It’s so much easier saying your ‘Okay’ than explaining all the reasons why you aren’t
@bradtipton48602 жыл бұрын
🤔
@asiancracker839 Жыл бұрын
Especially when you cant explain why you're not okay..
@prettyJoyce-zp3te Жыл бұрын
Mostly when u feel like explaining but no one wants to listen😢💔
@JDB11848 ай бұрын
I don’t believe that anyone would ever be interested in anything concerning me .
@tobiashier88198 ай бұрын
I dont have enough time to explain.
@zerozero21662 жыл бұрын
"I'm sorry I'm not a person anymore I'm a problem" -to the bone That shit hits hard for me
@celestialphoenixqueen92582 жыл бұрын
i feel like to my older female cousins and and aunts and uncles and my ex and ex besties and my 2 ex guy besties/ crushes that i am a black sheep in the fam and too different than everyone else and that i am ok regardless of what happens or what is done and said about me or otherwise , but emotionally i'm not and haven't been for a while yet they are a major part of why i am this way cause they abandoned me and there's no fixing it ... " trust is like paper , once it's crumpled it can never be perfect again "
@georgestylianou71752 жыл бұрын
song name
@Resilience9310 ай бұрын
you must be Gen Z
@basilhenry-eyo65228 ай бұрын
@@Resilience93what?😭
@papercutswithsalt8 ай бұрын
@@Resilience93 Grow up, you're acting as young as them.
@aishwaryatri2 жыл бұрын
You know it's getting really bad when even these videos are not sad enough to relate.
@romeoquanchipere8987 ай бұрын
It's getting to sad .
@JoshMc756 ай бұрын
When you are numb completely and you are trying to feel something 😢
@barelyaninconvenience2 ай бұрын
Ye im there with you.pls go to doctor for help,work with him to take a little of the pressure off.dont suffer pls
@jamesborek812525 күн бұрын
@@JoshMc75Hah.. cherish the numbness.. it can get worse.
@lumbhasancley33362 жыл бұрын
The pain the anger the hatred the emptiness sure kills a person
@olwethungcebetsha1782 жыл бұрын
You not alone
@rivet3212 жыл бұрын
That it does I pray for death every night
@atugonzabrenda57002 жыл бұрын
If you happy,you solve human attacks easily
@lewys9786 Жыл бұрын
@@olwethungcebetsha178everyone is alone
@Playpopss Жыл бұрын
yes it did to me broke me into pieces
@darcychriston22093 жыл бұрын
We say it because we don't want to burden others with our own drama while everyone else has their shit to deal with. We just let it build and wear a smile on our faces until the feelings and the emotions are to much and we crack.
@CHRISTandCHRIS3 жыл бұрын
Hi🥺
@nunya67042 жыл бұрын
Pretty much
@glorychembezi81912 жыл бұрын
True and I'm tired of faking it , I'm gonna let it all go now
@debra96812 жыл бұрын
Fact
@miguelangel-ez1bw2 жыл бұрын
@@glorychembezi8191 don't. please.
@destinybumpers7549 Жыл бұрын
Sometimes I come to these and just read the comments, to physically stop feeling alone so many people are feeling this way as well and I pray we all make it out 💘
@natasha4008 Жыл бұрын
Be strong… i can feel you
@Basshunter168 ай бұрын
One year ago you posted that comment. This is my first time seeing it. I’m in the same boat as you. I pray to God you are getting through life’s battles.
@GALAXY_YAPS6 ай бұрын
@@Basshunter16❤️🙏🏾 thank you I pray everything is falling into place for you
@amankarna66132 күн бұрын
I am doing same thing these days. I can feel you 😢🫂
@keepingupwithmazzarati44603 жыл бұрын
I always say I’m okay because I don’t want people to know how I’m really feeling inside.
@aubrianawinters96183 жыл бұрын
Me too I do the exact same and I am struggling now again
@supravietuitoriblog5473 жыл бұрын
Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someoane to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?
@Alen-sm5vw3 жыл бұрын
You should tell, that are your feelings and they are importnat... they are wery important and you shpuld tell... Believe me.. After 15 years my girl left me.. but I was leaving my feelings inside and now I am letring them out.. I will tell everybody how I feel cause if I/You domt it will eat me.. Inside.. But You/I we are worth normall life despite everything.. say what you feel nothing bad in that, let your soul outtttt.. 💪💪
@anamikasiddhu95782 жыл бұрын
That's true but inside,there is something screaming trying to tell everyone that I'm not okay but it never turns into words..
