micro expressions which said everything. Along with his crying & ignoring the call.

[@camila.s3150]

I just realized that every time Castiel grabs Deans shoulder, ya know the one he grabbed him and raised him from hell. Every time he grabs it Dean gets calmed- NOW I WANNA CRY MORE😭😭😭😭😭

[@rhx_ary]

That's why when Lucifer (as Cas) touched Dean's shoulder Dean knew it was the wrong one

[@magroze]

@@rhx_ary IM SOBBING YOURE RIGHT 😭😭😭💕💕

[@BoethiahsLittlePogChampion]

BROOOOO 😭😭😭

[@deanwinchesterswife9251]

AHHHH😭

[@deanwinchesterswife9251]

@@rhx_ary OMG STOP😭😭😭

[@bybuma]

i feel like i’m celebrating something and mourning it at the same time

[@kaz2y581]

Girl, same

[@evangeline819]

same

[@Kboss66]

I can't cope. 😭

[@shawniquedaniels6505]

Same

[@swansong4481]

that’s because we are, darling. we are.

[@zoereed4010]

I love how Castiel 's true happiness is the bond he shares with the person who taught him about humanity. Dean made Cas into a true person not just a mindless soldier of Heaven

[@rosieandmarelle]

I’m actually devastated by how Castiel’s story has ended! How could the writers be so cruel? Giving us such a heartfelt love declaration then ripping Castiel from us straight afterwards? 💔😭

[@fadelessdreamer]

Because you can love someone and not be romantically involved with that person. Also, not all love is reciprocal. I personally believe what Cas was saying is that he loved Dean -- as a person, a brother, and like family. Jensen knows Dean better than anyone and he declared that was the extent of their bond. Anything other than that is pure fan fiction. If you want to enjoy fan fiction, by all means. That's your/whoever's choice. You also can't ignore the truth of the matter. And I felt heartbroken when I saw what happened but also very touched. I think it did their bond justice.

[@mieroth]

@@fadelessdreamer And Misha says Cas means this romantically, Jensen not being a Destiel shipper also in no way disproves Cas' feelings since he's not the writer of the show. Ultimately it's up to the writers to decide this, and the fact that they literally had Cas say that he wanted something he couldn't have? What do you think that means? He clearly already had Dean as a platonic friend and as family. You'd have to be really making an effort in order to twist that wish around to be platonic, and you have a right to, but this is a Destiel fanvid so why are you here trying to convince people their ship isn't valid? :/

[@Forbiddendreamsx]

@@fadelessdreamer you can absolutely love someone in a platonic way but i think cas loved dean romantically. him saying his happiness is "something he can never have" and then basically telling dean its him implies that he wanted to be more than friends with him. he already had deans friendship and brotherhood, so that couldn't be his true happiness. his confession made him feel at peace with himself. it was beautifully written and acted and absolutely did their bond justice.

[@RestlessThoughts]

@@fadelessdreamer Wow that's some hot take like come on they didn't even qualify this love declaration with "like a brother" or "he's in love... with humanity!" like they usually do. I mean, what do you think Cas meant when he said that clichéd romcom line of he 'wants something he can't have' if he only loved Dean platonically? xD But I get it. Another fandom I was in, the two guys kissed and had sex twice, declared their love for each other (not to each other's face tho, they pulled this kinda number where one died to save the other guy before the other could say it back directly to them), and I still saw people denying they were canon, presumably because one of them had an ex-girlfriend, and as we all know, bisexuals don't exist xP So there's no way Dean/Castiel should be considered canon either. So yeah I do agree they should have had them at least kiss, or something, because it is pretty weaksauce in this day and age to not do that if they actually mean Destiel to be canon and aren't just queerbaiting some more. I'm assuming the next episodes will just be everyone dying unhappy, just like how the showrunners always wanted this show to end, so this probably is as canon as it gets unless Word of God decides to declare otherwise. Which is pretty sad, this no happy ending sucks for Castiel, even if his relationship with Dean had been canon-confirmed.

[@maisie3114]

I haven't watched in years but it's still supernatural, characters don't stay dead long

[@clairegostomski426]

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[@KaylaChan90]

This hurts, them going canon hurts, but I'm weirdly happy with both, and I don't know what to do with all the emotions.

