first thought: WHO HURT MY BABY?! Second thought: oliver, you shouldn't be able to hit those notes.
@ZetoKero8 жыл бұрын
and this was me: at first: I feel the same... I'm broken at second: ow ow volumes too high!
@peachysoba7 жыл бұрын
EpixZent ._. Xd
@tranlenamphuong61927 жыл бұрын
plot twist: he is gay. remember the song?
@dazuru64077 жыл бұрын
tran le nam phuong NO. NEVER. STOP.
@jasminewinston73267 жыл бұрын
😂😂😂
@toninix5308 жыл бұрын
The song is so calming.. and yet when I think about the lyrics I have to lay down and think about life for a few minutes
@BIGBASCH5 жыл бұрын
For a few minutes ? Youre pretty lucky then... this song is about depression and with depression you dont think about life for a few minutes... once you start thinking about it it only gets worse... that, for me at least, holds at least half an hour... not meant rude or anything... but the song describes how it feels to have depression
@Pangkasrapih5 жыл бұрын
You will understand once you have depression.but trust me you better hope you’re never have one
@xxstarxx48425 жыл бұрын
Yeah...
@offixial_lea25424 жыл бұрын
BIGBASCH yeah and when u know what too ask in your head ... you don’t become a answer
@lottielemon3 жыл бұрын
Therapy? No. Listening to depressing Oliver songs? YES
@Tommyjoe5772 жыл бұрын
YuP BeAsT pArT Of lIfE!!! :'{)
@DarkMagician-jn6qr8 жыл бұрын
I think "Forget me I won't be myself soon" got to me the most. When you realize what your depression is doing to your mental state, it only makes it that much worse :(.
@xxstarxx48425 жыл бұрын
Yeah that's my fave lyric in the whole song
@shrishri50293 жыл бұрын
@@xxstarxx4842 This song has so many good lines and that's certainly one of them. My favorite is "enveloped in total darkness." I feel like it really describes depression to the core.
@UnknownMercy62 жыл бұрын
@@xxstarxx4842 mine is "wheres the future? theres no future, ive nowhere to go" listening to that line just rinses my brain 😌
@welcometothesaltyspitoon8 жыл бұрын
This is so sad. the agonizing lyrics, depressing voice accompied by heartwrenching instrumentals just makes it a totally emotional ride
@savannahkarrow5614 жыл бұрын
It's the best vocaloid song in my opinion lol
@welcometothesaltyspitoon4 жыл бұрын
@@savannahkarrow561 It's definitely up there on my list. Regret Message is probably my favorite.
@UnknownMercy62 жыл бұрын
this along w your pfp makes this feel like a joke/lh
@TheShyForeigner8 жыл бұрын
After nearly two years this song is still beautiful, yet depressing.
@icantthinkofaname16747 жыл бұрын
The Shy Foreigner 3 years now :/
@joeyluv6695 жыл бұрын
4 years now •_•
@lobo85895 жыл бұрын
Almost 6 years now
@solomonprivate3 жыл бұрын
Almost 7
@Rain_Rodri2 жыл бұрын
Almost 8 now
@dyinggggg9 жыл бұрын
I love Oliver. Honestly, he's my favorite Vocaloid of them all. He's very relatable. I don't find Oliver creepy either. like most Vocaloid fans I've met (aka, all my friends). I also find him irresistibly adorable. :)
@evanblake52529 жыл бұрын
He can be creepy. Depends what song you have him sing.
@woah.wouldyoulookatthat.i3618 жыл бұрын
i like pie
@selineyongkahngie33736 жыл бұрын
do you think gay sex is relatetable?
@fodless7176 жыл бұрын
yes.
@box-un6sn5 жыл бұрын
Really, I have to agree with you. I wouldn't call him my favorite vocaloid, but I do love him. He can be very relatable at times, depending on the song he sings. For this song, he had to probably the most relatable. For a few months, I was very depressed. I didn't want to get out of bed, go to school, or even eat. I was just alone in my room, thinking about what I should do. But, I managed to get help and I'm not depressed anymore (I also find him incredibly cute) :)
@botarakutabi119910 жыл бұрын
You're one of few that I've seen that can make Oliver so understandable. I don't have to look at lyrics to understand. Plus your songs are so beautiful, and deep.