@aprilbyyy17052 жыл бұрын
Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal ✝️✝️
@allynewman46162 жыл бұрын
I like watching these videos to remind myself Im not the only one inlife who struggles we all struggle and some of us make it through those struggles and others dont make it.
@rivet3212 жыл бұрын
Yea life doesn't matter
@agbekorodevictor76752 жыл бұрын
At some point in life, virtually everyone goes through the moments described in this video. That hurtful feeling you get when the love you give isn't returned, when your expections and desires are so high but get blown off or when things just don't go the way we ever planned or wanted it... We still try to say "I'm okay" whereas we're not. All of this, so we won't bother people around us, whom we believe to have their personal lives, even with our own problems. Life sucks, life's fun and life can be one-sided. And you know what, some people still don't know this and they don't care I hope everyone going through their tough moments find peace, relief and satisfying happiness.
@LetsCee_112 жыл бұрын
Truely said 👍 It's seems like you too have lived these phases and passed through. The way you described shows how broken u r..
@agbekorodevictor76752 жыл бұрын
@@LetsCee_11 yeah...I did but then I phased through.
@jeremyaustin76712 жыл бұрын
I hope your right
@rivet3212 жыл бұрын
I found it at the bottom of a bottle
@prateekraj7102 жыл бұрын
It never gets better. People lie abt this but the truth is we learn to live with it or just give up.
@manuelkriederer32582 жыл бұрын
Always go on, never surrender, its not about "better", its about different. You will feel different spactacular things, you will see things u never believed to be true or able, u will achieve and accomplish more than you ever thought. As long as you keep fighting. Never give up, never surrender, go on until you fucking make it. Trust me on this, join me in fighting. We are the people who fight until we get it all. It is worth it. Love, success, family, everything, its worth fighting for, but its not easy to achieve. The silent fight, join, never give up, and see where it brings you a year from now, two years, and if you are at the same point in 5 years you can still give up, its not running away, but I bet my left nut you are at a completely different point.
@goldenskles18613 жыл бұрын
for those who are struggling rn its gonna get better please don't give up
@superdgam75753 жыл бұрын
It won't
@goldenskles18613 жыл бұрын
@@superdgam7575 I know it hurts but the only thing we have to do is to cope with it, stay strong, love
@mamaadura98313 жыл бұрын
My friend it never gets better..i have been hearing that for 7years in a row and it hasn't gotten better
@goldenskles18613 жыл бұрын
@@mamaadura9831 I know my friend, we are stuck here, but the only thing left is to not to lose hope, I believe in u, love Stay strong ❤️
@mamaadura98313 жыл бұрын
@@goldenskles1861 I will my friend I will
@amandakimbrell27752 жыл бұрын
" there is so much pain it the world, and everyone wants to die , feelings are underrated, life is a mess, everyone if afraid of losing ppl yet when we try to keep them we fuck up, love is great but only when understood, and love isnt everything, being happy matters , but losing those we love hurts so fucking much and the pain becomes greater then anything, so we bury ourselves hideing all feelings so we dont get hurt but inturn hurt others"
@LetsCee_112 жыл бұрын
Ur last line is so deeply thought and said..
@LoneBuffalo1182 жыл бұрын
People say I'm a good person but I know that's BS I've done nothing for anyone truly i always feel like I annoy people I would either say something stupid or I would be too awkward I feel like a fuck up I am a fuck up I hate myself so much I hate being here a world I have no place in I fuckin hate this I just want it too stop I want it all too just stop! I don't know what to do with myself I'm just worthless I'll never make my mom or grandpa and grandma proud and happy I'm scared of everything I don't wanna hurt nobody I didn't mean too anyone I wanna live but I just don't know what my worth is I'm just a waste of space I wish I could just do this cruel world a favor and just disappear I'm fuckin worthless I don't know what's the point of me being here
@LoneBuffalo1182 жыл бұрын
I'm fuckin pathetic I don't understand why I'm still fighting too stay here I'm not helping anyone bye being here
@TamilSelvanc17062 жыл бұрын
Today I felt that, my gf broke up without any...... You know. I felt so pain,
@TamilSelvanc17062 жыл бұрын
Why people we love never says goodbye
@conquerer131242 жыл бұрын
Hard to motivate myself from quitting life. Remember the brightest smile holds the biggest tears
@beaunaraghi12 жыл бұрын
I hope you're OK now mate , never quit , the bads times pass as quickly as the good times do . Remember that and remember you're never alone
@neelamsharma-wj8mw2 жыл бұрын
Hey hold please. I know it's hard but we will go through. We will pass. Just hold. I know it's painful, but it's gonna pass.