[@natalievalencia4279]

@KaylaChan90 Me too, when I saw it I cried, I laugh but it was a bit sad.. Dean didn't get the chance to say anything back

[@mieroth]

The good thing with SPN is that nothing ever really ends, and deaths don't need to be permanent. The show obviously needs to have some sort of end-point, but there's nothing stopping us as fans from imagining what happens after that, and envisioning a happy ending for these characters. Just like if the show ended after season 3 and Dean was dead, we could have still envisioned a happy continuation and that's what we got in the show. Basically the world of SPN being what it is makes me feel more at peace with this "ending" of the show, since we can't with certainty say it's for sure the end, if that makes sense.

[@natalievalencia4279]

@@mieroth no yeah I get what you mean but honestly I was just shock and surprise when Castiel told Dean that and just the look on his face. Next week is gonna be interesting my friend is hoping Gabriel is coming back especially after what he told the interviewer lol

[@KaylaChan90]

@@randomepic6204 I don't know Why you chose my comment to be weird on, but Misha confirmed it was romantic, the writer of the episode, a gay man, confirmed it was romantic. Misha so much so that he was worried he would hurt Asexual fans who associate themselves with Cas by makong him canonly in love with Dean

[@JaredFan666]

I ate an entire bag of garlic knots tonight..that’s how I deal. Bahaha 😭😭😭

[@casismymrdarcy]

It's been 24 hours and I can't sleep, I can't eat, I'm crying, tumblr and twitter is having a breakdown, I...this is really the greatest love story ever told.

[@mikebrehm2253]

I can’t believe he’s gone watched it last night and balled my eyes out he began his journey pulling dean out of hell and ended saving the man who loved him and him telling dean he loved him made me burst into tears

[@asexualpolarbear880]

Just watched it. I'm dying

[@mikebrehm2253]

@@asexualpolarbear880 it was a sad ending for castiel

[@harinisrinivasan1563]

They really said 'pain. I'll give you pain'

[@Maubgtz]

Almost 3 days and I’m still broken.

[@nitemarestudios5646]

Anyone else just been going back through the older seasons just to look back and see when you find when Castiel finally realised he loves dean? Honestly I still can’t believe they made it canon. Edit: it’s okay if you don’t ship destiel but the facts are there, misha collins confirmed that it’s canon as well as the writers.

[@mieroth]

I vote for season 9 when he becomes human. I think at the end of season 9 when Metatron confronts him and says: "He's in love... with humanity" that he realises the implication there and the truth behind those words.

[@The_Jupiter2_Mission]

Love at first sight! 4x01

[@nitemarestudios5646]

@@mieroth yes that works, good theory

[@Maddy-bc5op]

I say season 5 or mental hospital cas with his "i detect a note of forgiveness" thing

[@KurayamiYoru]

@@Maddy-bc5op especially when he started smiling there saying "I don't wanna make you uncomfortable" seems like he realised something

[@sierra1462]

Cas, an angel who began his journey as a soldier of God, fell in love with the human he never stopped saving. the man who taught him that there is more to life than following orders without question. he learned and his actions reflected that. everything Cas did was because he always saw the kindness in the first human he ever met and he never stopped loving him.

[@HasnaaAlaa]

I am sobbing, please

[@kale_izaguirre]

Stop 😭

[@anacarolinaquevedodeavila3546]

Stop doing it, it hurts 😭😭😭

[@chickenstrips_yourmum8824]

Cass loves dean like a brother not a lover you idiot.

[@chickenstrips_yourmum8824]

@@sarinaturnage4288 not being harsh just my opinion.

[@cjhs2006]

Cas:”The 1 Thing That Would Make me The Happiest is The 1 Thing That I Can’t Have” me:That’s so Fucking Far From Being Brotherly Love,That’s Him Telling Dean on His Deathbed(Pretty Much)That He’s Been in Love With Dean Ever Since he Saved Him From Hell,&,You Know That Dean’s in Love With Cas Too,You Know he Feels The Exact Same Way as Cas

[@roguer5461]

Facts😥

[@fia365]

i wasnt ready for them to be canon i really wasnt... not after all these years. but f*ck... they did it. And it was painful and it was beautiful. Greatest love story ever told.

[@chickenstrips_yourmum8824]

Cass loves dean like a brother not a lover you idiot.

[@user-yy2yj2dq7p]

@@chickenstrips_yourmum8824 Misha literally said it's canon. You sound like You're 12 so I won't bother with you, but where tf are your parents? Do they know you randomly pick on people on the internet?

