Sometimes Being ALONE Isn't So Bad

In this video I spent my two days off very alone which gives me time to thing way too much.
The rainy weather that has swept the highlands doesn't help much but I force myself out to find beauty in the grey.
#solofemalevanlife #alone #cairngorms #vanlife #ukvanlife #solovanlife #livinginavan #fulltimevanlife #livingontheroad #transition #alone #vw #vwt4 #scotland #solotravel
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A bit about me:
If you are new here hi 👋
My name us Suz originally from Manchester.
Been fulltime since May 2022.
currently finding my feet going it alone in my VW Camper called Gladys with my two sweet doggos.
-Equipment used: DJI Osmo Action 3
-Macbook Pro 2022
-Edited using Final Cut Pro
-Music from Epidemic Sound

[@susangranger3089]

Beautiful Video Suzy and Beautiful background music to go with it. Loved the poem. I am a great believer, in things always work out for the best in the end. Take it easy, get plenty of rest, hugs and kisses to the Doggies, until the next one. ❤❤❤ xx

[@suzybeetravels]

Hiya lovely 😊 Thank you 💕 You are right everything will work out for the best and I know this has all happened for a reason to put me on the right path 💜x

[@VintageRVAdventures]

We just wanted to say that you are such a kind-hearted person, people can tell from the way you come across. It's so important to remember that, especially when times get tough. And you know, your friend Jenny is spot on with what she says. Keep being who you are x

[@suzybeetravels]

Aww thank you lovelies 😊 You are both too kind 💕❤️xx

[@heathertonovic585]

Hi Suzy, you are an inspiration. You're doing all the right positive things to live the life you deserve. You are a lovely caring person. Keep smiling lovely girl. Love to you & your cute furry babies from Australia ❤❤❤

[@suzybeetravels]

Aww thank you lovely 😊 I'm trying to stay on the right path. It's hard and lonely sometimes but the hard way is usually the correct one. My doggos get me through the tough times they are the best ❤️💜x

[@mavejames9614]

Hi Suzy, life is a roller coaster, just got to ride it as the song goes xx your doing great hun, that hoody is definitely you. Waiting for you it was, beautiful there Suzy even in the wet. Stay cool, nice to hear your sister is visiting soon. Thinking of you stay safe big hugs xx

[@suzybeetravels]

Hi lovely, how you doing? How's that beautiful puppy? I can't wait for my little sis to come up 😊💜x

[@Susancarbo60]

Hi Suzy, hope you and the doggos are ok, keeping safe and looking after yourself, I love my own company, my down time, watching KZbin, you should have some time to yourself good for your mind, the weather been awful so much rain, love watching your channel thank you for sharing, take care stay safe love you, 🩷🐾🐾

[@suzybeetravels]

Hello my lovely 😊 we are all good. Busy on the site but I love the work. Time out is what we all need now and again i think. It's been on and off with the weather here we get a seasons in one day sometimes 🤣💜xx

[@MotorhomeMums]

Loved that poem. Oh.. and the hoody. Perfect for you. 🤗🚌❤️

[@suzybeetravels]

Aww thank you lovely 😊 I read it and thought it was lovely. LOVE my new hoodie, there is no way I could have left it in the shop 💜x

[@user-nh3vq9sx6w]

You are doing amazing ❤ tears will turn to smiles ❤

[@suzybeetravels]

Thank you lovely 💜😊x

[@itsanomadslife]

Hi suzy you are amazing its good how you do the little things to lift your mood the hot choc looked amazing ❤ crying is a good release while you are healing and the odd nap the walking is so good too and those lovely dogos of your have your back ❤

[@suzybeetravels]

Aww thank you lovely 😊 The little things make the biggest difference. I'm learning lots about myself. I'm trying to let myself feel everything I need to then move on it's hard when you've bottled your emotions up for so long. My little babies are the best 💕x

[@itsanomadslife]

@@suzybeetravels ❤❤

[@mistyeyes6710]

Wow that poem was beautiful 😢❤ live for today babe, deal with tomorrow when it comes, you in the today is amazing 🤩 you sure are stronger than you think, awesome relaxing vlog ❤🌹🥂🍾 x

[@suzybeetravels]

