Starting Radiation, Livestreams, and Visiting Parents

Here's a little haphazard look back at the last three weeks including the start of radiation, getting my port removed, visiting my parents, patreon livestreams, and probably some other things!
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[@xingcat]

Re: Grey hair...many, many years ago, I was diagnosed with a very potentially terminal illness (HIV) and because of modern medicine, it wasn't terminal for me at all, and now that I'm an old(er? or just old) man, I have almost entirely grey hair and I think about everyone who didn't have the medical miracles that we have today who never got grey, so I think seeing the grey hair is a great reminder that you're alive and you got through it!

[@itsgrace]

wow what a way to say it

[@bethm4348]

@@itsgracei always see it that going grey is a privilege because growing old is a privilege, and that always puts things into perspective for me 💕

[@veearell]

Came here to say a similar thing. Gray hair is so much better than the alternative

[@davyman2000]

You're a legend mate

[@chloegoulden5094]

“Ignorance is bliss…except it’s not bliss it’s just anxiety. Quiet anxiety.”

[@AshtonGarland]

Don’t worry about the gray hairs, I’m 23 and I’ve already started graying pretty intensely, I’m fully diving into my Mr. Rogers fantasy. :)

[@itsgrace]

hell yeah

[@annelsbethpeer]

I’m 30 & have a TON of grey hair. Especially around my face. Learning to embrace it 😊

[@thesocialpalm]

Yes! 🙌 Mine started going white at 18 😮. Genetics are weird like that.

[@Hjg936]

Me too! I’m 24

[@Bunnybananabunny]

35 and grey as hell!

[@cookiesamilk]

I used to work at Walgreens, and one time a lady came in and she ONLY bought Aquaphor, and I noticed she had a little tattoo at the base of her neck that kinda looked like crosshairs and it was still covered with plastic wrap. So I said “Oh cool, new tattoo?” And then she said “Uh, no, this is actually for radiation treatment.” … I hope she’s doing well

[@lauramitchell5944]

As a radiation therapist, you did a great job explaining what we’re doing for simulation & treatment!! Treatment can be so hard and scary but I’m wishing you all the best throughout this process. I’ve been a long time follower and I really appreciate getting to see the patient experience through you sharing this journey. Thank you for this perspective! Sending you so many good vibes!

[@courtney104]

you talking about the numbness you felt while the doctors said you should be celebrating your port removal spoke so loudly to me. i was in the middle of my nighttime routine and had to pause to cry, but in a good way. i'm so sorry you've had to go on this journey. i hope for a world where cancer exists no longer on a daily basis. but everything you've shared with us has been so relatable. i'm so glad you're making huge strides towards being "normal" (whatever THAT is). and i'm so glad you decided to share. i think i say this a lot, but from the bottom of my heart: you'll never know how less alone your openness has made me feel; thank you 💜

[@itsgrace]

💖

[@purpleamber1]

Yay for the port removal!! That is definitely a benchmark!! Congratulations Grace. Been with you since My Damn Channel/Daily Grace and it's so awesome seeing your growth. Hang in there Helbig, you're almost there!!

[@BlueShirtRedVest]

I'd love for you, Hank, Greg Miller, and Simone Gertz to do a one-off YT vid, where you just hang-out, drink, and have fun. Also, the grey hair can be cool as heck, Claire Saffitz rocks that look!

[@becks1716]

"Drag Me Down" being the song that plays and it's the part that goes "Nobody Can Drag Me DOWN!" when you are on your way to your first day of radiation is such a great omen!!

[@Katiedora122]

I was born with a heart condition, so I've had countless echo cardiograms throughout my life, and yet I still have to talk myself through the social anxiety of the experience 😂 I've never had a boob shelf, but they always make me turn around on the table, and the fear of falling off is the only thing that keeps me from falling asleep in the dark room.

[@mariannetfinches]

Next time you go, you should consider demanding a boob shelf. Tell them Dr Helbig told you it's Standard Of Care

[@itsgrace]

oh yeah the pre echo pep talk is real!

[@alisaishere]

I have to get a lot of ultrasounds because of my health issues and the dark room, plus the warmed up gel they use often makes me fall asleep. But never fully asleep, because there is a lot of pushing and prodding into my abdomen and it makes me have to pee so bad no matter how empty my bladder is.

