Still Alive 13 - Things Are Looking Down

Lots of updates, lots of metastasis. Got some timelines. Not cool.
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[@lunis471]

I'm very sorry to hear this. I'm praying for a miracle here! Energy levels so important its rotten when they get so low. Thank god for good family and friends. God bless you. Thank you for updating us. Everyday I pray for a cure to all of these diseases. I pray your pain free and a miracle comes to you. I truely do. Greetings from SCOTLAND UK

[@KOKOStern]

Thanks so much for all your kind comments! :)

[@chemt4684]

Hi Koko. Very sorry to hear the update. You are such s great guy. Hoping for a miracle. Lots of love from Croatia.

[@KOKOStern]

Thanks a lot! We're hoping too but gotta be realistic here...

[@munumun]

dude, I started fallowing this channel when I was researching to do a card game, (does anyone remember it :D) and hooked up by that very old spacey game with lots of aliens and tons of ways to screw up forever. I hope everything turns out OK, and experimental treatment works. But in case it wont and you dont post anymore videos, I just want you to know that I love this channel, and thank you for everything.

[@KOKOStern]

Thank you so much for your comment! Means a lot! I do remember my random card game unity video and I always found it funny that it has so many views, guess still no one made another one on that subject. :)

[@powermetalbard]

Damn. I’m really sad to hear these news. I’m hoping that you can get some treatment that works! I’m also a bit disappointed by what we currently have seen of BG3 but I am optimistic that the final product will be good as it’s hard to judge a game by one hour of early gameplay. Thanks for keeping your fans updated even during these difficult times. We are rooting for you! Keep kicking ass🤘🏻

[@KOKOStern]

Yeah we'll just have to hope we find something that works well and that gives me a lot of time, but ya never know. I'm sure BG3 will be a great game, just might not be what I want out of a BG game. I'll most probably play it, the question is in what capacity. If it's another Divinity I don't see myself doing multiple playthroughs and maybe not even playing on my own. We'll see...

[@piperrose7461]

I’m so sadden to hear ! Not gonna lie I’m still upset with the last dr. Happy you changed to someone new!! Best wishes

[@KOKOStern]

Yeah but no point spending time out of our short lives being angry. Rather enjoy the time we have :)

[@LMadlal]

Still have more hair than me! Sending telepathic support.. keep living and loving

[@KOKOStern]

Not like that's hard to do man! But yeah gimme a few days and I'll be rocking that baldness.

[@happyestus6688]

It seems your support group is fantastic; I'm so happy to see that you have loving people around you during this trying time. Keep your spirits up! The mind is a powerful ally in the recovery process

[@judithcobb4032]

Sending you healing vibes from Las Vegas! Thinking about you!

[@Benomga]

Still rooting for you man ! Keep strong, we're sending all of our strengths and good vibes. You are in our prayers !

[@KOKOStern]

Thanks so much!

[@Erootuser]

that sucks to hear, glad you moved doctors, get better soon :>

[@KOKOStern]

Hopefully will! :)

[@kyletroutman-kman]

I have you in my custom party in BGEE- BG2EE. You’re my half elf fighter/thief. Proficiencies in long sword+ Katana** Single weapon fighting**.

[@KOKOStern]

XD that's adorable!

[@lalolanda7750]

Much support man. I started watching when you were playing Majesty. I must say that seeing the hard situation that you are enduring makes me very angry, your own body is playing the fuckiest trick on you. I'd help you if I could do something. I'm not usually to comment, but your playthroughs and snarky critiques of games been with me since then, and they'll keep being an ocasional must watch for me. I comment now because I've been thinking about the undesirable situation you are experiencing, and I believe it's been enough silence. So cheers man, I want you to get better. And if something fucked happens, you will not be alone, we will be right behind you.

[@KOKOStern]

Thank you so much for commenting man! I can't tell you how much it means to me to hear someone enjoying my videos for so long and checking out all the stuff I do. We're gonna keep fighting till the very end I promise you that :)

[@jbands2941]

I hope you don’t take this the wrong way, but you’ve just really been dealt a rotten hand of cards lately. Which happens. Good luck happens, and unfortunately bad luck, and bad things happen. You were skewed towards the bad, and that sucks, so bad, but you’ve held on to your cards with grace and strength. You haven’t thrown down your cards, accepted defeat, cursed the game - you continue to come up with a strategy to play a losing hand, to just stay in the game. To win. And that does happen. Can happen. Will happen. Don’t stop strategizing.

[@sonnycorleone8529]

Jacklyn, I agree. A bunch of rotten hands have been dealt to this nice, intelligent young man. But he still has a hand to play. Let him play it !

[@muvado11]

Good luck, with your struggle man, keep being positive and enjoy every good moment.