Aww thank you lovely 😊 I am trying really hard to live in the moment. I still worry about my future a little though. I am trying to be brave and strong 💜x

[@mistyeyes6710]

​@@suzybeetravelssending you big virtual hugs 🤗 ❤

[@VanTripsWhereNext]

Lovely video. Also love the goodies you bought haha. So lovely to look forward to you sister visiiting. X

[@suzybeetravels]

Thank you lovely 😊 I can't wait for her to come up 💜x

[@hazelwade-oq2zc]

You are doing amazingly well & look so much better. Accept things are different now, have a good cry if you want to! I too love the silence sometimes - and it's my choice no one elses! That hoodie had your name all over it 😀. Lovely music & that poem just sums things up x

[@suzybeetravels]

Hello lovely, aww thank you. I am starting to feel much better in myself. I think the shock is wearing off and I am starting to live a bit now. I love my hoodie there is no way I could have left it in the shop 😊💜xx

[@juliegough350]

Hi suzy glad you enjoyed your hot choc and cake treat 😁 do what makes you happy and dont feel guilty for spending money or treating yourself, you deserve it. And dont ever feel you have to say sorry or give a reason fir taking time out fir yourself its your show,your rules we aren't going anywhere you just do what you need to do. I,m the same sometimes i just like peace and quiet no tv, music or noise i,m happy just having a bit of quiet time to reflect and relax, we all lead hectic lives and need a bit of time out. Take care see you soon xx

[@suzybeetravels]

Hiya lovely 😊 Thank you, you are all just the best. I'm so lucky to have built such a beautiful supportive community it's still really humbling. I love the hot chocolate there it's so good! 💜xx

[@carolinebutterworth5563]

You are doing really well, any major life changes take a while to adjust to and as you say it is a roller coaster sometimes some little thing happens and sets you back but keep going forward, and you are right being alone is great just being able to be yourself. Surely it can’t rain forever because that’s getting us all down I think. Sending love and love the hoodie.

[@suzybeetravels]

Thank you lovely 😊 I just have to go with the flow and feel my feelings in order to heal them. Being alone is hard and beautiful all at once. We've had a bit of sun and more rain. Hopefully it'll clear up soon 💜xx

[@motorhomers-r-us]

I need that hoody for Queen Bee 😍 Your doing good your getting there, walking is good for our moods Xx

[@suzybeetravels]

Oh yes you do! Mountain Warehouse. They still had a couple. Thank you lovelies 😊💜xx

[@vansforthememories]

I’m glad to see you’ve taken a rest and just chilled & read. I think we need to do this as part of healing ❤️‍🩹 It can be just what we need sometimes 💞 remember this saying “You can’t pour from an empty cup” ❤️‍🩹 Hope the weather has improved & it’s not been too crazy busy. Take care, Em 💜

[@suzybeetravels]

Hiya lovely, I think I just really needed a day of R&R and the rain forced me to take one 😊 I feel like I am starting to fill up my cup again 😊💜x

[@simple-277]

Hello Suzy that is true , and we all heal differently sometimes begin alone is not soo bad . But sooner or later some company is not soo bad lots of love to you

[@suzybeetravels]

Hiya lovely, you are right it's different for everyone and there is no right or wrong. Hopefully one day I will feel healed enough to start wanting company again 😊💜xx

[@marvinwatson3245]

Aww, Sometimes you just need to stop. Solitude works wonders.Swapped my solitude, for a week with my parents. After work Sunday drove south through the night to Sussex. Here for a week, then back up north. In a month, back to Scotland. Glad your ok. Looking well and will soon be in to say Hi 😀

[@suzybeetravels]

Hiya lovely, solitary life is great but you do definitely need some connections. I'm looking forward to seeing my sister 😊 Safe travels back north. Look forward to you saying hi 😁💜x

[@marvinwatson3245]

Here to see my brother and sister too.

