Heroin Addict interview-Ryley

[@j.p.8213]

For anyone who doesn't believe that Verbal Abuse IS abuse, please please please truly listen to this young man! Hear his story. So many abused just need someone to listen.

[@thebrowngirlwiththecamera]

It truely is thats why I wrote poem about it.

[@ivana_333]

Verbal and emotional abuse is worse that physical abuse. It stays with you forever.

[@gigicaceres]

Verbal abuse stays tattooed in your brain, it is very hard to get over it, also since it does not leave bruises it is almost impossible for a third party to detect it and provide help.

[@Islandspice305]

You got that right. You doubt yourself forever.

[@Slacker_Elizabeth7702]

I’m a productive member of society making more than 70% of the population in a “corporate job” and I STILL suffer from the verbal abuse that was inflicted upon me. It makes u feel like NOTHING. Lord Help us all!! In the name ofJESUS!! Help!!!

[@elizabethmontalvoe-townmus9158]

"Now I am alone, forced to look at me". What a powerful statement.

[@carriecrose1520]

That truly is

[@IvyLeagu]

Powerful indeed

[@deidrestephens8255]

It’s also so heartbreaking. If you’ve ever felt that way, it’s the worst and it takes a very long time to look at yourself in the mirror.

[@Rhino-ux7yf]

How true that is

[@MrThebrownie72]

And there it is when you truely look in the mirror and know that's when you start the real journey I'm nobody special but I did it clean for 18 years

[@jacobbreitenstein50]

Went to high school with this guy. He was always kind and a good dude. crazy to see someone who was struggling for so long and I had no idea. I wish you well buddy, you’ll continue to grow and become the man you can be.

[@mortochecammina6316]

how many time this happened..... to so many people... and we don't know... and also for ourselves... and everybody doesn't know what's going on in our life... this make me think about it. everybody could be struggling and we don't know

[@poprock5512]

Are we able to get ahold of him somehow? I'd love to help him somehow.

[@jacobbreitenstein50]

@@poprock5512 I haven’t spoke to him in some time and also am no longer on social media. But I’m sure there is a way to reach him. I just don’t know how

[@poprock5512]

@@jacobbreitenstein50 disclaimer, I also think he's cute so would not mind taking him on a date 😂

[@zebethlia]

what is wrong with you?@@poprock5512

[@thepartae]

These Should be Shown In Schools Across The Planet.

[@lilaworley8935]

I introduced my 18 year old to this series. I hope some of it sticks. Mark deserves an award for his time and dedication to the people and our society.

[@yogalyfe]

Should be taught to parents

[@HandbagDiva]

Lila W my friend made two films after her son died of an overdose. You can find it here on KZbin it’s called “ Overtaken “ and Overtaken 2

[@avalondreaming1433]

@@yogalyfe Amen!

[@lilaworley8935]

@@HandbagDiva thank you. I'll look for it....although....not sure I can handle that kind of content.... Ugh. Heartbreaking. 💔 My condolences to you and your friend.

[@kilobitti]

The way he is able to verbalize his emotions are next level compared to many others. I have high hopes for him, he sounds like someone who can make it.

[@jasdav21]

Beautifully said; he paused, thought about every question, and responded in a thorough and articulate way. Many people who've never abused a single drug can't even do that.

[@irate74]

The people who sound real messed up are heavy on the crack, cocaine and meth. Not so much the heroin addicts. Heroin doesnt fry the brain as bad

[@valeriab-6126]

He's very intelligent

[@Schwaelbchen1]

I wish him the best...he is so smart.

[@CountrySing]

i find him to be disconnected from his deep feelings....clearly he is broken inside,but plays it cool.

[@jbc7713]

Found him on Facebook, he is doing really good, back home, sober and with his son!

[@StephanieBlatnik]

So glad to hear this

[@ulfanfinneriksen4643]

I love to hear that. One day at the time.

[@heartsareopengraves]

Ryley if you’re reading this, well done man. I’m literally crying happy tears for you

[@feukptiper]

@@heartsareopengravesweak ass, you don't even know him lmao

[@heartsareopengraves]

@feukptiper how is that weak?

[@kacie1567]

If anything is going to save him, it’s going to be how honest he is with himself.

[@kibby5774]

Kacie I think no one person can save him but people can reach out and not let time pass,don’t ignore don’t give up...so hopefully at one of those times someone reaches out to him and he’ll be ready,to get sober and not listen to the lies that go on in his head.Then he can save himself.Unfortunately I have experience...

[@aildxbg]

@@kibby5774 It all depends, but what you said is usually the case most certainly. In my experience (myself), I was so deeply sick at the way my life was going, I put myself through hell to get my shit together and off heroin. The hell was all self induced sure, but my point is no one really told me I needed to change. I knew I had to change because I was sick of this drug running my life. Its not easy, and some may not be able to do it that way, luckily for me I was able to. Ive been clean for 8 years now, and I dont miss it at all.

[@aildxbg]

@@kibby5774 Also... I hope however you experienced this living hell, it ended in a good way. I truly hope the person/people you know found their way as I have. Every person needs to go through it in different ways thats for sure. Its such a sad thing, because we all brought it on ourselves. Sometimes people just need the small extra push from a loved one to breakthrough

[@crusoebower3391]

Absaloute rubbish it's a choice all of them know there fucked up

[@kibby5774]

iDrumDJENT I agree.The problem comes up when there may be only one or two loved ones in they’re lives,what seems to happen, is the loved ones don’t know what to door Think they are “bad”and it’s they’re own fault,helped before and are tied of helping or say I helped them before they didn’t get they’re act together,The loved ones are awful people or addicts themselves(and might be responsible for why they are addicted)So the problem always goes back to how they were raised.In recovery they will have to confront that.Society is all these things.Education is key,parental,moral,job...but early when there young. And yes I have experienced that living hell.I agree we have to find our own way, If a person was missing there sight and needed help,others would be helping that person no questions asked.People in crisis are literally lost with no direction so it’s going to take multiple times to help them.Hopefully they are ready to get the help if it comes at the right time,so they can find there way.We did start the addiction,and it’s up to us to ultimately stop it but I don’t believe the fault only lies with us entirely,No one starts out wanting to loss their job loose family and friends,loose there place to stay and their health...there is an underlying reason why it went that far... this is a messy would. I’m happy you found your way. ....stay safe

[@Ellensten]

We need an Update on Ryley later on!

