Steven Wilson - Pariah (from Home Invasion: In Concert at the Royal Albert Hall)

[@jerryrenault]

My son introduced me Steven Wilson and Porcupine Tree about four years ago when he was 16. I didn’t pay much attention at the time. A year later, Steven toured and played at a small, but well-known club in our city. My son was 17 and needed an 18+ to get him into the club and asked me to take him. Steven performed this song maybe second or third and I was floored. I suffer crippling depression at times and the lyrics, the ache, just resonated. I’m now a lifetime fan, of course. My son is 20 now, in college, and my husband and I live in a different country so I don’t get to see him much. But when I’m missing him really bad and feeling down, I play this and remember the night, not that I first heard this song, but that I spent with my son, listening to his favorite band together. One of the best nights of my life. I’m crying now writing this, with Pariah on in the background.

[@LoneTWolf-fu4vt]

your son is a very wise soul. very grateful you have this amazing connection, such a blessing.

[@ricardocastanheira3531]

What a beautiful testimonial! Thanks for sharing!

[@claudio130]

Smart guy your son, and brought magic to your life!

[@dennoow]

Thanks for sharing😊 say Hi to your boy from a fellow fan. My boy is 7 now and he's singing "wish I was old and a little, sentimental" (porcupine tree - normal). I hope he introduces me to new bands someday

[@themountain3461]

That's the power of (well-written) music - it amplifies the impact of lyrics

[@AnkurBhattacharya97]

Steven Wilson will go down in history as the most underrated musician of all time.

[@xedasxedas]

And that's how we like it to be...our preeeecious litle secret

[@ofenblase3713]

We will hope that he have the time for more success. In Germany he had the last 2 CD on 3 and 2 in the Charts. And I think, he doesn´t care. It has no meaning for one of the last real musician in it.

[@suhail1795]

Not underrated in prog scene though

[@MSA]

I think he is not well known in the mainstream music, but in prog scene he is pretty overrated. I enjoyed more the first albums of porcupine tree where he was truly experimental and progressive, before he sold out to metal, and later to pop

[@francoiscapdeville4476]

Ankur Bhattacharya as dire straits

[@johnv4866]

I can't understand how this song isn't a worldwide smash hit

[@tsunemi4869]

Because the world is utter shit.

[@rooannaroo446]

There is that…

[@avnbas]

For me it is a big glorius song of all time.

[@TristanFlorian]

If it had been created 30 years earlier, it would have been. It was created in the wrong era.

[@rogerdodger1984]

​@TristanFlorian it doesnt fit the sound 30 years ago at all though. Musically its much more modern than 30 years ago. I dont think people actually know anything about music.

[@quark6766]

Ninet`s voice is amazing.

[@daseetmaine2896]

Yeah, her voice cracks are amazing.

[@PabloJ1968]

Quark 369 Both Ninet and Anneke have (at least for me) the most appealing voices in rock.

[@ezet]

She sounds just as perfect as in the album

[@arthurb.7599]

she is beyond all words

[@aneyesky]

She is this song

[@anonymousfinn2242]

I suffered from depression and anxiety, and this song was one of the many pieces that helped me out of it. I'm currently feeling awesome and happy about my life, but still getting tears in my eyes every time I listen to this song. Thank you Steven Wilson, Ninet Tayeb and the rest of the band to help me cope with that horrible monster called depression.

[@JayTheLane]

Me too my friend.

[@ScottyKirk1]

Music is the essential food for the soul we all need.

[@arunsabherwal6256]

That moment when Ninet reaches fever pitch is the most sublime moment and the song just launches itself into stratosphere.🤘👊

[@jerryrenault]

I know exactly how you feel. People feel the same as you, down and up. When you’re down, remember it always goes back up. I promise no matter how hard the downs. I love you

[@sabrinamazzucotelli3970]

Super

[@flyingcarpets4521]

Oh Steven, how I love it when you sing about Facebook

[@carpballet]

Flying Carpets “Deep Thoughts”

[@Admin-dx5ew]

He is depressed.

