Some makeup therapy & a life update 🤍

[@Sara-lt7wc]

Girl, never worry about being cheesy! It's refreshing to see real emotion from a KZbinr, and you should never apologize for being vulnerable. My family lost our 17-year-old pup at the end of 2020, and while I still miss him, it brings me comfort to know he had a life full of love. It sounds like yours did, too. Sending hugs.

[@VinoVeritas792]

I'm so sorry Jamie. I have two dogs and would be an absolute mess if I lost them. I hope you stay strong and get through the grief.

[@trudib]

Such a heart warming video. I know how hard this has been for you. Not cheesy at all-but real! You spoke so beautifully about Oli and how you are feeling. I admire how strong you have been and how you are handling this very difficult time. 😘

[@JamiePaige]

thank you mommmmm

[@jeanbardot306]

❤️❤️❤️

[@heathertims836]

When I had to put down my first cat a few years ago, I went out and finally bought that expensive fragrance I always wanted and a few other things at Sephora. I remeber walking away from the cash being like “wtf just happened”. Now every time I wear that perfume I think of Grumbles and it feels like I’m cuddling with him again. Rest easy Oliver! You were immensely Loved, and that’s a pretty frikkin special thing. ♥️

[@heatherk6445]

I'm so sorry about your loss, Jamie! The love between humans and pets is so pure, and you will never forget the joy that Oliver brought to your life. The wonderful thing is that eventually the sadness over his loss will be replaced with gratitude for the time you had together. I miss my old pets terribly, but I have so many wonderful memories of growing up with them.

[@VeraRaponzel]

I cried with you, Jamie 💕. I lost mine 2 years ago already and I miss him every single day. He also looked so much like your baby, so this hit that spot in my heart. Sending you a huge huge hug! ❤️

[@tinac284]

Noo I am sorry for your loss Jamie! Pets are family, it is always heart-breaking when they pass away, unexpected or not!

[@sheamcneece]

“Grief is just love that has nowhere to go”…😭😭😭Much love to you, honey. I’m so sorry. That is so hard.💕

[@heatherbobby1]

So sorry about little Oliver 💔 And never apologize for crying or showing how you truly feel. Being vulnerable is not cheesy ❤️

[@SopranoGonzalez714]

Sending you strength to get through such a difficult time, Jamie. Oliver was a lucky pup to have experienced love like yours! And how lucky were we to get a glimpse of the joy he brought to your life. May his memory always be a blessing to you ❤️

[@TheHoodedLid]

I lost my own Ollie maybe 10 years ago, very sudden and unexpected. I was devastated. If I can attempt to offer a thruline....the memories you have of Oliver will last your lifetime, but the pain from the loss will lessen over time. Sending you much love through this difficult transition - Kiki

[@kelseyschutte4370]

We loved Ollie, and we love you Jamie! We're always here for you, and you're always free to take all the time you need! ❤️

[@JamiePaige]

thank you so much kelsey!

[@lindseytaber6246]

My heart broke for you when you shared the news about Ollie on Instagram. I lost two of my three dogs in the last 6 months and it was honestly very earth-shattering for me. They become so so so so so much more than just pets. My heart's with you ❤️

[@vladavslife]

Jamie, I am sending you my support. I went through losing my kitty-sister as a teen and something that helped me a lot was thinking about how much all this time with her was worth it. No amount of pain from losing our friends can compare to the amount of joy they brought into our lives. And please, take your time to process everything. We will be waiting for new videos whenever you are ready.

[@flocali3270]

Oh sweet girl…..I so know the feeling!!! We just lost our “Oliver” a week ago. Still am so sad and depressed. My heart goes out to you. Our precious pets are FAMILY!!!! They’re our kids who don’t talk back. Sending my love and condolences 💐!!!