[@abigailcatharinax]

Exactly what i thought 🥰

[@MissSweetieShortie]

Yes please!

[@1211jinx]

Ellen,he said he's doing better.He replied to some of the comments here.

[@MissSweetieShortie]

@@1211jinx where?? What's his account

[@1211jinx]

@@MissSweetieShortie @Ryley Timmons was his username.Scroll through the comments section he replied to some..

[@christyyamada3530]

He’s not completely gone yet... you can see the light in his eyes still. I hope he’s in a better place now

[@r.f2173]

SWU did a follow-up video three months ago. He's using fentanyl now. Or he was three months ago at least.

[@melinadistrict9428]

Addiction is addiction...as long as he's still on it, he's lost..remember, every far gone person started somewhere.

[@yemzik4748]

@@r.f2173 I think he used fentanyl in this video as well, because almost every heroin in the US is cut with fentanyl

[@r.f2173]

@@yemzik4748 yeah but if I remember correctly in the follow-up he began using fentanyl out of choice rather than using cut heroin. As in he has moved on from heroin to fentanyl

[@ritacapozzi3534]

I was hoping to find out why people take recreation drugs! Still unsure but so many things out there to replace them.

[@thechosenones100]

I went to school with ryley. This is extremely sad to see, and something I never knew about. I hope things get better man.

[@ryleytimmons6514]

Thanks brother I am working on it!

[@HLABCGLP]

Ryley Timmons we’re rooting for you!!

[@HonestUAWElectrician]

@@ryleytimmons6514 keep fighting brother!!!!

[@elhale8774]

@@ryleytimmons6514 keep going keep going keep going :)

[@indiepunkftw]

@@ryleytimmons6514 Take care of yourself bro - you can do it!!!

[@Ryguy3000r]

This dude is one of the most honest people with himself I have ever heard when it comes to their addiction.

[@haleyrowe1394]

I agree. It breaks my heart

[@irate74]

Most honest huh? You believe everything that comes out of the mouth of a self proclaimed habitual lier lol?

[@haleyrowe1394]

irate74 what did he say there that someone would lie about lol

[@irate74]

@@haleyrowe1394 could be anything. Habitual liers will lie of even the smallest of things and generally speaking, it's very hard for habitual liers to be honest with themselves and others.

[@haleyrowe1394]

irate74 yeah I’m not stupid I know that, but the things said in this video aren’t thinks someone would just make up lol nobody just lies about being a drug addict and stealing from people?

[@xsumfunx]

Thank you for showing the face of addiction. Addicts are not bad people. They’re sick. No one would choose to be an addict.

[@llubiareyes3560]

😥😔

[@khalilrazak6486]

Exactly.

[@chuckking4188]

YOU ARE WRONG ABOUT THAT. YOU MAKE THE CHOICE TO DO A DRUG THAT YOU KNOW IS GOING TO HOOK YOU IN, BUT YOU STICK THAT NEEDLE IN YOUR ARM AND THEN YOU ARE HOOKED ON.

[@gamewithtize7121]

Bro they choose to pick up heroin. So yeah ppl choose to be addicts

[@xsumfunx]

@@gamewithtize7121 I'm speaking to the genetic and environmental triggers that contribute to the underlying mental condition of an at risk person. Addicts are seeking asylum from their trauma. The correlation to mental illness alongside a lacking societal support system is too high to be ignored. While someone may have chosen to pick up a drug, they did not choose to set off the chain of events that brought them to that point. No one would choose to ruin their life and possibly lose it unless they were outrunning something worse. Bro.

[@nellisouki5407]

I'm surprised he still looks that good at 26 after doing Heroin for so long. I thought he is about 22 or something

[@saraelisabeth1007]

surprisingly my sister also looks rly good for her age . (she’s clean now) but she did heroin for like 7-8 years and she looks so young for her age

[@1211jinx]

Nelli souki,he does look really young.I thought he's only 20.

[@taliathorpe4123]

If you just do opiates- the first ten years you almost don’t age. It’s really strange. Then if you stop it al catches up to you then.

[@RockozWindyCity]

Was going to say the same thing. If dude can get help he could good in life.

[@taliathorpe4123]

It’s the uppers that literally fuck your skin. Although you never know how your own body is going to react. We are all different. Not a thing you want to risk either way.

[@maxamillion9370]

You can tell a lot of the people he interviews are just looking to be heard. I’m really glad I found this channel because now I know that maybe I just need to start listening to ppl

[@haleyrowe1394]

So true!

[@radiantrenee406]

Listen without judging is the 🔑

[@toddkatz9390]

That is one of the most beautiful sentiments I've read in a very long time.

[@pornstarlivesmatter3319]

i always make it a point to in every conversation to tell that person something positive about themselves in hopes they will hear it and something will click or if they are having a bad day turn it around. I have always done it but it really helps

[@calebrocha7518]

People need to be heard, and without people ready to interject their thoughts of, "you should JUST do this", without any real empathy. The older I've got, the more i try to see the other side, because we're all different mentally, genetically, situationally, etc. Society would be better if we tried more to understand and love others, even when we think they deserve it least. It doesn't mean you set your self up to be weak and abused, or let others take advantage of you, either. Love comes with boundaries too

[@AJ-yj7xi]

When I hear “My childhood was like everyone else’s” I know that their childhood isn’t going to be like everyone else’s. No one’s childhood is the same, and these stories are a prime example of that.

[@manonvanbreukelen782]

Exactly what I thought. Hurts me so much to hear he says and thinks his childhood was anything like anyone elses. His dad fcking abused him that the worst you can go through emotionally. They failed him :( ❤

[@mercyogbee7077]

Please don't forget this guy . Keep an UPDATE

[@deew1215]

Addiction doesn’t discriminate. It’s blind to race, religion, social class or age. It’s an insidious disease that can strike anyone, anywhere, anytime. I hope Ryley can beat his demons & get clean. He has so much potential. I wish him all the best.

[@flc2009]

Said very well.👍👏🙌

[@burlhorse61]

@@khmunation1627 it is-sort of

[@adamwelles5502]

@@khmunation1627 your a dumbass lol

[@Frulara]

Addiction is a symptom of growing up in a dysfunctional environment

[@deew1215]

Lara Fru not necessarily so, although I’m sure that applies to many addicts. Iatrogenic addiction has claimed millions of people who otherwise would never have gone down that dark road.