[@therehabcentre]

How many of you think that this was magic?

[@NotesReviews]

Well, I got chills...

[@kristofferrosvall8709]

Hi Notes. Love your reviews.

[@loudmind68]

Notes Reviews me too... LoL

[@NotesReviews]

[@davejones4093]

Ditto

[@AshokSingh-bc1zl]

Love your reviews mate

[@HermeticAscetic22]

To my ears, this sounds better than the studio version. Thanks for sharing.

[@loudmind68]

Jayansh Singh #YesItIs

[@aragorninvent]

Wow i just used my hifi headphones and yes, it sounds better than studio.

[@LodoSaccol]

Yes !

[@IsmailElBakkali]

Way better

[@UnknownHumanoid]

a lot of sounds were from studio and not live. He doubled his electric guitar because he couldn't change it instantly.

[@theonlyredspecial]

This song helped me through a lot of dark times. my mother getting dementia. myself getting prostate cancer and struggling to deal with treatments, depression and ill health. I don't often type out messages like this, but Steven Wilson - I know you will never read this, but thanks for this song.

[@harmbakker5929]

I hope you are doing better now

[@thisiscemeryilmaz]

hope you are okay

[@Hrafnhistorical]

I've had Ninet's part stuck in my head all day, so gorgeous.

[@FusionHowie]

If you are reading this, you listen to the most clever,perceptive,enlightening music ever created! Peace from Detroit MI.

[@steve-EV]

…..what he said 😊 ☝️

[@daniello9155]

Greetings from Melbourne Australia

[@GruntOrBust]

"I'm tired of everyone....and that includes myself..."

[@alfmcguffin2222]

Pure genious.

[@czuprynn7]

Let me tell you something buddy, Ninet seriously completes you, never let go her, you both create something special, thank you, i can listen to Phariah and Routine all day long

[@sawbonesquad4876]

Same, I did at work yesterday kinda, thank god for noise isolating headphones.

[@griselbileon1953]

Me too ❤

[@SatrianiGeneration]

Pardon for my english, this is a F****** masterpiece, and that's all.

[@daniello9155]

Great song, but her vocals just blew me away right to the core. Goosebumps, watery eyes. Mesmerised by this performance. That is taking nothing away from Steven's performance.

[@mirayabouassaleh4438]

Verse 1: Steven Wilson] I'm tired of weakness Tired of my feet of clay I'm tired of days to come I'm tired of yesterday And all the worn out things that I ever said Now it's much too late The words stay in my head [Chorus 1: Ninet Tayeb] So the day will begin again Take comfort from me It's up to you now You're still here and you'll dig in again That's comfort to you It's up to you now So pariah you'll begin again Take comfort from me And I will take comfort from you [Verse 2: Steven] I'm tired of Facebook Tired of my failing health I'm tired of everyone And that includes myself Well being alone now It doesn't bother me But not knowing if you are That's been hell you see [Chorus 2: Ninet] So the day will begin again Take comfort from me It's up to you now You're still here and you'll dig in again That's comfort to you It's up to you now So pariah you'll begin again Take comfort from me It will take time [Outro: Steven] Don't you worry Don't worry about a thing 'Cause nothing really dies Nothing really ends

[@thesadprofessor]

I'm always so happy when s.o. puts the lyrics in the comment section...

[@grahamkelly8299]

wow, the last 2 lines are such a great way to end the song

[@Stringer13ell]

@@thesadprofessor whereas it drives me mad and makes me want to go on a rampage with a machete

[@taichi2899]

Ninet's voice compliments this masterpiece, absolutely angelic!

[@gabrielesoddu5435]

Pariah is amazing, but I'm dying to see how the more complex tracks (Routine, Ancestral, Arriving Somewhere etc) and particularly The Raven, my favorite of his entire catalogue, will benefit from such an outstanding production. This will truly be a document for ages to come about one of the more important characters of today's musical scene.

[@johnnicholson8345]

Suffice it to say I've seen everyone of the aforementioned songs live and you will not be disappointed one bit. Steve is the consummate professional and the live shows are unparalleled.