@Steampianist10 жыл бұрын
Taylor Davis the beautiful and deep part goes to the lyricist. thanks dude!!
@evanblake52529 жыл бұрын
+Steampianist I love these!
@marxeatsbatteries58299 жыл бұрын
Eyyy Botar~ Yeah, Steampianist is the bomb.
@evonannoredars8 жыл бұрын
+Botar Akutabi I couldn't have said so better. Steampianist's songs more often than not have a deeper meaning than you see at first glance.
@goshdarnit11328 жыл бұрын
This song made me cry a little because, this song is sooo... AMAZING.
@cloverchan10086 жыл бұрын
I like how the breathes in between verses are chopped up, like he's trying not to cry. Adds more sorrow to the song
@YourInternetK94 жыл бұрын
"These voices, they just won't leave my head, 'don't worry, we'll help you through' they said.. " "Forget me, I won't be myself soon" "But somehow, I just no longer care.. " Damn those lyrics hit hard..
@ortensia_94168 жыл бұрын
the part "falling im falling" just randomly got into my head and i was like IMMA LISTEN TO THIS SONG :D
@heyitssea3578 жыл бұрын
I love how there isn't any background knowledge to why Oliver feels this way any people could make up there own reasons! but he could very well suffer from depresstion. that's so cool dude amazing.
@chachazehotaku1317 жыл бұрын
HeyItsSea Depression**
@maverickmayhem42809 жыл бұрын
i see why there are no dislikes...*cries silently* Such a perfect song...
@piplupthecursed9 жыл бұрын
But there was one (shakes head) there was one
@s0d4_p0p98 жыл бұрын
+Josi_The_Piplup no matter what there is always someone who hates and destroys the protection of something beautiful by seeing all the flaws of the creation instead of all its beauty... it is sadly how the world works.
@piplupthecursed8 жыл бұрын
+bunny the neko Yea 😔
@beta20292 жыл бұрын
Now theres no dislikes anymore
@Euphoria6008 жыл бұрын
I keep hearing him say "My sanity is on top of my bleach"
@midnightbluesky41238 жыл бұрын
Yeah i heard it too that why I listen to the one with lyrics
@zaneferrying54928 жыл бұрын
He is saying my sanity is out of my reach
@user-ov3wr3fh5m8 жыл бұрын
Personally I think it's really clear
@beeb96318 жыл бұрын
XD lol
@buttertoast41898 жыл бұрын
ded
@3lpaca10 жыл бұрын
There it is.... our song........ WORKING WITH YOU HAS BEEN SO GREAT!!!!!!!! Im sorry the MV has been taking so long ;; I have a break from school (finally) starting Thursday of next week so I should have it done by the following monday........ weeps im so sorry I WILL FINISH THIS MV IVE POURED MY BLOOD INTO IT
@threedevilshared10 жыл бұрын
(deleted my previous comment because i thought it might be rude) I look forward to seeing that MV. I love this song and your art is great!
@evahewitt16795 жыл бұрын
The art is so pretty and understandable, even though it’s just one picture, it still portrays so much emotion and feeling, this song is BEAUTIFUL😭😭😭
@aslythrin7 жыл бұрын
I feel so depressed now. This explains everything what i feel sometimes. This really ruins your mood. It reminds me of moments i had that were so happy but now they are gone. This song is so deep and beautiful.
@lazariwwg82538 жыл бұрын
I know how he feels. Sometimes I feel like I am crazy and hate myself. so thank you so much makeing this. It may be depressing, but it made my day.
@lazariwwg82538 жыл бұрын
Im gald im not the only one.
@box-un6sn5 жыл бұрын
I have BPD (if you don't know what it is then look it up), and it makes me think I'm the worst human being in the world. Since I think that, I become depressed very easily. I found this song INCREADIBLY relatable and I couldn't help but smile when I heard it. Is that weird? I don't know, but I couldn't agree with you more.
@xxstarxx48425 жыл бұрын
Same
@celestialsword73778 жыл бұрын
The music and slow rhythm calm me down when I'm upset despite the depressing lyrics.
