week in the life ~ a personal nightmare, thrifting, + coming off birth control

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[@jonelljonelljonell]

that abrupt shift from you freaking out over the waterbug to glammed up and vibing in the studio KILLED me hahahah

[@nooneinparticular8383]

Girl I didn't know you speak Squirrel 😂

[@stef1005]

lovely way to start a sunday Tara

[@miltaniab]

I’m so happy for the weekly uploads but even happier that you’re in a good place 💕

[@TheBanannaAnna]

thank you Tara for your amazing video! not feeling my best right now, really low on energy, stomach issues, not feeling my healthy self whatsoever… been to the doctors but they cannot help me. but thank you for your good vibes, wishing a great sunday to everyone ❤

[@emelyandtheuke]

"when you're on your own, you have to do it all. there's no on there to pick you up when you're not doing so great." felt that (single/living solo for 7 years now) the other day I spilled a chimichurri bowl on myself while on my period and I stared at it for a good minute contemplating why I live alone lol anyway, yay for the natural birth control! I know hormonal helps a lot of people, but it really does work against your body especially after long exposure. period tracking/natural birth control is so helpful because it requires you get in tune with your body. years of just using my cycle tracker and now a year using a more specific ovulation tracker (natural cycles) and never had a pregger scare *knock on wood* good luck!

[@louisedillon5617]

Your face lights up when you speak about QH! Inspiring ☺️

[@TooCuteNhandi]

I'm still loving your content! I just love the vibe. I've committed myself to being more vulnerable in my interactions. Like that's the theme of my life. Watching your vlogs really reminds me why I'm on this journey. I love how you've cultivated and manifested so much love and abundance in your life, and I feel that that comes from your willingness to be vulnerable and open to the possibilities of life. ❤ keep doing and being you. 💕✨️🦋

[@ItsStyleTheory]

Was so happy to see that you posted today!! Perfect start to my slow Sunday ☺️🥰 Question… do you see yourself opening up your hypnotist sessions to us/anyone at some point because it’s something I am now very interested in doing but also feel like I wouldn’t trust just anyone to do something like that with me. You seem like you’d be a trustworthy and nice guide to have..

[@TarMarz]

yuppp that's what's been happening naturally over on instagram, letting people slide in my dm's x

[@wavey_official]

OMG I would’ve screamed sooo loudly had I seen that bug run across 😫😫

[@camillat984]

Looooved the cosy vibes in this vlog, felt like it had a bit of everything!! ❤

[@laurenvanelsen4254]

the beginning- the way I gasped!! also the b*tch im dead hahahha

[@marquisstarks9471]

Really vibed with you Tar Mar. Great video; sorry about the little critter. Have the best week :-)

[@adnat3160]

the pure happiness i get when i see that you upload, perfect way to start my day!! sending goood enery your way🫶🏼

[@md8388]

Totally use ovulation strips as well and am happy to be birth control free❤ It was also helpful to learn that there is only about a week where we are able to get pregnant.

[@janaybridges]

girl, as someone who has been married for 7 years and used DAysy for five, its the best thing I ever did. So empowering and helps your bodily intuition

[@ZohraMaura]

Tara aagghhh! The cockroach story! I can’t cope! I’m so sorry aha. My worst nightmare 😂 You’re so brave, I don’t know what I would have done.

[@deebrcd]

Loved this blog, thank you! So curious to see you continue your journey as a past-life hypnotist, so cool!

[@charlottearsenault7004]

Love the new schedule!!

[@MishMashMum]

Omg Tar you are a better person than me because I’d have used fire to defeat that Waterbug! What in the Cockroaachha hell!😵

[@Tyyada]

I don’t know why but i love to see you cooking ❤

[@judimcdonnell1971]

Loving your uploads .. Thank you ❤

[@karolmolina1031]

I had to cover the screen when you showed the roach because that’s legit one of my biggest fears😭 so traumatizing, I’m sorry

[@mmmmk1]

I used to live right by that park and those thrift stores and go to them every day until I moved late last year ! the thrift stores are always so overpriced or really slim pickings because of the resellers that line up to get the new good stuff :/

[@JennyClaffey]

I DO NOT MISS THOSE FUCKING WATERBUGS 😫😫😫 I screamied when you showed it their legs absolutely REPULSE me

[@ameliacasey624]

hello lovely lady - wireless headphone recs? you got any? I noticed those white ones you were wearing here at la cantine, and I'm looking for something like that, would u recommend or? also the good energy and excited vibe n creative like productive attitude you've got going? this is what i needed to hear and see because I am lackiinnggggg so thx

[@IheartLOST06]

absolutely repulsed by the roach. i hate roaches so much. my insides literally shake.

[@ginettebeech1150]

TARA what is your Spotify!?! Need to listen to your playlist girl xx

[@TarMarz]

same as my youtube just search tar mar!

[@livjs12]

So intrigued by the hypnotherapy. What Dolores cannon book would you recommend to someone who is just dipping her toe into this world?

[@blackberryjammy]

I used to live in Louisiana and I woke up once to a massive waterbug cockroach flying above my head and I could only kill it with my platform doc martens lol

[@zebramilktea]

I moved to Louisiana last year and I’ve never seen cockroaches like the ones that are here 😭 they’re hugeee

[@emelyandtheuke]

is there a way we can contact you for a QHHT session? or someone you recommend in the tri-state area?

[@MarieTheOstrich]

Hey tara, do you mind sharing the name of the aritzia white tee? I saw a couple of t-shirts in Emmas collection but its hard to tell which one is the one you're wearing. thank you so much!

[@TarMarz]

it's called the little ribbed tshirt www.aritzia.com/us/en/product/little-ribbed-t-shirt/68755.html?dwvar_68755_color=1275&country=us

[@MoMixMasta03]

Aaaaaa the like button was sitting at 222 and I just messed it up and became 223 person like the video… but I just had too!!

[@vbradley1922]

That t shirt.

[@Maaarleigh]

Girl I am sorry to break it to you but that is an American Cockroach, not a waterbug! I don't know how Americans live with those demons in everyday life

[@Darbylf]

If you need more clients I live in greenpoint and would love to help ❤

[@clairemahoneyxo]

Noooo need for the zoom in 🤢

[@beautyequalshate]

I stopped birth control end of February now I’ve went almost six weeks without it and it’s time for another period and I have cramping for 11 days but no flow. And I guess this is normal but it’s odd bc I’m worried I’m gonna start at any moment. And I was on nuvaring for 7 years and pills 7.5 years. So 14 1/2 years. I have extremely painful periods so it kept them still painful but tolerable so I’m worried about that too

[@slena]

honestly talk to a gyno... birth control advice is so personal i would never tell someone to get on/get off the pill because the effects change so much person to person. it's a medical treatment at the end of the day so it's good to have changes supervised by a professional. keeping you in my thoughts i hope things settle down for you

[@beautyequalshate]

@@slena yep things have subsided and I haven’t had much of any other issues. Def feel a good deal better just have more energy as a whole. I made the right choice