@conquerer131242 жыл бұрын
@@beaunaraghi1 Thanks mate 👍🏻
@conquerer131242 жыл бұрын
@@neelamsharma-wj8mw I hope it does pass. Thanks friend 👍🏻
@user-lr1nh3uq7m Жыл бұрын
So true💯😔
@kev_innit65823 жыл бұрын
Honestly growing up i never saw people with emotional setbacks or anxiety or depression but as i grew up i began noticing more and more people are battling with these issues in they’re lives, ngl i feel bad, not for the people but because from experience ik that other people don’t really see what your actually going through and it sucks cuz no matter how hard u try no one can really see your perspective of things. I wish i had noticed this sooner but hang on ya life has so much more to offer, were blessed to see life day by day and for some it gets harder but ya cant give up. Its just not an option. Hope ya get better.
@bradtipton48602 жыл бұрын
Very well said
@om16oday Жыл бұрын
The baddest thing when you figure out that everyone left you with no reason and no one cares about you You figure out that there’s no one reliable to tell him how you’re feeling and that you’re not okay 💔
@Trane141Kingz Жыл бұрын
Yeah,I can relate. There's no way to still like her without having so much remorse, after what I did. But the first two times I didn't know it was so wrong. I was just trying to talk to her. And I was trying to apologize for it. But I fucked up and she got mad at me. And for certain things I said on Reddit. I made myself look like a creep, but I'm not. I didn't mean to. She hates me ever since. But I still like her. There's no way to fix it. And if there is,or was I... I- I don't know if it'd work. Somethings are meant to be and some things are not.😢
@rogerthevirgin7592 Жыл бұрын
These videos help so many people ! It allows them/us to feel like we’re not alone even if they are t.v shows. Which is the core issue, feeling alone.
@b0redomee703 Жыл бұрын
I’ll continue saying I’m fine or I’m just tired. I refuse to tell people how deeply sad I am. It’s hard to explain this numbing empty void inside of me
@dustinquintana2 жыл бұрын
The power of a believable smile, no one ever knows how you feel inside, until it's to late. Signed everyday for to long now.
@arun_s2 жыл бұрын
Watching this made me realise, I don’t even have friends to get mad at 🙂
@rivet3212 жыл бұрын
It's the joys of life it isn't worth it
@kimberlyk66822 жыл бұрын
For everyone saying “Don’t Give Up” for some people it’s not giving up its stopping all the pain. And It’s Harder to End It than it is to keep going.
@nayyabmughal11232 жыл бұрын
Tbh I was on the verge of just stopping the pain but I remember my family shouldn't go through the pain and than I just pushed through and knew my brother wouldn't survive without me.
@rivet3212 жыл бұрын
Right for some of us it's a better option to let it all end
@devynthelonelyfox2 ай бұрын
@@nayyabmughal1123i don't have family anymore, I wish I could say this. I'm so alone.
@nayyabmughal11232 ай бұрын
@@devynthelonelyfox you're not alone bro we got you. Helping each other survive and looking at the bright side of this shitty life.
@m23peanut962 жыл бұрын
One thing I have learned through my battle is you won’t always feel like this. In that moment of your deepest darkest despair. You wont always have this overwhelming unimaginable pain or numbness. Your mind tricked you into believing that for the rest of your life you will suffer and this pain will be here forever. But it won’t so please stay
@lillianrose97252 жыл бұрын
it's hurts and I don't know how much more I can take
@lillianrose97252 жыл бұрын
it has not stopped and ive had no breaks
@kwenanapoleonngoepe7274 Жыл бұрын
Will it not , stay forever this way or get more worse😭😭💔💔💔?
@Nico-Lette_M2 жыл бұрын
Why do I enjoy watching these when I'm sad 😔
@jfj8762 жыл бұрын
Because it makes you feel a bit??infp???hi.