@bloomsweet18 жыл бұрын
I wish people would stop commenting Aki brought you here. it kinda ruins the mood tbh. No, you're not the only person who was bought here. I have nothing against Aki, in fact I love her channel. but I'm just pretty annoyed that people kinda ruin the point of comments. I wanted to see how people felt about the song in the comments, but I really can't do it that much since people saying "Aki bought me here" a lot. but this comment probably won't do anything at all. lol
@serendipidie8 жыл бұрын
I mean Aki brought me here, but I wouldn't comment that-- OH SHIT (don kill me)
@Cyburim8 жыл бұрын
Agreed. I just found this and cried because.. Oliver.
@bethanys.41898 жыл бұрын
That's very true! And when people say that it's annoying and as you said ruins the points of comments! I really can't stand when people things similar to that on any video.
@somerandomastronaut-67208 жыл бұрын
I feel the same way I mean I love like replying to things other people comment because I can relate to some things people say and saying Aki brought you like bruh... your ruining the comments! comment what you think tbh I really like this song and I can relate because lets be honest I am a psychopath and I have lost all of my sanity!!! (this is just to support your rant!♥♥)
@Cyburim8 жыл бұрын
Ally-Chan _ No. You are not 'Psycho' or have lost all your sanity.
@pestelliludovico28103 жыл бұрын
almost 7 years have passed, i still love listening to this song, i still love how oliver made this song what it is, i always want to cry when i hear to this song.
@noneayobizzneese51088 жыл бұрын
This song is so depressing but the voice and music is so beautiful. Thank you. This id my new favourite song.
@zirka_x33 жыл бұрын
Lyrics: Falling, I'm falling. This despair is taking over me. I can't breathe, Oh I can hear voices Inside my head. These voices, They just won't leave my head, "Don't worry, We'll help you through, " They said. Can I really go on with this madness inside? I'm stuck with my inner monster's pride. I'm plummeting into darkness, No light to be found. Please help. Forsaken, I dwell inside my room. Forget me, I won't be myself, soon. This is my slow descent Into black-born despair. But somehow, I just no longer care. Enveloped in total darkness. I can't even breathe. Help me. My lost sanity is out of my reach. Where's the future? There's no future. I've nowhere to go. Somewhere deep inside This black heart of mine, I am calling, I am screaming For the Salvation of Nothingness. My lost sanity is out of my reach. Where's the future? There's no future. I've nowhere to go. Somewhere deep inside This black heart of mine, I am calling, I am screaming For the Salvation of Nothingness. I am trapped inside This black heart of mine, I am screaming, I am calling For the Salvation of my-
@yuurei_ender2 жыл бұрын
Omg thanks I am french and it was difficult to understand him
@river-song38173 жыл бұрын
I've carried this song on my back like an anthem for 6 years I truly feel it in my bones *7 years now
@watsonscott57108 жыл бұрын
honestly when I'm depressed I listen to this I don't know why but letting out tears and having the feeling I'm not alone and that I'm not the only one feeling this way helps me
@gazz84447 жыл бұрын
2:35 It makes me question existence...
@takaokatoshiya5 жыл бұрын
It's gentle and modest, calm and lonely, mysterious and sensitive, beautiful ballad!!!!!!!!!!!!!
@elliott79653 жыл бұрын
This song gives me chiiills, I haven't listened to it in a hot minute but returning to it is always a depressing, yet slightly pleasant, surprise. Especially since I used to relate to this song bad like a few years ago so now I'm in a better headspace I kinda see it from a sadder perspective which makes the song hit harder.
@sheba_soft_stabs Жыл бұрын
Haven't listened to steampianist in some years because I felt like I wasn't in the mental space to. But now that I'm back I'm very happy
@pearllamb72328 жыл бұрын
Are all of Oliver's song depressing?
@AngelicOblivion908 жыл бұрын
not really, but they do seem to be the popular ones. if you want a more lightheartish sounding Oliver songs I recommend "Desync" by corasundae(it's still a bit of sad song but the melody is more upbeat) and "Starlight keeper" by momocashew. but if you like oliver and want watch a fun video. Watch the webcartoon "Bee and Puppycat" on youtube, puppycat is voiced by VOCALOID Oliver. it's an entertaining show.