[@gwts1171]

Port Helbig is closed!! I'm happy that everything is moving along for you. When I saw the band-aid I was going to say, "blink if you need help", but we all know that you're the muscle in that relationship. :)

[@itsgrace]

lolol

[@KombatNazarov]

@@itsgrace Hello Grace you are very Cute! I want to help you! please check about Doxycycline + Vitamin C to starve and kill cancer .. especially breast cancer cell.... its really easy and safe to take doxycycline + vitamin C at home .. is totally safe ! is NOT a joke this cocktail doxycycline + vitamin C can kill 100 times more cancer Cell than any others treatment.. you need to take 6 month of doxycycline + vitamin C to slow down and kill the cancer ... you can take others treatment too

[@KombatNazarov]

@@itsgrace ask you doctor or check yourself about doxycycline + vitamin C ... its easy to take at home and starve or kill cancer 100 times more than heavy chemo ... IS NOT A JOKE

[@doogie_1170]

Thank you for sharing your journey with us, Grace. I've been following you for years and watching your journey through cancer has helped me and I know so many. A co-worker of mine, who is just literally one of the best guys, is battling stage 4 colon cancer that has spread to his liver. He of course, is a fighter always so he's pushing forward. So while your journey has been different from his, it has been enlightening to see what goes on. Also, while I'm here, if anyone reading this would like to, please send some good vibes his way. Grace, I'm glad you are doing well!

[@itsgrace]

I'm so sorry your co-worker is going through that. It's great for them to have such a supportive co-worker in you! Sending ~good vibes~!

[@beverlym5465]

I was so happy my hair came back, I didn’t even care what color it was. It came back curly, thicker, and darker. Now it’s graying cause I’m old! 😊 You are so strong and brave, Grace. I admire your courage and upbeat attitude. Keep up the good work and continue kicking cancer’s ass! Luv ya ♎️☮️

[@fromericaa]

Hearing you say “everything today is silly and working out” made me cry lol. Gotta love parasocial relationships! 😂 So glad you’re doing well, internet big sister Grace! ❤

[@jennifermiller1042]

My dad had a chest port and getting that thing out was one of the best things ever! His port was sensitive and my baby didn't ever understand so he always bumped it. It was nice for him to snuggle Papa after it was gone.

[@ejcastro9518]

Haphazard and clumsy is classic Helbig, isn't it? That is a nasty scrape on your forehead but don't feel too bad. I once closed a sliding van door on my head...twice! Cuz it didn't close the 1st time so it took me twice to figure out my head was in the way. 😅 Nothing is as pure and joyful as hearing Grace and Mamrie full out laughing. Glad things are going well for you. Keep up the good stuff! Love you Helbig ❤

[@arsnel366]

Your editing style has always been my fav and I giggle to myself every time the music starts for half a second then cute to a different scene

[@margaretshannon36]

Honestly thank you for being as open as you feel comfy for vlogging I love seeing this and learning from from your POV

[@92BenRichardson1]

You and Mamrie laughing together in that Weird Awards clip was SOOOO FUNNY. 😂 so happy to see you laughing xx

[@IraFinn]

Grace, I didn’t watch your content before your diagnosis but I knew who you are because of the impact you’ve had on this platform. When I saw your first vlog at the beginning of this process I knew I had to follow your journey because I wanted to know that you were ok. I know it’s weird and it doesn’t make sense but I just felt like I needed to add in my support in the hopes that you would make it through. Silly, I know- views don’t just magically give you health…. Now that I “know you better” I just really appreciate your perspective and your willingness to share this difficult situation. I don’t have cancer but I have my own struggles and hearing you talk through how you’re dealing with this, how you’re trying to show yourself the kindness and patience you deserve… it has been really helpful to me. So, thank you. I’m glad you’re getting better and I hope things continue to get better. I’ll be here either way. Best of luck to you.

[@cartomsX3]

Thank you so much for taking us on your whole journey and showing how involved it is and how much effort it takes just to get well. All in a fun way, might I add! I feel like you’ve helped cultivate huge amounts of understanding for all of us watching if we ever encounter someone going through this. I know it’s opened my eyes and I’m very grateful for that!

[@itsgrace]

🙏🏻

[@mikeymad]

Loved catching up on all the things - Radiation is no joke, but having the milestones of Chemo in your past is huge.. sending continued heals - cheers.