@betterkris Жыл бұрын
Because it makes you feel better (endorphins) and you "romanticise mental illness". It is quite common actually, but it can become a problem when you keep returning to these kind of videos to "relate" to the feeling the video is trying to give you (instead of actually dealing with the feeling itself)
@honor6465 Жыл бұрын
Because you feel you aren't alone and you aren't the only one who feel like that
@e_vidz3 жыл бұрын
So emotional. I love it
@JasonScott-b9rАй бұрын
This appears to be the first and initial comment on this video piece. There are so many comments that follow after. I found myself being most interested in and the most curious about the first few comments and the most recent ones. I had to find this first one and reply to it and comment on it. Thank you for your comment and I appreciate all of the ones that have followed. They all matter. The first one, the first few ones, and the most recent ones matter an awful lot. I like reading the comments and I am happy to be among them.
@La_kitheneeve2 жыл бұрын
Those battles you fight silently on your own, the traumas , the silent tears at midnight you'll rise above it all someday buckle up it's going to be fine
@denniskipngetich184211 ай бұрын
Amen😢🇰🇪
@OnyekaIruoma3 ай бұрын
Amen 🙏
@sachimanzano35502 жыл бұрын
the word OKAY can really cover a million words that' hard to say.
@marrz52663 жыл бұрын
I put on a smile each day. I tell everyone that I am happy and that I’m doing okay. I act as if I’m happy and they all believe it. I realized that when I tell people my problems they all disappear or criticize me for it. So I learned how to keep my mouth shut and to fake it. But the truth is. Everyday I wake up and I don’t feel happy at all. I go to sleep and I’m not at all happy. There’s no changing it. It’s been like this since I was a kid. Medicine just numbs it, therapy is stressful and there is no on and off switch. The truth is I don’t know what happy is. I see people who are happy and they are like aliens to me. I am so distant from happy. I have depression disorder and anxiety disorder with PTSD. Im not okay at all.
@honestcomment19932 жыл бұрын
Hey buddy
@stormyproductions892 жыл бұрын
Or they let you open up and listen to your problems just to use any and all informatuin against you or to exploit you. Be glad you wisened up and began holding back sooner. Its okay to be totally honest. Just knkw who you can open up and be honest to, dont share it all to the world. Just find the ones you have no doubt want the very best things for you... the ones that run away and disappear are probably just scared that they will have to open up eventually, too.
@StoicStocks992 жыл бұрын
Me too ✋️ waiting for my last day so eagerly
@sanjanatatikonda91562 жыл бұрын
I am so sorry for how much you have gone through, but I can’t even begin to explain how strong you are going on everyday with so much pain. I am so proud and happy that you are here. I promise you there are so many people that love you and want to listen. There is a reason you are fighting a reason you are going everyday. You will find it and you will slowly start to feel what happiness feels like. You will feel joy and peace. I am rooting for you!!
@MightyKondrai2 жыл бұрын
your medication actually does something? I'd take numb over this.
@ranadeepdas77 ай бұрын
All these videos doesn't even makes me sad or even i can't relate to these anymore. Its when you realise that there's nothing left in you to feel anything anymore. This is the part where you go numb and never return to your old self.
@JasonScott-b9rАй бұрын
I think that the saddest thing would be is if all of the people who do care, stopped caring. It's something to think about.
@wanjohi3 жыл бұрын
I see there are a lot of people who wanna know the name of some of the movies in the video(me too)... I am going to write down the ones I know: 0:00 The perks of being a wallflower 0:20 Ginny and Georgia - (Netflix Series) 0:27 Revolutionary Road(via Varnit is Live) 0:38 The secret life of the American teenager (via Varnit is Live) 0:51 Elite (Netflix series) --> Not sure about this one :) 0:57 The perks of being a wallflower 1:05 Lucifer (Series) 1:14 Ginny and Georgia 1:16 Teen wolf (series) --> also not sure 1:24 The fault in our stars 1:40 The edge of seventeen 1:48 ? 2:10 After 2:15 How I met your mother 2:30 To the Bone (thru @HeyKathi) 2:37 How I met your mother 2:44 Spiderman: (Garfield's) The amazing Spider-Man 2:50 Chemical hearts 2:57 Ginny and Georgia (Netflix Series) 3:15 ? 3:34 After 3:46 Ginny and Georgia (Netflix Series) 3:54 How I met your mother 4:13 The fault in our stars 4:16 - 5:40 Already mentioned above Background music: Tessa - Steve Jablonsky
@ayoitskathi2 жыл бұрын
2:30 is to the bone (?)