[@chickenstrips_yourmum8824]

@@user-yy2yj2dq7p I’m not 12 but you sound like you are like 8 years old.

[@chickenstrips_yourmum8824]

@@user-yy2yj2dq7p I’m not picking on anyone just simply saying my opinion.

[@Nepthu]

I'm pretty sure the one thing Cas wanted was to be human. That said, C'mon Dean, let Cas have one ride on that ass. Just one.

[@chamuc0836]

If someone needs to cry with someone, talk to me, we can cry together😭

[@MissGraceWinters]

I'm still crying so hard

[@chamuc0836]

@@MissGraceWinters I guess we won't stop crying for a few days, my private instagram is @chamuc0_ if you need someone to talk. Anyone who needs to talk and cry, I will be there

[@arrowheart6854]

I know I’m still crying over it...I haven’t stopped watch Cas edits on Instagram all day

[@ryanda65]

thank u so much.. 🥺😔💖 i guess we all really need someone to cry together 😢

[@arrowheart6854]

@@ryanda65 yea we do 🥺

[@kathleenkillackey5441]

They were one of the greatest love stories ever told, across any platform. This is a devastating end for them, but it's also so incredibly beautiful to me.

[@chickenstrips_yourmum8824]

Cass loves dean like a brother not a lover you idiot.

[@silent_angel1575]

@@chickenstrips_yourmum8824 stay bitter! get or job or something you got too much time on ya hands lol instead of commenting on every comment 😂 it’s easy as 123 don’t like it scroll and fuck off.. it’s really not that hard m8 😂

[@rubitorres8070]

@@chickenstrips_yourmum8824 you seriously need to stop commenting the same thing over and over again everybody is entitled to their own opinion if you see them as friends or brothers that's fine you do you but no matter how much you comment that they were brothers you aren't going to change people's mind and if you don't see them as lovers then why even be here

[@bandamani]

@@rubitorres8070 They can live in denial lol, you can't really have an opinion on it being brotherly love if the writers and actor confirmed it's romantic

[@harinisrinivasan1563]

If I don't see cass come back and Dean say that he loves him too I'm gonna lose my shit...

[@Draconaa]

very strong chance it won't happen, but I hope I am wrong.

[@harinisrinivasan1563]

@@Draconaa ik :( But there's this tiny little light of hope in my heart... Atleast I want Dean to admit that he loves him too and I might be okay with Cass gone

[@zoeacaba1350]

i have a small hope that it’s not over. i hope that if jack and sam find dean crying in the bunker dean says “i never got to say i love you back” and then HOPEFULLY Cas comes back and Dean finally says i love you, ofc i’m only hoping :(

[@Nightstorm297]

@@zoeacaba1350 I will literally DIE if something along those kind happen. 😭

[@EosHeliosSelene]

I was really hoping for a kiss right before cas died and then I thought "I really don't think Misha and Jensen have the guts to do it." Love the boys, but I just know they wouldn't... Sadly

[@valenforciniti]

The most beautiful love story ever told... And they never even shared one kiss. The power these two characters have is unbelievable. I will never forget Castiel. The only one out of all of them who didn't do what he was told, the one who rebeled, the one who fell in love with the righteous man

[@chickenstrips_yourmum8824]

Cass loves dean like a brother not a lover you idiot.

[@wrongwrabbit2721]

@@chickenstrips_yourmum8824 Not true! Misha confirmed Castiel's true love for Dean in his liked Twitter posts ;)

[@chickenstrips_yourmum8824]

@@wrongwrabbit2721 whatever liar

[@wrongwrabbit2721]

@@chickenstrips_yourmum8824 lol alright, no matter what you choose to believe, facts are facts!

[@destielshipper1489]

#neha Skipper# You obviously didn’t watch the last episode

[@dreamdictator]

I didn't think I'd cry as much as I did, yet here we are. I can't even breathe. My family is concerned and I can't explain why I'm so crushed. Thanks for this video, it was beautiful.

[@Dizzybunny]

Ditto. I even cried over zoom in a meeting with my Boss. I am a mess.

[@dreamdictator]

@@Dizzybunny it's all been Too Much™️ and I can't handle it. This was my last ship standing and Cas has been my favorite since the first episode he was in.

[@LightningNEON76D]

It's been more than 24 hours and I've cried a total of 5 times... I'm still torn by this

[@sarahsparks8615]

It's fine. I didn't need my heart anyway.

