This Is What Depression Looks Like

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[@KFP_Prophet]

Depression? Finally a waifu that isn't fictional.

[@justsomeguywithahandlebarm2456]

The true first comment

[@KFP_Prophet]

@@justsomeguywithahandlebarm2456 Does this mean I'm officially cool now?

[@justsomeguywithahandlebarm2456]

@@KFP_Prophet probably

[@KFP_Prophet]

@@justsomeguywithahandlebarm2456 Yaaaay🥳 I'd like to thank my friends, family, authors of my favourite doujins and those who believed in me.

[@josephyoun8480]

Very true now here I am thinking if you were to be the one to help her, what would you say to her?

[@te0nani]

Neeko, sitting in her childhood treasures, realizing that it's all over is one of the saddest and most relatable things I've ever seen.

[@tangerinemarmalade3326]

my vision got so cloudy from this scene and this comment that I've missed the like button like 3 times

[@Fei-Chan]

Its more sad that there is actually a reason why she stopped pursuing employment. That goddamn company who did a harassment/stress interview to her should get bankrupt. Idc if it was just her hallucination or if it was real but the fact that it made her feel hopeless really represents how harsh their country's society

[@averageweeb8951]

What I love about this manga is it’s relatability. This is how the NEET life feels for me. Not wanting to go outside. Constant nostalgia to how great things where. Not really “lazing” but doing hobbies that I don’t think lead to a job. And the constant knowledge that I don’t enjoy “normal” life. Rather, I enjoy but despise being a NEET.

[@nunothedude]

Whats neet

[@nunothedude]

@@merlinsz ahh

[@Hoodicaat]

Neat

[@Rukmancry]

True..

[@karinaycb4293]

truth

[@mattg6106]

The imagery of her in deep depression while surrounded by all of these random objects that supposedly brought her happiness is hitting home pretty hard...

[@gee_kaz]

Series like this is honestly what scares me the most because i can kinda relate. Im a few months away from graduation on my university, and i’ve been dreading about it. While i do have plans but what if i failed? like the thought of me becoming useless and disappointing everyone that’s close me, it’s really scary.

[@BearMeOut]

Don't worry even if you get a job, it's going down hill from here. Office drama, unpaid overtime, relocation to random cities, shallow interaction with co worker. Choosing between: sticking to your moral compass and standing up for something VS throw away your principles and personality to not get fired from work and going hungry. So many terrible things happen because "I'm just following orders" They go home like nothing happened and do it again tomorrow.

[@statesminds]

@@BearMeOut ouch

[@amon582]

If you are going into a field that is high paying like 40k+ a year have references for what you’ve done in life so far that pertains to the job. Also know some people who work in said field that can verify your ability. If you don’t have any of that better start working on it ASAP or you’ll just leave it up to chance since most companies, that are career driven, require stupid amounts of experience for “entry level positions” that are unobtainable unless you’ve been in the game since you’ve been born.

[@kagaminekat4577]

So long as you have a general idea of something you want to work towards, treat each opportunity as a chance to work towards that goal. Doesn't have to be immediately. So long as you are able to feel like you are progressing towards something. As a fellow recent grad, I hope this feedback helps!

[@TheTickyTickyTicky]

Eventually you're gonna stop giving a shit don't worry.

[@MoistCrumpet]

I know the feeling of constantly being rejected by employers. It really sucks, I struggled with that for years before I finally got a job that I've stayed in for over a year now. Having a learning disability definitely makes life harder. And general airheadedness unfortunately runs in my family.

[@haitang6062]

i used to work at an IT company, i have 2 week to try & learning the code language. And the boss told me just ask this employee guy when I need something. And jesus that guy is toxic, i just ask him simple question about give me something to do (because i already finish learning basic code) and he just angry at me so I stop ask him anymore. In the end, I failed the job, the boss told me that Im too passive and not do anything beside learning, like wtf bro.

[@wabbajocky8235]

@@haitang6062 "there are no stupid questions" *proceeds to insult you when you ask a question

[@MoistCrumpet]

@@haitang6062 Yeah… it sounds like your supervisor, the guy you had to go to for questions, was just an asshole and he scared you away whenever you would try to learn how to do your job properly. That really sucks.

[@TatsuyaWow]

i get that learning disability it take me years to finally finish high school in adult school.

[@dannylo5875]

True. It difficult to have some impairment.