@wanjohi2 жыл бұрын
@@ayoitskathi Thank you
@randomstuff955592 жыл бұрын
Can i be anymore thankful to u
@wanjohi2 жыл бұрын
@@randomstuff95559 🤗welcome
@laklomp2 жыл бұрын
Legend
@serumser1 Жыл бұрын
you know it’s gettin worse again when you start watchin these videos..
@AnnabelleMicheal-vq6xz8 ай бұрын
2024 anyone watching this ......guys am in pain
@SiyaPhour7 ай бұрын
Hey:) I'm @@AnnabelleMicheal-vq6xz
@Betty_Jane7 ай бұрын
@@AnnabelleMicheal-vq6xz We’ll be fine🥺🫂❤
@tbreezy83845 ай бұрын
@@AnnabelleMicheal-vq6xzwe got this 🥺❤️
@rachaelmezger19952 жыл бұрын
i hate the fact that the statement "everyone wants what they cant have" is true in everyway.
@YasmineYouna5 ай бұрын
I have always become that nervous girl who cannot stand anyone talking to her, who cries quickly and is always sad. They see me like this, but they never know that they are the reason for that. I can never describe the amount of pressure and chaos that is in my head and my life. I have lost control and no longer know how to return to the way I was. Before all he wished, I was never born
@Rugbygorilla11 ай бұрын
My current ongoing experience with depression is that I am merely existing. Like standing in the middle of a storm but not feeling a single thing. Becoming a ghost in your own home, your marriage, your duty as a father and branded as selfish for feeling nothing but anger, disconnect and pain. Clealry hurting loved ones because of how you feel. Like taking punch to your chest everysingle day. The urge to cry all the time for no reason whatsoever. Feeling like this is now it for you every single day. Depression doesnt always lead to suicide and for me depression is walking in a place where you accept the heartache, rejection the 'what could have been', the acceptance of loneliness, never finding that "place" of peace and eventually being okay with that and that merley existing is the best you can do.
@kinsleyjackson40352 жыл бұрын
This was posted the day my brother turned 2… I’ve watched this at least once a month and it kept reminding me about all the shit I’ve been through. Thank you for getting me to get a good cry. I’ve been trying, and this video helps me cry. Thank you
@Izza59911 ай бұрын
My father sexually abused me from age of 12 to 17. Last year I was 24, I met him again for a coffe, One hour, just simple talk. And when we were walking and saying goodbye at the end, he put his hand on my back and I was thrown 7 years back in my life. His hand, it burned right through my winter jacket. And since I was around people, I had to hold back my reaction, my panic attack that was coming. Everything inside of me screamed to me to get the hell out of there and I just had to smile. It took me a long time to realise that I had been abused by him, but one second for my body to remember it. Waking up every day and remembering that your father has done that to you, and that he can't be punished and he doesn't believe he has done anything wrong. That is real pain. But I'm still waking up, I'm still doing my very best to live a life without him in it! He doesn't deserve my love, he doesn't deserve me!
@leni8047Ай бұрын
You're so strong
@matiopeaaron2 жыл бұрын
These four letter word LOVE holds a force stronger than any anywhere...
@kosaialbermawy622 жыл бұрын
"The wrong fault in our stars"was the sadest of all.
@originalfd_2 жыл бұрын
I learned not to express myself over time. As long as they are seen as the bad person when I express, they never will understand. It creates more problems than it solves. Feelings don't matter until that person is gone.
@davidreynoso2212 жыл бұрын
The Hazel Grace part at the end hits really close to me 😭
@landonlinevision8481 Жыл бұрын
I’ve told someone how I felt they didn’t feel the same I still feel the way I told em how I felt and I see them hanging out with someone else and it tears me every time I see it
@mikehawk48562 жыл бұрын
These actors are incredible
@rohitsharma-ik4li2 жыл бұрын
the reason everyone come to see this video is this that they are holding too much, pretending to be all good in front of but when all alone they are all alone , years don't come , time don't pass and u stay still and still and no encouragement makes u better , it's a vicious cycle u carry on each day and u live for another day that next day it will be better but it's not
@JasonScott-b9r2 ай бұрын
It's easier to tell people what they want to hear than what is really going on. Be strong to be vulnerable and able to tell people when you are not okay.