[@ThomasJ502]

I was there but unfortunately I don't remember routine being on the setlist

[@gabrielesoddu5435]

I saw him too, in Milan! Routine was not on the setlist of the first RAH night, but voices are they recorded two "bonus tracks" in the afternoon before the show, Hand Cannot Erase and Routine. I sincerely hope that's true!

[@ThomasJ502]

@@gabrielesoddu5435 hmmmm....that is interesting

[@gabrielesoddu5435]

burningshed.com/steven-wilson_home-invasion_dvd It's there!

[@cantdecideaname5096]

This is probably my most favorite track from the album and this performance is absolutely brilliant. I love SW. But I have to especially mention Ninet here. She is so exceptionally brilliant! Amazing voice, amazing singing skills and she’s a beautiful woman as well. I am supposed to see SW live soon. I wish Ninet could be there too.

[@gtrdave]

Steven Wilson is the #1 hope that we have for maintaining any semblance of quality in modern music.

[@johnmurray3346]

Ninet’s voice is astonishing but Stevens voice in this is equally gobsmacking 👌

[@sawbonesquad4876]

Ninet's vocals send me to the clouds

[@Έμποροςθανάτου]

A few weeks ago I found out that I have autism and I'm almost 51 years old. I have always been a pariah, or at least I feel like I have. I bought Too The Bone when the day it came out, and this became my new favorite song before it was halfway over on the first listen. As far back as I can remember I've know I wasn't like the other children. I struggled to make friends because I really didn't understand the point. I hated school and cried most every day until about the 4th grade. For that reason alone I was a target for bullies. I was the wimpy kid that didn't like people. I really did, I just don't understand but a few. I spent my whole working cateer working my way to the top at the pinnacle I never lasted long because I knew I didn’t derve to be where I was and I was terrified that the people I worked for would find out and send me packing. I was convinced that they could see through my charade from the beging and some how dropped me through the cracks. I have two kids that I wanted to be closer to than I was, but I had no idea what do to make that happen. I have a grandson now and I can feel my self pulling away from him. I want to die every time I think about it. I'm the only papa he will ever have, because I have no idea how to stop it. My wife is all that I have to take comfort in. I haven't spoken to my father in four years. I see my mother on holidays, so thats not much better. I'm writing this as a public message, but have your children tested early. There are things that can help them to have a better life. You don’t want them to lose the race before it has even begun. There is really not a lot that can be done if they are diagnosed at my age. Otherwise they may grow up hating themselves because they can't be like other people. This song is a comfort To me to. If nothing else it seems like someone else has felt the way I do.

[@Pir44tti]

There are no words for how good this band sounds. Incredible. Proud to be a long-time fan of Steven Wilson.

[@GlennHallLivingWater]

One of the best songs I've ever heard. Amazing composer and performer.

[@Fieserwicht]

like an arrow straight to the heart

[@stewartmidtoad6429]

I just saw Steven Wilson perform this song in Calgary, Alberta, on Monday night. Probably only 500 people in the room. I have waited 10 years for a chance to see him live. I wanted to shake some of the audience members who just listened passively. Any artist would probably call them lame. I tried to yell and cheer loud enough for 10 people. Thank you Steven for including our city on your tour!

[@maaforeshidchang931]

nothing really dies... nothing really ends .. for sure . As long as Steven Wilson makes the good music .

[@joshryvers8364]

and never ages

[@fuzzo73]

I'm kind of crying right now at how beautiful this is. I'm rediscovering SW again after drifting as a fan in recent years. "The Raven..." is the last album I bought and really loved it, just was listening to other stuff. Recent life events have led me back to old Porcupine albums that spoke to me deeply, and now to his solo works. And Ninet, my goodness, what an angel. Her voice reminds me of Anneke van Giersbergen in the context that it sounds like no one else, to me.

[@andybutler2291]

So wonderful i can't just listen to this once. Headphones on, volume cranked, when the band let loose at the end it's breathtaking. Such a talented man, surrounded by talented musicians , making truly awesome music in such different styles. Love it.