[@TheRealGuywithoutaMustache]

By Syndey's description of Niito's character, about how bubbly and open she is on the outside when in actuality she's broken inside. That's actually how it can be for a lot of people in real life, they may seem happy on the outside but they're actually fighting inner demons.

[@nainkylelian194]

Finally... I got the first reply

[@tomfson8609]

Oh my, hello there

[@MythiKira]

How does this man do it- what a legend

[@featherycoffee1401]

Wow genius statement man, revolutionary new thought, you gon change the world

[@KedaiCiplak]

YEap I lost a few friends during the pandemic. Most is due to depression.

[@DerpASherpa117]

I think this manga explores the external pressures that lead to depression and how, given enough time, those can become permanently internalized in a vicious positive feedback loop, whereas something like Welcome to the NHK depicts the internal pressures that lead to depression and how those become externalized in the same feedback loop. Two different approaches for the same phenomenon, although obviously Neeko's is more comedic and ultimately hopeful than NHK's.

[@spoony8485]

I haven’t read the manga, but from the description Sydney gives it seems, in comparison to welcome to the NHK, it takes a more realistic approach. Where neeko is living as a NEET and no progress is made, it’s more or less just a microscope view into someone’s life. Whereas Welcome to the NHK focuses on progress (or lack thereof) and holds a much more nihilistic view at times. more or less screaming at you “do not live the this if I you can help it!” While also giving a view into a NEET’s life.

[@whydoyoualwayslookunhappyo7434]

For me, she doesn't know why she live is more accurate picture what is depression is like.There are many type or reason why people got depression.For this mc, she feel like she was exploit by her co worker and the situation on the workplace is doest help either. After she become NEET, she start got too comfortable in her zone for long time to the point when she hunt a job she got PTSD from previous work experience.

[@theechidna2916]

​@whydoyoualwayslookunhappyo7434 Neeko seems like Bochi 2.0!

[@hemtaii]

The life of a NEET is definitely the embodiment of depression, so every anime watcher is depressed

[@michajankiewicz415]

I mean, not every anime watcher is a NEET lol

[@onegrapefruitlover]

Yeah, not everyone who watches anime or reads manga is depressed. I mean, I do both of those things, and yes I'm clinically depressed, but not everyone is like that.

[@fedyx1544]

@@michajankiewicz415 true, there are NEETs and Anitubers

[@doll1143]

Bold of you to assume im a neet lmaooooo Bruh

[@last5902]

Neet ? Nooooo i think, but i still try hiding the "weeb" side

[@banekolin9430]

its so realistic how the manga potrayed how uncomfortable it is of being unemployed and still living with your parents, every interaction/conversation with the parents feels so uncomfortable/pain, on one side, you still want to interact, but the guilt is too much. the most unrealistic thing in this manga is how neeko didn't get fat. with how cute she is, if she wiling to do a stream, she will get rich instantly

[@sizzlinplate9501]

I love this manga because I kind of feel the struggles Neeko goes through. I was suppossed to go directly to college after graduating, but now it's been 2 years where I haven't done anything while watching all my friends move forward through adulthood Edit: Another Manga I liked like this one is "She Doesn't Know Why She Lives"

[@FloridaTesfay]

Thank you, I'll check out the manga you recommended Hang in there btw, comparing yourself can make life hard as well

[@VetyBurr]

I can relate _way_ too much

[@Mr.man712]

Personally same but for me sadly it's been... 9 years, 7ish of it working BS jobs and now I'm going back to college for a trade because it's the cheapest option @_@. Try and learn new things when you can become working at a braindead job makes everything new seem amazing.

[@msepic5912]

honestly im stuck in the same spot of life

[@helwing01]

Ooh boy that title hits me like truck-kun.

[@Zeresrail]

Read this a while back...I remember that childhood episode...it definitely hit hard. But now, that I am in the exact same situation as her..I may go reread this. To really get hit in the feels once more.

[@just1it1moko]

same here brother!

[@syifams]

What's the title?

[@SwedishDuckey]

Honestly, it's always entertaining when Syd talks about some weird hentai but personally I like these kind of videos more

[@darknight10000]

Welcome to the N.H.K. had a similar vibe. That one even leaned towards the delusions of the main character and showed just how damaging isolation and anxiety can be.

[@Ilwenray85]

Yeah, that was the first NEET content I saw that portrayed it good enough for my standards, and the first thing that came to my mind when I watched this video.

[@king_ltc_]

Sydney talking about hentai can sometimes get me out of depression and get me depressed. This was actually one of those times that I wasn’t depressed by her videos. #TeamGrant. Vanilla is fucking amazing.