@Tina-hq7lb Жыл бұрын
Loving someone who does not feel the same is the hardest thing i have been going through 😭
@alicephiri49154 ай бұрын
It's sad thing 😢😢😢
@naomimersinger Жыл бұрын
All of this hits so hard, but it hurts so much, because they just say I'm fine I'm ok, and no one ever is when they say that, I love all these movies and shows though
@mr_younis533 жыл бұрын
I wonder how a guy of just 18 years of age can have all the pain of the world. RIP me! 🩸
@MissChiefMoxie2 жыл бұрын
Stay for one more day, every day. Just one more day at a time.
@mhanmhan972 жыл бұрын
Tell me about That🥲. I’m 22 and I lost myself cz I loved and cared so much for people who didn’t feel the same way
@batamurizasifa69462 жыл бұрын
Hold on there is a better life
@thabangcollenmotswakae-wn3ce Жыл бұрын
I've learnt that depression is real no matter what one has been through 😢
@annabellc6599 Жыл бұрын
Keep fighting they say, till when, till I bleed out. I can’t keep fighting
@AychNoir Жыл бұрын
Stay strong instead
@GeeiFuggedurMa Жыл бұрын
If you need a ear I'm here
@justinminella2009Ай бұрын
Sorry babe
@betterkris Жыл бұрын
Truly a masterpiece, great work
@joncaplan75 Жыл бұрын
To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and great years. I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)
@Loretto-jw2vb Жыл бұрын
Thanks!
@Priyankasjoshi12 Жыл бұрын
How do u know me so well! Everything you said described my pain , my life as right now. I will forever remember u because u knew about me enough then my own parents and sister. It's crazy how this world works. I am so grateful to u. You are a beautiful person I have never seen such a beautiful person in my life
@joncaplan75 Жыл бұрын
@@Priyankasjoshi12 What’s your life like?
@Meg-yq8oj7 ай бұрын
Thank you so much for this. I've been coming back for several days so I can reread this comment and keep going. It's hard to stay. It really is. But knowing that there is someone in the world rooting for me even though they don't know me is everything to me. Thank you. ❤
@veerchauhan4646 Жыл бұрын
Only A good guy can create this kind of thing.. good job bro 🙌
@Panacea9 Жыл бұрын
We've all said that to each other. Even them.
@SnollyGhostah8 ай бұрын
I know it's not easy for you, living this life, but try to remember, always try to remember, you're not the only one with troubles.
@barishankhonglah46902 жыл бұрын
Sometimes words don't measures up the pain within. Sometimes we overlook the cause but from the reaction and judge without realising or giving importance to the cause. It's sad but that's the world today Are we intelligent.
@recyclevideo16382 жыл бұрын
One thing lets me feel better is all that bad feeling and suffering will be ending when I die
@ZERO-XVIII-IV-XCIV4 ай бұрын
I'm about to give up. too many failures, too many heartbreaks. All I feel is pain and I see no light at the end of the tunnel. Please, dear God, give me the strength to carry on.
@chimezieedemuzor85932 ай бұрын
I know you will be fine,it will only take a little time...
@Funny.vidsdaily Жыл бұрын
im watching this every day....
@Kingofthemoment2 жыл бұрын
Love is NOT everything It’s part of our lives and we have to remember that.
@nathanrattray6898 Жыл бұрын
It won’t get better maybe you get better days but then all of a sudden something will trigger you a but you in a place where you see no way out and you want it to end it all then you come back here because it’s only thing that helps
@Florida_boy23_2 жыл бұрын
Years have passed and somehow I always end up here , I keep trying but idk sometimes I don’t wanna wake up I wish I didn’t have to
@ilovehorses2344 күн бұрын
i cant help but feel the way i do, i have cried every night for almost 6 months straight.
@MotivateWorldDaily2 ай бұрын
Just want say to everyone, its ok to say im not okay, even if its just to yourself in the mirror or you talking to yourself or God, ive been through many dark times, even now going through one now, you can and will overcome this!
@theresaopoku9408 Жыл бұрын
The broad smile on everyday kills me little by little....