[@Misslillydixon]

Oof, that was a tough one. Watching this really hurt. The fact that he is so honest about everything, that he’s 100% aware of his situation and state of mind and be able to reflect everything so clearly and yet still not able to get off this drug truly shows what hell of a drug it is. Not only that he is very handsome, literally looking like a model but also seems so clever and educated, you would believe the world holds all doors open for him yet he is held captive by this drug. It’s so tragic. I’m wishing him all the best and pray that he will make it one day!

[@Boobookwys]

Ryley, if you’re reading this please know you are stronger than you think and more loved than you know. You are so strong for making it this far in your life, and you seem like a fine, intelligent, young man. Give yourself a fighting chance.

[@1211jinx]

Agreed.And he already has a kid.His reason to change and better himself.His parents probably failed to raised him well.I hope he'll do better.🤷

[@1211jinx]

@@snailnslug3 What a pervert.I know you're talking to her but how immature of you to just disrespect someone like that.🤦 I feel sorry for your parents.They failed to teach you proper manners.It doesn't make you cool Mr. Lack of manners 🤮

[@ryleytimmons6514]

Cara, first of all thank you, I'm doing well now I appreciate the kind words and vibes u sent and helped feel free to email me! [e-mail]

[@MyJoyboy]

@@ryleytimmons6514 hey brother, I was on the H for 25 years. I then went to methadone, then to suboxone. It has saved my life, I have 16 years off the opiates. I am in Washington state up in Bellingham. I pray for your health, i pray for your favor, Remember, you are not your feelings, you are not your mind, you are Spirit. I pray that the life and love you desire in your Spirit become the love of life that frees your Soul. Jesus saves.

[@gortega210]

@@ryleytimmons6514 you have such a glowing soul, you can fight this, you will fight this

[@thebeardednewyorker521]

This guy’s story hit my heart. He was honest & raw. I smoke cigarettes and I fight that addiction everyday. Throwing my cigarettes away. Pouring water on them. Trying to make substitutions for my cigarette habit. Chewing gum, candy, food etc. Having self talks. Yet I still pick them up!! So I can only imagine what a drug habit must feel like. Yeah, I feel you brotha!! Honestly, most of us have some addiction: porn, cigarette, social media, shopping etc. Its the human condition!! I’m pulling for us brotha!! We gotta stay in the fight!! 🙏🏾

[@Dr.GForensic]

Surrender it to the Lord and He will handle it for you. You cannot do it in your own strength.

[@thebeardednewyorker521]

Dr. Jenkins The Lord!! I need treatment. Not religion..

[@huna5923]

@@thebeardednewyorker521 love u r reply

[@arcltdandy]

@@Dr.GForensic like he handles the child raping priests...looks like that's not working is it

[@mylifeyourpain5333]

try a hypnotist @TheBearded NewYorker

[@carolinemarney7641]

His voice crack when he says “it’s a bummer to have her leave” literally broke my heart. My guy, you’ve got this. I don’t share the same knife but I understand your scars and I hope with all my heart you come across these comments and trust that people see something in you that’s worth fighting for.

[@randygreen007]

Literally read your comment as he was saying this. Life has to mean more than the drug. I sure hope he’s able to pull it together and keep it that way.

[@bashmeesh]

Beautifully said. Thanks Caroline.

[@coldcloakmusic6630]

Loneliness is the root cause of most addictions

[@BlahBlah-cm1os]

@Iam Notafan loneliness is pretty painful.

[@d3cd3c20]

Heartbreak

[@bellezaelise3009]

Pain equals loneliness. Not sure why y'all are bickering over a word preference. At the end of the day, all of you are right. All of those emotions or experiences cause addiction. It doesn't happen on its own.

[@dawnnitaford8527]

True statement

[@nilopharlily4946]

This comment needs to be the top with the most likes

[@Lostinmyhead23]

Verbal, emotional and financial abuse is just as damaging as Physical abuse. If you’ve never lived with an authoritarian parent you can’t really speak on the effects it has on children

[@christineloos2007]

Absolutely!

[@edithk2997]

Emotional and financial abuse is even more damaging, it will always follow you in your life

[@mcmariahcareyfan200]

THANK YOU!!! And then people don’t believe you or think you’re crazy when you tell them about the abuse of the Narcissistic parent.

[@Kallenxo]

TRUTH.....trying to overcome..

[@LiSa-fc5sp]

it may often be wayyy worse, becsuse it is invisible. I suffered from it, as a young girl I went into such dark places and wondered what is wrong w me. how it destroys the soul is unimaginable.

[@annamariastandi9497]

I was in love with a guy, who was addict. I really wanted to help him, tried to 'save' him. I placed him on the first place. But I learned the hard way, you can't save somebody, who doesn't want to be saved. I wish him luck, he seems a good guy.

[@MaddieKinsss]

That sounds exactly like my relationship with my ex boyfriend. We were together for 5 years, didn’t even know he was an addict until 2 years in. You try everything in your power to help them, “save” them, but ultimately nothing you can do will help if they’re not ready to help themselves.

[@bashmeesh]

Same here ladies, almost 6 years of my life. 🤍

[@annamariastandi9497]

@@MaddieKinsss Yeah, sorry to hear this. It's so hard, to let them go. But you are strong, and beautiful, and deserve so much better.

[@annamariastandi9497]

@@bashmeesh You deserve more, and better. Love yourself more, than anyone. ❤️

[@kodiiii]

Girl, yes. I did the same. Spent 4 years of my life with a man who only spiraled further and further into herpin addiction. He left me in the hospital, in labor, to go get high. When our daughter was 1 I left for good. He had put his hands on me. He pulled me to the floor by my hair, got on top of me, covered my mouth pinning me to the ground, and screamed SHUT THE FUCK UP into my face when I tried to stop him from getting more heroin. I packed up and left that day. Drove 300 miles for a new life. My (NOT OUR because he deserves NO credit) daughter is almost 7 now. She's amazing and beautiful and thriving. She has 2 baby sisters and a daddy (my husband-her step dad) who love her whole heartedly. He hasn't seen her in 6 years. He might be dead, idk. All I know is that I chose right the day I chose to leave.