@kpoptrash5768 жыл бұрын
Listen to gay sex
@zelda74838 жыл бұрын
+Jesse Pinkman ...........why
@kpoptrash5768 жыл бұрын
Zelda Montez Tbh i've heard worse
@kpoptrash5768 жыл бұрын
Zelda Montez yeah
@lavenderdreamss2 жыл бұрын
Honestly, this entire song described what my mind was going through in elementary, plus, sometimes I still feel like this. I can't help it, damn, I just feel like I'm useless and worthless sometimes and that it would be better if I was never born, I sometimes feel like I'm a burden to my family even though they clearly love me. And then after that I'm completely fine again. Unfortunately, a lot of people go through this as well...
@legendeOfDragon Жыл бұрын
I feel ya... therefore: You are not a burden or worthless! Life just feels dark sometimes, but that doesn't mean anything. You are still as worthy as you always were and that is a LOT of worth
@actioncat44578 жыл бұрын
i just really want to give oliver a hug and tell him to go be with the kagamines and miku T - T my poor baby
@mariako750 Жыл бұрын
I feel like the Kagamines and Miku are the perfect choices to cheer him up :)
@-violet-6012 жыл бұрын
i used to listen to this when i was 12, now im 15 turning 16, its weird how fast time flies by
@nekokid11878 жыл бұрын
wow this is sad because the lyrics are literally how I feel/act. god this is depressing... I love it. depression makes me "happy". this song is great and super deep
@segredossuicidas61668 жыл бұрын
same
@nekokid11878 жыл бұрын
Sophia I'm happy I'm not the only one
@segredossuicidas61668 жыл бұрын
No you're not alone :)
@dad68738 жыл бұрын
same
@nekokid11878 жыл бұрын
+Lizbeth im trying to get help but I don't know if anyone can fix me. the depression is taking over and i feel like I'm falling down the whole of nothingness
@tommyschlauch39478 жыл бұрын
Somebody get this boy a puppy
@jasminewinston73267 жыл бұрын
Tommy Schlauch 😂😂😂
@harriettoh71887 жыл бұрын
Tommy Schlauch lol 🐶🐶🐶🐶🐶🐕🐶🐕🐶🐶🐕🐶🐶🐶🐕🐶🐕🐕🐶🐶🐶🐶🐶🐕🐶🐶🐶🐶🐶🐶🐕🐶🐕🐶🐶🐶🐶🐶🐶🐶🐶🐶🐶🐕🐶🐶🐕🐕🐶🐕🐶🐕🐕🐶🐕🐶
@fodless7176 жыл бұрын
or a fukase
@judymoffitt97255 жыл бұрын
This deserves more likes
@alias47955 жыл бұрын
If that happens then the puppy would die in one of his songs, so don't.
@ravonosify10 жыл бұрын
Tenebrae is Latin for darkness, I think...
@ilovecats494910 жыл бұрын
I think it has something to do with the Bible actually. EDIT: It's both. en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tenebrae
@tisajokt76768 жыл бұрын
Interesting...
@crolloisant3 жыл бұрын
YOUR ACTUALLY RIGHT! :0
@fragmichnichts3 жыл бұрын
Bruh ur right I have Latin in school
@OkiSama5 жыл бұрын
This song remains to this day one of the most relatable vocaloid songs I’ve listened to. In all honesty, it made me feel less alone.
@eriksens.94828 жыл бұрын
Wow, this song is beautiful.. it's great to find a song that relates to you and your feelings.. depression makes me happy, god I sound like a sadist.. anyway, this is beautiful. Well done.
@RokkuDarius7 жыл бұрын
ρɦเl.εאε • ѵเ૨μร • phandom is everywhere
@blestemat44266 жыл бұрын
I've been struggling with depression for years now and things are just getting worse and worse. This song, however, really helps me cope. It's easier knowing I'm not the only one going through this. To anyone else that might relate to this song; I sincerely hope you get better soon. It will take time, but I promise you things will get better. I believe in you, keep fighting. It will be worth it.
@Broniemadness10 жыл бұрын
When steam-P uploads a fairy gets it's wings. I got extremely excited! I love your songs ;u; Thanks for existing.
@reeka66610 жыл бұрын
This is very touching. Props to you two for making this song its beautiful.
@Stephanie-ri7vm7 жыл бұрын
This song is oddly satisfying. I listen to it every night, alone in my room. It keeps my sorrow at bay honestly, which is a little weird, but good too. This would have to be one of my favourite songs, just because it's so... Soothing.