[@evelyn2038]

Omg things I just realized that are making me cry "the one thing I know I cant have" Cas doesn't think Dean could have ever loved him back and also I hate the writer so much for killing him but if you look closely he left a bloody handprint on Dean's jacket in the same place his mark was from when he raised him from hell and omg if that isn't the most painful thing ever but it's a full circle ending and I hate/love it 😭

[@chickenstrips_yourmum8824]

Cass loves dean like a brother not like a lover you idiot.

[@Domillich]

@@chickenstrips_yourmum8824 You have clearly not watched the show at all. Which is fine, Stop calling people idiots please.

[@amberocc907]

@@chickenstrips_yourmum8824 hahahahaha that's hilarious. A brother? Your funny.

[@djinnsbetpools]

I want those takes from the cutting room floor! Those unshed tears from Dean's eyes when he turns. God, the way his whole body just droops to the floor when he just KNOWS this is the last time, and he can't fight to save Cas this time. YOU KNOW. You just know he loves him back. He's crushed and hollow and numb. He's defeated this time, and there's no coming back from that.

[@matlnl2064]

He didn't answer Sam's call. 15 season ans it's literaly the first time that he don't answer even though he is worried sick about him. He really is touch by Cass' confession, just processing

[@ainasong]

I JUST STOPPED CRYING you wanna let me breathe before you sucker-punch me in the feels a second time?!

[@klwygergangs774]

From that moment on, Dean's will to fight was gone..his will to live was gone....he truly was broken.

[@aayatnaqvi3243]

No love confession in the history love confessions will even come close to this. The build up The acting The heart❤!!! This left me broken and content, and its not even the final episode!

[@chickenstrips_yourmum8824]

D

[@chickenstrips_yourmum8824]

Cass loves dean like a brother not a lover you idiot.

[@angelwithnightmares]

@@chickenstrips_yourmum8824 why would he then say “The only thing I want, I know I can’t have. But I’ve realized it’s not in the having, it’s just being or even just by saying it” and then he basically told Dean that he had changed him and that he learned to love bc of Dean. And when he said “I love you” the Empty came and took him. To say those words to Dean made Cas truly happy even if he knew that Dean wouldn’t feel the same. That is more than friendship. And the reason Dean were so speechless were that he’s best friend since 12 years just confessed that he loved him.... So like it or not. Destiel is canon. Misha Collins even confirmed it. :)

[@mitchw960]

@@chickenstrips_yourmum8824 thats a diestel shipper for you " He sAiD i LoVe yOu, DiEsTeL iS CaNoN." This Fandom sucks... two dudes can say "I love you" without it being gay.

[@chickenstrips_yourmum8824]

@@mitchw960 it’s not canon get over it people can have different opinion then you lot of people , Karen Karen Karen Karen ok bommer.

[@Morwenna16]

The fact that Dean reciprocates Castiel's feelings hurts even more. It reminds me of how we take everything for granted until something bad happens and you remember you never said I love you to the person you care the most about.

[@wanderer1273]

i'm ascending. i'm crying. i'm happy and i'm devastated at the same time. how do i move on with my life after waiting for something for A DECADE and now it's out there and i'm... who am i?!?

[@kamikami2489]

it really breaks my heart how Cas has loved Dean for so long and he always knew that he couldn’t have him but he kept loving him and caring about him 🥺

[@midnightblush]

It’s beautiful

[@noctuanigrum]

**in Will Grahams voice**

[@supernova627]

*falls off cliff*

[@tery_freak2101]

LOVE CRIIIIIME

[@TimeandMonotony]

Me: Was that a Hannibal reference? *View replies* Me: Oh okay, it was. :D

[@dr.zippymcscoots8725]

When Death comes knocking, literally. Chuck didn't need the Infinity Gauntlet to do his snap. Remember all the ones he snaps away arent dead. Their just "away". Somewhere.....

[@kaithorenfawkes8312]

Perhaps they're taking a break in the invisible Soul stone. Get rid of Chuck, maybe they all come back? Does that mean Castiel was Tony Stark with the gauntlet proclaiming 'I am Destiel'?

[@cowaabungaa]

this song for them is fucking breathtaking and heartbreaking

[@elsieluque6353]

It’s been almost 5 days now, and I’m still straight up weeping 😭😭😭😭

[@memeteam7030]

It been a year and I’m still coming back to this video so yeah!!