[@Nachteule96]

I hope this dude turns his life around. It's sad because he's obviously so intelligent and articulate.

[@epilepticmercenary9625]

"steal from myself" he's a very self conscious and smart guy and you can clearly see that. Drugs don't discriminate.

[@RanuncuIus]

self aware?

[@epilepticmercenary9625]

Alexandria yup that’s what I meant

[@koffeewithkuda6177]

This is true. The guy we interview last said something similar, I can't lie to myself.

[@xZxAxPx]

My sister just passed away 2 months ago from a heroin overdose , and I have to say these stories give me the ability to see from her perspective even after she's gone. ❤️

[@joanns6160]

I am sorry to hear of your sister's passing. I am sorry for you loss.

[@renaerenae2725]

Yes. That’s why I started watching. I wanted to understand after loving an addict and never being able to wrap my head around the power of the drug and alcohol and the sickness it becomes. It starts as a choice but ends an overwhelming power

[@Monique-gd9hd]

I'm a former heroin addict. I lost so much as a result of my choices during that time and it really irks me when others, who have not experienced anything close to a addiction. Unless u have felt, been through and know what that feeling, that despair and utter hell feels like, dont pass judgement. Its fucking rough. However, with a shitton of work, it can change, u can change. What we did during our addictions is NOT who we are inside. I could really resonate with this dude. The feelings hes speaking about, everything. Unfortunately most addicts dont and wont and alot of time, have no desire to get clean until they have finally reached the end, they've lost everything and everyone, that's when people have the best chance. I'd love to talk to other addicts, share my experiences and my life and what can happen and what does happen but also where that lead me, 6 years off the needle. Never thought I'd see the day. Dont ever ever lose hope, hope is what keeps u fighting to stay alive. TY for putting this type of content out, in some gain some understanding and maybe some compassion for others who struggle. Trauma, childhood or adulthood. That's a HUGE part in what sends people to find relief. We need more channels like this out there. XOXOXOXOX

[@wesleyAlan9179]

Great comment, I totally agree w/you. 7years ago I was addicted to opiates (pain killers) I did that for 5years and I'm so glad I was able to kick the habit, it was so hard but I made it, thanks for the great comment, people really need to understand that!🤟

[@susiefairfield7218]

You should share what you know, anyone can make FB live, KZbin videos, or stream on any platform, and make your own videos. I'm sure they'll get seen and help others (just a humble idea, nothing else)

[@wesleyAlan9179]

@@susiefairfield7218 yep, that's a great idea

[@Monique-gd9hd]

@@wesleyAlan9179It's def not an easy or quick process, life sucks and is unfair but I always say my worst day in recovery, outnumbers my best day shooting up n getting high. U gain empowerment by paying it forward. Sharing my experiences is so worth it, even if it causes others to think and even better if it helps just one person. I was thinking of possibly doing like a group thing or page but I'm gonna throw it out there, I wouldn't even know where to start, let alone make it happen. And congrats on ur sobriety hun!!!!!

[@wesleyAlan9179]

@@Monique-gd9hd absolutely right about what you said about life. It's so easy to say life sucks, I used to be that person, not anymore though...I love life now,but I had to go through a lot of B.S before I could realize just how great life really is when you put negative things to rest. Thanks!✌

[@joannamkz7]

It broke me when he started crying at the end... I really hope he gets clean. He seems like a very kind person

[@chuluoyi]

Thank you Ryley for being so vulnerable. It’s so rare to see such honesty from someone who is knee-deep in it. All the best to you…

[@Gonzagafragrance206]

As a fellow Sea-towner, I'm pulling for ya Riley. You got a lot to offer this world and so much more life to live.

[@confirmationofinformation7714]

❤🌲🌧☔ 206

[@emeraldent]

206 represent!

[@snortypig596]

I got sober when I was 26! This person is insightful and has a good grip. Lot of shame and fear. It’s easier to not try. Ryley you deserve peace and a chance just as much as anyone.

[@Dave1979z]

When he said "that was it. I knew I was in trouble. It was everything I ever wanted" * felt that. I felt the same way. Clean off of heroin 3 years now. It was hell. I almost cried when he said that. This dude and I have been down almost identical paths. He sounds just like me.

[@onespeeddan6803]

Same here man. It sounded very familiar. 18 years now for me and I'm 44. Honestly, I would get high now if I had the means, luckily I don't, I'm removed from those circles. I can't drink alcohol either because that makes me crave coke. Not that I mind. But everyday is a test of will of sorts. He has to dig really fkin deep if he wants to be free of this.

[@mateoerwin9692]

@@onespeeddan6803 damn, i cant wrap my head around how brutal this stuff can really be. Just out of curiosity are you hooked off the first time using?

[@emilianozapata8948]

How did you get off bro???

[@onespeeddan6803]

@@mateoerwin9692 Not for me personally, it was gradual over several months. At first, I was only using once or twice a week, mainly at weekends. Then it slowly crept up to everyday. Once you've been using everyday for months, then it's got you and the physical dependency makes itself known. I would use every evening, then go to work the next morning. By the following evening, withdrawal would begin so off you go again.

[@onespeeddan6803]

@@emilianozapata8948 Cold turkey. I had no help, just found the strength from somewhere. Don't get me wrong, I cried myself to sleep most nights, I begged god for forgiveness. It was hard. I'm still recovering years later.

[@ReudiKnights]

I'll say this from the bottom of my heart. This is a lovely guy, he's very lost but so lovely. Much love brother, I hope you get to where you truly want to be one day.

[@murdamangoz]

why lovely

[@drakkar7860]

Lol

[@masja1790]

I really feel for this guy. I like him....I hope that he pulls through this time and finds the "thing" that works and keeps him motoivated to hang on through the times when he wants to give in. Trying drugs, in the beginning is a choice, but when the need and addiction takes over it's a whole different story. it's called ADDICTION for a reason. Many forget that. I really wish you all the best my friend. Damn!!! Sending a hug from the other side of the world.

[@polynesianpuppet]

he looks very well preserved considering his lifestyle and addiction. No joke, just saying.

[@aprill2521]

He's only 26......it won't take long for everything to start breaking down 😔😔 I feel bad for him and his baby I hope he gets the help he needs for his son.