@blaiseplayz-34092 жыл бұрын
Ok I want people to know. Do. Not. Lie. Even if it hurts people. It will just hurt them more when they find out you have been faking it for days,weeks,months,even years!
@rivet3212 жыл бұрын
It doesn't matter because isn't worth living so let people do whatever because nothing matters
@lugezi28502 жыл бұрын
Yeah it's hard. Everytime I tell myself to stop lying. I lie again and again and again. Tf is wrong with me I can't even trust myself anymore 😞
@averthewin16893 ай бұрын
My ex told me she loved me. Then she cheated on me and tried to hide it for months. And when i found out something broke inside
@somegamer-0073 ай бұрын
such a cruel rabbit hole to go down
@dialogueediva3 жыл бұрын
im in love with these
@soulaimenezzoiaoui60302 жыл бұрын
In fact, I'm tired of finding love.
@October88163 ай бұрын
staying in this space, let alone watching videos like this for a prolonged time can't be healthy. dark place reminiscing.
@Hamza______YT3 жыл бұрын
Idk whos reading my comment or not but why its true whenever u see these sad moments and its comes in your imagination that its happen to you and you feel so numb cold and its hurt fucking bad
@mr_younis533 жыл бұрын
It sucks man 😔
@eobard1328 Жыл бұрын
It just breaks my heart, seeing people hurt.
@kimmyb8276 Жыл бұрын
That scene when Shailene cried over Peter...fuck I cried SO much and I cried again. it's the hardest scene I ever watched. ugh
@hamisoleymani-c3x2 ай бұрын
Movie name plz?
@rosepowell28402 жыл бұрын
Fun times watching these before going into treatment again
@NoTalentGuy Жыл бұрын
I am back listening to Sad Multifandom :( I pray you all are doing good and happy
@Foxy-ve1oh8 ай бұрын
"you are not hard to love,youre just used to the kind of love that hurts you more than it heals you,someday somebody is going to show you that that is not the kind of love you deserve,maybe it will even be yourself"
@bella-ep9ek3 жыл бұрын
Love this
@AmyCarreiro6 ай бұрын
The love in these comments is truly inspiring. Keep it up, everyone!
@I_am_the_one_who_knocks3102 жыл бұрын
Hurting somebody feeling easy as throwing a rock in the ocean but do you know how deep the rock goes💔👌😕
@ptertosh20018 ай бұрын
We all go threw this emotional roller coaster, they are not worth it😢
@cengizsm3 жыл бұрын
after effects right? and beautiful video!!
@williamlawson7613 Жыл бұрын
I’ve been sad for years, so lonely inside on the outside I’m like everybody else!
@josephhlubi72302 жыл бұрын
You're going be alright, whatever happens the sun will shine again.
@applepie59212 жыл бұрын
It won't
@divine56072 жыл бұрын
That's how it is when the person you love the most hurt you break you have you ever had a feeling of when you give everything to the one you love the time and attention everything good damn thing you have but a person tosses it and makes you feel like shit . anointing like when exactly the person tells you I love you the person just breaks you I've been there right now I'm passing through there
@user-jf7gq9gg2k2 жыл бұрын
Every f thng hurts rn Its like A knife being passed through my heart And me consciously living tht moment
@SiaFatimaNgekia3 ай бұрын
Sometimes no one understands my pain and that's why I always tell them am ok while deep inside am not ok
@rosaaaaaaak.31202 жыл бұрын
To anyone reading this. You got this! Keep pushing ! God's got you♡
@Joemikelray2 жыл бұрын
@lillianrose97252 жыл бұрын
I cant do this
@lillianrose97252 жыл бұрын
@Justin Shannon BLAIR it's so painful and hard and I'm weak
@presleynotalt55302 жыл бұрын
Nah man god's one of the reasons I'm in this mess in the first place.