[@erin1569]

Stop deluding yourself. Queen Sydney has the most refined and supreme taste.

[@king_ltc_]

@@erin1569 No

[@SuperKeenR]

I had to stop reading this series, it hit too close to home and actually sent me into a spiral. Cause the author clearly knows what they are talking about. Despite the comedy, despite the masking we do, sometimes it does just stab through and you feel all that pain of society and it's pressures. Loved the series, can't read it

[@zgamer200]

Sydney why? Why did you trigger these long repressed memories in me? I read this series once a few years ago back when my depression was not well managed whatsoever, and while it was a super relatable experience it hurt like hell. This series was way too realistic and well done, which on one hand is good because NEET-dom is usually not a good thing because as you said, it often leads to a lot of self ridicule and depression and that needs to be better explained as opposed to romanticized in the media, but it still hurts to read. The picture at 6:29 man.... It hurts in a way that I think only people who have dealt with depression and feeling like they've wasted years of their life can truly relate to.

[@abe1091]

It's nice to see a series that doesn't deal with the whole NEET thing in a "uwu so funny random" way. Thanks for the recommendation!

[@Williammm67]

2 years ago I was in a similar situation with her. I was jobless for half a year, job application rejected/ignored 100+ times, living with my parents. I cried myself to sleep and contemplating suicide several times because I am a dead weight for my family while my friends are getting well-paying job. Thankfully I am in a great well-paying company right now. So, for anyone that is going through this, I beg you, please dont give up. It WILL get better.

[@PanmyxiaYT]

There was a long period of my mid-20s where I was unemployed/working retail, trying to find a decent job, and it exacerbated my then-undiagnosed depression. It got really bad at some points, so... yeah, this manga sounds super relatable.

[@TheChickenThatDared]

Why on earth is this video unlisted?! Good video, and very real manga depicting a serious subject that more people need to realize they aren't experiencing alone. More people need to see this! [EDIT: it isn't unlisted anymore 😅]

[@spoodypenguin]

This is almost 100% accurate to how my life is at the moment its so hard to get motivated to try getting a job now. Its so depressing, but thanks to not being able to find a job ive learned alot about myself, so its both good and bad.

[@saked9125]

I just read the first 14 chapters, or 2 volumes. God this is painful. Especially since it’s frighteningly close to my current situation. I’m literally the same age. The only difference is my much more understanding and supportive parents. However, that also adds to my feelings of guilt of them in being unable to perform. (They kind of are killing me with kindness, just like Neeko’s dad is.) Also: my autism makes every stage of the problem more difficult than it already is.

[@AndyLifeInVideo]

I've seen some pages of it on Twitter; the one of her childhood friends not being there anymore really got me in the feels. I dealt with this after dropping out of college back in 2007 and couldn't find steady work until I joined the Navy in 2010, got out in 2015, went back to college, and am now in Japan studying abroad and going to be graduating in August!

[@anubisgodess2353]

There are definitely those moments where I can connect with a character because of what they're going through resonates cut the feeling of depression and not wanting to continue hit so hard it Peaks your interest to read more.

[@kris8569]

Thank you for introducing me to this amazing manga! I forgot the name of it and wanted to catch back up so came back to this video, stay awesome Sydney (:

[@victorfadias]

This video is too good to be unlisted syd :(

[@arcana8899]

Ceaseless rejection has certainly led to me feeling like I'm not good enough to succeed at many points, and as I continue with finishing up college it's something I hope to overcome to find the success I desire. I don't want to end up in a position of constantly pursuing paths that all end in failure. Yet sometimes it feels impossible to escape that cycle. All the while, the few friends I have are far more experienced in their respective areas of expertise, finding their own path in life with ease. A relatable situation like that of this manga is really helpful I feel, I've certainly used stories to call myself out for being too hung up on the past instead of continuing to push forward. I hadn't heard of this series before, but I'll need to look into it.

[@yoshidasaki17703]

Me: *read the title* Geez Syd, you don't have to remind me every single time.... **depression mode: activated**

[@reki_r6939]

I have seen you three days in different comments... And I had my PSTD flashbacks after that so please kindly change your pfp and name 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

[@DallySkyeAnims]

This is one of the mangas that really messes with me on how relatable it is, the fears of recruitment hell, believing you're not good enough, and the nostalgia of wanting to go back to simpler times in your past where you didn't need to worry about adulthood. And it's a real shame the Neeko vtuber didn't keep making videos when the height of vtuber popularity started to rise, really felt that it was a missed opportunity to make this manga REALLY popular. But then again, maybe it's fitting in a way, we all give up halfway when there are opportunities to be had in front of us.