@maevemorency66197 жыл бұрын
This song truly is a masterpiece. The story and emotions are beautifully portrayed through poetic lyrics and effort in Oliver's voice. Steampianist, you never cease to move and amaze me with your beautiful music, you truly are a hidden gem of the vocaloid community.
@RedFlyer41110 жыл бұрын
I cried. I cannot describe my emotions towards this song as anything more than *the sound of beautiful, forbidden sadness* inside of my ears. I really really really enjoyed this song; lovely as always, and I wait with bated breath for more! ಥ⌣ಥ *・°☆.。.:The Oliver Addict!*・°☆.。.:
@littlee36437 жыл бұрын
RedFlyer411 you've had an eargasm
@firefall30537 жыл бұрын
You are in every comment section that I go through.
@kazehikichan11166 жыл бұрын
RedFlyer411 ¬¬
@Maria.Mirabella4 жыл бұрын
In my darker times I relate to this song too much. As I listen to the lyrics, I often find myself crying and digging myself down. But at the same time, the music itself is so calming and beautiful to listen to. It reminds me to remind myself that it’s okay to feel like this sometimes. Not every second I spend on this earth has to be happy. In fact, I feel better knowing that I am sad, as I know that I will eventually feel happy later. And the difference between the dread I feel in those dark hours, and the ecstasy I feel in my happy moments, reminds me how much life is worth living. Have a beautiful day, everyone.
@mask35964 жыл бұрын
Ok
@empryssromance36494 жыл бұрын
I can’t express how much this describes me so perfectly and as soon as I heard this song I felt like I truly understood this song and the feelings in it
@BlainIsSober10 жыл бұрын
Woah oliver just went opera mode on us! Hahah Awsome song (as always) Oh and the lyrics are a bit off with some words. Like the lyrics would word it one way but the song would word it a different way *shrugs*
@Steampianist10 жыл бұрын
My bad I mustve copied from the wrong .txt file hes actually saying "i cant breathe. Oh I can hear voices inside my head"
@navyblues66615 жыл бұрын
Oliver is voiced by a choir boy after all.
@mask35964 жыл бұрын
I think I found my new favorite song sure it’s depressing but that’s how I like my songs
@applefish78815 жыл бұрын
I used to listen to the song almost everyday a few years ago, it really helped me and it showed how I felt back then. I struggled with depression and anxiety and hearing this helped me in so many ways,,
@alias47954 жыл бұрын
2:33 this hits hard
@PrinceDetectiveCrow4 жыл бұрын
I decided to come back to this song,it helps me reflect on stuff...I honestly like it
@Molly-ps5mh7 жыл бұрын
There is a reason I use this song to cry myself to sleep at night...
@strawberryboy90454 жыл бұрын
I always listen to this song. Somehow instead of it making me sad it gives me hope that I shouldn’t feel this way and I have to do everything I can to stop this feelibng.
@pun4fun9048 жыл бұрын
"My lost sanity is out of my reach." This gave me chills.
@kaycw65395 жыл бұрын
My theory on this song: This is a schizophrenic person with depression. And in the end, where Oliver (or said mentally unstable person) ends undeterminably, I have a feeling they *ended* their heartbeat and commuted suicide in the end.
@strawberryboy90454 жыл бұрын
Good theory but you forget that some people just feel this way sometimes and they don’t have to be mentally unstable.
@kaycw65394 жыл бұрын
Jaiden Gibbs, I didn’t forget, that’s just my theory/ headcanon.
@chorvaqueen10 жыл бұрын
dem high notes omg
@harriettoh71887 жыл бұрын
chorvaqueen I love your channel
@Lianna_Is_Me3 жыл бұрын
I can do them
@mariako750 Жыл бұрын
"These voices, they just won't leave my head, 'don't worry, we'll help you through' they said." My mind keeping my ego in check by it guilting me into believing my mental breakdown from last night was a cringe and try-hard "i'm the mc" moment and that my traumatic experiences are nothing compared to others' pain.
@ManiacalBlueberry3 жыл бұрын
This song helps my anxiety. Its so calming, despite the lyrics. The lyrics make the song so powerful 💗❤💗❤
@mikugameplays34766 жыл бұрын
At 1:53 I hear this kind of cry.. Like you know how when your crying then you breath in and it makes this sort of sound? Idk how to put it but it's like this crying noise and it is making me sad bc he's 12 and someone for that age....that's even more depressing because at an age that young it's just sad to go through that kind of thing.... Edit: do you guys hear it too?