[@sandybrand3230]

What a cutie patutie🥰. I know exactly how you feel😞. I’m 63 and I slept with a stuffed dog for the first week after my littlest pup crossed the rainbow bridge. No wrong way to grieve for sure. Hugs from St-Lazare🇨🇦😘

[@alessandraenright]

This video made me cry ❤️ it is not cheesy at all to show your emotions and the love you have for the people and animals in your life. I love the way you described grief as love with nowhere to go - losing a pet is one of the most difficult things in life and I have been there a few times myself. You are not alone and sharing this definitely touched a lot of others hearts, as it did my own. This look you created is beautiful! Love the real content Jamie ❤️

[@TonyBurgess1969]

Tears are never cheesy. Sorry for your loss. Pets for people.

[@michellearmstrong4785]

I'm so glad I came across this video. Thank you for sharing. I am having a really hard putting this into words but, I just hope you know how grateful I am for you. I love your content, and just relate to you in so many ways. I felt as though you were just speaking my truth. Word for word. What I am going through, all of the emotions that come along with it. I, too, feel lucky in the sense that I haven't had to experience a lot of grief in my life, but... losing our furbabies is life changing... I'm not used to life without him. The grieving process is certainly not one of certainty. It's confusing and sometimes just so overwhelming that distractions are almost a survival technique because the pain feels to strong to bare. At times it feels like my heart is literally breaking. Prior to this video, when I was going through the very same thing a couple of months ago, you were that distraction for me. Your videos helped me. And coming across this one was a much needed reminder that I am not the only person feeling like this.. and there are other people who view animals the way I do. Not our pets, not just best friends, but as family. It's crazy how I was thinking the exact same thing about how much the loss of them can impact our lives. N how weird and devastating it can feel because it's like our world ended... but the world didn't end, there's no pause button, time keeps going, and life goes on. And we really don't get to choose when these things happen. I knew I didn't have a whole lot of time left with my boy, but I definitely thought we at least had the summer together. I just totally feel you.. like even if I had the summer with him, nothing would've helped to mentally prepare myself.. it's.. just indescribable. Dogs are such loving beings. No matter what we do, they still love us. There's no judgement, they are so loyal, they love us unconditionally. It's hard to accept that they are no longer here, and keep going. Thank you also for reminding me how much therapeutic value can come from the art of makeup. It's something I'm trying to get back into. I don't know if any of what I just said makes sense or not but basically sums up to ... thank you.. n I know what you're going through.. It's just one day even one moment, at a time... Be patient and kind to yourself. ♡ My heart goes out to you. Sending my love & hugs

[@dimplesmcgee3329]

The video where he was a puppy almost made me cry... losing an animal is so difficult. They take a piece of you with them when they go. So sorry for your loss.

[@volatileflame]

it's okay to not be okay. i'm so sorry for your loss, and am grateful that you trust us enough to be vulnerable. it is very clear that Oliver was loved dearly, and i'm confident that every moment spent with you and your family was blissful for him.

[@Rinoa209]

I'm so sorry for your loss! I love that saying "Grief is just love that has nowhere to go" I will carry that with me always. Thank you 💞 to your family at this time

[@lizkrusenstjerna2149]

So very sorry for your loss, Jamie! Pets are such a enormous presence in life, whatever happens they are THERE, for everything. When I lost my dog Chi a couple of years ago, my life felt so broken, like the most desolate wasteland of a place. In a weird coincidence, just this morning I ended up looking through a nail polish blog I used to keep and came across a post I did about an ASPCA charity polish called Puppy Love. In addition to polish pics, it was full of photos of Chi. The tug of grief was still there, but mostly as I looked at her pictures I could feel my heart swell with love and gratitude for having had such a wonderful dog share my life and for giving her the best life I knew how to give. Grief is so hard and it's so painful, but it can mellow into a thing of beauty with time, touched with sadness but just as sustaining and reaffirming as loss is difficult. Hugs to you, Jamie, and best wishes for a little peace.

[@RobertaBriffa]

Losing a pet is very hard Jamie. They become part of the family. I lost my dog after 16 years and it tore my heart to pieces. It's good to talk about your loss and never be ashamed. Sending you so much love ❤️

[@mjmarisajanelle5833]

Sincerest condolences. I know all too well how hard loosing a pet is. Missing them never goes away but eventually the thoughts of them will bring you much joy again. 🐶 Loving both of those blushes!!!