[@koolbeenz8474]

The scene where she was washing the dishes with her mom was just a hammer in the heart for me, thank you so much for talking about this manga, seriously needs more hype!

[@Maid_of_Spiders]

I'm so glad you are talking about this manga! It has made me feel such visceral emotions and is eerily relatable. It really hit how it feels to feel like a failure because you aren't doing anything with your life. The shame of watching your friends and family pass you by, the anxiety of the job hunt, the dread that comes when you eventually have a job, the apathy of not wanting to do things and the self hatred of knowing you shouldn't feel that way. This manga nails it, and i cried hard reading it.

[@zapchu2299]

I'm definitely checking out this manga now, thanks syd

[@or1ta]

i will also

[@LizzieShiro]

This… this was me. I was a NEET after community college, kinda. The mental state was there 100%. I had a job, but not the one I wanted. After graduating university now, it’s hard. It’s incredibly hard. Mental health is horrible, but just have to keep trying.

[@kimxxx58]

I understand it’s difficult because our job is to be students and once that identity is taken away from us we have to start from scratch all over again and the process can be difficult( but not impossible ) I’m trying to have a positive outlook on life

[@themannyproject6653]

*Has been rejected from every single job offer* She copied my whole flow, word for word, bar for bar

[@thgritic102]

This story sounds so relatable to me, so I must read it. I definitely understand what Neeko is going through, and it's such a terrifying feeling of you thought you would be something only to end up as "nothing."

[@teasp00ns]

My ADHD has made getting and retaining jobs very difficult. I finally worked up to my dream job, making a livable wage, running the shop, so proud and fulfilled - covid slapped that out of my hands :( I relate to Neeko acting stupid and ditsy but actually being very intelligent and dead inside. I like that this series has some comedy in it too. Even tragedies have some comedy, and vice versa :)

[@akhanshasen5891]

This was really really refreshing Sydney talking about such obscure mangas that should get a shout out really loud! Thanks for keeping our anime and manga world update with good shits

[@AStandsForFrench]

imo, youtubers like yourself are at your best when talking about something you genuinely really enjoy, so I would happily watch more videos like this one that you decide to do on the spur of the moment. Neeko is on my list of series to read already, good to hear it's really solid.

[@dawintch4596]

There is another manga I feel so related that I want to share with us degenerated-, which also has a similar theme to this topic but from another point of view. Strongly recommend reading if you ever wants to learn more about depression

[@nubnce5705]

Care to drop the english title for us Non JP bros?

[@whydoyoualwayslookunhappyo7434]

I recommend manga she doesn't know why she live if you want the dose of depression.

[@metas1779]

This looks sad. I'll probably check it out. Not a lot of stuff covers depression that well.

[@t_cb8012]

I am a very similar situation as Neeko, and hearing about this work got me pretty anxious. I will read it one day. Thank You for another great suggestion Sydney

[@DanielJoyce]

March Comes In Like A Lion is also a great depiction, mostly around the disordered thinking that arises. MC thinks no one likes him but he has friends and family who do care and the whole series is him slowly getting better, especially when his self appointed rival shows up.

[@piecrustproductionz5669]

One of my favorite manga, She Doesn’t Know Why She Lives, has a very similar premise and MC. I find it more relatable tbh, especially the chapter where she says she’s leaving her friends behind.

[@tena2013]

This really hit a note with me. I can say I won't read this for the fact it rings true too much with my own life, but that feeling of failure after constant rejection in the work you want or just lack of opportunity cause of your location...I know that feeling too well. Locking up in ones room and finding old memories of a better simpler time. I could just add more to that and yes, it's definitely worse that just that. But instead I'll say, I make a conscious effort to remind myself of what I have and the people in my life instead of what I'm lacking. Taking control of what I can keeps my mind off what I can't. To everyone else in that dark situation within yourself. It does get better and it can get better. It starts with a choice within you, and single baby steps after that. Reach out when you have to and do what you can, not what others expect.

[@Phoenixblade_09]

I read this a while back! It was so good, but I had to wait for more chapters!

[@lazygenius720]

FINALLY! Some of the bigger Anituber covered one of my most favorite manga series! This is so underrated and deserves much more love than it has already!