[@itsgrace]

💪🏻

[@charlychops]

I lost a lot of my hair in my teens (unknown reasons!) and it looked like it was all from round the front / sides. Doctor said it was actually all over but that's the thinnest portion of the hair so it looks sparse much quicker. Getting it cut shorter and letting it thicken up really helped and it grew back in no time!

[@jaybehkay2438]

Hell yeah, hits of 2010-2017 are the greatest vibes. Nobody can drag you down indeed Helbig.

[@sorenbruns5541]

Really great to see you reach these milestones after such a tumultuous time. And as always, thanks for sharing them!

[@dominiquerae8187]

When my aunt’s hair first started growing back, it was very gray and startled her. After a while it, the pigment came back in and darkened up a little bit.

[@MissTwilightHater]

Gives me such joy to see your moments of joy. I'm sure there are many pockets of sadness but makes my heart happy to see you laugh and smile when you can x

[@katieochoa7189]

omg Ilysm, I've been watching your videos since i was like 11/12 and I'm 22 now and so excited to see where else this adventure goes. You're such a strong and positive person; I only hope I can be like you in some way in my future 💖

[@tiredandcaffeinated]

So happy to see you doing better! You're killing it, and your mom is so beautiful 💜

[@ladydevlish]

You are doing so well, Grace!!! 💪🏻💪🏻

[@amandadownard7968]

You came back onto my radar after a few years because of your diagnosis and im so glad to be a witness to your journey. I now listen to both podcasts every week (i dont even watch reality much) and your videos are as inspiring as they are comforting. Thank you for the vlog, its like watching your road to the superbowl

[@meganspeicher4787]

It's so awesome to hear about your port removal. My mom got her removed as well. I shared your story with her, and she told me to tell you to keep kicking ass! You got this! ❤

[@itsgrace]

hell yeah congrats to your mom!

[@Evie_Xx]

The little jumpscares of vlog footage with seconds of the whistle music is so helbig chaotic 😅

[@itsgrace]

YUP

[@adamorioncactus]

I love your videos and you personality, Grace! Thank you for inspiring us and for making us feel relatable and seen. Stay awesome! ❤

[@banana_jag8325]

The song is absolutely PRECIOUS!!! Also so thankful to see you thriving and surviving Grace!! 💪Keep going girl!! You got this!! Love you! ❤

[@imgabiireyes]

grace! i’m 25 now but when i was 20 i had 31 15 minute treatments of radiation straight to my brain. it was exhausting except all the side effects were majorly delayed for me so i didn’t start losing hair til four or five weeks after i was done.

[@PfreshLim]

Lovely video. This journey is so inspiring. Thank you for sharing. Diane Keaton/Theresa is still as lovely as she was when I first saw her in your NY apartment. The Livestream bloops were even funnier watching for the 10 time! Good luck with your radiation days.

[@calliekrzyzanowski6141]

Started this series as just a supporter and fan and then last week: I got diagnosed with skin cancer! So now it has an even more special place in my heart. Thank you for this, Grace.

[@mariannetfinches]

Sorry to hear that. Must be so scary. I hope all goes well for you

[@itsgrace]

I'm so sorry you're going through that - sending you lots of support!

[@mountup716]

I have watched you for sooo sooo long and I want to thank you for letting us in on your journey. You didn't have to but chose to and that says a lot about you. We all love u Grace and have big hopes for you girly!! The port removal is only a step alone the way very soon you will celebrate when this is all over and you can scream I am cancer free ❤

[@marchels9649]

❤❤❤ I just typed Grace Helbig. I was so fond of Daily Grace way back then. God bless you Grace 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

[@elbee711]

LOVE your Billy Ray hair vibes, and looking forward to brunette Helbig era (like your mom, what a smokeshow!!!!) my dad's partner is currently going through the same lumpectomy/radiation process and she has been enjoying your humor💗

[@Robindigsit]

One year post op of lumpectomy/chunkectomy. Had my first "hard" mammogram and the radiologist is sending me to get an MRI😢 Tomorrow is my lucky day MRI day. I love your upbeat attitude compared to my geriatric anxiety boo hoo party I'm having in my head. Your video is just what I needed this morning! Thanks❤❤❤

[@itsgrace]

Good luck!!

[@ShoshinManga]

Good luck on everything!

[@reniamargariti9433]

Thank you so much for sharing your experience. You cannot imagine how much it helps and how strenght it gives...

[@Daydreamer52811]

Omg the patron awards were perfection! 🎉😅 sending best vibes for radiation Grace , happy to hear they go by quickly!!