[@meir1114]

She has this charisma. That any variety of light and camera on each side of her is like a picture from a movie. You can not take your eyes off her. It's beyond beauty, of course. I wish they would have done more and more of her. i have a Lucky to be in her shows (not with sw). her vocal is so real .She is also an amazing performer. If it was just a routine, it was a dream to me

[@ayoung2112]

This song would make Spock cry. A very emotional song, it brings me to tears everytime.

[@luanyukfoo]

Ninet can reach every note perfectly. Her voice is from another universe. And together with the Master Steven Wilson this pperfomance become something surreal! Thank you, Steven and Ninet.

[@TheAlmightyForehead]

Literally the best live show I've ever seen! The atmosphere and sound in that room was unbelievable. One of the greats for sure.

[@Violetta21.6.22]

Tom Hammond ipnotic! like a meditation

[@vaibhavtulsyan7276]

Did you watch it live? :D

[@LoneTWolf-fu4vt]

facing a failed relationship is incredibly difficult. Learning to see yourself without this other piece takes time. I've gotten so much from this song. Grateful for your music Mr. Wilson. Thank you , and all who feel this too.

[@waverider6kj32]

4 Shure

[@IsmailElBakkali]

Watching the vid in full screen at 3am, in a complete dark room and listening to this masterpiece.. CHILLS MAN

[@OscarMountblack77]

De esas canciones que te escarapelan la piel. Impresionante.

[@Yarin4ever]

Ninet is unbelievable

[@bmaxTJ]

Saw this tour at the Ogden theater in Denver. Small venue, awesome show.

[@Anonymouse85]

I don't understand why i have never heard of Steven Wilson before hearing Lazarus through a random Spotify mix. Wow. WOW! I genuinely cried when i heard Pariah for the first time, sometimes it feels like some songs are written about you and this is one of those songs. I've been struggling with severe anxiety and depression for many years and my god, am i tired of humanity and of myself, so this song hits home. Both voices are amazing and the lyrics really do me in every time i hear this. Beautiful. Heartbreakingly beautiful.

[@arthuranderson844]

I grew up on Genesis, currently going through life with Marillion added into the party, and only a few days ago did I hear this...my first Steven Wilson song! I really question why he hasn't become something big yet...for many people like you and me this song is purely felt. One day maybe prog rock will become the trend and we who knew it BEFORE it was something cool can say, "Oh you just discovered those guys? I've known some since the beginning!

[@thanksthe5505]

Holly fuckin' hell... Once in a lifetime experience!!!! I wish I could see something like this, just once in my lifetime... God damn Royal Albert Hall!!! why don't they make this Hall in every city on this planet???

[@IsmailElBakkali]

I know the feels bro :'(

[@arnabrahman4662]

So true mate :(

[@shihadrocks]

I just saw him at Melbourne's Palais Theatre, near the front. It was outstanding! I hope he comes round your way for a theatre tour one day :)

[@tobyornot]

Probably because SW is not a McDonald franchise.

[@PhillAndersonGuitarist]

I could listen to Ninet sing the phone back. I get chills every time she hits that high note in the second chorus. First time I heard her was when I saw the video of her singing all of the song Hand.cannot.erase because Steven had lost his voice. If you haven't heard it, check it out. She also has done a version of Pariah with her band live, that I love.

[@jacobfurman6500]

Dear Steven. I live for moments like this and for music like your music. Thank you. Jacob.

[@johnnicholson8345]

Damn, I wish Ninet would have been at the US shows. She is unbelievable. Chills!!!! Can't wait til he comes back in Nov.

[@757flyer]

John Nicholson In Tampa, FL Dec 13.

[@PhillAndersonGuitarist]

She was at some of them. I saw her in Phoenix. She also was the opening act with her own band.

[@jmac225]

I saw this live pretty much exactly 2 months after my mum passed away. She has always loved music and i managed to get her into SW. She loved this song and even though i find it hard to watch and listen to this it helps. Looking forward to the DVD so i can feel closer again.