[@baybutterfly76]

So so sorry to hear about Oliver. Sending you lots of love! ❤️ Our fur babies are priceless & so much a part of our family.

[@rosaotterstetter7282]

Jamie, I’m so sorry you had to say goodbye to Oliver. I’m sure Oliver is bragging about what an amazing life he’s had with you on earth. My heart goes out to you and Oliver🙏🏼❤️. Also, please take time to cry, laugh, think about Oliver, as much as you want! I’ve learned that taking time to grief is very important and it actually helps you in the long run. Love and good energy sent your way💐

[@monasajjad3014]

Not cheesy at all. Totally agree pets are family members. And definitely grief is a process. I felt like once I was through it I found peace and cherish all the amazing fun memories we shared. 🧡

[@lianaboggslynch]

I completely understand and I’m so sorry for your loss. I also just suddenly lost my sweet pup that I’d also raised from the time he was a baby 11 years ago. He was my shadow and did everything with me and I rushed home every day after work to him. Now it’s so hard to go home and everything feels so empty without him. Losing a member of your family is never easy and they leave paw prints 🐾 on our hearts forever. I know that Ollie is waiting for you until he gets to see you again 💕🐶💕

[@nere9276]

Sending you so much love Jamie.

[@katemakeuplooks]

Pets are a part of the family and there’s nothing wrong with mourning them. Take all the time you need. We’ve lost three cats on the road now and each time has been so hard. Each pet has their own special character and they are all wonderful. Lots and lots of love ❤️ xx

[@samanthaleigh805]

So sorry for your loss. It’s so hard. I’m so glad you can find joy in filming.

[@rhondakeen96150]

So sorry for your loss, my heart breaks for you. It’s just so horrible when dogs must leave us. 💜🐾💜

[@lmilligan6344]

Hugs. I lost the best dog in the world few years ago. His name was Oliver too. I still miss him. Pets are family

[@anacruz2457]

I’m so sorry Jamie 🥺 I lost my dog to cancer in 2020, we had a whole month to prepare for it and it didn’t make it any easier. Your grief and vulnerability doesn’t go unnoticed and I think that’s why your subscribers love you so much. I will forever enjoy Oli taking little product boxes! 💙

[@SLCon-it7wm]

I lost my Duncan 3 months ago today. I feel exactly where you are coming from. I wasn’t sure if I was going to be able to watch this video but I’m so glad I did. Love you Jamie!❤

[@marisaalvarez8624]

Hi Jamie. I’m so sorry. Sending good vibes for you and your family. I’m obsessed with your channel. All nights I watch old videos from your channel. You are so creative and there are so many different looks and tips. I’m enjoying them a lot! Lots of love from Argentina 💕

[@sabrinah888]

I'm so sorry about your loss. It is very difficult. I almost cried too. My hubby was diagnosed with an aggressive form of cancer four weeks ago and the thought of loosing him terrifies me.

[@jennifermorrison229]

I’m praying for you, Sabrinah888 and your hubby.

[@amysteele1135]

Sending you love and strength, been there myself. It was the worst time of my life. Only time lessens the pain. Time truly heals.

[@andriaknobel5241]

I’m so sorry for your loss. 💕 Grief is the worst and losing a best friend is just terrible dog or human. Dogs become our family and it’s so hard to not have them around anymore. Sending you big hugs! My best friend ended her own life almost 3 years ago, so I can fully identify with your loss and grief.

[@stacydelmore]

Sorry for your loss. I felt with this with my two fur babies and it is really hard. You become so attached and spend so much time with them. It will take time for the pain to lesson but it will.

[@ClaudiaMartinez-xo3qg]

I am so sorry for your loss. Losing a dog is losing a member of your family, they are with us from the time we take them in and we watch them grow and its unfortunate that their lives are often shorter than ours. We lost the family dog 2 years ago and I was beside myself with grief, its not cheesy or silly to cry about it, you need to -its our body's way of helping us go through the pain so cry all you want and take all the time you need, no apologies are needed.