@morganreigns19842 жыл бұрын
I know he does. That's why I went downstairs
@arieswar03532 жыл бұрын
You are all beautiful. You are the reason the world is amazing
@jamesbriansubagan69082 жыл бұрын
"I don't like to feel very happy..Cause in the end I always pay a big price of heart ache"That is why i choose nothing👌😁
@applepie59212 жыл бұрын
That's how I am I could relate
@Funny.vidsdaily Жыл бұрын
im currently watching this video every day and yes i admit it im not okay :(
@mr.randomness3 жыл бұрын
I have put this mask in for so long I say I'm ok even though I'm diffently not ok
@blakenahrstedt1779 Жыл бұрын
It was real but she shattered me into pieces and I never cheated either but every time I needed her she kinda just was happy with her friends or just treating me as an option
@petershedrack98852 жыл бұрын
"Im good" my everyday lie
@ceckolalovia Жыл бұрын
Suffer it get through the pain but realize the ultimate truth the only thing is to know the love is coming from you. You're never in control of how others feel. Just be grateful for this life and realize it's short trip and realize it's just the same for everyone. All we did is separate ourselves by beliefs. I wish you all LOVE
@ismailzeghina40112 жыл бұрын
Even if nothing is gonna be alright and for those who are struggling and having a war that no one know a damn about it just keep fighting and please don't give up move on change your city change your entourage maybe you will find peace and maybe then you will see and enjoy your life 🖤 just don't give up
@rivet3212 жыл бұрын
Life isn't worth fighting
@taytay90852 жыл бұрын
@@rivet321 it is give it time I was in a very hard and tough battle but keep going keep fighting
@rivet3212 жыл бұрын
@@taytay9085 I wish I could give it time but life isn't worth it the only thing that makes me smile anymore is when I cut myself or try and hang myself..it's the only time I'm happy anymore is when I feel like I'm going to die ... Life is hell and I got no reason to try and make it better I'm sorry but I'm worthless
@taytay90852 жыл бұрын
@@rivet321 listen to me you are nit worthless this right here is the time to fight you may have given up alrady but get back up and do it again you got this
@rivet3212 жыл бұрын
@@taytay9085 there's no point in trying
@taangzutara2 ай бұрын
I say “I’m Fine” and I believe that if I say it enough times I might believe it one day when I truth…. I’m not
@gtj20202 ай бұрын
You say you're "ok", because truth is NO ONE wants to hear or care about your problems. Thats why society is so Shallow on its surface...
@jamesinnis3662Ай бұрын
Unless they're being paid to listen
@lastara.f.dashann277728 күн бұрын
That's the sad truth. Even my own family think I should "just snap out of it when I struggle with depression anxiety n ptsd, hope u are ok
@FatNinjA34 Жыл бұрын
Damn that quote in the description hit hard.
@ziyzie21223 жыл бұрын
is been almost a year im facing this problem n feeling, alot of ppl say "you'll get better", "you're fine". but actually im not. ntg can change :"(
@adolostv61073 жыл бұрын
Maybe because u are still holding on to the past and holding on to what is hurting you🥺🥺
@eggfryedrice2 жыл бұрын
I hope you are reading this ❤️
@olwethungcebetsha1782 жыл бұрын
Nothing anyone says will help you honestly whether you like it or not you have to be strong for yourself I hope you are reading this my friend
@courtneyrichmond94712 жыл бұрын
same
@MightyKondrai2 жыл бұрын
I'm almost on year 5 now. 'getting better' is starting to sound like a myth.
@riddhibora9732 жыл бұрын
Love is a devine thing. You can get hurt. You will fall down. You will be brutally destroyed. But still love is devine. It's a new dimension which connects soul to soul. Love ❤️ is simply just an unavoidable element in the universe. Believe it or not. You can't get away with it, no matter how much you try hard .
@rivet3212 жыл бұрын
Life isn't worth it the only thing we do is let it all die see you all on the other side
@Zefiin2 жыл бұрын
I started watching multifandom after getting sure that I'm losing my girlfriend. She said that she is not happy with me, and when i stay next to her ,she gets mad, she always says she wants to be separated. And. After trying for a month. I've decided to set her free. Because, she is getting hurt inside for living with me. How can i hurt her? I set her free so she stays happy. Maybe with someone else.... I Love You Zerin... 💙
@sarahwalker25312 ай бұрын
I don’t really want to be here but I stay for my friends because I don’t want them to get that call
@zerozero21662 ай бұрын
Hey I hope you're doing okay
@sarahwalker25312 ай бұрын
@ not really but trying so hard.
@joshuanelson8572 Жыл бұрын
4:15 the best on screen cry ive ever seen
@aureliosantiago87457 күн бұрын
It hurts and you have the right to feel how you feel but don't go on living like everyone is like that person you have to give people chances you have to give people hope and you have to have hope because if you don't have hope and you can't give people chances what does that say about you you have to be the one to allow people to try to change