[@DarkraiLv1000]

Yeah this is definitely getting a read from me. The whole description just felt so relatable, as I was in a similar situation not too long ago. Thanks for the suggestion, gonna be adding this to my list of must-reads!

[@enri_mucca]

I think that Kabi Nagata's "My lesbian experience with loneliness" is another great example of a manga that talks about these problems. With the only difference that Kabi Nagata's work is autobiographical, and that hurts a lot more.

[@caramelkalin6696]

OOOH, she's bringing back the old manga review format for this one, I like it

[@SumeaBizarro]

I can relate. The worst part about "I have not accomplished anything" is when you do not even have anything you wanted to accomplish in the first place. Makes even feeling of failure empty when you have not failed anything but just failed. With a dot after the word failed. LIke one of those japanese games where you die and it is just "defeated".

[@blackphoenix77]

Wow, wasn't expecting that kind of video from you, Syd. Thanks for sharing

[@traymz]

I swear this manga hits too close to real life - I feel her character I was always very good in school, had good grades and was a child parents can be proud of. When at the end of the last years I got very depressed and the feeling of knowing of what I am was capable of and now feeling totally useless. Eversince I graduated, I never had any luck with work. Rejection, harrassment, bullying, mental breakdowns have drown me down to this point I am right now. Being released this october from the hospital from my last panic attack, I am still being in constant state of tiredness and the frustration of my own being. I really don't know what to do with my life anymore. I just drank alcohol today to get drunk to numb the pain. However I hate liquor and threw up 2 hours later ... now I am sitting in my living room watching youtube videos instead of sleeping because the silent night brings up my anxiety of the future.

[@ComfortsSpecter]

Me: *Turns volume down to 20%* Also me: “Why is she still so fucking loud!”

[@kokorochacarero8003]

You can even hear the captions being louder

[@nunothedude]

Ara ara

[@MrDedpool1]

Back again with another banger recommendation, this will make a fine edition to my collection

[@Mr.man712]

I don't think I can read this since it hits too close to home and just hearing the summary makes me even more depressed.

[@janisbuttner7452]

I like that manga a lot, it is really nice to see it appreciated

[@law3425]

I love how her voice just gets less excited as she talks about this manga

[@Ira_plays_naked]

Holy shit, I’m really just a lurker but this is Sydney’s best video yet… Audio, visual and storytelling wise, seriously it’s great!

[@louvanderico5133]

I bawled my eyes out after just reading few chapters. Thank you for this piece ^_^

[@user-xs8kq3te5s]

A small but interesting point: the Japanese pronunciation is niiko. I haven't read it but I think her name is a reference to the Japanese-english word NEET (Not in Employment Education or Training) which is pronounced as niito in Japanese. As a result, I think the main Japanese title should be pronounced as niiko... instead of neeko... since you can see on the Japanese title it's written as ニー子... I guess I could understand the motivation for pronouncing her name as Neeko in English, but it still feels a little weird for me.

[@lupusdaemon6015]

For some reason all romaji versions of the title are spelt "Neeko", which next to the rest of the Japanese words in the title you would want to pronounce it neeko (neigh-ko). But it's meant to be read niiko (knee-ko) like you mentioned. Very confusing when written like that in the romaji title.

[@Vierdro]

This honestly hits hard, like this feels like it could be me.

[@Lord_Azian]

looks like i know what i'm gonna be reading now. thanks syd!!

[@kylecolley4564]

Thanks for the recommend Sydney. Definitely checking this out.

[@Gamex996]

5:44 "ppl go to mmorpg to relax" nah I go to grind for 15h straight to get just 0.5% EXP

[@AnaDoMatoSA]

I can relate só bad that it made me more drepressed

[@NothingXemnas]

OH YOU FINALLY TALKED OF THIS!!! I love this series!

[@paolaanimator]

Almost done with college but searching for a job even when I'm already in a city is already hard. I'm just doing my best and don't want to let myself and my family down.

[@covenant05]

I remember why I always wear headphones when watching Syd. Neighbors are asking questions again with the questionable sounds coming out under my apartment door and balcony XD

[@Horrosity]

I gave this manga a go and man...when that panel comes, I just cried and it actually fucked up my mood for the entire day.

[@HollowZeke]

Omg thank you for this

[@bendermender926]

not a single person in the world could have presented this video in the same way and kept me from clicking off. endless suffering but sydney makes it worth my while. damn you and much love from the usa

[@CrextComic]

Gigguk is finally getting through to her were she enjoy vanilla stuff... or simply likes see people cry.