[@loridobos7174]

Sending you hugs Jamie! We unexpectantly lost our sweet baby girl less than a month ago so I am with you. My husband and I took the brother/sister (kitten) duo in when they were only a few weeks old. The most heart wrenching aspect was watching her brother cry for her during the week that followed.

[@heidireeder8985]

Thank you for sharing your feelings and grief here. Like you said grief is a universal thing we all will go through and yet it’s barely talked about! I’m so happy for you that you have created a safe space to be so open and honest. I’m so sorry about Oliver. I have been through the loss of my dogs many times and it’s a very deep pain. Just know that you were the best Mommy possible! Xo

[@heathercongden4227]

Sending you a great big giant hug. I lost my cat I had for 14 years - 8 years ago a few months after I lost my dad and grandma and I’m still not over her death I miss that kitty every day- she was my soulmate I used to say. I understand your grief. Wish I could take it away- there’s nothing like losing a pet- it leaves a mark forever. ♥️

[@meganngeorge]

I’m so very sorry for your loss, the grief is just as strong when we lose our pets. Sending you love and wishing you more peaceful days ahead.

[@christinehealthybeauty6473]

Jamie, I’m so, so sorry for the loss of your beautiful Oliver. What a blessing for all of you that he was a part of your family; you were able to love him and have him love you so much. Praying for you and your family 🙏🏼❤️

[@Clau.es-Vlau]

I am so sorry for your loss!!!!! Sending you lot of love!!! Oliver had a wonderful life and that was thanks to you and your family!!! He will be miss! 💜💜💜 A Big hug from Argentina!

[@paulaz5071]

Sweet Jamie, my heart hurts for you. 💔 I know all too well the heartbreak that comes with losing a furbaby. The pain and feeling of loss is almost unbearable. I pray your heart becomes filled with the all the love and joy that Ollie brought to your life. 🙏🏼❤️🙏🏼 Getting through a loss like this is one of the hardest things ever. Give yourself time. Be kind to yourself. Love and loss are never cheesy. Sending lots of love and hugs! ❤️

[@crystallilly7257]

Im so sorry to hear about little Oliver, I wish I could give you a hug 🤗. You look stunning as always though and I love the fresh healthy make up look🥰

[@ElinevanderLaan]

I'm so sorry Jamie. He was so lucky to have had such a loving family taking care of him. X

[@NasiaGeorgakopoulou]

I am so sorry!!!! You said grief it is love that has nowhere to go and that is so true!!!

[@TheBrookelizabeth21]

It is never cheesy to cry after someone passed away!! Don’t even think about it. I’m crying watching you😔 We love you so much ❤️❤️❤️

[@PlainJane144]

So sorry Jamie! Watching this really brought back all the feelings of losing pets throughout my life! I've vowed off pets for awhile. It's so hard, they are family! Glad filming helped you grieve and feel a little better ❤️🙏

[@marlagreenspan4081]

I am so sorry about your fur baby. Losing a beloved pet is one of the hardest things. Sending you comfort and a lot of love. Another angel crosses the rainbow bridge. 😔🌈💓

[@jenniferstephens7646]

Hi Jamie, I am so sorry for your loss. I cried when you talked about your boy Oliver. I sympathize so much with you are going through as I just lost my best friend too. Buddy was with me every day for 12 years and I just said goodbye on April 8. It was devastating and I just miss him so much. I know dogs go to heaven so maybe you can find consultation in knowing that he is being well cared for and that someday you will see him again. That’s what keeps me going. Much love to you.

[@81lovee]

Going through this right now! 💕 NEVER cheesy, pets are our family. Sending love, so sorry for your loss. 😞

[@adrianarivera9217]

Crying for the loss of your pet isn’t cheesy. Your dog wasn’t just a dog, he was family. We know it’s hard, you can take how much time you need.❤️

[@itsAJClark]

Ugh I'm so sorry! It's not weird or cheesy at all - thank you for sharing your heart and this rough time in your life. Losing a little member of your family is so, so difficult. Sending you big love! I'm sure sweet Oliver is running around in doggy heaven, surrounded by all the toys and treats and love!