[@theoc42]

I’m so happy we got your reaction to the song, I found it so cute ❤ Mamrie is an amazing friend

[@hippygram]

I was surprised by the extreme fatigue I had during radiation. I would come home and sleep for 2+ hours. I kept my port in until all infusions (Herceptin every 3 weeks ) were finished. I have terrible veins and wouldn’t have tolerated infusions without port. I had it removed 5 weeks after my last Herceptin infusion, also awake, no problems. Unfortunately I couldn’t tolerate the cold cap or hand foot cold treatments and now have severe neuropathy and did lose all my hair. Since I’m 70 my hair grew back very salt and pepper and curly, which I kinda like. I’m having a tough time tolerating the 5 year drug protocol. I’m on my 4th and not tolerating this very well. Since you are so young I’m sure you will do very well. Keeping a positive attitude is definitely a game changer. Good luck sweetie.

[@itsgrace]

🙏🏻

[@Kodamakitty]

You deserve every good thing, Grace! Here's to continued health and healing! 🎉

[@chaz12582]

Many achievements! I’m so happy you had some fun times! ❤️

[@christyfigg3548]

Loved this format!! 🎉

[@alifetomake]

I wouldn't mind if "Messy vlogs" were a thing. As in "You never know what you're gonna get next!"... Also I'm very impressed by how well you deal with all of this! 💯% Grace power!

[@Zombie.HIghway]

Gotta love clumsy Helbig! A classic. I'm glad this time it didn't turn into an emergency bangs cutting moment ;)

[@Kthx881]

Let’s GO!!! Loved seeing your first reaction to the song!

[@emmy9327]

Hooray, I'm so happy to see your video pop up ❤

[@itsgrace]

hooray!

[@jlongino51823]

Retired paramedic here. I don’t ever remember anyone’s body in my 23 years. You’re good. ❤

[@JackiHamm]

Dissociation got me through cancer treatment, too. 😂🙃 My hair was sooooo gray when it grew back. I use an all natural red henna dye now and it covers the gray and tints my natural color (similar to your natural color) a nice red. When I got my port out (SO weird to be awake), the doc showed it to me (after cleaning it off 😬😄) and it was this cute little purple gigapet looking thing. I said “thank you” to it and goodbye. I know one girl who kept hers. I’m good. 😄

[@itsgrace]

my doc asked if i wanted to see it and i said "no thank you i'm good" lol

[@bernirn]

I was just watching (many many times) the ERB video with you in it, and someone commented about your situation. I wish you a quick recover and to feel better day by day! PS: the grey hair looks good!

[@MrSasyB]

I lost it at Marie laughing

[@Westerlywick]

When I got my port removed, it was the week everything shut down for covid. I never got to celebrate. I really hope you do something really special!

[@Torsee]

Congratulations on the port removal! You got this!

[@TheSkinnyZ]

Don’t have much to say. Just wanna send love! So happy that everything went so well thus far. 🙌🏼

[@pat168]

Best wishes Grace good to see you as positive as ever and you’re looking great!

[@Hjg936]

I’m so happy for you!!! ❤

[@mrc316]

Former echo tech - we're not allowed to really say anything or give results but rest assured that if there was something concerning they wouldn't let you leave the room or get dressed.

[@itsgrace]

Thanks for this!

[@melrox8809]

Thanks for being there ❤

[@natlzmarie]

I love these Grace!

[@maryveazey2906]

Watching this is so good but so bittersweet. You and my mom were diagnosed at the same time roughly. She has Leukemia and watching both of you go on this journey, even though theyre different in many ways has been so helpful. Shes not out of the woods yet but we found a bone marrow donor so soon she’ll get a life saving transplant and well be one step closer! FUCK CANCER!! Thank you for posting these helbig, it gives me hope.

[@mione134]

You got this Grace! God Bless!

[@ChipBuddies]

Hack for hair fall. Virtue flourish. And Krumbled food bars. Used the krumbled collagen after Chemo helped a lot. But discovered Virtue after the thing went to my brain so had radiation. But Virtue has started my hair frowning back within weeks. Growing back dark not blonde. Weird but it’s growing back.