@ixshads5 жыл бұрын
honestly this song sounds like a cry for help... yet still calming and depressing... its like life... and all of us humans taking good things for granted and the good becomes bad...i like it i just need MOREEEEE sorry.
@elainad67284 жыл бұрын
Beautiful yet sad
@ashleymikasacy15658 жыл бұрын
this song is so dark and sad i could be creeped and and crying at that that same time.
@Anon34338 жыл бұрын
I felt/had chills and the feeling of something inside me clenching horribly hard when I listened to this song...
@Tommyjoe5772 жыл бұрын
Holy sh*t has it really been 8 years!?
@Lady_ETHNE3 жыл бұрын
This has got to be my favorite Oliver song. The instrumentals are beautiful, the lyrics are dark but deep and relatable, and Oliver's tuning is just perfect. He's never sounded better. Thank you Steampianist for this masterpiece. Also can I give my babie boi a hug please :)
@zyassiri7 жыл бұрын
l want this to play in my funeral. Because, l will be only one listening .
@yourlocalnohomopass72365 жыл бұрын
Zehra Yassiri dude this could have so many meanings and I’m trying to figure out which one you’re intending I’m digging way too deep into this comment wtf
@rainwillkeeponrainingforev52884 жыл бұрын
I would come to your funeral
@zyassiri3 жыл бұрын
@@yourlocalnohomopass7236 to clarify after 4 years, l meant that no matter who will be attending, l will be the only one truly listening/understanding what's going on. On the bright side, this is no longer the truth :)
@zyassiri3 жыл бұрын
@@rainwillkeeponrainingforev5288 Hopefully we all live to see better days, thanks for the sentiment.
@anthonychan38903 жыл бұрын
@@zyassiri thanks
@alienartist68114 жыл бұрын
I tried to hit the high notes near the end, and I couldn’t. I’m a first soprano and had to sing in my head voice and falsetto just to get close. You expect me to believe Oliver has a higher range that me at 12?
@duckvenger36288 жыл бұрын
Why is it called Tendrils of Tenebrae? Just curious - I love the theming and the lyrics by the way!
@duckvenger36288 жыл бұрын
+Connor Kappel Cool! Thanks for the help! 😁
@jonathangoodwin56098 жыл бұрын
Connor Kappel who is oliver? the singer?
@Berberbug8 жыл бұрын
Jonathan Goodwin yeah Oliver was the vocaloid used in this song
@jonathangoodwin56098 жыл бұрын
Amber Youngs what's vocaloid?
@duckvenger36288 жыл бұрын
+Jonathan Goodwin One example of a Vocaloid is the boy who sings this song - basically, Vocaloid's are sort of holographic robots that sing (and sometimes dance) to entertain others. They originate from Japan, but some (like the Vocaloid in this video) sing in English.
@meow-sv7rc4 жыл бұрын
this song makes me feel overwhelmingly sad, but it's soo good
@-violet-6014 жыл бұрын
I found this song in March and I love it so much, I sometimes listen to it when I’m feeling sad
@CherryWeirdo_4 жыл бұрын
After years of not knowing the name of this song and only remembering how the melody went, I finally found it, and it's more depressing that I remembered, actually, the way I remember this song it's very different, this is the way I thought it was: The song is about a very young kid who has died and now is just crying for help. Yeah, very weird, also, my English wasn't that good and didn't understood a thing, and I think I probably saw this song in a top about sad or creepy songs from Vocaloid and heard it. The top was on Spanish btw.
@DeathbyProxy7 жыл бұрын
Damn, I felt that one. There's not many songs that I feel I can relate to on a personal level, but this is one of them.
@pkshaystar416910 жыл бұрын
WOAH! Another Great Song By Steampianist!!! I Really Like This One!!
@Steampianist10 жыл бұрын
PKShaystarr and Kooky_Burrow
@sleepycasper89910 жыл бұрын
I don't understand how you do this. All your songs are so amazing!!
@MinisterEvil3 жыл бұрын
BY FAR this is the most relatable song ever written.