[@LiSa-fc5sp]

lot of drug addicts look rly good and often even younger. it's the genes etc, drugs themselves don't destroy looks that much unless it's long use meth imo from what I've seen.

[@tune1r]

He has a support system that’s why . Drugs start making you like shit because they you not hungry or thirsty. You stop showering, eating , sleeping all for the chase. That’s when the breakdown starts .

[@LiSa-fc5sp]

@@tune1r yesss the lifestyle matters, how you use it, I think so too

[@ashleyj266]

Most do.

[@cece8318]

One of the best ones you’ve had. Honest, raw, kind, and gentle. What a lovely young man I truly hope he gets the help he needs. I want to see this guy succeed!

[@danielmeuler2877]

Dude hasn't lost enough to be done. I've been there. But I'm also sober today. When It became not a choice for me to use I needed help to break the mental cycle of addiction and I needed help learning skills to keep sober. But once I got there I realized it was 100% my choice to stay Happy and sober. It's a hell of a gift. I pray for this guy to find what he needs to stay sober.

[@complimentary_voucher]

Yeah he's a long way from bottoming out. He's too resilient. That shit's going to run on for years, unfortunately.

[@traceymunn5796]

Ryley, my heart breaks watching your interview. You are so smart, and clearly love your ex and your son. You have so much potential, don’t let this addiction stop what you can achieve and offer. You have the choice of being a better father than your father ever was. I really hope you find the solution that works for you. Maybe helping others might help you heal, becoming a counsellor helped heal my childhood trauma and 10 years on I’m a different person. Sending you strength, love and positivity from Australia Ryley, best of luck to you 🙏

[@MrsBalip]

He reminds me my friend a lot. He was drug and alcohol addict for 3 years,homeless,then found strength - got a dog and end his lifestyle because of him. Sadly dog passed away around Christmas time, but he wanted continue because of him. Now he has really good job,home,girlfriend and happines. I hope Ryley found his strength until it's late. He can do whatever he want,he is strong one but curently lost in his life,need just little help to get on his feet again. I believe in him.

[@logancarter6423]

God damn. Same age, same story, same drugs, same shit dads, same life. I literally just watched myself tell the truth.

[@colejones2492]

I’ve been clean from heroin for 4 months man. It’s tough as fuck and I was never able to do it. If I didn’t get on suboxone I would be using till this day.

[@blakefurlong9872]

I feel the same way

[@kid4375]

@@blakefurlong9872 fuck this cycle

[@hughjass5753]

Good thing you said "literally". I'd hate for anyone to think you were speaking rhetorically.

[@adamrenfrow8634]

Kratom. Find kratom at a smoke shop. Life changing

[@dannythompson1948]

Ryley, bro get yourself into detox then hit the Sally. Leave LA and go somewhere else. SF, or Oakland maybe. I was a dude JUST LIKE YOU, my story mirrors yours. Pills to junk to hopelessness. Oakland salvation army turned me into an engineer...

[@IndigoRoses7]

Awesome!!

[@Fraiseo]

Congrats! I admire the strength this would have taken to achieve!

[@andrewcross8244]

Sf Salvation Army got me into a house and turned my life around

[@dannythompson1948]

@@andrewcross8244 recently?

[@teemac850]

Awesome bro 💯👏🏾

[@RCMPQ]

I really liked Ryley and his story. Please keep us updated on him! I hope that he can get into the treatment and get sober.

[@odfkjdhgovj]

I feel awful for him. Smart, young, good looking, fit, comes across really well, seems a very likeable person. Really hope he comes through the other side, with some help I think he could really make something of himself.

[@zachthegunguy]

My brain has worked like that in the past I see myself in you when I was your age I’m now 34 and I’ve been clean from herion for 3 years, please go to meeting or treatment man I pray for you love you brother.

[@hennessyrivera9844]

So happy for youuu keep it up 🙏🏽❤️

[@lilaworley8935]

Well done. 💜 Cheers to you.

[@1w598]

Zach Thegunguy You're very strong. God be with you.

[@cvtqueen]

❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@ATaal-zj1ot]

Mr. Zach God bless Stay strong

[@kayjay9993]

Before Ryley gets clean, he is going to need some closure with his dad. "It's never enough", he states through-out this entire interview. That's because he still has that hurt that he has to get mended first. This interview was so touching. Praying for you and your heart Ryley.

[@pornstarlivesmatter3319]

i disagree, you cant reason with someone like his dad. maybe ryley needs closure in his mind but he needs to walk away from his dad and live his life now for himself and his kid!

[@victoriawhite4512]

PORNSTARLIVESMATTER yeah fr his dads a narcissist and wouldn’t be able to give him closure. all he can do is come to terms with it himself and realize he is enough despite what his dad says/thinks. but since his dad’s a narcissist he doesn’t feel empathy and genuinely will not be able to help him or care. it has nothing to do with ryley which he needs to realize, it’s just his dad’s own mental thing. my dads bipolar and a narcissist and probably shouldn’t have had kids because now i’m bipolar with a narcissistic dad but it seems like me and ryley have a lot in common lol

[@sweetie7632]

My partner is a recovering addict and this really helped me understand him even better. I know many people who have told me to break up with him, but I know his story and I know that he's sick and he deserves someone who cares for him no matter what. He deserves to know that someone worries for him if he doesn't come home at night. Thank you for your honesty Ryley! 💖

[@estebanmendezmariabelen9594]

i was heroin addict in the 90s for nearly 10 years. homeless, prostitution etc. You cant wait for help. you have to help yourself. Im clean since 98 cause i took responsability and yes i searched for help. But it was me who made the work to get better

[@ceces3927]

Proud of you!❤️

[@maryp8838]

That's wonderful! You did the work!❤

[@PsychologyWizard]

Good work, keep going:)

[@dumyjobby]

Congratulations, God bless you

[@shirleys1792]

Good for you, that's some awesome tenacity you have!! Keep going forward, never look back 👍

[@heathernicoleowens1342]

I really like this guy and his story. I’d love for you to try to keep updated on him. Hoping this time works for him in rehab and he gets back to that baby boy 🙏🏼

[@Red_1976]

Agree! He needs to break the cycle so he doesn’t pass it onto his baby boy.

[@rcascab]

We need an UPDATE!! I genuinely think about him a lot and I hope he’s doing well.