[@halcyon_vlcek]

so happy for you grace 🩷 you're so strong and an inspiration 🩷

[@philliphaynes6775]

Thank you for sharing

[@turnerrebeccaa]

all the best with radiation, Grace ❤️

[@edshireen]

I can’t believe this is the grace I grew up watching. I literally grew up watching you . I watched you for years but then I grew up went to college Got married and stuff but I always used to look you up. Like every once in a while I’d look you up and see what you’re up to. I can’t believe this is happening. I hope you get through this. I hope you get ok. I hope you beat this! in Sha Allah

[@theyJC]

8:37 thank you for including this joy 😆 sending you lots of care 🫶

[@jeweljoy0418]

good to see you doing good, Grace... seeing you and mamrie together made me miss the holy trinity of youtube back in the days..

[@NiGHTSaturn]

It’s good to see your mama as well ❤😊

[@Jerrynieh900810]

*royalty free music intensifies*

[@kaleighjs]

Congrats on all the good things! 🎉 I remember when I was a kid, my grandma had radiation and she was telling me they gave her TATTOOS on her TEMPLES! I was like what,you're so cool you got tattoos on your head! Now that I say this, I am realizing what was really going on there but yeah.

[@junaidaly]

I lost it at the weird awards part😂😂😂

[@leonardsusskindswar7258]

I honestly am really curious to see if the hair you lost is going to grow back in the chemo-curl way. I've noticed that Hank's has. Honestly, I would love to see Grace Helbig rocking her own version of the farrah fawcett!

[@autumngreenhalgh1127]

I have a chronic illness that decided to manifest while I was very early pregnant. I had multiple hospitalizations and there were times it really didn’t look good for baby or I. I hear you on the numbness. It’s hard to emotionally process. I still struggle with emotional numbness for all my follow up appointments and infusions

[@nomeaknat]

You got this, Grace!

[@allisonscout]

We love to see a Helbig winning! Also your mom IS Diane Keaton fr

[@PocketGina]

I’ve been going grey since I was 9 years old! I LOVE IT!

[@Sofakingshort22]

Dead! Haha so nice to hear what royalty free music you all actually used on the livestream hahahaha 😂

[@itsgrace]

hahaha

[@edanyelle1999]

Reminding me of Fridiary and I love it…

[@brielovepuppies]

I love Grace. ❤

[@summitsusie]

The hair coming in may not be gray - a lot of time the hair growing in after chemo is "white" for the first inch or so and will then change to your natural color. 👍on using the Calendula Cream 😃 Happy to see you doing well and ticking off things that symbolize the end of treatment.

[@onyxartist]

the vlog makes sense love

[@itsgrace]

🙏🏻

[@jacko666]

Loving this might get real! You guys need to get into The Traitors (preferably the OG UK version), you will love it!

[@nolaray1062]

Come through, Helbig!!! ❤❤❤

[@itsgrace]

i am coming through!

[@nolaray1062]

@@itsgraceif it makes you feel any better, you wear a band aid even better than 2002 Nelly ever could!

[@frankeyunfiltered9049]

Those ARE tattoos! My mom had them from her Hodgkin’s Lymphoma treatment! (She doesn’t have them anymore because 27 years later she had breast cancer and that skin is gone now.)

[@reneessurf]

Crushing it!

[@katiepeterson2306]

You two with the unpopping poppers sent me into a wheeze.

[@LapbandBob]

Oh God. You are going to get the "Do you feel safe at home?" question with the long pause after your answer. My wife was asked if she wanted to have me leave the room so she could answer that question again. Funny thing was, my first marriage ended because I was a domestic violence victim. I also had to laugh because back in those dark days I answered that question that I did not feel safe at home and nothing happened. Like Oh! Ok! Just checking. Good luck with that.

[@ilahjarvis]

Speaking of medical procedures while wide awake- I recently had cataract surgery for the second time. When they did my first eye nine years agothey put in the needle, hooked me up and and I was pretty loopy for the whole procedure. This time they kept putting off the moment when they would hook me up to the drugs. They had me fully strapped down in the bed in the operating room, and I literally had to ask them to HOOK ME UP ALREADY. Yes, they numbed my eye, but I really don't want to remember the whole experience. I was barely groggy when I got out of there. It was terrifying.

[@TaraFlintHollins]

You and my mom had the same reaction to the radiation placement tattoos.😆😆

[@silliepixie]

Congratulations on your port removal and your grey hairs!

[@AleGuerrero94]

Love you queen ❤

[@a-ms9760]

You explained that CT mapping for the radiotherapy well