[@aa4488]

I can’t believe some people think it’s just brotherly love 🙄 also, I’m crying thx

[@Oreo-vh7rk]

@@Misslauralou If you believe that its brotherly love then why are u watching a ship edit? Kinda sus

[@amberocc907]

@@Misslauralou definitely not brotherly love. Look at the body language. Shit I'm almost convinced they are at least attracted to each other in real life as well lol. Body language is 90 percent of what you say without speaking it...

[@cowaabungaa]

i want you to know that ive been watching this video multiple times a day since *then*

[@keisha9109]

Crying at 3am over a tragic fictional love story? YUP.

[@angel_alone1914]

No! Don’t say it’s fictional :(

[@keisha9109]

@@angel_alone1914 it's real in our hearts!

[@HasnaaAlaa]

Omg, not this song 😭😭, this is so well done, you showed their story perfectly 😍

[@yourstalker7386]

I started out a Destiel fan...but then the shippers started getting too toxic for me and my love for it died out. This made me remember why I loved them so much. Thank you. We cry together and mourn together. And love together.

[@e.2873]

I get you. I remember some shippers started being so toxic omg and so I left Tumblr too (and tried to get away from it) for a while but then I thought that I should just love them and that's it. Because their love is the most beautiful thing for me and that's why I won't let anyone make me stop loving it anymore. Just love it the way you do and that's fine. Don't care about the other's.

[@MusikGeek90]

The back and forth btwn the cript and the bunker was fantastic

[@wywardmoose]

I knew when those first chords hit, I was a goner. Mind you, I never heard the song before.

[@ReaLani_Create]

Lets all ZOOM CALL and cry together on this ep

[@juliacinelli4581]

The part hat Dean is on his knees and tells Cas he needs him was originally scripted as I love you but they changed it

[@mieroth]

It made sense to change it though. We know Dean loves Cas at that point, and I get they wanted to include that for fan service, but he is not the type to vocalize his emotions like that. He can barely tell his own brother he loves him, it would have felt out-of-character for Dean to say that. So even as a big Destiel shipper I actually agree with Jensen on that script-change.

[@ValerieJNorse]

@@mieroth -- Plus, if Dean had said it at that point, it would have seemed manipulative -- just trying to give Cas what he wants (and Dean damn well knows that, however much he denies it to himself) in order to keep Cas from killing him. If Dean were ever going to say it, it would need to be at a time when he was just saying the words because he meant them.

[@chandrikakumari4176]

"Still beautiful,Still Dean Winchester."

[@GraceBarberAgentRomance]

I cannot stop watching this! Also dafuk these lyrics! Could they be anymore perfect? I am not the only traveler Who has not repaid his debt I've been searching for a trail to follow again Take me back to the night we met And then I can tell myself What the hell I'm supposed to do And then I can tell myself Not to ride along with you I had all and then most of you Some and now none of you Take me back to the night we met I don't know what I'm supposed to do Haunted by the ghost of you Oh, take me back to the night we met When the night was full of terrors And your eyes were filled with tears When you had not touched me yet Oh, take me back to the night we met I had all and then most of you Some and now none of you Take me back to the night we met I don't know what I'm supposed to do Haunted by the ghost of you Take me back to the night we met

[@lilyw.719]

Me neither. I've been watching it for 3 weeks.

[@fraxnkie]

Dean first met castiel wen he gave him a hand print on his shoulder then he left him with a hand print on his shoulder

[@mopkbh]

Thanks to this edit, now I’ll watch Supernatural. I’ve never seen it, but this was way too amazing and the chemistry between these actors looks wonderful.

[@lilyw.719]

Do it! A few years ago I started watching the show from the beginning just because I knew that eventually it led up to a great ship with Dean and Cas. At first I literally watched this show just because of the ship. It was a great show overall, though, not just because of the ship.

[@lizzlintonen1361]

IVE NEVER BEEN IN MORE PAIN IN MY WHOLE LIFE

[@BelAozu]

I can't stop crying. I just want to thank all destiel fans who where there all these years, the artists, the fanfiction writers, the people who make this awesome videos, all the fans that kept this ship alive. You deserve the world 😫😫🙏🏻💕

[@shhhlemmesleep]

Man I just stopped crying, why are you doing this to me

[@CrazehhTacozz]

Im sobbing for a fictional man and his angel

[@miraculoussugarcube552]

Oh how I hate the comments on the video you posted of the love confession cause it's just full of random assholes who know nothing about the show and just came to mock people who actually like supernatural and care about these characters. But the comments here....the comments on this video I vibe with. :') Love y'all. Thank you for making this video, it's beautiful.