[@rook6591]

I just realised why I like his music. He was the lead singer for porcupine tree... what a great band.

[@claudiotorres362]

I remember this song played in Chile. And it was so emotional... the video, the sync, everything.

[@timn690]

What a mix...

[@shauntbarry]

So grateful I met Steven around 1994/5 with Porcupine Tree at the Liverpool Lomax venue! He signed my copy of Up the Downstair, absolutely so happy he's achieved what he's deserved :) I'll never forget Chris Maitland (ex PT drummer) also signing it saying "Do me a favour pal, don't tell Steve!" He wasn't on the album..

[@yorkshirebanktramp7879]

The little close out solo at the end is epic

[@davidjarvie9546]

Understandably brilliant, SW is the british master of production,song writing, and progressive music. Keeping it alive when many tried to bury it. Great stuff and Ninet has a fantastic voice.

[@sanskip4535]

THIS IS SO, SO PURPLE.....PURPLE RAIN. I WOULD BE ASHAMED.. THE VOICE OF THE SINGER NINET SOUNDS PRETTY WELL

[@dbarproductions8014]

Don't tell anyone, but this makes me cry.

[@willrichardson519]

I've got a huge knot in my throat...

[@francescoabbracciavento5944]

Magistrali!

[@oscar2099]

Wow super production

[@josueignaciomm]

Classic Steven

[@barryallen6927]

This is like watching sunset through my ears. 🌇

[@baztheone]

This song saved my life....Thank You Steven❤

[@Kyuslydian]

Steven Wilson, I love you mate. Your music is brilliant. Thanks.

[@the_undecidead]

I come here often to have a good time.

[@ssiowi]

Counting the minutes until the band comes through Spokane, WA for our sixth evening with Steven our first Porcupine Tree show in Portland, OR. Thanks mates & Ninet!

[@selcukanar4723]

First time I watched this record and quite impressed with this song's earlier versions either. Each different version in different times shows that quality of music and performance remains at the top. Humanrace is definitely lucky for having these extraordinary artists

[@FireMunki63]

Stunning just stunning.

[@danielbecker6476]

Enjoy every minute. Have fun with everything you do Daniel

[@xo._ZORRO_.xo-0]

Coming back to this again and again man what a masterpiece 👐

[@CityofButterfly]

I discovered Steven and PT about 2 or 3 years ago but I wish I had much sooner. I went through a depression from 2019 to 2021 or early '22, was hurt by someone I considered a friend and it caused me to completely shut down socially and question everything I thought I knew about the world and myself. The verses of this describe what I was feeling perfectly.

[@aketrak]

This is music... From the heart. Thank you Steve and Nineth for this wonderfull song! One of these songs that are "to short" :)

[@danutajagieo7849]

FANTASTIC!!! Best wishes from Poland!

[@ernestramirez2931]

Beautiful

[@OYANEKU2011]

Simply amaizing!!! Pariah is my favorite from Steven and Ninet. Warm greetings from Azerbaijan 🫶

[@katemurphy1915]

Mr. Wilson, thank you for the beautiful songs.

[@arnabstrat92]

Steven Wilson attains Ultra Instinct.

[@kinochimaru]

XDDD

[@alexfigueroa9993]

hahaha good one!

[@mr.spirosmav1425]

A pleasure to hear this melodic voice from Ninet Tayeb accompanies Steven! An all time favorite this divine masterpiece! Thank you Steven for your your contribution to contemporary music! It's so nice that you are there!

[@simonswale2547]

This is simply one of the most beautiful pieces of music I've ever heard. Tear-jerkingly so. Steven Wilson is a genius! ♥️

[@AndiR86]

What a beautiful production of a perfectly arranged song. Thank you for this! I can't wait to get the CD/Bluray on November 2nd. The concert was awesome. Best wishes from Germany 🇩🇪

[@sebastianbieber2099]

Ja das Konzert ist mit das beste was ich Je gesehen habe. Besonders fand ich Song of unborn. Was für eine geile Atmosphäre der Song wieder gibt

[@Federicocx192]

I’m crying now... beautiful voice and performance Steve i love your music: thank you💖

[@DannyvanStelten]

I discovered Steven from a cover of Fleesh. What a great music. Put it on repeat. ❤❤

[@rosskolnikov]

3:18 Oh, my. Chokes me up every time. What a moment.