[@KOKOStern]

Will do! :)

[@piperrose7461]

Where I’m from it’s 630 in the morning ! It makes me sick all the people who will get up and complain about something this morning! This is so not fair dude!

[@KOKOStern]

Life ain't fair yo.

[@jase555uk]

Sorry to hear but I truly hope one of the treatments work for you sending you lots of love and support

[@KOKOStern]

Thank you so much. Home now for a few days before next chemo back at the hospital. :)

[@jlaplaable]

hi KOKOStern good to see you are alive , regarding baldur's gate 3 is it always a little scares when making a sequel to a game we love so much. just watched the video for diablo 4 it also looks exciting, it was all for this time, take good care of yourself until next time . Greetings from Johnny.

[@rosenvand]

Love from Denmartk :-)

[@KOKOStern]

[@gwynethgrove772]

Very sorry you are doing so well, buying time is a good thing to do, spend it well and with love. Your attitude is an inspiration to others who face similar challenges. Sending good wishes to you both. Take care.

[@KOKOStern]

Thank you so much for the wonderful words. We'll stay strong!

[@matthewcaruana8110]

Whatever time you have left, enjoy every single moment whether if its a few months or a few years. No matter how bad things look never lose hope friend.

[@judyrutherford5721]

You’re so brave. Sending love and prayers from Calgary 🇨🇦

[@KOKOStern]

Thank you so much!

[@cindyhorst8316]

So glad to hear an update. You still look pretty good despite your troubles. Ellie is such an angel so glad you have her by your side. For today just try to consume calories and keep yourself as pain free as you can. Life in general is best looked at day by day. Looking too far into the future is terrifying for most of us for various reasons so I try not to do it

[@KOKOStern]

You're right on some levels but not being able to plan any kind of future with your spouse kinda sucks and we're trying to deal with that, especially with Elli living after me. It's tough. Thanks for the kind words.

[@cindyhorst8316]

@@KOKOStern I can only imagine how devastated and robbed you both feel. I'm glad you found the love of your life. I'm 57 and never did, so you've got me beat lol

[@KOKOStern]

@@cindyhorst8316 You've got time, keep looking! Or actually don't look at it'll happen. That's how it seemed to happen for me :)

[@cindyhorst8316]

@@KOKOStern lol well I've been unhappily married for 26 yrs lol. So I tried but that's a long story. Yeah if I live long enough and am single one day maybe true love will find me. It's way rarer than people think

[@KOKOStern]

@@cindyhorst8316 We can only keep trying. Don't settle and find your happiness yo! :)

[@jonathanantongoorin3407]

YAY - STILL ALIVE!!!

[@KOKOStern]

Working on it!

[@mccoy4369]

Omg, I've subed you a year ago and ive never saw your still alive, I thought it was a life advice bids, not this. I've followed your baldurs gate 2 play through. But I never imaging this. Only you can beat this. You need to stay strong and don't give up. God won't help, you can beat this.

[@KOKOStern]

Working on it man, trying my best. Cheers :)

[@dreamspheree]

Man, hoping for good news! Man this so rough... Hope your keeping it real your lucky to have a loving partner.

[@willthrizzal2647]

Stay strong n positive ko. Prayers 4 you and fam.

[@KOKOStern]

[@judithcobb4032]

Please let us know how are you! We are worried about you.

[@KOKOStern]

Still alive! Was just at the hospital for a long time and it's hard to do much there, I also don't have proper internet. I'll put a video in the next few days. Gonna be home a bit then back to hospital for a bit.

[@judithcobb4032]

Thank you!!!! Somewhat good news!!! Xoxo

[@Ratt611]

Stay strong bro.

[@KOKOStern]

Will do! Thank you!

[@cindyhorst7021]

Think I heard Germany had no covid 19 cases. You're in the safest place you could be right now. Hope you're doing ok

[@KOKOStern]

We do have it and it's growing like everywhere else. I'm either at home quarantined or at the hospital so hopefully I don't get it. Gonna try and stay safe...

[@cindyhorst7021]

@@KOKOStern sorry I was wrong. Stay safe

[@kyletroutman-kman]

My friend.. are you alive??

[@sonnycorleone8529]

Kyle, He is still alive but trying to find different treatments for his cancer.

[@KOKOStern]

Yes I'm still here, was just at the hospital for a long time but I'm back home for a bit. Thank you for your concern!

[@willthrizzal2647]

Just keep them..... "still alive" vids coming .

[@KOKOStern]

I'll try my best!

[@kyletroutman-kman]

I pray for you everyday.

[@KOKOStern]

Thank you!

[@heidi1651]

❤️🙏

[@KOKOStern]

[@opi3z]

[@KOKOStern]

:)