[@SAma-qp1xf]

He’s commented on this vid & others with his email/mobile - you can reach out to him

[@rcascab]

@@SAma-qp1xf I can’t find that comment

[@pierceoff6747]

@@rcascab keep looking

[@pierceoff6747]

Omg you aren't even trying !!! I found him the second comment I clicked on 😂

[@rcascab]

@@pierceoff6747 I seriously did and again. How many months?

[@TJ-dt6zz]

I grew up in a nice normal family. Had a normal childhood. I got hooked on heroin when I was 19. Was hooked for about a year. Went to detox and rehab in 2018. Got clean and I’m coming on 2 years of sobriety. If I can get clean anyone can they just need the resources, and I know some people don’t have access to those resources and that’s what needs to change. To anyone who’s in a bad situation with drugs, you can get yourself out of it. You just have to be ready to change. Good luck to this kid.

[@ilovejuudy]

I’m just praying for his child. I pray that he’s stable, safe, and won’t go down this road as well.

[@badrsaleh2714]

And what does he look up to

[@badrsaleh2714]

It's all going down

[@eliopear3802]

He isn’t a child. Those days are over - he’s a grown ass man who can change the pages in his future history book. He has a child now and if he keeps being the “child” he’ll never be a father to his son. He needs to man up and make changes he can do freely for the sake of his child and his own future and their relationship.

[@ilovejuudy]

ELio Pear if you read my comment I said I was praying for his child to be stable, safe, and won’t go down this road since both the child’s parents are on drugs but GO* tf off lmaoooo

[@badrsaleh2714]

These no figure to look up to

[@SimmerJas]

He’s so self aware. I really hope the best for him. I hope to see a good update about him soon.

[@amylangston2184]

As a former addict, the part where he talks about the drive for drugs coming before everything hit home SO bad. I am 5 years clean and am shocked at what my life was like before that. I hope this young man reaches his point where clean is what he wants forever. Thanks to the creator for making these videos.

[@wandahurley7063]

Congrats on your sobriety Amy! You should be very proud!

[@kelseylilly1757]

lost my cousin, two days later lost my babys father. never got to tell him i was pregnant. people will listen and people care

[@ryleytimmons6514]

Oh my God that's tragic hurts my heart I am doing better...free to email me!@[e-mail]

[@princessj8739]

Ryley Timmons you have gone trough all this and are out here supporting people❤️🥺

[@aannalese]

I'm so sorry to hear that.

[@immaculatevibes3577]

He is so honest, intelligent, and well spoken. So rare. He can do it

[@derry854]

I really, really hope Ryley can get and stay sober. I'm seven years sober - never thought I'd last a month - and it is honestly the best thing I've ever done. I take medication for my depression which, admittedly, is an ongoing battle but it is better doing it sober. He is really intelligent and insightful. Sending Ryley love and support. One day at a time my friend...

[@wandahurley7063]

Congrats on your sobriety Derry! You should be very proud!

[@jeremieboisvert6603]

If Ryley ever reads the comment section I got this to say to you man. From an ex addict to an addict. Sometimes being alone is what you need to re figure yourself and to actually apply yourself in treatment don’t see it as something shitty even if it is cuz now you can concentrate on yourself. That’s what you need, we’re all limited in capabilities as humans and maybe having a family at the moment was too hard to deal with while being an addict. Maybe now you’ll have the strength to fight for yourself and recover and then have a family when you’ll be in the right mind set! Much love brother and keep it up! 🤙🏽

[@SkunkApeMeg]

He has an honesty and insight that’s rare. He hits the nail on the head describing all this. Best of luck to this young man 💙

[@Carramrod324]

So my brother is addicted to heroin. This man mentioned he hasn’t had enough help and most addicts don’t. Coming from my experience you can give all the help in the world if you don’t want to give up the drug nothing will help. He contradicted himself when he said he needs help, but his son and nothing is enough to get him clean. I truly hope this dude pulls himself out of this and gets clean. I sure hope my brother does too! Good luck man I wish all the best your boy needs a dad!

[@toddkatz9390]

You get it, lilrad324.

[@sydnieslich7986]

Coming from someone who has lost their brother to this vicious drug, I pray with all my heart, sobriety to yours.

[@Carramrod324]

Sydni Eslich couldn’t appreciate that more! Thank you and I am terribly sorry for your loss!

[@jamiewilson2550]

yep, as an addict -- you definitely have to want to get better before "help" can help you.

[@sk-ot7pb]

you’re right... I dealt with my husbands addiction for 4 years he had a daughter his previous relationship and nothing absolutely nothing could get him to stop he passed away March 20,2019 i will never forget that morning i received that call worse day of my life he was 31.

[@dmarr8816]

Can we have an update on Ryley? He is a good guy. He acknowledges what he is doing..that is a BIG step...Ryley I hope you are ok...take care of yourself man

[@SAma-qp1xf]

He’s commented on this vid with his mobile number / email, - you can reach out to him

[@krissiekhongwir8680]

@@SAma-qp1xf where?

[@kristinsilvanic6379]

I’ve been where he’s at, took me 5 years to get my life together. Heroin is no joke. Addiction is so much harder than people think.

[@sarahluvburkhardt5755]

He seems like he has a good head on his shoulders and knows what to do to get clean...if you fall 15 times get up 16. ..if you fall 16 get up 17...you gotta do it for yourself..and he deserves the gift of recovery

[@reddrabbit505]

This young man is brutally self aware and seems accountable. Yet he also has hope.

[@Guavamili]

He is really hurting from his girlfriend leaving him. Breaks my heart.

[@DRLEWIS]

She HAD to LEAVE HIM!!! HER SOBRIETY WOULDN'T STAND A CHANCE in that relationship!!!

[@maeven6374]

Maybe that will give him more reason this time around. I hope he can recover and stay sober.

[@toddkatz9390]

...he's r e a l l y hurting from the knowledge of what he has done to the people he loves.

[@stabletocity3976]

It sucks but she has to look out for herself and staying with another addict won’t help her get sober either. Plus with drugs involved you never know how the relationship was. Could’ve been abusive on both their parts.