[@mieroth]

Yeah, I hate all the randoms judging that scene without any sort of context, half have never even seen Supernatural and half stopped watching the show years ago. This includes the "stop watching after season 5" anti-SPN hate brigade who are "fans" but only of seasons 1-5 and will always try to belittle the rest of the show. I just got so tired seeing those comments, finding actual FANS of the show was amazing because most (not all, but most) actual fans found that scene to be so powerful, had no issue with Dean being Dean and not computing (and then being in shock at the info overload) as is perfectly in character, and then him breaking down afterwards (which no one else realized because they HAVEN'T WATCHED THE SHOW). Seriously, sorry for rant but got so tired of arguing with people, that's the downside of Destiel trending worldwide... I agree with you that this comment section is a breath of fresh air!

[@miraculoussugarcube552]

@@mieroth oh for sure!! I came in here and i was like, sweet sweet relief from stupidity 😭😭😭😭😭 i also hate that theres random people in our tags everywhere, with their own opinions about what happened when they have zero context. Like, you cant have an opinion with zero context 😂

[@mieroth]

@@miraculoussugarcube552 And the stupid takes, "Dean is gulping after Cas says he loves him because he's swallowing his vomit because he's homophobic" ...I mean, what?!? Don't these people know what having a lump in your throat is when you're sad and trying to control yourself and can't swallow properly, that's clearly what's happening here (it's one of the most obvious acting cues to portray strong sadness). It's just a disingenuous read of the scene done entirely in bad faith by people with an agenda. I had to take a break from Twitter after this episode and went back to old fanvids to discuss this episode with fans, it makes me sad to think of Misha seeing even a fraction of that nonsense... (but, then again, he's prob used to fandom and internet nonsense by now, I saw people in his threads being very supportive).

[@miraculoussugarcube552]

@@mieroth i think that a lot of these people just don’t watch the show, so they don’t know Dean as well as we do. I felt every ounce of his pain because I knew exactly how he was feeling, because I know Dean. And these people don’t, and it’s stupid that they’re making these comments when they have no idea how Dean usually reacts to things. He was clearly shocked and confused, and later devastated to us because we know how he looks when he feels that way. And I also think a lot of people didn’t even see that scene of him sobbing into his hands at the end because, well, they didn’t watch the episode. 😕

[@mieroth]

@@miraculoussugarcube552 Exactly, that's part of the context that's needed. We know how to read Dean through seasons of growing with him. I also felt his pain in this scene and didn't at all understand the memes about him being completely fine with this. :/

[@wolfasesina2293]

He finally admitted he loved Dean. And now he will pass. I don’t think I will ever stop crying from this episode.

[@evanescence408]

Is this year even real??? I'm not okay like did that happen??? I can't stop crying. Thank you for this video!

[@ikrasarimese]

i definitely not shipping destiel, in fact i never thought about they could have had romantic relationship but bromance. But this edit made me cry, this is pure beauty...

[@janeallan838]

Such good friends that both couldn't tell each other how much they both cared for each other for what they had both been through together

[@fandomlover3014]

This is so beautiful 😭😭🥺🥺 They have the greatest love story ever 🥰🥰 I really hope they bring back Cas for the last episode, not only for the character, but Misha deserves to be there until the end. He’s been one of the lead characters for 12 years, they can’t just kill him off two episodes before the finale.

[@becca4193]

What really upsets me is that if castiel had a female vessel then they would have at least hooked up and maybe even dated but because Cas was in Jimmy it was dragged through all the way till he died

[@LuuciaYoanne]

My heart... my fragile destiel heart... how many long is it.. i'm still crying when i see those scene..

[@happy_girll_]

I cried so much, my ship is cannon. "I love you" I feel the pain

[@hannah_rose342]

this is their song now. not thirteen reasons why, this is dean and castiel’s song damnit!

