VLOGTOBER 2020 WEEK FOUR: Autumn Leaves | sunbeamsjess

[@suzannaswansonjohnston1488]

THIS VLOGTOBER WAS PERFECT! We're all doing nothing right now so it's reassuring to even see you just reading, and eating and lying around cause it makes us all feels less shit...they're so comfy and relaxing! even talking about being down and low, its like having a honest day in the life, I'd far rather see that right now than forced fun!

[@dianarocha4699]

completely agree :)

[@insomnia-city504]

that last make up is *chef's kiss* Hope your mom is doing ok.. sending love

[@suzannaswansonjohnston1488]

WHY IS INDIE NOT 8 YEARS OLD?!

[@juliaf2614]

I feel old!

[@zoehatfield6734]

Hope your mom is doing well, Jess. Sending love to you and your family

[@danieladamico5485]

I've been feeling down too lately, it's been a really hard year. I honestly prefer the fact that you're honest about it, it feels more realistic than some other youtubers and influencers who act like nothing is happening.

[@katiejohnson9519]

I totally agree with feeling down and emotional lately. The second lockdown has hit me a lot harder than before as it’s a stark reminder that we haven’t improved at all since March and we are nowhere near normal. Also all the other troubles in the world and the stress of the American election is just completely overwhelming! It feels very difficult to stay positive and productive. Sending love and well wishes!

[@polychordal]

First Unif jumper of October 💕

[@emohyou]

Love the colour of that mask! Just a quick note from me (a junior doctor) regarding masks. Please remember that your normal fabric/paper mask is limited in actually protecting you as an individual, but rather stops YOUR secretions (and possible virus) from getting out to other people. Obviously this does not mean that people should stop wearing masks, in fact rather the opposite! However, if you do see someone who is out and about without wearing a mask, or someone who is coughing / sneezing without a face covering, please stay as far away as possible because you can still catch the virus from them with your mask on. Stay safe everyone!

[@uglybetty231]

I hugely appreciate you being honest about your feelings! It really does make me feel less alone to hear someone is feeling similar to me, I feel very tearful at silly things all the time lately and massively relate to what you said about missing the little things in life. You are doing brilliantly, thanks for all your lovely content! Sending you lots of love and support xxx

[@lauralivin]

Jess, thank you so much for being vulnerable and working so hard to continue posting despite the times. I think the way you feel is more than understandable and you have given way more than anyone could've ever expected. You and your family are in my thoughts and my prayers! Sending kind regards.

[@marymccartan8386]

I’ve watched you for absolute years Jess and I really teared up watching this vlog. I just wanted to say how much I appreciate how hard you try with everything even throughout one of the most stressful times of our lives. Just uploading one vlog is so appreciated. Sending you and your family lots of love and truly hope your Mum is doing okay too. ❤️❤️❤️

[@lindaflaca24]

Thank you for being so honest with your feelings Jess! No matter how lucky we are, we're all going through this and it's not easy, so sending you a virtual hug and wishing you well too

[@katieharris3183]

But you vlogged! I really enjoyed the broken up weeks and there's not much for anyone to do rn 🙃 feeling all the feels right with you.

[@niamh866]

Sending love to you and your family! Thank you for all the content that you make, every video and Instagram post is enjoyed and appreciated. I look forward to your October books video - I managed to read a few from your TBR list. Be kind to yourself and do what you need to do ❤️

[@DesttyJ]

All your vlogs are perfect whether they are daily vlogs, weekly vlogs, or random days put together vlogs! I hope you find peace and comfort during these difficult times in your personal life and just this whole world happenings! You are loved and your videos will always brighten my day no matter what you film! 💕💕 take care Jesse!!

[@melbelton5232]

I’m not feeling too bad this morning as i watch a couple of KZbin videos before getting on with my day. I would explain here how I’ve been feeling too but right now I’m staying positive and not thinking back too much. Thank you for the good vibes and positive thoughts Jess, sending them right back to you. Stay well and keep safe.

[@planetakarina]

YOU ARE NOT THE WORST VLOGGER. i love your vlogs so much and i actually appreciate the fact that you're so real and you are honest when you don't have much to vlog. i always look forward to these

[@tiggs7325]

Really appreciate your honesty. You're doing so much for so many of us making your videos as for us it's that bit of normality and escapism which goes a long way. Life and lockdown is tough and it's nice to hear you speak about it honestly to know we're not alone. Sending you love and hope xx

[@jadeddiamonds9983]

The music from today’s vlog is awesome! Reminiscent of Marvin Gaye.