[@pornstarlivesmatter3319]

thats no reason to ruin your life! he needs to get some self respect for himself and i know he can he just needs enough people to tell him until it clicks

[@mitchcrawford4296]

I’m a 26 yr old heroin addict myself with my first kid on the way, a little girl will be here in November. This interview was like watching myself tell my story, it was odd and really eye opening. I still have my wife, so he kinda gave me a look into my future if I don’t get it together. It’s very rare that you hear someone hit the nail on the head when asked what addiction is like and he just told you all the truth. It’s harder than anything you can imagine putting yourself through, not only physically but mentally just as much. People who want to help end up just making you mad and you shut them out, I’ve ruined more relationships with family and friends than I’ve got room in the comment. Seriously, thank you SWU for giving people like Ryley a voice so people like me can hear it. ❤️

[@Samsonking16]

I hope you can get help. I am pregnant with my third, a girl, also due in November. My children's father is a heorin addict, he was clean for 5 years, relapsed at the beginning of the year. I moved out with our two children. His now in prison facing 8 years. If that is the case our son will be 12, our daughter 10 and he would never see the birth of his third child. Our son doesn't even want to get a haircut because he used to get his haircut with his dad. The pain felt by family is unimaginable and the only way to relieve any of that pain is to seek treatment and recovery. It is possible. Best of luck.

[@mitchcrawford4296]

Monica White man that is awful.. I’m so sorry, but thank you for sharing that with me. Seriously.

[@strungoutny]

I would like to know if there are any "Where they are now" videos.... Like how many made it, how many didn't. I have been in recovery since 11/24/2020, so just passed 4 months. I just found these videos tonight and it's helping me to remember all the pain. Much respect to all of these people and I hope they all found what they were looking for.

[@michaeljordan7733]

I really and truly hopes this brother pulls through and kick that addiction and get's his life together for the sake of his son.........

[@KSTJHN]

“A fantasy world of lies” for those who have addicts in their lives this is extremely prevalent

[@markwag1072]

so handsome, so young, and so intelligent. I hope he overcomes his addiction.

[@allycatangel1]

I really hope something will click for this young man and he gets clean and gets his life together. He would have a bright future ahead of him with his intelligence, communication skills and nice appearance. A better life is out there for you and your son, it’s not too late!

[@TheMorganVEVO]

“Well, it’s sad that you’re even commenting on that person and not helping.” 👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾 THANK YOU! 🗣

[@irate74]

What's even more sad is his unrealistic expectation of how every person who comments should be helping him.

[@ChrisB-uv2xe]

This one hits hard, as do most of the videos on this channel. But this guy reminds me so much of my younger brother who sadly passed three years ago of heroin overdose. Miss him every day and this guy just reminds me so much of him. I hope he's doing good as he seems like a great guy much like my brother. The message of this channel, putting a scope on this through love and compassion and understanding we can start to change and treat each other better is incredible. Thanks Mark.

[@mercymetarot]

It’s shocking to me how large of a percentage of the population are unaware of the genetic component of addiction, and aren’t making the connection here to his fathers alcoholism. What’s more appalling for me is that people still feel they have the right to judge this individual like he has a behavioural problem. Addiction is a not a choice but a serious disease that impacts an individual, their families, friends and their community. The judgement here is unproductive and reflective of ignorance.

[@A00-s7p]

No one has the right to judge an addict if they haven’t been through the same path addiction starts off as a choice but turns into a disease and I don’t blame them for doing drugs because every addict is looking for happiness and something to heal their pain life’s not easy you just gotta get through it some other way instead of doing drugs

[@wesleyAlan9179]

@@A00-s7p yep

[@blazefairchild465]

I wonder if his dad who his memory of being an ass hole , also had bi- polar.

[@behabtwa]

an addict myself. not speaking for anybody but myself. it IS a choice. we are not victims. taking responsibility will change everything!! it has nothing to do with blame or guilt. I chose self destruction, as the maker of my demise, i can also free myself from these demons!

[@moneyroute9809]

@@behabtwa exactly !!!

[@GavinskisTutorials]

Wow, totally different flavour to this interview. This guy is so self aware and so sober. And then when he finally breaks down....my god. Ryley, I wish you good luck. Despite the hurt you have caused, you seem like a really damn cool guy.

[@keyonadashkovitz9732]

As a recovering addict, staying clean is the hardest thing I’ve ever done in my life. I can see the pain in his eyes and it tugs at my heart strings. I know you can do this man, you’re so strong and I hope that life gets better for you.

[@cetaceans4progress375]

I’m rooting for you you got this girl!!!💖

[@HandbagDiva]

I see my 24 year old son in this young man & it breaks my heart for his mother. I have friends that have lost their children to drugs, they are forever scarred. I pray he finds his way free of these chains & lives a happy, beautiful, long life.

[@EricOWilliam]

You look young to have a 24 year old

[@HandbagDiva]

Ericc O lol thanks but I’m 53, that pic was 4 years ago, also have a 26 year old.

[@EricOWilliam]

@@HandbagDiva Aging well good job

[@MeMe-pj8ve]

He seems very veryyyy intelligent. He has gifts he may not see about himself. One is charisma. He has so much potential. I hope he gets the help he needs. I plan on giving to the GoFundMe because of him.

[@JBrizbn]

Man, he’s extremely smart and intelligent! The potential is HUGE with this guy! He’d make an amazing therapist if he can come full circle.

[@gabrielroberts1419]

Lost my mother to heroine. Breaks my heart seeing someone else struggle

[@vanessacontessa278]

I'm very sorry for your loss. Hope you're doing well

[@ambergordon7227]

Yeah me too

[@SurferChic84]

Stumbled upon this channel recently. Hoping to find an update on this guy. Rooting for this dude! He can do it.. putting in the work is hard and so rewarding at the same time. I’m 15 years and counting strong 💪

[@joycekish261]

My prayers are with you Rylee. As a recovering addict for over 18yrs of abuse and now clean for 21/2 years. Don't give up. Keep trying to get clean. No matter how many times through rehab you can't stop trying. You'll get it right soon. God bless.

[@Brotheroppi]

My new favorite KZbin channel. These are powerful, thank you.

[@jaclynm7122]

When he was talking about how the drug IS survival.... that is so true. You don't recognize yourself anymore. It's like you know what you're doing is bad, but you don't care because you need that drug. You can have all the common sense in the world and still keep using because nothing else fills that void inside of you. I feel for this kid. My experience was very similar when I was using. I hope he comes out of this ok.