[@lollypop2414]

Just watched the episode and now your vid and I'm in tears. I don't even know what to feel right now, but I want to say thank you for the years of amazing SPN vids you've blessed us all with. ♥️

[@justicemunsell200]

There is no point in ever watching another destiel edit ever again because I have finally found the best one i will ever see. RIP castiel

[@hannahb9657]

This is literally so amazing, it makes me wanna cry. Thankyou for making this😭💕

[@kristinq4]

i had to keep pausing this to have mini breakdowns i honestly can’t handle anything this beautiful right now

[@shannonmoore3057]

I am honestly crushed by this. I was in tears for hours afterwards, and I've woken up this morning still hurting. I didn't think we were going to get anything before the end of the series, but this almost hurts more than if they had never said anything. But I still won't consider it canon unless we hear something from Dean. As much as my Destiel shipping heart leapt with joy when I heard Cas finally say I love you, I need to hear it back from Dean. Even if he just whispers it alone.

[@emccaul]

Damn!! Best video I’ve seen yet. You’re editing is always amazing. 😭😭💔

[@pinkpanther2407]

Thank you so so much for making this. It's so beautiful. 🥺

[@ArchitaKhanna]

I was not ready for this and now I’m crying like crazy !! Cass deserved so much better. He said “I love you” for the first time and now he’s gone!! I love you Cass!! ♥️♥️

[@katrianatennant7209]

This is so beautiful. Now I'm crying all over again😭❤

[@SheridanJansky]

😭😭 wasn't ready for that. Beautifully made ❤

[@sportibri84]

All these moments hit so differently now. This is amazing. Thank you. 💜😍😭

[@miawinchester9318]

Other than the finale, I haven't cried that hard in MONTHS 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[@samanthaperkins1635]

I saw the title and knew it would hurt me and yet I still clicked and now I’m sobbing. Too much happened in 2020 for me to handle this in a healthy manner

[@hannahodonnell2490]

ive watched your videos for years. just wanna say thanks and that this was beautiful. i cried a lot.

[@thisbitterlife]

thank you for your amazing videos all these years!! they got us through the good and the bad! this one is as amazing as the rest of them, the ending w no sound ripped my heart out. 💔

[@chamuc0836]

Also, I wanna say thank you for this, and for the rest of your amazing videos I have been watching from years now, they all are so freaking beautiful and unique, they have brought me into tears, into laughs, I don't know you in person, but I am so grateful with you for this, thank you. Thank you so much for everything

[@r.g.nonetheless5663]

I can't even react while watching that scene... So I'm here... This makes it easier to pour things out..and it hurts.

[@221blaufeyson7]

I cried, I kept on crying and I still am. Thank you for this video.

[@SsjDeBusk]

Lmao i love this so much I've been watching your vids for years thank you for being a great content creator 🥰 onward to the finale xo

[@ianainit5319]

The moment the song started, my eyes also started sweating

[@akrecja]

me until that episode: nah that ship's never gonna work out, they're just playing with us -,- me now: *can't stop crying* I'M HAPPY BUT ALSO NOT WHY THEY CAN'T JUST BE TOGETHER AAAAAAAAAAAAA

[@katerynatokar8520]

Can't stop re-watching your edit, it's beautiful, thank you!

[@natutw71]

OMG, such beautiful work. It perfectly describes them. I'm not sure I can put into words just how much I love this, so I'll just say: Thank you for sharing it ❤️

[@chelsjones]

im really watching a destiel fanvid in 2020 huh

[@RowensARTstudio]

I just... I can't believe they did this. Like they really could've. They could have done it. What would it have hurt, really. Other than the homophobes, who lets be fair, are being evolved out of existence. Who or what would it have really hurt to actually've been brave and had Castiel & Dean get "together", in that way. You know how fucking monumentously beautiful that 'love story' would have been... a lowly Angel, is given the task of retrieving a soul from hell. He falls for this broken human, and in doing so falls from heaven. And this human teaches this angel how to be human, teaches him how to live, how to feel, how to love. And in turn this Angel loves this human, in a way that no other human could or has. And through that unconditional love, this human heals and becomes greater than he ever thought he could be. And in the end, they find paradise, together. Cheesy I know, but what in all honesty the fuck, would it have hurt???? Why have Castiel finally declare his love for Dean, one of the greatest declarations of love I've ever seen mind you... just to than quickly kill Castiel off. In a way that he can never be brought back, nor EVER be able to be with Dean in heaven. Or see him again at all. Why. PS This vid is absolutely amazing. Heartbreaking but beautiful.