[@annemariebarthelemy]

Magnifique. Emilie ma fille chérie a interprété Pariah lors de son dernier concert avec Keepsake cover band et 6 mois plus tard...elle décédait d' une tumeur grave au cerveau. Je retiens la dernière phrase de cette chanson qui me donne de l'espérance: Nothing really dies, nothing really ends...( rien ne meurt vraiment, rien ne finit )

[@liamjack4996]

I went to Albert Hall show the night after this was filmed. It was incredible. Glad to have seen both Porcupine Tree and Steven Wilson solo live now.

[@northtimo666]

This. Is. Music.

[@kaustubha7371]

Thank you Steven Wilson you made me happy today.

[@geddyleesquire]

Well, i'm crying Who the hell said that today we don't have good music?

[@gareebee]

Oh..My...Fucking.....God. Where has this guy been all of my life?

[@wolflair3329]

That moment when you cry simply because something is so damn good

[@silviowilliamcarlucci4483]

Ogni volta ❤❤❤❤❤

[@cris931609]

It was my birthday yesterday. Perfect gift!

[@martyfreesabbath1538]

Graduation... what a man can get from this piece? ... tears

[@bubblegumbunny]

i was at this exact show and it was honestly the best concert, possibly the best experience, of my life

[@ladypoisonivi]

Grazie 💖

[@jessta21]

I was there, just below one of the cameras. Was an epic night. Can't wait to experience it again when I get the Blu-Ray. Three times at the Royal Albert Hall and each time has been amazing.

[@f.c.m]

I'm tired of weakness Tired of my feet of clay I'm tired of days to come I'm tired of yesterday And all the worn out things that I ever said Now it's much too late The words stay in my head So the day will begin again Take comfort from me It's up to you now You're still here and you'll dig in again That's comfort to you It's up to you now So pariah you'll begin again Take comfort from me And I will take comfort from you I'm tired of Facebook Tired of my failing health I'm tired of everyone And that includes myself Well being alone now It doesn't bother me But not knowing if you are That's been hell you see So the day will begin again Take comfort from me It's up to you now You're still here And you'll dig in again That's comfort to you It's up to you now So pariah you'll begin again Take comfort from me It will take time Don't you worry Don't worry about a thing 'Cause nothing really dies Nothing really ends.

[@steve-EV]

One word ….genius

[@claudio130]

This is soooo fff… good at so many levels! Brilliant!

[@ATS3788]

Steven Best Rock Musician ever !!!!!!!!!!!!! I did a bet that musicians can't make a good record , when they turn 50. I hope Steve disproves me.

[@Parrish_Muhoberac]

Absolutely. I would give anything to do something with any of these musicians.

[@SiavashTechDaD]

This song is pure magnificence

[@FusionHowie]

I swear I have listened to this masterful song ever day for the past three months!

[@nejimatsumoto6653]

I love this song so much ♡

[@SharkeyStormcrow]

I was in attendance for this recording. So wonderful to see this again. Can’t wait to get the Blu-ray and relive the whole show.

[@meir1114]

The world should know more types of artists and singers. Ninet has an amazing voice and she sings so vocal and emotional right. This song and this performance proves how beautiful it is. You do not need effects and tricks and plays and dancers and a performance usually in pop music that has to give some crazy show. Here is pure emotion and that's it. Ninet is not only a singer who is also a musician herself. Although less familiar that way because her style is different from Steven Wilson and that's what's beautiful. On the one hand she sang songs of this kind and on the other hand did not give up her art. She has gone through a lot in her career but the best is that she is also an amazing person who is kind, humble, and completely brave. Certainly a kind of national soul as it sounded in her voice. You have to meet her face to face to understand that. I was lucky to meet her. She deserves this love more than many others.