[@TheFoxJiu]

Sending love!! We're all in this together 💕

[@scienzedellemerendine4915]

I honestly don't mind the stay-at-home-doing-whatever vlogs! I find them super relaxing :) I love to see what everybody is doing, it makes me feel less caged up.

[@carlafn4558]

Thanks for all the vlogs during October, they really brightened up every week of this month for me :) sending lots of love to you and your family

[@CoralineLTB]

Hey Jess! Hope you'll find a peace soon in everyday life despite everything that is happening. Stay strong

[@Demuregirl-l7o]

Been following you for quite some time now and I know that it is your videos that I come to so that I can chill and enjoy my coffee. Always nice to see what you are up to. Wish you the best of Nov

[@Demuregirl-l7o]

By the way, I love bookshops that you help us catch a glimpse into. It would be nice if you filmed some of your fav local bookshops when you got a chance to. Hope you and all of us feel better soon, lots of love from Turkey.

[@emmaasphalte8419]

We're in a second lo kdown too here in France.. 😔 It's hard but as you said we must be kind with ourselves and others.. Hope everything will become 'normal' again 🙏❤️

[@casualwatcher212]

loving the vlogs! would love to see a beginners guide on how to get into reading, choosing books, genres etc? always so envious of your passion for books and lockdown provides the perfect setting for it 😍

[@user-pw6pz5pj7x]

Jess mentioning her library gets me SO excited for when the house is done

[@bettymayiplease]

I would love a tutorial on the bare minerals look if possible! X

[@dianarocha4699]

virtual hug to you, jess! the world is chaotic right now and your videos just help us a lot distracting from all of it. sending you lots of love

[@karinavalencia2726]

IM SO EXCITED FOR THIS VLOG!!! Was looking forward to it the whole week🧡🧡🧡

[@mxnja]

omg i remember the orange eyeshadow days, i literally bought the naked heat palette just because of you hahaha

[@rosr8352]

God I love you and your vlogs, its really helping me through my last year in uni. Hope you keep posting them ✨💗 Just was able to finish watching your vlog, it’s completely fine if you don’t feel like vlogging. Do it when you want to do it. Hope everything works out. 💕💕

[@louise.annilla]

Loved your vlogtober Jess! I'm also sending you all the virtual hugs and love your way, life is all topsy-turvy and it's alright to feel whatever we need to feel. So to anyone reading this, you're amazing, much love

[@contradictednaivety168]

Your little talk at last made me feel so much better, thank you little heart ❤️

[@hopeforeman7601]

Thank you for adding that little chatting bit at the end. For some strange reason that made me feel better. Side note: I think you'd be a great yoga teacher, you have spirituality vibes every time I watch and/or hear you speak about something. Much love from Orlando FL

[@heatherglamour]

Orange eyeshadow and the 🌈 Unif jumper! ✨ Enjoyed Vlogtober and sending all the good vibes your way Jess 🧡💛💖

[@jelisavetaikic2755]

your vlogs are always such a joy, they always bring me comfort

[@Ashdenturella]

So comforting and such a throwback to be watching u again💕

[@5963sap]

Thank you so much for making these videos! It brought joy and don't worry about not having "performed" a better vlogtober, that would have just been a performance anyways :) it's what it was and it was great, thank you!

[@jolai7847]

I hope your mother is doing ok and feeling well! ❤️

[@lpkn6624]

What does the 22 mean on the pumpkin? I think I have an idea but I'm not sure

[@LaurenceRoberge]

What did you think it was? She just announced she’s pregnant so I’m wondering if this was related to her pregnancy!

[@patricemelville7653]

Sending you and your family so much love & good vibes!!

[@greenthumb1523]

I love the over-sized look. You are such a style icon!

[@morganeguillou2564]

So we went from daily vlogtober to weekly vlogtober to one day in the week vloctober ahah. Just kidding girl, you’ve been kind and courageous to share the difficulties your family is going through at the moment + your moving and the pandemic. It’s a lot to take so take some time for yourself. I have personally been following your channel for 6 years so I can wait for a while with less content all the while remaining a faithful follower 🤗😘

[@ciaraamas2626]

I really enjoyed this and all the other vlogs you put out for October, the world is weird and disjointed so I don't think it matters if some people feel like that about the vlogs too! Lockdown 2.0 has made me very weepy too for some reason, just be kind to yourself xx

[@NewFlowerish]

Hey Jess! Just wanted to say that you seem to have a lovely personality and a great and interesting person to be friends with. I admire you somehow, you demonstrate sides which I usually see as opposing. It’s a bit silly but you tattoos, styling, make-up on the one hand, and on the other hand your reading, your softness (voice + personality it seems). Just think it’s wonderful that you promote reading as something cool, normal.... but tired while writing this so sorry if it’s a bit all over the place. Anyways, take it easy. I’ve been quite emotional too lately, so you are not alone and times are hard so we just need to be even kinder to ourselves and others. I send you lots of positivity and strength!