[@suzybeetravels]

Enjoy time with your family 😊x

[@lindam4308]

Suzie it's a roller-coaster, your doing amazing, a day at a time. You have ur babies. Daisy crazy 😂😂 zoom zooms 😂😂 doug just seems laid back ❤

[@suzybeetravels]

Thank you lovely 😊 Daisy is a nutcase 😂 but I love her quirky little personality 😊💜xx

[@user-ks2lf1by8c]

Great vlog suzy we think you are truly amazing and you can do it keep strong ❤ Chris/ Jan

[@suzybeetravels]

Hello lovelies 😊 Thank you, I am trying to stay strong and keep being me 😁💜x

[@janicebradbeer9874]

Hi Suzy love your new hoodie very apt for you ! That was a hot chocolate and a half - good to treat yourself ! What is the lotion that you are using for the midges please ? Hope the weather is improving up there !💕💕

[@suzybeetravels]

Hi Jan, I love the hoody. Definitely made for me 😊 It's Skin So Soft by Avon. Seems to be working for me so far 💜x

[@shazzer35]

Another lovely vlog take care 🥰🥰

[@suzybeetravels]

Thank you lovely 😊💜xx

[@janw1746]

Me.. myself and I..look after those three..💕x

[@suzybeetravels]

Thank you lovely, I am trying this tactic and it is working 💜😊x

[@FieldviewAdventures]

I hope you’ve ordered me some sunshine for when we get there lol 😂 x

[@suzybeetravels]

I have asked Mother Nature to deliver some especially for you 😁❤️x

[@ashleycollyer9185]

It’s great to see you lovely video as always ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@suzybeetravels]

Thank you lovely 💜😊xx

[@ashleycollyer9185]

@@suzybeetravels you are so cute hun.xx

[@suzybeetravels]

Aww thank you ☺️x

[@ashleycollyer9185]

@@suzybeetravels 🥰🥰

[@carolchanse6946]

Hi Suzanne,I'll just say this,do some people think you are thick 😏 I know they are concerned and worry but honestly,do they honestly think you would leave the doggies 🐕 with no ventilation or food and water in the van,I haven't met you but I can see how mature and caring you are,I'm just mad,certainly you are going to have your ups and downs and it's so good to talk,I'm happy your sister is coming up, it will do you good 👍 😊, I too love your hoodie,I loved the video, so peaceful watching the river flow and listening to the birds 🐦 🐦‍⬛,I hope you have a good week,take care love, keep smiling that lovely smile, big big hugs 🫂 and love ❤️ xx

[@suzybeetravels]

Hiya lovely, I think some people were just a bit concerned. I get it. But I would never endanger them. They are too important to me. It honestly is the most amazing place here. I love it more everyday 😊💜xx

[@KewiCampervan]

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[@suzybeetravels]

Thank you lovely 😊💜xx

[@jennifereccles162]

Love the hoodie, it could have been made just for you. 😊 Lindsey has exactly the same lights that you bought in her bedroom and looks like a fairy grotto at night. I have two crazy daughters 😂😘❤️😢

[@suzybeetravels]

There was no way I could leave it in the shop 😁 She messaged me the pictures, I swear we should have been twins 😂❤️💜xx

[@JeanEbanks-xu6bn]

Please give yourself a break. you have been through huge changes over the last few months. Leaving a relationship. New job in a new place. You are bound to be up and down but you will get there. Just keep taking care of yourself.

[@suzybeetravels]

Thank you lovely, I think being forced to slow down a bit is making me face my demons so to speak. But that's what I need to do in order to heal. I am definitely in the best place for it though 💜xx

[@davidrickards3778]

Hey Suzy, another enjoyable video - nothing wrong with solitude especially with your two beautiful best friends (dogs)....BTW, your buy me a coffee link doesn't work!

[@suzybeetravels]

Hiya lovely, thank you 😊 I am starting to enjoy being on my own, its just so peaceful. I think I have fixed the link now 💜x

[@carolchanse6946]

I found that too,I'm trying to send Suzanne some money but it won't let me !! Xx

[@suzybeetravels]

Hiya lovely, although it's let me change my name it won't let me change my link so I think I've fixed it now xx

[@simple-277]

Thanks

[@suzybeetravels]

Aww thank you so much lovely, this is really kind 😊💜xx

[@catwalk1958]

Don’t wipe skin so soft of after you apply sweetheart or it won’t work.xx

[@suzybeetravels]

Thank you lovely, I did realise what I had done after and puts some more on 😊💜x