[@janeymagee8695]

Oh sweetheart, I'm so sorry about your little man. You do learn how to carry on and he's happy over the rainbow 🌈. Just remember how much love you have for him and how much you will be able to give to another pet eventually. Big hugs 😘

[@jamielee634]

All the love and hugs to you and your family. Losing a pet is so hard. And never apologize for feeling your feelings! ❤️

[@kamimiles4628]

New dog mom here BAWLINGGGGG my eyes out, sending you so much love

[@allyjayemorgan]

Sweet Jamie ❤️ Thank you for sharing with us, we are here for you. I’m so sorry to hear about your loss. Take the time you need to grieve your special little man

[@JamiePaige]

🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍

[@ariannaazevedo6987]

Losing a pet is so hard, they are family! And you really don’t realize how you’ve built so many routines around them until they’re gone! So sorry for you loss, but Oliver was clearly very much loved! 💕

[@didikennedy9079]

It is NOT cheesy to cry, oh man I cry just thinking about losing my dog. It is one the THE HARDEST things to go through. Sending you my love girl. ❤️❤️

[@daryltait1626]

Oh I feel so much for you. ❤️ Your dog passing is so so hard. And talking about it is good. Grief is grief. Oliver was the bestest boy and my girls will look after him xXXx

[@karly8114]

This is so sad. I'm so sorry to hear this..my dog looks very similar to yours and just hearing you talk about this makes me tear up!! I can't imagine loosing my dog. Stay brave and strong. Sending you hugs!! Xox🤗

[@wendyb6403]

So so sorry for your loss. What a wonderful friend, companion and family member.

[@kleague41]

I'm so incredibly sorry for your loss of Ollie. Try to remember the joy he brought to your life, and how lucky you were to have him in your life as long as you did. Losing a pet is never easy. They become our family, and sometimes we feel closer to them than we do even to family members. Also feel lucky if you've only experienced grief through pets and not friends or family yet. Prayers for your heart to heal, and many virtual hugs!!

[@sweetcarolineq]

I’m so sorry for your loss.

[@j.m.221]

It's amazing what our pets bring to our lives. They really are our best friends and provide the most unconditional love. My thoughts are with you and your family during this difficult time.

[@nataliebaer13]

So so sorry for your loss! Our pets are like our children. Sending you a big hug!! ❤️

[@dianeb2349]

Aweeeee Jamie. I’m so sorry. I have a 14 year old dog and he’s everything to me and even my family. I can’t imagine losing him…just thinking about it almost makes me cry. Absolutely. Much love Jamie. Sending hugs..

[@Lavender_Ethereals]

I’m sorry you’re going through this.. cried your entire video 🤍 I lost my 3yr old frenchie in April from a very aggressive cancerous mass in his throat, lost him only 3 wks after finding out. It was extremely traumatizing and still going through it..I will be keeping you in my thoughts and hope you soon find a little peace🌿 much love

[@thelittlethingsbyeva]

This is my fav kind of video when there is some makeup included but you’re also opening up and that leads to conversations in the comment section and we can also know you better 💛

[@riochanae4627]

I lost my dog a few years ago in a manner that was very unexpected and traumatic- it took me out of commission for about two weeks. Last fall I had to put the family dog down. I can honestly say losing a pet never gets easier whether you’re expecting to or not. You really just have to give yourself time to grow around your grief. I’m so, so sorry for your loss 💛

[@meghanireland6555]

i've been using the neutrogena hydro boost tint as concealer on my no makeup makeup days and girl... it's the best

[@samantha_rose.]

Don’t ever feel bad for crying over your dog! I have a sick 12 year old dog who is my everything. I totally understand this kind of pain. We’re here for you! ❤️‍🩹

[@caramorasco]

The loss of a pet is so truly devestating because they give you unconditional love ❤️

[@lisatomko1319]

Such a sad thing to lose a member of your family when they give you such love and great memories. Hugs to you!