[@liberty2995]

Just bought the eye palette. Would love a tut on this eye look!

[@8meemzii]

Always enjoy your vlogs Jess! Sending you lots of love 💕

[@jenniferthirteen]

Would love a house update video!

[@contradictednaivety168]

Sunbeams, you ve been the sunbeams of KZbin since 2012, I love you I love you I love you 💕

[@maxmartire]

Your vlogs are the best!!

[@xAoixx]

I am going to miss your vlogtober! Sending love from Japan x

[@hattypower]

Thanks for the love , sending it back. Second lockdown feels more flat and shit than the first for some reason xxxx

[@Calin0uchka]

Sending you lots of love and virtual hugs

[@ellam1283]

When’s your October wrap up coming? Xx

[@thahirahyusri]

Hope you’re feeling better, my love x we always love you xoxo would love some current favourites video from you!!🤍

[@judiths.5915]

I love that make up look you did with bare minerals!

[@awomaninstem]

It's OK not to be ok! Sending love Jess ❤️

[@rawan8432]

I feel you ,, I've not read that much this year and been so emotional ,, it's just a strange time .. can't believe that I'm going to start master in January ... but anyway I'm glad you are still uploading and i'll be waiting for your upcoming vlog 💕💕💕

[@lilyfalcone6136]

Sending love and strength to you and your family!💙🦋

[@squawkboxable]

Thank you for doing this again!! Maybe you can try reading vlog? I think it’s easier than filming throughout the day :)

[@Gladioli10]

Stay strong Jess! xx

[@Alex98042]

I have a small face but not that small. I can get away with a kids mask from tesco which is like a double layered fabric but is breathable. I find masks hard but they work well.

[@suzannaswansonjohnston1488]

wheres your lipstick in the first clip from??

[@Tinalai1310]

Would love to know your favourite kind of film and film camera 📸☺️

[@raniadarani6971]

Sending lots and lots of love and hugs ❤️❤️ you’re so precious !

[@Yuki-tw8tj]

Hello, random q!! DO you sleep in your earrings? Or do you have 'sleeping' jewellry? I always wonder when I see you in no makeup but with all your earrings in! x

[@mojinxx]

were those bagels or donuts...? wish we could get them here🌎. vlog, music en point as usual🤍

[@MsLoverBunny]

Loved the Sheffield House clips would have loved more to be fair. Music was the perfect fit. Best bit x

[@suzannelandry4177]

Really enjoyed the weekly vlogs :)

[@charleighmarie9000]

That UNIF jumper is 😍😍😍

[@InGhostlyCompany]

Sending you all lots of love xx

always such a relaxing watch

[@PriscaL]

I was wondering about your cute lil cat! Hadn't seen him in a while

[@KristianaCembre]

I hope your mum is doing well

[@seaandwave]

Lovely Saturday afternoon surprise🤍

[@Ursbella]

£3000 for that table?! 😵

[@ratgirl107]

You are looking gorgeous Jess!!!

[@mireille916]

i love your vlogs 😍

[@rachelesaint]

Lovely surprise this morning, along with great news!!

[@hannahharris5592]

Thinking of you Jess x

[@Mariarescobar]

Sending you a lot of love and good luck!💖

[@lanah503]

premium tree content thank u

[@mdiana]

Lots of love xx

[@melissadbm]

So excited for this!

[@AbiFrith]

Lovely music!

[@pdangerina]

Sending you loads of love and bliss from Chile!

[@LeighSiren]

13:45 ish- Wow you looks stunning here!!

[@mervea.1525]

I Love you and your vlogtober😘🤗

[@sarahhealey9575]

you can do it x keep being silly

[@ericabaker7704]

VLOGMAS 2020??? I HOPE YOU'RE DOING WELL! 💞

[@auroreroussel1111]

[@XsweettreatX]

❤️❤️❤️

[@MaryAmongStories]

🍁🧡

[@mauradallaverde]

🍁😍

[@appelykisses]

[@ericabaker7704]

hey jess? do you wanna get married? do you want kids? sorry for being so right to the point lol. I love ya girl! ❤️just asking.

[@mihaelapascu4484]

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