[@pd947]

Most people would shove it away as wishful thinking, but the love story you told is actually most beautiful and is actually true but only it didn't get the ending you or all of us thought they deserved!It is just crappy writing I would say, Cas sacrifices his life for Dean and immediately dies and then Dean wastes this priceless gift by getting killed in an idiotic hunt soonafter.

[@cedarland116]

Thank for for this beautiful edit. I've been subscribed for years and your DeanCas edits have gotten me through a lot of turbulent moments of doubt, thinking that shipping these two idiots in love was a hopeless endeavor. Your videos are always so well done, so beautiful, so emotional. Thank you 💗

[@katyjones3181]

This video is incredible- 11 years of love and pain and joy and sorrow and growth in 4 Minutes. So well made!! One of my favorite edits by far. Makes me sob uncontrollably every time

[@tugce3628]

Ok, we cried. Now come back Cass.

[@anandiganguly3086]

"the one thing I want, is something I know I can't have. I love you" yeah no totally heterosexual bro things

[@trubb1e]

😂😂I know how could that be interpreted any other way than a love confession

[@Kat-vp5hd]

I will never admit to anyone how many times I watched this. Or how many times I cried because of this. that is all

[@shadowelii]

I don’t go here but really truly all my respect to you and awe at putting this video together with all the moments. Because wow what a punch to the gut and again, I’ve watched like only one episode but with this video one can really truly understand why ppl rooted so hard for them (and y’all got it, even if it was done the way it was.) 👏👏👏👏

[@kale_izaguirre]

You were a poem destiel but, Andrew Dabb didn't know how to write.

[@colleenross8752]

So we wrote it for him

[@lara5835]

i feel like dean shoud've said "dont leave me" and cas shoudn't have pushed him but maybe like, make him unconscious by using 2 of his fingers and touching dean on the forehead like sometimes did

[@lilyw.719]

I just keep coming back to this. It's one of my new favorite songs, paired with such a beautiful couple. Well done, you. You've expanded my soul with this gloriousness.

[@savvyshiafan]

Ugh my heart hurts. That was beautiful and so well done.

[@uhh_no0._.401]

remember when he said the only thing that was real was them yea and then chuck said all the other castiel’s listened but not him so basically whatever chuck wrote about cas he didn’t listen so cas was right the only thing that was real was them- >;((

[@1x4]

It's amazing how Supernatural can go gay without going completely gay. I wholeheartedly believe Castiel is IN love with Dean. I think he loves him in almost all manners. I don't think he sees gender, I think he just sees Dean's soul. However, I also believe Dean is straight. Castiel is his best friend, his brother, and on a lot of levels, definitely a soulmate. But I still don't believe he's attracted to Castiel's human form. People wanna argue, but let's think about it. If this were reversed, with Dean being gay and Castiel's vessel female, a lot of you would be throwing a fit saying he can't just change from being gay to straight for Cas. Not all, but a lot. Therefore the same rule has to be applied here. If they had mentioned in passing even once that Dean had dated a guy, and not got all nervous because one flirted with him or he MAYBE checked one out, I would believe the romantic love was returned. Alas, no solid proof. Just little bits of hopeful evidence seen through shipper eyes. And let's be honest, some of that was done purposely by the writers. None the less, I would scream in shipper delight if Dean confessed that he was IN love with Cas before Supernatural is over. Until then, I will cry at Castiel's bittersweet end, and hope it's truly not.

[@elisluyter4791]

i haven't watched this show or channel in years, but I never unsubscribed and when this came in my notifications I had to watch it 😭 it really feels like the end of an era for me. i love them. thank you for all your videos

[@mariapapadopoulou549]

I LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH 😭 and after latest spn episode i wanted so bad to see it in a Destiel fan video and you amazing person made it real , i am still sad about Castiel's death but i can't ask for more after this scene i feel so proud to be part of this fandom for so many years

[@cowaabungaa]

these emotional disasters deserve each other

[@connieb8196]

they really said Bury Your Gays trope in 2020 huh

[@TheAlienne]

Wow just fuck me up!! Haven’t watched this show in years but this just brought a lot of things rushing back. Thanks for sharing!

[@karima7568]

yo THIS IS MIRACULOUS, SO BEAUTIFUL, the tension gets higher and higher in this video like, more desperate and fast paced and feverish. I LOVE IT. also ITS SO GREAT TO SEE UR STUFF AFTER ALL THIS TIME, its been so long since your angel with a shotgun and holy crap!!!