[@JennV-B]

My heart breaks for you! I know exactly how you feel and it’s not something you just get over. Oliver was a part of your family… Sending you and your mom lots of 💕

[@mayelingonzalez6818]

I am so sorry for your loss 😢 Sending love and strength 🙏 to you and your family during this difficult time ♥️

[@tammybolton7141]

My husband and I lost our dog earlier this year and it is heartbreaking but I personally feel so grateful that we had that wonderful loyal boy in our lives. We will never forget him!

[@MyBenwah]

Sorry for your loss.Hugs.

[@KeepBeautyReal1]

💔💔💔I’m so very sorry. Sending you hugs. We lost our special girl last winter and some days I still can’t believe it. I love looking at videos and pictures of her to see her sweet face! 💗 🐾 💗

[@JamiePaige]

🤍🤍🤍🤍

[@lisasmithey1166]

Jamie❤ This is so hard to go through. Losing them is impossible. I cant do it again. I cant. I'm loving you, crying with you, hugging you. Our sweet Oso, Lucy, Muffy and Rasta are playing with your Oliver. You are not alone in your love for Oliver and you are not alone in your grief.❤ Lisa

[@kellybrick1618]

Oh Jamie I’m so sorry. Pets are a part of our family. Some of the best parts of our families. Sending love 💕💗

[@jackielopez9739]

Loosing a pet is so painful but sharing the grief helps so much. Thank you for this

[@Shelbyxoxok3]

Bless your heart! I just adopted a rescue pup a month ago and named him Oliver. We’re sending you lots of love and boops💗

[@sunflower312A]

sending you a big hug across the way, Jamie 💞 I only ever had one dog and when I lost him, I couldn't get another one 😔 you now have a fur angel watching over you 🌟

[@JamiePaige]

🤍🤍🤍

[@lcuellar1991]

My dog passed 3 years ago and I still constantly cry for him. A loss of a loved one is a loss, regardless of who it was. It’s a loss. Let yourself feel girl. It’s the best thing you can do for yourself.

[@Jessica-xq4kt]

I am so so sorry for your loss. Please never feel like the grief and love is somehow less intense because he was a dog. I had time to prepare for the passing of our dog Bugalugs but it still was indescribably awful to have her die in my arms. It was a year ago but I still get overwhelmed by grief every now and again.

[@JamiePaige]

🤍🤍🤍

[@AnamaryV]

Thanks for sharing girlie. Im truly sorry to hear about Oli. I feel your pain. My dog Lily actually looks similar to Old and she's getting older. I try to think about her passing to prepare myself but I'm sure we will never be ready for something like this, no matter how much we prepare. Your videos absolutely give me peace and comfort when I need it. Wishing you lots of love and peace during this time Jamie. XOXO

[@michellemichael1676]

I had my first dog through college and interning and when I lost her, it was gutting. Dogs are such an intimate part of lives and huge part of us. If anyone knew me, they knew I loved Raisin. Praying for you Jamie and know your grief is understood. 💙

[@raynapinson7820]

I’m so, so sorry for your loss. My ❤️aches for you.

[@lisarauschenbach9959]

I just had to put my darling pug, Olivia, down in October. It was so difficult and still is. Dogs are a part of our families and souls. They see us through the best and worst of ourselves (with zero judgement and only love). Sending you all the hugs right now!

[@christinedoherty4584]

I’m so sorry to hear this.. he will be very much missed on your channel.. sending love ❤️❤️❤️🐾🐾🐾

[@meriemch8586]

I lost my dog Baggio 12 years ago, I will never forget the pain I felt that day 💔 Sending you and your family a lot of love 💕

[@megxmo_]

i’m so sorry jamie :( sending you so much love right now 💜

[@JamiePaige]

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[@QuietDawn6]

So sad, I feel with you and if prepared or not, the moment it happens rips your heart out of its place. And a piece of your life is gone and past. Run free little Oli ❤