@ricebeanzo4 жыл бұрын
after 6 years i still come back
@neitomonoma28204 жыл бұрын
imagine being the same age of him and relating
@emilylerma22528 жыл бұрын
This is how I feel everyday.........:'(
@segredossuicidas61668 жыл бұрын
same
@Lianna_Is_Me3 жыл бұрын
Same here
@ishylots2 жыл бұрын
I found this song in 2015. I used to listen to it everyday since I relate to the lyrics a lot. Here I am in 2022 and I still relate to the lyrics. Just how many years will it take for me to be happy
@victoriadeandrade77707 жыл бұрын
People say I should get help but everytime I try to get help the person feels bad for me and then gets sad that's not what I want and the phrase "Where's the future? There's no future." Is my biggest problem I'm so afraid of the future that idk if I can handle it.
@kinkyforeigner1198 жыл бұрын
THIS IS A FUCKING MASTERPIECE!
@alexisbowman90428 жыл бұрын
Ciel Phantomhive well hello master Ciel.I didn't expect to find you here XD
@river-song38174 жыл бұрын
The *50* people who disliked are plummeting Into Darkness
@lifonmars105210 жыл бұрын
your music keeps getting better and better i swear... i love it!
@kittenwiskerz91578 жыл бұрын
1:46 am i the only one hearing "Please Keeeelp"
@william0520074 жыл бұрын
Crabs be like
@river-song38174 жыл бұрын
@@william052007 that was funny have a like and sub
@brilliantbrianna64072 жыл бұрын
I have never heard Oliver hit such beautiful high notes! You did awesome on this one, Oliver and Steampianist!!! 😍🤩👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽💖💖💖
@blacktailE9 жыл бұрын
Beautiful. Simply beautiful.
@lazariwwg82538 жыл бұрын
I agree. It deserves every like it got.
@evilturkey5232 жыл бұрын
I forgot about this song, it's so good
@Somber-P9 ай бұрын
Man this song truly crawled inside of me and festered when I first heard it
@ElisavetaK9 жыл бұрын
This is a very beautiful song. Sad, but somehow relaxing.
@rinkagamine104110 жыл бұрын
I can relate to this song ...a lot.... I have terrible anxiety...which leads to depression...which makes me think...then I just don't care...but I really do care...its complicated...
@Crazie_Doodlez5 жыл бұрын
Thanks for this song I listen to it when I'm crying and it really helps My mom told me that I have to clean the house even though I like it as it is and I was crying my eyes out until I played this song Edit: so my favourite teacher died yesterday and this is the first song I listened to on the way to school. It stopped my crying for a while
@butyoudidnt43873 жыл бұрын
The voice sounds like a real child has been trapped in a computer I love it!
@ljannoyance83918 жыл бұрын
When I hear this song with headphones I feels like I'm floating in space calmly.
@ixgracee7 жыл бұрын
Left me in tears...
@joselyncavitt21978 жыл бұрын
Same ollie....same....this song describes me.....
@sausagesammy4207 жыл бұрын
Years later and this is still so incredibly beautiful. This helped me a lot. Thanks
@someswede7818 жыл бұрын
I'm a living Swedish ball. I guess you could call me a "Swedish meat ball"! I'm sorry, I'll go
@pianoanon51768 жыл бұрын
hahaha you get a sub for that
@kararame-senpai37447 жыл бұрын
Some Swede 2 subs
@dirtyweeb54857 жыл бұрын
Some Swede 3 subs
@pun4fun9048 жыл бұрын
Hey, by the way thank you for the free download! I'm going on a vacation soon, and lots of music for the road is gonna be great. :D I love this song.
@sarahfreudx7 жыл бұрын
I enjoy this song very much because it captures what the 'darkness' can do to a human. I love this song very much and how it was composed, it just sends chills in my spine sometimes because it just so relatable to most people now
@autusticrat6 жыл бұрын
Dude this song brings back memories from sophomore and junior year when I actually wanted to commit die. I'm much happier now, but having music to associate feelings with helped me sort my feelings out. Fun fact, if you don't cry and worry about dating all the time you can actually grow up and heal. I know, crazy right?
@patriciaebbens8198 жыл бұрын
this song almost made me cry.
@user-names78828 жыл бұрын
I am still living my childhood and this is is the song to describe my life so far...