[@idfkman7217]

He seems like a genuine and smart human being, hopefully he’s doing better. I’m praying for him!

[@melodyd2067]

My family has dealt (for lack of better term) with my sisters addiction since she was 20 years old. She is now 37. Clean on and off. One year here, 4 months there, and currently going on 2 years! So super proud of her! She still battles with self esteem and her regret of the past. It’s amazing but I will always have that fear in the back of my mind that she will fall back into that deep dark path. I don’t blame her. She knows what my tough love looks like. Sometimes I feel it’s harder on me than her. But no matter what, I will always be there to pick her up when she falls. The scariest part is, most people do not recognize the warning signs until it’s too late.

[@thematriarchy2075]

💛💕

[@terrorshark6836]

I met ryley on skid row a month ago hes a good person with a kind soul and non judgmental has alot of potential if he can get clean he asked me to buy him heroin which i could not i feel bad but i dont do that stuff

[@roseanneplatt9100]

That's very honest of you.

[@ryleytimmons6514]

Who is this

[@vaxr3880]

​@@ryleytimmons6514 Hey Riley! Your childhood was similar to mine and it hurts :( Get well Riley! It's tough but set a goal that requires money and go for it. For me, my goal is to get a nice car, go on holiday, a house, all the normal stuff. When I'm at work I just daydream about where I will be a few years down the line. When I finish work its more difficult but my dream/goal keeps me going :) love you Ryley, if I had the means I'd take care of you

[@pornstarlivesmatter3319]

@@ryleytimmons6514 ryley you can do just about anything. never ever let someone else steal your spark never let anyone ever make you feel less than! most people walk around with their fake life is great mask but don't believe that b.s. you have a shitload of strangers pulling for you so if we can all see your worth try and find it for yourself.

[@judithbienvenue7280]

@@ryleytimmons6514 I'm praying for you Ryley. I'm so sorry that addiction has kidnapped you. I'm so sorry you're being held captive by this addiction. Please don't give up hope. I've battled this before too. One of my most loved family members battled an addiction to heroine too. I tried everything possible to rescue her. I begged God to take me instead. I'm praying that you can see how much Abba Father loves you.

[@binzypoo]

Hi Ryley, I'm writing to you from New Zealand. I'm 52 mum and have a son about to turn 26. Your story really touched my heart. You are such a lovely young man. You have so much potential. I wish with all my heart that you find the help and strength to build a better life for yourself. All the very best. Love yourself.

[@janeseraeromero4276]

As an addict myself I can resonate with a lot of what this guy has to say about home life and addiction all together. I have 5 years but I will tell you that the Pandemic has made it harder to keep negative/using thoughts at bay. I hope you find your something that works kid, I really do. I’ve met too many like you in rehabs that end up dead. Find your peace, do what works for you.

[@k_xxo]

Noah wasn't a good friend... 😕 I hope so bad that he finds his way out of this, I believe in you Ryley! This doesn't have to be your life. It shows that you want to get out of this from all the rehabs you've gone to, I think you can do it. ❤️ Stay safe!

[@sailing2pluto]

What a great interview. It's amazing to see how self-reflected and self-aware he is. I truly believe in him, he can totally make it. All the best to you, Ryley

[@babybird1696]

He is very handsome. I hope he gets clean and stays that way. Life is so short.

[@Cugelclever]

Would you not have hope for him if he was ugly? Weird comment.

[@justlil872]

@@Cugelclever It was just a compliment 🤦🏾‍♀️

[@bm4114]

@@justlil872 no, it’s definitely weird. There’s a basic-ness to noting his looks and thinking it’s a crying shame that someone so attractive would get caught in this trap. Like she expects addicts to look a certain way. I don’t know, if it’s a compliment it’s a Karen compliment.

[@ogk9678]

@@bm4114 Relax dude, it was just a compliment. Enough with this Karen bullshit, she was just paying him a compliment, nothing more nothing less.

[@bm4114]

@@ogk9678 it’s ok that we have a different take on the original comment. Maybe you should relax.

[@Jaecowan]

Every morning at 6am I check these videos and watch them before my family wakes up

[@susiefairfield7218]

Me too and get a lot of benefits from them.

[@averagejoe4932]

Why? R u an ex addict or currently using?

[@Jaecowan]

No, I just honestly never thought about how this path started for people. So it gives me a different look at things and I talk to my family and we are more open about the struggles that happen so we can help before anyone gets too low.

[@spambamkeija634]

@@Jaecowan Smart. I respect that

[@tinaturnerization]

Ive been listening to this channel all day. Wow, I cant believe im just discovering this channel now. This material is so deep, it touches my soul.. i wish I could reach out and offer comforting

[@lyla4791]

He looks so handsome and seems educated! I hope he can turn his life around for the better!

[@dinetteset]

Wow! He looks like an exact picture of the all American boy! He really has a look of determination in his eyes… What a beautiful soul! I really hope you find a path towards enlightenment ❤️

[@thematriarchy2075]

@FIT FOODIE Right!

[@dinetteset]

FIT FOODIE the nuclear 50s definition. Don’t get defense ‘cause you wanna be “WOKE” SMH 🤦‍♀️

[@tahsina.c]

@FIT FOODIE it's just a compliment :/

[@Onelightoftheworld]

I’ve been off that for two years and I have a pretty good life. Life wasn’t horrible but it was so unmanageable. I am so grateful that I got another chance to turn things around. I don’t care how many times you have to go to rehab, get help or turn things around. Don’t give up! You might slip up but get back up. We’ve all been given God-given talents and your time to shine is now.

[@Smm1802]

He’s a spitting image of my brother who is going through the same thing.. he acts and talks the same way.. crazy to see!

[@chonch7441]

I am him . He is “us”. I relate to everything he says but my circumstances and environment were pretty different.

[@wesleyAlan9179]

Yeah, same here

[@behabtwa]

may i ask what you mean with „he is us“ and is it different to any other being that was interviewed for this channel?

[@susiefairfield7218]

And thanks to all the crokers and pill Mills from 03- 13 and then the flood of cheap heroin after the gov cracked down led many down a path to death and despair

[@sethd7185]

@@susiefairfield7218 What is a croker?

[@riverratrvr9225]

Hope it wasn't too tough, and that you're ok. ❤️