[@eremita003]

If you like this I recommend NHK Ni Yokoso (Manga 2002, 40 chap.), one of my favorite mangas. It also has comedy and NEET but doesn't god that deep into that because talks about mental issues in general. And since it's about being lost in life in so many different ways it turns to be a pretty hard recommendation. As the time passes and I grow I experience it in a different way, but every time it gives me hope. Please, give it a try I'm not used to wright in english so sorry abot that and if you could correct me i would appreciate it

[@Samilovescandy]

Ah, I needed this video. I love it

[@deadslugs]

Might check it out. Thanks for yhe suggestion Syd!

[@Methrael]

I live this manga, just from the outside (as in, I'm not Neeko); dealing with the spirals and finding ways to help are absolutely key.

[@StormSnake0618]

I know the lewd content is the main attraction of this channel atm, but I would love more videos like this. This was so interesting.

[@Chompadour]

This sounds right up my alley. Thanks for the recommendation!

[@spazmatCc]

6:30 -8th place in Mario Kart -GB link cable with original twist tie still attached (never actually used between two people) -Permanently wrapped N64 second controller -The single GBA; realizing there won't be anyone to trade with or to bother with a second console. -Permabanded posters never to see a wall again. -Her first backpack and the academic failures attached to it.

[@patchworkb3682]

This feels illegal watching an unlisted video This be some of that dank shit

[@MiraPacku]

she's not a Neet with Depression she's a person with Depression that became a Neet and I doubt that getting a job would just fix that her MMO experience of that shows this

[@hx5525]

I don’t think Neeko had depression before her neet days though? Just without a real purpose and had a lazy personality.

[@josearaizacortez]

Possible your best video by far, my eyes started to get watery at one point .

[@jaymzbeaman6116]

Girl, i am so glad you exist. You really make my life better.

[@Vicioussama]

Neeko!!!

[@Vicioussama]

The Vtuber is the official one though. The creator officially made a vtuber form that kinda works in line with manga iirc

[@Vicioussama]

btw, I'd love a figure of Neeko :P and I wanna buy the manga, but not in english physically far as I know

[@houghwhite411]

@@Vicioussama I know there is a chapter about Neeko being a tuber, there is a tinyurl link but the video is now on private? Did Neeko's lil sis reaally deleted it?

[@renyoudie]

Yooooooo I read ch 6 and now I wanna die cause that shit hit way to close to home

[@namron8105]

damn it realy hits hard how acurate this is specially reminiscing the past just by digging up your stuff and think its more fun being a child than where we currently now

[@FenixFeniks]

This is my first vid. The voice work in the start freaked me out so much I subbed.

[@jayzien_9]

Succubus bar got taken down while watching. :(

[@SassySlayer69]

Same! Do you think hololive got involved?!

[@statesminds]

I was mostly happy and carefree until I was around 22 then stuff started to get worse and worse in my life. I had set a goal to get myself straightened out mostly by the time I turned 30 and thankfully I have accomplished a lot of that. I still have stress and past failures like debt haunting me but I've definitely changed my outlook and approach

[@LukaBako]

good vid, ty syd and mudan :)

[@ttchme9816]

Hiring manager here. If you are looking for a job and you got rejected a lot of time, please don't sweat it because we will have too much graduates that want a job. If we need 2 position in the company there will be around 6 to 8 person that applies for it and sometimes we didn't pick not because one was better than the other but because we randomly choosen them since they are all equally skilled. And if you apply to big companies that offers jobs every 6 months or so, reapply again and again. There's a few person we offered the job to that applied for multiple times and we picked them because of that reason. Don't sweat it if you don't get picked though.

[@morganleafe3152]

was just watching the latest vid and it got taken down :(

[@myren2853]

so glad someone talked about this manga so good but depressing as fuck

[@mickmast8901]

I've got to check out this series. It sounds like a good thought provoking series

[@idontknow2yatube]

Banger of a video, will def check this manga out

[@999loltime]

Unlisted gang

[@5ryans]

why is this unlisted?

[@pyxylation]

Maybe it's just for her Twitter followers, lol.

[@bfs9114]

Her editor took a break from censoring stuff, good for him. Jokes aside, I would love more content like this! Anything under the son that I would’ve otherwise skipped or never found unless I watched this. Thank you Syd. + the tasteful review is a bonus

[@Nishimuura]

I ended up reading this a long time due to just randomly browsing manga and the story and detail to someone's everyday life as a neet actually blew me away and im glad you gave this a review.